Speaking About My Harassment
This document will be my final statement and my final demands. Cyberstalking and harassment is illegal. This includes Australia, Mellow’s home country.
Do not harass anyone Mellow has worked for or worked with. They are not Mellow and do not deserve harassment or hate. This is about Mellow and Mellow alone.
A content warning for topics of stalking, harassment, ableism, racism, and exposing minors to fetishistic gore materials, sexual images, and harassing minors.
Note: due to the severity of the topics, I will be starting with the most important ones, which is exposing minors to fetish materials, then we will move to racism, and then to the more mild topics. Many of the receipts will be provided in separate links.
UPDATE: MELLOW WAS LYING ABOUT HER AGE UP UNTIL RECENTLY SHE IS CURRENTLY AN 18-YEAR-OLD AND HER BEHAVIOR HAS NOT CHANGED AND SHE IS STILL ACTIVELY HARASSING MINORS.
MELLOW AND CHILDREN
Most of the offending materials have been removed, though a few still remain public on her pages. This, however, does not change the fact that Mellow has still interacted with this minor and drawn this material. The OCs used are Friedrich Junjingl Marchosias (who belongs to Mellow, age 23) and Bob Dubois (Who belongs to Mellifluous, who was 14 when he met Mellow, and is currently 15).
You can view an archive of the artwork here. Some of these pieces are still public.
CW: contains sexual undertones, blood, & trypophobia
Not every image here is inherently sexual, such as the art of Friedrich taking care of Dubois after he purposefully made him sick to take care of him and the meme art referencing the whole “We need to kill this guy” art trend. Those images are only included to show proof of her shipping their OCs and continuously drawing them together. All images were available through Mellifluous and Mellow’s Toyhouse pages. You can see this video proving the existence of all the images. I also have these links for reference. Though some of these links may be dead, it proves that they did exist at one point.
This isn’t me just saying “Oh, Friedrich has big boobs, therefore it is sexual!!” No, this is in fact softcore porn drawn for a 15 year old, involving that child’s character. In what world is it ever okay for a 23 year old to draw shipping art between their OC and a 15 year old’s OC, especially artwork that includes the characters blushing, sweating, drooling, panting, and biting?
If Mellow is drawing these kinds of things for a child, then that implies that these topics are normal in their “friendship”. There is a possibility that Mellow has regular conversations with minors, or at least this minor in particular, that may be inappropriate given their age difference.
Even the act of sharing and creating this artwork for the minor normalizes inappropriate discussions and unhealthy relationships: it makes the kid think that talking to adults in this way, that sharing and creating content of this nature with adults, is normal.
In fact, it did! Based on Mellow’s own statements, Mellifluous genuinely thought he was friends with Mellow, and therefore saw this as a normal act of friendship. You can see that here, where Mellow blames Mellifluous for the inappropriate artwork that she created for him, because “he was always overestimating the closeness between us” and “he thinks we’re friends… we’re not”. This also implies that their “friendship” was unhealthy and one-sided, if the suggestive art wasn’t bad enough.
Mellow has tried to defend this artwork several times by saying it’s not sexual, however she knew it was wrong as she withheld information of this artwork and her “friendship” with this minor from her current and former friends. Some of her friends made the decision to cut Mellow off because of her stalking, harassment, and sexual artwork, along with other personal matters.
You can see Mellow try to claim the art isn’t sexual here.
Due to the sensitive nature of the conversation and the fact a child was involved, my friends and I were very angry during this interaction, so we may come across as aggressive. Some of the conversation hops a bit, but I can provide the full conversation where needed.
The conversation led us to her eroguro game, “Where He is King”, when we falsely attributed this comment to Mellifluous.
Even though this was not Mellifluous specifically, there is an issue with this as many of Mellow’s fans are minors, and she did not bother to stop or tell this kid a simple “no” to playing her game. Though, it doesn’t seem to matter because the kid already played her game anyways.
Although this specific comment was not Mellifluous, I have evidence Mellifluous in fact played her game too, and Mellow is aware of this fact. This has been shown on the kid’s TikTok’s, here’s links to these (including archives).
First time playing the game (Archive) (Screenshot)
Favorite ending (Archive) (Screenshot)
This TikTok in particular has a screenshot from the game printed out, and was posted by Mellifluous. A screenshot of this TikTok had been posted to fart2009realpissforever, an Instagram account that is owned/managed by Mellow along with seven other people (and had been used to harass others, including minors)
Mellow has been warned by people, including her own friends, about her sexual artwork many times. Allegedly, one told her to outright stop posting artwork of Friedrich on Tumblr because a big majority of her fans are minors. She has only just now decided to make an 18+ account on Tumblr and Instagram after being cut off by one of her friends.
However, it is a bit too late as she’s posted several suggestive and downright fetishistic images to her accounts, most of which have not had proper warnings until recently. To give her some credit, she’s been marking them with community warnings, but I think she should really move those pictures to her 18+ accounts instead.
Here’s a couple examples of art that still don’t have warnings.
Most of the sexual artwork are of stolen (or “repurposed”) GHOST characters, which goes against GHOST’s guidelines (here). We will come back to the stolen characters soon.
One of those “repurposed” characters is Rashid, who was a YOHIOloid design GHOST made for a canceled project. I am bringing him up because of the themes of grooming with her story as Rashid knew Friedrich before he was an adult. While Mellow claims he only knew a “myth” or idealized version of Friedrich as the deity of his cult, the implications are still there.
Friedrich and Rashid have a very sexual relationship as adults (warning for sexual torture), so Rashid knowing Friedrich as a child makes this incredibly uncomfortable.
Mellow draws Friedrich with children a lot (considering he’s the Pied Piper) but with how sexual she makes him the whole thing with him being associated with kids is really weird. Especially when some of the art of the kids (who were turned into demons) are drawn naked. While not drawn in a sexual way and they have no parts shown, it’s so unsettling to draw these kids naked. There is literally no reason for doing that, the demon kids do not need to be naked at all.
These demon kids feature in her eroguro murdersim game “Where He is King”, where they are present for a lot of the very sexual torture scenes and at one point are asked to strip the MC naked. You can watch one of the endings here (I circle the demon children with my mouse).
I know Mellow will see this and will try saying the game isn’t sexual, which it blatantly is, she even updated it to be 18+ when originally it was 15+ and it says there’s sexual content in the game in the warnings, or she will try to call it a vent game, despite her never publicly ever saying that, never advertising it as such as she’s only advertised it as semi romantic on her Tumblr and calls it a murdersim. She’s resorted to calling it a vent game to worm her way out of responsibility for saying it’s okay for children to play because if it’s a vent game then it’s suddenly not sexual.
On Mellow’s shared account fart2009realpissforever, they impersonated and harassed 15 year old vocal synth producer, Ecliptic-P.
Mellow had been repeatedly stalking and publicly harassing this 15 year old, both in private discord servers and on this Instagram account. To my knowledge, this started when he was 14.
It first started due to Ecliptic being uncomfortable with being shown ball fetish memes of Vane’s character, James Vela. Mellow proceeded to belittle and make fun of Ecliptic for this, even making ball fetish memes of Ecliptic’s persona despite knowing he is 15 years old.
In what world is it okay to make fetish memes of somebody, without their consent, ever okay? Let alone one of a child? Mellow has taken down most of the posts making fun of Ecliptic on pissforever, but it still doesn’t change the fact she was actively stalking and harassing a 14-15 year old. Harassing a 14-15 year old and trying to defend it too! (At the end of the screenshots there’s the whole cattle racism situation we will come back to this later)
I have asked Ecliptic to speak about his experience with all this and you can read that here.
You can also see her sexualizing Arc and Say. It’s mostly old art, but it’s so weird she has a history of doing this to characters who are 14-15. She does use the whole “aged up” excuse a lot and that they’re 18+, but the original characters were not that age especially since she almost always specifies that they are Arc and Say from the 2014 version of the song.
Mellow and her friends claiming I spread CSAM when I was spreading evidence of MELLOW MAKING IT IN THE FIRST PLACE!
MELLOW AND THE HISTORY OF RACISM
Mellow has a history of racism with redesigning characters from POC creators in Team 6x111 and even now with her stealing my character designs. She also has a history with antisemitism. First, let’s start with the redesigns from Team 6x111. This situation has been talked about to death, but it is the best example of her racism. She’s tried worming her way out of this with ignorance, which may be true… but at the end of the day, racism is racism.
Why are they racist? Well first, James is native (Mexican) and Sarai is Bengali. She erased James’ race and ethnicity, and made him black instead. She also mystified both him and Sarai.
She has, on record, said James and Sarai are ugly, which is why she redesigned them.
She darkened their skin tones when she redesigned them which means part of the issue to her was their ethnic features that their POC creators picked for them.
Now, with the Tamari redesign. Tamari is Iraqi, something that isn’t represented within a lot of media. The redesign Mellow did is supposed to look like a doll with yarn hair like what she does with Banana Slamma from the song Dysphoria. But she’s drawn the yarn hair completely different from Banana, making it look like dreadlocks instead, and with how she made James, a native, black and erased his ethnicity to make him “better”, I don’t doubt something similar would have happened here. Especially since she’s whitewashed tamari before.
She also has a history with antisemitic designs with Friedrich originally having a hook nose, which she drew like the happy merchant, combined with the stereotypes of blood libel.
While she has changed this, she was asked to stop drawing the nose like “an arrow” as she described it as it circled back to antisemitism, which she has completely ignored.
She hasn’t particularly bothered to try learning how to draw hook noses either as evident by her newer character, Ramona Patterson.
This brings us back to the racist thing from the part with Ecliptic as Ramona and Rashid are her only brown characters which she called “cattle” and “livestock’.
She’s recently updated it to be “sacrificial lambs”, as if that’s any better than calling them “cattle” and “livestock”. It’s so easy to just not refer to your POC characters as food or as animals, especially during the current world events going on right now. Calling your brown characters this is very gross.
She also constantly draws Rashid being torn apart by her white German character, Friedrich, which leaves a bad taste in a lot of people’s mouths, not just mine.
Now here’s my own experience with her whitewashing and redesigning my own OC. I will go more in depth about her stealing from me later. For now let’s just focus on this.
Davey Garreth is Edward Van Blood, just poorly redesigned and being claimed as an original character. I will go more in depth with this later. My character, Edward Van Blood, is Mexican and very obviously not white. With her history erasing ethnic features from characters, especially Mexican ones, this does not surprise me that she did this to me. Erasing ethnic features and claiming my designs as your own is also against my UTAU’s TOS to specifically avoid racist things like this from happening. (Update in the Davey and Teardrop section later in the doc)
One last thing, this was posted to pissforever.
I literally am at a loss for words. How is this supposed to be funny? What excuse will she have for this, who knows? If she didn’t post it, she still is associated with people who did post it. If she really doesn’t excuse this type of behavior, she needs to find who posted this and cast them out from her group. Ohh black people with arabic text so funny!!!!!! Shut the fuck up. You are a white woman.
Here’s evidence of Mellow claiming I’m the one who is racist for being weirded out by her only making black characters super monstrous.
I was told not to share this, but at this poin,t since they won't sto,p I’m gonna make this public, but Mellow has said on record she wants me and all of my friends to die.
MELLOW, MOMOTAN, THE TAMARI GORE ART, AND THE PARODIES
So, a while ago Mellow drew gore art of the Team 6x111 character, Tamari after spiraling about his character. She claims it’s unrelated but it’s very obviously connected. She also snuck the art into the music video for Eternity Ward without angelbrained’s consent. This has been talked about to death, but, I bring it up to talk about my parodies of the gore art and of Momotan.
So, What is a parody?
“A parody is a creative work designed to imitate, comment on, and/or mock its subject by means of satirical or ironic imitation. Often its subject is an original work or some aspect of it, but a parody can also be about a real-life person, event, or movement.” - Wikipedia.
“a literary or musical work in which the style of an author or work is closely imitated for comic effect or in ridicule” - Merriam-Webster
“an imitation of the style of a particular writer, artist, or genre with deliberate exaggeration for comic effect.” “produce a humorously exaggerated imitation of (a writer, artist, or genre).” - Oxford Languages/Google
Now, with this knowledge, this is clearly a joke. Like, we can all look and see how this is clearly ironic, right? But, even to this day she uses this parody as evidence I stole from her. (We will come back to these dms)
Peach-Chan as she originally was called, was a parody of Momotan. I never used Momo herself as inspiration for Peach’s design though. As to try to make her a bit more removed and not fall into plagiarism as all good parodies do. This was very very ironic and lighthearted from the start. I made Peach to comfort my friends after seeing the Tamari gore art (Mellow has tried claiming it was because I was the one upset by the Tamari gore art which is a blatant lie) or because they were hurt by Mellow in the past. It was to demystify the big scary thing/poke fun at the absurdity of Momotan and Mellow’s behavior. My gore art is a commentary of Mellow’s overly stupid edgy behavior and how she acts like a child on DeviantArt drawing gore art of another kid’s oc as a threat. Which my original intent for this parody still works, even stronger than ever too, as she’s claiming this to be hate art now just like children on DeviantArt.
Peach was just a joke until I grew an attachment for her, so, I revised an old story I made as a kid to work with her. Then, all hell broke loose. Mellow began stalking and harassing me over having a slightly similar oc to her. You can read all about that in my old google docs on her though they’re poorly written. Here’s a cut down version that just focuses on Peach.
Mellow loves to claim I made Peach with malicious intent when she was always in jest and made from a place of comfort.
One other thing about all this is, I have redesigned Peach and her new name is Poppy. I am willing to give Peach (Poppy’s original iteration) away if it means I can have my stolen designs back.
UPDATE: I HAVE SINCE TAKEN POPPY DOWN, THE STORY SHE CAME FROM, AND I PLAN TO REVAMP HER ENTIRELY AGAIN! BECAUSE THESE PEOPLE NEVER STOP!
Speaking of that…
MELLOW, DAVEY GARRETH, AND TEARDROP CROWNJEWEL
So, Mellow a while back, stole my UTAU design for Jules Stoker. Originally we agreed on redesigning the characters, but after seeing Davey, I am reconsidering her redesign for Teardrop. She mostly did this to spite me, though her claim is that she was “subconsciously inspired”, but inspired nonetheless as she completely ripped off my design and then proceeded to say I am obsessed with my own OCs instead of taking responsibility for her plagiarism. She doesn’t even use Teardrop Crownjewel or Teardrop Highcrown. So his entire purpose is purely to spite me.
After our first conversation we agreed to redesign our characters. While Poppy became totally unrecognizable, Mellow was lazy with Teardrop’s redesign. Honestly, looking back, the redesign looks even more like Jules Stoker than before.
As for Davey Garreth, he’s just a whitewashed, pirate version of Edward Van Blood.
They share similar color palettes, long hair and fringe covering the same eye, tricorn hat, similar facial structure, similar buff build, buckles on the boots, puffy pants, and trench coats. Now, you can use these things without the character totally ripping off another character, but it’s so obvious what she’s doing here because she’s done it to me before.
All these things put together, it’s very obvious what she’s doing here. She’s still furious about Peach and my general existence for daring to criticize her, so she decided to steal Edward too.
I sure as hell don’t consent to Edward being used in her racist Ghost and Pals fanfiction story, “Mundus Iumentorum”. Especially since this goes against my UTAU’s TOS considering the racist redesign. If you want to see her stealing more OCs you can view this doc here, view this folder, and this folder. An update Davey was created around 2020. His redesign is still clearly ripping off Edward. You can view the old, new, and Edward’s designs here.
She yells to the high heavens she doesn’t redesign characters anymore but she absolutely still does, she just calls those redesigns original characters now.
Here’s a full documentation of all the stolen designs: Here
She also made a shotacon succubus demon oc out of Jules Stoker’s old design but they tried deflecting this by saying I was making headcanons about the design and weird shit like that.
Mellow also drew sexual art of my oc Edward (but of course her stolen design) and of Friedrich: Evidence (18+ warning)
MELLOW AND PERFECT LITTLE DEVIL
The TL;DR for this is she wrote this song about me. It’s laughably about me. There’s details from our conversations in the lyrics of the song. Though, she claims it’s based on GHOST and the character is supposed to be similar to Tamari? But at the same time, it’s not supposed to be about anyone? But she specifically points out Ghost being the inspiration? It’s a lot of contradictions where I feel she was trying very hard to cover her tracks.
(Please note that the person who tuned and rendered the vocals for Perfect Little Devil was unaware of this, has apologized, and no longer supports Mellow or the song)
You can see here the character hardly resembles tamari and looks even more like my persona’s design.
You can also see here that she was even drawing the art in my art style. Though I don’t entirely care about that, you can’t steal an art style, I’m just mentioning it to show how spiteful she is.
Despite wishes from the tuner and from me, Mellow doubled down and has put Perfect Little Devil on streaming services:
https://www.amazon.com/gp/product/B0D7SRHV76?tag=vocvocdat-20 https://www.deezer.com/en/album/605820442 https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/mellowbile/shattered-beginnings https://music.apple.com/us/album/shattered-beginnings/1753595045 https://open.spotify.com/album/1cLMSmNEU9KVpfd1UT80Vs
MELLOW AND ABLEISM
Mellow throughout the entire situation has been incredibly ableist toward me. Calling me delusional, insane, crazy, saying I need to go to a hospital as a threat. Everything under the sun you can really think of. Whenever Mellow is losing an argument she resorts to this sort of thing. She has been using Scott’s messages to publicly mock and harass me on her shared account.
You can also see here on the pissforever account of her making fun of me using the whole “deep psychological torment” thing as a joke and this is what she’s been running with on the pissforever account and everywhere else to make fun of me. The profile picture is also the fake Ghost and Pals doxx, which is also incredibly creepy.
Here’s some video evidence for her making fun of me too.
I wanna ask in all seriousness, does any of this stuff shown here in this section look like somebody who’s actually the victim in all of this? Like if this really was just to drag her name through the mud instead of bringing attention to her dangerous behavior, I don’t think making fun of the other party particularly makes her look good.
If she actually believes I am delusional, how would making fun of me make me wanna change? Most of her arguments just resort to calling me insane and delusional. As somebody who’s mentally ill, it’s been tearing me apart because I can see her hurting people and hurting me but I have had doubts on any of this because of her gaslighting.
Mellow has not stopped, and here’s a more recent example of her and her friends using the r slur and bullying Riproducer and Vanelily with a joke song about her: Evidence
Here is more evidence of her and her friends posting about me and my singing as well: Evidence
Mellow’s friends claiming actually I’m a weirdo for drawing suggestive art of adult men.
Mellow’s friends making fun of me “taking everything too literal” knowing full well I am autistic
MELLOW MADE A RAPE FETISH COMIC
Mellow has also made a gross rape fetish comic of a character she actively advertises as her “Sexyman”: Evidence (18+ Warning)
Her friends have already made an argument against this on another topic very similar to this by saying it’s fine because he’s fictional, when I was saying Friedrich is a pedophile.
Also Mellow thinks rape is only penitration!
MY AFTERWARD AND FINAL DEMANDS (Sort of out of date because she never changed)
When I first made my parodies, I never expected things to turn into a situation like this. I thought it would just be a good laugh between friends and not a several-month-long stalking situation. I’m a small artist, I don’t have the same amount of reach as her because she’s gotten popularity from piggybacking other artists. I never expected to find out Mellow was drawing sexual artwork for a 15-year-old or was harassing a 14-15-year-old small Vocaloid producer. I just hope this is truly the end. I hope people finally listen to me about how Mellow has been hurting me and other people. I have no idea how she’s going to react to this or how she can defend herself for drawing such materials for a child. She will twist and turn my words and do more gaslighting, maybe say I’m using her as a scapegoat again (even though I have no idea who she’s a scapegoat for???). I have seen some changes with her finally making those 18+ accounts, but there are far more things that need to be done. Like her blatant plagiarism of others' OCs or with her stalking other people and putting them in danger. I hope all the people she’s hurt are able to heal.
My demands are as follows:
1. Admit to your faults and publicly apologize to everyone since you have been doing this very publicly. Apologize privately to the people you’ve hurt behind their backs. Apologize to the kid you drew that art for. Go to therapy for this as well. (Saying this genuinely, in a place of worry. Paraphilias can be symptoms that show up before psychotic episodes and meltdowns.)
2. Stop harassing and stalking people, especially kids. You’re an adult. You are 23 years old. You are not a child anymore, you need to start acting as such. I’m not being unreasonable here since we are both adults with autism. You need to start acting like an adult. You can’t say you aren’t stalking me or other people because our accounts are public. I had you blocked for a reason, they don’t want to be associated with you for a reason. Respect that.
3. Stop using or totally start from scratch all of the blatantly stolen Ghost and Pals characters; you have not stopped redesigning; you just started calling them OCs to try getting away with using characters without permission. I know you can do it based on how far removed Mayzee looks from her inspiration. This and several other things you have done goes against the FAQ on Ghost’s website and the wishes of members of Team 6x111. Your obsessive behavior and hatred toward Ghost, Team 6x111, and their characters is not healthy. You have, on record, said Tamari made you spiral, that is not a normal reaction an adult your age has over a fictional character. Using Ghost’s OCs against their wishes of them and their friends hurts everyone, including you. Just make your own characters instead of desperately trying to use Ghost’s. It does not matter if they weren’t used or their story is private. It does not give you the copyright or ownership over those characters.
4. I will give you my original iteration for Peach. Sure, she’s a parody, she’s a joke. But if you are actually this insecure about her, I’ll give her over… but only if I can have Davey and Teardrop’s designs and you totally redesign them from scratch without any inspiration, intentional or not, from me. Poppy at this point, is so far removed from Momotan, who she was a parody of, in comparison to your characters, Teardrop and Davey, it would be redundant. She doesn’t look like Momotan anymore.
5. Redesign the demon from Perfect Little Devil or take the song down. The character is far too similar to my persona for comfort. It could be as simple as putting a gradient map over the art or totally starting over. I don’t even care if you draw this in my art style. I just want the character redone due to the fact it’s blatantly supposed to be my persona. The person who did the tuning on this song had also told you that she also wants this song to be either redesigned or taken down, and she is uncomfortable with the song in its current state.
MY AFTERWARD UPDATED
PLEASE FOR THE LOVE OF FUCKING GOD JUST LEAVE ME, MY FRIENDS, YOUR VICTIMS, AND ALL THESE KIDS YOU BULLY AND STALK ALONE! YOU ARE A CREEP AND I DON’T WANT ANYTHING TO FUCKING DO WITH YOU PEOPLE! KEEP MY FUCKING NAME OUT OF YOUR MOUTHS JUST AS I HAVE BEEN DOING FOR YOU! I HAVE YOU BLOCKED EVERYWHERE STOP FUCKING POSTING ABOUT ME!
I JUST WANT YOU GUYS TO LEAVE ME ALONE.