We Need To Talk About Hima.
Himawariin Bona, better known as MiLKY-P to some, has recently been discovered to be… quite far from a decent person. In fact, some might even say her actions are criminal, since… well, some of them, indeed, are.
This Slides-based documentation goes through the recent evidence provided by victims she has messaged through Discord DMs and servers.
Victim #1 - Catherine J. “Cathy” Watson
While not her worst action, Hima doing this is what led to Cath and I starting our investigation on her, so I felt it’d only be appropriate to start here.
At about 1 PM on 28/12/2024, Cath was messaged by Blossom, Victim #4 of this list, about something Hima had done to the members in a server she and another victim were in, which Cath promptly confronted her on. Hima proceeded to keep her up with long lines of guilt tripping messages and (as we see it) attempted manipulation, especially through mentions of a suicide plan.
�The next two slides show images from said DMs.
Cathy here, quickly taking over.
I would like to quickly discuss some of my PAST experiences with MiLKY, back in the end-of-2021-to-start-of-2022 era, before she identified as transgender and went by her real birth name online. For privacy’s sake, I will not be revealing said name.
The next five slides will discuss this history. Unfortunately, this was all done through a Discord account that I no longer have access to, so there will be no photographic evidence of any of this, but her recent actions paint a VERY clear picture that she’s a repeat offender.
I first met MiLKY through Parody Twitter. She was parodying herself and seemed to take great pride in her parody girlfriend, Kirb, who you may know from the many exposures on ParodyTWT menace Gengar Ghast.
Eventually, the two split up for unknown reasons, and she started taking a great interest in me and my OCs, specifically in Juniper Derek.
After a while, she and I started dating. She also started dating my current girlfriend, Ashe, and another partner who, at the time, was lying about their age and will not be named here as such.
MiLKY would act weird around everyone we knew, suck up to us at every chance she’d get and copy basically all of our interests, showing clear signs of obsessive attachment to all three of us. When I said I liked chubby women, she started liking chubby women. When I said I liked playing games like Splatoon, she would go out of her way to gather the money to purchase Splatoon so she could play it with me.
She was rather interested in the idea of getting me and my ocs, in particular, pregnant, even though she knew the OCs, as well as I, were trans.
She was also very controlling, setting rules and standards we all had to live by. Whenever I did something she wasn’t a fan of, she would threaten to have the entire polycule break up with me if I didn’t change.
Eventually, though, some allegations against her would be posted to Twitter, and we all decided to break things off with her.
We didn’t realise the magnitude of the allegations at first, so we allowed her to keep contacting us, albeit with a lot more caution.��When we saw that she used to publicly like child pornography on Twitter, though? That’s when we finally had enough and cut ties with her.
The story doesn’t end there, unfortunately.
It turned out the unnamed partner never cut ties with MiLKY, and had tried to get her back in contact with me under the new identity, HimaOnline.
She promised us that she’d been changing, which… blatant lie that she always pulls when she wants to worm her way back into other people’s lives, but at the time, we believed her and allowed her to enter our lives again in mid-to-late 2022.
She would stay in our lives again until early 2023, in which she’d attempt to squirm back into the ParodyTWT community in order to cause drama with them, as well as cause multiple rifts between my friend groups and I with her mass manipulation, guilt tripping, negativity and general unlikability, which led to her being cut off again.
Toward the end of the year, Blair would convince me to let her back in one last time under her current identity. A choice that, nowadays, we’re both certain we regret making.
This time, she’d remain a burden to all of us for a year straight.
That year was this year. 2024.
And now, thanks to all of the time we’ve been forced to spend managing her “depressive” and “suicidal” episodes, we have concrete proof that all of these years later, she’s still the same, unhinged menace as she was back then. Hell, I’d even say she’s even WORSE than she was back in 21-22, but that’s just my account.
And remember. This isn’t about my experiences. It’s about the experiences of ALL of MiLKY’s victims, so I’ll stop here and allow Blair to resume explaining the others’ problems with her.
Cathy out.
A Quick Message
Blair here again, regaining control.��I would just like to thank Cathy for coming in and writing about her original experiences with Hima. Hopefully, this gives more of an insight to how big of a problem this has been, and for how long.��With that being said, let us continue on with the next victim.
Victim #2 - BitsnBytes
Bits is Hima’s most recent ex-partner, and you are absolutely reading this series of screenshots correctly.��Bits was forced into doing an erotic roleplay scenario with an underaged character “for the sake of Hima’s life”.��Whilst Milla is in fact Bits’ character, he wants to make it perfectly clear that this was the result of pressure.
Victim #3 - Ben Uri
This one happened in my own server. Ben has stated the following.��“well, i'll be honest: this one is pretty small, but in the SSS, she kinda started expressing...a weird interest in ben, my elf boi. pushed my boundaries to the point of uncomfy then pulled a pity party which just weirded me out more. again, pretty minor compared to what others may have gone through, but...yeah”��Evidence is shown in the next three slides.
Victim #4 - CherryCandyBlossom
More roleplaying with minors! A statement from Blossom reads the following.��“Milky and I did roleplay together at some point. And… I stopped roleplaying with her because of how she is doing NSFW roleplaying with underage characters
In this context, my OC, Simon, is 18 years old. She wanted him to be 16 in this rp”��More info on how this occurred follows.
CherryCandyBlossom: Continued
Blossom has been kind enough to provide, in her own words, a bonus.��“I specifically told Hima in the DMs, no teenage pregnancy, none of that. And I wanted the characters to be adults ��And she did this instead”��Before you see the screenshots, I, Blair would like to personally thank Blossom. As of typing this, her getting this documentation out has resulted in an influx of evidence come in. So Blossom, if you’re reading this, thank you so much.
Victim #5 - CyzophyTacos732
Here we have more evidence provided by Blossom. It details events that took place in a Secret Santa server, amongst a group of artists that included Hima.��The images you will see in the next few slides detail Hima asking if anyone does NSFW art. Please note that the server was, in fact, full of minors.
Blossom also shared a screenshot of a DM conversation with this victim to Cath, which kicked off the investigation as mentioned earlier.
Here, they can be seen telling Blossom that they had to mediate Hima’s actions for a month, as well as the fact that Hima was making the younger members of their server very uncomfortable, even straight up telling one teen in particular to go and die.
“Here is also this, which I do not know what this meant, but it was weird…” - Blossom��Yes, that is Hima saying in all caps “YOU’RE A CHILD” alongside the clip of Steve Harvey saying “YES!! KILL!!”
Victim #6 - Maybe Mozzarella/Mozzi
Shortly after the hunt for evidence began, Mozzi released a statement in one of Cathy’s servers, stating his own stance on the situation and documenting an experience he had involving her trying to force him into a much closer, familial type of relationship, as well as her claiming she would be fine with him grooming her into silence.��The entire statement is shown in screen capture on the next slide.
Victim #7 - Asta
These next two victims were part of the server “MiLKY’s Nebula” which has since been renamed to Omnius Nebula and is now owned by Isaac/Cyber Kaiju.��Asta was another of Hima’s former partners who, in the following screenshots, claims to have been manipulated into sending Hima revealing pictures in the name for “preventing her suicide.”��But as you will see, that’s just one instance with Asta.
Victim #8 - KittyPuppy
It seems that Hima wasn’t just causing fuck ups in her personal life, but also in her musical career.��Fellow musician KittyPuppy has stated that some of Hima’s music has her name on it despite having no part in it whatsoever.��Not only that, it would also seem that Hima has outright stolen her music as shown in the following screenshots.
Her deadname is shown in every screenshot here, and thus, they have been censored. Again, we may be exposing her wrongdoings, but we’re not monsters.
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Victimless Actions
Cathy again. I’m quickly popping back in to point out a few of the weird things that MiLKY has done that DON’T directly involve any victims, which… admittedly, I turned a bit of a blind to until now.
While not as important as the stories of her victims, these things should still be documented, as they still paint a clear picture of who MiLKY really is behind the screen.
#1 - The Sona/OC
Her Sona, being described by her as a Mamehinata, has evolved slowly over the course of her stay on the internet.
Initially just being her own Mame, as seen in the bottom image, she slowly started transitioning to giving this character a more… feminine, “appealing” appearance while making sure to maintain the short, childlike stature of real Mamehinatas.
#2 - Attempted Self-Smear Campaign
One time, when MiLKY claimed to have seen graphic depictions of gun-based death from one of her college classmates, she went and started breaking connections with her friends and partners, as well as painting herself as a monster and trying to convince them to tell the broader internet that she was a child groomer and pedophile. This, of course, came out BEFORE she was actually revealed as one.
This was all done so MiLKY would “have the justification to kill herself”.
The next few slides will contain proof of these actions, given by multiple of the involved individuals.
A Silver Lining(?)
Blair here, once again.��It’s not all gloom and doom. In what looks to be a confrontation, Hima admits to her wrongdoings, claims to be giving up on everything, and is going on an indefinite hiatus. She has even gone as far as to hand over her PayPal and copyright to Isaac/Cyber Kaiju.��What does this mean for this documentation? The goal still stands. Get it out there, make sure as much people as possible see it. Should she return, we can block her out before even giving her a chance.
That’s All for Now
Considering how many people have come out with evidence against her, this seems to be far from every accusation Hima has been dealt. More slides will be added as more info arises and more victims come forth, so please check back regularly. Also, please do not harass Hima. The best thing you can do is block her, report her, and move on. Her Bluesky info shall be provided for you to do so.��Thank you for taking the time to view this and thank you to Blossom for providing recent evidence. - Blair