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1 | DISCLAIMER |
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3 | NOT ALL EVENTS LINKED TO THIS PAGE ARE INCLUDED ON THE VISUAL SCHEDULE |
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5 | NOT ALL EVENTS AND PERFORMERS ARE MENTIONED OR LINKED ON THIS SPREADSHEET |
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8 | THE DETROIT I LOVE .COM HAS THE LARGEST AND MOST INCLUSIVE COLLECTION OF EVENTS |
9 | STEPHEN REAUME - THE FOUNDER OF THEDETROITILOVE.COM IS ONE OF THE LONGEST COMMITTED, HARDEST WORKING, |
10 | KINDEST AND TRUEST PEOPLE IN DETROIT'S SCENE. IF YOU SEE HIM OR MEET HIM THIS WEEKEND, GIVE HIM ALL YOU GOT |
11 | EVEN IF THAT IS SIMPLY SOME KIND WORDS, OR HEART SHAPED HANDS IN THE AIR. IF YOU'RE EVER IN DETROIT AT ANY OTHER |
12 | TIME ON ANY OTHER DAY YOU CAN FIND WHAT IS GOING IN DETROIT ON THIS WEBSITE. I KNOW OF FEWER GREATER GIFTS |
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14 | I'VE BEEN MAKING MYSELF A PRIVATE DEMF SPREADSHEET EVERY YEAR, BECAUSE ITS CHAOS. IN 2022 LAURA FINLEY ASKED ME |
15 | TO SHARE MY PLAN - THIS IS THE REASON IT BECAME PUBLIC. PLEASE REACH OUT TO THANK LAURA OR DO SO IN PERSON. |
16 | LAST YEAR I DIDNT MAKE ONE BECAUSE I HAD SURGERY TWO WEEKS BEFORE DEMF AND WAS PREPPING FOR GIGS WITH ONE ARM |
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19 | THANK YOU TO THOSE WHO HAVE REACHED OUT TO REQUEST THIS SPREADSHEET |
20 | THANK YOU TO THOSE WHO HAVE THANKED ME FOR IT IN PERSON |
21 | THIS SPREADSHEET IS A PRODUCT OF MY NEURODIVERSITY - ADHD AND OCD - WHICH MANY |
22 | MAY LABEL AS DISORDERS BUT THAT I ASCRIBE TO MY PERSONAL BRAND OF GENIUS, MY TRUE LOVE |
23 | FOR DETROIT TECHNO, AND MY UNDYING DESIRE TO SHARE WHAT I LOVE ABOUT IT MOST WITH OTHERS |
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26 | LAST TIME I MADE A SPREADSHEET IT WASNT PERFECT AND FULLY INCLUSIVE. |
27 | I CAN DO MY BEST, FOR FREE, WITH THE TIME I HAVE AND THE CRAZY NUMBER OF HOURS THIS TAKES |
28 | BUT TBH IM NOT AIMING FOR PERFECTION BECAUSE IT IS AN ILLUSION. |
29 | WITH DEMF SPREADSHEET I DONT NEED YOU TO UNDERSTAND; I AM TAKING CARE OF MYSELF |
30 | AND TAKING CARE OF THE PEOPLE WHO HAVE SHOWN THAT THEY TRULY CARE FOR ME. |
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32 | CREATING SOMETHING LIKE THIS IS POLITICAL. I DONT LIKE THE IDEA OF THAT, BUT I WONT LET IT STOP ME |
33 | FOR EXAMPLE, LAST TIME I MADE IT SOME PEOPLE CAME AT ME. |
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35 | I NOW REALIZE THAT IF THEY HADN'T DONE THAT, I WOULDNT HAVE THIS OPPOTUNITY TO SHARE THAT |
36 | I AM A SURVIVOR OF DOMESTIC ABUSE. MY ABUSER IS A PERSON IN THE DETROIT TECHNO SCENE WHO HAS |
37 | GAINED PROMINENCE AND SUPPORT, EVEN FROM SOME PEOPLE WHO WERE CLOSEST TO ME WHILE I WAS IN |
38 | THE THICK OF MY ABUSIVE RELATIONSHIP AND WHEN I WAS INITIALLY RECOVERING FROM IT |
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40 | THESE DAYS THERE IS AN ILLUSION THAT IT IS COMMON FOR THOSE WHO HAVE BEEN ABUSED TO INVEST |
41 | IN AN ONLINE SMEAR CAMPAIN. HOWEVER, I BELIEVE THAT MANY MORE OF THEM, INCLUDING MYSELF, HAVE RECEIVED |
42 | THREATS OF WHICH THE SEVERITY LEVEL KEEPS US SILENT; TO SPEAK UP WILL DO EVEN MORE HARM. |
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44 | THERE ARE MANY SURVIVORS OF ABUSE - EMOTIONAL, SEXUAL, PSYCHOLOGICAL, DISCRIMINATORY, INSTITUTIONAL |
45 | WHO DON'T HAVE THE CHOICE TO SPEAK AND OR THE EMOTIONAL ENERGY TO WITHSTAND THE BACKLASH OF DOING SO. |
46 | MY EXPERIENCE COMPROMISED MY SENSE OF SAFETY AND FREEDOM AND ABILITY TO CONTRIBUTE TO THIS SCENE I |
47 | N A MEANINGFUL WAY FOR A VERY LONG TIME. |
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49 | I DIDNT KNOW THIS DISCLAIMER WAS GOING TO TURN INTO THIS. IM NOT LOOKING FOR A RESPONSE OR TO START RUMORS. |
50 | THERE ARE VERY FEW PEOPLE WHO UNDERSTAND THE COMPLEXITY OF MY EXPERIENCE. |
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52 | MAYBE THIS IS FINALLY A FORMAL WAY TO GET IT OFF MY CHEST. A MEANS TO ANOTHER DIMENSION OF THE HEALING |
53 | I KNOW WILL NEVER STOP. A FORMAL WAY TO SAY THANK YOU TO THE PRESENT AND FORMER LEADERSHIP AT THE |
54 | MARBLE BAR / LINCOLN FACOTORY FOR SUPPORTING ME AND PROVIDING ME WITH A SAFE HAVEN AND FOR |
55 | GIVING ME THE BENEFIT OF THE DOUBT THAT MUST ALWAYS EXIST WHEN ONE CHOOSES TO TAKE |
56 | A VICTIM OF ABUSE'S WORD FOR IT. |
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58 | THIS WEEKEND I CELEBRATE DETROIT, THE PERSON IT HAS FORMED ME TO BE, THE MUSIC THAT FUELS ME |
59 | THE COMMUNITY WHO HAS THE PRIVLIDGE TO ATTEND IN PERSON, THE PEOPLE I'VE SHARED THIS WEEKEND WITH IN THE PAST, |
60 | AND THE ONES WHO ATTEND IN SPIRIT. |
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63 | THANK YOU FOR PROVIDED ME MUSIC TO OBSESS OVER, TRACK IDS WHEN I AM DESPERATE FOR THEM, |
64 | DANCE FLOORS TO TEAR APART, SOUND SYSTEMS TO HEAR AND SHARE MY FAVOURITE MUSIC ON, |
65 | SAFE SPACES TO ATTEND PARTIES ALONE, LISTENING EARS AND PROMOTIONAL SUPPORT FOR COUNTLESS |
66 | PROJECTS. |