You've gotten this far ... You've been through more than you can even say.

I'm curious why you're not scheduling right now ... You deserve more than you've got now.

Let's take a SMALL meaningful step:
--plug in your name, email address, phone number, 'what's bothering you', and 'what's keeping you from scheduling'

I'll have my most understanding 'teddy bear' ... my best trouble-shooter ... get back to you as quickly as possible.   ... and it will be completely confidential.