If you are experiencing suicidal thoughts/feelings, please do not hesitate to call a suicide hotline or get other forms of professional/medical help.
A few resources in the United States are:
1-800-784-2433 (National Hopeline Network)
1-800-273-8255 (National Suicide Prevention Hotline)
1-800-799-4889 (National Suicide Prevention Hotline) - For those with hearing or speech impairment