Does this describe you:
"I know what is good and what is bad, but I don’t choose the good, neither do I run away from the bad. Actually, I often mix the good with the bad. At times, I wonder:
"Why do I do these 'off' things? Why can't I just embrace the identity that God has offered to me? Why don't I rather choose experiences and relationships that heal my heart? How can I have a meaningful heart-to-heart relationship with God in which I experience Him and His power and love as real? How do I wade through the clutter that is my lifestyle and mindset, to discover my purpose and identity?"
Mehhhnnn! I feel you! "I saw a problem in myself; I saw a problem in the world." That's my story. For most of my walk with God, it felt like no matter how I tried to choose the good, it was the bad that I ended up doing. I struggled with bitterness and insecurity. Fearfulness and unforgiveness defined my actions. Despite being saved, I did not feel like free from the power of sin and brokenness, and worse still, I looked around me and found that many Christians had the same struggles!
Well, the Lord has since taken me on a journey of transformation and increasing victory; that journey has brought me here; I now work with others to help them deal with 'the problem they see in themselves, and in the world'.
TEST YOURSELF. Do you also have this 'problem' that I described above? Answer these questions below (you can choose to be anonymous, if you prefer)
When I speak of “SIN” below, I am referring to anything that makes you experience any LEVEL OF DISCONNECTION FROM GOD.
When I speak of “INNER BROKENNESS”, I mean any ENDURING AND DEFINING MINDSET OR CHARACTER TRAIT that you may have as a result of your life experiences, that indicates you are NOT HEALED or WHOLE within your HEART or that you are still being DRIVEN OR COMPELLED to respond to life as a broken victim of your life experiences e.g. persistent anger, bitterness, malice, meanness, insecurity, self-righteousness, fear, lack of self-confidence, depression, unforgiveness, pride, greed, inferiority complex, superiority complex, wickedness, abusiveness, being judgmental, unloving, ashamed, rejected, unkind, disinterest in God, purposelessness, disconnectedness to God etc.
If you scored 45 or lower, it means you chose a rating of 3 or less for most statements. So when I said at the beginning:
“I saw a problem in myself; I saw a problem in the world,” I think you feel me, right? If so, know this: You may not be experiencing a 'free soul' right now, BUT YOU CAN! It is for you that God instructed me to create THE B.O.O.M WALK PROGRAM. You have a journey ahead of you - a journey to true inner freedom that will spill out of your soul and spirit and transform all areas of your life. It will even transform the lives of others because the direct result of a soul that is being transformed, is the ability to discover and walk in God's purpose for your life!
To find out more about THE B.O.O.M WALK PROGRAM, go to www.thenarrowgateway.com/theboomwalkprogram and dare to unravel the war against 'the God life' that you were created to live from your soul and spirit.