AWARENESS DOCS ABOUT CERB'S AND MISHA'S (misha’s mostly resolved) BEHAVIOR !!
INFORMATION
Yeah I simply moved the rentries to here, since my rentries were getting deleted :3. It contains everything that was in the both rentries (.co/cerbmishcallout & .co/cerbmishawareness) !!
MISHA’S MEDIA; guestbook , github (cerb deleted everything)
Cerberus - 18, he/him | Misha - 17, they/them . DO NOT ATTACK THEM FOR ANYTHING SAID HERE. I'm spreading awareness about them to show their behavior and how it affected me AND Vinny. Will be more than delighted if you can share it <3.
20/03/2024 ; WILL ALSO SOON ADD INFO ABOUT THE HARASSER (Cerberus friend) SOON when i’ll be sure they got ip banned. (The same person who harassed me in my guestbook and world txt - all below!)
What happened? started harassing me on a public pt server, spreading lies about me which is basically illegal(?), very heavy nsfw rumors which are TOTAL LIES, and if you ever see them on pt w my github user in name, know its a 14 yr old harasser which also misgenders me for ‘she’ and has NO respect towards me :3!
some pics from the previous rentry might not show up , because I think they're unnecessary.
Sorry the doc got a little messy lol, if anything is hard to read contact me on my guestbook (go on github to contact the guestbook) or add my discord thanks
FOR ANY QUESTIONS ; yaoilogist <- is my discord!! ;3
DISCLAIMER !! most things are already resolved with Misha. I kept 2 topics about them though because I feel like behavior like that is bullshit and it shouldn’t be deleted from here. Do not attack them for anything.
DOC OWNER'S - Orpheus , with help of Vinny.
''Who are these people?'' - Cerberus WAS quite known on the safe server, and I bet any of you saw him atleast once or more, or even interacted with him. He's the type of a person to interact with strangers, no matter age. And Misha is his asocial partner which usually sits with him, yet they also talk a lot. They moved on 18+ though, so I don't think y'all will see them around often ever again on safe.
TOPICS THAT MIGHT SHOW UP IN THE RENTRY ; suicide, guilt tripping, nsfw (p-rn , sexual activities, sexualizing), harrassment
EXPLANATION
red bold text - resolved
things both of they did (mostly cerberus) ; misgendered me and vinny, sexualized hsr characters (safe serv), did nsfw jokes on a safe serv/in presence of children, cerb sent his friend at me to harass me in my gb/world txt, wished vinny to khs , made fun of vinny's personality disorder (misha side resolved), made fun of me being hypersexual (resolved), misha guilt tripping me and vinny that we are bringing cerb to suicide, cerb guilt tripping me that i'm acting all high n mighty and that i used them, misha guilt tripping vinny that i manipulated her (resolved) extra ; cerb’s friend clara - used transphobic sentences towards me, called me a freak, guilt tripped me about the previous rentry | cerb’s friend nyx - supported cerberus even without any proof when i asked them for it, they know each other fro like a week (it was less than a week then) lol
CERB'S + MISH'S NSFW JOKES
disclaimer ; I was 13 then when they made these jokes. Even though I told them i'm hypersex and I don't feel comfortable with nsfw mentioned near/around me, they still continued to do these because they only cared about their own comfort ;3 (plus they weren't tgt yet, bc they're a couple (20/03/24 - alr broke up)
SEXUALIZED HSR CHARACTERS ON SAFE SERVER (cerb + his friends)
info ; I told Cerberus it's not okay to do these especially that on this server there are kids. I told him that his nsfw jokes which he made in public + his stupid text file with mostly nsfw copy pasta from pony town are shitty and he should move to 18+ so me, anyone else and him (+ misha and their friends) would feel more comfortable. I kindly asked them once a while why won't they move on 18+ and the ONLY REASON was 'Misha is 17, he can't'.
I also told Cerberus that this shouldn't be happening on safe server, and all he replied to me 'Js lemme do my thing and you do yours'. Even though they should've moved to 18+ in the first place, because Cerb's friends (most) are also above 18+. But he didn't even want to change servers when his lover, Misha, wasn't around. And that's what makes me pissed off
Plus they moved on 18+! Finally! Yay!
CERB'S JOKES ABT VINNY, MAKING FUN OF VINNY'S PERSONALITY DISORDER
Cerbs side ; His jokes abt Vinny were only because he had hatred towards vinny because of our beef we had (which lasted 2 weeks, but now I'm on good terms with Vinny.) When I told him his jokes are unfunny, he basically started to excuse himself. Plus, the red underlined part is cerberus misgendering vinny (she uses she/they.) Also made fun of Vinny’s personality disorder, finding her memory loss somewhat absurd
'Respect is earned, not given' yes, but u earned her respect. She does deserve yours, aswell.
Misha's side ; RESOLVED , TALKED OUT .
CERBERUS MISGENDERING ME AND VINNY (+ his excuses)
The screenshots are from MY group with Cerb, me, my friend and vinny.
Cerb basically misgendered me and Vinny, blaming it on his anxiety, which is another excuse of his. I explained to him that his anxiety doesn't do anything here, and it's only his fault and he's the one to blame himself only. About misgendering Vinny, his excuse was 'I'm used to calling her a he' which is one of his bullshits he tried to excuse himself with.. It's seriously upsetting. I myself have problems with anxiety, high stress, and I am medically recognized with them + taking meds. And I never happened to forget someone's pronouns/misgender them.
Missgendering Vinny :
Missgendering me :
CERBERUS COMPARING ME TO HIS ... BROTHER
And what's the unfunniest thing? He never told me anything about it. I found out barely a few days ago about it from Vinny. And he told me that it's true himself a few days ago. I honestly feel so pissed at him till now, and I won't forgive him so easily for that, because I treated him as family and as my older brother. And I won't easily forget this.
( SS from Vinny’s convo with Misha )
CERB'S AND MISHA'S SLIGHT GUILT TRIPPING, FORCING
TO PUT IT SHORT. Me and Vinny didn't want to int with anyone unless eachother, and cerberus didn't respect my 'dniu vi' in my name, and he whispered me some shit, which made me change my name into 'do not whisp/int unless vi'. And Vinny did the same. Then Misha texted Vinny about it, asking for proof it isn't towards cerb (even though it was towards everyone/srs) because he might h-rt himself/thr-w up if we don't send him it right at the moment.
TALKED IT OUT WITH MISHA , YET CERBERUS DIDN’T DECIDE TO EVEN CONTACT US IN THIS TOPIC TO TALK IT OUT AND WHAT HE EXACTLY MEANT.
CERB'S ARGUMENT W MY FRIEND (before he apologized)
CERB'S FRIENDS HARASSMENT IN MY GUESTBOOK (+ world txt/slight tw)
20/03/2024 THEY’RE NOW HARASSING ME IN PONY TOWN PUBLICLY. THEY HID ME THOUGH SO I CAN’T SEE, DO NOT BELIEVE ANYTHING THEY SAID. I’ll add it soon.
I'm not gonna argue about what shit they wrote, because Cerberus told me why they wrote that and that they didn't pay attention to it. I argued on the previous rentry, now I won't waste time on it. But their shit they wrote is absolutely disgusting, plus it’s proof that they can't seriously read. Cerberus told me that they involved themself in the drama for no reason - because they were 'bored'. (the 2nd pic - the thing with the red ✔ is what they wrote towards me/srs.) Sadly I couldn't ss it any other way. There was a lot more when it comes to world text, if you really want it, discord singrobin add it and tell me ur github user so i'll actually send it to u ;3
MISHA'S + CERB'S GUILT TRIPPING . (tw su--ide / + manipulation)
I'm actually so pissed at them for what they did here, and I WON'T forgive them for that. They wrote that to me after I told them I don't forgive them even if they apologized (I discussed it with Vinny for 2 hours straight, we both decided to not take the rentry down + don't forgive them) And they started to do.. these. (pics below).
MY STATEMENT TO BOTH OF THEM (by copy-pasted i meant misha's apology, it was copy-pasted.)
THEIR.. BULLSHIT..
And I am gonna keep my word here!! I wanted you both to apologize, yes. Indeed. Because I deserved it, along with Vinny. But I have every right to not forgive you, because even though I took both of your apologies into consideration, I still keep the same opinion. You both did too many things that broke me mentally. And then you start guilt tripping me, accusing me of manipulation and more. I honestly wish you both were better than this.
MISHA’S GUILT TRIPPING TOWARDS ME (orph) ; TALKED OUT, RESOLVED.
OTHER THINGS W/ SCREENSHOTS
Cerb wishing death to Vinny ;3
Cerb insulting Vinny and Misha (his partner)
Cerb venting to my friend (the one from the pt argument) mostly its about that cerberus vented to me and my friend often about how misha doesnt trust him/they wont last etc etc and then continue to lie to his lover abt it LOLOLLLLL he always told me n my friend how they ‘won't last’ and then he continued to act all lovely
I HAVE MORE, BUT I THINK THEY'RE UNNECESSARY IN SOME ASPECTS. THE HSR SCREENSHOTS WEREN'T A GREAT SOURCE OF PROOF.
OTHER NO-SCREENSHOT THINGS I'VE/MY FRIENDS EXPERIENCED W THEM
Cerb copying/heavily inspiring off styles - vallon,
Cerb sending weird nsfw jokes to my friend - rowan,
Cerb using L slur - me (and i'm srs, he couldn't reclaim it and it was a long ago),
Spoiling games lore in public chat - me,
Strange/weird talks to strangers on safe server - me ^_^
So.. that's all! As I said earlier, do not attack them. + THIS GOOGLE DOC IS BASED ON .CO/CERBMISHCALLOUT AND .CO/CERBMISHAWARENESS DUE TO BOTH OF THESE GETTING DELETED.
They're on 18+ now, so you won't see them around often on safe. PLEASE SPREAD THIS LINK AROUND </3 ESPECIALLY PEOPLE WHO DIDN'T SEE THE PREVIOUS RENTRIES!!
Biggest shoutouts to my friend (gonna keep them anonim) for helping me through this <3<3<3 ilysmilysmilysm/dir AND VINNY!! <3<3<3