07/28/2019 Poetry Corner
Submit to you Jesus
Submit to you Christ
Submission even when my hopes are gone
Submission even when he fails
Submission even when I fail
Submit to you God
Submission as I walk alone
Submission as I hate myself
Submission as I am scared
Submission as everything turns to dust
Submit to you Father
I cannot sense a heart beat. All I have ever known was a lie. All I did was fight. I fought for air. I fought for him. I fought for them. I fought for no one but myself.
Submission I cannot expect
I can’t breath. I can’t see. I can’t feel. I can’t hear.
Father hear me. Grab me. Embrace me. Everyone else has failed.
Father help me understand. How can I surrender?
I need your guidance Lord. I need your hope Lord. I need your full understanding.
I need to see my flaws. I need to let go.
I’m holding onto expectations, holding onto self, holding onto prerogative,
holding onto nothing.
Submission. Give in...allowing to...forgive...understanding…
Holding onto NOTHING.
I love you but I am unable to submit.