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’Cause there’s no Heaven without youChelly_khnSupernaturalCastiel/Dean WinchesterDestiel - Freeform , Angst and Fluff and Smut , Angst with a Happy Ending , Heavy Angst , Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence , Fix-It , 15x20 doesn't exist , Because Fuck You SPN Writers , Cas and Dean deserve better , Explicit Sexual Content , Explicit Language , Don't say I didn't warn you , A lot of heavy angst , Hurt Dean Winchester , Sad Dean Winchester , Emotional Dean Winchester , I'm Sorry Dean Winchester , Dean Has a Lot of Guilt , Dean Winchester doesn't think he's good enough , Dean Winchester Loves Castiel , Aggression , Self-Hatred , Dean has a little demon inside his head , Depression , Suicide Attempt , We all know Dean loves , Chick-Flick Moments , Male Homosexuality , Homophobic Language , Bisexual Dean Winchester , Coming Out , Temporary , Human Castiel (Supernatural) , Angel Castiel (Supernatural) , Emanuel (Supernatural) - Freeform , Hurt Castiel (Supernatural) , Temporary Amnesia , Wall in head , Dean's touch hurts cas , Castiel in the Empty (Supernatural) , empty rescue , Misunderstandings , Castiel and Dean Winchester Need to Use Their Words , Castiel and Dean Winchester Have a Profound Bond , Sam Winchester Ships Castiel/Dean Winchester , everyone knows , except Dean and Cas , Mutual Pining , Slow Burn , Dean and Cas have 12 years to catch up , So a lot of sex , Bottom Castiel/Top Dean Winchester , Porn with Feelings , Emotional Sex , Rough Sex , Barebacking , Oral Sex , Hand Jobs , Anal Sex , Shower Sex , sex while cooking , how it works? No idea , Cuddling & Snuggling , Interrupting Sam Winchester , Dean/Cas Big Bang (Supernatural)Castiel's death plunges the hunter into deep depression. Concerned for his brother, Sam is desperately looking for a way to free the angel from the void. With a high price. But Dean is ready to sacrifice anything for it. With success: He can set the angel free. But he no longer remembers his life with the Winchesters. Let alone Dean. That breaks the hunter's heart again. But he is ready to fight. Determined to convince Castiel of his love for him. A story about love, lust and pure despair. English translation36,375Completehttps://archiveofourown.org/works/36202543Mature
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'Til Dreams Do Us PartcasbeanSupernaturalCastiel/Dean WinchesterAlternate Universe - Genie/Djinn , Djinn fic , Hurt Dean Winchester , Hurt/Comfort , Married Castiel/Dean Winchester , Happy Ending , Frottage , First Kiss , Love Confessions , Fluff and Angst , But mostly fluffDean’s woken up in a hospital before. He doesn’t like it, but it’s part of the job. It happens. And he doesn’t mind it as much when the first thing he sees is his husband’s face. Castiel looks terribly grim, until he notices that Dean is awake. “Heya, sunshine,” Dean grins. His vision is still a little blurry and he flexes his fingers -- they still move. So do his toes. Good news. “Dean!” Sam enters his field of vision, the weary expression on his face morphing into relief. “Thank God, we didn’t know if--” “Hey, I’m fine.” Dean manages to stretch out his hand and pat Cas’ arm. “What happened?” “You don’t remember?” “Remember what?” “The Djinn got you. He kept you for five days, and your dream made him so strong he almost killed us both.”5,783Completehttps://archiveofourown.org/works/17876885Mature
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“I’m not gonna like what you’re planning, am I?”InTooManyFandomsRayMerlin (TV)Merlin/Arthur Pendragon (Merlin) , Merlin & Arthur Pendragon (Merlin) , Knights of the Round Table & Merlin (Merlin) , Knights of the Round Table & Arthur Pendragon (Merlin)Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence , Merlin's Magic Revealed (Merlin) , Arthur Knows About Merlin's Magic (Merlin) , Gwaine Knows About Merlin's Magic (Merlin) , Hurt Merlin (Merlin) , Hurt Arthur Pendragon (Merlin) , BAMF Merlin (Merlin) , Dark Merlin (Merlin) , Sir leon knows , Everybody knows about Merlin's magic , Merlin doesn't know that Arthur knows , Oblivious Merlin (Merlin) , Knights of the round table are besties , Protective Gwaine (Merlin) , Protective Sir Leon , Protective Arthur , Protective Merlin , Mutual Pining , they bet on them , Merlin is badass , like he would go dark if something happened to Arthur , No doubt about that , everybody knows about them except them , POV Leon (Merlin) , Awesome Leon (Merlin) , Fake Character Death , Fluff and Angst , Crack Treated Seriously , Hurt/ComfortSir Leon doesn't know everything, but he knows 5 things: 1. Merlin has magic. 2. The Knights of the Round Table know Merlin has magic and have sworn an oath to protect him. 3. Arthur doesn't know about Merlin. 4. Merlin doesn't know that they know about his magic. 5. Merlin is utterly besotted with Arthur and Arthur is completely in love with Merlin. So when the Knights along with Arthur and Merlin are captured by bandits, Merlin will do anything for Arthur. That includes avenging his (faked) death.2,143Completehttps://archiveofourown.org/works/29064237General Audiences
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"No Comment" Is Not an Acceptable AnswerprobablytherewereHeated Rivalry (TV) , Game Changers Series - Rachel ReidShane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov , Troy Barrett/Harris DroverShane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov Relationship Timeline Reveal , Post-Canon , Post-Book 6: The Long Game (Game Changers) , Shane Hollander is chill now , The Centaurs run on the power of friendshipAnd then it suddenly all clicks. In the heat of his outburst, he’d just casually revealed to everyone the timeline of his and Ilya’s relationship. Oh, fuck. Shane closes his eyes and drops his head, trying to figure out how to fix this. OR During a post-game interview, Shane might just have a minor outburst and accidentally reveal how long "several years" has actually been for him and Ilya.3,224Completehttps://archiveofourown.org/works/80657596General Audiences
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(don't) stop texting mefeelthe_beatSupernaturalCastiel/Dean Winchester , Dean Winchester/Other(s)Alternate Universe - Coffee Shops & Cafés , coffee shop AU , POV Castiel (Supernatural) , Hurt/Comfort , Emotional Hurt/Comfort , Domestic Violence , this story is going to get emotional don't let the quirky first chapter fool you , Hurt Dean Winchester , Protective Castiel (Supernatural) , Protective Dean Winchester , Hurt Castiel (Supernatural) , Panic Attacks , Anxiety Attacks , Anxiety , Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder - PTSD , Top Castiel (Supernatural) , Top Castiel/Bottom Dean Winchester , Bottom Dean Winchester , Protective Sam Winchester , dean winchester REALLY likes bath and body works , Yes I'm making that a tag , Enemies to Lovers , Enemies to Friends to Lovers , Weekly Updates , no beta readers we die like men , Blow Jobs , Dom/sub , Dom Castiel/Sub Dean Winchester , Hand Jobs , hamburger the cat , Angst and Hurt/Comfort , Angst with a Happy Ending , Bobby Singer is Dean and Sam Winchester's Parent , Parental Bobby Singer , Protective Bobby Singer , Touch-Starved Dean Winchester , Touch-Starved Castiel (Supernatural) , Tags updated as I write , there's gonna be a sequelCastiel Novak is relatively happy living his solitary life as a Starbucks Barista. He lives alone with a cat named Hamburger, and he has one (1) emotional support friend, Gabriel. Unfortunately, he is plagued by the fact that some guy (see: a random hot dude named 'Dean') is giving out Castiel's phone number as his own. And he's been doing it for months. So, of course, when Castiel's at work and a hot stranger gives him his own phone number for the Starbucks Rewards Program... well... it doesn't go well.96,631Completehttps://archiveofourown.org/works/33645988Explicit
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(the) glimpse beyond the illusionkirichinSupernatural (TV 2005)Castiel/Dean WinchesterFix-It of Sorts , Season/Series 15 , Episode: s15e18 Despair , Episode: s15e18 Despair - Castiel's Confession Scene , Post-Episode AU: s15e18 Despair , Alternate Season/Series 15 , Angst , Hurt Dean Winchester , Grieving Dean Winchester , widow arc brought on early , finale doesnt happen because fuck it and everything it represents , Castiel is Saved from the Empty (Supernatural) , Hopeful Ending , kansas lied there was no peace after we were done so i made this , I Don't Even Know , Quote: Y yo a ti Cas | Me too (Supernatural) , let them be happy please , some mild stuff of the following: , Suicidal Thoughts , Self-Hatred , Self-Harm , Alcohol , and other Divorce-Arc-Dean attached warnings , @hourlydeancas on twitter this is bec of u , Jack ex machinaLong ago, an angel with celestial blue eyes looked at him and said, “Good things do happen Dean.” For which, with the pain and the hatred and the loneliness he answered back, “Not in my experience.” And those words he said, those words he uttered, even all these years were true. Because the same angel those years ago looked at him now with softened kinder eyes and said I love you and was about to be wrenched away before Dean could say— - or in which Castiel dies.13,003Completehttps://archiveofourown.org/works/38765232Teen And Up Audiences
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(To you, you’re just a man) To me, you’re all I amAlphabetindisorder (Justbrowsing2211)Supernatural (TV 2005)Castiel/Dean WinchesterFix-It , Traumatized Castiel (Supernatural) , Protective Dean Winchester , Caretaker Dean Winchester , Hurt/Comfort , Castiel Has PTSD (Supernatural) , Castiel has separation anxiety , Castiel is scared of the dark , Domestic Fluff , Watching Baking shows and HGTV , Sharing a Bed , sharing a life , They love each other , POV Dean Winchester“Hey, Cas,” Dean strokes his cheek, smearing out even more sticky goo, “you’re back, everything’s gonna be alright, okay?” No response. “Angel, can you hear me? You’re safe now, you’re home.” “Dean,” He can’t take the pity in Sam’s voice right now. No fucking way. “Just give him some fucking time, okay? He’s back, who knows what happened to him there.” Or, the one where Cas comes back from the empty very traumatized and Dean takes care of him.18,843Completehttps://archiveofourown.org/works/62557900Explicit
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#DontYouDareFuckingFreeMeAirunaHeated Rivalry (TV)Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov , Cliff Marlow | Cliff Marleau & Ilya Rozanov , Boston Bears | Boston Raiders Team Ensemble & Ilya Rozanov , David Hollander & Yuna Hollander & Ilya RozanovCliff Marlow | Cliff Marleau Finds Out About Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov , Good Friend Cliff Marlow | Cliff Marleau , POV Cliff Marlow | Cliff Marleau , Coming Out , Social Media , Ilya Rozanov Loves Shane Hollander , Ilya Rozanov is a Menace , Press and Tabloids , Post-Episode: s01e06 The Cottage (Heated Rivalry) , (In the year where Ilya is still in Boston) , Hockey Captain Ilya Rozanov , Leaked Text , Texting , Leaked Texts , Relationship Reveal , Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov Relationship Timeline Reveal“We do not say anything about the Hollander situation,” LeClaire tells them even though it sounds like he’s already resigned to what he knows is going to happen. After all, Roz gets extremely mad whenever it’s brought up. Not that Cliff can blame him, he’s pretty sure that Roz liked Hollander before this (wouldn’t chirp him half as much if he didn’t). Finding out that he’s such a bastard must sting. Not to mention that Roz does not mess around with people that disrespect girls. Or women. Or kids. Or dogs. Or the elderly (excluding Scott Hunter). Or really anyone, if it’s for petty stupid reasons. “Of course,” Cliff agrees for both of them since Roz is still too busy texting someone. It’s apparently not good enough for LeClaire because he asks, “Roz?” “Just one second,” he answers without raising his eyes from his phone or stopping his typing. “Need to get my Jane to agree with something. She’s very stubborn.” Or. My take on the 'their text leak and now everybody thinks that Shane is an abusive bastard' premise. Featuring Ilya giving a presser, Marly realizing in real time who 'Jane' is and the internet reacting to the craziness.24,602Completehttps://archiveofourown.org/works/83866216Teen And Up Audiences
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#DontYouDareFuckingFreeMeAirunaHeated Rivalry (TV)Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov , Cliff Marlow | Cliff Marleau & Ilya Rozanov , Boston Bears | Boston Raiders Team Ensemble & Ilya Rozanov , David Hollander & Yuna Hollander & Ilya RozanovCliff Marlow | Cliff Marleau Finds Out About Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov , Good Friend Cliff Marlow | Cliff Marleau , POV Cliff Marlow | Cliff Marleau , Coming Out , Social Media , Ilya Rozanov Loves Shane Hollander , Ilya Rozanov is a Menace , Press and Tabloids , Post-Episode: s01e06 The Cottage (Heated Rivalry) , (In the year where Ilya is still in Boston) , Hockey Captain Ilya Rozanov , Leaked Text , Texting , Leaked Texts , Relationship Reveal , Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov Relationship Timeline Reveal“We do not say anything about the Hollander situation,” LeClaire tells them even though it sounds like he’s already resigned to what he knows is going to happen. After all, Roz gets extremely mad whenever it’s brought up. Not that Cliff can blame him, he’s pretty sure that Roz liked Hollander before this (wouldn’t chirp him half as much if he didn’t). Finding out that he’s such a bastard must sting. Not to mention that Roz does not mess around with people that disrespect girls. Or women. Or kids. Or dogs. Or the elderly (excluding Scott Hunter). Or really anyone, if it’s for petty stupid reasons. “Of course,” Cliff agrees for both of them since Roz is still too busy texting someone. It’s apparently not good enough for LeClaire because he asks, “Roz?” “Just one second,” he answers without raising his eyes from his phone or stopping his typing. “Need to get my Jane to agree with something. She’s very stubborn.” Or. My take on the 'their text leak and now everybody thinks that Shane is an abusive bastard' premise. Featuring Ilya giving a presser, Marly realizing in real time who 'Jane' is and the internet reacting to the craziness.24,602Completehttps://archiveofourown.org/works/83866216Teen And Up Audiences
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#FindBostonLilyMumble_BeeHeated Rivalry (TV)Shane Hollander/Ilya RozanovSocial Media , Amnesiac Shane Hollander , Mutual Pining , Texting , Angst with a Happy Ending , Shane Hollander Whump , Twitter , lily reveal , Hollanov Timeline Reveal , Ilya Rozanov Loves Shane Hollander , Shane Hollander Loves Ilya Rozanov , Good Friend Hayden Pike , Good Friend Jean-Jacques Boiziau | J. J. Dagenais , Episode 5 Injury Scene , Fluff and Humor , Getting Together , Emotional Hurt/Comfort , Memory Loss , Hayden Finds OutNHL Updates @NHLUpdates Montreal captain Shane Hollander begs for information about a mysterious “Boston Lily” who he’s been secretly dating for six years, sparking a viral movement to reunite the pair. Full story below. metrooos @hockleberry guys I think we might have to lock the fuck in????? #FindBostonLily --OR-- Amnesiac!Shane knows that he's in love, but not who he's in love with. The internet vows to assist.3,859Completehttps://archiveofourown.org/works/84347726Teen And Up Audiences
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#getLilyoutviridescentedGame Changers Series - Rachel Reid , Heated Rivalry (TV)Shane Hollander/Ilya RozanovMixed Media , Crack Treated Seriously , Crack and Angst , Angst , like actually a surprising amount of angst , Ilya Rozanov is a Menace , Relationship Reveal , Yuna Hollander Finds Out About Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov , David Hollander Finds Out About Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov , Misogyny , Sexist Language , Implied/Referenced Homophobia , bigoted comments , Inspired by Twitter , Texting , POV Yuna Hollander , POV Shane Hollander , Implied/Referenced Domestic Violence , no actual domestic violence , Hurt/Comfort , ComedyKate @nr.1sh21fan Guys, I swear I saw Shane Hollander in some random store in Lanaudière, and at first I was like omg this is so cool, like I'm actually seeing an NHL player in real life!! But then it got really dark really quickly… He was waiting at the cash register, so I got in line behind him. And then I saw the text messages he was sending someone (I'm guessing his girlfriend???) and now I'm kinda scared ngl. Like istg I wasn't trying to snoop, but also he was positioning his phone in such a way where it was impossible not to look. Sue me for being intrigued. During Shane and Ilya’s two weeks at the cottage, Shane’s texts to “Lily” get leaked to the public. Thankfully for Shane, nothing in those texts has anything to do with him being gay or dating Ilya Rozanov. Not so thankfully for him, people now think he’s an abusive asshole. Even worse; those people include his parents, who come to his cottage to find answers. Or: everyone thinks Shane abuses his girlfriend Lily, and Yuna Hollander is not at all amused about, while Shane is just upset that his parents have such an issue with him being gay.10,092Completehttps://archiveofourown.org/works/82816851Teen And Up Audiences
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#janegatedeadmemewalkingHeated Rivalry (TV)Shane Hollander/Ilya RozanovSocial Media , Twitter , Humor , Established Relationship , Relationship Reveal , (kind of) , Canon Compliant , someone enroll hollanov in cybersecurity 101 , Dom/sub Undertones , mentions of breath play and pain kink , how did smut end up in my soc med fic? i blame shane , bonus content now includedzuko nation @yaoionice tell me why the rozanov leaks have me sobbing into my pillow … god i see what you have done for others oh captain my captain @jimothykirk Replying to @yaoionice RIGHT like i think love might be real dani @danisqueerbar Replying to @jimothykirk we found love in a hopeless place (rozanov’s dms) Or, the internet reacts to leaked messages between Ilya Rozanov and the mysterious Jane.10,526Completehttps://archiveofourown.org/works/80042141Explicit
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#janegatedeadmemewalkingHeated Rivalry (TV)Shane Hollander/Ilya RozanovSocial Media , Twitter , Humor , Established Relationship , Relationship Reveal , (kind of) , Canon Compliant , someone enroll hollanov in cybersecurity 101 , Dom/sub Undertones , mentions of breath play and pain kink , how did smut end up in my soc med fic? i blame shane , bonus content now includedzuko nation @yaoionice tell me why the rozanov leaks have me sobbing into my pillow … god i see what you have done for others oh captain my captain @jimothykirk Replying to @yaoionice RIGHT like i think love might be real dani @danisqueerbar Replying to @jimothykirk we found love in a hopeless place (rozanov’s dms) Or, the internet reacts to leaked messages between Ilya Rozanov and the mysterious Jane.10,526Completehttps://archiveofourown.org/works/80042141Explicit
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#shanehollanderisoverpartymochaeHeated Rivalry (TV)Shane Hollander/Ilya RozanovSocial Media , Secret Relationship , Misunderstandings , Press and Tabloids , Tabloids , Misogyny , but not reallysome of the leaked text messages that almost cost Shane's career and the internet reaction ps: reading part one of this series aka Leaked is necessary for context.1,027Completehttps://archiveofourown.org/works/80016101Not Rated
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2:00 AMorphan_accountThe Pitt (TV)Melissa "Mel" King/Frank Langdonprotective langdon , canon-typical medical jargon , except i didn't do any research , Not Beta Read , divorced langdon , Implied/Referenced Drug Use , Podfic Available“I don’t understand why you’re letting that asshole crash at your place,” Santos says, flopping back on the couch in the break room. “Seriously, Mel. There's a reason his wife kicked him out.”8,475Completehttps://archiveofourown.org/works/64071124Teen And Up Audiences
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2003FeargachSupernatural (TV 2005)Castiel/Dean Winchester , Dean Winchester & Sam Winchester , Dean Winchester & John WinchesterTime Travel , Pre-Series Dean Winchester , Stanford Era (Supernatural) , Stanford Era Dean Winchester , Closeted Dean Winchester , Complicated Relationships , Bad Parent John Winchester , but not explicit J.W. hate , Grief/Mourning , Single Person Freaky Friday , That feeling when you look at an old picture of yourself , Human Castiel (Supernatural) , Mutual PiningDean wakes up in 2003 in a motel room, overcome with grief at what he lived through and fearful that he'll have to do it again. ––––––––––––––––––––––––––––––––––––– A large warm hand was holding Dean’s shoulder, shaking him lightly. “Dean.” Dean swatted at the hand, mildly surprised when it didn’t let go. People usually gave him a wide berth when he was asleep now, unsure what reaction he'd have from being woken up suddenly. The hand dug in harder, could feel the blunt fingertips push in under his collar bone. “Dean, come on.” Dean opened his eyes, ready to tell off Cas or Sam— whoever it was— for waking him so soon after he lay down. John Winchester stared down at him, brows knotted together with a grim look. Dean nearly launched himself backwards off the bed, banging his head sharply on the motel headboard and pressing himself bodily against it— far away as possible from the spectre in front of him.20,658Completehttps://archiveofourown.org/works/64973776Explicit
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300ccLanaSerra, spandelicaSupernaturalCastiel/Dean WinchesterUniversity AU , Alternate Universe - College/University , Mutual Pining , Two Person Love Triangle , POV Switching , explicit poetry , love poetry , Rewriting Christmas carols , concealed identities , Consent is Sexy , unsolicited sexy poems , Masturbation , Frottage , Anal Sex , Anal Fingering , Oral Sex , front door frottage , Top Castiel/Bottom Dean Winchester , Implied Switching , Past Dean/Benny mentioned , undergraduate!Dean , postgraduate!Castiel , the boys fail to use their words while using ALL their words , communication faliure , Fluffy , Fluff , sap , really no angst (even though Dean tries) , Sweet boys are sweet , Minor Jessica Moore/Sam Winchester , Minor Eileen Leahy/Sam Winchester , Minor Dorothy Baum/Charlie Bradbury , Minor Kaia Nieves/Claire Novak , Minor Donna Hanscum/Jody Mills , Crowley is a dick , Implied Sam/Jessica/Eileen threesome , Implied Balthazar/Max/Alicia threesome (open to interpretation) , Past Balthazar/Castiel mentioned , Past Castiel/Meg mentioned , Student play , TA!Castiel , Christmas , Thanksgiving , New Years , New Year's Eve300 Complementary Characters: a forum on Kansas City University’s student website. You can write whatever you want, but it has to be 300 characters or less. Dean is crushing hard on Sam’s TA, but it feels different than it has before; it feels like he needs to do it properly, to have a grand declaration and to prove that romance isn’t dead. What better way to profess his feelings than posting a poem on 300cc? Castiel is torn. There’s no mistaking the poem is for him, but who could be posting them? Despite being very tempted by the very attractive new light and sound engineer that will be working on the play he has written, Castiel can’t ignore the feeling that he and the anonymous Poet are meant to be together. A comedy of errors, mutual pining, and erotic poetry.87,257Completehttps://archiveofourown.org/works/20800130Explicit
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98.6° Fahrenheitmr_fybraghbtySupernatural (TV 2005)Castiel/Dean WinchesterHurt/Comfort , Angst with a Happy Ending , Explicit Sexual Content , Smut , Post-Canon , Castiel is Saved from the Empty (Supernatural) , Not Actually Unrequited Love , Love Confessions , Castiel and Dean Winchester Need to Use Their Words , Blizzards & Snowstorms , Huddling For Warmth , Gentle Dom Castiel (Supernatural) , Dean Winchester Has a Praise Kink , Anal Sex , Anal Fingering , Anal Virgin Dean Winchester , Dean Winchester Cries During Sex , Multiple Orgasms , Spit As Lube , Come as Lube , these tags sound freaked out but its really tender and sweet i promise , Internalized Homophobia , it's slight but it's there , Human Castiel (Supernatural) , Sad and SweetCas sputters for the right words. He can’t exactly say “I thought you were disgusted with me” . Something tells him that that's not what Dean needs to hear right now. Before he can find a suitable answer, Dean’s already speaking again. “You won’t talk to me, you won’t be alone with me, you won’t look at me, and you looked like you’d rather get frostbite than get in the bed with me,” Dean rambles, voice getting thick and hoarse in an attempt to keep tears choked back. TLDR: Post-canon destiel, thinking one another's feelings are unrequited when that's (predictably) not truly the case. An abandoned cabin in a blizzard, some mild hypothermia, and huddling for warmth forces them to talk it out...and let their bodies do some talking too. :)34,052Completehttps://archiveofourown.org/works/78325781Explicit
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A Bad Decision And A Little LuckVeinsOfIceThe Pitt (TV)Jack Abbot & Dennis Whitaker , Michael "Robby" Robinavitch & Dennis Whitaker , Trinity Santos & Dennis Whitaker , Dana Evans & Dennis WhitakerHurt/Comfort , Injury , Hurt Dennis Whitaker , Protective Michael "Robby" Robinavitch , Protective Jack Abbot (The Pitt) , Medical Inaccuracies , jack likes dennis he just doesn't know it yet , dana is the queen , Lots of hurt lots of comfort , robby jack and dana are besties fight me , not important to the story but its there , Angst“We have an incoming suspected head trauma and mild hypothermia victim. Unconscious but stable. ETA 5 minutes. Possibly one of our staff.” “One of ours? Did they say who?” Robby asked. “They found Whitaker’s badge on the patient.” - Or: Nobody finds out Dennis' secret after Pittfest. Until the consequences of that brings him in as a patient.9,141Completehttps://archiveofourown.org/works/77915626Not Rated
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A Beginner's Guide to Communing with the DeadsuspiciousflashlightSupernaturalCastiel/Dean Winchester , Jessica Moore/Sam WinchesterFanworks, Mature, M/M, Choose Not To Use Archive Warnings, Supernatural, Castiel/Dean Winchester, Jessica Moore/Sam Winchester, Bobby Singer, Charlie Bradbury, Lilith (Supernatural), Jo Harvelle, Victor Henriksen, Kevin TranMaybe it's the little girl whose disappearance turned into a murder, and whose murder turned into a cold case, and who has now apparently decided to move in with him. Maybe it's the unacceptable hole left in his life when his dumb best friend and partner in (the prevention of) crime decided to go and get himself killed. Maybe it's his brother, whose high-profile career and fantastic girlfriend and first-child-on-the-way are steadily leaving Dean in the dust. Pick one. Pick all of them. The why doesn't matter so much as the what , and the what is this: Dean is pretty sure he's going completely, certifiably insane. Sure, he hasn't started wearing all his clothes inside out, and he still showers on a regular basis (anyways, that's not crazy, just a little eccentric); but there's no getting around the fact that he just threw away his life, his career, and his reputation by dragging out his mom's old necromancy book and summoning a Class A Forbidden Entity to his attic. A cranky one, too. With horrendous bed-head.77,159Completehttps://archiveofourown.org/works/1032284Mature
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A Better HorizonKeriArentikaiSchitt's CreekPatrick/David RoseCanon , patrick's thoughts , realizing he's gay , gay patrick , pansexual davidFor Patrick, it was love at first sight. Okay, no, it wasn't love at first sight. Patrick doesn't even believe in love at first sight. And could it really count as love at first sight if he didn't realize it at the time? He didn't figure it out until much later. So no, it didn't count. (It was love at first sight.) ___ Patrick's thoughts through the end of the third season, spoilers through 4x071,970Completehttps://archiveofourown.org/works/14237322Teen And Up Audiences
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A Bond Through TimeDianneRose2016Supernatural (TV 2005)Castiel/Dean Winchester , Dean Winchester & Sam Winchester , Bobby Singer & Dean Winchester , Castiel & Gabriel (Supernatural) , Michael & Adam MilliganHurt Castiel (Supernatural) , Bad Parent John Winchester , Homophobic John Winchester , Protective Sam Winchester , Destiel - Freeform , Hurt Dean , Fix It Fic , Time Travel , Season 15 , Supportive Bobby , Bobby is more like Dean's father , Gay Sex , Anal Sex , Oral Sex , Dirty Talk , Protective Castiel , Protective Dean , Angel Castiel (Supernatural) , Bottom Castiel , Top Dean Winchester , Castiel at full power , Winged Castiel (Supernatural) , Soulmates , Good Brother Gabriel , Protective Gabriel , temporary female castiel , Pregnancy , Father Castiel , Father Dean , Uncle Sam , Protective Michael , Michael Just Needs LoveSet during Season 15 episode 18. This is going to be a Fix-It fix with Time Travel. After the Empty takes Cas away Dean is torn apart and breaks down at not being able to tell Cas that he loved him too. When Naomi appears out of nowhere she gives Dean the chance to not only save Cas, but to save all of the Earths that Chuck destroyed. Being sent back to his body fifteen years prior, but with all of his memories was a lot for Dean. But knowing that eventually, he will see Cas again is what keeps him going. He never expected to open the door to see Cas standing on the other side of it. Naomi had promised him she would send a warrior to help him, but he never expected to see Cas. Not just Cas, but his Cas. They finally have a chance to be together and Dean isn't going to let anyone stand in their way. This time around they were going to stop Chuck and save a lot of lives in the process. Dean knows with Cas by his side there is nothing they can't do.30,096Work in progresshttps://archiveofourown.org/works/44978455Mature
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a case of youausgezeichnetGame Changers Series - Rachel Reid , Heated Rivalry (TV)Shane Hollander/Ilya RozanovSoulmates , Soulbonds , Concussions , Injury , business as usual until the concussion due to all the repression and denial , essentially this is just more Shane whump wearing a hat , which inevitably turns into emotional whump for ilya , also a little bit of classic 'we're stuck together' fic , Partial Canon Rewrite , Canon Divergence , temporary forced proximity , some book dialogue , alternate coming out , joining the 'let's make the concussion worse' party , Medical Inaccuracies , for obvious reasons given the nature of this au , Misunderstandings , Autistic Shane Hollander , Hospitals , note added tags , Bureaucracy , Lawyers , contract shenanigans , CompleteIlya and Shane soulbond with a handshake in a freezing parking lot in Saskatchewan. It actually doesn’t change very much, until Shane’s concussion drives everything haywire, forcing them into close proximity and an earlier confrontation with all the feelings they’ve been trying to ignore. Or: as it turns out, it’s easier than you’d think to be in someone’s head and still not know how they feel.43,842Completehttps://archiveofourown.org/works/76077726Teen And Up Audiences
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a certain slant of lightaapiculaSupernatural (TV 2005)Castiel/Dean WinchesterAlternate Universe - Canon Divergence , Canon Divergent from 15x09 - The Trap , canon-compliant temporary character death , Implied/Referenced Alcohol Abuse/Alcoholism , Nightmares , Hurt/Comfort , Angst , Dean Winchester Uses Actual Words , Protective Dean Winchester , Sam Winchester is So Done , Minor Eileen Leahy/Sam Winchester , Drug Use , suicide mission , LITERALLYCas didn’t hear his prayer. It shouldn’t be so surprising, and Dean supposes he has no right to feel so dejected. Cas’s powers have been failing - not that Dean has asked him about it - and they’ve barely spoken in weeks. The schism between them is widening, and he can’t bring himself to bridge that gap. So Dean soldiers on as he always does, keeps his head down and his gun loaded, and focuses his attention on saving Chuck. But when the nightmares start, Dean has no choice but to confront his own demons and face the possibility of losing the one thing he’s truly wanted.30,835Completehttps://archiveofourown.org/works/37697485Mature
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A Chirp Too LoudAzure_K_MelloHeated Rivalry (TV)Shane Hollander/Ilya RozanovAnxious Shane Hollander , Shane Hollander and Scott Hunter's Fight in Episode: s01e03 Hunter , Scott Hunter Knows About Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov , Ilya Rozanov Loves Shane Hollander , Shane Hollander Loves Ilya Rozanov , Good Parents David Hollander/Yuna Hollander , Coming Out , Anal Sex , Rimming , Soft Ilya Rozanov“You’re starting to sound like him,” said Hunter. Shane thought… if Hunter knew… he had had years to out them. He had been in the room next to Ilya’s. But he had never said anything. Feeling numb, terrified, Shane said, “I’m sorry, what?” “You fucking heard me, Hollander.” Hunter’s face was so angry. Shane saw the truth, the threat, in the man’s face. He was on a mic. He was mic’d. This would ruin Shane and Rozanov. He dropped his gloves without really thinking about it. He never dropped his gloves. Hunter couldn’t run his mouth without teeth. His teammates caught him and held him back. He chirped a lot, calling Hunter old and past it, hoping to distract him, get him to not say the worst thing he could possibly say. All Shane could hope for was a distraction. When Hunter chirps at Shane while mic’d up for behind-the-scenes content, Shane feels sick. He knows his parents, Ilya and the world hear it, and he worries about the consequences.4,329Completehttps://archiveofourown.org/works/80061731Explicit
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A Crown of WildflowersSunkenfoxSupernatural (TV 2005)Castiel/Dean Winchesterpost canon Dean , Post canon , Married Castiel/Dean Winchester , Time Travel , Fix-It of Sorts , Time Travel Fix-It , Time Travelling Castiel (Supernatural) , Dean Winchester Loves Castiel , Dean Winchester Uses Actual Words , Castiel and Dean Winchester Have a Profound Bond , Soft Dean Winchester , Castiel and Dean Winchester are Claire Novak's Parents , Castiel and Dean Winchester are Jack Kline's Parents , mentions of Zachariah , Mentions of Eileen/Sam , Falling Angel Castiel (Supernatural) , The Beautiful Room , The Green Room , Season 4 Castiel , Episode: s04e22 Lucifer Rising , Castiel/Dean Winchester One ShotDean wakes up in a field of wildflowers, taken from his bed by Castiel. But this Castiel isn’t the one he left back at the bunker, but the soldier he knew years before, come to find out if he failed his mission.3,422Completehttps://archiveofourown.org/works/38781108General Audiences
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A Day in the LoopCraftybadger1234Harry Potter - J. K. RowlingDraco Malfoy/Harry PotterTime Loop , Ambiguous/Open Ending , Sexy Times , Fluff , Curse Breaker Harry Potter , Switching , Groundhog DayDraco is stuck in a time loop and wants to spend the day with Harry. Think "Groundhog Day" but from Rita's point of view instead of Phil's. Note: this is one single day (one iteration) in the time loop. It has an open ending because it ends when the day's loop ends.13,858Completehttps://archiveofourown.org/works/62718013Mature
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A Fly on the WallharroldedwardstylesHeated Rivalry (TV) , Game Changers Series - Rachel ReidShane Hollander/Ilya RozanovPOV Outsider , Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence , Secret Relationship , Relationship Reveal , Hockey Fights , Hockey Injuries , Flirting , Light Angst , lowkey referee propaganda , the only hockey referees I trust , author mostly understands how face-offs workShane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov have a bad habit of flirting during games, especially when meeting for face-offs. At some point or another, those unfortunate, invisible bystanders in black and white were going to start putting the pieces together. or: The story of 4 NHL referees and how they came to learn the worst kept secret in hockey.7,552Completehttps://archiveofourown.org/works/82303776Not Rated
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a good person (a good friend)ClaraCivry (Kat_Of_Dresden)The Pitt (TV)Trinity Santos & Dennis Whitaker , Frank Langdon & Dennis WhitakerWhump , Hurt/Comfort , Car Accidents , Major Character Injury , Hurt Dennis Whitaker , Hurt Trinity Santos , Dennis Whitaker-centric , POV Dennis Whitaker , Dennis Whitaker not being great at self-preservation , Trinity Santos & Dennis Whitaker Friendship , Best Friends Trinity Santos & Dennis Whitaker , whump as an excuse for bestiesm , Not Medically Accurate , Not Beta Read , i'll give it another round of editing but I should go bed I have job tomorrow :(There's been a car crash. Dennis carries a seriously injured Santos into the Pitt while hurt himself and has an encounter with Langdon. Whitsantos friendship and big whump!2,199Completehttps://archiveofourown.org/works/78313966Not Rated
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A Hard-Won PeacepatheticfangirlSupernaturalCastiel/Dean Winchester , Eileen Leahy/Sam Winchester , Dean Winchester & Sam Winchester , Charlie Bradbury & Dean WinchesterPost-Finale , Post-Canon , Post-Canon Fix-It , Post-Season/Series Finale , Episode Fix-It: s15e20 Carry On , Heaven , Angst with a Happy Ending , Slow Burn , Repressed Feelings , Hurt Dean Winchester , Emotionally Hurt Dean Winchester , Drunk Castiel (Supernatural) , Castiel and Dean Winchester Need to Use Their Words , John Winchester Being an Asshole , John Winchester's A+ Parenting , Implied/Referenced Child Abuse , Internalized Homophobia , John Winchester Gets Yeeted Out of Heaven , the Dean Cave , Sharing hobbies , Spoilers for Godzilla vs. Mothra , Pie , Castiel Watches the Bees , LARPing , Brokebacknatural , Christmas , Truth or Dare , Dean's Top 13 Zepp Traxx Mixtape , Dean Winchester Likes Taylor Swift , Dean Winchester Can't Say "I Love You" , Dean Winchester Says "I Love You" , Quote: But still beautiful. Still Dean Winchester. , No Beta We Die Like My Faith in Andrew Dabb , Everyone's a Supporting Character Except Dean , Dean Winchester Does Karaoke , Dean Winchester Being an Idiot“Afterlife” no longer means forgetting what happened during life. In Heaven, Dean is tormented by peace and freedom until he reunites with an also-struggling Castiel. Together, they work through issues they couldn’t leave behind, hoping to find something resembling happiness.28,696Completehttps://archiveofourown.org/works/29219967Mature
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A HauntingFriendofCarlottaSupernatural (TV 2005)Castiel/Dean WinchesterAlternate Universe - Canon Divergence , Episode: s15e03 The Rupture - Bunker Breakup Scene (Supernatural) , Canon Divergent from s15e03 , Time Travel , Curses , Episode: s06e20 The Man Who Would Be King (Supernatural) , Episode: s07e17 The Born-Again Identity (Supernatural) , Idiots in Love , Angst with a Happy Ending , Bottom Castiel/Top Dean Winchester , Episode: s08e17 Goodbye Stranger (Supernatural) , Episode: s09e06 Heaven Can't Wait (Supernatural) , Episode: s10e22 The Prisoner (Supernatural) , Episode: s13e04 The Big Empty (Supernatural) , Post-Episode: s14e08 Byzantium (Supernatural) , Episode: s07e21 Reading is Fundamental (Supernatural) , Episode: s09e03 I'm No Angel (Supernatural) , Episode: s11e18 Hell's Angel (Supernatural) , Episode: s12e19 The Future (Supernatural) , Minor Rowena MacLeod/Mary Winchester , Top Castiel/Bottom Dean WinchesterChuck is gone, Jack is dead, and Cas has left the bunker. All that remains for Dean is hunting, but even that backfires when he’s hit by a witch’s curse. The curse has him traveling through Cas’ past, doomed to witness his worst moments without being able to help. By sheer luck, Dean finds a way to communicate with Cas, leaving him notes across time in an effort to make up for past mistakes and let Cas know he’s loved and valued. But will it be enough to change things for the better between them and end the curse that’s keeping Dean trapped?36,086Completehttps://archiveofourown.org/works/75661646Explicit
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a helping hand (let's not be friends)sobsiclesSupernaturalCastiel/Dean Winchester , Background Eileen Leahy/Sam WinchesterCrack Treated Seriously , Cas Eats Ass Like A Demon , someone give him an award , Erectile Dysfunction , Internalized Toxic Masculinity , Dean is a bit of an idiot , Cas is a little shit , just bros helping out bros , more humor than you can shake a stick at , no dicks were harmed in the making of this ficDean was trying to wrap his head around the situation, but it just escalated really quickly. Not that he minded, exactly, but this was Cas; his best friend who, up until this moment, hadn't ever expressed interest to put his tongue in Dean's ass. There were alarm bells ringing in Dean's head. He ignored them. ~~~ When Dean's dick decides to stop working, his whole world is flipped upside down. Fortunately, Cas has something that can help him out. The thing is, sometimes quick-fixes can have long-lasting consequences.10,100Completehttps://archiveofourown.org/works/20127427Explicit
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A Hole in the WorldFriendofCarlottaSupernaturalCastiel/Dean Winchester , Kaia Nieves/Claire NovakCanon-Compliant , At least through 15x13 , Dean Winchester POV , Angst with a Happy Ending , Cas' Deal with the Empty , some homophobic language , Because The Empty Is a Dick , This was supposed to be an episode coda for Destiny's Child but it got away from me , So Alternate Season 15 I guess , First Time , Hurt/ComfortDean wakes up one morning, and everything just feels off. Like something (or someone) has been taken from him. There's a room in the bunker he can barely get himself to look at anymore. There's a mug with a naked angel on it that he knows used to be funny, but he can't remember why. When Dean decides he needs answers, he heads to Sioux Falls to let Patience poke around in his memories. Armed with the knowledge of what they've lost, Team Free Will 2.0 and the Wayward Sisters get ready for their last, greatest fight: the fight to tell their own story.14,618Completehttps://archiveofourown.org/works/23761798Mature
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a kiss for every season (literally)sobsiclesSupernaturalCastiel/Dean WinchesterCanon typical level of violence , Canon Compliant , Sort Of , Brief Dean Winchester/Benny Lafitte - Freeform , Angst with a Happy Ending , Kisses , So many kisses , also a little bit of smut , nothing heavy , Dean and Cas through the seasons , not me using this as an excuse to rewrite scenes and make them more tragic , Humor , this fic is literally what it says on the tin , a kiss for every season (literally) , also a bonus , I'm just saying what if they kissed moreThe first time Dean and Cas kiss, it's not really even a kiss at all. It is not, however, the last kiss that they share. ~~~ Dean doesn't think about it. Not about what it means, not about what it makes them, not about how it affects him. This life—that's not how things work. It's just this, these "in the moment" moments that always slip right out of his fingers because he lets them. He doesn't try to hold onto them, and neither does Cas, and maybe they shouldn't. Cas kisses him like no one else does, like no one else ever has. Dean absolutely does not think about it unless it's happening to him, and then he doesn't have the ability to think at all. What does it say about him that he occasionally kisses his best friend, who's a man? Dean doesn't know, and he doesn't really want to find out, either.22,334Completehttps://archiveofourown.org/works/30247407Explicit
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A Knight's HonourTheCourtSorcererMerlin (TV)Merlin/Arthur Pendragon (Merlin)Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence , Canon Era , Abuse , Physical Abuse , Insults , Choking , Violence , Hurt Merlin (Merlin) , Love Confessions , Hurt/Comfort , Angst and Hurt/Comfort , Angst with a Happy Ending , Worried Arthur Pendragon (Merlin) , Arthur Knows About Merlin's Magic (Merlin) , Bruises , Caring Arthur Pendragon (Merlin) , Whumptober 2021 , Fluff , Like , at the end , there is some fluff , and , Cuddling & Snuggling , King Arthur Pendragon (Merlin)Sir Elis stared at him for a moment, and a panic rose in the back of Merlin’s throat at the mad grin that spread across his face. He liked this. Merlin was going to be sick. Or When Camelot receives a new knight, he’s not aware of the countless exceptions made for Merlin. He’s just another insolent servant in his eyes, and he immediately takes a strong disliking to him.8,647Completehttps://archiveofourown.org/works/34250074Mature
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A Language With No WordsneptunesyellowsandsMerlin (TV)Merlin/Arthur Pendragon (Merlin)Friends to Lovers , Slow Burn , Mutual Pining , BAMF Merlin (Merlin) , Alternate Ending , Fix-It , Canon Era , Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence , Arthur Finds Out About Merlin's Magic (Merlin) , Porn with Plot , lots of flashbacks , Oblivious Arthur Pendragon (Merlin) , Gwaine ships merthur , Fluff and Smut , does a fancy tree count as an oc , Happy Ending , Getting Together , POV Multiple , POV Arthur Pendragon (Merlin) , POV Merlin (Merlin) , POV Gwaine (Merlin) , POV Gwen (Merlin) , Past Gwen/Arthur Pendragon (Merlin) , Past Gwen/Lancelot (Merlin) , pergwaine if you squint , POV Morgana (Merlin) , Slow Build , Complete , Sexual Content , Explicit Sexual Content , Idiots in Love , Angst , Angst with a Happy Ending , Magic Revealed , Merlin's Magic Revealed (Merlin) , Gwaine Being Gwaine (Merlin) , Protective Gwaine (Merlin) , Temporary Character Death , Pining Merlin (Merlin) , Pining Arthur Pendragon (Merlin) , Arthur Pendragon Saves the Day (Merlin) , First TimeA little smile had touched Arthur’s lips, drawing up the corners of his mouth. He’d looked keen and kind, and like he’d just solved one of the greatest mysteries of all time. And part of Merlin had wanted to point out the idiocy of having missed this rather obvious detail until now, but that part was drowned out entirely by the feel of Arthur’s eyes locked onto his, of being on the receiving end of his smile. Not the cocky ones or the condescending ones, but this one, this one right here, small and soft and warm. The sun was streaming in through the window, and, for a moment, Arthur’s hair and his skin and all of the world Merlin could see was golden, and that was it. That was all it had taken. Merlin was absolutely, unequivocally not his own from then on. Merlin arrives at Camlann just in time. When the truth comes out, will Arthur accept him? Will they be able to face the feelings each of them has for the other? Will they ultimately defeat Morgana - together? This is the story as it might have ended if things had been just a little bit different. Sequel is up!55,295Completehttps://archiveofourown.org/works/43342872Explicit
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a light in the darkthe1oo (divineauthor)The 100 (TV)Bellamy Blake/Clarke GriffinAlternate Universe - Canon Divergence , The 100 (TV) Season 4 , The 100 (TV) Season 6 , The 100 (TV) Season 7 , 6x13 , Time Travel , Parallel Universes , Tenderness , Hands , Getting Together , Friends to Lovers , Mutual Pining , Fix-It , Sanctum (The 100) , Anomaly (The 100 (TV)) , Angst with a Happy Ending , Fluff and Angst , Reunions , Alternate CanonClarke leans back, touching his clean-shaven cheek. He’s so young, this Bellamy. If she’s to place him, she’ll bet on just before Praimfaya. —•— The Anomaly swallows Bellamy whole and spits back out a different Bellamy: Bellamy from before Praimfaya.11,031Unknownhttps://archiveofourown.org/works/26804725Teen And Up Audiences
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A Little AnalbendingsignpostSupernaturalCastiel/Dean WinchesterCollege Student Dean Winchester , Professor Castiel (Supernatural) , Dom/sub Play , Domestic Castiel/Dean Winchester , Kink Negotiation , Established Relationship , Established Castiel/Dean Winchester , Anxiety Disorder , Alternate Universe - College/University , Openly Gay Castiel (Supernatural) , Bisexual Dean Winchester , Castiel/Dean Winchester BDSM , Blow Jobs , Explicit Sexual Content , Mental Health Issues , Panic Attacks(Sequel to Four Letter Word For Intercourse , please read that first!) The end of Dean's second semester is going a lot more smoothly than the end of his first. For Cas, on the other hand... Maybe not so much.18,805Completehttps://archiveofourown.org/works/19079692Explicit
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A Lonely VigilsaltnhaloSupernaturalCastiel/Dean WinchesterGhost Castiel (Supernatural) , Hunter Dean Winchester , Happy Ending , I promise , Strangers to Lovers , Light Angst , Church Grim Castiel , Bad Parent John Winchester , Mutual Pining , Slow Burn , as slow as it can be in 30k , Love ConfessionsCastiel Novak is twenty-six years old when he's killed in the Civil War. The first soul to be laid to rest in the grounds of the new Lawrence Memorial Cemetery, his spirit remains in a liminal space—not in the living world, but not passing on, forever tasked with helping other spirits to go where he cannot. His vigil over the grounds of his cemetery is a long and lonely one, unable to interact with anyone who still remains in the land of the living. Until he meets Dean Winchester.34,532Completehttps://archiveofourown.org/works/22288231Mature
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A Million Little TimesricochetdeanSupernaturalCastiel/Dean Winchester , Eileen Leahy/Sam Winchester , Minor or Background Relationship(s)Episode Fix-It: s15e20 Carry On , Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence , Angst , Angst with a Happy Ending , Hurt/Comfort , Amnesiac Castiel (Supernatural) , Grief/Mourning , Dean Winchester Has Abandonment Issues , Emotionally Repressed Dean Winchester , Canon-Typical Violence , Scarred Castiel (Supernatural) , Dean goes nowhere near that fucking barn can I get an amen , past trauma is actually discussed the cw could never , they all get the ending they deserve , Canon-Typical Behavior , Adressing Deans Alcoholism , Dean Winchester gets to go to the beach who cheeredAnd finally, Dean thought about Cas. What it would all mean to have Cas in his entirety, in every way imaginable. To have him sleep caressed and sun-kissed beneath early morning sheets, the weight of his fingers tracing Dean’s palm down peaceful corridors, his scent cloaked in Dean’s very bones. To have his warmth as comfort and his hands as a guide that slid over Dean’s skin with familiarity. No more tentativeness, no more skimming the edges and tracing the seams of their story. Peace. He wanted peace. But with Cas back from the Empty with his memories shredded, and Jack nowhere to be seen, what would peace even look like? And, after everything, was it something Dean deserved?123,624Completehttps://archiveofourown.org/works/32541952Explicit
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A Mother Always KnowsMeishaliHeated Rivalry (TV) , Game Changers Series - Rachel ReidShane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov , Yuna Hollander & Ilya RozanovAlternate Universe - Canon Divergence , Hurt/Comfort , Angst , Happy Ending , Canon Compliant , Character Study , Social Media , Author knows hockey but chooses to ignore certain realities to suit the narrative , Texting Fic , Slow Burn , Secret Relationship , on all fronts , Secret Identity , Coming Out , Relationship Reveal , Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov Relationship Timeline RevealOf course Yuna has a burner account, not just one, many in fact. She uses them for her job as Shane’s manager, to keep tabs on hockey news, the league, rumor mills, and on occasion, Rozanov. ——— How Yuna comes to care for Ilya through twitter before ever meeting him. AKA Ilya clinches the title ‘favourite son’ arguably before Shane’s parents find out about their relationship. Spans the entire timeline of Heated Rivalry.20,638Completehttps://archiveofourown.org/works/83191651Teen And Up Audiences
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A Need for BreathingPhyonaSupernaturalCastiel/Dean WinchesterHurt/Comfort , Sickfic , Sick Castiel , Human Castiel , Protective Dean Winchester , Sam Ships It , Miscommunication , Witty Banter , Eventual Smut , Fluff , First Time , Sam and Cas are buddies , Virgin Castiel , Fever , Blow Jobs , Humor , Rimming , Cockblock Sam , Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence , Bottom Dean , but switching impliedWhen Dean and Castiel reunite at the bunker, Cas has a nasty case of pneumonia and Dean takes care of him. (Slight AU set early season 9 in which "Ezekiel" healed Sam without possessing him)27,643Completehttps://archiveofourown.org/works/1009129Explicit
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A Place In TimeLadyDraceSupernaturalCastiel/Dean WinchesterKid Fic , Domestic , Parallel Universes , Alternate Universe , Time Travel , Episode: s05e04 The End , Not end!verse , Temporal ParadoxDean is breaking inside after Zachariah's trip to 2014. Castiel decides to do a little time jumping of his own to find a more hopeful future to tell Dean about.10,054Completehttps://archiveofourown.org/works/912279Mature
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A Reason to ReturnInterstellarcometHeated Rivalry (TV) , Game Changers Series - Rachel ReidShane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov , Shane Hollander & Rose Landry , Shane Hollander & Hayden PikeAngst and Hurt/Comfort , Secret Relationship , Relationship Reveal , Near Death Experience (kinda) , kissing as healing , Hayden Pike Being a Good Friend , Identity Reveal , Angst with a Happy Ending , Hayden Pike Finds Out About Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov , Montreal Voyageurs | Montreal Metros (Game Changers) , hanahaki disease (mentioned) , Sleeping Beauty Disease , Author Loves Em-Dashes , don't look at me , Not Betaed , We die like Ilyas dadThere is nothing physically wrong with Shane Hollander. He is just… not waking up. The doctors call it Selective Affective Stasis—a rare condition tied to unresolved emotion, to love left unspoken. There is only one known way to bring him back. It’s not about who loves him. It’s about who he would come back for.4,835Completehttps://archiveofourown.org/works/81436881Not Rated
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A Reason Worth Dying For / A Reason Worth Trying ForSandgrassBagelSupernatural (TV 2005)Castiel/Dean Winchester , Castiel & Jack Kline & Dean Winchester & Sam Winchester , Dean Winchester & Sam Winchester , Castiel & Jack Kline , Minor or Background Sam Winchester/Eileen Leahy/Rowena MacLeod , Minor or Background Kaia Nieves/Claire NovakAlternate Universe - Canon Divergence , Episode Fix-It: s15e20 Carry On (Supernatural) , Dean Winchester Loves Castiel , Castiel Loves Dean Winchester , Castiel and Dean Winchester Need to Use Their Words , Traumatized Dean Winchester , Traumatized Castiel (Supernatural) , Implied/Referenced Self-Harm , Love Confessions , Dean Winchester Takes Care of Castiel , Human Castiel (Supernatural) , Slow Burn , Angst , Hurt/Comfort , Castiel Has Self-Worth Issues (Supernatural) , Canon-Typical Violence , Dean Winchester Saves Castiel from the Empty , Healing , i didnt mean to make this a slow burn , Touch-Starved Dean Winchester , Body Horror , Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder - PTSD , Castiel Takes Care of Dean Winchester , Protective Castiel (Supernatural) , Protective Dean Winchester , Angst with a Happy Ending , Torture , Implied/Referenced Torture , Alastair is His Own Warning , take it seriously , Psychological Torture , Implied/Referenced Sexual Assault , not between destiel , Explicit Sexual Content , that IS consensual , Top Castiel/Bottom Dean Winchester , Jealous Dean Winchester , Blood and Gore , Switching , Power Bottom Castiel (Supernatural) , Body WorshipCastiel's death hits Dean with a finality that leaves him drowning. Drowning in grief, in regret, in self-loathing, in heartbreak, in liquor. So when he stumbles across Lilly Sunder's notes on angels and, subsequently, a passage mentioning a gate to opening the Empty, he is determined to get Cas back. No matter the cost. Three weeks after Cas' return from the Empty, he is slowly healing from what the spell to retrieve him took. Three weeks after Cas' return, omens of angels and demons are scattered around the country. Three weeks after Cas' return, the Empty is bleeding. Dean swore he would get Cas back no matter the cost. And he has, at the cost of endangering the balance of life and the afterlives. Dean has learned from dying and being the one left behind that it is easy to die for someone, but it is much harder to face the costs of surviving alongside them. Even so, this time, Dean will not watch Cas die. And Cas has not and will not ever allow the same.327,366Completehttps://archiveofourown.org/works/62384845Explicit
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A Room Of One's OwnNorthernSparrowSupernaturalCastiel/Dean WinchesterMasturbation , Porn Watching , Anal Play , Shameless Smut , Humor , Bunker , Frottage , Bunny Ears , Toast , Disco , Free Awesome Blow Jobs And No Emotions , Well Maybe Some Emotions , Anal Sex , Impala Sex , Blow Jobs , Wing Kink But A Little Different , Advanced Cuddling , Smut , Fluff and Smut , Gratuitous Smut , Angst and Fluff and Smut , Porn , Porn with FeelingsAll Dean wants is a little privacy. Cas doesn't understand.94,118Completehttps://archiveofourown.org/works/1417834Explicit
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A Servant of No MasterinconsistentracoonMerlin (TV)Merlin & Arthur Pendragon (Merlin) , Merlin/Arthur Pendragon (Merlin) , Gaius & Merlin (Merlin) , Gwaine & Merlin (Merlin) , Gwen & Merlin (Merlin) , Gaius & Arthur Pendragon (Merlin)Episode: s04e06 A Servant of Two Masters (Merlin) , Hurt/Comfort , Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence , Hurt Merlin (Merlin) , Merlin's Magic Revealed (Merlin) , BAMF Merlin (Merlin) , Worried Arthur Pendragon (Merlin) , Sick Merlin (Merlin) , Self-Sacrificing Merlin (Merlin) , Blood and Injury , Canon-Typical Violence , Angst with a Happy Ending , Minor Character Death , Emotional Hurt/Comfort , Caring Arthur Pendragon (Merlin) , Whump , It Gets Worse Before It Gets Better , Gwen & Merlin Friendship (Merlin) , Pre-Slash , Arthur Pendragon Finds Out About Merlin's Magic (Merlin) , Slow Burn , pre-merthur , Bedside Vigils , Character StudyMerlin escapes from Morgana before she can heal him or implant the Fomorroh, leaving him lost and injured in the middle of the forest. By the time Arthur and Gwaine find him he is sick and exhausted, but on the way back to Camelot he manages reveal something shocking - he knows who the traitor in Camelot is, and that they are in league with Morgana. But will Arthur believe him? And what will he do with this knowledge? or An alternative plot for s4e6 - A Servant of Two Masters, where Merlin doesn't get healed or brainwashed and remembers Agravaine brought him to Morgana. Also the classic magic confession and Merlin being our favourite self-sacrificing idiot. Pre-slash but gen if you squint74,368Completehttps://archiveofourown.org/works/52745263Teen And Up Audiences
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A Sign of the TimesRedlitnightSupernatural (TV 2005)Castiel/Dean Winchester , Eileen Leahy/Sam WinchesterTime Travel , Established Castiel/Dean Winchester , Established Eileen Leahy/Sam Winchester , Jack Kline is a Ray of Sunshine , Dean Winchester is Bad at Feelings , Dean Winchester is Loved , Castiel is a Winchester (Supernatural) , Married Castiel/Dean Winchester , Pregnant Eileen Leahy , but it's only semi relevant , Sam Winchester is Not Okay , heart to heart conversations , Fluff and Angst , Gabriel is So Done (Supernatural) , Not Canon Compliant with Episode: s15e20 Carry On (Supernatural) , Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence , Bickering , dean winchester's relationship with his heterosexuality"What do you want?" Gabriel demanded. "Money? A girlfriend? Better hair?" Sam chose to ignore the hair comment. "I want to go to the future." or Sam time travels thirteen years into the future. Gabriel did warn him that he might not like what he sees.4,383Completehttps://archiveofourown.org/works/92118636Teen And Up Audiences
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a single thread of fate (tied me to you)remaymberMerlin (TV)Merlin/Arthur Pendragon (Merlin) , Merlin & Arthur Pendragon (Merlin)Canon Era , Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence , Canon-Typical Violence , Hurt/Comfort , Merlin's Magic Revealed (Merlin) , Arthur Pendragon Finds Out About Merlin's Magic (Merlin) , The Knights Find Out About Merlin's Magic (Merlin) , Slow Burn , Soulmates , Prince Arthur Pendragon (Merlin) , Hurt Arthur Pendragon (Merlin) , Merlin Saves Arthur Pendragon (Merlin) , BAMF Merlin (Merlin) , Merlin's Magic Loves Arthur Pendragon (Merlin) , Ealdor (Merlin) , Mutual Pining , Good Morgana (Merlin) , Everyone is AliveMerlin paused, took a deep breath, and a delicate, red band appeared in front of him, softly flowing in the breeze. It was wrapped around his wrist and then disappeared into the distance. Merlin took it between his fingers, held it as he focused on the gentle pull he felt. With his eyes, he followed the faint thread into the distance and couldn’t help but wonder who might be awaiting him on the other side.49,433Completehttps://archiveofourown.org/works/55104175Mature
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A Siren's LureEllaBSupernaturalCastiel/Dean Winchester , Castiel & Dean Winchester , Jessica Moore/Sam WinchesterSiren Castiel , Sirens , RevealPrompt from Tumblr: What about a siren-like creature with the ability to take on the visage of someone’s true love? Sam and Dean will be in a motel working a case and Cas will have gone off for a beer run. Then Cas will return empty-handed and Dean will be like, “Dude. Again? You seriously forgot the-” But then he stops when he glances back at Sam, who looks petrified as fuck all of a sudden. “What the hell is wrong with you?” When Sam finally gets his mouth working, he just says, “Jess?”1,350Completehttps://archiveofourown.org/works/5329697Teen And Up Audiences
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A Slytherin's Diary - Part OneGeishaSoul_NAHarry Potter - J. K. RowlingDraco Malfoy/Harry Potter , Draco Malfoy & Harry PotterFluff and Angst , Fluff and Smut , Secret Identity , Diary/Journal , Self-Esteem Issues , Chatting & Messaging , Texting , Sexting , Drunk Texting , Hogwarts Sixth Year , Dialogue-Only , Epistolary , Anonymity , Oblivious Draco Malfoy , Mention of rimming , draco is a tease , Harry doesn't even know what rimming is , Threats of Violence , SwearingDraco Malfoy finds a little notebook in his pocket and starts writing on it. Someone writes back. Part Two now available: https://archiveofourown.org/works/79877491/chapters/20963766623,344Completehttps://archiveofourown.org/works/44752725Explicit
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a sparrow with broken wingsAnonymousSupernaturalCastiel/Dean WinchesterEating Disorders , Eating Disorder Not Otherwise Specified , Anorexia , Bulimia , Dean Winchester Has an Eating Disorder , Vomiting , Food Issues , Suicidal Thoughts , Dreams , Grief/Mourning , Selectively Mute Dean Winchester , American Sign Language , POV Dean Winchester , Brotherly Love , Dean Winchester Whump , Season/Series 15 , Post-Season/Series 15 , Fix-It of Sorts , It Gets Worse Before It Gets BetterCas dies. The world disappears. Dean stops eating. Cas dies. The world comes back. Jack leaves. Dean stops eating. Cas dies, and Dean stops eating, and he keeps on dreaming. - (“You’ll be gone by the time I come back,” Cas says sadly. Dean smiled at him, content and serene, and slowly signed, rusty from lack of use, “I can’t stop.” )11,953Completehttps://archiveofourown.org/works/27889309Teen And Up Audiences
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A Spell On YoualpacasandravensSupernaturalCastiel/Dean WinchesterLove Spell , canon compliant? canon divergent? , set in vaguely s13 , Fluff , Happy Ending , Sam Winchester ships it , Love Confessions , Getting Together , First Kiss , SO trope-y and i'm not even sorry , dean watches star wars tv showsSam shakes his head. “Those spells work on the first person you see, so… that’s Cas.” Cas raises his eyebrows and points to his chest in an apparent “Who, me?” “Dean, I’m gonna ask you again. Did the love spell take?” Dean can feel the spell inside him. It wants and wants, everything he's always felt turned up to eleven. "Yeah," he says. Love spell fic based on @whelvenwings's tumblr post that made me feel far too many emotions a couple weeks ago.6,242Completehttps://archiveofourown.org/works/28636224Teen And Up Audiences
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a steady aiming at a tombunstuckintimeSupernatural (TV 2005)Dean Winchester & Sam Winchester , Castiel/Dean Winchester , Dean Winchester & John WinchesterDean Winchester Character Study , Post-Finale , Fix-It , Afterlife , Psychological Horror , Kinda? , Destiel - Freeform , Single location horror , Suicide Attempt , Time Loop , sorta? , Verbal Abuse , mild violence , Angst with a Happy Ending , Road Head , First Kiss , Angel Castiel (Supernatural) , Post-CanonAll in all, life in Heaven is great. Totally. And even if it isn’t great, Dean doesn’t mind because he’s dead. He’s dead and it’s all over and it’s too late now. It’s too late. Or, Dean thinks he’s in Heaven. He’s not. He’s somewhere much, much worse.16,970Completehttps://archiveofourown.org/works/48977740Teen And Up Audiences
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A Timely InterventionRusakkoPride and Prejudice - Jane AustenElizabeth Bennet/Fitzwilliam DarcyAlternate Universe - Canon Divergence , Awkward situations , Mutual PiningWhen an attempt to evade Mr Collins’s proposal puts Elizabeth in an uncomfortable predicament, Mr Darcy’s appearance on the scene obliges her to re-evaluate his character.28,641Completehttps://archiveofourown.org/works/42420096General Audiences
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a turn of the earthmicrocometsSupernaturalCastiel/Dean WinchesterTime Travel , DCBB 2015 , Dean/Cas Big Bang Challenge 2015 , Slow Burn , Canon Divergence , POV Dean Winchester , mentions of dean/other , Alteration of s10 lore , Homophobic Language , Pining Dean , Preseries Dean , Mutual Pining , Angst with a Happy EndingDean’s your typical half-orphaned, monster-killing 22-year-old until a trenchcoated stranger crashes into his back windshield one September night, claiming he’s an angel that knows him from the future and that he’s on the run. Frigging fantastic. (Or, in which Castiel gets stuck in Dean’s timeline preseries and Dean kind of hates it—until he doesn’t.)95,274Completehttps://archiveofourown.org/works/5138552Mature
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A Weed In Any Other PlaceVioletHazeSupernaturalCastiel/Dean Winchester , Ellen Harvelle/Bobby SingerMinor Charlie Bradbury/Gilda , Minor Andrea Kormos/Benny Lafitte , Past Benny Lafitte/Dean Winchester , Past Lisa Braeden/Dean Winchester , Mention of Past Castiel/Others , Writer Castiel , Mechanic Dean , The Language of Flowers , John Winchester's A+ Parenting , Fluff , Romantic Comedy , Cas in Glasses , Homophobic Language , Minor Garth Fitzgerald IV/Bess MyersWhen Cas Novak’s car breaks down after a meeting with his agent about his overdue second novel, he heads to the nearest garage. Stuck there with his laptop as he waits for repairs, he finds himself unusually productive. The next day he sheepishly returns to the garage in hopes that they’ll let him sit and write and magic will strike again. This time he meets Dean, the son in Winchester & Son, who is doing his best to run the family business on his own. As the two of them get to know each other, little details–-like a vase with a single flower by the register–-show Cas that there is more to Dean Winchester than meets the eye.63,127Completehttps://archiveofourown.org/works/34036012Explicit
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Abolish private propertyfonduebroski314 (anon_carrots)Heated Rivalry (TV) , Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media TypesShane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov , Minor or Background Relationship(s)POV Outsider , Texting Fic , Social Media , Facebook , Reddit User Shane Hollander , email fic , Canon Compliant , Humor , Crack , Crack Treated Seriously , Epistolary , Mixed Media , Landlord Shane Hollander , Slice of Life , Renting and owning property , in this house we do not use ai , probably a little anachronistic for the time period , Shane Hollander’s Sex Condo , Time Skips , Relationship Reveal , HTMLHaley Hi Shane! Just messaging about our heater again. Do you think we could get it fixed today? Shane So sorry for the late reply, Haley! I’m at the Olympics and my time zones are all messed up. Messaged my HVAC guy and he’ll be there in the morning. Haley screenshot.jpg Wtf? Katie Is this guy fr??? Or: the trials and tribulations of renting from Shane Hollander.10,560Completehttps://archiveofourown.org/works/82962906Teen And Up Audiences
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AcceptancePiper_Halliwell1979SupernaturalCastiel/Dean Winchester , Castiel & Dean Winchester , DestielPost-Season/Series 12 , Post-Season/Series 13 , Established Castiel/Dean Winchester , Married Couple , hunter husbands , Resurrected John Winchester , dadstiel , Homophobic Language , Homophobia , Dean stands up to John , Supportive Sam , Dialogue Heavy , Recovering Alcoholic Dean Winchester , Human Castiel , Angst , Conforting Castiel , Making Love , Bottom Dean , Top Castiel , Domestic Dean Winchester , Domestic Castiel/Dean Winchester , John Winchester's A+ Parenting , AcceptanceJohn Winchester has been sent back to earth to help get Mary back from the alternate universe. He finds his son married to a fallen angel and raising a teenager.3,188Completehttps://archiveofourown.org/works/11980620Mature
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Accidents Happenpeanutbutterjelly-pie (Aleakim)Supernatural (TV 2005)Castiel/Dean WinchesterAlternate Universe , Hurt/Comfort , Angst with a Happy Ending , Friends to Lovers , Love Confessions , Hurt Dean Winchester , Doctor Castiel (Supernatural)- When Dean ends up involved in a car accident on a lonely road, with no one else around for miles, he finds himself completely out of it. His only conscious thought is, Get to Cas. And so he does. -6,860Completehttps://archiveofourown.org/works/45569536Teen And Up Audiences
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according to all known laws of lifesobsiclesSupernaturalCastiel/Dean Winchester , Eileen Leahy/Sam WinchesterSexual Frustration , emotional frustration , Cas actually has to face the consequences of his actions , or rather his love confession , Dean isn't doing too hot with Cas being gone , but then Cas is back , and then he is Struggling With Feelings , Dean is desperate to be loved and doesnt know it , Dean Being an Asshole , but like unintentionally , he really just wants Cas to pay attention to him , Accurate Portrayals of Sibling Interactions , Sam being a little brother teasing the shit outta his big brother , Sam being So Done with Destiel and their dumbassery , Unnecessary metaphors and parallels drawn between Destiel and the Bee Movie , it fits okay fight me , this is a hill I will die on , don't boo me i'm right , Dean is metaphorically pulling on Cas' pigtails , but like in a loving way , and because he unconsciously seeks validation , Dean experiences Bi Panic , Gay Chicken as a sport , Angry Boys just need to make out already , they do eventually and there is some light smut , human cas , Dean is both emotionally and sexually edged in this fic , someone please help these idiots , Love Confessions , (again) , and of course Reciprocation! , because it's what we deservedCas comes back. It's not exactly the reunion that Dean is expecting. ~~~ Dean stares at him, flummoxed. Cas quite literally poured his heart out to Dean, gave a truly sappy and distressingly romantic speech and everything, then proceeded to give his life so that Dean could live his. And he wants to act like he doesn't want to see Dean, be around him, touch him? Actually, Dean's ninety-nine percent sure that Cas probably wants to fuck him, and while he has no clue how he feels about that, he's pretty goddamn sure that means Cas doesn't get to act like this and make it authentic. It feels strangely real, though, as if Cas wants nothing more than to get as far away from him as possible. This is a blatant contradiction. Even someone as weird as Cas doesn't want to get away from the person they have the desire to fuck five ways to Sunday, that they're in love with. That's not how these things work, so Dean isn't buying it.29,727Completehttps://archiveofourown.org/works/29207901Explicit
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according to all known laws of lifesobsiclesSupernaturalCastiel/Dean Winchester , Eileen Leahy/Sam WinchesterSexual Frustration , emotional frustration , Cas actually has to face the consequences of his actions , or rather his love confession , Dean isn't doing too hot with Cas being gone , but then Cas is back , and then he is Struggling With Feelings , Dean is desperate to be loved and doesnt know it , Dean Being an Asshole , but like unintentionally , he really just wants Cas to pay attention to him , Accurate Portrayals of Sibling Interactions , Sam being a little brother teasing the shit outta his big brother , Sam being So Done with Destiel and their dumbassery , Unnecessary metaphors and parallels drawn between Destiel and the Bee Movie , it fits okay fight me , this is a hill I will die on , don't boo me i'm right , Dean is metaphorically pulling on Cas' pigtails , but like in a loving way , and because he unconsciously seeks validation , Dean experiences Bi Panic , Gay Chicken as a sport , Angry Boys just need to make out already , they do eventually and there is some light smut , human cas , Dean is both emotionally and sexually edged in this fic , someone please help these idiots , Love Confessions , (again) , and of course Reciprocation! , because it's what we deservedCas comes back. It's not exactly the reunion that Dean is expecting. ~~~ Dean stares at him, flummoxed. Cas quite literally poured his heart out to Dean, gave a truly sappy and distressingly romantic speech and everything, then proceeded to give his life so that Dean could live his. And he wants to act like he doesn't want to see Dean, be around him, touch him? Actually, Dean's ninety-nine percent sure that Cas probably wants to fuck him, and while he has no clue how he feels about that, he's pretty goddamn sure that means Cas doesn't get to act like this and make it authentic. It feels strangely real, though, as if Cas wants nothing more than to get as far away from him as possible. This is a blatant contradiction. Even someone as weird as Cas doesn't want to get away from the person they have the desire to fuck five ways to Sunday, that they're in love with. That's not how these things work, so Dean isn't buying it.29,727Completehttps://archiveofourown.org/works/29207901Explicit
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Aching in the Absence of YousobsiclesSupernaturalCastiel/Dean Winchester , Minor or Background Relationship(s)Angst with a Happy Ending , Heavy Arguments , Found Family , Dean missing Cas , Dean being a dumbass and an asshole , Cas being a dumbass and an asshole , Dean's tendency to be explosively angry at times , Cas once again trying to do the right thing , except he doesn't value himself enough , so canon basically , Post Finale minus the Love Confession , I erased it sorry , you're gonna have to trust me on that one , two idiots yearning , I don't even know if I can tag this as miscommunication , it's more just the Lack of Communication , because it's Dean and Cas , that does get resolved though rest assured , Phone Conversations , Dean and Jack actually fixing their problems from Canon , first they have to acknowledge them tho sorry about that , Dean and Jack having a complicated familial relationship , Jack representing temperamental toddlers everywhere , Cas and Claire having a complicated familial relationship , Dean locating his happiness and holding onto it , Dean and Cas being stupid about each other , Sam and Eileen being smart about each other , Dean and Eileen Friendship Supremacy , Jealous Dean Winchester , Supportive Sam Winchester , Dean's sometimes violent thoughts , A Study in Missing Someone , Cas telling Dean like it is , Explicit Smut , Blowjobs , Fingering , FaceFucking , Finger-facefucking? aka Dean's Oral Fixation , Dean learning to let himself make a life he'll enjoy , Dean being good with kids , especially those like him , Jack being A Ray Sunshine , Claire being a little shit , Sam being a genius , Eileen being The Best as always , Dean and Cas being terrible at leaving each other alone , Humor , Love wins because I say soBrittle and battle-worn, Cas looks at him over coffee one morning and says, "I need to go," and Dean instantly knows that he's not coming back. He's not really sure how he knows it, but he does. It settles into the pit of his stomach, curling hot and tight like something he instinctively wants to tear out with his bare hands. He takes a breath, and it gets stuck in his throat, hitching there. It hurts, hurts, hurts when he finally exhales. "Yeah," Dean says, "of course you do," and he nods jerkily as he looks down at his phone. He doesn't say goodbye. He doesn't look up from the screen when Cas gets up and leaves the room. He doesn't finish his coffee, or move for a long time. By nightfall, Cas is gone.95,090Completehttps://archiveofourown.org/works/31832977Explicit
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adam bites the applesicsempertyrannisSupernaturalCastiel/Dean WinchesterAngel True Forms (Supernatural) , Castiel's True Form (Supernatural) , Time Travel , Episode: s04e18 The Monster at the End of This Book , Post-Canon , this is post confession dean , and season 4 cas interacting , Fluff , Light AngstSix months after Cas was swallowed by the Empty, Dean, Sam and Jack find a spell to pull an angel from the Empty, but the last ingredient is missing. Determined to save Cas, Dean travels back to 2009 to get the missing ingredient from the only person who can give it to him: Castiel, fresh from having pulled Dean from hell. (Inspired by the tumblr post about what would be the most insane combination of Dean and Cas to meet. My answer was post-confession Dean and season 4 Cas)10,943Completehttps://archiveofourown.org/works/32944531Teen And Up Audiences
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Advanced Jeremy BearimyPsychoLynxCommunity (TV) , The Good Place (TV)Janet (The Good Place) & Abed Nadir , Annie Edison & Abed Nadir , Annie Edison/Jeff WingerAfterlife , Asexual Relationship , Inspector Spacetime - Freeform , Jeremy Bearimy , Post-Finale , talk of death , Hurt/ComfortEveryone dies, but not all at once. Time goes on, people adapt, but one thing connects everyone. Jeremy Bearimy16,771Completehttps://archiveofourown.org/works/24435301Teen And Up Audiences
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AevumiterMarshmalowMilkshakeHarry Potter - J. K. RowlingDraco Malfoy/Harry Potter , Sirius Black/Remus LupinTime Travel , Time Travel Fix-It , Soulmates , Grief/Mourning , Hurt/Comfort , Found Family , Fluff , Good Slytherins , Manipulative Albus Dumbledore , Trauma , Character Growth , Dreams , Sirius is very proud , Mentor Minerva McGonagall , Harry Potter Takes No Shit , speedrun , supportive Weasleys , Happy EndingWaking up at 12 Grimmauld Place wouldn't have been something concerning except for a few things. 1. Harry had fallen asleep in the Eighth years' dormitory. 2. He wasn't even in the right bedroom at Grimmauld Place. 3. Sirius Black was standing right in front of him, looking very much alive.95,591Completehttps://archiveofourown.org/works/57238291Mature
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AevumiterMarshmalowMilkshakeHarry Potter - J. K. RowlingDraco Malfoy/Harry Potter , Sirius Black/Remus LupinTime Travel , Time Travel Fix-It , Soulmates , Grief/Mourning , Hurt/Comfort , Found Family , Fluff , Good Slytherins , Manipulative Albus Dumbledore , Trauma , Character Growth , Dreams , Sirius is very proud , Mentor Minerva McGonagall , Harry Potter Takes No Shit , speedrun , supportive Weasleys , Happy EndingWaking up at 12 Grimmauld Place wouldn't have been something concerning except for a few things. 1. Harry had fallen asleep in the Eighth years' dormitory. 2. He wasn't even in the right bedroom at Grimmauld Place. 3. Sirius Black was standing right in front of him, looking very much alive.95,591Completehttps://archiveofourown.org/works/57238291Mature
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After HoursbloodandcreamSupernaturalCastiel/Dean WinchesterAlternate Universe , Doctor Kink , Roleplay , Bottom Dean , Doctor Castiel , Prostate Massage , Face-Fucking , Feminization , Dean in Panties , Makeup , Shaving , Dean gets fucked with his feet up in gynecological stirrups , RimmingDean was blushing a bright shade of red, freckles popping, his lower lip plump from worrying it between his teeth. His feet were bare, wearing only the thin hospital gown that wasn’t even tied in the back, his round bubble butt falling out of the gown when he leaned forward.3,628Completehttps://archiveofourown.org/works/5318444Explicit
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AITA for disapproving of my brother’s high sex drive?birdsofthesoul, PlaidIsTheBestPatternSupernatural , Supernatural (TV 2005)Castiel/Dean Winchester , Benny Lafitte/Dean Winchester , Crowley (Supernatural)/Dean Winchester , Dean Winchester & Sam WinchesterPOV Sam Winchester , Crack , Humor , reddit's idea of etiquette , Dean Winchester uses Reddit , Sam Winchester uses Reddit , Embarrassed Sam Winchester , Bisexual Dean Winchester , Sam Winchester Finds Out About Castiel/Dean Winchester , Implied/Referenced Homophobia , Implied/Referenced Biphobia , Discussion of Biphobia , Discussion of sexism , discussion of toxic masculinity , Unreliable Narrator , Dean Winchester Comes OutEdit: …Please stop DMing me to ask for photos of my brother.3,905Completehttps://archiveofourown.org/works/40111479Teen And Up Audiences
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Alert & Oriented x1bendingsignpostSupernaturalCastiel/Dean Winchester , Dean Winchester & Sam WinchesterHurt Dean Winchester , Sick Dean Winchester , Protective Castiel (Supernatural) , Panic , Tumblr Ask Box FicDean wakes up feeling like second-generation roadkill, the kind made from car-struck scavengers. Which, all told, isn’t that unusual. Thing is, he also wakes up in a bed he doesn’t recognize. This, too, when taken on its own, isn’t all that unusual. It’s the combination of the two that sends all his warning bells ringing.2,745Completehttps://archiveofourown.org/works/19253029Teen And Up Audiences
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Algor MortisLeverDriftSupernaturalCastiel/Dean Winchester , Dean Winchester & Sam Winchester , Castiel & Jack KlineGrief/Mourning , Additional Warnings In Author's Note , Guilty Dean Winchester , Angst , Supernatural: The Divorce Arc (s15) , Episode: s15e03 The Rupture , Clingy Dean Winchester , Hurt/Comfort , Happy Ending , Cult Leader Belphegor (literal legend) , Dean crying into Cas' trench coat , Fingers in My Mouth Friday (Supernatural)Happy ending. Canon-divergent fic from 15x03 “The Rupture” where Cas is killed and possessed by Belphegor during the divorce arc. This was developed with my friend Dhruvi on tumblr. “Belphegor looks different from when he’d first taken over. Cas’ body is dressed in an awful robe and jewelry that clinks when he moves. The oversized sunglasses are covering up Cas’ eyes. “What if I said Cas was still here?” Belphegor breathes out. Dean can almost believe it. At least the blood is gone. Belphegor had cleaned Cas up. It won’t do much, though, when Dean will have to kill his body again. “I’d say you’re full of shit,” Dean says. He knows better. Cas was dead before getting possessed. It’s tempting, though, to believe that he can have another chance. Dean had gotten other chances to get Cas back, many of them. He’d lost them all, one by one. Cas had thought he was dead to Dean. He’s just dead now.”22,579Completehttps://archiveofourown.org/works/35255419Mature
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All I Ask of YouisaidsaddleupHeated Rivalry (TV) , Game Changers Series - Rachel ReidShane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov , Shane Hollander & Ilya RozanovCar Accidents , there is character death just warning you , Shane Hollander Loves Ilya Rozanov , Married Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov , Ilya Rozanov Loves Shane Hollander , Soft Ilya Rozanov , Girl Dads , Autistic Shane Hollander , Post-Book 6: The Long Game (Game Changers) , this is semi canon , Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence , This Is A Cliche , there is spicy scenes but this is more fluff , Domestic Fluff , Kid Fic , Not Beta Read , adding a tag here bc how could i forget , Angst with a Happy Ending , Complete , Mild Smut , Found FamilyWhen Hayden and Jackie Pike are killed in a sudden accident, their four children are left without parents - and, to everyone’s shock, the guardians named in their will are not family, but Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov.50,794Completehttps://archiveofourown.org/works/80339721Mature
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all I've ever known is how to hold my own, but now I wanna hold you, tooDrJackAndMissJoSupernaturalCastiel/Dean Winchester , Eileen Leahy/Sam WinchesterFix-It , Episode AU: s15e20 Carry On , Episode Fix-It: s15e20 Carry On , finale rewritten , Emotional Hurt/Comfort , Angst and Hurt/Comfort , Angst with a Happy Ending , Quote: I'm the one who gripped you tight and raised you from perdition. (Supernatural) , Quote: Y yo a ti Cas | Me too (Supernatural) , Bisexual Dean Winchester , Internalized Homophobia , Dean Winchester is Jack Kline's Parent , Dean Winchester is Bad at Feelings , but he's gonna learn , talk about retirement , And all that jazz , Happy Ending , take you effing twink and leave , Talk about feelings , Grief/Mourning , Drinking , Depression , trigger warning: blood , Witchcraft , Post-Episode: s15e19 Inherit the Earth , Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence , Human Castiel (Supernatural) , Bad Parent John Winchester , dead beat dad that deserves to rot in hell forever , Implied/Referenced Self-Harm , Self-Harming Dean Winchester , Dean Winchester Needs to Use Actual Words , Hurt Dean Winchester , Hurt/Comfort , Comforting Dean Winchester , Panic Attacks , Supportive Sam Winchester , Castiel is Jack Kline's Parent , Jack Kline is a Winchester(...) ‘When was the last time he had drunk himself to sleep?’, he tried to remember as he rubbed the remains of his ruinous night off of his eyes. (...) He had saved the world, defeated the last Big One, earned his free will and freedom. And all he could do was drown his sorrow and pain. *** Dean wakes up alone, in the bunker, mourning his best friend, the love of his life, his Angel. Until lightning struck and he gets the most insane and dumbest idea in the history of insane and dumb ideas! The real question is: Will it work?34,617Completehttps://archiveofourown.org/works/27884668Mature
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All in HonestygolbygloomSupernatural (TV 2005)Castiel/Dean Winchester , Dean Winchester & Sam Winchester , Castiel & Sam Winchester , Rowena MacLeod & Sam WinchesterOblivious Dean Winchester , Oblivious Castiel (Supernatural) , Matchmaker Sam Winchester , Sam Winchester Knows , Sam Winchester is So Done , Tired Sam Winchester , Poor Sam Winchester , Matchmaker Rowena MacLeod , Sam Winchester Ships Castiel/Dean Winchester , Rowena MacLeod Ships Castiel/Dean Winchester , Castiel and Dean Winchester Need to Use Their Words , Castiel and Dean Winchester Use Their Words , Castiel and Dean Winchester Become Incapable of Not Using Their Words , Cursed Dean Winchester , Cursed Castiel (Supernatural) , Castiel and Dean Winchester Being Idiots , Pining Dean Winchester , Pining Castiel (Supernatural) , Truth Spells , Kind Of , Implied/Referenced Child Neglect , Implied/Referenced Rape/Non-con , spoiler alert it's april and the whole reaper situation , Castiel Has Self-Worth Issues (Supernatural) , Castiel Does Not Understand Flirting (Supernatural) , Castiel Does Not Understand Humans (Supernatural) , he's just one big perpetual head tilt , Flirty Dean Winchester , Oops , Implied Sexual Content , first time using that tag , but yeah innuendos are in there as well , double oops , POV Sam Winchester , Dean/Cas Pinefest 2024 (Supernatural)It's been years of watching Dean and Cas dance around their feelings and at this point, Sam's losing hope that they'll ever take that step and talk things out already. One well-placed spell from Rowena makes Dean and Cas incapable of not talking, but even that doesn't get them together. Will Sam ever be able to help the morons he's forced to live with get together already, or is he destined for a life of perpetually being stuck between them as some sort of bizarre marriage counselor that neither seems aware the other also talks to?23,682Completehttps://archiveofourown.org/works/54014998Teen And Up Audiences
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All Roads Lead to YouMyBrokenFantasySupernatural (TV 2005)Castiel/Dean WinchesterPost-Canon Fix-It , Grief/Mourning , Emotional Hurt/Comfort , Reunion , emotional closure , Angst with a Happy Ending , gentle intimacy , Tenderness , Bobby Singer is a Heavenly Enabler , Gentle Sex , top!dean , Bottom!Cas , Hand Jobs , Anal Fingering , Anal Sex , Bottom Castiel/Top Dean WinchesterDean never said it back. Not when it mattered. Not when Cas looked him in the eye and gave everything—his heart, his life, his last words. Dean let him go without saying what he’d buried for years. Now, in the aftermath of it all, grief hits harder than any hunt ever did. And when Dean wakes up in Heaven, it isn’t pearly gates waiting for him—it’s Bobby, the Impala, and the quiet truth that Castiel might still be out there.10,012Completehttps://archiveofourown.org/works/64661722Explicit
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all secrets sleep in winter clothesweeb_grassGame Changers Series - Rachel Reid , Heated Rivalry (TV)Shane Hollander/Ilya RozanovAngst , Angst with a Happy Ending , Happy Ending , plane malfunction remix , Book 6: The Long Game (Game Changers) , Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence , Panic Attacks , Relationship Reveal , emotionally vulnerable slavic men , Emotional Hurt/Comfort , Hurt/Comfort , Montreal Voyageurs | Montreal Metros Being Assholes (Game Changers) , Hayden's POV , Autistic Shane Hollander , Good Friend Hayden Pike“I can’t—” Shane tries to speak through the hysteria, but he gets caught trying to suck in a sharp breath. “I ca— ” Hayden brings the phone back to his own ear. “He can’t hear you, man, he’s freaking out.” There’s shuffling on Rozanov’s end, then, very distinctly, he says, “Put me on speakerphone.” Or: Shane finds out about the plane malfunction just a tad too late. Featuring: breakdowns in the locker room, Ilya's love put on blast, and Comeau being the canonical dick we all know him to be.4,827Completehttps://archiveofourown.org/works/79328486Teen And Up Audiences
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All That's Left is HurtblackimpalaSupernatural (TV 2005)Castiel/Dean WinchesterAngst , Angst with a Happy Ending , Emotional Hurt , Slow Burn , Depression , Pining , Grief/Mourning , Alcohol Abuse/Alcoholism , Suicidal Thoughts , Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence , Canon-Typical Violence , Self-Esteem Issues , Unhealthy Coping Mechanisms , lake house , Fix-It , Post 15x19 , Established Eileen Leahy/Sam Winchester , LonelinessAfter defeating Chuck, Dean expects that Jack, who is now the new God, will be able to bring back Cas, but unfortunately, Jack can’t. The entity of the Empty has managed to hide Cas from Jack, and all he can do, is wait for the entity of the Empty to make a mistake and release its grip on Castiel, which might take at least a century. Dean, shattered by the fact that he is going to have to live his life without Cas, mourning him for the rest of his days, drowns himself into the unforgiving and painful sea of grief. And as much as he wants to give up on life, he forces to keep going, because he doesn’t want Cas’ sacrifice to be for nothing, even if the simple act of breathing hurts. Unable to stay in the bunker anymore, haunted by the many memories he shared with Cas, Dean leaves the bunker and ends up buying a house near a lake. The house needs a lot of restoration, but Dean decides to work on it, hoping that if Cas is ever brought back from the Empty, he will have a nice home to come back to, even if Dean is no longer alive.105,618Completehttps://archiveofourown.org/works/43145641Explicit
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All the Colours in DisguiseinktomiMerlin (TV)Gwen/Arthur Pendragon (Merlin)Humor , Angst , Magic Revealed , Arthur Finds Out , Arthur Always Knew , BAMF MerlinArthur knows. Arthur knows that Merlin knows that Arthur knows. They don't talk about it. (They don't need to.)3,359Completehttps://archiveofourown.org/works/646844General Audiences
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All the Colours in DisguiseinktomiMerlin (TV)Gwen/Arthur Pendragon (Merlin)Humor , Angst , Magic Revealed , Arthur Finds Out , Arthur Always Knew , BAMF MerlinArthur knows. Arthur knows that Merlin knows that Arthur knows. They don't talk about it. (They don't need to.)3,359Completehttps://archiveofourown.org/works/646844General Audiences
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All the Reasons We Are Realcharlies_secret_closet, unsatiatedunconsciousSupernaturalCastiel/Dean Winchester , Eileen Leahy/Sam Winchester , Jack Kline/Original Character(s) , Kaia Nieves/Claire Novak , Lee Webb/Dean Winchester (past) , Charlie Bradbury/Stevie (Supernatural: The Rupture)Slow Burn , Canon Divergence , Canon Universe , Mutual Pining , Pining Dean , Pining Cas , Dean Winchester Teaches Castiel to be Human , Angst , Hurt/Comfort , Emotional Hurt/Comfort , Angst and Hurt/Comfort , Fluff and Hurt/Comfort , Hurt Dean Winchester , Original Character(s) , sam the ultimate destiel shipper , Destiel Fluff , Fluff , Fluff and Angst , Fluff and Humor , Long , Castiel and Dean Winchester Behave Like a Married Couple , Sharing a Bed , very slow burn , Destiel Angst , supernatural scenes , destiel scenes , Arguing , Dean Winchester is Bad at Feelings , Abusive John Winchester , Homophobic John Winchester , Self-Worth Issues , Self-Esteem Issues , Castiel Has Self-Worth Issues (Supernatural) , Dean Winchester Has Self-Worth Issues , Human Castiel (Supernatural) , Depressed Castiel (Supernatural) , Suicidal Thoughts , Suicidal Castiel (Supernatural) , The Winchester Gospels (Supernatural) , Eventual Happy Ending , i promise it has a happy ending guys , Suicidal Dean Winchester , graphic description of violence , Violence , Blood and Injury , References to Canon , you will fucking cry i'm just telling you nowSlow burn. Much angst. Much fluff. Original Canon Universe. Season 15 fix-it-fic. WARNING: do not read in public, unless you are okay with sobbing around other people. Sam is tired of it. Tired of the staring contests and the eye-sex and the 'standing two inches apart' thing. With a little help from Rowena and Heller-Queen-Charlie, Sam becomes the matchmaker: and tries to make his ship canon. Meanwhile, Cas is hiding a secret, and Dean is hiding his feelings. Until one night, when their long-awaited happiness becomes their greatest sorrow. Written in the original canon universe, this fic uses many canon scenes from the series to show that Destiel doesn't need fanfiction to be real. It has always been there, it will always be there, and it is REAL.96,466Completehttps://archiveofourown.org/works/28574055Explicit
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All the times I (almost)Ethereal_moonglowSupernatural (TV 2005)Castiel/Dean WinchesterLove Confessions , Castiel Confesses Feelings for Dean Winchester , Dean Winchester Confesses Feelings for Castiel , Love , Memory Loss , Fluff and Angst , Angst , Angst with a Happy Ending , Angst and Feels , Fluff , Angst and Romance , Romance , Happy Ending , Castiel Loves Dean Winchester , Angel Castiel (Supernatural) , Abuse of Angel Powers (Supernatural) , Angel Powers (Supernatural) , Castiel Uses Actual Words (Supernatural) , Dean Winchester Uses Actual Words , eventually , Men of Letters Bunker (Supernatural) , Domesticity in the Men of Letters Bunker (Supernatural) , Castiel/Dean Winchester in the Men of Letters Bunker , Castiel/Dean Winchester First Kiss , First Kiss , Firsts , Castiel and Dean Winchester Need to Use Their Words , Castiel is Bad at Feelings (Supernatural) , Dean Winchester is Bad at Feelings , Dean Winchester Loves Castiel , POV Castiel (Supernatural) , Memory Magic , set in later seasons , Mutual Pining , Castiel/Dean Winchester Mutual Pining , Idiots in Love… In which Castiel confesses but he can’t bear the look of disbelief on Dean’s face (and dreads his answer too much) so he makes Dean forget. Over and over again.7,009Completehttps://archiveofourown.org/works/79442086Teen And Up Audiences
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All The Words That I Saved In My HeartBexTraSupernaturalCastiel/Dean WinchesterTime Travel , Angst , Angst with a Happy Ending , Grief/Mourning , Grieving Dean Winchester , Alcohol Abuse/Alcoholism , Unhealthy Coping Mechanisms , Widower Arc 2.0 , Happy Ending , I can't stress this enough , Supportive Sam Winchester , Amara Deserves Better , Protective Sam Winchester , Emotionally Hurt Dean Winchester , Castiel comes back , two times actuallyTime travel. That actually makes sense. It would also explain why his grace feels so weak, why his body aches so much. But Castiel can’t remember traveling through time. He wouldn’t do that without a reason, right? The Winchesters are still looking at him, waiting for an answer. “2008.”, Castiel answers and his eyes wander to Dean again, “September 2008.” Dean draws in a sharp breath. “Son of a bitch”, he hisses. --- Dean is still mourning the loss of his best friend, when something decides to drop the Castiel from 2008 right into the bunker. Now Dean is not only confronted with a pissed off angel he can barely look at, they also have to find out what brought Castiel into their timeline. And especially, what's the reason behind this?33,974Completehttps://archiveofourown.org/works/34449301Mature
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All Things ShiningAskance (doomcountry), standbymeSupernaturalCastiel/Dean Winchester , Sam Winchester/Original Female CharacterRomance , Road-trip , Original Mythology , Dubious Consent Due To Identity IssuesSomething in the world is waking up. It isn’t long before it’s brought to the attention of the Winchesters and Castiel: miracles are spreading across the country, the paranormal seems to be shrinking back on itself—and it all has something to do with the missing prayer book of a traveling preacher who died over a century ago. Dean is convinced it’s all the lead-up to another Apocalypse; Sam and Castiel aren’t so sure. Regardless, it sends them out on a less-than-typical road-trip, following the Mississippi and remnants of a very old story that seems increasingly to call to them. And along the way the trio learn much more about themselves—and the consequences and origins of love—than they’d ever have anticipated.141,906Completehttps://archiveofourown.org/works/755094Mature
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All This and Heaven TooanastielSupernaturalCastiel/Dean WinchesterPost-Season/Series 15 , Post-Canon , Canon Compliant , Post-Episode: s15e20 Carry On , Wing Kink , Castiel/Dean Winchester Wing Kink , Coming Untouched , First Kiss , First Time , Top Castiel/Bottom Dean Winchester , Idiots in Love , Anal Sex , Oral Sex , Happily Ever After (For All Eternity In Heaven Babes) , Masturbation , Grace-Soul Bonding (Supernatural) , Angelic Grace Kink (Supernatural) , POV Alternating , Dean/Cas Pinefest 2021 (Supernatural) , Mutual PiningAfter Dean arrives in Heaven, it takes him time to adjust to his new eternal home. He's surrounded by his loved ones and everything he could possible want is at his fingertips, except for Castiel. Once Castiel returns to Dean, through a series of misconceptions, the two of them sort out their feelings for each other following Castiel's love confession.27,648Completehttps://archiveofourown.org/works/30945053Explicit
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All this to say, I love youfor_your_considerationSupernatural (TV 2005)Castiel/Dean WinchesterPurgatory , Hurt Dean Winchester , POV Dean Winchester , Dean Winchester Loves Castiel , Castiel Loves Dean Winchester , Castiel/Dean Winchester Mutual Pining , Dean Winchester Says "I Love You" , Castiel and Dean Winchester Have a Profound Bond , Castiel Makes a Deal with The Shadow (Supernatural) , Castiel Confesses Feelings for Dean Winchester , Dean Winchester Confesses Feelings for Castiel , Castiel and Dean Winchester in Love , Castiel writes Dean a love letter , the bunker , The Impala (Baby) , Enochian (Supernatural) , POV Castiel (Supernatural) , Post-Canon Fix-It , Castiel is Saved from the Empty (Supernatural) , 15x03 divorce arcCas is dead. Before he left, he wrote Dean a letter. Most would call it a love letter. Cas would call it a love letter. But for Dean’s sake, it was simply a letter. From Castiel, to him. What if Cas never confessed his love for Dean in the dungeon that night? Cas is distraught when he leaves the bunker after a fight with Dean. Thanks to Sam's advice, he writes a letter that he never intends to share with its recipient. Especially not after they work things out and everything is back to the way it was, mostly. Until the Empty collects on its deal. Oh, and Dean doesn’t die. But he is struggling to carry on without Cas. Or they both pine for each other when they think there’s no hope. *Hint: there's always hope.13,565Completehttps://archiveofourown.org/works/56865793General Audiences
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All's Fair In Love And WarsobsiclesSupernaturalCastiel/Dean WinchesterJealous Dean Winchester , Sam Winchester Knows , Sam Winchester Ships Castiel/Dean Winchester , listen , Mick is not a bad guy ok , but he definitely checked Cas out , the one in which Sam wants to knock Dean and Cas' heads together , slight angst , Mostly humor and FluffIt’s there, as much as it isn't. But that’s just Dean and Cas. They are complicated and messy and always so close, yet they never have enough to get all the way. How they share a bond so strong, while being so devastatingly separated by so much, Sam will never know. *** “I must press upon you the importance of this opportunity, Castiel,” Mick says, still watching Cas intently. “And quite frankly, I'm looking forward to working closely with you.” Sam's eyes widen, and he twists around on mere reflex alone, grabbing Dean before he can launch himself at Mick. Dean slams into him, but he's too angry to be thinking clearly, so Sam manages to wrestle the gun from Dean's hands before he can do something he'd regret later. Now is not the time for caveman tendencies, nor is it the place to stake his claim. Dean lets out a real, genuine growl, face pinched in fury. God, Sam can't wait to tease him about this later.8,522Completehttps://archiveofourown.org/works/17066225Mature
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allied forcesUglyGreenJacketHeated Rivalry (TV) , Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types , Game Changers Series - Rachel ReidShane Hollander/Ilya RozanovOttawa Centaurs Find Out About Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov , Established Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov , Texting , Texting Fic , Epistolary , Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence , Fluff , Crack , Fluff and Crack , Humor , Fluff and Humor , Dumb Hockey Boys , Ottawa Centaurs (Game Changers) , Supportive Ottawa Centaurs (Game Changers) , Ottawa Centaurs Group Chat (Game Changers) , Idiots in LoveTroy: Uh, guys. Troy: I just saw something I don’t think I was supposed to see. Bood: Seriously, Barrett? Bood: I told you to be careful on those porn sites. Hazy: 👀 Troy: No! Troy: Fuck. Troy: NO. Troy: I went to the hospital to see Roz. Dykstra: Wait, didn’t he say for us to not visit? Dykstra: That he was totally fine and would be home tomorrow? Troy: Well, yeah, but I didn’t think that meant ME. Bood: I’m pretty sure that was exclusively for you. Haas: How was he? Haas: Did he look okay? Haas: Do you think he’s going to be alright? Troy: Uh, yeah. Troy: I think he’s going to be fine. Troy: Because Shane Hollander was lying in the hospital bed with him.2,977Completehttps://archiveofourown.org/works/87307481Teen And Up Audiences
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Allow One to 'See'mollrach13Merlin (TV)Merlin & Arthur Pendragon (Merlin) , Gwen & Merlin (Merlin) , Gwaine & Merlin (Merlin)Magic Revealed , Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence , Protective Arthur Pendragon (Merlin) , Protective Gwaine , Crystals , Post-Season/Series 04 , Selfless Merlin , smart merlinWhen the King is attacked in his tent on patrol and falls into an unending sleep everyone is worried. What they don't know is that Arthur is fine. In fact he is standing right here next to them, watching them all fret over his prone body. To stave off the boredom whilst a cure is found Arthur takes to wandering the castle and soon discovered a hidden side of Camelot he never knew about. Or: Arthur's soul gets trapped outside his body and takes to following his servant around. He gets an interesting insight into Merlin, his servant's life and just how much Camelot needs the man.28,398Completehttps://archiveofourown.org/works/16729350Not Rated
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Ally...? Yeah SureCaptainKitlerGame Changers Series - Rachel Reid , Heated Rivalry (TV)Shane Hollander/Ilya RozanovComing Out , very publicly btw , Social Media , Talk Shows , like I completely made up a talk show for this , Shane Hollander is unhinged , Ilya Rozanov is a Menace , Ilya Rozanov is Obsessed With Shane Hollander , Pure fluff honestly , Relationship Reveal , Hockey Players Mic'd Up on the Ice (Game Changers) , Shane Hollander Mic'd Up on the ice , Ilya TALKS , Shane cannot get a word in , Ilya tells reporters that Anya is their daughter , Shane has a stroke , metaphorically ofc , Crack Treated Seriously , but really not that seriously tbh , Ilya is sad he can't get Shane pregnant :( , Shane Hollander is mad , but that's just how he shows his loveShane is sick of this whole ally shtick, so he decides to do something about it. Cue Hayden and Jackie finding out about Ilya... The world finding out that their beloved ally is in fact a homosexual... Ilya being deemed the new face of hockey allyship... But wait! He's bisexual?! Hey why is Rozanov making dinner plans with Hollander in the middle of the game? OR Shane comes out, Ilya comes out, wait they're TOGETHER?! A multi parted continuation of my previous fic!7,706Completehttps://archiveofourown.org/works/78446301Teen And Up Audiences
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Alone and Secretly, For the Rest of His Lifefreddysteadygo (glovesandsteeringwheel)Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid , Heated Rivalry (TV)Shane Hollander/Ilya RozanovAU-gust | August Writing Challenge 2026 , Day Twenty-Eight - Bad End , Canon Divergence - Cliff Marlow | Cliff Marleau's Hit Against Shane Hollander , Character Death , Grief/Mourning , Blood and Injury , Dead Shane Hollander , Ilya Rozanov Needs A Hug , Wakes & Funerals , Secret Relationship , Hurt No Comfort , Literally no comfort , Supportive Boston Bears | Boston Raiders (Game Changers) , Oh To Be Doomed by the Rivalry Narrative , Challenge ResponseIlya had thought that happy ever afters were supposed to come after the overcoming of obstacles. This was how the world worked in fairytales and movies. Maybe he and Shane aren’t quite there yet, with the ghost of Russia outliving his father and the constant pressure of the NHL and their rivalry, but Ilya had half thought that they might have a chance. He had thought, completely, that they would have time. But when Montreal face Boston again for the first time since Ilya called Shane from Russia, Ilya is confront by the fact that he still has more to lose - and by the fact that no one will ever understand what it is that he has lost. or - Shane dies on the ice when Marlow hits him. No one knows about Ilya.14,288Completehttps://archiveofourown.org/works/91472121Mature
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Amoris RobustaourcrashdownblueSupernaturalCastiel/Dean WinchesterFluff and Smut , Awkward Sexual Situations , Fluff in the Men of Letters Bunker (Supernatural) , Castiel and Dean Winchester and Sam Winchester are Jack Kline's Parents , Idiots in Love , Grinding , Wrestling , Oral Sex , Top Castiel/Bottom Dean Winchester , Yo-Yos , Domestic Fluff , Gentle Sex , Manhandling , Season/Series 15 , Plot What Plot/Porn Without Plot , Porn with Feelings , Sub Dean , Gentle Castiel (Supernatural) , Castiel and Dean Winchester Have a Profound Bond , Getting Together , First Time , Thighs , Recliner Cuddling , Dean-cave | Fortress of Dean-a-tude (Supernatural) , Competitive Dean Winchester , Horny Dean , Competitive Castiel (Supernatural) , POV Dean Winchester , just guys being dudesA lazy night in at the bunker quickly turns from pizza to strength competitions to something Dean never expected. Or: Dean finds out that he likes being manhandled way more than he bargained for, especially when it's Cas that's holding him down.11,616Completehttps://archiveofourown.org/works/25141351Explicit
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An ASStonishing MistakethatwriterladySupernaturalCastiel/Dean WinchesterDoctor Castiel , Mechanic Dean Winchester , Worried Sam Winchester , Sex Toy Mishap , Embarrassed Dean , Concerned Castiel , Situational Humiliation , Fluff , Happy Ending , Second-Hand Embarrassment , Anal Plug , Prompt FicDean has an accident with a sex toy that lands him in the emergency room. He's embarrassed, thoroughly humiliated and to make matters even worse, he has the sexiest doctor he's ever seen in his life taking care of him. He just wishes he could crawl into a hole and die, but first, he needs the sexy doctor to correct his mistake. Doctor Castiel Novak is about the see a side of Dean Winchester that Dean never expected. Why do the fates hate him like this? Or do they?5,797Completehttps://archiveofourown.org/works/11443419Mature
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anamnesiscenotaphySupernaturalCastiel/Dean Winchester , Dean Winchester & Sam Winchester , Castiel & Sam Winchester , Eileen Leahy/Sam WinchesterSeason/Series 15 , Post-Episode: s15e19 Inherit the Earth , Fix-It , Episode: s15e19 Inherit the Earth , Episode: s15e18 Despair , Episode: s15e20 Carry On , Series Finale , finale fix-it , Chuck Shurley is God , Team Free Will (Supernatural) , Team Free Will 2.0 (Supernatural) , Canon Rewrite , this is less a finale fix-it and more a finale retcon??? , say it with me there is no 15.20 in ba sing se , Angst with a Happy Ending , Angst and Feels , Reunions , Mutual Pining , Memory Loss , Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence , Canon compliant through 15.19 , Castiel and Dean Winchester Have a Profound Bond , The Impala (Supernatural) , Road Trips , Mindfuck , Reality Bending , Happy Ending , Michael Possessing Adam Milligan , Michael RETAINS his cool redemption arc in this and does not ruin it for no good reason , Castiel and Dean Winchester in Love , 15.20 has no rights because i say soChuck is depowered, Jack is the new god, and the world is free. Dean and Sam get into the Impala and chase down the miles on an endless highway, and their story is finally, finally their own to follow. At least, that's what Dean tells himself. But the diners and motels and painted interstate lines are blurring together and the smallest details keep catching at his brain like tiny fishhooks and he can't quite shake the feeling that not everything is exactly as it should be. * Fix-it/alternate series finale. Canon-compliant through the end of 15.19.25,288Completehttps://archiveofourown.org/works/27926455General Audiences
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anamnesiscenotaphySupernaturalCastiel/Dean Winchester , Dean Winchester & Sam Winchester , Castiel & Sam Winchester , Eileen Leahy/Sam WinchesterSeason/Series 15 , Post-Episode: s15e19 Inherit the Earth , Fix-It , Episode: s15e19 Inherit the Earth , Episode: s15e18 Despair , Episode: s15e20 Carry On , Series Finale , finale fix-it , Chuck Shurley is God , Team Free Will (Supernatural) , Team Free Will 2.0 (Supernatural) , Canon Rewrite , this is less a finale fix-it and more a finale retcon??? , say it with me there is no 15.20 in ba sing se , Angst with a Happy Ending , Angst and Feels , Reunions , Mutual Pining , Memory Loss , Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence , Canon compliant through 15.19 , Castiel and Dean Winchester Have a Profound Bond , The Impala (Supernatural) , Road Trips , Mindfuck , Reality Bending , Happy Ending , Michael Possessing Adam Milligan , Michael RETAINS his cool redemption arc in this and does not ruin it for no good reason , Castiel and Dean Winchester in Love , 15.20 has no rights because i say soChuck is depowered, Jack is the new god, and the world is free. Dean and Sam get into the Impala and chase down the miles on an endless highway, and their story is finally, finally their own to follow. At least, that's what Dean tells himself. But the diners and motels and painted interstate lines are blurring together and the smallest details keep catching at his brain like tiny fishhooks and he can't quite shake the feeling that not everything is exactly as it should be. * Fix-it/alternate series finale. Canon-compliant through the end of 15.19.25,288Completehttps://archiveofourown.org/works/27926455General Audiences
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And againClaunsstarSupernaturalCastiel/Dean Winchester , Jessica Moore/Sam Winchester , Jessica Moore & Dean WinchesterTime Travel , BAMF Jessica Moore , Getting Together , Season/Series 01 , Other Additional Tags to Be Added , Alive Jessica Moore , men of letters Jessica Moore , john winchesters A+ parenting , Castiel and Dean Winchester Use Their Words , No beta we did like every person in this series (I’m kinda drunk - sorry) , Hunter Jessica Moore , Time Travel Fix-ItWhen Dean dies in that barn he thought that's it, he didn't thought he would wake up in the past. - Or in which, Dean just wants everyone happy and alive.19,676Work in progresshttps://archiveofourown.org/works/30510648Teen And Up Audiences
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and he's back (with a mind of his own)sobsiclesSupernaturalCastiel/Dean Winchester , Minor or Background Relationship(s)Castiel POV on the story prior , but you don't have to read that one to read this one , Miscommunication , Misunderstanding , Masturbation , not too terribly explicit , but still , Dean Being an Asshole , Cas loving him anyway , Cas making assumptions , Anger , Jealousy , Humor , References to Knifeplay , not detailed , just discussed , Eileen being a good friend , Claire being Cas' gay Obi-Wan , Cas is not physically edged in this fic , perhaps emotionally , more Cursed MetaphorsThe walls bleed black again, and Castiel is deposited back into the room he was snatched from in a far more undignified manner than he left it. ~~~ His face is hot when he pulls the beer away from his mouth, a rising sense of panic fluttering in his chest. He has thought these things, known them, of course, but it feels so different now because Dean will know. He is going to look at Castiel and know exactly how he feels, what he thinks. That is...distressing. Perhaps Dean will avoid it. He is very good at doing those things. When faced with something he simply doesn't want to acknowledge, that's his first method of handling the situation, and Castiel is sure that it will go this way again. He is banking on it, in fact. It will be fine. He has Jack. Sam will be here, a welcome presence and a perfect buffer. It's all going to be fine.38,219Completehttps://archiveofourown.org/works/31995655Explicit
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And how could you be no one (When you're everything to me)NostoiHeated Rivalry (TV) , Game Changers Series - Rachel ReidShane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov , Shane Hollander & Ilya RozanovAlternate Universe - Canon Divergence , Time Reset , Mutual Pining , Angst with a Happy Ending , Hurt/Comfort , Emotional Hurt/Comfort , Getting Back Together , parallel timelines , Memory Loss (Sort Of?) , Protective Ilya Rozanov , Soft Shane Hollander , Slow Burn , Self-Sabotage , Internalized Homophobia , fear of being forgotten , Identity Issues , Grief/Mourning , Grief , emotional whiplash , Fix-It (but make it existential) , Canon-Typical Hockey , All-Star Game , Hospital scene , Balcony Scene , Dementia (Parent) , Parental Death , Suicidal Ideation (mentioned) , No Major Character Death , lets all hold hands and traverse through the torture nexusAfter one reckless night, Ilya Rosanov makes a wish: that he had never been with Shane Hollander. The universe listens. (Part of a series but this is a stand alone story)22,549Completehttps://archiveofourown.org/works/79942526Mature
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and if you ask me if I love himthe_oncoming_stormageddonSupernatural (TV 2005)Castiel/Dean Winchester , Dean Winchester & Sam WinchesterGetting Together , Love Potion/Spell , First Kiss , nothing happens while dean is under the spell though , Love Confessions , Humor , Fluff , PiningA witch puts a spell on Dean so that he’ll fall obsessively in love with Castiel, until the unrequited, all-consuming love burns him up from the inside out. It takes Dean nine days before he realizes that the voice inside his head telling him to kiss Cas isn’t actually his. Title taken from "I'd Lie" by Taylor Swift3,066Completehttps://archiveofourown.org/works/53764801General Audiences
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and sun-soaked we restwearingmywingsSupernaturalCastiel/Dean Winchester , Eileen Leahy/Sam WinchesterAlternate Universe - Canon Divergence , Men of Letters Bunker (Supernatural) , Human Castiel (Supernatural) , Canon-Typical Violence , Hospitals , Post-Canon , Jack doesn't exist , Mutual Pining , Angst with a Happy Ending , Hurt/Comfort , Motel Rooms , Very brief flashback to Hell & suicidal thoughts , Supportive Sam Winchester , there's a lot of Sam in this , Saileen is endgame , a little bit of , Case Fic , Miscommunication , Idiots in Love , NOW WITH AN EPILOGUE! , Post-Canon Fix-It , Fix-It of Sorts , Fix-It , Dean/Cas Big Bang 2020 (Supernatural)When Dean gets fatally hurt on a hunt, Cas heals him and sacrifices his grace in the process, leaving him human. Navigating guilt, anger and trauma while adapting to a new status quo is causing them both to lash out at each other. With Sam trying to help them figure everything out they slowly begin to understand and trust each other again—when something happens that terrifies Dean to his very core, and makes him realize Cas might hold a different place in his heart than he thought.39,083Completehttps://archiveofourown.org/works/27162041Explicit