ZEAL AND REN ARE BOTH GUILTY
(Warning: The docs will contain a lot of swearing and insults. I also want to point out that I don't care who you support, I don't care whether you judge me in the comments or not, I just want to put an end to this situation, There will also be 18+ innuendos and disgrace, I think that's all there is to it.)
13.04.2026:
A document has appeared on the Internet (https://docs.google.com/document/d/1vcFGvjaNOkr_KtUKFoFTBuA21JZ23X5ZWMj73uKZ-Kc/edit?usp=drivesdk) and (https://docs.google.com/document/d/1AfDtieo9zw_L7VlWkJ33hkM8Nj5L8X5erQIVSy4zgac/edit?usp=sharing)
It says that Zeal is guilty, but the author who created the document changed his tune and decided that Ren was not guilty, believing her 90% of the empty words in her document. This was a stupid act, proving that you are all stupid.
That's why I'll finish this document because it's pointless.
Now:
Hello, I'm making this doc because I'm fed up with the whole Pressure and Zeal/Ren situation, and I'd like to put it to rest.
My reaction:
At first, I was shocked, then I didn't believe it. After all, I was on Ren's side, but when I looked at the doc from a different angle, I had questions and suspicions.
WHAT IS THE DOCUMENT ABOUT:
This document states that Zeal and Ren are to blame. They're both weird people, but Ren is even weirder because of this whole situation. I decided to take an interest, and here I'll find evidence that Ren agreed to this and even lied about some of the things in the document.
Also, more than 20 people worked on this document, including those who expressed their suspicions.
Who am I:
No, I'm not a defender, no, I'm not from the Zeal development team or anything like that.
I - same fan of Pressure as you, I'm a regular Pressure fan, where I've been following the game's development and the developers since its release, and reading the news.
Well, let's begin. I won't waste time or anything, just questions and facts.
Stage 1: Doc Ren.
(I'll say right away, Ren's document is huge, and 80% of the document is romantic correspondence that I don't FUCKING need.)
Here she says that this document does not want to be a drama, that this is not a story but what happened to her body.
Although on Twitter…
- You know what I don't like? She's been talking about it for three days now, even though she doesn't want to bring it up in the doc, She mentions this too much that it's already starting to become disgusting, she herself said that she doesn't want to create drama, but she herself is popularizing it, and at the same time, she is popularizing it for others, and others spread it.
Here she writes that she doesn't want Zeal to do anything to himself, but Ren, from your second Twitter it's clear that you don't regret anything at all, there's even a hint of a death sentence, you know…?
You're even glad that he got to the hospital, I can see it from the second letters.
Here she writes that her friend spread a rumor that she is a psychopath, but here in the photo, there is only her correspondence, I have never heard rumors that Ren is a psychopath or something like that, I followed and checked.
There was no mention of you, I'm serious, there's no photo of her talking about it in the general chat…
In the documents, Ren noted that she has a psychological disorder in which you become attached to a person and it is difficult to let go.
I had questions about the fact that there was no evidence in the documents.
What do I mean?
Mental disorders or diagnoses are not a joke, but a serious matter. Diagnoses and mental problems are prescribed by a psychiatrist, and there is a document about this and credibility that this person has real problems. Here she talks about this, but at the same time, she does
not show a document from a psychiatrist that she has real problems, nor credibility, nor even a word to the psychiatrist, literally, "Trust me, bro”
Let's see…
What does this mean? Ren had known Zeal for a long time, and Zeal had warned her to be careful with him, as he had little experience.
I'm not defending him, I'll explain
Let's start from the moment where she describes how he raped her
I'll say right away that I condemn this, that it's bad, but…
Interesting, huh?
First: How can we know that Ren is not lying to us? We don't see the entire conversation. We only see parts of it. Why is that? Some messages may have been taken out of context for their own good! Zeal mentioned a lot of things in his deleted video, but you don't want to take it seriously. Why do you believe Ren but not Zeal?
Ren only showed the messages that were useful to her! We all understand perfectly well that this situation is much more terrible than the others, but it is the side of the one who allegedly attacked you do not want to listen! You just believe the first facts and do not want to listen to the other side. If the zeal and raped Ren, then why did she not go to the hotel staff to tell about it and the information was passed on to the cops, and they already took action? Don't you think that she remembers everything very clearly after months or a year? Her text is like a fanfiction from some page of ficbook? We also know that Zeal slept in Ren's room after the Rape, so why did he stay? Moreover, Ren has repeatedly said that she was joking off to zeal and thinking about him.
Zeal once told her to buy a rubber if she wanted to do it again, and she replied, "Okay!". It's all strange... I wish to believe until the last that all this is not true.
Also I want to express my sympathy to zeal's mom and zeal himself. I can't imagine what they are feeling right now, I hope zeal will get better... remember - suicid is not an option, even if you think that everything is lost... once again I want to express my sympathy to zeal and his mom, I wish them the best and that they could fix zeal's reputation
One person's comment:
In general, when Ren described that night of the rape, the text seemed too detailed. People forget such events after such incidents or remember them vaguely. But the description of the night said that Zeal suddenly attacked her. The description of the night itself was written like some kind of fan fiction. After the night itself, for some reason, Ren didn't call the police or stop communicating with Zeal, in fact, she didn't stop communicating with him even after that. I understand Ren is a little afraid, but in a situation like this, you should immediately report it to the police, and we know what Zeal said, that Ren confirmed that Ren wanted it herself, even recommending lube. And there are only photos of hickeys (which could have been consensual) and screenshots from Discord.
So far, only these correspondences and statements have raised suspicions and questions.
A comment will be added here to the person who expressed his suspicion.
WANDARAX:
“Ren said we should also hold Zeal so he wouldn't commit suicide, but when that video came out, she kept quiet.
And still, after that incident, she decided to release the song she wrote on November 11th (with all the villagers), and in it, she said she was taking back all the good words. BUT…
He's starting to warm up, FUCKING CRINGE, she wants to play on pity, AND WHAT EXACTLY, AND WHY IS SHE TAKING BACK THE WORDS? WE DID NOT HEARD ZEAL INSULT HER, AND IN THE VIDEO WHERE HE REPENTED, HE EVEN WISHED HER ALL THE WELL, AND WHY THE FUCK DID SHE START TAKING BACK THE WORDS????”
And a couple more comments:
Anonymous:
“Btw, I'm really amused by how some people on Twitter are saying, "CANCEL EVERYONE WHO KNEW ABOUT REN ZEAL'S RAPE AND Kept SILENT!"
Fuck, guys, literally everyone on Ren's Discord server knew about it, but just like me, Kat, or Zerum, for example, kept quiet. But does that mean we're not going to cancel Ren's DS server members? Is that different?”
U.E.D:
“In the channel's chat, one of the members shared screenshots of comments under her video featuring a rape victim (no, not from Zeal, that wasn't even a girl). And she asked a very important question: Why didn't Ren contact the hotel staff after the rape so they could call the cops and prevent Zeal from being arrested? Especially since we know Zeal slept in her room afterward. Just go and contact them if you were truly afraid for yourself! No one will do anything to you, and Zeal wouldn't have done anything if he made such a threat. But what do we see? Ren wrote a document, and one of the screenshots showed that she didn't show the third message from Zeal. Why didn't she show it? What if Ren hid many details of the correspondence and only showed what would benefit her?
The stories differ greatly in some respects, and I'm honestly inclined to believe Zeal for now. I just want to believe he's not lying. He's a genuinely nice person to talk to, and I've told you this more than once! He's a very understanding person, who got me unbanned from the game's community server due to some stupid Google Translate blunder. He helped get John Wood banned, God forbid! He's a genuinely nice person, but no one knows it because he doesn't interact with everyone else the same way.
He's seriously such a cool person that he even congratulated you on getting 100 people on this channel :)
He could have just ignored you and not responded while he was working, but he still decided to take a minute to congratulate you.
And a real rape victim, by the way, pointed out that all the screenshots of the conversation look like simple flirting. And it really does look that way! They literally corresponded like pubescent schoolchildren from the CIS. I can give you this analogy, because if you search the internet for text messages like these from schoolchildren, it'll be exactly the same level of cringe as these two.
And here's another thing to sow a seed of doubt in your mind about the veracity of Ren's side: She fucking wrote repeatedly that she jerked off to him and thought about him during those moments. And in the doc, Zeal supposedly wrote that Ren should buy condoms next time so she could do it again, to which she said, "Okay."
I'm deliberately sowing doubt in your mind about Ren's side so you'll try to look at both sides at once. And not blindly believe only one side.
What if Ren, taking advantage of the fact that she suffers from mental illness and knows about it better than us, is simply trying to ruin Zeal's life out of a personal grudge? Mentally ill people are quite capable of such things.”
Gavril:
Well, I spent a long time digesting, rewatching, and examining all of this and came to the conclusion that we were all just being incredibly stupid while blindly believing the first piece of information, as everyone usually does, only giving in to Twitter.
This whole Pressure thing isn't about pressuring people at all, but a complete mess where no one is right, only two broken people who destroyed each other, each in their own way.
At first, it all looked like a typical cancellation: Ren was an innocent victim, and Zeal was an evil, manipulative maniac who committed violence at a fucking huge conference and then mocked her (after all, sticking your fingers in someone's mouth until they vomit and then mocking them about creating a Google Doc is really funny).
The doc had everything: about the violence, the suicide attempt, and how he ignored her (which is strange, because initially he communicated with her a little better than later). (...what happened)
But the further we delve into it, the more we realize the picture doesn't quite add up.
Every coin has another side, and here the document simply kept silent.
If you believe Zeal's video, which he released in honor of this whole situation and which he later deleted (or which one of his relatives did), then it was simply the first sexual experience of a very awkward and nerdy 22-year-old who never knew how to talk to girls (after all, sending funny rabbits throughout the conversation and saying two words a week is not like writing poetry and giving flowers).
He's not a rapist, he simply couldn't handle the social pressure, ran away from the hotel and the situation, presumably because he was ashamed of his awkwardness and avoided contact out of sheer embarrassment (let me remind you that he was very shy at the performance, because, according to him, his performance wasn't very good).
And all this high-school-level flirting in the messages that everyone is obsessed with, We laughed, and now it makes sense - it wasn't an attempt to manipulate, but a stupid attempt by two people to somehow establish contact while being extremely inadequate.
Speaking of Ren's BPD, this is her most brutal argument in this entire story.
Because of her illness, she could turn ordinary awkwardness into a catastrophe, because for her, any ignoring or fear of abandonment is the end of the world (again confirming her extreme puberty).
She blabbed their secret to a bunch of people and violated his request for confidentiality, and then when he started avoiding her because of it, which is obvious, by the way, she dumped all this hell on him in the form of a document.
As a result, we have the tragedy of two mentally ill people who clashed.
Zeal is trying to justify himself, and he's also in the hospital (according to his words in the video), and he's terrified, and his team and friends simply acted like complete idiots without understanding, acting like a Twitter dumper, abandoning him at a difficult moment, as soon as, They smelled trouble and decided to save their reputations.
This isn't a scandal for the sake of hype, but a real destruction of lives, albeit moral (and financial), where one person could end up in a hospital or even worse, and the other could forever remain a prisoner of their trauma and distorted perception of reality.
But again, I want to remind you that we haven't seen any documents or certificates officially confirming Ren's mental disorder or her BPD, and we don't know exactly what happened in the room, so it's impossible to prove anything 100%, but I'd like to know about Ren's certificates.
I haven't personally spoken to Zeal and can't say whether he's a good guy or not, but rumor has it he's a pretty cool guy who's responsible for his words and seems to behave normally, while according to all the screenshots, Ren-TV acts like a 12-year-old girl trying to spam something like "aryshfvrsli" and impose herself like a pikmi girl, but a change in speech is also possible, don't take anything at face value because everything here is much more complicated and much dirtier than it seems at first glance.
And only having very, very good evidence of everything, for example, about COMPLETE correspondence without redactions from both victims, or at least a certificate of mental disorder in Ren, would have made the situation a little better.
I even told my family members about this situation, and you know, it was worth it.
We all know that there are many scammers and scammers in the world, and there have been many examples:
A woman finds some guy, pesters him, they go either to his home or to his room, they drink a little (mostly), and all sorts of hanky-panky happen, and then the next morning the woman says, "Either marry me or pay, otherwise I'll go to court and say you raped me."
This situation is even somewhat similar, but nevertheless, I think I explained it clearly, at least as it was explained to me.
This comment was made to help clarify the whole truth of this incident, or at least to uncover new ones. facts”
It would be better if these individuals took off their pants than shit in them with such statements.
The most her mother said to her was something special, and even then it was just news that the case was going to court.
Here, she claimed she didn't know how to file a lawsuit (the person is 22 years old), and then pretended to be a very strong woman who knew her rights.
This is further evidence that she behaves like a child.
And I also don't know how she's even planning to fight this case in court. She doesn't have a hospital discharge documenting the actual rape, she doesn't have any CCTV footage (it was probably deleted long ago), and there are literally no signs of violence on her body (except for two hickeys in the photo, which have long since faded, as Ren doesn't have any in her recent photos). Zeal definitely didn't beat her, otherwise she would have included that in the document. But I honestly don't know what signs of sexual assault there would be. I'm not a forensic scientist to know, and unfortunately, I don't know anyone who would.
Stage 2: Video Zeal
Waring: I condemn everything he did, he admitted it himself, but he also has shortcomings.
Zeal can also lie about a lot of things in the video, but this is not certain after everything I found with other people, so I say that this information is not 100% and not accurate, so read this step without 100% trust
Let's begin:
Zeal mentioned that this was his first intimate. It is clear from the correspondence that Ren is criticizing their first intimate encounter, while he is apologizing.
Zeal frequently mentioned in the video that everything that happened was the consent of both parties, and one correspondence from stage 1 was confirmed, as well as a comment from one participant who helped me prepare the document and also shared the correspondence from stage 1
Comments from Anonymous:
“It's clear here that REN is flirting with Zeal, and my guess is that she simply wants to ruin everything he's done all these years.
She's also ruined Zeal's psyche, since he's now in the hospital due to suicide.
Also...
Let's remember the document on the Grace developers, or more precisely, Simon the Girl.
It described her as being accused of homophobia and racism.
(We condemn and do not support all of this.)
I don't argue, it was too much.
But no one noticed one thing.
After a week of sending this document, the accusations against Zeal started coming.
THAT SAYS NOTHING TO YOU.
This could be a deliberate setup to shut down Pressure.
WHAT NEXT ON THE LIST, GOD FORBID?
DOORS?
That's all.“
Yes, Grace will also get stuck, but yes, there is a suspicion, but for now I think it’s a coincidence. His first words are clear from the screenshots, and it also confirms Zeal’s words.
Zeal says he learned Ren told SIX people about their intimate encounter after he specifically asked her not to.
Although if she made a document where she described all the intimate moments, then they will figure it out themselves
She seized the moment of her popularity craze, the moment when everyone would listen to her.
And who wouldn't listen to an ordinary, unhappy girl who's DEFINITELY innocent? She's 160+, 60 kg, cute, and all she ever did was make music for a Roblox game for kids to play.
There was no way she could have harassed Zeal, saying, let me remind you!!, that she jerked off to him, that she thought only of him, that she LIVED FOR HIM, that she dreamed only of him.
So what's the real problem with being a victim? Ren got what she wanted, slept with whoever she wanted.
Wasn't that enough for her? Maybe, maybe she didn't like that the first time was crap, but it was with someone she liked.
But that wasn't enough, and she decided to go all the way. Since she didn't like it, "So I'll wait 7-8 months until things get better for Zeal, like when I'm going to fuck, and all the attention will be on me. But in the meantime, I'll tweet that I'm sick of all the attention!”
Zeal is immediately portrayed as a malicious, manipulative scumbag, even though Ren actively encouraged all his actions. Even in her story, when Zeal allegedly committed sexual assault, every time Ren asked Zeal to stop, he did. Then Ren backed off and encouraged Zeal to continue, which is later portrayed as Zeal's attempt to "make her feel bad for stopping"?
I don't want to judge here, and that's not my goal. I just feel like everyone, after seeing Ren accuse Zeal of sexual assault, immediately jumped on the bandwagon and started calling for Zeal to commit suicide. Come on, guys, we're better than that! (Sarcasm)
I just want to shed light on this situation to show that Ren is by no means completely innocent or wrong, and neither is Zeal. Zeal really did end up in the hospital because of this, and that's something we should all pay attention to, regardless of what we think of him now.
Zeal's Count - Zeal also acts like a child, instead of sending a response like a normal adult (He even wrote in Discord that he was making a document about where he would show the entire correspondence in general), but everyone left him, he did not continue, although it would be better if he continued and finished, because I have a theory that there could have been all the correspondence, and not the one that Ren cut and deleted unnecessary messages
Although we missed a big chance, because if he had dropped more details, there would have been a lot of things that turn Ren’s words upside down.
Ren, you said in the documents that you didn't want Zeal to commit suicide or something like that, but in your Twitter you were even happy about it, now he's in the hospital and now Zeal's mother wants to sue you.
What I'm thinking about this:
Zeal and Ren, you acted stupidly, bro. You're 20 years old, you're not kids. Ren, you could have gone to the police to sort this out, or followed Zeal's mother's example, who went to court. You could have gone to court and sued Zeal for rape, but no, you acted like a child and decided to kill him, right? You're no better. Now is the time when you can fake correspondence using A.I., and you can Photoshop out unnecessary details and leave the screaming correspondence and hide the rest. I really want Zeal to post the response document, because I really wanted him to show the full correspondence like he wanted, but now he's in the hospital because of YOU, REN. You don't really care, and neither does he.
Also to Zeal - You're a child, you could have posted more details where there could have been more evidence, but you just took a video where you just whined into the camera, that's not great, you're 24 years old, but you also acted like a child.
Also for Ren - I'll repeat again that you acted like a little child and not like a 22 year old adult. You could have easily gone to the police or to court, but no, you specifically wanted to destroy him, Ren, you're no better, you immediately got yourself a couple of articles, and don't even try to justify that he's a rapist, you might as well lie because in the documents, besides the cut-out correspondence that you cut and seemingly hid so the public could see, you got yourself more articles than Zeal himself, you also included your brother's comment (although I'm not even sure that it was his brother's comment because nothing is visible there except the text, and you could have just written it).
Also for the fans - You're so stupid, you believed a 200-page document that doesn't have any evidence from a gynecologist, police, or court, or even easily forged correspondence? You idiots.
A huge thank for:
I will hide them and call them by their lower.
Thanks to TiTanckik for providing her comment and a couple of screenshots with her thoughts.
Thanks to Orange for discussing all this in pm discord
Thanks to other people who participated in this, they helped and shared their suspicions.
And a huge thank to one anonymous person who helped find people for help and expressing their suspicions and evidence
Thanks also to Gavril for re-watching every documentary and stream and expressing his suspicions in certain areas.