What you are experiencing is normal and understood by several other new and veteran teachers. You are going to want to read all of this survey very carefully... please!!
Teaching is a difficult challenge. Equally challenging is figuring out ways to support and assist beginning teachers as they enter the profession. Research has noted a number of developmental phases that most new teachers experience when starting a new school year at a new school site. While not every new teacher goes through this exact sequence, these phases are very useful in helping everyone involved—administrators, other support personnel, and teacher education faculty—in the process of supporting new teachers. These teachers move through several phases—from anticipation, to survival, to disillusionment, to rejuvenation, to reflection, then back to anticipation. Here’s a look: