My Experience
TW// Grooming, Pedophilia
I’d like to start by saying that it took me 7+ years to process what happened to me. I cut off all contact in the middle of 2023, and since then I’ve debated with myself if it was worth making this post. The fact that they seem to be moving up in the world has definitely influenced my decision, but only because I can’t fathom the harm they are capable of doing to others with a substantial platform, considering the harm that was done to me with the little notoriety they had at the time. With all that being said, it’s time to tell my story.
For everyone that doesn’t know me, my name is Korey. I was born December 16th 2001 which makes me 23 years old at the time of writing this, and I primarily go by “Blade” or “BladeWillBe” online. This document is about my experience being groomed by Kiba Walker through the years, whose information will be listed below. In telling this story, I wish for it to serve as a warning to others of their predatory behaviour. Screenshots will be provided where necessary, although some were lost to Skype shutting down and WhatsApp incorrectly backing up my message history from those years. Twitter images will all be from my old account, which is archived and only accessible to me.
DOB: February 10th 1995 (22 when we met)
Kiba Walker: https://x.com/justkibawalker - Direct Link
ElexVTuber: https://x.com/ElexVTuberEN - Direct Link
Kyle Davis: https://x.com/_BNHAngel - Direct Link
Salem Moon: https://x.com/SalemMoonDrag - Direct Link
The Retrocade: https://x.com/TrespassedCache - Direct Link
(Proof that these are all the same person)
It started with conversations about music. I was 15 at the time, and definitely interacting on Twitter more than I do now. I complimented a recently posted song cover I enjoyed, by a voice actor of a character I adored from a YouTube series, which spiraled into several follow-up conversations about singing.
At some point, I started complaining about the way that my school was handling my musical education. In particular, a teacher who used to complain about working with me despite her vocal training being the sole reason for that placement. They offered to teach me for free, and I jumped at the opportunity to spend 1-on-1 time with a voice actor I looked up to.
I didn’t actually realise until properly reviewing these screenshots, but even as early as this, they were still bringing up adult topics with me in private.
And just for those who will inevitably attempt to claim that “they may not have known how old you were”, I made it pretty clear during some of our public interactions.
So the first singing lesson comes around, and everything plays out normally. They set me a song to learn as homework, and agreed to Skype call again every Friday for another one. We talked in between, but when the time came they would always be too busy or have last minute plans that caused them to cancel, so we settled on keeping it as a casual friendship to avoid the inconvenience of lesson scheduling. My memory of that time is very foggy at this point due to how long it has been, but I believe this is when the proper flirting started. Basic stuff like calling me cute or hot mid-conversation, to more on the nose stuff like mentioning when they were horny or that I was their “type” (chubby).
At some point, I gave in to the flirtations and requests to trade nudes, because this was someone I looked up to and I was terrified that they would lose interest in our friendship if I didn’t reciprocate. This was a stupid mistake on my part, and one that I will always look back on with regret, because I was essentially facilitating a crime. Opening that can of worms was the start of something that continues to influence how I interact with people. The flirtation got more frequent, they started sharing porn that they liked, and they made a game out of trying to “arouse” me while I was at school.
Occasionally, I would still play along with the horny DMs and “jerk off vid” requests, because I was still very much scared of losing my friend. It got to a point where I was made so uncomfortable by every conversation that I would ignore them entirely and claim to have technical problems. What this led to, was several attempts to contact me through various social media services, asking me if they had done something wrong.
After this particular message, I felt so guilty over hurting a friend that I started responding to them again, leading to the same kind of situations happening over and over. I assume my outward attitude towards them must have changed during this time, and I was asked the question of whether or not I still liked them.
I definitely could’ve been more assertive about my response, but once again, I didn’t want them to start pulling away from me. I was a 15 year old with the chance to frequently interact with someone I thought was the coolest person in the world, and it would’ve killed me to know that they were actively choosing to talk to me less.
After that conversation, the details get a little blurry for me. I remember that at some point I switched to Discord for messaging purposes, and decided to stop talking to them for a short period until I got another ping asking why I wasn’t responding. I had turned 16 at this point and was in a different frame of mind after an amount of time without them, so I thought there wouldn’t be any harm in letting them back in, and tried to be honest about my reason for distancing myself.
As you can see, I did not learn my lesson the first time, and still allowed them back into my life, sexual advances and all.
(Pictured: Them encouraging me to audition for an 18+ project with adult scenes when I was underage)
From August 2018 to December 2019, they weren’t pushy and didn’t really make reference to wanting to receive any pics/videos of me, but would occasionally still bring up that it was something we did before. These particular messages are from just 2 weeks after my 18th birthday. I believe they may have been testing the waters since I was of legal age at that point.
Then the world was plunged into a pandemic, and everyone was forced to stay in their homes. People were bored and antsy, myself included, which caused me to cave and reciprocate the sexting. The problem then became that every conversation was routed towards that outcome. If I wanted to share things I was excited about, or ask about their day, I would eventually be asked to jerk off.
I let this continue for way longer than I should’ve, because at this point my concerns about the legality were no longer there to add to the uncomfortability. I completely cut contact mid-way through 2023, because I had too much going on in my life to constantly be hounded for sexual favors. Finally telling myself that I was done allowed me to reflect and come to terms with the fact that we may have never been friends in the way I had wanted. I finally let myself think back on those times, and realised that the situations I felt strongarmed into weren't something any 15-17 year old was meant to experience. I was preyed upon, because it was easy to do so. Because I was a socially awkward autistic child who idolised them.
It took me an entire year after those realisations to feel comfortable telling close friends about the treatment I experienced for what had essentially been 1/3 of my life at that point. It’s been enough time that we can even joke about it, but that doesn’t undo the damage it did to me. To this day, it has fundamentally hindered my ability to form close relationships with people out of fear that history will repeat itself. And after seeing their career taking off with them getting role after role in things that have the capacity to give them a bigger platform, as well as recent testimonies I’ve heard from friends about their predatory behaviour, I feel a slight duty to make sure this doesn’t happen to anyone else.
This is more than wanting justice for myself, and much more than the “accountability” that these documents always preach to seek. I want people to know that Kiba committed a crime. I’d like people to know that whether or not they were thinking about it at the time, this makes them a pedophile.
And for those that don’t fully believe that, although I am under no obligation to provide further proof, I managed to recover images and videos that were sent to me back then, along with the metadata that shows when I received them. For obvious reasons, the pictures themselves will not be shared, but I will link the associated file information.
If their family ever reads this document, I’m sorry you had to find out this way. I know how much you adore them, and under normal circumstances I would never want to shatter that perception.
To their partner, I apologise for interacting with you as if nothing was wrong. This started years before we ever met, and I always felt immense guilt knowing that part of it was still happening while you were together.
As stated at the start of this document, I've thought long and hard about whether or not I even wanted to post something like this. Partly because it puts a lot of attention on me for the wrong reasons, but also because it's hard to follow through on something that could damage the life of someone that I used to care for. After all of the mistreatment over the course of years, part of me is always going to feel guilty for doing this, and I've learned that I just have to live with that. Because if I don't, then it all remains in the drafts and I get to feel more guilty that this experience could happen to someone else when I had the means to prevent it.
Kiba Walker, Texas-Based Voice Actor, solicited naked pictures and videos of me when I was 15 and continued to do so until I stopped talking to them at 22.