pine's supernatural rewatch notes

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2	Sheet Title	Explanation	Dean	Sam	notes

3	Hi! Those of you who know me, know I'm a deangirl(gn) and I have some beef with certain fanon characterizations of TFW in contrast with their canon behavior, beliefs, and choices. This document was, in part, born out of that frustration. However I also wanted to keep track of e.g. times Dean talked about his future or views of his own self worth or his views on angels & god. I had fun tracking silly things like the times he wears a t-shirt. See below for brief descriptions of what you'll find in each tab. And please know that I tried to make this as accurate and comprehensive as possible but I'm definitely open to feedback if I missed something!					If you have comments/questions/concerns, find me on twitter @embodean, tumblr @soft-pine or AO3 I guess @soft-pine
4	Cops & Miliatry	Supernatural actually says a lot about police violence & corruption as well as the inherent soul killer of being in the US military
5	Apologies	This is pretty straighforward. But please use it to counter the popular idea that Dean never apologizes	88	27
6	Check Ins	Includes both longer check-in convos and quick post-fight check ins	387	211	im working to make this more specific and clear
7	Romantic Encounters	This is probably the most all encompassing sheet. This includes consensual and definitely non-con elements. Notes hopefully clarify things
8	Childhood	Mentions of the winchester's childhoods			See also my timeline of Dean's childhood ancedotes doc
9	Responsbility	Comments made about either Dean's responsiblity for Sam as kids or both their feelings about responsibility to save people. Includings times they feel they've failed and times other people told them it was their job etc
10	Praise/ Critique of John	Self-Explanatory but please use this to debunk the Dean still idolizes John while Sam sees him for what he is myth	55	30	<- mentioned john negatively	you do the math
11	Praise/ Critique of John		15	20	<- mentioned john positively	you do the math
12	Food & Money	Who's making sure they're fed & who is in charge of finances	53	11	<- money
13	Food & Money		140	26	<- food
14	The Future	Comments about the future, hope, leaving hunting, expectations etc
15	Gender Police	Who is doing the patrolling of the other's presentation. And who is on the recieving end of gender-related critique?	37	55	<- making the comments	this is subjective for sure but I really tried my best to be as accurate as possible
16	Gender Police		100	33	<- recieving the comments
17	Bait	This includes plans where someone is bait and someone in-the-moment trying to draw attention off someone else	49	15
18	Monsters vs Humans Discourse	Negative vs Positive views of Monsters vs Humans based on their level of actually harming other people. This is a bit hard to summarize because, of course, there are several episodes whose plot revolves around these opinions shifting. And having a negative view of a monster who turns out to be harming people is not concerning in the same way as having a negative view of one who doesn't.			people seem to have an idea that dean is very negative about monsters all the time. all I can say to that is um actually, want some data?
19	Sam & Hunting	Keeping track of Sam choices around himself hunting			WIP
20	Others Hunting	Sam & Dean's opinions & actions around other people hunting			WIP
21	Parenting Jack	I've said before that the morality surrounding Jack's character is the messiest in all of SPN. There simply aren't good rules to follow for a kid who is also an adult and has as much power as Jack has and it's unclear how much control he had even before he was born or how much of him he is withough a soul. But people act like Dean didn't treat Jack like a kid, while Sam & Cas did. And that is simply not true
22	Lies	Straightforward. Who lies. To Whom. How long does it last	21	31	WIP
23	Intuition/ Instinct	Significant gut instincts that turned out to be right			WIP
24	Insults & Self Worth	Dean, Sam, & Cas either getting insulted or talking negatively about themslves			WIP	I include some positive ones at my own discretion but that is not comprehensive by any means
25	Anger	Physical altercations between Dean & Sam			WIP
26	Motivations	What's the driving force behind the hunt or what their goals are			WIP	it is insane that im trying to track this i think. might only make it through season 1-2
27	Below is mostly for the Deangirls
28	Angels/God	Dedicated to my enteral love of Dean talking shit about Angels & God for doing fuck-all with the power they have & should be using to help people
29	Notebook	Dean writing in his own notebook
30	Nightmares	Dean having nightmares (either mentioned or on-screen). Includes dissociative moments as well
31	Zippo Down	Incredbily self-explanatory			WIP
32	Calling Cas	Dean calling - either phone calls or praying. This also includes some related notes			WIP
33	Gravedigging	Who deals with the dead body that's now on their hands
34	Cleaning Weapons / Reparing Baby	Dean does a lot of "chores" in the show. Food/Money tracks some of them. This tracks othres
35	Prey	Every time Dean is attacked over the course of the show.
36	The Body Keeps the Score	The most nebulous sheet. But the least common demominator is like experiences or dialogue that make my back shiver a bit and seem icky. Non-con stuff falls under this tab			this kind of thing is also the basis for my "don't objectify me" edit	this is deancentric
37	Layers	Anytime Dean has less than a pair of pants and a long-sleeve shirt on
38	Lefty	Dean saying leftist-coded political things			wildly self indulgent
39	Fruity	anyone else get a bit of a gay vibe from this dean guy			how didn't i include this the first go round lmao
40	Dean Goes in the Hole	A man who does not want to crawl into the small, dark, dangerous unknown and who is always going to anyway cause he wants to save people
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