Lightbringer

From Limelight to Twilight

To Be or Not to Be

Copyright 2017

 

By

Steven W. Slosson

Edited by Michael Kuczkowski & Ethan Fuller

Espartos Sanctum

I Have Arrived, I Am Home.

In The Here And The Now

I Am Whole, I Am Free

Pure Potentiality.

I Live In Love’s Crystal Light

Traveling The Twinkly Starry Night

I Reside In Celestial Waves Of Reverie.

I Am Here Now Forever And Ever For Thee

I Love You Here Now Forever And Ever Eternally.

Blinded by the Light

While Walking In and Out of the Limelight

PREFACE

Does a child have the right to self-determine who he or she wants to become under the United States Constitution? The answer seems to be both yes and no depending upon the interpretation of promoting the general welfare of the nation. The US Constitution incorporates life, liberty, and the pursuit of happiness for every man, woman, and child; thus, it is inclusive of children. However, the law states that young children under the age of ten have incomplete developing brain functions, which tends to lead to the holding harmless of conviction for children ten and younger. However, with all the gaming and mass shootings by children under the age of eighteen, the law is taking a second look at the responsibility these individuals are charged with, leading to convictions when putting another in harm’s way.

But upon closer inspection of the self-determination issue of rights of minors, much of the responsibility has been thrown upon the shoulders of the parents or the lack of parenting thereof. So much depends upon the degree of attitudes of the parents from liberal to conservative, and to those who just don’t give a damn about their kids. Many kids from the inner-city form gangs because they are not getting the attention and structure they need at home. And how much structure and guidance is too much or too little in letting children self-determine who they want to be? Isn’t it funny? Take Halloween, for example: it is the one night anybody can become anyone or anything they can possibly think of becoming. And it is the one night it is permissible for guys to dress as girls; parents even go around with their children, and many also dress up in costume. So here we have one night where anything goes! It is a monster mash. Witches and goblins abound. In addition to this night, I was talking to a BOCES One teacher, and she was talking about theater/arts/humanities classes in school, children putting on early plays and performances; do they encourage diversity? Because kids want to explore, boys wearing furs, and everyone wearing makeup for the show to be flamboyant, i.e., just showing off, with over-exaggerated gestures. And when children explore and decide they like another personality or persona that has emerged, they are protected by the US Constitution as in the cases of transgender. It is becoming more pervasive for straight men and women to explore crossdressing or form an androgynous look. Male singers want to hit the high notes in falsetto beyond the normal modal range. Gay and lesbian couples take on butch or submissive roles, just to reverse themselves in opposition to now marry, for opposites do attract. Thus, many of society’s gender norms are being tested, and this is a good thing because how many unaccepting parents have mourned the loss of a loved one who has committed suicide because he or she thought that they were gay or lesbian but were rejected by a parent or bullied by their peer group at school. Thus, laws are being formed that now favor self-determination of the individual in their pursuit of happiness.

But laws are also being formed to protect society from the clear and present danger caused by inciting mob violence, as Facebook’s board has just ruled to keep former President Trump from using social media because of his manipulation to cause a mob to march upon the Capitol by inciting insurrection, by falsely claiming voter fraud within the last presidential election. It was Rudy Giuliani, the President’s lawyer, along with Jared Kushner, his son-in-law, along with Trump, who incited his followers using terms like “trial by combat”, “now is the time for strength to overcome” and “we will march together to take back the election that was stolen from us!” Trump used loyalty above the law to win over his constituency. Trump also learned in his Apprentice days the importance of joining a group and then pitting one group against another and stressed over and over again the importance of winning, no matter how you win, so long as you do win. Thus, rules could be broken in the interim so long as your loyalty remained firm to Trump.  But if you got found out or found that you went above and beyond the law, then Trump would socially distance himself and you were called a “loser”, or some other sinister name.  Oh yes, there has to be much name calling and repetition even of a lie.  That is high on Trump’s priority list.  Repeat the lie over and over again, so long as you are brainwashed into believing it.  For belief is everything.  You can even take ownership of a lie, so long as you repeat it ad infinitum into believing it because that is all part of the brainwashing process. Because this is what Trump is looking for: allegiance, which for Trump translates into raw power. Power, as Trump says: “I have the power to kill someone in broad daylight and to get away with it, because people love me so much.” Thus, Trump has found a way to stroke his base and by repeating the same lie over and over, he has mesmerized his constituents into believing the lie and believing in him. It defies all logic and science but just as Hitler brainwashed the SS youth movement, where our Boy Scouts were becoming Eagle Scouts, earning merit badges, the SS youth movement were playing war games and turning in their own parents for insubordinate behavior against the Third Reich. By repeating the lie that the German SS were the superior race and the rest of humanity needed to be ruled over by a superior race, they were brainwashed into believing the lie. But this is what Trump supporters have forgotten because they have been brainwashed too: that they are really immigrants. We are all immigrants, except the Native American tribes, and we all know what we have done to them in the name of taming the West. Thus, who are we to throw stones? Because we all live in glass houses. But white supremacists do throw stones and have been brainwashed into forgetting that they are immigrants. And just because they are white, they use this just as the Germans propagated that they were the best and everyone else was inferior. This was the lie Hitler rose to power on and used to live off the lives of the Jews. And this is the insurrection Trump promulgated against our own Capitol Building in his quest for raw power, the type of power Putin commands. But Trump has forgotten one fact that our forefathers were wise enough to weave into our very fabric from the Greek philosophers to insure domestic tranquility, to promote the general welfare. And it is that it is OK to protest and to speak your mind, but it is not OK to create a clear and present danger to incite a mob to anger, to a frenzy, to unleash harm on an unsuspecting population at large. For our Founders had enough foresight because of the genocide committed against the Knights Templar to write into our Constitution the laws and statutes we hold dear today in the Preamble of the Constitution: “We the people of the United States in order to form a more perfect union, establish justice, insure domestic tranquility, provide for the common defense, promote the general welfare and secure the blessing of liberty to ourselves and our posterity, do ordain and establish this Constitution for the United States of America.”  

A newborn imprints instinctually at a very early age. But some mothers are known to have childbirth depression and to have rejection syndromes. Other mothers, having children out of wedlock or knowing that they will have to put the child up for adoption, may often reject the birth. Children need to form a primary bond and strive to feel love, nurturing, and homeostasis. If a loving environment is not in the offering, children suffer, and if this imprinting and bonding does not occur at this important early stage of development, then the child may find it difficult to form bonds and lasting relationships at later stages of development. This need for acceptance Maslow lists as primary within his hierarchy of food, shelter, clothing, self-esteem, self-actualization, ability to love others, enlightenment. It is equally important to like oneself, and our whole educational system prides itself on students knowing the right answers to achieve excellence. And students are graded as to how well they perform. Educators say competition is healthy as each student strives to be the best. But we all know this hierarchy begets winners and losers. Students struggle to rise to the top of the class, and I remember my college professor saying, “Look to your right. Now look to your left. Only one of you will be here in four years to graduate, for the other two will have flunked out or dropped out of school; losers, because they have failed.” Thus, children from friends create bonds, and many of these bonds may transcend competition, success or failure to become life-long support systems, which every single child needs, especially if it is not formed within the individual family unit. And on a side note, this is what Trump was playing master to in his Apprentice, forming two teams to compete against each other and judging each member within the team to see how successful they were at working together and rejecting or firing people at his whim for lack of loyalty or performance. Then, Trump would fire members of the team at his discretion, terminating their position because of perceived failure to perform up to his standards. This is cutthroat raw power in determining the value of people. Being the judge and jury, having God-like power over the winning team and all of its constituents. It is a rather cruel rendition of pitting two teams against each other, using competition to have individuals walk the gauntlet to victory or to failure and defeat. One could just feel a pressure cooker exploding as more individuals were fired week after week, pleading for their very life to stay a part of the team. Trump learned very quickly how with raw power one can pit two teams against each other, just as he has done with the Republicans and the Democrats, to gain control over the Republicans and to use loyalty as a test of honor, even if lies are perpetuated, even if the Constitution is violated. And how is this possible? Because there is evidence that Russia supported the National Enquirer and would buy up and keep a secret vault of stories that it could use to influence outcomes, and, as the Mueller Report showed, even elections. Thus, Trump could hire and put into position loyal subjects, loyal to him and not necessarily loyal to the rule of law or the US Constitution. Secondly Russia formed a fake NRA of Russia, because Russian citizens are not allowed to own guns, but large sums of money were channeled into the US so Russian oligarchs could purchase villas in Trump Towers and homes surrounding Trump golf courses and there was even a proposed Trump Tower to be built in Moscow to spur trade, all starting from the Regan administration having Gorbachev “tear down this wall”. And this kind of espionage and surveillance goes on all the time, as countries try to control social media so as to influence election outcomes in countries around the world. What is peculiar to President Trump’s situation is the appointment of the President’s henchmen, like William Barr, former Attorney General, who displays such an allegiance to Trump as to negate the work done by the Mueller Report so that the US Congress does not pursue or heed any of the warnings of Russian meddling with the election.  It seems that Trump has William Barr in his left pocket, above the law and the US Constitution, as the loyalty game trumps all. We should wonder what dirty stories are hidden away in this National Enquirer safe to make almost half of the senate align with Trump’s lies rather than honor their duty to uphold the United States Constitution to which they have all sworn an oath to. Is the Russian puppet master controlling the strings of extortion over the heads of the Republicans to perpetuate Trump’s lies? Because their behavior certainly is not rational. In addition, Trump has cleverly enlisted and played upon old past prejudices with his “Proud Boys”, supporting racial divisions that have prevailed in the United States going back to the post-Civil War Reconstruction, which divided the country like today, almost fifty/fifty, over five score and seven years ago, 1865. If Trump was just been one iota smarter, letting science rule over the pandemic rather than advocating no masks and no worries, and they had better armed the insurrectionists, then we might very well have ended up with a successful insurrection, and Trump and Putin would now be two autocratic rulers overseeing Russia and the US for the next twenty years, as democracy seems to have flown right out the window for the vast majority of the Republican Party. How fragile democracy really is! Most children are taught from school to be “Proud Boys”, as it is only natural to have self-esteem for oneself. But how many of us are taught to put yourself in another person’s moccasins or really treat others like you would like to be treated? This is in juxtaposition to the Apprentice ideal of competition and pitting one team against the other to see who wins like the Super Bowl. Each year, the show must go on because of how much wagering goes on over these games. And to the victors go the spoils, with commercial endorsements and Super Bowl rings.  You see, Trump is betting that competition wins out over life, liberty, the pursuit of happiness for all men, women, and children. Trump is betting then men win to rule over women, whites win to rule over black. The rich win to rule over the poor. All of this is unconstitutional, but the Trump Party is trying its darndest to have unbridled loyalty win out over constitutional law.  The Republicans just have to look the other way and neglect their sacred oath that they swore to uphold and instead perpetuate the Trumpian lies of Trump and his henchmen.  They will cloud over the fact that we were all immigrants except the Native American population.  I do agree we need a vetting process to let refugees come to America today.  Most of all we need them to learn about the American Constitution and what it means to be democratic and free, for most of them have no idea what this means. Many Americans today are ready to overthrow democracy in America.  It would not take many more to overthrow the American ideals of constitutional law and extinguish our 325-year tradition of liberty for all, not just white, rich men; for then we would mirror the Russian oligarchy and the Russian puppet masters would have won this high stakes game in which they are paying loyalty to a monarch over self-determination. I say, “Hell no! Live free or die.” You create your own reality. Your challenge is finding the strength to become who you want to be. Overcoming all obstacles, using your intent and self-determination, self-actualization and illumination, seeing the unique role and self-realizing the part you play in this grand cosmic overture, sharing your light with other like minded individuals to perpetuate clairvoyance, wellbeing, peace on earth for all posterity. For this is the real reason one cannot be ruled over by a monarch.  One needs to be clairvoyant, having clear-sightedness in all directions, to align with the Zoroastrian eternal flame of the cosmos that resides within one’s soul and is felt within the matters of a deeply loving heart. For the watchers are here to witness the purity of our intent and self-determination on our enlightened journeys, whether awake or asleep, dreaming or in celestial waves of reverie in love’s crystal light, with or without the body, forever and ever. Feel your own auric glow within your individual, unique stream of consciousness, expand your aperture into the eternal present, now.  Sense it all in the awareness of the now and expand that awareness to become all that you are capable of becoming. As in the movie Dune, the knower has awakened!  Freedom is a must. Honor it, cherish it, protect it, along with your own unique light, for all posterity, forever and ever; and that’s a long, long time.

But all living creatures need to be imprinted at an early age. They need the delineation of supportive parents who were nurtured by the parents before them, and their grandparents, and their great grandparents before them, paving the way for their very existence.  Because life is very fragile. And without the protective love of parenting, your light would have been extinguished long ago. Everyone should honor their very unique data stream that creates the portal of awareness we call life. A child needs to form bonds, make friends, as we are all social creatures. We have just gone through a horrible pandemic, one which isolated our seniors in nursing homes, as they had to face death without the touch and feel of loved ones who could only look on from afar on Facetime, Zoom, and other social media. We are taught by primates that our very survival depends upon the bonds, and if they cannot be loving, then even negative stimuli are preferable to none at all. And Donald Trump has skillfully learned to manipulate the bonding process by artfully stroking positive sentiments when you give your allegiance and adoration to his base, but then name-calling and rejection if you don’t fall inside his camp, which is exactly what Hitler reported in Mein Kampf: National Socialism (Nazism); brainwashing the German Youth into blindly doing Hitler’s bidding to commit genocide in the name of German superiority over so-called inferior races, which was Hitler’s own hierarchy, which had as much scientific validity as phrenology, which is a pseudoscience which involves measuring the bumps on the human skull to predict mental traits. “Sieg heil”, hail to victory, because failure was not an option, very similar to Donald Trump riling his base to stay strong, “I will be with you,” as he marched his base to take over the Capitol Building to overthrow the election which he clearly lost; but by using repetition over and over ad infinitum, as to how the election was stolen from him and that he was really the winner, is the Trump big lie. But the Donald created such a loyal base of campers that he can blindly lead them just the way Hitler was able to blindly lead his troops to the slaughter like lemmings following after one another to drown in the sea. Yes, both Hitler and Trump are able to project the mass “syndicate”; embroil the masses into a frenzy of followers who would abandon self-determination in favor of belonging to an elitist agenda of persecuting immigrants, not truly seeing that we are all immigrants. After all, what nationality is Melania Trump? And what nationality are you, for that matter?

         

But worse than that, once people follow an autocrat who pinacalizes himself as superior and treats others as inferior, then it is easier to commit genocide against the so-called inferior race. And furthermore, this genocide may be caused by jealousy, or just pure greed and lust for power, to prey off of other people. It is coming to light that in 1922 in Tulsa, Oklahoma, the US used an aerial attack on Black wealthy individuals who were investing their money in Wall Street. They committed genocide to eradicate this perceived threat to white supremacy and buried the dead in on open grave in a churchyard, which is just being uncovered today. And this is in the US, against free, black, wealthy US citizens. Think it couldn’t happen again? Democracy is very fragile, especially when race is thrown into the wind by Trump and an almost forty-eight percent minority of Republicans support a lie that Trump won an election he did not; to march on the Capitol in an insurrection mob. The Civil War was fought and led by the South to secede from the North to preserve slavery, a system that goes against the US Constitution; but one that all government officials have sworn to uphold.

Yes, a mob like the one that marched on the US Capitol represents a clear and present danger to commit genocide against those who would die to preserve our Constitution. And that is who our forefathers, the Knights Templar, fled for their lives from when Spain and Italy joined forces to commit genocide against their fellow countrymen over religious freedom to worship a little differently from the Roman Catholic Church.  Maybe they wanted to worship John the Baptist and a different burial rite of putting the skull and crossbones in a little stone box as the Essenes had done in the desert burials in Jesus’ day. Anyway, they came to America because of religious persecution and wrote the US Constitution to preserve our liberty.  For they knew full well how the lust for power can put freethinking men and women to death by burning at the stake in the name of witches or honoring the “Jolly Roger” skull and crossbones, using different funeral rites, a little different form of worship.

But who is anyone to say how another may worship? Are they God? No, under the Constitution we are all equal and we have the right to self-determine who we choose to become and how we want to pray. And just because it is different from the majority, it is not wrong, and the majority does not have the right to stop freedom from ringing and cannot commit genocide against the minority. For then they represent a clear and present danger to the Constitution of the United States of America.

         

The goal for Americans is to create a more perfect union of equality for all the diverse groups. The goal for individuals is to be clairvoyant into the laws of nature, to be free to discover how the universe works. And this cannot be accomplished following untrue dogma, like the one offered by those who dictated to others that the earth was flat. Those followers led to the Dark Ages, where power ruled over reason, leading to the witch hunts that wiped out most of the freethinking women in the 1600s.

We do not need the Hitlers of the world telling us how superior German blood is over all other blood to wipe out the Jews. We do not need the autocratic Putin followers who would wipe out special needs populations telling us the strong will prosper over the weak. And we do not need the white supremacists telling us they have a right to rule over the black or Asian populations. The word “supremacy” puts a group upon a pedestal where they cannot clearly empathize with the other group. Thus, this superiority complex of the ego overshadows the deeper truth when we follow nature and the scientific principles that support the diversity in nature. Humans yearn to be free to self-determine freely to create their own destiny to scientifically explore the universe and go where no man has gone before. If they were falsely led to believe by a powerful church that the Earth is flat, they would never have explored further from fear of falling off the edge and come to the greater reality that gravity rules and not the construct of a misinformed Pope to artificially dictate new creeds to change the calendar or dictate the flat Earth theory. Americans need their freedom and voices to vote for people who will represent them fairly by not overshadowing other diverse groups that are vying for a more perfect union and by not advocating a clear and present danger to these other groups. Take women’s rights, for example. Women today under Roe v. Wade could self-determine the sex of their children and only birth female children and put men out of existence. And this they could perform legally under the law today. But this would only create a new genocide of freethinking men. In other words, it would create a clear and present danger to the group called male humans on the planet Earth. So, every group is vying for more equality, more freedom; but it must be tempered so that it does not represent a clear and present danger to any other group. Thus, in a larger sense, humans should have the right to self-determine, but in relationship to all other groups not to endanger the planet on which we live to destroy nature so the planet becomes uninhabitable, or to destroy the voting rights of any one group of Americans so that their voices cannot be heard, or hinder their right to self-determine to create their own reality to self-actualize greater freedoms.

The Book of Light

Blinded by the Light is a psychological treatise of the human birth-to-death experience through the full spectrum; at the one end, depression/despair, at the other, enlightenment. It is meant to help to give guidance to parents, teachers, and scholars, along with insight into the inner workings of the human psyche; as to why some individuals find contentment while others struggle with despair that leads many times to depression and suicide.

Humans become, but do not begin, like piano keyboards, some playing harmonics of peace and tranquility, while others reap only discord. Let us see if we can understand why this transition takes place. Humans are conceived. Physics tells us deep inside the womb cells are splitting, while life support comes from the mother. I contend the fetus is not in darkness as one would call it. Rather, physics tells us space is really not a void, but filled up with all kinds of waves from radio to static background radiation, given off from the original Big Bang. We further know that when waves or radiation hit matter they bounce off, or in the case of radiation, may pass through matter. Light waves or particles are constantly bombarding fetal cells. As the fetus grows, taking in more nutrients from the mother, cells form clusters which form tissue and organs with activator potential running through nerves.  I guess we could say a fetus is filled up with tiny electric currents and as the brain starts to form, these currents stimulate parts of the brain, causing sensations. So, I think we can safely say, a fetus is experiencing sensations as the human brain is forming. I would contend that when waves or radiations hit matter, the constant impact, in the warm nurturing environment of the sustaining mother’s womb, means that the fetus is really not in a black void, but rather in a twilight of sensations caused by blood from the mother giving oxygen and nutrients, creating electrical neurotransmitters, and stimulating parts of the brain. Let’s call this a “positive” growth as the fetus is forming and equilibrium is achieved as the mother’s body imparts oxygen and nutrients and the electrical nervous system forms, with the fetus taking on the biorhythms of the mother. Thus, the fetus and the mother are connected through the umbilical cord, while the mother is connected to the world of light and darkness and the fetus is floating in a twilight of electrical stimulation of the senses.

The brain is still forming or only partially formed when the birthing process takes place, and the fetus becomes a baby in the world of twelve hours of light and twelve hours of darkness from our sun; but the internal homeostasis giving equilibrium to the baby has been interrupted. Now the baby must breathe and is dependent upon mother’s milk for nutrients. So this constant flow of nutrients which was constantly being received when in the mother’s womb in the twilight stage, is now replaced by receiving and not receiving. First, the child is in the womb in the twilight stage of equilibrium, or constant flow of everything being given by the mother. After birth, the child experiences food and sustenance, but then hunger, instead of the constant twilight of electrical stimulation. The child’s brain is formed in twelve hours of light and then twelve hours of darkness, food and then no food, breathing in and breathing out instead of the constant of everything being given all the time, while as I call it, in the twilight of the womb.

So, a baby, upon birth is “blinded by the light”, then “revved up like a deuce”, like a “runner in the night”[1]; and moved from the twilight of constant reinforcement of receiving everything all the time, to an intermittent schedule of reinforcement or having and then not having. And what does a baby do when it has not? It cries. Then it is happy again when it is fed and then it cries again when hungry.

The fetus is not addicted to anything, because it is given everything all the time, while the baby is addicted to everything, because everything is either switched on or switched off. When everything is switched on, we get cooing, then when everything is switched off, we get crying, and in between we get lots of sleep, sleep, sleep. JA

In addition, because the biorhythms are so attuned between the mother and the child, the child is able to receive not only nutrients and warmth from the outside world, but also direct sunlight from the sun, but also a new form of twilight from the parents. What do I mean by this? When the parent takes an interest in the child, since all babies are so cute. The parents say, “Oh, how cute!”, and they look into the eyes of the child and they nurture the child with silly “goo-ga”, and get all excited and shake the child and play with the child and stimulate the child. And the child responds by laughing and goo-cooing and smiles and is happy receiving the stimulation from the parent to the child. And this is additional well-being, or light, that the parents are throwing to the child, because they are so proud and happy to have a baby. And most babies are so cute and perfectly formed, with their miniature toes and fingers, bright eyes, and soft skin.

So, the baby is cuddled by this additional outside nurturing and then falls asleep, and the parents go off to get some rest, and the child awakes in a cold wet pool, is hungry, and cries again and throws a temper-tantrum till the parents return to change and feed and once again stimulate the baby.

But again, as stated earlier, we have moved from a non-addicted environment when the fetus is in the womb, to a dependence environment, where the baby is dependent upon the parents for nutrients, stimulation, clothing, warmth, practically everything, all while twelve hours in the light and twelve hours in the dark as the earth spins around the Sun. And of course, there is lots of sleep where the neural-cortex is not stimulated, but the midbrain and pons become more active and give consciousness a needed rest. So, we have a progressive cycling of breathing, twelve hours light and twelve hours dark, eating, sleeping, and receiving lots of stimulation from loving parents, many times a day, but not constantly, like it was in the womb.

So, what we have discovered so far in this birth-to-death saga is that the fetus is in homeostasis, with the constant heartbeat of the mother, versus the baby out in the light where everything is non-constant in this reality. There is dependency on an intermittent schedule of reinforcement, where needs are being met, and then needs are not being met and the baby cries. Let us look a little deeper into this twilight of the fetus, to imagine the constant beating of the mother’s heart, and the electrical stimulation of the brain as it is forming. The fetus is in warm fluid, but movement of the arms and legs only comes after the second trimester, so before this period the fetus might almost be thought of as living in a state of suspended animation, with only electrical impulses running around an undeveloped nervous system, causing this twilight as I call it, as radiation hits cells and nerves form, with electrical impulses moving towards an undeveloped cerebral cortex. However, the fetus is in equilibrium, a state of not lacking for anything. Everything is being given, everything is growing, and there is well-being as the fetus opens sense fibers to the awareness of his/her surroundings. There is perfection. Cells are dividing just the way they are supposed to, to create more of the fetus. One might say the fetus is at one with the universe, because it is also expanding and growing and giving off unseen radiation, which is constantly bombarding matter, just as within the fetus, so as throughout the world where we are spinning in space, being constantly bombarded by light waves as radiation. So, this twilight that the fetus is experiencing is not like an explosion of waves or radiation hitting and permeating its cells, but rather a gentle, subtle, nurturing of the space in between light and dark, matter and non-matter, all intermeshed and growing together; and all the waves and radiation all the result of past matter under various pressures, a supernova, exploding into space, or our sun condensing and giving off light and radiation forming the aurora borealis around our Earth, being absorbed by us as well as the fetus. So even though all humans have been born and are operating in this world of intermittent reinforcement, we are also still receiving this non-stopping flow of radiation and waves hitting and being absorbed by our corporal mass, of interrupted constant bombardments, just like the fetus. Or there are violent eruptions in nature like black holes; but if they were too close, we would not be here. There is also the Blue Egg Effect, where matter is distributed equally throughout the universe after the Big Bang; so our existence is not dependent upon a violent explosion in its formation, but a predetermined even smattering of radiation and waves, interacting with the new formation of matter within the fetus, to nurture its growth.

The fetus only experiences the twilight of consistency, whereas humans that are born experience both, but have lost sight of this consistency and have become addicted to the intermittent schedule of feeding, bathing, breathing, grooming, and the million other things we do each and every day. The fetus, however, is in the twilight, without the direct sunlight or darkness, without the contrast. And it is interesting, if one takes a newborn and wraps cloth tightly around the child, acting like sensory deprivation, the newborn relaxes into limbo or sleep. And this is the old European way of swaddling the baby: through the restricted movement and sensory deprivation, from whence it came. Some would call it torturing the child, others would call it returning to the fetal position and basking in and absorbing the twilight.

WE ARE NOT JUST RECEPTACLES

However, the fetus is not just a receptive receptacle. We matter. We do matter. And as matter our matter is filled with neurotransmitters: electrical impulses, flowing massively to the brain, via the spinal cord. We as matter do radiate. We vibrate. So, we are a wave receiver and a wave sender. Thus, “I’m digging those good vibrations/they’re giving me excitement.[2]” As parents attend to the needs of their newborn, they stimulate the child verbally, and visually, and tactually.

They cast a sweet smile at the child and the child responds by smiling as well. I would say that a parent sheds light through his/her eyes onto the child. How is this possible? To shed light on something or to cast a shadow over something or someone? Thus the expressions, “I will shed new light on the subject,” or “Let me enlighten you.” How is this transmission possible?

WE ARE NOT JUST MUD

It is funny, we call it the planet Earth, and then the outer layer of this heavenly body is covered with earth, which, when we add water, becomes mud. But the outer layer of dirt is the resultant erosion of rocks over time to form soil, which allows life to absorb nutrients to grow into lichen, to decay, to form a richer bed of nutrients to allow for plants and animals to cover parts of this earth. So, the building blocks are: stone to form soil; add water and you get mud; but higher life forms consume other plants and animals to be filled with nerves, which we know allow for electrical pathways to converge in bundles running up the spine to the brain; where, through the senses, we are able to perceive other organisms and watch these forms decay back into dust. Thus, the circle of life.

But what about the fetus, before the complete formation of the brain? before these sense pathways are complete? In other words, what did every human feel before being born? What primordial senses are synapses of nerves hitting the earlier brainstem and pons? Do you remember? Do you have glimpses in dreams of what it was like to be guided by complex DNA structures forming specific pathways, out of the fabric of mother’s blood, carrying animal and plant nutrients through the placenta, nurturing you in “celestial waves of reverie”, as your higher brain pathways formed? And formed into what? An organism, when born, like a butterfly emerging from its cocoon, able to see other objects and navigate through the fabric of time, while living on this ball, spinning through space.

Now, as we have said earlier, this is a very complex process, forming specific cellular differentiations, in both the plant and animal realms, ending up in the perfect formation of a flower, opening up to bloom, with its richness of color and fragrance, and perfection, to come into being as an orchid, or a rose. We say specific seeds had to germinate from past flowers, and be planted in the mud or soil, for the formation of like species. All evolving light from our sun forms electric currents running throughout all life. Kirlian photography in parapsychology is able to measure and capture radiation given off from life forms and calls these auras, changing in color and intensity, if a creature is under stress or in harmony with the universe. And early artists depict humans with golden auras emanating from around their heads.

And Kirlian photographs of a severed leaf from a plant reveals a short phantom image of the whole leaf for a very short period of time after severing it. So, we are not just mud, but sunlight as well, in the form of electric synapses running toward the head of the fetus, in celestial waves, specifically nurturing continued formation of specific patterns of cells. Not a random formation, but a perfectly guided formation, from one generation to the next. And a baby is born, and a butterfly emerges, and a flower blooms, and goes through a whole life process, only to return once again to the primordial cosmic fabric to time. And we as humans take much of this for granted. We take all of this perfection we are nurtured with and given in our formation and are literally “blinded by the light”. We forget about this celestial “limelight” over the past nine months, and come into a rude awakening of have and have not. We are full, then we are hungry. We are healthy, then we are sick; being bombarded with germs and disease, trying to carry us prematurely to an early grave, back to the fabric of time, before its time. However, we have two big support systems nurturing us forward: our parents! As they “goo-goo-gaa-gaa” the baby, light is shed from them onto the child. We will call this “blending unity”, creating well-being within the child, shedding “limelight” on the infant. So, light within the fetus, running up to the brain, forms celestial waves of reverie from within which we called “twilight”. Then, nurturing light cast from glowing parents’ eyes upon the newborn we are calling “limelight”. So we have moved from a very steady, perfectly balanced “twilight”  to a rocky road of have and have not, with the parents going through the same imbalances as the child, but twilight still steadily flowing to the brain in the child and the parents; but the parents go through stresses and strains of daily living, but at the same time are able to shed “limelight”  onto a crying infant, being able to bring it back from a temper tantrum, into a goo-ing and gaa-ing, laughing infant of positive limelight. So, both parent and child are still experiencing twilight, but it is being overwhelmed on the earth plane by bounty to famine, as the circle of life is constantly ebbing and waning – cycling if you will – from birth to death, to form more nutrients, from which life springs.

So, back to our original question. How is it that some children are able to stay longer in the limelight, while others seem to fall into the darkness and are lost in a rut of depression and despair? Really, infants are “blinded by the light, revved up like a deuce”, like a “runner in the night”. The series Twilight, where Bella is deciding whether to become a vampire and live for immortality, has become a popular series, of a young girl’s desire to live in the limelight forever and ever, without the birth to death cycle, hanging over everyone’s head. Plus, she is receiving eternal love from Edward, the vampire giving her this immortality. But Edward is hesitant to grant Bella this wish because there is also a loss from losing mortality. But what is the loss from losing mortality? Now, we can say vampires are not real – this is science-fiction.

And the fetus is experiencing celestial waves of reverie, only so long as it is in physical form.

But do we know this for a fact, or from Kirlian photography? Does science point to an eternal reverie within the fabric to time as being a truer sense of reality? Is there a cosmic fabric of time that can be bent and manipulated, filled with waves, being affected by gravity? – and there really is no void! Science says “yes”. Gravity is bending the fabric of time, allowing us to see stars behind our sun, because gravity is bending the fabric of the universe, allowing us to see what lies around the edges of the Sun.

Now onto the sixty-four-thousand-dollar question. Are humans essentially like Edward and Bella, able to exist forever and ever within the primordial celestial waves of reverie, and is this the fabric of time really filled up with waves of radiation emanating from past and present life forms, radiating through sunlight, manifesting and nurturing all life into its multitude of forms? Is there a primordial tablecloth, underneath all lifeforms and matter, forming the fabric of time, and is this fabric capable of being bent and distorted by gravity? And are we not living life forms, utilizing this fabric of the cosmos within our reality to perceive and know objects outside ourselves, to travel to other lifeforms, become one with them, consume some, mate with others, form more of ourselves, fade to dust physically, but blend with the cosmic fabric of time into celestial waves of reverie? And I ask you, has not this been going on forever? If there is a fabric of time, and there is no void, and if this fabric of time is warped into black holes, where the fabric along with any matter is distorted and reemerges somewhere else, then there really is no end to the universe as we know it. Maybe there are super Big Bangs of creation and super distortions of wormholes, but leading somewhere; for nothing is ever lost, meaning nothing is ever gained, there is only the greater and lesser effect of gravity pulling and squeezing the fabric of relative degrees of solid matter and waves of radiation, pulsating; but not a void, and there may not be an absence, as science once thought, but an undercurrent; a tablecloth of fabric connecting everything through primordial waves of reverie, and just because they are not bundled or compressed by gravity, say to form the intensity of a sun; so this fabric still exists to a lesser degree within life forms which use this fabric to form various degrees of consciousness from humans to amoebas. Might not we be all connected by cosmic glue, or celestial radiation?

I contend, since we are able to connect with thoughts to other lifeforms on our planet Earth, that we are able to harness or rather have these waves composed upon by human brain, that we are able to use this same cosmic fabric to bend time, because the same cosmic forces are acting upon us as are acting upon the universe. Thus, if the sun can distort the fabric of the universe, then so can we.

Thus, the human body, through digestion, is consuming matter and turning it into energy, just like a nuclear reactor, discharging this energy, constantly feeding the human brain, bundling electric energy in nerves, sending a constant multitude of waves, radiation, feeding our minds, creating the thoughts, sensations, internal reverie, of our relations with our world, culminating in the brain, which is like a mini-Sun, able to cast light, through our eyes, perceive light to illumine our world as we know it. Thoughts, I contend, are bundles of electric charges running through nerves, feeding electric stimulation of brain functions within the human skull. However, these thoughts also at the same time are blending with the cosmic fabric as waves and radiations, expanding out from our corporal bodies; and influencing other lifeforms we run into. So, as without, so within. And all other lifeforms are doing the same, internal reverie and blending with the external fabric of cosmic glue from other suns and planets. I think the point I am trying to make here is that there is no void. And we can warp and travel through this fabric of time, which we do every day, and impact everything we touch and be impacted by everything that radiates upon us.

So, is it an illusion that we are “blinded by the light, revved up like a deuce”, like a “runner in the night”? We are eternally connected to the now. We are eternally connected to this twilight, these celestial waves of reverie. However, at the same time, sometimes overshadowing this twilight are thought forms of our own creation of bodily needs, operations at deprivational need levels, or hunger, pain, want. So, it becomes increasingly difficult to be conscious of this twilight, when you are crying, having a temper-tantrum, because you have just wet your pants, have gas, and are hungry. Rest assured, the twilight is still there, but overshadowed by bodily needs. And we are all very needy. Remember Bella and Edward are less needy in their fictitious sci-fi world. They are eternal, supposedly. But then, why do they supposedly need to feed on blood? This is a fault within the vampire theory. If they live forever and ever, they should not be waxing and waning, getting stronger from blood feeding, and weaker, on animal blood, and stronger on human blood.

If they are eternal, they need to be self-sustaining, like the fabric of time, that knows no loss or gain.

So, once again, is it an illusion, I ask, that we are “blinded by the light, revved up like a deuce”, like a “runner in the night”? So, I guess you could say, the reality of the twilight is that there really is no real night – meaning a black void. Every human is connected to the eternal now. That is all we have ever known. However, humans think that they know the night; they think they know the void. Why? Because of sleep. It was Carl Sagan, who spoke of the triune brain model of expression and repression of the various folds within the human brain. Sort of like a mini-cosmos, the brain undulates as the neocortex is activated and deactivated through a very complex neuro-chemical balance between the midbrain and brainstem and neocortex. In his book The Dragons of Eden, Sagan talks about this fragile limbic system balance of being awake and moving into the midbrain, while the life support systems continue functioning all the time while alive.

He suggests problem solving taking place while within this cosmic subsurface, or “fabric”, as I like to call it. Mightn’t this be a place of greater unity and perfection, one where we blend with the celestial waves of reverie and upon awakening, when the neo-cortex is activated, usually after our cup of coffee, now dazed, our mind having separated objects into what we call reality? We deal with this reality, thinking when we were asleep, we were in a void. But I would contend that this is not backed up by science. Sagan suggests the midbrain become much more active during REM, where vivid dreaming takes place, and I would suggest we blend with the twilight, the fabric of the cosmos, where Jung and Freud would say our collective consciousness resides, alongside states of primitive fears or exotic pleasures, the agony and the ecstasy. We lose consciousness in the neocortex, we are not aware of our bodies; however, the pons are still keeping us breathing, our hearts pumping. And we know where the eternal reveries take us. The sky is not the limit.

Just because we are not conscious as we normally know it, does not mean our consciousness has been shut off and we have entered a void, which it is my contention is an illusion and does not exist. I would contend that consciousness falls into the midbrain arena, where it merges with the fabric of other waves and radiation, and is nourished, like the fetus is nourished in the creation process. Thus, one is moving into the twilight, becoming one with it, becoming one with the universe. Then we quickly pop awake into the neocortex in the morning, refreshed, and still remembering sometimes the dreams and fantasies of our midbrain cosmic sojourn, and we once again regain the consciousness of the neocortex and reawaken with Folgers in our cup.

CONSCIOUSNESS

As we have envisioned the fetus immersed in a steady twilight, then the consciousness of the newborn is filled with duality of have and have not, dependent upon parental attention. We are calling limelight the happy feeding times of laughter; while the needy times of hunger, temper tantrums, crying, represent the deprivational need levels of the child. Now, consciousness hones into or focuses on these needs until fulfillment comes from the rescuing parents, changing the soiled diaper of the newborn, and the crying stops. But remember each parent is also operating in this duality as well. Is the parent getting all the nutrients he/she needs as well, and are these being passed onto the child. If the parents are operating at deprivational need levels as well, then there may very well be neonatal starvation periods. What if a parent is too intoxicated to respond to the baby’s needs and sleeps through feeding and changing? What if the household does not have sufficient funds to buy food for themselves? Is this not ultimately passed onto the child? Add smoking and alcohol and narcotics into the picture, and these conditions are all ultimately passed onto the fetus or newborn. Remember, the early impulses and growth of the neonate are constantly being nourished by the twilight, but each child is receiving different degrees of limelight, dependent upon the responsiveness of the parents to love and nurture their child. So, consciousness is able to identify with or space out when the twilight is aligned with the limelight, with the happy, well-fed and bathed child; contrasted to consciousness needing to focus on deprivation of any of the multitude of needs, from hunger, to favor, to focusing attention onto any illness, until its needs are met.

Let’s look at this whole physiological process as nerves, representing electrical impulses, all combining and culminating in the brain and various brain functions. We know the pineal gland is a light-sensitive gland, and the pituitary gland has to do with the release of serotonin and endorphin, morphine-like substances similar to transfer RNA, able to move throughout these neurotransmitters, i.e., the central nervous system. Science has taught us, through placebo effects, a child being told he/she was receiving medicine for an injury, the mere thought from the trusting party by a parent or caregiver, will increase the release of endorphin throughout the central nervous system, thus relieving the perceived pain. Mother says, “Oh honey, let me kiss it and make it all better,” and the child suddenly cries less. Thus, there is a physical side as well as a mental side by parents able to give limelight to their child in need. So, the parent is able to give nurturing psychological comfort to the child, which then triggers  the physical expression of more endorphins being pumped out by the pituitary gland, and the child stops crying, and sometimes starts to laugh it off, and wellbeing is restored.

Now let’s look at the not-so-fortunate case when a parent is not so often able to come to the rescue of the child. The child is hungry, but the mother has drunk too much and does not wake up to hear the crying child. The child cries and cries and cries, consciousness keeps focusing over and over again, reminding the child of a gnawing hunger, which in reality is an empty stomach, one where nutrients are not able to be absorbed into the blood to be carried throughout the body. We know the twilight is radiating eternally from all the radiations throughout the fabric of the cosmos, but the limelight is ebbing and flowing, and when needs are not met, temper tantrums ensue, leading to exhaustion, tiredness, and sleep, only to wake up again in hunger; and the crying cycle continues. So, we see that limelight is given and can be taken away, leaving consciousness to focus on the deprivational need level, leading to another round of deprivation. We would call this unnurtured environment a stark reality, where the activator potential of nerves is breaking down due to lack of nutrients; a starvation if you will. Eventually the vast electronic flow of the limelight is diminished, with glandular output of endorphin and serotonin operating with diminished capacity, eventually leading to disability, blood sugar dropping to a dangerous level which will not support consciousness, and the child becoming sick or unconscious.

We may lose consciousness within the cerebral cortex, but the midbrain and pons still keep us alive for quite some time, even days. We are still receiving the steady flow of twilight because that is forever and ever, eternal; but the limelight of positive sustenance must be present, if consciousness is to prevail.

Of course, we realize every baby born is not perfect. And we realize mothers carrying may abort a pregnancy if a toxic environment ensues in either the womb or fetus. Or, a woman may now take a morning-after pill to prevent an unwanted pregnancy. So, this very etheric twilight, as we have termed it, or force of nature, giving rise to the perfect birth, a healthy baby can many times be overshadowed by environmental factors including irregular cellular splitting at the chromosomal level, to hormonal imbalances, or improper nutritional or drug intake of the mother, affecting the fetus or newborn. However, this is not the norm. The norm is a healthy six-to-nine-pound childbirth, being delivered by a mother who is seventeen to thirty years of age. And anything outside the norm may cause increased risks of abnormal negative side effects within the fetus, like children thirteen, fourteen, fifteen giving birth when they are not fully mature is now thought to cause an increase in propensity to have an autistic child, for example. So, the optimal birthing nest, so to speak, one where the child is wanted and well-received, one where the needs of the newborn are being met with enthusiasm, love and joy, creates the greatest limelight for the child, one where the child is having his/her needs met most of the time.

HOW LIMELIGHT BUILDS UPON ITSELF

So, the mother has her newborn in a stroller and is showing it off and people remark, “Oh, what a beautiful baby!”, because babies by nature are cute, just like little puppies. At an early age, it is amazing how much attention a baby receives not only from the parents, but also siblings and friends and family members. There was a baby shower, many times even before the child was born, and then the child was showered with attention after being born. All the while, the twilight is traveling towards the brain as it continues development in the new environment outside the womb.

It was Maslow who proposed a hierarchical level of need fulfillment of food, shelter, clothing, and self-esteem, moving towards self-actualization. And once self-actualization had been achieved, the individual could receive many stresses and strains, but rather than negatively affecting the individual, these would roll off the individual, like “water falling off a duck’s back”. Thus, the child at an early age learns the old adage, “sticks and stones will break my bones, but names will never hurt me”. Thus, a child may be in a negative environment, but still feels and radiates limelight. That child is said to have developed self-esteem. That child is said to know who his/her friends are and feel their support, but can also sense adversarial relationships of kids who are not so nice and may try to put someone down, thinking they are funny, gaining negative attention. If the adversary is able to intimidate and embarrass the other child, then this energy takes away limelight from the embarrassed child and the aura or energy level of the bully is enhanced.

And if his peer group reinforces this behavior, we find we have competing oppositional camps in social situations where friends aid or dismiss, thus minimizing the impact of negative comments from other kids. Because kids can be ruthless. But this same competition usually occurs between siblings; while looking in the mirror for example, one child might say to his brother or sister, “I look prettier than you,” or, “You have an ugly nose,” “My teeth are straighter than yours,” or thousands of other negative little comments that impact either positively or negatively upon the self. And negative statements from parents or guardians or teachers or other authority figures can be devastating to the child’s self-esteem. Thus, we subliminally perceive children having that special something, glowing with twilight, being the performer, receiving praise, basking in their twilight, exuding radiance of a golden glow; while a child who has been constantly beaten down by physical or mental abuse is many times shy, timid, and withdrawn.

And our educational system many times fosters this camp formation mentality of givers versus takers.

It is OK to have friends, and “birds of a feather stick together”. There are the teacher’s pets and helpful kids who are no trouble in school, but the teacher’s aids and helpers. Then there is the honor society in high school or summa cum laude in college. Schools are said to be successful because they have fostered intellectual accomplishment and graduated a class who are ready to meet the challenges of a brave new world. But what about the dropouts? What about those kids who were picked on? What about those kids who were not in the popular caste of students? Did the educational system teach them how to recapture their limelight? How to rebuild their self-esteem in the face of a lousy home environment, divorce, drugs, negative peers, or adult influences? Or is education today more concerned with kids making the grade, showing increases in cognitive knowledge from one year to the next, and having the masses proceed to the next grade level, rather than being retained? Schools today receive more financial funding, to have their students score better on standardized tests, and teachers are now judged by incremental increases in test scores, rather than how well their students are adjusted. Our current educational system has lost sight of pupil self-esteem, with many students falling through the cracks, being broken kids, not knowing how to fix themselves, much less being able to face the many challenges lying just ahead.

Nowadays, many advantaged parents are placing their children in private schools where they will receive more individualized attention. And parents are starting their children at an earlier age, exposing them to computer early learning games, to give them a head start ahead of the child sitting beside them in the classroom. It is only natural for parents to want their child to exceed, to go to the head of the class. It is an extension of the early limelight placed into their kids, parents wanting them to have a better life than they experienced. It is a natural extension of the nuclear family; friends are accepted by the parents as good playmates, and invited to their child’s birthday party, versus those with bad manners, or those shunned by the parents. “Johnny, you cannot play with him, he is a bad influence on you.” So, we see that there is a natural selection by the parents to add limelight into everything their child experiences or comes into contact with. Thus, children are sheltered by their parents from potentially unpleasant experiences, and other kids coming from less-protected environments might often exclaim, “Oh he/she was born with a silver spoon in their mouth,” or, “He/she can do no wrong.”  

So, once again I reiterate, the newborn, like a new flower or puppy, radiates with the perfection of inner twilight, most coming into this world on a level playing field, but soon afterwards, many lose sight of this twilight of inner eternal perfection, because the limelight is cast upon them by the environment, starting with parental support systems that shelter and nurture their loved ones, versus children who very quickly losing their limelight, being undercut by abusive parents who do not interact to the same degree as the “yuppie parents”,  but who, many times, may be in survival mode themselves, just paying for food, shelter, clothing, or working too hard to make end meet, to have all the time in the world to interact with their child. So, many times, these children are put into daycare, so the parents can both work to provide for the family. In contrast, yet another genus of parents is so protective that they want to homeschool their child, so that he/she is not influenced by these other kids who have already lost their limelight and will try to steal it back from those who have it. The end result is cliques of kids who support themselves positively, blowing off an encounter from a nasty bully. Or gangs forming, supporting themselves, and getting the vital stimulation they need either positively or negatively, by showing off in front of others or embarrassing another child; but this child is receiving support from gang members, gaining a false sense of limelight through the process of constant intimidation of other students.

What can education do to level the playing field, to create an environment that supports real limelight amongst a greater participating audience, one where a positive comment given to a student, either by a fellow student, educator, or caregiver, is seen to increase the serotonin levels, thus increasing endorphin output, resulting in greater limelight of self-actuating awareness of one’s inner goodness and perfection, yielding peak experiences for the youngster?

Thus, the limelight and the twilight are folding into themselves, creating a more permanent, conscious, transcendental experience of this inner perfection manifesting itself as one self-actualizing individual touches and perceives the various magnitudes of light in his/her surroundings.

For this is the real goal: formal knowledge is valuable; however if the knowledge-holder has lost all of his/her limelight and has become so depressed and abused, in a horribly perceived existence, that they want to end it all, then this formal, learned, standardized, factual, cerebral accomplishment is of little value, and society may have lost vast future potential. Let us take Alan Turing, who was the breaker of the German Enigma Code, father of artificial intelligence, and mathematical genius, able to create formulas for naturally recurring patterns in nature; who, after World War II, should have been the greatest war hero of all time, but was kept so secret because when it was discovered that he was a homosexual, he was made to undergo hormone therapy to neutralize his male libido and ended up committing suicide. Who knows what further inventions he could have created, if he was not crucified by the English penal system in 1952.

So, the most important question educators can ask themselves is how very early years of schools can create a level playing field, where each child is able to internalize limelight, even if it has been severely diminished by a poor home environment. What can prevent kids from forming gangs that compete against one another, trying to steal the limelight away from one another?

The answer is so very simple, but very rarely used. Each and every classroom has its own spotlight. There is an audience of kids in each and every room. The teacher is so used to being in the spotlight, the place of authority; that many times they do not realize that they can share this spotlight. How can this spotlight be used?

THE NAME GAME

1. Preschool should create a buddy system where students with the greatest limelight are paired with students with the least limelight.

2. A different pair of kids is brought in front of the entire class each day and the teacher teaches the class and the pair that this is the spotlight of consciousness, an audience, and asks each pair to explain how they feel being in the spotlight, and also asks the audience how they feel focusing their attention on each pair.

3. The teacher reinforces that this spotlight of attending is being in the limelight, and that it is a major goal of life to be focused in the limelight. The teacher needs to reinforce the idea that we are all born in the limelight, but that limelight can be added to by positive comments or diminished by negative comments, but that one of life’s main goals it to realize the limelight, stabilize the limelight, and bask in this limelight, and that this buddy system is being created so that each pair helps each other to stay focused on what is important: being aware and cultivating limelight by positive expressions towards one another.

4. This pair is told in front of the group by the teacher that each of the two kids is to help each other, not for just today, not for just the school year, but for their entire lifetime; and that the goal is to keep feeling this spotlight of consciousness, called the limelight, in the forefront of all conversations. And the teacher may choose to do some role playing between the audience and the pair of kids in the spotlight; for example, one child says something negative, to make the other mad. It is the teacher’s role to reinforce the diminishing limelight within negative articulation and the impact upon the other, that leads to making the other mad, that the limelight has been diminished, and what can be done to restore this light, e.g., forgiveness, understanding, finishing by saying something positive from the group to the pair or the pair to the group, or one within the pair to the other within the pair.

5. Through repeated exposure to being in the spotlight, by having pair after pair being exposed to the audience for just one to two minutes each day, and the interactions that take place, with teacher guidance, kids will realize that negative comments hit one’s core five to seven times harder than positive comments. Then we will have made a first step to “leveling the playing field” of having each and every child receive their constitutionally given right or life, liberty, and the pursuit of happiness, of having their “day in the sun”; or at the very least being exposed to the spotlight of an audience of peers; not alone, but with another, and having the teacher as a positive guiding force.

6. So, the two kids are standing there, up on stage, as it were, and nothing seems to be going on. The two kids don’t know what to say and neither does the audience. What then? Well, the teacher is to reinforce the idea that we all have limelight, we all want limelight. Limelight is what actors and athletes feel when they are in front of an audience. The teacher should go on further to say that limelight comes and goes. An actor may receive fame and fortune for a few years and then fall out of favor with his/her audience. Someone can become very popular for a short period of time, only to fall out of grace. Or a personal tragedy outside the stage may hurt an actor, yet the play must go on. The actor may play a role which is just staged when he/she is feeling terribly inside. Thus, an actor may be forced to put on or wear a persona or mask. It was Robin Williams who made so many laugh. Did he just use this persona of comedy to hide a bipolar reality of alcoholism and depression, and when he found at the very later stages of life he was faced with Lou Gehrig’s disease, decided to end it all, rather than continuing living a life of misery?

Our goal with this buddy system is to try to stabilize the limelight, consciously feel the limelight, and realize it is the light at the end of the tunnel, yet it is a light we can feel now. It is a consciousness of limelight we can self-realize and blend internally with the perfect twilight from within the centers of the brain, centered within the pineal and pituitary glands – the seat of the soul – and when the limelight of consciousness merges with the internal twilight of eternity, the result is a peak, self-actualizing experience, one that transcends the time and space of the here and now; and we may become transformed into a more self-actualizing human being, one able to blend the two lights together, over and over again, creating luminosity, as kids are amazing, and some kids have just got it. But our goal here is to have more and more kids “just get it”.

7. So then the audience and the pair in the middle with the spotlight are just at a loss and dumbfounded, i.e., no one knows what they are doing or what they are there for; once again it is the teacher who must lead the way and shine a little light on the subject, saying, for example, “I am the teacher and you all listen to me (teacher has a flashlight as an aid).

“Now we are going to shine light and pay attention to the two kids up front.”

         And the teacher shines the light on the pair up front. And the teacher reinforces that we are all going to or have had light given to us from time to time; from the time our parents nurtured us, we are given light through their eyes, to the time in the present moment when we are shedding light to the two up front in this class. We are paying attention to or shedding light on the two students in front of us here. Our goal is to realize that they are now in the limelight: our limelight. We are adding energy by being here, by looking at them, and we want them to feel the limelight. So many times kids are shy of an audience. They stammer and stress, or stage-fright occurs. Kids are sensitive, and too much attention is blinding, and they cannot think. If you take a microphone and put it in a child’s face and pretend you are the announcer and start to ask questions, some children will thrive on this attention, and others will be speechless. It’s as if some children are starved for affection and perform just to show off, while others are so shy, they may go into a catatonic stupor or rigidity.

But we all need nurturing, or we would not be able to survive. Once here, there are all levels of introversion and extroversion. Part of it is security and having the trust to reveal oneself; and in a group, this can be a very scary thing indeed. Many times, a child may be a loner – and this may not be a bad thing. When alone and at one with nature, maybe the child is able to relax completely, and the child is able to self-realize the twilight within. Nature can be very healing as we get all of our sustenance, life and well-being from all of nature. However, school is to be part of a socialization process, and we are told we are social creatures. Kids need to learn from school, as well as from teachers and other educators. But to learn what? If the child is taught to master a core curriculum and the teacher has taught the child to know the right answers, and to receive positive reinforcement in front of their peers, and the school receives more financial rewards for having children score higher on standardized tests, then advancement takes place. But let’s say the child got off to a bad start, first, for example, because their parents were not yuppies; second, they might have been a loner; third their appearance may have been sloppy; fourth, they might have had a problem paying attention. Now, this child may be very gifted. Maybe the curriculum was found to be boring by this gifted child. Maybe the child was ridiculed by the other children, and the teacher found that this child was just very disruptive to the classroom. But this leads us to: where is education going in today’s world? When I was growing up, educators tried to match curriculum to the individual’s learning ability. Today, with standardized core curriculum, this is not possible, except for private schoolers or home schoolers. As artificial intelligence becomes more and more prevalent, students will be able to advance at their own levels. But one big difference in education is that teachers used to develop and give their own experiential unique learning styles after thoroughly digesting the curriculum to be taught. Therefore, they might be able to take a rather boring subject or topic and add their own excitement or learning style onto the curriculum, which would then make it easy for their students to understand. And these were the best teachers, because they had a way of making learning easy and fun. Take history for example: rather than memorizing dates and facts for a test, we were told incredible stories, which made history come to life. We were not being taught how to score higher on a test, for advancement; we were being taught through the inspiration of educators inspiring their students to dream what it was like to walk in another’s footsteps in historic times. It does not take much energy to know that we put a man on the moon, but it might take more to know that it happened during the Kennedy administration in 1966. Just as it does not take any more energy to learn what happened on 9/11 and that it happened on 9/11.

This leads us to educators as teachers of facts, when we all know that life is a process.

It was Harry Chapin in his song, “Flowers are Red (1978)”, who, having an ADHD child, was trying to sing out to educators, “Why are you trying to teach my son, ‘flowers are red’, cramming it down his throat, taking all the creativity out of the learning process, leaving him with little to no limelight, just so you can be right, when everyone knows that flowers are all the colors of the rainbow?”

8. It is not so farfetched to have students pair up, as this happens naturally later in life, and it is called a marriage. Our goal here is to purify the limelight at an early age. The educator is to make cards – projection cards – and reinforce the idea that negative projections hurt or hit seven times harder into the core than positive projections. Then the teacher explains that he/she will be throwing these projection cards at the pair in the limelight and seeing if we can discern what ripple effects these projectiles have on the limelight of the couple in the middle. So, the teacher creates positive and negative words, that are to become projectiles. The teacher reinforces the goal that “sticks and stones will break my bones, but names will never hurt me”. Words might include: helpful, good looking, pretty, intelligent, versus lazy, dumpy, mad, ugly, for the negative words. Then the teacher projects these words onto the two under the spotlight and asks them to tell the group how it felt to be called these different positive and negative words. Always end up with positive words and reinforce the goal at the end of the session: we want to increase wellbeing; we want to make you stronger even if bullied by others. The goal is to still feel limelight, even in the face of adversity. The teacher always guides this, and the student group is not allowed to project onto the two in the spotlight. The group may ask how it felt to be called lazy or ugly, but only to get a sense that projections which are negative and meant to hurt; they do impact on the endocrine system, of both the projector and receiver.

9. It is important to teach the group and individuals in the spotlight. It is important to forgive oneself of the projected negative word, and not only to forgive the individual doing the projecting. Teach the group by reinforcing positive projections. The limelight is increased, and it takes around seven positive projections to undo the damage done by just one negative projection.

The teacher then has the kids in the spotlight reject the negative projection, by having each one say, “I am not ugly,” several times each, for the ugly projection, for example. The teacher teaches that this is only part of the healing process. Next, the teacher teaches the art of substitution, where the students in the middle replace the negative projections with a positive affirmation about themselves and say this seven times with conviction, to heal the limelight, create more limelight. For example, they may say, “I am smart, I am smart, I am smart.” Finally, the teacher teaches that it is good to forgive the perpetrator of the negative projection and have the child in the spotlight say something neutral or positive back to the projector, in this case the teacher. For example, these remarks may be questions like, “Were you having a bad day?”; “Ouch, that hurt me.”

Or, “Sticks and stones can break my bones, but names can never hurt me.”

The whole goal here is to “desensitize” the kids under the spotlight and to have them keep thinking even when negative situations arise. Too many times, children freeze when hurt by negativity. The goal here is to have negative projection bounce off the two under the spotlight, like water off of a duck’s back, and tell the kids that this is the goal of the game: to increase limelight in the face of adversity.

10. For Preschoolers and Kindergartners

The Big Bad Wolf Game

Now, for very young children in the spotlight, the educator can say:

“I want you to tell each other, ‘You are the best friend I could ever hope to have.’  Now you say it to each other.”

“You are the best friend I could ever hope to have.”  

“Now I am going to pretend – and this is just pretend, this is just make-believe, this is not real – but I am going to pretend that I am the Big Bad Wolf. Now you just said to each other that you were the best of friends. How did that make you feel?

“Were you happy? Did that make you feel safe and warm? Well, we are all like lightbulbs on rheostats. We can all glow brightly when someone says something nice about us, or we can glow more dimly when someone says something bad or not true about us. So, I am going to say something not true about the both of you. This is just make-believe. I am going to try to blow your house down, but I want you both to stick together with the thought that ‘sticks and stones can break my bones, but names can never hurt me’. I want you to tell me how you feel when I say something bad about you two. Then I want you to tell me it is not true and that I should take it back or you will go and tell your parents what I said. Ready now, stick together, here it comes:

“You two are both very, very, lazy. Tell me, how does that make you feel? You tell me how that makes you feel. Even though I am a teacher, you know that in your heart that you are not lazy. Now tell me to take it back and tell me to say something positive like, ‘You two are both very hard workers. You do excellent work.’  There, you see, if you are told a lie by a bully trying to make themselves feel good at your expense, then tell them to take it back. Tell them you are going to tell your parents and tell it to your best friend in the world, and this will make you feel better. You see, we are all like lightbulbs on rheostats. When someone says something good about you, you glow. When someone says something untrue about you, to hurt your feelings, they are trying to dim your light and increase their light, by showing off using intimidation in front of their friends to make themselves feel better, and at your expense. Your job is to protect you and your friends’ light. This is the most important thing you can do for yourself and your friends. This light you exude when you are built up by a friend’s positive comments and thoughts is called “limelight”, being in the limelight. It is what all champions aspire to when a team wins the game, when an actor or actress receives fame and fortune, notoriety and popularity. They are feeling the limelight. They are aglow. They are happy and they are showing it through their comments, actions, body language, and aura that radiates from their bodies.”

And this is the point of playing this game. To feel the limelight. To be in the limelight. For when this limelight is built up over time and bends back within itself, there is a self-realization process, one of self-actualization, leading to peak experiences where an individual is able to transcend time and space. When enough limelight bends back into itself, into the twilight, then within the pineal gland, enhanced serotonin, increased endorphins, naturally lead to increased peak experiences; whereby an individual is able to weather adverse negative conditions; but the warm internal glow has been stabilized, nurtured, the individual is still feeling at one with the twilight within, even though the body may be starving by lack of food, for example; but the individual is still able to be self-actualizing in spite of negative adversity from the outside world.

THE IMPORTANCE OF BECOMING AN UNBIASED OBSERVER: REWRITING HISTORY

What are the Illuminati? The result of the “Name Game” is to increase limelight, a sense of wellbeing, when folded into oneself, resulting in greater awareness of the perfection of the twilight. The goal being: keeping an open mind to other forms we encounter, and to be unbiased, and open to the fact that we are learning all the time in the eternal now. This way we can rewrite history to what all science and our internal creativity can teach us.

For example, as late as the 1700s, people were taught the Earth was flat. There was even a colony in Florida who thought we were the center of the universe and that the Sun and the stars revolved around the Earth. Can you imagine being brought up under this repressive hierarchy where you could be put to death if you purported that the Earth was round? Man has many times subjugated his freedom for self-preservation, to be controlled through fear. Every child wants greater privileges from older children, but in this reality, children also realize at some time the future is going to kill you. All a young child has to do is to look out the window while riding in a car and see all the roadkill along the side of the road. How can we be taught to deal with this inevitability and not to let it depress us? Remember the Name Game: the goal was not to let our limelight diminish by negativity. This is the most important goal we can achieve in a human lifetime. Not to let the human spirit succumb to negative thought forms, fear of death being the greatest. What can be done to keep our minds open, not to freeze while being beheaded by life’s future Grim Reaper of getting old? The flower wilts, the human body dies.

We can stay centered in the eternal now and not be afraid to rewrite internal and external history, because there is nothing to fear, because death is a man-generated thought form, just like any other positive or negative thought form. Our goal, remember, is to purify the limelight so it can fold back into the twilight of greater awareness. If one does this over and over again, one finds that he/she can travel through imagination to receive and give off thought forms through the fabric of time. We are really like radio broadcasters and receivers, with the seat of the soul residing in the pineal gland, able to affect the pituitary gland to secrete large doses of endorphin to have peak experiences of self-actualized internal perfections through the twilight, to travel through our mind’s eye throughout the fabric of the universe to blend with and explore a vast new world of consciousness; if, and this is a big if, we can maintain our own limelight to match whatever thought form is created by ourselves or projected upon us by other forms able to project thought. Do not freeze in fright, but “Jack be nimble, Jack be quick, Jack jump over the candlestick”. Keep an open mind, but equally important is to reinforce yourself through self-determination to be nimble and quick and keep in touch with your inner perfection in the twilight.

So, to put it another way, we have a peak experience, but the cerebral cortex is on an expression- repression system, where it needs to rest. So, we enter the twilight each night in sleep, where the mid- and hind-brain come to light, and then we dream, where our imaginations run wild, but it is important for us to forgive ourselves for what we do, not only while conscious, but forgive ourselves for the harm we do to others in our dreams as well, because all of this energy of who we are, both awake and asleep, affects our biorhythms in the limelight. So, if we are off slaying dragons, in our sleep, we need to forgive ourselves of projecting thought forms of harm because of perceived thought forms of fear. Who are you really hurting in the process? Your own light.

The Golden Rule: Do unto others as you would have done unto you!

Do you really know who you are and why you came here?

The bigger historical picture-

Rewriting history according to science-

YOU HAVE ALL HEARD ABOUT THE BIG BANG THEORY

Now astronomers are saying there are isolated supernovas at the fringe of our galaxy and that they are not shedding as much light as expected; so, they theorize the universe is still expanding, and billions and billions of years from now, all will move so far away from itself that there will only be darkness. Now that sounds like a negative thought. No light. Well, the Illuminati say nothing is ever lost! A guru is a light bringer, and the Illuminati take this light back to the fabric of the universe, that, as I said before, is filled with waves and radiations; the fabric of the universe, which thought can blend and travel in, as some of our distant viewing experiments in parapsychology have taught us. Then science teaches us about spherical aberration, where, looking at the harvest moon or sun on the horizon, the light from the sun and the reflected light of the moon distort the sun/moon to look gigantic. Well, I would theorize to these astronomers that the light from these very distant supernovae at the fringe of our galaxy is also traveling through all this fabric of the universe of waves and radiation, that this may distort this light to make it seem dimmer, and thus the universe may not be expanding at such a scary rate, so that, billions of years from now, I theorize with a positive thought form, that there still maybe viable light for us to still have peak experiences about ourselves and our relations with the universe. So there, postulate on that more positive thought form.

But back to the question of who we really are and why you came here, to the United States, Land of the Free, Home of the Brave.

Let us look at the history of Noah and the Flood. If we keep an open mind, the Illuminati would say, water comes not only from the clouds, but water could also come from the melting ice caps. If an asteroid were to collide with the Earth, and we just need to look at the Moon to see all the craters to know it is very possible, then might a meteor strike cause the orbit of the earth to stabilize to have the previous ice caps melt to form a flood over the landmass and then to reform in their current position at the polar caps? The Illuminati point to the fact that there are old maps showing the land masses under what are now the poles, which point to a much earlier time when they were land masses, and the poles were located some other place on the Earth. Might this all have taken tens of thousands of years, rather than the tradition’s flood, thought of as coming from the heavens? And that man recorded these land masses in maps that have just recently been confirmed to satellite mapping. To further support this theory, I would add that they now think the Sphinx has water erosion on its back, meaning it is much older than originally thought, so very advanced civilizations may have come and gone due to orbital shifts and polar relocations than history is giving credit for, causing climate changes of a more fertile Nile, not so arid as in this present time zone.

History, in fact, is being rewritten every day, bringing us a truer reality, that the Earth is not flat, that there may have been very sophisticated civilizations now reaching much further back in time, where huge monoliths were cut, and cut with doorways we cannot even fashion with today’s modern technical tools.

To come back to why we are here and how the United States was formed, history clarifies this.

We were all refugees except for the Native American indigenous tribes. We left Europe, Asia to come here. We are not Italy, although many Italian people came here. We are not England, Spain, Russia, China, Japan, although all have influenced us here. What we really are in Illuminati history, with the formation of the constitution in 1776, are groups of people who have been given life, liberty, and the pursuit of happiness, without any older restraints as to where we originally came from. Freedom means we can marry and live with whoever we choose. Freedom means we can believe whatever we want. We can worship the sacred feminine and sacred masculine together here in the United States. Freedom means we can look at ourselves, our innermost feeling of self, and if we believe strongly enough that we are not who we really want to be in terms of sexuality in our current form, then we no longer have to hide light under a bushel.

Men are becoming women. Women are becoming men. Some choose androgynous: half-male and half-female. And no one has the right here in America to say otherwise, because under the constitution of human rights, we are given the inalienable right of life liberty, the pursuit of happiness.

Now this is a little bit different from any other country I can think of. Again, I ask you to realize and to think in a new light, “How did this happen? How did this come to be?” It’s time for the Illuminati to come out from under the bushel. What was hidden should be revealed. There was persecution in Europe. The French and Italians, with the king of France and the Pope in Italy banning together with the Spanish through the Spanish Inquisition, tried to suppress, torture, and kill free-thinking women. In India, they developed a caste system, where all cannot be free, but we see the Untouchable caste and the Brahmin caste. In Asia, many women are made to receive clitorectomies and cut up their clitoris, so that they do not feel any sexual pleasure and are treated like possessions by the male. Most religions in the world support the male over the female.

In India, if a woman lost her husband and the in-laws did not like you, it was not uncommon for the woman to be stoned to death. And today in China, and Japan, if amniocentesis reveals a female child rather than a male, many couples elect to abort the child until they conceive a male.

People of the United States, the US is giving you freedom in its purest form. Keep an open mind and realize its value in terms of limelight. In Italy, you cannot get married in a Catholic Church, for example, if you are two males, or two females. So, you may not be aware of it, just because England was not aware of Alan Turing being the greatest war hero of all time, because it was too top secret. Well, because of the Spanish Inquisition and the genocide of the Knights Templar by the French and the Italians because they were becoming too powerful, forming the first banking system, and the French king, owing them too much money, decided it would be better to snuff them out, rather than paying them back. So, naturally, they went underground. But the consequence is, we do not fully realize our own origins and how we are fundamentally different from ninety-nine percent of the other countries. We do not know our own real history! Therefore, we do not psychologically realize the power of ourselves! Thus, the new history of the Illuminati would stress, and most Americans do not realize, the gravity of the formation of a constitution that is equal in male/female relations; no wonder so many Americans seem to be so confused about their own sexuality. The rest of the world is operating under the old dogma. I am surprised that they are not still telling us the world is flat, or that we lie in the center of the universe and that everything revolves around us.

Did you know the Knights Templar was one of the only organizations to believe in the sacred feminine as well as the sacred masculine? There was only one maxim, there is only one God, but you could be a Jew, Christian, Buddhist, and still be a member. It crossed all religious barriers – and no wonder the traditional religious sects were so threatened. You mean you did not have to be a Christian and you could still be a Knights Templar? Yes. So many of the religions threatened by this banded together and made up horrible devil stories or negative thought forms about the practices of the Knights Templar, so of course they went underground; but our noble institution of Yale, still has the “Skull and Crossbones” organization on their grounds. And many past and present members are Presidents. The origins of the Skull and Crossbones, as I understand it, are not devil worship at all. This custom stems from the Essenes, Jesus’ people, who have a custom of wrapping the body of the deceased and letting the dry, acrid winds of time deteriorate the body, till only the bones remain. A stone box is created just big enough to place the skull and largest bones with the smaller bones into this crypt.

It is not anti-religious in the least. It was a custom of the earlier Jewish sect.

Did you realize that what organized religion called witches and were burned at the stake, are now thought of as herbalists, using the healing abilities of mushrooms, flora, fermentation processes, which are now being used by modern medicine in the healing arts? And there is a movement, not to destroy the original molds and decompositions of earthly matter in our biosphere, because we are destroying basic life elements that we are just realizing now break down matter; decompositions, so that new life can use this in the formations of new life. Once again, back to the maxim, “nothing is ever lost”. And witches were able to create poultices for healing wounds, which were said to be work of the Devil, and were tortured because of a different belief system.

So, my basic theory is that just like British society crucified Alan Turing for his sexuality, so too the Knights Templar were completely discredited for devil worship by the Catholic Church, so that they became so secretive out of survival mode, that History has not placed them properly at all, and we are at a loss here within the United States as to the real nature of our land of the free, home of the brave, and our ability to really contrast our self-beliefs with traditional European institutionalized belief systems.

Watching Pope Francis, embraced by President Obama, have the redcoats, drumming corps, and fife, play “I’m a Yankee Doodle Dandy'', while the bluecoats trumpeted from the balcony with the trumpets, was a revealing lesson of recent history, as the Pope talked about climate change and feeding the poor; but he could not accept lasting bonds of love and marriage between two men or two women. My point being that there is a real difference, living in the freedom of the United States versus the bondage of past institutions, and that this is why we immigrated here in the first place. This is how we came to be in America, and this is what we are trying to teach our children. History is ever changing and evolving as new science and technology reveals truths about our past. And as I think you will agree, we are shedding new light upon our older belief systems. Are we open enough to be unbiased recorders of the new insights that abound?

KNOW THYSELF, PHYSICIAN HEAL THYSELF

Let us go back 10,000 years or so – give or take a few hundred – the point being religion and science can go together. One does not have to be right and one wrong. Let’s try to heal this division with historic and scientific points we can all agree to. We now know that with just a little larger explosion than Mount Saint Helena, an ash plume can cover longitudinally and blot out the Sun. They now think a large explosion may have happened in Greenland around the time of the French Revolution, with clouds of sulfur gas erupting and blotting out the sun, creating a huge famine not only throughout England and Scotland, but causing many thousands in China to die as well. So, “off with her head” and “we cannot live on bread alone” may have been the result of a volcanic eruption, causing great famine throughout the then civilized world. Just think what the result might really be 10,000 years ago, of having a meteor collide with Earth. First, great tsunamis and huge waves generating thousands of miles from the epicenter. Secondly, over hundreds of years the Earth may have actually shifted off its axis, melting the polar ice caps. Now, just a hundred miles or so from Mount Ararat, Turkey, they are unearthing circles of monoliths – huge, beautifully-machined stones with reliefs of animals on them. Now we are talking ten monoliths here and another ten in a circle. A huge undertaking. History says this was a library created after the Flood. But think about it. All these monoliths would have taken many years to construct and hone and carve with animals, all to be covered over with sand.

I put forth the following theory: to me, it is more plausible that a meteor hit the Earth. People around the world felt the immediate effects of tsunamis, but there would have been even more dire effects if the Earth had been shifted off of its axis. Science knows you cannot just rain for forty days and nights and cover the whole Earth with water. Where does the extra water come from?

It has to evaporate from the oceans to form clouds and rain, but it would never cover the entire globe in forty days and nights. But if the polar ice caps were shifted and melted over a hundred years, maybe the land masses underneath were revealed, and this is why we have old maps with accurate readings of the land masses that are underneath the poles. Then the poles shifted back as the Earth’s orbit stabilized. And do you realize what a horrific ash plume may have been created? It could have blotted out the Sun for years, leading to the extinction of very advanced civilizations, living here say 10,500 years ago. Now the Earth would not have been completely covered with water by the melting of the polar ice caps, but much of the landmasses may have been underwater. People would have retreated to higher ground. Life would have been very severe and altered over a hundred-year period. So, I theorize that these monoliths were made after the asteroid hit, during the hundred-year period where the water levels rose, but the people would not know how high the aftermath floor would rise, but knew of a cataclysmic event with a tremendous ash cloud, making it almost impossible to grow anything. Therefore, there is a mass grave site around these monolithic structures, but the surviving people would have had years and years to build their monoliths; so, I theorize that there was a much more severe cataclysmic event that wiped out many civilizations, the aftermath being felt over hundreds of years. Thus, we have the golden era of the Sphinx and pyramid, with signs of fertility and water erosions on the back of the Sphinx, but with the Earth shifting on its axis and the reformation of the polar ice caps in their current location, which may now be close to their original epicenter. Think about a top spinning and then wobbling but then regaining its original orbital centricity. But during the wobble, huge, cataclysmic, electrical storms, flooding, not only from tsunamis from the collision, but from melting of the ice caps, to debris and clouds of ash being thrown into the upper atmosphere. So, as we see, science and history may both be right. There was a flood, and more, a cataclysmic event that took place over hundreds of years that wiped out many advanced civilizations; but many civilizations recorded this event, for future generations to read about.

Thus, the rings of monoliths, with thousands of grave sites lying close to Mount Ararat.

History is rewritten every day through scientific advancements which shed new light into the nature of the true unfoldment of past times to the present. Let not any one religion hinder this truer unfoldment, so that true knowledge has to move underground in such secrecy that the truth is never fully known by us observers, as in the case of Alan Turing or the newly decoded Atlantis codices of Leonardo Da Vinci, where we now see the inner torment caused by closed oppressive systems being placed upon true scientific genius of the time.

In 1476, Leonardo, at the age of twenty-four, was accused of sodomizing a seventeen-year-old male and denounced in a letter posted in the Florentine letter of truth and given to the police, and one of his students was arrested for “wickedness”, Leonardo states. Thus, a part of my body has simply got an intelligence of its own, separate from my own intelligence. Whether I’m asleep or awake it does as it pleases. Sometimes I’m asleep and it’s awake. Sometimes I’m awake and asleep. Sometimes it stirs on its own without my permission; it is nothing to be ashamed of.

In today’s society in the United States, we see the wonderful transformation of Bruce Jenner, moving from transgender into a sort of metamorphosis to emerge as beautiful Cait; gender resurrection into a woman. So, society has moved from a non-transient position of inflexibility to recognizing that if the twilight is telling you something about your internal nature of perfection, and in your deep down heart of hearts, after long deliberation, you need to make a switch, then today’s society in the US is now telling us it’s OK to make that switch, if that’s what one needs to follow his/her dream — a big difference from the institutional rigidness from Leonardo’s day. Less depressing, yes, but as we will see, we still have a long way to go.

Today, there is scientific research into the nature of the pineal gland, said to be the seat of the soul, and purification techniques to unlock crystallization and calcification including not drinking water with fluoride, performing tantric yoga to raise energy levels up the spine to stimulate pleasurable endorphin levels, giving peak experiences to the practitioner, as well as light therapy, to effectively stimulate this light-sensitive gland, and yes, let’s not forget the mind’s ability to meditate. Years ago, various religions taught that masturbation is wrong, immoral, the work of the Devil. However, practitioners today say that physical orgasm is not the goal, but that by building energies over time, the mental unlockings and the wellbeing created by folding energy back into itself lead to mental peak experiences that dwarf the physical expression that we can build to higher internal expressions of enlightenment.

Thus, Leonardo’s stirrings are in fact nothing to be ashamed of, but in a more open society of today, socially acceptable modes of satisfactions lead to greater nurturing within adult coupling, or by soul practitioners. In Leonardo’s day, the act of copulation with a member of the same sex was punishable by death.

Thus, in today’s society, education should strive to create a fair, level playing field among children. The knowledge taught will change over time with scientific advancement, but limelight, its protection and its enhancement leading to peak experiences with the individual should be the new goal, not core curriculum. In another codex, Leonardo uses the parable of the “Lonely Stone”. The Lonely Stone lives among the flowers but wants to be among stones on the rocky road. So, one day it moved on the heatherland and nestled among the other stones. But then the stone finds the wheels of the carts, and the hooves of the horses, and of course the boots of the men would grind it down, crush it, cause it hardship; sometimes, it would lift itself up only to be shattered by some animal, splattered by mud. It gazed up in vain at the place it had left: a lovely tranquil grave, the pretty-flowered, peaceful place of happiness. So, this is what happens to those who choose to leave a life of solitude and contemplation, who come to live in the city – a life of wickedness.

Robin Williams’ final movie, Boulevard, is the story of a man who is married, but leading a dual existence of desire because he loves is wife, but has “stirring”, as Leonardo would put it, to nurture and help a younger male, and the desire to form a loving platonic bond with this individual. This individual happens to have a pimp, prostituting him out, and Robin Williams’ role is to try to free this individual from bondage. However, the pimp is addicted to drugs and is using his influence to extort money, even though the younger man is really appreciating at times Robin’s attempts to nurture and offer freedom. Robin Williams, by the way, in real life had been misdiagnosed with Parkinson’s, when in reality, he had Lewy’s dementia, after an autopsy was performed. This is a less radical developmental form of dementia, one with which 1.3 million Americans are diagnosed yearly. This may not be cause for suicide, however add long-term alcoholism into the picture and the victim may not be able to see any light coming out of the tunnel.

We will reflect, from time to time, back to this movie Boulevard because it has many of the elements we are going to be dealing with here and they are relevant to today’s society. On the one hand, we see society in the United States moving to the more liberal Bruce Jenner freedom.

But it takes a remarkable man/woman to achieve liberation. One can literally ‘be blinded by the light, revved up like a deuce”, like a “runner in the night” by adding opiates into the picture.

So, there we are, happy as a lark; believe me, you are in the center of perfection of the pituitary gland, shooting endorphins throughout your system; then at a party, you decide to do some speed or oxycodone just to get a little higher. Well, what you have done is get higher and addicted very quickly, and as you add more morphine or speed into your system, your pituitary gland becomes supersaturated with a morphine-like substance – serotonin overdose. So, the pituitary gland suppresses production of endorphins. And you become dependent on an artificial outside source, which does in fact blind you to the light!

You are “revved up like a deuce”, like a “runner in the night”. You are flying blind and, maybe for the first time in your life, you cannot feel your inner twilight. Maybe you can now only feel your inner perfection when you do more speed or opiates. Then when you come down, you do not come down into yourself, refreshed, as you normally awaken from a nurturing sleep; but you feel sick, subpar, operating at a deprivational need level, unless you take more speed or opiates.

You know, speed was introduced at the beginning of World War II. Hitler thought speed was vitamins for the self. German officers were given speed; thus, the blitzkrieg, day and night, conquering country after country till France was occupied. It took the combined forces of the free world, and the might of the United States helping England, to liberate all the occupied countries; and let’s not forget the genius of Alan Turing to break the German code using his Enigma machine. Did you realize Alan Turing was the father of artificial intelligence and computers and mathematically formulating repeating designs in nature? However, as we have stated before, his time was cut short here on Earth because of the intolerant societal dogma of the time.

But how was Hitler able to gain such might, with alliances in Italy and Japan to turn the balance of power, so that it had to be saved by the brilliance of Alan? I contend that history should be rewritten, giving Alan his full measure of credit. But there was a bigger atrocity than the genocide of the Jews by an intolerant society that needs to be brought to light to contrast who we are here in the United States and why we came here and left Europe. Leonardo touches on it in his codex. However, that is a previous genocide that we do not talk about. It is the reason Leonardo has to use anagrams and codices. His life is in peril. That is why this knowledge is just coming to light now, after hundreds of years of being hidden so deeply, just like the Alan Turing secret that he was in fact the greatest hero of World War II, top secret.

So, what is this other atrocity that no one talks about? And we are talking genocide on as large a scale, if not larger, than the genocide of the Jews. The genocide I am talking about is the conspiracy of the French and the Italians and those Spanish who took part in the genocide of free-thinking women, who they called “witches” and devil worshippers and the genocide of the Knights Templar from all over Europe because traditional religious institutions are threatened by the sacred feminine. Yes, let me repeat this. Traditional religious institutions do not operate from a fair and level playing field of holding men and women equal. No, they do not. It was only the Knights Templar who worshiped the sacred feminine and the sacred masculine together as equals, and for that organized religious institutions tried to annihilate them.

So, this was the first genocide, before World War II, the annihilation of free-thinking women and the knights who were taught to defend the weak! The second annihilation was then able to take place in Italy with Mussolini. How is it that this fascist dictator could rise up right under the auspices of the Pope and the Italian Church, with the annihilation of the free nomadic Gypsies and the Jewish sect? The answer is that they had done it before. They had committed genocide with the free-thinking women and the Knights Templar, and what’s more, they had gotten away with it.

Here is the Knights Templar, defender of the weak, forming the first banking system and becoming the richest organization in the world. You only had to believe in one God, but you could believe in the sacred feminine, be of any denomination, and still be a Knights Templar.

So this was too threatening to France and Italy, or France owed the Knights Templar too much money, so they committed genocide on them, called them evil, men of strange rituals; worshiping the skull and crossbones, which was an Essene tradition from Jesus’ tradition, as I said earlier, of putting the skull and crossbones in a crypt after the flesh and muscle for the first to disintegrate; then the skull and crossbones were carefully placed with the small stone box.

Because of belief in the sacred feminine, helping Gypsies, weaker, less fortunate individuals, living closely with nature, in some cases healing with herbs, creating potions and poultices to relieve infections – the rudiments for modern medicine – these individuals were performing the work of the Devil, because the world is flat and Leonardo’s anatomical dissections of the human heart and organs, which are still right on with modern medical knowledge, were, of course, evil.

So, this regime, which had been successfully usurping power, committing genocide with free-thinking women along with the Spanish Inquisition, could of course spring up once again to commit genocide of the Jewish faith. What these perverse institutions at the time of Leonardo did not realize however, is that the Knights Templar’s genocide was not successful after all. They went to Goa, India; they went to Scotland. They had fleets of ships and went to Newfoundland and America. We are they! How do you think the pirates sprang up to take on the Spanish, French, and Italian navies? The pirates were the Knights Templar, striking back at the French and Italy, for Black Friday the Thirteenth when these two groups committed genocide against the free-thinking women and the Knights Templar. So, with the sacking of ships, the pirates flying the Jolly Roger took back their wealth from the genocidal robber of the night, the French and the Italians, who were dictating that you had better believe that the Earth is flat, and that the Pope has divine decree, not Mary Magdalene. Why did the French lose their superpower status, way back when, and want to regain it ever since? They have the Napoleon complex. Why? Because they committed genocide against the Knights Templar, the modern day Freemasons, a secret society that was underground so deep that we are just unraveling its mysteries today in America, land of the free, home of the brave, as a result of the constitution of the Knights Templar, who acknowledge the balance of sacred feminine with the sacred masculine; and today under this constitution, we can now become whoever we want to, marry whoever we please. So, there is a big difference as to who we are in America vs. the old dictums and institutions in Europe. We were not just a bunch of poor immigrants coming from the old country to carve out a new life here. We were really the wealthiest privateers, seeking revenge from the genocide perpetrated from the existing European religious institutions of the day, not letting Leonardo study the laws of nature to create new scientific discovery into the way the world really works with modern thoughts and ideas. Free Thinkers.

Captain Kidd was not originally a pirate, but a member of the church in New York and Massachusetts.

He was employed by a consortium of merchants to bring the Knights Templars treasure here, as had been done by the Freemasons and Founding Fathers, since the wealth of the Freemasons had been moved from Europe to India, Madagascar, Newfoundland, Greenland, and finally here to America.

After World War II, Germany was punished for its war atrocities with many of the high Nazi officials escaping to Brazil and Argentina with the help of the Italian government. So, there are real differences between America and Europe. 1776 – the American Revolution – we broke away.

1945 – America enters World War II to help its allies defeat Germany and Hitler.

Now, I am not advocating anything outside of the laws of the United States, even though all other religious sects have come to the United States for religious freedom and carry on the same traditions as in Europe. It is just when Pope Francis comes to visit here in the US, talking about climate change and feeding the poor, he must realize he is in the United States where freedom reigns, where sex change is allowed, where same-sex marriage is guaranteed under the Constitution. Where genocide is not permitted and we do not believe the world is flat, or some other hogwash. We may believe whatever we want to, thanks to our Founding Fathers, many of whom were Freemasons, Knights Templar, pirates, Skull and Crossbones groups in Yale, and thousands of other thought systems who may freely believe in a black President, a woman President, a woman Pope as well as a male Pope.

I agree with the Law of the Land that says children need to be left to determine their own sexuality without coercion. The Law of the Land is correct when it comes to rape or transgression of will from an adult to a child. Priests cannot and should not prey upon the youth of altar boys, nor the power of Washington upon congressional aides; but they must learn to pick upon members their own age to engage in bonding rituals. We agree to let the innocence of the child to have its own free choice to self-determination for life, liberty, pursuit of happiness.

But to come full circle to Robin Williams’ last movie, Boulevard, this may lay the groundwork for society’s psychological needs of fulfillment, by having more than one relationship at a time, but being able to honor each, without threatening either relationship. Here we are talking about nurturing relationships. Two individuals who are consenting, of age – there is no law of the land crime being committed. There is no wickedness to be found, only two nurturing, loving relationships going on simultaneously. So long as no transgression of will is taking place and all parties are of age; then no legality has been broken. And free sex reigned after Woodstock, New York, and many trial hippy caboose-style multi-relationship adventures ensued, many times leading to multiple cases of gonorrhea as well as multiple orgasms.

But, psychologically speaking, many individuals realize benefits from having nurturing relationships by having interpersonal relationships with members of both sexes, many times platonic; as in the movie Boulevard, husband and wife slept in different bedrooms but loved each other. The father of Robin did not accept his son’s sexuality, so he felt in his heart of hearts he was leading a lie. So, he formed another nurturing, fulfilling relationship with a younger man, where both partners expressed appreciation towards each other. There was no wickedness. And in 1481 Leonardo moved to Milan, Northern Italy, and states in his Atlantic Codex: “But there is no obstacle that will stand in my way. I am Leonardo da Vinci, a disciple of experience, and I am patient. Patience protects me from insults, warm clothes protect me from cold. When it gets colder, I put on more clothes; when these bastards abuse me, I become more patient.”

It was the Europeans who stated that we Americans get too hung up on sex. Many Europeans say it is quite natural to have a prime relationship with siblings as a result of marriage, and to have a lover on the side. And this may work for some, for many. Who knows? But one thing is for sure: now in America, even with the religious right, Americans are able to explore multiple relationships in safety, under the law, freely, so long as both are consenting adults of age.

All too often, Americans love a scandal. News organizations eat it up. And it would not support an audience if gossip seekers did not create a scandal and talk about it incessantly. In this instance, I think Leonardo is right on with his stone parable. Society, because of the older European teachings, from religious institutions teaching the Puritans that sex is only for procreation to the Arabs stating, “Cut out the woman’s clitoris, she belongs to me like my cow and other chattel.

Because of repression, because they feel it might be unnatural, because they have been brought up with religious dogma, they are the first to throw a stone and gossip to increase their limelight, talking about some relationship, maybe completely legal, at the expense of others being hurt. Thus, I think President Clinton should have brought suit against the parts of the American Establishment who wanted to condemn or impeach him for breaking up his relationship with another. He was not doing anything corrupt or illegal. America, do not stick your noses where they do not belong! I think Leonardo and Alan and Robin would all agree, let freedom reign and keep an open mind and heart that you are not stealing someone else’s limelight, maybe even your own child’s; taking away their peak experiences, removing their light from their nurturing, loving tunnels, and then the parent is in total grief and disbelief when their son/daughter has committed suicide, because of parental intolerance of their own child’s internal thought systems.

WHAT GOES AROUND COMES AROUND

So, does anyone really know much about the Knights Templar? Because this knowledge would be helpful as to what they took to heart in their belief system, as to what it meant to be free and a free thinker. And again, they were forced to go so underground because of the genocide that was perpetrated for their annihilation by other rival institutional elements. Isn’t it funny that both the Knights Templar and the Jews were thought to be wealthy? So, I feel envy may be a huge motive to destroy. Envy is still raging today with the one percenters versus the middle class. How do we fix the system? Do we take from the rich and give to the poor, with Hillary Clinton’s proposal to raise the capital gains tax to support the middle class? And how do we make a fair and level playing field in education, giving every child an equal start, with the yuppie parents trying to accelerate their child at earlier and earlier ages, giving them all the modern technology to support their child’s ability to graduate summa cum laude, college, doctor, president, push, push, push, over a child whose parents are struggling to put food on the table and pay the gas bill for warmth?

So, how do we create this level playing field while Donald Trump is trumpeting from the loft, “We do not want free trade, we want fair trade”? We want Americans to be able to recapture jobs in the international arena, not to have to compete against China, who manipulates its currency; to keep every job it has stolen from America because of cheaper labor with forced subsistence living by Chinese inhabitants in China. “Americans are stupid,” he says. We moved from the Peace Corps, where we moved to teach other nations to feed themselves using modern farming methods and technology, to exporting our lifestyles. And here again, religion enters the larger picture, converting Muslims and others to Christianity. Greed: we can sell all of our finished manufactured goods to the two billion Chinese people. We will all be so rich here in America. Little did we realize China would take all the resources we have, and at ridiculously low prices, feigning slowdown, and do the manufacturing there with low labor, just to sell them back here, giving them a huge trade surplus and putting the US in huge debt. I agree with Donald – we have been duped because free trade is not free. We are dealing with a communist dictatorship, which works well on a small Indian tribal level: the best hunter can shoot the deer and share the meat with the tribe. But you don’t see De Beers selling all its diamonds, its resources, on the cheap. It very carefully markets them to keep the market inflated, to meet the demand of the newly engaged couples, keeping years’ supply of diamonds uncut and in reserve.

So, immediate greed: “Let’s produce all the oil we can, get it out of the ground now, without giving a thought to future generations who may need it badly. Instead, we create a glut.”

Enough political divergence! Who are the Knights Templar? How can their sense of freedom create a level playing field so all Americans can live a life of enhanced limelight, not have their freedoms diminished by static, institutionalized, stylized, modes of thought? I will tell you what I know, and I will tell you what I don’t know but just theorize about.

You know, moment of honesty: I was not a good public reader in school, and every time the teacher would go around the class and have the students read aloud, I would get clammy palms.

My brain would freeze up. I wanted to be elsewhere. I would stop my internal dialogue, as if in fright. I would psychologically turn into a stone and get up and rise from my seat, just to try to sound out the words put in front of me, which I did horribly, with little thought being able to be realized by me. It was as if it took so much of my ability to sound out the words that I could not at the same time understand their meaning or importance. It was only afterwards I would say, “Oh that was what I read.”

Children and adults do this when under great stress. We have the ability to stop our internal dialogue, to escape, to wait in patience for the bad time to move on, so we can re-emerge at a later, less stressful time. I think I did the same thing in French class, because it was even worse trying to read a foreign language, which did not make sense in the first place, because you have to learn everything all over again. I think I still have nightmares where I have to read like twenty books overnight in college for an exam, and as I try to read the text, it all looks like Greek to me.

However, I did fine in college and would listen to the teacher, underline passages, and take copious notes. I am definitely not a reader, but learn through sight, auditory, and visual-motor to retain rote information. What I do possess is a vivid imagination. Thought comes to me when I am relaxed as thought forms, as energy, as limelight merging into a loving twilight.

At night, my mother would repeat this poem, and it became my favorite: “Wynken, Blynken, and Nod one night sailed off in a wooden shoe…”

The Knights Templar were cosmic astronomers! There are medieval churches miles apart precisely aligned to the constellations. This again goes back to the Great Flood and before, during the golden period in Egypt. There were thousands of years before the climactic meteor collision with the earth. There were very advanced civilizations wiped completely out, with us to piece together today. It has just come about recently to scientific knowledge, that the Earth’s magnetic fields trap much of the radiation, cosmic fabric, if you will, and because these are waves, we can hear these magnetic waves, and when played, they sound just like the whale’s sound.

Now just imagine that the whales of this earth are blending their voices to the harmonics of the cosmic fabric to radiate in harmony with the energy of the universe.

“Whale’s Tales of Old”  

I float in amber waves of grains of

Cosmic consciousness, humans call water.

I fill my lungs with sunlight, just as you do.

I hear a calling deep within, a resonance

Of harmony folding into the eons of time.

I sing to Ra and enter the fabric of eternity

Becoming One with the cosmos I travel on

Spider webs of cosmic energy, connecting galaxies,

Are humans blind to the cosmic dust that

Radiates from the solar winds? It blows

So sweet it's reveries on high, that whales

Sing back, carried along by its rapture.

So Sing the song that folds back time when

You lived in the Sea, and cast your nets

Towards the Spica Star whose twilight fills

The pure heart’s soul, offering eternity.

And you shall travel with our pod, for love knows

No refrain, for all can travel to this star that shines

In Isis’ name.

Again, I say the Knights Templar were cosmic astronomers! Don’t believe me? Believe me and let me show you. Bet you do not know who the woman standing on top of the Capitol Building in the United States is. You might think she is an Indian? No, she is the representation of Virgo from the constellation, and one night a year her head mantle aligns with the star “SPICA” which is the representation of the Freedom Statue, which she is carrying at her side, represented as stalks of wheat, in the left hand, grains of fertility, and in the right hand the saber handle and dome lantern. Now, this is not an attempt to be polytheistic, for they believe in one God; however just as the whales are aligned with the cosmic fabric, so too the earliest Templars learned from this golden period in Egypt, not that the Earth was flat, but that the star in the east, the Bethlehem Star, was indeed the SPICA star which shone so brightly at Jesus’ birth. But this was not the first time this star had shone so brightly, and I believe as my great-great grandfather before me believed, as written as the Prophecy of Avesta on the Planetarium, 4007 BC. Knowledge of Jesus’ coming, a prophecy that is not anti-Christian in the least, because interstellar travel of knowledge, traveling much faster than the speed of light as we know it, bending the fabrics of time, still takes time, but at regressive states of time. So, if you were able to bend the cosmic fabric of time, using heavy gravity, elements not even found here or created naturally here on Earth, but only by means of a particle accelerator, that form of consciousness traveling here would be beyond time and space, just like the peak experience of folding the limelight into the twilight, and just like the whale sounds of resonance with the same harmonic as the cosmic fabric. Thus, when we travel by intent, using our mind’s eye, we can project ourselves outside ourselves, to view other worlds, using perfect pitch and harmonics. In other words, we are all a part of God, and God’s intents know no limits, and by attuning perfectly to God the part of our perfectly God-given twilight, we are able to have knowledge of his creation. We are all observers of nature. We all use science every day. And the Egyptians used temple alignment, were aware of planetary progression of the Earth’s wobble, to align pyramids to true north and align shafts from the pyramids pointing to specific points within our galaxy; that if they were able to project heavy gravity through these portals, then they could bend the space time continuum, to project consciousness to specific portals within the universe and give and receive cosmic consciousness.

Thus, such precise and sacred temple alignment to the stars and their relationship to the stars and the reverence given to the stars. It is not anti-Christian to know of the coming of the lord 4,000 or 15,000 years before the star in the East, the Bethlehem Star, appeared to bring the Wise Men to view Christ’s birth. If we had enough cosmic consciousness and belief and faith and internal insight, we would be having this fantastic peak experience that our forefather had to realize the coming of Christ well in advance of his arrival. That is what the Knights Templar found out from the ancients, so they created temples with the same alignment, with the same goal as the ancients: to achieve cosmic consciousness, freedom of thought, higher states of consciousness, limelight folding into the twilight, peak experiences to transcend time and space, now within the pineal glands within each and every human, to transcend the fear of any thought form including the birth-death cycle. Thus, through peak experience you are one with the consciousness of Jesus – a God-given energy to every man, woman, and child. Now we just have to create the level playing field so we can all self-realize and all get there. And this is why limelight and protecting your limelight is the most important thing we as educators can ever hope to teach children. Core curriculum will change as science changes it into a newer light. It is not important to know the right answer; it is not important to be 1st in your class. It is important to be able to meditate and be aware of your internal light, to enhance it naturally, not through opioids, but to self-actualize yourself to the grace-state of cosmic awareness and not be afraid for what you are saying, by hiding your light under the bushel basket in fear of intimidation. Come out, come out, wherever you are!

Sir Hamilton Lanphere Smith, Cosmic Astronomer

Prophecy of Avesta

“In that day Sosiosk the Victorious, shall

Arise out of the Numbers of the prophets in

The East Country: Around him shall shine

A mighty brightness, and he shall make

Life everlasting, incorruptible, and immortal;

And the dead Shall Rise Again.”

                                Prophecy of Avesta

When I was a beggarly boy and lived in a cellar damp

I had neither a friend or a toy, but I had an Aladdin’s lamp

When I could not sleep through the cold, I have fire enough in my

Brain, to guild all my castles in Spain with gold through the pouring rain.

So, this is the new sense of freedom, without wickedness, as Leonardo used to know it.

We have science and common law to protect the right of our children not to be abused.

However, common law is now recognizing the social rights of citizens to nurture others with loving thoughts and to discriminate between Platonic love between males or females, towards anyone, without wickedness, versus transgression of will, rape, abuse of children, abuses of the mentally challenged, abuse of the elderly. But we still have a long way to go. If whale songs can merge with cosmic consciousness and we value consciousness, then how can we still be dumping garbage into the oceans? To be blunt, we do not dump waste where we live, so how can we as humans still allow all the waste for NYC to be loaded onto the scows with a nine-mile limit. Why don’t you go ask a whale? If they can sing to the cosmic consciousness throughout the universe, don’t you think we should be respecting their space in the universe and the ocean? We could have a government project to build a high-speed train from NYC all the way to the deserts in the Midwest to build a new mountain range of garbage. At least, with garbage buried under the sand in the desert, we would not be hurting our fragile oceans.

And if we are going to respect consciousness, what about the elephants, who never forget? How can we still be slaughtering them for the ivory trade? And to keep this type of consciousness locked up in circus or work elephants, is a wickedness, a sin against cosmic consciousness.

And the third area needing work is the treatment of our elderly. Here China has the right to respect the elderly. Here in the US, we have started to clean up the mess within the massive developmental centers. Within one center containing 1,400 clients, they used to be hosed down with fire hoses. They used to roam a flock of undressed creatures. When they are finally divided and separated, one of the jobs of the social skills trainers was to scrape feces off of the walls and ceilings. Yes, conditions were that atrocious. What we did in New York State was create a multitude of group homes. We divided and separated. Individualized attention, six clients per home with a support staff. Community mobility training. Yes, there are still centers for those who are a danger for society. But now the quality of life has been enhanced. The mentally challenged child is being treated with respect and dignity. We have a coffee club at Tim Hortons, and many times we see small groups of adult clients under close adult supervision coming to get coffee and a donut. They seem happy, and the customers are understanding of uncontrollable outbursts from an overenthusiastic client. All just go about happily sipping our caffeine and sometimes a cream-filled donut for a little added sugar buzz.

So now it is time for a tally. Are we as humans learning our lessons?

First, the negative – and this is the reasoning for the coupling of children at an early age – to protect their limelight. We are just getting a head start at an early age for what we do anyway at a later age: we couple, marry, and protect our nuclear family.

So, the reasons to initiate this early coupling are to attempt to level the playing field and to protect kids from losing their limelight: first, we live today in a much more tolerant system within the United States. Remember Leonardo Da Vinci, who was tortured by a rigid regime not accepting science nor the laws of nature. Before Galileo and the flat world scenario, free thinkers were a threat to a rigid regime. Codices and cyphers and codes were created so the world of free thinkers went underground. This type of control over what free people can think is a kind of slavery, not caring really how fair the masters of the regime are to their constituents. It is the control the masters are after. Power and control and that feeling of power corrupts. It is like a drug; they are stealing limelight from other freethinkers to their narrow, static, ritualistic view of the world. Just think of the energy needed to keep one’s morale up fighting off these authoritative establishments. Other previously mentioned depressing, oppressive, man made redresses against freedom include:

1. How humanity crucified Christ.

2. How the Spanish Inquisition performed genocide of freethinking women.

3. How genocide was performed upon the Knights Templar in 1301.

4. How Hitler performed genocide upon the Jews.

5. How England performed hormonal therapy upon the greatest World War II war hero, leading to his suicide and early death.

6. How the US government is still allowing US companies to dump garbage in our oceans.

7. The treatment of endangered elephants, slaughtered for their tusks, chained and abused in circuses and sideshows and zoos under bars.

8. US senior citizens who waste away in nursing homes waiting to die so someone else can take their beds.

Yes, this is the last abuse I want to discuss here. If every American under the Constitution has the right to life, liberty, and the pursuit of happiness, then why in the hell would anyone want to go to a nursing home to have small little hospital rooms with stewards to push you around in wheelchairs, while you just wait to kick the bucket. If the mentally challenged can go into group homes and receive individual attention from a whole dedicated staff, from social skills trainers, to nurses, to community mobility trainers, then so can senior citizens. Let’s take all the viable seniors out and put them in group homes around the communities, just like the mentally challenged. Let’s keep their quality of life high by getting them out in the community on field trips to Starbucks and movies. When there are only six to a home with all kinds of support staff we will find a great improvement in their quality of life. We did it for the mentally challenged. Let’s honor the seniors in the same way. For the flower begins to fade. It loses some of its color. So, as one gets up into their fifties or sixties, especially if one is not in a supportive loving relationship, he/she may find it is harder to start up another intimate relationship compared to, say, when they were in their prime; whatever that means. For them it means that maybe they do not feel that they are as attractive as when they were younger. For them it may feel that menopause is affecting their sex drive and it is not as strong as in their twenties. For them, they do not get the same enthusiasm when talking to people. Maybe you cannot strike up the same kind of rapport and you feel you have lost some of your limelight, your charisma. Then, on top of it all, add some kind of illness like dementia.

Your body might be breaking down and you may need joint or hip replacements. Now add loss of a job and your buying power is diminished. You used to feel on top of the world. Now you just feel old and tired all the time. Your body does not move as nimbly as before and maybe you just want to sleep a lot. There is plenty of room for seniors to get depressed. Or add the loss of a loved one you have spent the last forty years with. Or your mother and father have gone, the two main situational supports you went to for confidence. You are depressed, lonely, unhappy.

But these are easy obstacles compared to alcoholism or drug addiction.

With the prior situations, your endorphin system is still intact. You know, they say an elephant never forgets. A child under stress, with strong emotion – still memory is pretty well intact. Add something really ugly, like a rape, a very nasty transgression of will, a life-threatening situation, real fear, and your mind tries to forget the situation. You cannot recall the exact details because you have been deeply hurt. And in extreme cases, you freeze up, and memories are like a big white blur. However, add enough opiates into the picture and you are at first blinded by the light. Then you need more opiates just to maintain your world view, keep it together. Then you do not have the opiates and you have suppressed your endorphin system; I compare this to the runner in the night. You have lost your awareness of your own self, your limelight, and your twilight. You will steal energy any way you can from family or friends. You are no longer a giver. You have become a taker. You do not care what you do to your relationships.

You have become very, very selfish. You are running on empty and your inner vision is so stressed, your nerves are so on edge, you are stewing in your own juices in a living hell.

So, on the positive side of the ledger, what we have going for us is:

1. God-given twilight of perfection within.

2. Our parents, positive support systems to help us through thick and thin.

3. Our ability to positively increase our own limelight with the help from our friends.

4. Our own ability to fold limelight into the twilight to increase self-awareness, self-actualization, self-esteem, peak experiences.

5. The nature of the cosmos, where thought can travel through the reverie of time to be self-realized.

6. Where we can play with other forms of consciousness to transcend to higher levels of consciousness to cosmic consciousness.

7. Where we can protect our own limelight and increase it to transcend time and space and fear, to break the life-death cycle, to realize our own eternal now. Once again in Maslow’s hierarchy, once self-actualization is achieved over and over again and is mastered, the master can be placed in very deprivational states, but his/her consciousness will still operate at a high self-actualizing level. It’s as if space and time have been transcended and this inner light shines brightly without food, shelter, clothing. Even with the limelight being turned off for a period, the individual has returned to the fetal state of being bathed and stabilized and is fully aware of the twilight of inner love and compassion. Thus the expression, “Forgive them for they know not what they do.”

8. Where we can dream and theorize and dare to be creative

                                           When You Wish Upon A Star

                           When you wish upon a star, it makes no difference who you are.

                            When you wish upon a star, your dreams come true.                                        

So let me just do my theories for the day:

Remember, these are just theories to be proven or disproven by scientific scrutiny.

1. I theorize that just like we have endorphins running at the speed of thought throughout our bodies, bringing us greater pleasure, the universe can be made for high-speed travel by consciousness. Not by propulsion systems traveling at the speed of light, but through bending time at the speed of thought, to just be there, using particle acceleration and heavy gravity to bend the space time between where we are on Earth and another planet we want to travel to. This form of travel is dependent upon heavy matter creating heavy gravity particles, and works by having neutrons shapeshift, a process which is very unstable today, because we have not created this heavy matter in today’s reality. I theorize that in the past, the ancients had their hands upon this fourth-dimensional substance, which may have been in the Ark of the Covenant. This, when placed inside the Great Pyramid, which was a particle accelerator, would create a distortion within the line of sight of the shaft, thus allowing thought and possibly physical travel to another spot in time. I further theorize that when one uses this heavy gravity distortion that bends the time-space fabric, it creates a brighter light because all the cosmic waves of radiation are being condensed. Thus, there was a report of the Bethlehem Star shining brighter than normal during the birth of Christ. I theorize this Christing light was created by particle acceleration, using heavy gravity from a planet near to the Spica Star, sending cosmic consciousness to this planet, breaking the life and death cycle to one of salvation and life ever after, through this Christening Light, the Bethlehem Star, the Spica Star written about 4000 BC with the Avesta Prophecy. I further theorize that this type of Christening Light transcends time and space as we know it and just as the Big Bang, with the robin egg’s blue, even dispersal of matter, that a cosmic event of this magnitude becomes a light-giving event to all the conscious creatures of this world, that they may consciously realize and attune to this eternal light to which the whales sing. You see, Jesus used that light throughout his birth, life, and resurrection, but others use this light to align their temples; the ancients, the knights of old, and conscious sentient beings of today: “For when two or more are gathered in my name, then greater things than I have done may be accomplished today.”  Thus, this light still shines today. The Knights Templar knew it and knew how to use it. The United States is the result. A new birth of freedom is the result. We are the result, and this light is why we can all have our own peak experiences today. So, this is the positive side of the tally sheet. Let’s see if we can use this Christing light wisely. Can we stop genocide? Can we clean up the oceans? Can we stop wickedness on the elephants and other abuses inflicted upon children? Can we create a society where the elderly are respected and taken care of as well as the mentally and physically challenged? These are the challenges we present here and now. Let’s all do our part to clean up our own lights, protect our own limelight to realize our fullest potential, and to clean up this planet and stop dumping and spewing our waste all over this earth; because only then will all consciousness be able to transcend the spacetime continuum to realize enlightened eternity with Spica, the Goddess of freedom. What other group do you know who recognized the sacred feminine, and what group do you know that accepts all denominations? Only the free thinkers!

Only the Bethlehem Star, the Sacred Tau at the Temple of Jerusalem.

Wynken, Blynken, & Nod

Wynken, Blynken, and Nod, one night, sailed off in a wooden shoe,

Into a river of crystal light and into a sea of blue.

Where are you going and what do you wish, the old man asked the three.

We’ve come to fish for the herring fish that live in this beautiful sea.

And nets of silver and gold have we, said Wynken, Blynken, and Nod.

So, all night long their nets they cast to the stars in the twinkling fold,

When down from the sky came the wooden shoe, bringing the fishermen home.

‘Twas all a beautiful dream they dreamed, to sail on that beautiful sea.

And I shall name you the fishermen three:

Wynken and Blynken are two little eyes, and Nod is a little head.

And the wooden shoe that sails the skies is a wee one’s trundle bed.

So shut your eyes while mama sings of beautiful things to come,

And you too shall sail the starry skies with Wynken, alias Christopher Columbus and

Blynken, alias Captain William Kidd, and Nod, alias John Paul Jones.

OLD DOGMA/NEW SCIENCE

Over and over again, we have demonstrated what happens to old dogma in the face of new scientific discoveries. It was Aristotle and Copernicus who upheld that the world was at the center of the universe, while Galileo was tried before the Vatican to prove his new gravitational theory. He theorized that if he put himself inside a ship, in a cabin shut off from the outside world, and were to jump up and down, that he would land in the same place, even though the ship was moving fast in the water. It was the invisible force of gravity that he was explaining to the Church, who feared that if the Earth were not at the center of the universe, we would be blown off of our feet by sudden movement. We now universally accepted gravity, this unseen force of nature. But these were the barriers that science had to break down. We have mentioned the Great Flood, mentioned in the Bible, and that there may have been a much greater flood then anyone could have realized, with a meteor colliding with the earth and knocking it off of its axis for hundreds of years, wiping out all but the faintest remnants of past civilizations. Let us now theorize that these past civilizations may take us into the past well before the Old Testament, way before the time of Abraham. What if science reveals past advanced civilizations 10,000, 20,000, 30,000 years old, and man creates a new dogma based upon these new scientific facts? Then, when we finally really explore the seas, we find the remnants of a 100,000-year-old civilization that had conquered interstellar travel, made by our own inhabitants right here on Earth. Not aliens, but a very advanced past civilization, found in a ship at the bottom of the ocean, proven to be the lineage of the Atlantean peoples, struck by this asteroid.

Would the dogma and institutional creeds try to suppress these new scientific findings and put to death individuals supporting these new findings? It was Carl Sagan who used to bandy the term “billions and billions of years”, so, it is quite possible many past civilizations have inhabited Earth right here on this planet, because of the large expanses of time. We as scientists should be open to this possibility and keep an open mind.

Well, this is exactly what has happened in the past. The old institutionalized dogmas had become so threatened by new scientific findings, that the new was stamped out to keep the status quo in tow. So let me theorize about something hitting closer to home rather than the interstellar travel theory. Let us turn our eyes to Christ’s birth. We are told of the star in the east that my great-grandfather has written about and the sacred statue of freedom on the Capitol dome pointing to the Spica Star. We are told of the wise men who came bringing gifts of incense and myrrh. What puzzles this scientific observer is that if they know that the Son of Man has been born here on Earth, don’t you think that they would keep track of him? I mean, we seem to have lost the years of Christ in his teens, only to reemerge when Jesus is around 30. And what about these wise men? Jesus could have certainly used them at the time of his trial before his crucifixion.

But what of these lost years of Jesus? I think it’s fair to say that he traveled to other places and other lands. There is a documentary, “The Lost Years of Christ”, where research was done from the old scribes from monasteries in India, where it was written a Saint Isus traveled there from the East, and very quickly learned and understood the secrets of the Vedas and mastered them, they write, only to return to the East to be crucified. Could this have been Jesus? It is interesting because some of the disciples then travel to India and set up missionaries after Jesus’ resurrection. And why were the Indian peoples so receptive to the life and teachings of Jesus? Maybe because he had traveled there himself, before, in his earlier years. Well, one thing is for sure, the institutionalized churches of the time would never have accepted this knowledge into the Bible at the Council of Nicaea. They would keep Christianity away from any thought that Jesus could have learned or gained divinity from any other culture, let alone a pagan one like Buddhist monks.

But there is new evidence by Leonardo da Vinci, pointing to just this scenario. In 2002, Doctor Maurizio Seracini, who had been looking for Leonardo’s lost painting, The Battle of Anghiari, in Florence Italy, was given the task of restoration of The Adoration of the Magi by Leonardo. The year was 1481, the same timeframe that Leonardo was accused of wickedness and the year he left for Milan, Northern Italy. But The Adoration of the Magi was commissioned by the Augustinian monks of San Donato a Scopeto in Florence.  Thus, The Adoration of the Magi is unfinished. What’s more, the monks do not like it, for Leonardo was an early man of science, and he would paint according to the natural law of what he saw.  So according to Dr. Seracini, there are worm holes on the bottom of the picture and water stains. This is oil on wood, and this picture, according to Dr. Seracini, has been neglected. Here this is one of the most important works of the Renaissance period and Dr. Seracini thinks that the work was not placed upon the altar but moved to a back room and stored face down on the ground for 150 years. Then, it was only after Leonardo was receiving fame that they took it and wiped it off and had it repainted.

The question remains: what did Leonardo paint on The Adoration of the Magi that the Augustinian monks of San Donato a Scopeto in Florence so disliked that they badly stored one of the early, rare, commissioned works of Leonardo? First, the Three Wise Men are not portrayed as kings, as such. There is no majesty or beautiful tapestry about their clothing. They are typical Leonardo-style faces of old men, or rather gargoyles, style or reality. Then there is the beauty and innocence of Mary and Jesus in all the newborn beauty one would expect from Virgin and Child. But in the background is a very vivid war scene, with drawn swords of fighting horsemen. I think that Leonardo was representing the clash and vivid wars caused by Christianity and the bloody Crusades of fighting the Muslims, all arising over the birth of this child, Christianity. These images are beautifully expressed only because of Seracini’s scientific techniques of thermographics, ultrasound, ultraviolet and infrared diagnostics, beautifully revealing Leonardo’s original drawings. So, if Leonardo is telling a story of history, in the background of The Adoration of the Magi, the monks certainly don’t like the resultant battle scene, the Crusades; but there is one other image I would like to bring to every reader’s attention. In Seracini’s unveilings of Leonardo’s work, in the Adoration of the Magi, in the upper right of the painting, there is a picture of an elephant with a boy rider. I take this to mean Jesus’ lost years, where Leonardo knew Jesus went to the East, through Egypt, and studied with the Indian sages.

Is this Leonardo’s historical accounting within this painting? His self-portrait, himself being a part of Christ and also Jesus as represented as traveling East, riding on the back of an elephant as a young boy? At any rate, thank you Doctor Seracini for showing us Leonardo’s true images, one the Church tried to paint over, the images that lay neglected for over 150 years, lying face down, behind the altar, on the floor. This is just another case in point, showing how dogma will try to change history to its own liking rather than represent the true unadulterated facts! But some time the truth will come out, if we have scientists like Dr. Seracini, and it is hoped that soon he will uncover The Battle of Anghiari. “Seek and ye shall find.”

And what about the title of Leonardo’s infamous picture, Adoration of the Magi? What does the name suggest? Magi: Who were they? Where did they come from? And was it a star that shone brightly that guided them to the Birth of Jesus? Or did this light come from a planet orbiting the Spica Star, the Bethlehem Star, that shone so brightly? First the Magi. In the Bible, the three men, thought to be kings or astrologers, followed a star to visit Jesus Christ when he was a baby and give him presents. The “wise men” from the East who brought gifts to the infant Jesus (Matt.2:1), said in later tradition to be kings named Caspar, Melchior, and Balthasar, brought gold, frankincense, and myrrh. Another definition: members of the ancient Persian priestly caste. And yet another: skilled magicians, astrologers, from Latin magi, plural of magus, “magician, learned magician”, and Greek magos, a word used for the Persian learned and priestly class, the Zoroastrian priests of the ancient Medes and Persians. Magi is a term used since at least the 6th century BCE, to denote followers of Zoroastrianism or Zoroaster. The earliest known usage of the word Magi is in the trilingual inscription written by Darius the Great, known as the Behistun inscription. Old Persian tests, pre-dating the Hellenistic period, refer to a magus as a Zurvanic, and presumably Zoroastrian, priest. And lo and behold, these Zoroastrianism priests chant the Avesta, a primary collection of sacred tests of the ancient Aryan religion known as Zoroastrianism, composed in the otherwise unrecorded Avestan language. Sound familiar, from my great-great grandfather’s writing of the Prophecy of Avesta? And the Spica Star, the Bethlehem Star, seems to be connected by language to Yasna and Vendidad, and Yashts. Strong linguistic and cultural similarities exist between the texts of the Avesta and those of the Vedas. The similarities are assumed to reflect the common beliefs of Proto-Indo-Iranian times, with the differences then assumed to reflect independent evolution that occurred after the prehistoric split of the two cultures.

“One factor for the association with astrology was Zoroaster’s name, or rather, what the Greeks made of it. Within the scheme of Greek thinking (which was always on the lookout for hidden significances and “real” meanings of words) his name was identified at first with star-worshiping (astrocytes, “star sacrifice”) and the Zo-, even as the living star. Later, an even more elaborate mytho-etymology evolved: Zoroaster dies by the living (zo-) flux (-ro-) of fire from the star (-astr-), which he himself had invoked.” From Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia.

Here we see great similarities between the Avesta Prophecy and the Knights Templar as being star worshippers, all through star alignments of their temples, so the summer and winter solstice light falls upon the capstones leading to the next temple. Thus, in order for their temples to triangulate perfectly, there must be the perfect alignment to the stars, so the alignment does not change over time. Thus, the temple takes its holiness from the eternal, non-moving permanence of perfect alignment to the center of our universe, which we now know the Aztecs had correctly calculated in their astral calendar to the exact location within the Milky Way. So, we see thousands of years BC, the so-called primitive cultures of the Incas and Avestans were looking at temple alignment to find the immovable and unchangeable from our Sun to triangulate to other suns for the sites and calibrations of their holiest of temples. So, the Wise Men were guided by the living star, about which I mean to theorize that – and here I am taking a leap of faith, meaning “far out” – that there is a planet orbiting around the Spica Star that is able to align a pyramid shaft pointing directly to Earth; that they are able to shoot a stream of  heavy matter that condenses the living flux within space to warp spacetime. We know from our own Earth that the magnetic poles are able to condense the flux of spacetime fabric, coming from our Sun to the Earth, to create the Northern Lights. So, when radiations out in space are condensed, light is produced by bending this flux fabric. So, this is the signal given off when a civilization from another planet is able to bend the spacetime fabric.  It is not the star itself going supernova, but a conscious, precalculated machine like the pyramid in Giza, that could shoot a heavy particle beam to warp the space time continuum. Bill Lazar, a scientist in the eighties, predicted the existence of ununpentium, element 151, newly added to the periodic table in 2013, which was used with other heavy elements to bend the space time continuum, allowing for space travel from one living planet to another.

So, I theorize the Magi knew of this signal. A brighter star appeared in the sky. It is the same living flux which was created by our pyramid here on earth, shooting a shaft of heavy particle beams into the heavens as described by Zoroastrians, of the living star or planet able to condense the living flux of stars to bend the space time continuum, which sounds like the Whale’s Tales of Old.

And to get back to the Magi, they came from the East. They knew of the bright Bethlehem Star, the signal of the bending of the spacetime continuum. They found Jesus and later took him back east through Egypt, through the Prophecy of Avesta, through the old pyramid, the matter bender which sent messages back out into space; and Jesus went to India and studied the Vedas to further attain his divinity there, with the help of the Magi. And this is what Leonardo is really depicting in his painting The Adoration of the Magi, before the church repainted it; Jesus’ birth, all the strife of mankind warring over religions, power, greed, and Jesus going east on the back of an Elephant, to learn more from the Magi; enlightenment, light bending within the mind, cosmic consciousness.

But it is also of interest that after the genocide of the Knights Templar, they also fled to Goa, India and established a mission there, as well as Madagascar. They used their fleet of ships, establishing trade routes, bringing ivory-carved statues of Jesus as well as monk statues and saris of silk and gold back to the New World, America. So, with this theory, and accounts from the monasteries that Saint Isus had traveled there: what might Jesus as well as the Knights Templar have learned from the Hindu and Buddhist Monks? And might these be the strange rituals the Church so feared that it silenced the Templars, or at least drove them underground? Thus, my great-great-grandfather raised the question about Jesus, being born a man, having attained his divinity along the way. But how? Old Indian expression. And just as astounding are the Zoroastrians who formed the Prophecy of Avesta some 2,000 years before the arrival of the Christ, to be there at Jesus birth as Magi, the Wise Men; to recognize the Bethlehem Star, Spica, sending out this Christening bright light from one of its orbiting planets, like a signal light, telling the Magi that the Christ had arrived here on Earth; and for the Magi to take Christ back with them to the East and share with him their enlightenment. And for the Zoroastrians, maybe this signal was not new to them. The Magi were used to sending interstellar messaging, using rarefied heavy matter, distorting the space time continuum, creating the Bethlehem Star Christing light, using the Pyramids as generators. And this had been done before; thus, my great-great-grandfather’s claim of the first Christmas, some 4,000 years ago.

So, to date we know of my great-great-grandfather’s writing about the prophecy of Avesta, from the early Egyptian race, which Jesus may very well have read about on his way to India. How ironic: he may very well have read about the prophecy about himself, written in 4,000 BC, by a very enlightened culture, knowing he was coming, as this precognition was now being self-realized; once on his journey to India, and then upon his return trip to Jerusalem. And Saint Isus, Jesus may have learned all about consciousness from the Vedas and Upanishads and the following in India:

BHRIGOUGH’S COGNITION

  1.          Nineteenth Sukta: Come back, dwell not elsewhere, abounding in wealth, Agni and Soma                 Bestow upon us riches. Dwell within again and again, oh intellect.

  1. Bring them back again, may Indra restore them, may Agni bring them nigh.                                
  2. May they come back again to their protector, do them Agni keep here.                                Let the wealth here remain here.

  1. I invoke the knowledge of the place of their going, of their coming, of their departure. Navartabaum, retire from wherever it is engrossed with the parts, identifying itself with the part, the relative, you know the identification. Retire to get saturated with the self. The intellect will transcend and identify the self with itself.

And how to retire this involves agni and soma. Agni is the impulse of creative intelligence covering speech and the whole field of speech. Soma is the impulse of creative intelligence responsible for the mind and the whole field of the mind. “And the radiance of the self will be utilized amongst ourselves and will march on the impulse that is responsible for our speech, Agni, and will march on the impulse that is responsible for the mind, Soma. The radiance of the self will overflow and retire to the self. The identification of the intellect with the objects of senses has to be replaced with the identification of the intellect with the self.  This is through the process of retiring. Navartabaum, the whole field of life will believe the radiance of the self on the creative impulses responsible for the mind and the speech dwell within, return back to the self again and again.” And so, this hymnal reveals the potential by which the waking state of consciousness rises first to the transcendental state of consciousness and then develops into cosmic consciousness, the perfect state of the self which must be illuminated through the light of developed consciousness. So, the second hymn of this sukta reads “Bring them back again, render them obedient. May Indra restore them; may Agni bring them nigh.” And Maharishi describes this as the mechanics of cosmic consciousness rising to unity consciousness. “Indra, that impulse which unifies, and Agni, that impulse which manifests and diversifies. Bring them back again, render them obedient. May Indra restore them. May Agni bring them nigh.” Here Maharishi describes this cognition of Brighough as the cognition of the unbounded self, and together with the non-self, or boundaries, in unity consciousness. And the second hymnal is the mechanics of cosmic consciousness rising to unity consciousness. And the process by which this takes place, is that from cosmic consciousness again you retire, you transcend, navartabaum. We retire into the coming together of the two system values of the self and the non-self or absolute and relative and that awareness in unity consciousness that upholds true tri-verses of the self. Absolute and relative are brought into one, and with it the mechanics of the cognition turn the mechanics of the impulses which are able to bind these two distinct values together, are the practical bind in life in the state of unity consciousness where these two values of self and non-self are living the reality, and the mechanics of the impulses of intelligence which are able to do this are the impulses of Indra and Agni. Now Indra is that impulse of creative intelligence, that most delicate and most powerful impulse of creative intelligence that commands all the impulses at the basis of the five senses. Indra Maharishi is described as the fountainhead of the impulses of the five senses. Indra is the presiding deity of the whole world or the president of the devas, defined impulses of intelligence, residing at the basis of creation. Indra is the basis upon which all the devas exist and function.  Indra is the basis and almighty impulse of life. And in this particular cognition Indra is summoned or asked to bring together the two phases of life, the self and the non-self, absolute and relative because it is Indra that is capable of ordering the functioning all the different impulses of creative intelligence and is asked to bring these two values of self and non-self together to raise cosmic consciousness to unity consciousness. Because in cosmic consciousness we are living these two values as distinct. Inward we have unbounded self and outward is the separate reality of non-self. And Indra is summoned to bring the two phases of life together. Agni is summoned to make unity consciousness a living reality, to make unity consciousness a functioning reality.

MINDFULNESS

The Ayurveda teaches us that there are three gunas: the rajasic, the creator; the tamasic, the destroyer; and the sattvic, the sustainer. And it is the sustainer that we want to turn our intent towards. This is the arena of Indra lying at the base of the senses. This is the pool of pure consciousness we can dive into with the right Mantra. Normally, in our thinking consciousness we pay attention to the words. But in meditation and mindfulness we use our intent to pay attention to the quiet spaces between the words. Here we use our Mantra to go beneath the level of words. The Mantra is a very subtle vibration that allows one to travel, like on a magic carpet ride, beneath the level of thinking, until we bump into a more powerful thought form that makes us completely forget that we are meditating, and we find ourselves on a whole train of thought until we settle down and remember, “Oh yes, here I am, meditating.”  Meditation allows us to expand our awareness, our portal of consciousness, to watch our breathing and to intend to be aware of body, mind and surroundings, into knowing everything we have ever learned has been learned in the eternal now, the eternal present moment. Not the past, not the future, but right here, right now. But it is almost impossible for people to stay in the present moment in heightened awareness because it is achieved without thinking. But it does not mean that you will never think again. As a matter of fact, the mind has become so filled up with thoughts that there is very little room to experience peace and quiet; the sattvic, the sustainer, centered in Samadhi, bliss consciousness, like Siddhartha was experiencing under the Banyan tree.  It was the psychologist Maslow who talked about the hierarchy of needs with the goal of achieving self-actualization, the state of enlightenment.

I cannot stress the importance of the mantra enough. Most people go from thought form to thought form and are driven by trains of thought. Most people are at the whim of their mind, moving from thought to thought, each one having cognition and emotion. We are at the mercy of our daily activities, hoping we have a good day without too many negatives of tragedies, which create stress.

So, what have we learned to date?

Monks contemplate the eternal now. Our intentions, our consciousness, pops in and out of our bodies, thousands of times each and every day. We are aware of our outside world through our senses. We go inside the brain and think about thoughts that have associations attached to them and reflect upon our lives. Positive thoughts support the production of more endorphins while fear, abuse, stress, tenseness all cause internal collapses, less endorphin production; and we have a more clouded or negative view of life. Our consciousness is troubled or we are stuck upon some fear or floating anxiety we just can’t seem to put our fingers on. Add drugs or opioids into the picture and we may make our bodies uninhabitable for our spirit that resides in the twilight of the perfection of the cosmic now. But a body polluted with too much alcohol, poor chemical mix, may be in a stupor, or lose consciousness altogether, while a consciousness free of stress, not fearful of being put to death because of free thinking, may contemplate the world of nature free from the negative projected thoughts of others. Thus, the monks would seek nature with peaceful intent, and the mind of man in this environment of peaceful intent, able to think freely without fear; monks were able to settle down within the mind to examine their thoughts and accept themselves thinking freely.

While most of mankind is taken far afield by a negative fearful thought, usually causing a tempest in a teapot, monks learn how to view this tempest and realize these are thought-forms rising up from within the mind, and just like the piano keys, can be made to play harmony or discord, thought range at every pitch from the exquisite and pure to the vile and grotesque.  So, every conscious human is connected to this keyboard, but humans also have intent to carry them along. What I mean is if one takes massive amounts of opioids and severely decreases their own production of endorphins, then one can live beside themselves, not really centered within themselves. The only real pleasure to the addict is to gain more artificial substances to try to supersaturate their endorphin levels with artificial synthetic endorphins to obtain an altered state of consciousness of feeling good.

The monk, on the other hand, stands beside himself, realizing the diversity of thought forms; but is supported by subtle intent to view the pool of perfection, lying at the bottom of all the thought forms. And his/her vehicle beside intent is a subtle mantra, like the whale’s song; that is a vibration that is subtler than any thought form, that allows awareness to fold back upon itself, so that a positive heightened awareness is capable of realizing itself, and through repeated exposure of going within the self, using this subtle mantra, like whale song to the mind’s eye, one may not to only view this pool of perfection in the eternal now, but actually dip your finger and toes, senses into this pool to experience bliss, cosmic consciousness, pure love and perfections. But not only that; to have a peak experience, which is to bring that feeling back with you after meditation. So, one has dyed the wool into the pool of pure light, and the wool of consciousness is transformed, or dyed, in the process to possess charisma, divinity, enlightenment; whatever one wants to call it. One has transcended the time and space barrier to self-realize that the seat of the soul, the seat of the pineal gland, is more than just an All-Seeing Eye. It is an All-Seeing Eye with intent by choice to self-realize bliss, happiness, love, fulfillment, enlightenment. And the wool can be re-dipped in the dye of pure consciousness by navartabaum, bringing consciousness home within the free-thinking self of the contemplating monk, then using intent add the mantra, whale’s song, to view and re-dip your fingers and toes back once again into the pool of pure consciousness lying at the base of thought to self-realize another peak experience in cosmic consciousness. Then bring it back once again to present awareness where the self meets nature, where your inside mind meets the outside world, and you experience bliss, perfection; everything is perfectly alright. You go on along with everything else in perfect harmony in the eternal now as an enlightened being, and you need not change anything in nature, because nature gives energy. The only thing you need to protect is your limelight from other humans who would be cruel or wicked to steal your limelight to make themselves feel better at your expense.

You realize the poverty. News hounds do this to exploit others to make money through sensationalism. They will take pictures of deeds the non-free thinkers get off on. Like the swimmer who won more gold medals than anyone else in history; if they can catch him smoking dope at a party to relax, blend in, become one with his peer group, they will snap his picture to expose this knowledge for money to the world. Oh, news travels fast. There is a huge appetite for non-free thinkers to view something they are told is wicked. For the non-free thinkers are caught within an archaic system as Nietzsche would say, between good and evil. They are so fearful of going to what they have been told is hell. They are so fearful of growing old and dying. They are so surface-level, preying like parasites on the limelight and charisma of the free thinkers. They are full of judgment, envy, and will abuse and intimidate others, using public spectacle as their weapon to extract the limelight of others to make them feel vulnerable to fall out of favor with the aristocratic, or those perceived to live within “high society.”

You see, the free thinkers do not care what those living in a dogmatic system between good and evil think. Therefore, they are a threat to those living the pious life. It is easy for those stealing limelight to say they are witches; they perform strange unchristian rituals. They must be of the devil, so it’s OK to wipe them out. It’s OK for the Chinese rulers to say, “Wipe the monks out,” because they will not be led around by the nose like the multitude of others obediently following Mao Zedong.

And you think that this has only gone on in the past. Look what Freeport-McMoRan, the giant gold and silver producer, is doing to the indigenous coastal tribes of New Guinea. These loving people, who live simply off of the land and the sea, are disappearing from their habitats, moved or relocated to make room for a resort with 500-room hotels for civilized peoples to vacation in. And we call this progress.

One more good example of stealing limelight I would like to point out is the case of the singer John Denver. Just watched a documentary on Colorado High, and it was Pavarotti who claimed John Denver was a fake, not really coming from Colorado.  The question I would like to raise is, who really comes from anywhere? I think he had a pure and gifted spirit, or authenticity, to write while having a peak experience:

You fill all my senses,

Like a night in the forest,

Like the mountains in springtime,

Like a walk in the rain.

Like a storm in the desert,

Like a sleepy blue ocean,

You fill all my senses,

Come fill me again.

So, to all the limelight John Deutschendorf, real name John Denver, received, add envy by Pavarotti, add insecurity, add a complicated father-son relationship, add two divorces, add RCA dropping this icon after a sixteen-year relationship, and you get an experienced pilot unable to switch to a reserve tank, so he plunges into the ocean.  Now I’m not suggesting suicide, but a great many individuals receiving fame and fortune have vaulted to the top and been showered with limelight, just to succumb to alcoholism, fade from glory, and burn out from star to ember.  Lesson to learn: protect your own limelight, whatever the cost.  It’s your most valuable God-given possession.

How is it that Germany with Hitler and Italy with Mussolini committed genocide in 1945 and come back into the free world’s good graces so quickly, while Russia, which was our ally in World War II, is seen as the Big Bad Wolf, with Putin taking over Crimea and now entering Syria?  I think any individual dictator is a threat for the real free world. It is because of what happens with too much power in the hands of one individual controlling so many others. What happens if this one supreme dictator becomes crazy, or insane, or an addict? We have talked about opiates; well, there is another drug, crystal meth, that can also blind one to the light. It was Hitler in World War II, who, as we said, was told crystal meth, speed, were vitamins back in the beginning of World War II. Speed was handed out like candy to all the officers and SS, and as we stated, the result was the blitzkrieg, with troops staying up day and night to conquer other countries. Then Germany followed this addict, Hitler, and Italians followed Mussolini, to steal all the limelight from Gypsies, Jews, and gays, who were all preyed upon by the addicted personality that steals limelight from others. It is the same with the alcoholics, and we see over and over in Alcoholics Anonymous children who have been affected by alcoholic parents; that this addicted parent has an uncanny ability to undercut the normal mode of satisfaction within the child. The child’s security has been cut to the quick because the abusive parent is constantly stealing any limelight generated by the child’s positivity or self-esteem. Thus, whole populations within countries have been preyed upon by supreme dictators at the top and children within the nuclear family have been preyed upon by abusive parents who might as well as be supreme dictators to the nuclear family, afflicted by drugs, alcohol, physical and mental abuse. All cases large and small involve stealing limelight, self-esteem, self-actualization from others. But what is lacking in the scenario of supreme dictators, including China, Russian, North Korea. Whenever you have a supreme dictator versus democracy – and Putin will tell you this himself – when you restrict free thinking you limit creativity. And this is what Putin said that he envies most about America, its creativity; thus, free thinking.                        

Very few countries can claim a clear conscience to even be called Christian. China has committed genocide against the Buddhist monks. The United States has committed genocide against its indigenous Native American Indian tribes. When one culture wins out over another it replaces and imposes its values upon the loser. It will destroy the customs and ways of the loser to impose its customs, religious beliefs, and lifestyle upon the weaker culture to dominate and stamp out what would be called pagan beliefs. Even if these pagan beliefs may have the correct, scientifically accurate, historical proof behind them. Thus, if the Mayan calendar was more astronomically correct, and somehow, they knew where the center of our spiral galaxy was located, then it would be overshadowed, and knowledge lost by the ignorant conqueror.  Many temples are being destroyed in the Middle East by ISIS and other terrorist groups, with destruction of the older civilizations’ artwork, statuary, scrolls, and religious artifacts by Muslins. So, how can one group of people practice Christianity or the golden rule of treating others like you would like to be treated when meeting other non-Christian groups, including terrorists and extremists? And in the United States, called a melting pot of all different cultures and religions all vying for survival, how is one supposed to cope with all the diversity and multitude? The logical answer is simple, and here the Knights Templar got it right. The answer is free thinking. Anyone could be a free thinker and belong to the fraternal order, with its only common thread being one God. So, bring us your poor, bring us your weak, we are coming to America, to be free, to practice our religion freely.  And who do you suppose supported this multitude of diverse thinkers who practiced their faith openly? Why, the free thinkers of the Knights Templars.  

Thus, when the Pope travels here from afar, of course spreading his faith to the Catholics living freely here within the US, I say tread lightly, for you are traveling in the world of the free thinkers.

Within the US, I think it is safe to say that a Christian can understand a Muslim not wanting to have any statutes within the temple, because God is everywhere, not just within a golden calf. And I think Jews can appreciate Jesus Christ as being a great saint and savior, because of course he was a Jew, after all, who may have traveled to India and learned from the Monks there about their culture and understood the Mahatma, Vedas, and upon returning, traveling through Egypt may have learned in the planetarium of Isis the Prophecy of Avesta. And as a free thinker, I am able to entertain all these theories freely. I do not have to get mad. I do not have to want to destroy other free thinkers’ theories, beliefs, religious history. They all enrich the history of the Earth. One free idea may ride on the back of another to form advancements in human evolution. So long as we have freedom of speech and freedom of life, liberty, and the pursuit of happiness here within the United States, and do not succumb to any red scares or witch hunts, so long as parents can plan and determine the course of their family under the US law that now states, that if during the first trimester it is determined through amniocentesis that there are severe birth defects, then the couple can decide to abort and try again.

We all know that life is sacred. But the child has rights, the parents have rights; and if the nest does not support a quality of life where the newborn is capable of life, liberty, the pursuit of happiness, then who better than the parents, who have to suffer through this loss, to chart their family’s future. And ultimately it is the mother, the sacred feminine, who carries the life inside of her, who may ultimately decide its fate. For every man, woman, and child, is born from the sacred feminine, the womb of a woman. Why did men think that they were more powerful than women? It is the grace of a woman that allows every man to be born. And in China and other Asian countries where intent goes too far, where parents who don’t like the sex of a child may have it aborted, I say they are abusing power; for we are not to be judge and jury over the ratio of males to females, for if China values a male-dominated society over the female and creates a male dominated society, then in the US, women could band together and under US law decide to create a female-dominated society.

But I really do not think that that would ever happen here in the US, because at the heart of the sacred feminine, women know and feel “life is sacred”, and to abort just on the basis of the sex of a child I think they feel is morally wrong. But men should remember, it is by the grace of a woman, the sacred feminine, “and least by the will of the sacred feminine come I”; and you came into this world because of this grace. And this grace needs to be given an equal stance within any male-dominated society; so China may have some growing pains, or should I say labor pains, to balance this inequality.

Who are we as free thinkers to be judge and jury? So, as a free thinker here within the US I am able to print my thoughts, and you may not agree, but remember we are here within the US where I am able to print my thoughts. I also know this book has been written as a stream of consciousness. I know it is controversial and probably steps on many beliefs. I do not apologize, nor do I really care what the critics say, because as a free thinker living within the US, I realize other freethinkers will have the ability to piggyback off of my ideas, to realize their own day in the Sun.

You may not realize it, but US law goes very much in step with the Greek law of happiness for the largest class of people, the middle class. And US law is closely observing intent. And I cannot stress intent enough. It is intent that allows consciousness to fold back into itself, giving us peak experiences. It is intent to focus on the present moment, to take us through the doorway into the eternal now. It is subtle intent that allows sense perception to rise up to become thoughts. And US law closely analyzes intent behind the scenes to determine whether a crime has been committed.

Back in Leonardo’s day, a third party posting a note in the Florentine Letter of Truth could be enough to sentence him to prison, and as late as the 1950s, Alan Turing was sentenced to undergo hormone replacement therapy which the establishment believed would cure homosexuality.

So that was English law just a short time ago. What I think I’m driving at is that US law now seems to be fairer by examining the intent of the two individuals accused. Was there intent to transgress the other’s will? Was there psychological trauma committed by either party? Were both parties of age? Was there mutual consent? Therefore, under US law, if both parties are of age, with mutual consent, then no crime has been committed, and both parties may be very much in love and get married.

So, US law now contrasts these no foul under the law cases versus intent to rape another against their will as the deciding factor as to whether a crime has been committed. Therefore, a third party observing, or even a parent not giving their blessing to a relationship, is no longer the deciding factor as to whether a relationship can continue, so long as both parties are of age.  And this is a huge favorable US law ruling, putting the “wickedness genie back in the bottle” by ruling that it is the intent of the two parties, and if that intent is one of love, and the parties are of age, then this relationship has the US Constitution behind it.

BIPOLAR

We have all thrown temper tantrums. It comes from not getting our mode of satisfaction fulfilled.

When we receive satisfaction, it brings us back into homeostasis, and we are balanced.  But what is balance in terms of our bodies? Serotonin levels, not too high, not too low, just right. There are individuals who seem to have free-floating anxiety levels and cannot seem to put their finger on the root causes of their anxiety. It is a lucky person who can know the source. What is the source of fear? What is the root cause of anxiety? Something does not go my way and I get depressed. I am envious of others who have a run of good luck when my luck seems to have run out. I do not feel well within myself, but I am needy and I am lacking something, but I cannot quite see what.  Or I am in chronic pain all the time. These are some thoughts from individuals operating at deprivational need levels. How are these individuals ever to find balance and stabilize, rather than bouncing off the walls from high to low; how are they ever to find the peace and calm within? How are these individuals ever to find or become enlightened? Good question. The same goes for the addict: how are they ever going to learn to stop stealing limelight from others?

The answer comes by shifting intent to attention to the “Eternal Now”. And this must be practiced over and over again. Like dyeing cloth into a pool of dye, the cloth eventually picks up the color of the dye. By folding consciousness back into itself, to listen to the stillness within the self, using a mantra, which is much subtler than any one thought, the mind is then able to settle within itself, dipping into the pure consciousness beneath the level of thinking. And by feeding this stillness over and over through repetition, one gains awareness.

So, one lets thought bubble up in “free thinking”. You try to control nothing. But you do not place your intention upon any thought. You attend to the space between the thoughts, the silence, the stillness that exists between thoughts. And by feeding this silence over and over through repetition, you form two types of awareness. Some thoughts might bubble up from desire; you need to do something for example, or you desire a cigarette, or you need to get supper ready. So, this thought takes you on a whole train of thoughts, because through the power of association, one thought naturally leads to another and another and another.  But then this thought settles down and you are aware: “Oh yes, I am meditating.” So, your attention settles down, and you become aware of the eternal now once again, and you are aware you are relaxed, and you let the mantra come once again and you are carried into the stillness, the calm, between the thoughts, and you are back inside yourself, aware of the present moment, until you are once again taken far afield by the next emotional thought that erupts into your consciousness. But each time you let consciousness fold into itself, this other consciousness becomes more stabilized within you. Eventually, it is hoped that a greater balance is reached, where the awareness of the now, the present moment is felt, and the hunger pains of want and desire still bubble up, but intent is stabilized on the silence between the thoughts, and you are intent upon feeding this space and not the thoughts themselves; then you are well on you way to knowing yourself.

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Transcending the birth death cycle the eternal now, Jesus message        

 

We are coming to America Hurrah, We are coming to America Hurrah!

We live in America, we are free. We are free thinkers. Are we?

So, we have the Freedom Dome on the Capitol building, pointing its way to the Spica Star.

The Knights Templar’s creed, believe in one God and all can join. Bring us your weak, women or men, and we can all be free thinkers together. And look what happened, the Knights Templar had to go so far underground, that most Americans do not realize their own roots, because of genocide. But the Constitution was written, and it distances itself from any one religion.

Man is not in the forefront, but man, women and children all have equal footing. This is different from most male-dominated institutions! Coming to America we all are supposed to have equal footing under the law. Genocide was committed against Jesus, so the Templars have tried to create a system whereby there would be no more genocide. For the term “genocide”, I use the definition to mean stamping out one’s life because of one’s beliefs. To be able to think freely, the individual needs to be on equal footing to voice his or her opinion. So, if Jesus did travel to the East to Egypt and to India, he could have learned a great deal from the monks, the Vedas, but he would have surely rejected the caste system.  How could anyone be born an Untouchable? How could anyone be above another? This is not freedom. To self-realize freedom, one needs to be in unity with his/her surroundings. You cannot have a slave/master relationship and be free. Thus, the maxim Jesus taught, “Treat others as you would have done unto you.”  

What happens when freethinkers enter hostile territory? Not everyone on planet Earth believes like Jesus taught. And if we strive to be free thinkers, shouldn’t we let others believe in their own beliefs as well? Shouldn’t they be free to be free thinkers as well? After all, the Templars’ only maxim was to have one God. But then again, the Templars had to go underground because of genocide against them. So, what would we say today to make a more stable system to operate under and still be called a free thinker?  Thus, the maxim, “Life is precious and you shall not kill.”  In other words, it is a mortal wrong to commit genocide either on an individual basis or en masse. But what happens when Jesus’s central message runs head on with, “an eye for an eye, a tooth for a tooth”: the Muslims.

If we could get all Muslims and Christians to follow the simple law of the Old Testament and agree not to kill, then maybe the two could see eye to eye instead of plucking out each other’s eyes.

Because we can respect all religious views, just so long as any authoritarian institution is not empowered to change my view of being a free thinker. So, let the Muslim have his/her temple without statuary because they view this as idol worship, and let the Christian worship Jesus, and let the Hindu worship Buddha; there is something to be learned from everyone. But all must stop exporting one’s lifestyle upon one another, because that promotes rivalry. And let history write a truer record. If Jesus learned something from a Jew, a Christian, a Muslim, Buddha, let us record it as such and not try to destroy the record. Let the chips fall as they will, so long as there is no genocide.

Americans are so shocked where genocide is committed against America. 9/11, the terrorism in France and around the world. Well, the whole world is not Christian. We must be committing genocide against them for them to be committing genocide against us. After all, they are operating on an eye for an eye, and we as Christians are supposed to be turning the other cheek. But with the recent bombing in France, are they able to love their enemies? Obama says he will give whatever aid it takes to wipe the terrorists out. Well, what if it turns our when history looks back upon itself, we as Christians were exporting out lifestyle upon the Muslims and committing genocide upon them as we did in the Crusades? Were we trying to wipe the extremists out? Maybe the solution should be not trying to wipe anyone out. In other words, do not stoop to the level of genocide. Do not export our lifestyle where we are not wanted. As much as our egos reject the idea that there could be a right way without all of this materialism, we should respect others who believe materialism is wrong.

We do not have to believe that way, but so long as they are not committing genocide -- and I can respect the belief in one or many Gods, even though I believe in monotheism – then as a free thinker, I say let diversity reign, so long as they do not rain on my parade or do any harm to me.

Thus, there will be a wall. The anti-materialists will believe that my way of thinking is evil and wrong, but so long as they do not try to kill me, then I say that they are entitled to their belief system, and I will try to respect diverse thought even though it is diametrically opposed to my own. And they, in turn, must let me live my life with free thinking and my belief that materialism is not evil, but both matter and space exist in our universe and support one another in perfect harmony, with the whale’s song being spread throughout the galaxy. By the way, is it the whale’s song singing to the universe, or the universe singing to the whales from the eternal now?

I am a free thinker, but I am also a scientist. I try to record nature and the natural law the way that it is. So, I try to back up my theories with facts. There is a renowned scholar, Karen King, specializing in ancient Arabic writings, from the University of Harvard, who received a papyrus stating Mary Magdalene was not only a disciple of Jesus, but that Jesus used to kiss her and that they were in fact married. The papyrus went on to state that Jesus considered Mary and gave to Mary the same reverence as he gave to all of his disciples, if not more. Of course, the Vatican said it was a complete forgery from modern times, but upon carbon dating and the further examination of the ink, the document was finally placed at 600 to 700 AD. Now this as a sole source, of course, does not mean that Mary was married to Jesus. It just means that 700 years after Jesus’s death and resurrection someone was talking about Jesus as being married. This, of course, if true, would open up a whole can of worms about celibacy. Because the Catholic Church insists Jesus had to be celibate, and insists that Catholic priests, bishops, cardinals, and the Pope, be celibate.  The whole notion that sex, orgasm, procreation, must not be as holy as the holy man. Well, this whole notion that being celibate makes one above the station of the procreative father and mother makes no sense to me. If cosmic being is at our core, and we must fold back the twilight, our consciousness, to focus on the core, and everyone has this core, then everyone has an equal chance to receive the gifts of illumination and enlightenment. Hopefully, the bliss and cosmic consciousness and heightened self-actualization brings happiness and orgasmic revelations beyond words. You would think that God would want its well-doers, those who are able to fold back the limelight to realize the twilight of cosmic consciousness, to be able to continue these lineages to teach these techniques throughout the ages.

It makes perfect sense if one wants to create a male-dominated, dogmatic hierarchy, whereby the celibate male is at the top. But Jesus said, “Two or more gathered in my name can do greater things than I have done.”

Add this papyrus about Jesus’ marriage to Mary Magdalene, to the finding at the Ben Joseph Burial Plot, and the plot thickens. Inside the Jerusalem Museum are the crypts taken from the subterranean caverns where the families buried their dead. There are little carved out burrows where they placed the stone boxes; crypts in which the remains of the deceased lie. So, inside the Ben Joseph Mound, they found Mary and Joseph’s two little crypts lying side by side, and the crypts of Jesus’ brothers, and also in the family burial mound they found the crypt of Mary Magdalene. They even went so far as to do DNA testing upon the remains of her crypt and found the DNA different from all the Ben Joseph DNA, which one would expect if she were from a different family lineage. Now, add these two pieces of the puzzle together: the papyrus talking about Jesus’ marriage and the crypt of Mary Magdalene found inside the Ben Joseph family burial plot, and the two together add more conclusive evidence that Jesus was married, not celibate. And I do not think that this takes away one iota from his divinity.

So, we see religious dogma covering scientific reality to create a hierarchy where the priests are supposed to be the servants of God, but they have made men superior to women. But God has decreed, “Let no man or woman stand before Thee.”  In other words, there is no hierarchy. Your twilight is as pure as any other person’s here on this Earth. It is only the limelight, what you think about yourself and others, that fluctuates from high to low within individuals and blinds us from the twilight. Our desires, our greed, our fears of the life and death cycle…

                    THE DANCE OF THE SEVEN VEILS

Man is like an onion, wearing many skins. As the dance

of veils unfolds, teardrops fill the eyes, so one is lost to inner

sight, and knowing not from where one spins, ‘tis quite a scary lot.

Thus, death becomes the smell of fear, the final curtain call is near.

Might not death be the onion’s heart, quite different from the skin

With only one betraying scent, a recognition from within?

And with the dropping of the seventh veil, a pungent order doth arise, and tear

drops fall that we might see our stew of tears we call reality.

So, what else is preventing man from truly seeing himself as he/she really is? What other obstacles lay in our way? Let us turn our gaze to the status quo, of corporations and institutions making money at the expense of progress. We are developing a self-driving car, but we have not really advanced in artificial intelligence with Apple TV the way we should have. Alan Turing would be disappointed. By now, we should have a video professor that we create an image of to our own liking. And this teacher/professor should be able to teach us any course we want to learn at home, within the confines of our own houses, so everyone can be constantly learning from birth to death. Not just to learn in school for a set number of years and then to come out into the real world, as we call it. So, all the video files from all the courses should be computerized and I should be able to say, “Computer I want a professor who is five-foot two, eyes of blue,” and create this fictitious entity and then ask any question I want. Like, “Show me the formulas involved in traveling from Earth to a binary star with eight planets rotating around the first star and ten planets rotating around the second star. And I want to go to the seventh planet on the second star. You get the picture. Astrophysics. Then I should be able to ask, “Now, explain each formula and teach me the physics behind each formula.” And I should be able to ask this computer anything at all and it should help me to understand all subjects. But this has not been developed yet. Why?

First obstacle is that we are stepping on the toes of the existing high schools and colleges and other forms of higher education. They make money from the state and private organizations that donate billions of dollars to send our kids off to schools from preschool to graduate school. If everyone can learn everything from home at the tip of his/her fingers, then traditional schools may no longer be necessary. What about all the monies that have been spent upon the brick-and-mortar institutions of today? And who would babysit all these children? And socialize children? How could parents go off to work if all their children stayed at home to learn through an artificial intelligence, interactive TV?

You see, the technology is there, but all the copyright of video professors of today make money for the institutions and they are not going to give this knowledge freely. Thus, knowledge is thwarted by the existing status quo, and free thinking is not advancing as fast as it might.

Secondly, free thinkers came here to America, individuals who were prosecuted in the Old World. However, America is a melting pot and all nationalities and races have now come to America, bringing with them old baggage from the Old World. I hate to put it that way, but because of freedom and allowing all to enter America’s shores over time, we have free thinkers, but then we have religious zealots who are sure that they are right and want to make sure everyone else thinks exactly the way that they do. It is their obligation to spread their ideology.

But thank God for the Constitution of the US and our forefathers who got it right. Life, liberty, and happiness for all. So, a free thinker needs to be open and listen to others, but at the same time to stand up for oneself and say that I have a US constitutional right to think differently, so long as I do not hurt myself or others in the process. And here in America, we do not profile on the basis of race, creed, color, philosophy, sex, or any other prejudice of any individual. However, we may profile on the basis of radicalism, which means intent to hurt another. So, our laws here in the US are meant to give equality and freedom to all, but if an Indian coming from India tries to impose the caste system here, thinking he/she is a Brahmin and you are untouchable, just say “No! No, not here in America. You are not a Brahmin, and I am not untouchable here in America. Here we are all equal.”

And if an Arab comes to America and wants his/her wife to wear a veil, it must be explained to the wife that here in America, even though she is married to an Arab, she does not have to cover up, she does not have to be treated like cattle, here in America. Here in America, she stands on equal footing with her husband! And if her husband says to her, “Honey why don’t you go and get a clitorectomy,” then she has the perfect right to say back to him, “Honey why don’t you just go and get castrated.” So actually, neither has the right to say either of the above, here in America, because it goes against the Constitution; you are telling the other person to go and hurt themselves, and this is a form of radicalism, which is not tolerated here in America. And this is the line of distinction, here in America: to be free to oneself means to stand up for oneself. And just because America formed covertly, because of the Knights Templar’s genocide over in Europe, and when most Americans have been made aware that protecting one’s limelight is the most important thing one can do, because it means one cannot become dominated by any force imposed upon him/her, between his/her limelight and his/her twilight, then we are well on our way to becoming a “free thinker.” And they do not teach this in school, by the way!

I am using the preceding radical examples as profiles of other dogmatic institutionalized human rights cases to contrast with the Knights Templar free thinker philosophies. The Knights’ Creed was to help the poor and defend the weak, with the human rights approach of “do unto others as you would have done unto you”. There is a great difference here between this philosophy versus an eye for an eye and a tooth for a tooth, or in the preceding Arab case, a tit for a tat, but I am not profiling Arabs or Muslims. The mayor of Jerusalem was talking about profiling in Israel where they have a multitude of Jews, Muslims, Christians, and they do not profile by race, but by radicalism of the likelihood of any individual or group to hurt another. So, this is a huge difference in the way human beings are being treated. Then, to contrast the free thinker versus other regimes, many family lineages foster following what the eldest brother in the family tells you what to do. And this is not free thinking but being led around by the nose by blind faith.

So Houston, we do have a problem here in the US; because even though the Constitution preaches freedom, all the other sects who have come here do not. Once again, there is a problem that many of the free thinker sects that immigrated here did so out of persecution and went deep underground, and, as I reiterate, most of American do not know much of the history of the free thinker; all they think is that they were a result of conspiracy theorists, or attribute it to the occult, or devil worship. Basically, anything that went against their own sect was thought to be wrong, even if they were teaching the world was flat, which any sailor, using the star constellations for navigation, knew to be full of baloney. But the powers that be could punish the disbeliever by torture, prison, and death. So, no wonder they went deep underground.

Now, as the political presidential debates heat up, my free-thinking Knights Templar philosophy and our freedom dome is really being put to the test. Donald Trump is advocating keeping all Muslims out of the country, temporarily, until we put some kind of plan in place. Once again, we cannot, nor should we profile according to any prejudicial bias toward race, sex, creed, but only towards any individual or group to hurt or do violence towards another human or group. And in corporate America, we need a government that can protect nature, so mankind does not strip-mine our resources but uses them wisely over a longer time horizon. Put the planet first, and corporate greed second. Of course, everyone wants to be successful, but you don’t see DeBeers flooding the market with diamonds just because they have millions in reserve. They ration them out proportionally to keep the market stable. Saudi Arabia should do the same; just because they have lots of reserves built up, to pump oil to the hilt is not helping global warming.

Now let’s tie this all back to our schoolchildren, and if they are black or mixed race, not to profile, female, not to profile, and are trying to stand up of other non-free-thinking children, who have been brainwashed by their parents that their way of life is right and your free thinking way is wrong, then no wonder little children’s limelight has been wounded, or is hiding under a shell. And for those children that have that something special, the Justin Biebers of the world, that have clout or charisma for a little while – do they know how to handle it? As their popularity grows it is only a matter of time before they fall from grace, or Pavarotti picks them apart. Truth is, many times, your own personal ideas do not go down as planned. How does one get himself/herself back up and dust him/herself off and not end up affected by someone else “bringing me down”, to quote a popular Beatles song?

Thus, the monks, who go into retreat, out into nature, to be away from all the negative thought forms, from others bringing them down. And this is exactly what I theorize, as a free thinker, what Jesus did with the Magi. He went off into the East to learn from the learned priestly monks to strengthen his limelight, and he really needed it because when he returned, we all know Jesus’ famous words,

“Forgive them Father, for they know not what they do.”

                                       WATER WORLD

                        If Waters Rise to Man’s Demise

Fields of icescape lost, where Celestial winds played in Jack Frost’s lot

Polar bears swim, where once they hunted on huge packs of frozen tundra.

Could this change our Jurassic spin, or even create an orbital rift?

Pumping carbon at ever faster rates, hoping the economy expands

to use our glut; knowing full well we are blowing smoke rings up Earth’s

wazoo, pretty much destroying the quality of life on land here too.

Great for whales, fish, and sea lions as well. Let the waters rise, and

fill the jetstreams with man’s living hell. But it doesn’t have to end this way,

You can decide to live your life in harmony. Use what you need, not greed.

Leave the Earth’s riches from whence they came,

For your children’s children’s sake, slow down your usage. We do not have to become

extinct like so many other species, for the Magi of Avesta say live on the day

forevermore, to Kingdom come and back again, man’s spirit knows no end.

And if we do not smarten up, but spin the tail of the Tasmanian devil,                        

and continue to blow hot gassed up our own asses, then we

may find ourselves once again returning to the sea, swimming

with the whales as a new/old species, from whence we came. For

nothing is ever truly lost. So listen to the solar/polar winds of time as they are the

same as the whale’s tales of old and the same as man’s great spiritual quest of light traveling.

But mankind truly is a pain in the neck to Mother Earth’s multitude of extinct species.

Let us not follow—but follow the “Prophecy of Avesta” and other Celestial Astronomers.

to the center of the galaxy in the Temples of Old, we are directed inwardly to the silence

and stillness that hears, sees, and knows everything,

beyond the folds of time to cosmic enlightenment, that

knows no end, but forever has been nature’s eternal friend.

TO MY GREAT-GRANDFATHER, HAMILTON LANPHERE SMITH

“Lucky is he who knows the source.”

Now I am falling in and out of sleep on my couch at home, thinking about attacks to my limelight throughout the years. The mistakes I’ve made, and even regrets. I’m thinking about Hillary Clinton’s recent statement about how twenty-two percent of gun-related deaths are caused by suicide. Thinking about pollution, global warming, black incarceration, and the various prejudices surrounding mankind and the prejudices I still harbor inside myself, because we all have preferences, i.e., we all have things we are attracted to, and things we are repulsed by. And I’m thinking how I can possibly write this book about enlightenment when there is so much misery in the world with starvation. One in five children goes to bed hungry; feed the children and save abused animals. And at the same time, there is a seventy-five-year anniversary special honoring John Lennon, and I hear:

          Who on Earth do you think you are? A superstar, well right you are –

          Well we all shine on, like the Moon and the stars and the Sun.

          Well we all shine on, like the Moon and the stars and the Sun.

          Well we all shine on, like the Moon and the stars and the Sun.

Yes, this is exactly what I think. I think we are all superstars, and we do in fact shine on to the Moon and the Sun and the stars. And that this is the ultimate reality, that we self-realize our true nature in the eternal now, that we are indeed on a planet spinning through space filled with sunlight from our own star, and that this light creates us in us and shines through us and fills us with light to become superstars.  People do have charisma and we harness sunlight and we do shine on and on and on and on. And we all shine on, to the Moon and the Sun and the stars. And this is our eternal nature; but don’t think so egotistically that we are the only ones who shine on. Whales and elephants and dogs who give us their unconditional love shine on and protect our light in the eternal now. So be aware of the eternal now and how you are radiating. Breathe deeply, go within, find your light and let it shine.

This little light of mine, I’m going to let it shine, this little light of mine, I’m going to let it shine.

Find the courage to go within and bring your light out from under your shell and bring it out into the open to become a free thinker. Blend your light with others to let it shine. Be strong enough if your light is not well received, to not be diminished. Do not let others hurt you and do not hurt yourself.

Do not become deterred. Blend your limelight with the twilight and let it shine, let it shine, let it shine. And do not listen to those who would steal your light, put you down, make themselves feel good at your expense. Just get yourself up and dust yourself off, and go within to center yourself once again, to start shining all over again, like the wise men of old who are always portrayed in paintings with a golden halo encircling their heads.

PREJUDICE AGAINST LOVING WHO WE WANT TO

Prejudice gone?

Prejudice again Yogananda

Scientists are having to extend the timeline backwards and rethink mankind’s history. There may have been many golden periods where earlier man was not primitive, but more advanced in many respects than we are today. It is the Egyptians who we now know of Earth’s 29,000-year precession, wobble on its axis, who may have had a golden era around 10,000 years ago. If you look at the Nile riverbed’s movement away from the pyramids, around 10,000 years ago, it would have been right at the doorstep of the Great Pyramid on the Giza Plateau. How many thousands of years could this Golden Age have advanced before its decline? Scholars now know that during this Golden Era, there was a balance between the sacred masculine and the sacred feminine, which corresponded to the human brain. Feminine consciousness corresponds to the right side of the brain and the left side of the body and masculine consciousness corresponds to the left side of the brain and the right side of the body.

                   Patriarchal                                               Matriarchal

                   History                                                     Eternity

                   Linear Time                                             Cycles of Time

                   Dogma                                                     Ritual

                  Rationality                                                Magic

                  Waking Reality                                        Altered States

                  Science                                                    Art  

During periods of balance between the masculine and feminine consciousness there was great creativity, peace, and art, and as we progressed through the latter half of the 29,000-year-old precessional cycle, we fell from the Golden Age of balance to the Silver and Bronze and Iron and Dark Ages, to emerge in a patriarchal society with the dogma of the Church, the Spanish Inquisition, the Crusades, and lots and lots of wars. This cycle just ended with the great cosmic alignment of 2012 and the end of the Mayan Long Count Calendar.  However, it has been around 2,000 years, since Christ was alive here on Earth, and the free thinkers who survived persecution and came here to America have helped to usher in a new rising consciousness here within the US, and we need to nurture it, defend it, to advance to our next Golden Balanced Era.

In a Balanced Golden Era, prejudices are diminished, and a man or woman can cast their love and play with the forms of existence without fear of persecution. There is no need to hide one’s light under a bushel. There would be no KKK, nor white supremacists. Man/woman can love without fear.

Gentle souls reign supreme, not violent or radical supremacists. Hatred like “kill them all” does not exist in the Golden Era, but Jesus’ Golden Rule of “do unto others as you would have done unto you”, is now fully realized.

In a Golden Era, consciousness is advanced, and the human being is able to extend his/her consciousness to extended out-of-body sojourns and astral project oneself to new heights.

We do not realize it, but we all astral project every time we are dreaming. We say, “I saw something in my dream, I had a vision,” but in reality, your eyes were closed while you were lying in bed.  So, what did you see? You were not using your eyes. The Egyptians say we have 360 senses, not six.

So when we were dreaming, the neocortex chemicals are repressed and the older midbrain becomes expressed, and as it does so, we can say the limelight is blending into the twilight, and as this happens, an inner knowing of sights, sounds, and learning from other energies opens up to this 360-multitudinal sense receptive human organism, who is in stasis, yet aware and conscious on some levels, to be able to bring this experience back to waking consciousness before we have our Folger’s coffee in the morning. Therefore, in these beginning morning hours before we are fully awake, we may go in and out of dream states to problem solve and discover new ways of perceiving, as sounds blend with smells and colors and sights. Electrical stimulation of the brain by electric probes can trigger memories and sights; but we are not using our eyes, but the consciousness of our brains to perceive, think, and project our thoughts to others in what Jung called the “subconscious mind”. Very similar to meditation, where the mind is introduced to a subtle mantra to slip beneath and into the fountain of creative consciousness. So tonight, when I fall asleep, I am going to try to cast my nets of intent towards the whales singing to the solar winds to see if I can travel to distant lands, like Wynken, Blynken, and Nod. So long for now! Good night!

What bothers me about the Mayan and Egyptian Golden Era is not their level of sophistication, like the huge obelisks, the moving and carving of granite and quartz, or the Mayans melting walls of rocks together like they were molten lava. What bothers me is, where are the tools? It took diamond-tipped saws, and with sophistication like that, they must have had carbide steel, all sorts of alloys like stainless steel and aluminum alloys, and, if kept in a cave, what would you think the shelf life of stainless steel is? Wouldn’t some of it have survived? It’s as though someone went in and deliberately removed all metal machinery and was meticulous with its removal.  Sure, in a museum there are a few odds and ends, like the Baghdad battery, or a cased metal box with gears inside. But for the magnitude of the stonework, it seems to be lacking all the technologically advanced huge stonecutters and polishers and movers. So, this is where science first determined these structures to be not that old and guessed that the monoliths were moved by pulling them over wooden logs with ropes. But now, knowing the precision of the cuts and recesses within recesses, well, we cannot even duplicate and move these monoliths with all the modern technology we have today. So, there seems to remain a mystery of the maker. And we talk as if they were Egyptians or Mayans, but these are just the modern-day people inhabiting these lands today. It does not address the original builders, nor the technology used.

These phenomena are found all over the world: Easter Island, Stonehenge, China, South America.

These early individuals knew of the Earth’s precession, of the 29,000-year wobble of the Earth’s axis, and they knew where the center of our galaxy lay within the Milky Way, I mean the precise point.

Their cosmology, their calendar, their knowledge of astronomy is extremely advanced, even for today’s standards. This of course leads to speculation as to where the original builders came from. Why did they die out, what with the thousands of Karnack Stones in England that now reveal sacred geometry when viewed from up high, and other sacred geometry seen from above in South America? One wonders about the flying capabilities of the earliest inhabitants here on Earth. Of course, we do not know that they were the earliest inhabitants, because this cycle could have repeated itself numerous times. It was Carl Sagan who said it correctly: there are billions and billions of planets, billions and billions of years and lightyears from one end of the universe to the other, if there is an end.

One of the best theories I have heard is that ancients came to mine resources in Peru where there are whole mountain tops missing, runways without any pilings. Aerial drawings, and sacred geometry. So, ancients with spacecraft mined the Andes and at the same time, on the other side of the planet, built the pyramids as particle accelerators, using heavy matter as a propulsion system to leave the planet to get back home. This seems to be one viable theory that explains the expertise in cosmology, the precision of inner granite work inside the pyramids, and the lack of tools found at any of the sites.  They simply loaded all the tools aboard and took them back from whence they came when they left. Were these the Avestans who prophesied Jesus’ coming 6,000 years ago, who left, but sent us a sign from their planet orbiting the Spica Star, the star of Bethlehem, through their own particle accelerator pyramid on their planet, back to Earth, telling the Wise Men of Jesus’ birth? This is my free-thinking theory of being able to see the cosmos in a grain of sand.

It was my great-grandfather who was able to see untold worlds within a drop of water as he mapped, wrote about, and took pictures of new lifeforms using the microscope. He was also an astronomer, so it did not matter to him which way you look at it; from the microcosm to the macrocosm, or the macrocosm to the microcosm, life was and is all one big exploration.

And to look at my other theory about the twilight and the limelight, my psychological treatise, it was Plato who wrote about two types of fish. There was the little minnow that used to pick at its prey, taking repeated little nibbles, till it could remove a scale and create a sore, an open wound.

Some people are like this; they just keep picking and picking at you, tiring you out, taking a little of your limelight. They have to win that point, no matter at whose expense. It’s all about their ego and winning. Then there is the magnificent, beautiful fish that swims with you to mirror your every image.  This fish is there for you, helping you through the rough waters, and together you swim in a school, within a larger unity with other fish, as one. Stay away from the little sucker fish. Some will even tear you to shreds, like piranhas or Pavarotti. It is extremely hard to break this dependency cycle because one is constantly living off of your stolen energy, and you are the enabler. You are getting the sense of helping someone in need, an addict. To get away may take all your strength. This cunning adversary did not show his/her true nature, at first. But then, little, by little, abuse after abuse started to grow. Pick a little, pick a little. Why do you come back for more? You have also become part of the addiction. It is a two-way street for the addict and the enabler. These cycles of abuse, enablement, forgiveness, can go on for years. This is why the monk goes into retreat. He/she will walk away from it all and get in touch with nature, get purified to re-emerge, to start afresh, to build a healthier relationship. The real problem comes about when the addict is a family member, even worse a parent, and you cannot escape. Or can you? You know you can always go within.

There is the macrocosm with the microcosm. You are able to swim down to the depths of thought, to the stillness within, to feel the love and warmth of the cosmos, the twilight. Please go there whenever you are being hurt.

It was Gene Rodenberry who wrote Star Trek. “To boldly go where no man has gone before.” And in Star Trek there was the Prime Directive not to interfere with the progress of consciousness, nor to change history upon the planet they were visiting. And if we add this to the Bill Lazar’s notion that stellar, intergalactic travel is based upon ununpentium-like, non-stable, very heavy particles that are able to warp the space time continuum, and we enter the Carl Sagan notion that there are hundreds and hundreds of lightyears to travel to the Bethlehem Star and orbit it to go to a planet that supports life like ours, then I can see a spaceship zipping round from Earth to our planets and Moon relatively easily with the heavy matter reaction aboard each spacecraft; but to travel to a distant star, I envision, would require a cannon to rip the fabric or bend it together in a more pronounced manner, causing the Bethlehem Star to glow brightly in the sky. This would involve a much larger reactor, with a water-cooling aquifer and granite resonance chamber, placing the ununpentium, heavy matter-like reactor in the king chamber, to create a machine that would blast and warp the space time continuum, like the Great Pyramid of Giza. This could create a vortex that their ships would use to travel the hundreds and hundreds of light years.

And the only item that they would have to leave behind would be the box of ununpentium-like substance, which created the cannon of accelerated particles out into the heavens, creating a glowing star here from planet Earth back to Spica, and the only thing that they would have to leave behind would be the ununpentium box reactor, which we Earthlings called the “Ark of the Covenant.” They would not be able to take this with them because this was creating the cannon blast vortex. So, they would take all their advanced tools with them, except they could not take the reactor box of heavy matter. But as years passed and the Nile changed its course and the pyramids fell into disarray, knowledge was lost and the “Ark of the Covenant’s” real purpose became obscured; but this reactor would be like placing a stick of dynamite in the hands of a baby without the aquifer of water to cool the reaction, without personal knowhow and use and intent, I further theorize would, in the nonprofessional hands of the user, cause a nuclear reaction, like that of a bomb, and this is what I theorize went off in India some 5,000 year ago. Someone who did not know what they were doing fooled around with the unstable ununpentium-like heavy matter and blew a whole city to kingdom come. I do not believe that there was any sort of war going on between extraterrestrials. It was primitive mankind playing with Pandora’s Box that did not know how to handle this reactor of heavy particles. Remember, Carl Sagan said that there are billions and billions of stars, and time is spread out by billions and billions of years. Civilizations may have been super-advanced, but the timeline of one civilization may have died out with another civilization just beginning. So, adding the synchronicity of two civilizations being advanced at the same time and actually to exist, one on a planet circling one star and the second in an orbit around another star, and just finding each other, and being sophisticated enough to travel to each other, surmounts incredible odds. If they are that advanced, then they are not going to try to be annihilating each other.

Again I reiterate the possibilities of two different star beings from two separate planets traveling here to Earth when there are billions and billions of planets and billions and billions of years. The odds are so infinitely small, that if there was a past nuclear explosion here on Earth, it was more than likely because human beings, post-Egyptian Golden Era going toward our dark ages, happened upon one of these Pandora’s boxes, opened it, and blew themselves up by not understanding the technology. There is a big difference between Orson Welles’ War of the Worlds and Stephen Spielberg’s E.T. I am a great believer of the latter.

There were probably at least two of these Pandora’s Boxes because without this type of reactor, E.T. could not get home.  It would have been that important to them. Now this type of artifact could very well have been hidden in King Solomon’s Temple at a depth of 185 feet, and the Knights Templar could very well have found one of these Pandora’s Boxes with instruction for creating an aquifer with tunnels and building a pyramid and placing the reactor in the King’s chamber to phone home to the planet orbiting the star Spica.  This may very well be why the All-Seeing Eye is coming out of the pyramid on the dollar bill. And this is why the Freedom Capital Goddess’ headdress lines up exactly with the Bethlehem Star Spica. Is there any evidence out there that this occurred elsewhere?

Yes, practically every church or temple built by the Knights Templar lines up through portals in the walls to let light fall exactly at the winter and summer solstice. The points add up to make a five-pointed star in sacred geometry within the temple. Furthermore, the Knights Templar had a fleet of ships and came to the US by way of Newfoundland. Newfoundland was to be the “Newfoundland” for the resurrection of the Knights Templar before coming to America. There is an island on the TV series called The Curse of Oak Island, and they are looking for treasure. Tunnels had been constructed, creating an aquifer 185 feet underground. Sound familiar? I theorize that the Knights Templar were going to build a pyramid above this aquifer; they even lined the tunnels with coconut fibers, so the tunnels would not fill in with sand from the ocean.  

I theorize the harsh Newfoundland climate thwarted the completion of the pyramid, but the treasure hunters have found parallels to King Solomon’s Temple, every ten feet finding a row of oak pillars going to the same depth as the treasure chamber of King Solomon’s Temple. They have found no treasure, but the Knights Templar may have had one of Pandora's Boxes, so who knows what will be found. However, none of the Knights Templar’s structures fall anywhere near to the construction of the pyramids. However, they are astronomers and believed in creating sacred space alignments with the stars for their churches. Once again, the grandeur and scope of the pyramids with granite monoliths at Cairo, with huge quartz polished disks, each weighing 100 tons with perfect shaft holes, is beyond wonder, and beyond ancient construction without very, very advanced tools. If you go to Washington DC and go to the masonic lodge, please note the reverence given to the Egyptians and the pyramids. You will be amazed.

Science has just amazed me. Just one night after writing about the Pandora Box theory, that the ancients used the pyramids to cannon heavy elemental particles through the shafts of the pyramids to bend the spacetime fabric to get back home, I awaken from my sleep the next morning to hear on the television that the periodic table is being modified. They are adding four new elements on the periodic table and, what’s more, these are super heavy radioactive elements – just the kind one would expect to be in Pandora’s Box! And I just watched two new movies: The Martian, where Matt Damon and NASA use traditional rocket propulsion to get to Mars, but then Interstellar, where Mathhew McConaughey goes to another planet, where spacetime is warped, with the use of wormholes to transport themselves to other planets orbiting other stars, to move lightyears, not just interplanetary travel.

 

So, to date this book has circled around the idea that “free thinking” fosters positive mental attitudes, while any forms of discrimination foster hardship and depression. Let’s look at the life of Swami Yogananda: when the East came to the West from India. Here is a man who, fresh from his disciples in India, came to our strange land to set up ashrams in California. He had a huge impact and following, and devotees here in America were attracted to his new form of enlightenment and how to reach it. He practiced celibacy, but a great number of women were attracted to his form of meditation and yoga. At the same time Mahatma Gandhi was practicing the non-violence freedom movement in India, struggling to have the English occupation of India lifted. But in our land of Freedom, as in India, it was looked down upon to have the olive-skinned Indian man marry a white woman, and in India it was even against the law. So, this form of prejudice was so draining upon Yogananda, because white women who were attracted to this form of Yoga caused tremendous envy from husbands out to destroy this yoga’s form of free thinking, purification, and exercise to “free the mind to higher states of cosmic consciousness”. At the same time in India, Gandhi was imprisoned for his non-violent demonstrations against British occupation and the discrimination of the English against the Indian people.  

However, I think there is a larger macrocosm going on here as well. How is it that the English were able to occupy India so easily in the first place? I think it has to do with Leonardo’s painting The Adoration of the Magi where he represented conflict, battles, and a boy riding off into the sunset on the back of an elephant, and I theorize that boy was Jesus, during his lost years in Christian religion, but not lost at all to the peoples of India. This is why I think it was so easy for some of the disciples after Jesus’ crucifixion to set up churches in India, because Jesus had already paved the way. That is why the Knights Templar were established in Goa, India, having trade with India, and we find golden saris, precious tapestries, and clothing made of fine golden cloth, and carved ivory statuary of Jesus and Indian monks. Why is it that India honors Jesus so easily right up along with their gurus?  We would not honor Buddha, or Krishna. Once again, I theorize Jesus paved the way. But just as Yogananda found prejudice against him because of skin color, did Jesus, besides learning all about the Akasha, Upanishads, and Veda texts, also experience the primitive caste system in India?

There is a movie which portrays the brutal side of the caste system, called Water, wherein a young wife loses her husband and is forced to live in total poverty in an Indian ashram for other women who have lost their husbands. And in this story, she falls in love with a young man of Brahmin caste. But rather than being able to consummate her love and marry this man, she ends up committing suicide, because, being part of a lowly caste, she was forced to have sex with the father of the young man she was in love with. So, the Indian caste system is totally against human rights in the US and against the free thinkers’ movement here; and even Jesus, going to India, would have preached against this system of inequality. Therefore, not only have the Indian people had to fight against English occupation, but a larger ingrained caste system, from Brahmin to Untouchables. Sort of a double whammy against freedom. First you are put down because of your skin color, but then you are born into inequality from birth because of the caste system, lucky for the Brahmins, but unlucky for the rest. No wonder other peoples of the world do not understand freedom. Indian and Arab women have been treated like cattle for generations. It is not until one goes way back to the ancient Egyptians, maybe 10,000 plus years ago, that the sacred feminine has really seen its last golden era.

Now to date, we’ve been talking about the free-thinking movement here within the US and the impediments to that movement, i.e., the many kinds of discrimination that have taken place against humanity. We have discussed many theoretical concepts in recent and ancient history in a deeper nature of plausible realities, e.g., Was there a Great Flood? Did Jesus travel to India? Now I would like to make a departure and change my intent to discover whether our system as it is set up is the best one to support the most fertile ground to reach our goal of cosmic consciousness rather than creating a negative scenario leading to destructive tendencies, including suicide. Thus far, we have observed man as being a part of nature, but at the same time being destructive to nature and the Earth. We have not been the best tenant or friend to our home planet. Why is this? We live off the planet. It supports us totally. But it’s as if we are raping the planet itself. We have talked about rape as a transgression of will; in human terms, causing pain, hardship, and being one of the main pillars preventing free thinking. But how are we really treating nature, our natural world, just because it cannot talk back? We have formed companies and corporations. We work for wages. We have industries. Mankind has moved from being hunter-gatherer for survival purposes to having abundance and mastery over nature. However, our corporate structure is to make money for its constituents, the stockholders who own the company. Thus, making money is the number one proprietary measure of success, because it pays more back to the stockholder in financial rewards to own a very successful, growing company rather than one not making so much money. The question I’m asking is, where is the judicial board besides making money, to determine if this industry is helpful or harmful to our little planet, floating through space?  And who is mitigating harmful effects from industries on our planet. There needs to be an impartial, unbiased board of scientists to tell us, for example, if hydrocarbon usage, including oil drilling, fracking, auto emissions, are going to end our quality of life here on planet Earth. Maybe there is a safe usage level we should not surpass, so the polar ice caps do not melt.

So, there needs to be an independent regulatory panel of scientists who are not paid off by special interest groups, that regulate our industries, like deforestation for example, using smart forestation practices, putting the planet and life and the quality of life on our planet here first, in front of corporate greed. And this is going to be tough for some industries. What if an industry needs to be phased out, like the coal industry? Talk to the miners who have lost their jobs in Pennsylvania, because coal has been deemed a dirty fossil fuel by the Obama administration. Well, it can be done successfully for the good of the planet. Look at all the housing jobs lost during the last recession. However, there is retraining, workers’ compensation, finding new job skills, and reeducating. This review board of scientists is making wise policy for the health of our planet, and not just for this generation, but for future generations to come. This is just wise planning. You see, mankind needs to control its greed for the sake of quality of life here and into the future. As discussed earlier, it is the same theme of not polluting our oceans but setting up a scientific board to see a better way to dispose of our waste.

You realize garbage is money in today’s world. Garbage trucks now run off of methane gas captured from piles of garbage. Thus, corporations are not taking care of our planet and the government is not working together. Republicans and Democrats are not working together to govern corporations. And institutions of higher education are aware of the need to regulate for policies to help our planet, but are not in power to deem these changes necessary. These institutions of higher education may even be holding back higher levels of artificial intelligence. We are developing self-driving cars, but where is the interactive TV for artificial intelligence? IBM is developing Watson for doctors and Amazon has the basic “Echo” where one can ask simple questions, get music, and weather.  But where is the video professor that you can ask to teach you any class you wish? These classes are all videotaped and used in many colleges; however, colleges are still collecting student fees for higher education. To build a really good interactive TV of artificial intelligence, like portrayed on Star Trek, that could help you learn any subject throughout your entire lifetime, steps on copyright laws and threatens existing institutions’ funding sources. So, the Apple interactive TV of artificial intelligence has been put on hold. Google search and YouTube are the closest we have to artificial interactive intelligence. It does have voice recognition, but not the resources to teach all subjects.

OBSERVING MAN                   OBSERVING NATURE                   SCIENTIFIC OBSERVATION

Lucky is he who knows the source.

Well, how do you get to know the source? Through observation. You see we are all radio broadcasters and receivers. And when you observe anything; people, flowers, animals, trees; in the observation process there is a connection in the viewing process. Your intent is fixed through the senses onto the object of perception via sight, taste, smell, touch, hearing. The Egyptians have 265 words for senses, not just five, so they have lots of sixth senses. Now when we dream, the senses merge and flow into one another. The pons and primitive brain stem become more active during REM, and colors and sounds and feelings can merge. They are not held at bay by the conscious mind. Also, there is an inner knowing that takes place, so we immediately know what is taking place within our dream. We know the people in our dreams, even though we have never met them before. We get insight into feelings. We immediately like someone in our dreams, or hate and fear. We often have dreams where we are not the person we are in this reality. We may have had events happen to us that never would have happened in this reality. I had a dream just the other night. I ran my car under the cover of a weeping willow tree, turned off the engine, and sat there in stillness. The police were looking for me with search lights. In my dream, I had committed a crime. I had killed someone who was trying to hurt me. As the lights came closer, I knew in my dream, if I became very still, they would not be able to find me. So, I started meditating in my dream. And as they came closer and closer to the car, they looked inside with their flashlights, but I was able to become invisible to them in this dream. And even when they opened the car door and their body came into contact with mine, sitting in the driver’s seat, it was as though I was at a different vibration level than they were. And they could not see me, but their body would pass right through me. Yet I was still there.  I was aware of them, but they were not aware of me. Really, the sky is not the only limit. In dreaming, I can fly. I can levitate. And I’m sure you too remember dreams where you have powers you do not possess when you are conscious.

The point is, and you may not be aware of it in dreaming, but this inner knowing, a priori, of what is taking place inside your dreams, is also taking place within your waking reality, and you become aware of it when you meditate, or still your mind to the point of retiring within the self. You and the objects of your dreams: are they of your creation? We say we create our own reality, but many times we are not in control of our own dreams. Are they really ours? Yes, we are having them, but does the knowledge within our dreams all stem from within our mind’s eye? I have lots of dreams where someone is helping me to overcome some fear, or they give me an escape route, some way out. Does this spirit that has entered my dream come from my mind, or is there energy out there in their reality, and we are bumping into each other, like Jungian collective unconsciousness?

Whether it is all self-made, or my force in conjunction with other forces out there in the universe; the point that interests me is the knowledge given within the dream of happenings within the dream. I somehow know all the circumstances within the dream. I know things about the people I meet in my dreams. There is a transfer of knowledge, non-verbal, taking place within my dreams as if an inner voice is feeding me a script as the dream is taking place. Is there an all-knowing side to our own spirit, telling us how to make sense and making sense out of all of these thought forms rising up within our dreams, with this inner voice making sense for us even when we were within the womb? Then, when we emerge into this reality, taking this inner sense back to birth, this inner sense is nurtured by our parents to help us to put labels onto the objects we come into contact with within our reality. However, each cognition also has a feeling component, the affective side. We are colored by all the objects of perception we run into, but we are also sending out our own color of perception, for we are also radiating. And at our deeper levels of radiating, we are radiating this inner knowing, and this inner knowing is giving us the inner knowledge to make sense of not only our dreams, but this physical reality as well. And this inner knowledge is one of unity, because it is taking your twilight and then bouncing it off though forms within your dreams, and giving you flavors of knowledge of what is happening within your dreams. And the same inner knowledge is giving you insight into the nature of all the cognition you are experiencing here in your reality. And I think the Egyptians would call this inner knowledge, at the base of our senses, at the origin of our dreams, the “All-Seeing Eye.”, because it is unifying your radiation with all the other objects of perception and giving you knowledge to create your reality. This is the total perfection of the twilight: the ability to bring forms together, foreign constructs; but at deeper levels there is unity, but as synapses give rise to individual memories, formed by individual protein patterns, there are both affective, emotive colorings uniquely placed upon thought forms as well as cognitive constituents of knowing, rising up into consciousness; heretofore, both components merge to form consciousness. The cognitive component of twilight, which is knowing, is of the eternal, is of the perfection, forever and ever; perfect love, for a better word. And the emotive colorings uniquely proteinized as a memory are of the ephemera, and each time you recall the same memory it may have a little different limelight of coloring. This is of the affective, feeling side, with a multitude of feelings, as numerous as grains of sand blowing in the wind, but stabilized by the twilight, the eternal, immortal cosmic light since the dawn of time, forming construct or pattern after pattern of thought forms, within the mind’s eye.

This inner knowing of perfection component of thought, twilight, is directly correlated to observation. To observe. To be aware. When the mind retires within itself, through meditation, one becomes mindful. One becomes full of stillness. One takes the twilight and limelight back to very subtle levels, to watch them merge into the oneness of unity. Thus, the limelight or affective side of conscious creation is bathed in the twilight or the infinite side of creation, where it is colored with the golden splendor of twilight, and the limelight has been transformed, to contemplate the feeling of the infinite, and this is quite an awesome thought: expanding the mind into the larger unity of the expanding universe or cosmic consciousness. And it is based upon observation over and over again of the same subtle mantra, till the knower is known again and again, the base of thought, navartibaum.  Here, within the deepest levels of the mind, there is no fear. All color has left the limelight. It is not vulnerable. It is at one with the twilight. It is only when it rises to conscious cognitive reality that the mind separates it into a thought construct and it is here where any doubt arises. It is here where the limelight becomes vulnerable to other thought forms that compete and vie for consciousness within the collective unconscious mind becoming conscious within yourself.

Yes, but remember: you are able to meditate, to go within the stillness, to become aware of the deeper unity, the eternal; and each time you observe yourself to yourself, or you awaken to your deeper self, this pure consciousness is then stabilized within the awareness, and as it gives rise to a thought construct, it colors the limelight over and over with its eternality, of knowing no end, and one becomes aware of the eternal now, without fear. But there is coloration of joy, bliss, and love, with the golden splendor of the eternal now. So, observe this. Take a construct and observe it over and over and accept it into yourself. For this is real science. For each time you do the observation, a memory is formed, and by observing the same memory over and over, one gets to know the object of perception. Pretty soon the observer and the object of perception are one, within the eternal now.

You very quickly are aware of yourself. You are aware of your senses observing a sight, a sound, a smell, a taste, a touch. And through the observation process, your All-Knowing Eye, i.e., your twilight within you, recognizes the twilight within the object of perception and you realize its unique coloration as a flavor of awareness, i.e., limelight. And it is taking place now. It is happening all the time and it is called your reality.

Now, let’s take a closer look at these deeper memory structures as protein molecules form unique memory patterns within the synapses of the nerve cells of the brain.  Each time you recall a memory or mantra or put your awareness on any object of internal or external perception, part of this memory is subject to changing, fading over time, or in the case of Alzheimer’s, not having the proteins to create the unique protein patterns. However, from Kirlian photography, we know that even though the physical structures may not be present, there is still an energy signature that remains. It is this energy signature that, through repeated exposure or repeating the mantra over time, dyes the memory, or adds light upon the memory. Thus, the term “enlightened ones”. Pure consciousness has become stabilized, whereupon the self knows the self as it goes into deeper and deeper levels of self-realization. Dyeing the mantra over and over, it picks up this energy signature of the eternal, purity, bliss, and brings it into greater awareness through repeated energy exposures.

There are recent experiments with mice who have light bearing fiber-optics and were given light over and over to the affective centers of their brains and given very secure and comforting living environments. Then, the experimenters placed the same mice into very threatening environments and the mice exhibited frozen, traumatized behavior. They were panic-stricken and would not move. However, with light stimulation to the brain centers of mice conditioned to a safe, secure, environment, these same mice took on normal, non-traumatized behaviors even though they were placed in the threatening environments. Proteins were then synthesized of these memories of the safe, secure environment and being found safe for humans, can now be used to change phobic behaviors in humans, to ones of acceptance without fear. So, someone who was deathly afraid of snakes and spiders, hours after being given this protein cocktail, could go up to and touch a tarantula without fear, when just a day before he/she could not even look at the spider, let alone touch or stroke the spider.  This has great applications for trauma patients, to undo the unpleasant memories and replace them with pleasant experiential ones.

It also shows us we color our worlds with various degrees of optimism or pessimism. What can make one person enthusiastic can make another fearful. And repeated memories are all found to have unique protein signatures, so when you recall a memory, it is not an identical copy of the last time you recalled it. And groups may also change your energy signature. Thus, the expression, “I got carried away”, when in a mob I’ve seen and done things I never would have done by myself.  

Finally, memories and beliefs can be altered, and even implanting new memories has been achieved by psychoanalysts, in patients, in a relatively short period of time. Through the use of suggestion, counselors were able to implant events into subjects that did not really happen, but after a few short months the subject would swear up and down that they had done the deed.      

Thus, we see that memories are malleable; a unique protein pattern produced each time, recollected, but a little different coloring, each one individual from the other. But this is exciting and terrifying all at the same time because it means our law enforcement, dependent upon lineups for identification, may be inherently flawed by constant subtle changes in an individual’s ability to recall.  But exciting because through the observation process of repeated exposure of a thought or mantra, an individual sound vibration, an individual can take this form into the stillness of the mind where rational consciousness of the neocortex, blends with the medulla, or midbrain, to color the form with pure consciousness, and upon return from this journey within, an individual is able to self-realize inner purity of the spirit to experience a blissful consciousness, one filled with love from the heart. Yes, love-filled expressions. For love is of the essence and love springs eternal. When one re-emerges from meditation, one has felt peace, wholeness, wellbeing, and stillness.  

The reason the meditator feels these things is that at the subtlest levels of cognition, the mind is still. The limelight is reduced, or should I say, the ego is diminished. It is like the Sun setting and one can now see the stars. When the Sun is blazing, when the conscious rational mind is fully awake, it is hard to self-realize twilight. The rational mind dissects everything in its full glory. Man can go on to pontificate in a rational discourse about a myriad of topics but know none. To know oneself is not to dissect oneself rationally, but rather to listen to the self and how it miraculously gives you supportive information of any construct you can conceive of. It is like the narrator of the play, filling you in to help you make sense of a dream, another spirit, appreciate a sound, a sight, a color. It is like having your own personal computer of artificial intelligence guiding you with supportive details of any construct you happen to be experiencing. I cannot emphasize, nor give yourself the importance of this gift, with any words I could possibly utter. This subtle, subtle energy, at the base of thought is the “All-Seeing Eye”, giving us knowledge of what we are observing, because the deeper reality is unity and oneness before it becomes a separate awareness. There is oneness in the twilight. The whales sing to it and so can mankind, if we only listen, not with our conscious mind, but with our hearts. It is the perfect luv you feel every night when you go to sleep and merge into REM, where the storyteller gives you everything you need to make sense of the senses that are aroused in vivid dreaming as you fly down a mountain side, or find you can levitate objects or can understand others telepathically without any verbal communications.  You just know. And this knowledge is inside each and every one of us, and is the basis of the self, because we all have this gift, this twilight, this “All-Seeing Eye” that is at the base of human and higher mammal consciousness here on planet Earth, giving us supportive meaning to the here and now.

When I was a beggarly boy and lived in a cellar damp,

I had neither a friend nor a toy, but I had an Aladdin’s lamp.

When I could not sleep through the cold, I had fire enough in

My brain, to guild all the castles in Spain with gold through the

pouring rain.

So, your “All-Seeing Eye” is pouring light, enlightening you, golden light

onto all of the multitude of sense perception you have 24 hours a day,

each day, every day, 365 days a year, helping you to self-realize the

ability to make sense out of what you are experiencing in the here

and now, forever and ever.  Now that’s one heck of a lot of enlightenment.

 

Not only is the “All-Seeing Eye” making sense out of every cognition we have during dreaming, feeding you knowledge, feelings, background information, filler information, into people you do not know within your dream, but it is also helping you, teaching you, and is your personal ally. In the preceding car dream, my ally was helping me become invisible and was the one putting the thought into my head to become invisible to my assailants. In other dreams I have had I was trying to fly, but after running very fast and trying to lift off, I would fall flat on my face. My ally would say, “You have to run into the wind to get liftoff,” and when I did, I would have great vivid dreams as I was flying over beautiful fall forests, with trees covered in multicolored foliage. Thus, your ally is your personal teacher, helping to succeed in whatever you intend to do within your dreams.

So, my question is, is the ally of your individual memory protein patterns making up cognition, or is it the eternal energy running through the synapses of your cells? It is certainly of the golden twilight, running from the lower energy chakras up through your spinal column and up into the brain stem. It is at the base of all the senses. It is on the most personal level. Can it exist without the body?

Is it possible, when we meditate, forming the same cognition of the mantra over and over within the mind, that we are actually making the same protein memory signature over and over within the minds, taking our awareness of more subtle, refined levels of the mind beneath the surface of the rational mind to meet with the eternal twilight, which is this blissful, subliminal feeling of perfection, love, and joy, which knows no bounds? And as you meditate over and over, retiring within the self, you are forming the same golden energy signature as well; I mean, not only are proteins all forming on the physical side, but the energy running throughout these cognition energy patterns is forming the same energy signature over and over. Once again in Kirlian photography, when we cut a leaf in two, the energy pattern signature of the whole leaf is still able to be photographed for a time. And if we meditate throughout our lifetime, might not this All-Seeing Eye, this eternal golden twilight, be able to travel upon golden waves of reverie, living in love’s crystal light, to be in our here and now, forever and ever? And might not this be our spirit that lives within us for our lifetime but then ventures forth, when we drop our physical protein signatures, to exist with other golden twilight entities, to travel the twinkling starry night, in celestial waves of reverie, within love’s crystal light? Thus, the eternal has become one with the impermanent protein memory cognitions within your mind to become you. It resides at the base of the senses to be felt as unity, cosmic consciousness, and is portrayed in saintly holy pictures, as the golden halos around saints, be they masculine or feminine. The twilight resides within all living humans and higher mammals, i.e., whales, elephants, and porpoises.

Thus, lucky is he to know the source. Meaning, if you are meditating regularly, you are creating the positive energy signatures to self-realize this golden pool, the twilight, at the base of the senses. And when you come out of meditation, you are refreshed, enlivened, and knowing at this deeper unity level. Your ally is guiding you by giving you unity information about all the other thought forms you are running into contact with. This is supported by distant viewing experiments in psychology, stating that whatever you put your intentions on, you will receive more positive energy signatures from your distant viewing than science would predict to happen at random. And this is why at the patent office, people from different parts of the world, seemingly disconnected, will apply for the same patent within hours of each other. When an idea springs up in the US, it is just as likely to spring up in India or China or to others in other regions of the world.

Scientists point to the Shroud of Turin as Jesus’ burial cloth, and the higher level of radiation forming his image on the cloth at the time of his resurrection, or his golden twilight forming his unique energy signature upon his Shroud. So, why didn’t his All-Seeing Eye protect him from crucifixion?

The All-Seeing Eye helps you to create your consciousness or explain your consciousness to yourself. It is a personal awakening. It does not give you control over others’ actions, but it helps you to explain others’ actions. Jesus knew what was being done to him and why. He could meditate and feel the perfect energy signature at the bottom of the senses. But he could not change the actions perpetrated upon him by others. However, his energy signature, being of the eternal lives on in all of us, as we are touched by his sense of love in helping us to self-realize our All-Seeing Eyes that we may create our own golden twilights, still being a part of his, to self-realize consciousness in the eternal now. Some call this heaven. If yours and Jesus’ energy signature are one, and you can experience his energy when you meditate, then you are experiencing heaven in the here and now on Earth, within your physical body, because his ethereal body is really a part of your golden twilight consciousness at the base of your senses. Now we realize why there is such a body of light; not regular light, but golden energy signatures, golden twilight, having been concentrated by the unique energy signatures of all the great masters throughout mankind’s history, that live within the “All-Seeing Eye”, that is the All-Seeing Eyes, that are a part of you, giving you the guidance to make sense out of all and any conscious entities, physical mater constructs, to be able to observe yourself, your fellow man, and all of nature, from your dreams to your furthest conscious thoughts, here on planet Earth. And the more you put your intent upon the universe and the galaxy and the whole makeup of all the stars, condensed energy giving off light and radiation throughout the universe, the more you are gaining cosmic consciousness and realizing yourself as not just a corporal being, but an illumined soul, playing with your and others’ thoughtform of consciousness to shed light upon all thought, as your All-Seeing Eye becomes more self-realized by you and you are able to bring it into its fullest expression, sharing your golden twilight with others.

Notice I was explaining the “All-Seeing Eye” giving illumination, helping you to make sense out of all of your cognitions in REM and in this reality. However, this is not the “All-Knowing Eye”. For you to self-realize the “All-Knowing Eye” takes subtle differences within meditation. Of course, there is knowledge gained when the “All-Seeing Eye” is giving you the understanding of your surroundings, and all of your physical and mental constructs. It is telling you a chair is a chair every time you run into a chair, even though you are looking at two different chairs. However, it is the lucky man or woman who actually knows the source. One needs to know the source over and over again, to gain wisdom and knowledge of the “All-Knowing Eye”.  This is far more difficult, for it involves realizing all the other forces that could possibly be impinging upon oneself. But open yourself up to the sacred space within three-dimensional space to travel your own unique destiny. This is a road between you and the “All-Knowing Eye”, very personal and intimate. And spirit is still learning just as we are. It is a cosmic venture together. But I can give you some insight into the differences between the “All-Seeing Eye” and the “All-Knowing Eye”. Jesus, when he wandered into the desert to find knowledge, to self-realize the “All- Knowing Eye”, still could not self-realize nor prevent his crucifixion. No loving entity would want to go down a path leading to crucifixion, and no loving entity would want to go down a path leading to suicide.  And no loving entity would want to go down a path leading to war, death, and destruction. Yet shit happens, to be blunt. There are forces that are not loving. There are forces where the myelin sheaths in individuals’ actuator potential are raw. The limelight has been colored with opiates, an extremely self-centered, self-absorbed addiction to find more opiates, no matter what the cost. Then there are the brainwashed, individuals who have been conditioned for years not to follow their own free thinking, but to follow the dictums of a father, a brother, or someone they put up high on a pedestal, to follow whatever this individual says, without any self-thinking whatsoever about what they are doing to treat others as they would like to be treated.

So, in war and power, we see atrocities and torture. Mankind not only crucifies, but has drawn and quartered its victims, waterboarding over and over again until it extracts its exacting price of power over another, like the serial killer dissecting another human slowly, ear by ear, eye by eye, even with a butterknife and televising to an audience, and taking pleasure and brutal power of temporarily transgressing someone’s will, before they die. Yes, there are beastly forces out there.

There are the self-inflicted suicides, where one only wants to end one’s own life; but there are others who take great pleasure in snuffing out another’s life. So, if one was really in tune with their “All-Knowing Eye”, then they would not knowingly be at the wrong place at the wrong time to get squished like a bug, now would they?

The question is asked: how do I self-realize the “All-Knowing Eye” to protect myself from such forces? When I was a little boy growing up after WWII, I used to have terrible dreams that Hitler was still alive. I would dream of the battles raging, and how he was hunting me. My father was a major in WWII, Third Army Headquarters, with General Patton, in army intelligence; and we had a trunk on the third floor filled with pictures and photographs of the horrors of war. You know, the thousands of bodies piled upon each other. Then I remember seeing the graphic pictures painters portrayed of hell, with bodies upon bodies all swimming together in a huge sea of bodies. I think both war and religion portraying a hellish reality were trying to scare me, and they did and they didn’t, all at the same time. Because they were pictures of someone else’s reality. I could look in my room and look outside and see nature and the sun and sunshine and know that this was not my reality. But I also remember as a little boy sitting in my room, coming to the realization that my father and mother were going to die, and that I was going to be left alive without them, and I cried. You see, we all want to be older when we are little, we want to be able to drive that car, and other wish fulfillment that comes from being of age; but at the same time we know that that future still someday ends us. Or does it?

THE ALL-KNOWING EYE: THE ETERNAL “NOW”

Therefore, it’s the All-Seeing Eye that explains our own conscious constructs to ourselves. But so much is left unseen. Who will we run into next? What will tomorrow bring? Our fate is unknown. Human life is ever so fragile.  An automobile wreck, a plane crash, hurricane, tornado; we are all going to drop our bodies, it’s just a matter of when. All of this is true, so much is left unseen. So much is left unconscious. And this is where the “All-Knowing Eye” comes into play, for the “All-Seeing Eye is connected to the All-Knowing Eye”; but we are aware of a small fraction of this knowingness. Part of the All-Knowing Eye is also connected to precognition. As man listens to nature, primitive man could predict and know where and when animals would come to drink at a water hole. Early man would use this internal knowledge for self-survival skills of knowing where to find food, find warmth, shelter, make clothing to combat the elements. This all involves trusting one's senses and inner skill sets to adapt to the unpredictable nature of the elements, to survive them. Then not only to survive them, but to find ways to thrive. Man learns, man adapts, man is creative to overcome obstacles. Man fought with nature, competed with her for survival against alpha carnivores. And man has separated himself from nature to overcome nature. We have multiplied like wildfire, but we too are also a part of nature. And we will find that if we destroy too much of nature, then we will eventually destroy ourselves.

What is this All-Knowing Eye I am talking about? You do not mean that science can know about what is happening on planet Zeebo, way at the far end of a very distant galaxy? And there are billions and billions of stars and galaxies in infinite numbers, as far as we can know. You do not suggest that there is an All-Knowing Eye that knows the totality of the universe? Well, here is what we know. Here is what science knows to date. Science is a method of observation. Science is a repeatable method of observation. And mankind is great at observing. No other mammal that we know of to date is such an observer of our entire planet as man. Man observes above water, under seas, at the poles and at the equator. The All-Seeing Eye allows man to record these observations over time. And over time, man’s recording of the observations of the stars led man to find the directions of north, south, east, and west. And man was able to align the pyramids to true North using the stars. Then man discovered precession, that the Earth was on a 26,000-year wobble. How did primitive man discover this? It turns out primitive man was not so primitive. Temple-building, it turns out, revolves around the notion of temple alignment to the summer and winter solstice, where the Sun rises and sets at the longest and shortest periods, and of aligning one’s temple using the stars, where sunlight shines through the same portal, hitting on the same rock within the round portal at the same point each year, if the temple is aligned perfectly. So, through observation and temple alignment over time, man became aware of Earth’s precession. Why? Well, to settle the mind to more and more refined areas of the brain, anyone knows, of course, you need to find the center of the galaxy. I mean, this isn’t rocket science. Or is it? Here we have so-called primitive man being able to locate the center of our galaxy through temple alignment, and then all this knowledge is lost and in Galileo’s day and age just a few hundred years ago, we have a pope changing the calendar from astral to the Church’s liking, and he declares that the Earth is sitting in the center of our galaxy. So, the ancients at one time had knowledge of where science today says is the center of our galaxy; then we had moved into the Dark Ages, where a single man could dictate thought, but falsely; to be replaced only today using modern science to once again to discover the true nature of earth and to rediscover the true center of our galaxy using modern “rocket science”. So, on the one hand science can say that we cannot know the whole universe, but man can know the observable things on Earth and observe the stars in the heavens to be able to locate ourselves within our galaxy and to be able to find the center of our galaxy using temple alignment. This is quite a feat even today using all of our advanced scientific techniques. To find the center of our galaxy to create sacred space, to steal the mind, to communicate with one’s All-Seeing Eye, which is connected to the All-Knowing Eye.

What is the connection between the All-Seeing Eye and the All-Knowing Eye, and how are we able to comprehend any of this? Because we are now contemplating the infinite. Well, science has learned to observe over and over again, to record our observations, so they are repeatable. We get to know and learn about the object of perception. Let me repeat this. When we observe over and over again, we get knowledge of our object of perception. In other words, we get to know someone, anyone, by observing them over and over again. So, if you want to form a relationship, just observe it diligently over and over again. Isn’t this what we do with any loved one?  We observe them over and over. You check in on them periodically to make sure that they are alright, and in the process, one gains knowledge, to know. So, by creating temples and aligning them so that they do not move in relation to the Earth and the stars, they are astrally aligned to the center. This alignment is to create absolute stillness, absolute silence. One is listening to the center of the galaxy. So, you introduce the mantra, it takes you to more refined levels within the human mind. You do this within the temple, the sacred space, to take you to more refined levels of the galaxy, its center. Then all the galaxies are connected through gravity, and you repeat the process over and over again each time one is expanding one’s consciousness to the infinite cosmic consciousness. Because all the galaxies are exploding out from the center and all one is doing is stilling the mind to find the center. Simple, isn’t it? Thus, lucky is he to know the source. Find the source through meditation and do it over and over again. And science teaches us to observe the object of perception over and over again, and as you get to know it, you learn about any object of perception. Well, the galaxy is just an extension of an object of perception. So, find its center, still the mind, and listen to the stillness so that you and it are one. Align your own temple within your mind to the larger temple within the galaxy. It’s the microcosm within the macrocosm.  

Come to think of it, it’s very much like the “Whale’s Tales” song of old, and it’s very much like the Star Trek movie about the humpback whales, where they align and sing out to the universe. Now in this episode of Star Trek, the universe has sent out a spacecraft to come and check on the whales, and if it does not detect the whales’ song, it will terraform Earth to make it once again inhabitable for the whales, which means destroying mankind in the process. So, Captain Kirk has to slingshot back in time to bring two humpback whales into the future, so the Earth as we know it is not destroyed. And isn’t this the same message we are hearing today? Man is a part of nature. Do not destroy habitats. It’s all interconnected. If we destroy all the alpha predators like wolves, lions, and tigers and bears, oh my, we then are destroying ourselves. To take this to the extreme, the Hindu monks, in the movie Seven Years in Tibet were moving the worms from the ground when they were constructing a new building. They were employing sensitivity to the max. And the American Indians, believing in the “Great White Spirit”, would use the buffalo for food, clothing, bones for knitting needles, everything. Then the White Man came to kill for sport. Who is the most sensitive here? Who is really listening to the “Whale’s Tales” song of the universe? Listen up people! Awaken!

We are not living in the Dark Ages anymore. I call for a new alignment, a spiritual alignment, within the self of man.

THE ETERNAL BATTLE RAGING WITHIN MAN

If the All-Seeing Eye is within, constantly creating the self and all its surroundings, then why isn’t illumination the natural outcome and why isn’t it spread throughout society? Why does it seem that the enlightened individual is so rare? Why isn’t he/she everywhere? Let me introduce to you the concept of Akasha, an internal repository of selves of man’s creations, his true history, in the truest sense of the form. Every experience you have is recorded in the Akasha. It is a repository of the self, a part of your personal All-Seeing Eye, that once again makes constructs and sense of all your dreams, is connected to all other energies in the subconscious mind of man. So, in dreaming, if you were a reformed alcoholic, in waking reality, you are not reformed in dreaming reality. As a matter of fact, if you stop something you liked to do habitually, then its occurrence increases in dream reality. So, if you were a pothead for years, but stopped, you still have dreams years into the future where you are still smoking pot with friends. Future selves or dreams have not been extinguished just because you have stopped in this current waking reality. So, any habitual activity you have done over and over again, and once again we see repetition of not only observation, but activity, becomes ingrained within the Akashic record. It does not matter whether the activity was good for the self or bad. It is an active part of the inner self, demanding expression, coming into creation. Thus the expression, “Be careful what you wish for!” The expression that dominates your limelight is the one you feed the most. So, if you return to alcohol to do it over and over again, then this is not supportive of your physiology and affects the activator potential of the cells where your unique memory protein signatures are created. In addition, alcohol is a depressant, and if you continue to feed this reality rather than an existence of purification and meditation, your future self-projections are not going to be ones of illumination and enlightenment. Same goes for opiates and methamphetamines, and oxycodone. All supersaturate your endorphins with synthetic transfer RNA-like substances to suppress your own natural production within your pituitary gland to create a dependency upon these artificial sources. You become addicted. You did not intend to. It does not matter. You need to purify and rebuild your own endorphin system to feed your limelight with natural purity, rather than dependency upon substances that are not supportive of your physiology. Addicts use methadone to help soothe their activator potential within the nerves, substituting one drug for another, to stop the shakes. Are they really helping themselves, or should they go cold turkey in rehab?

Whatever one creates vies for expression within the subconscious mind. Take this reality away, and it is not extinguished rapidly within the subconscious mind, but the opposite happens. You will dream more often of getting high, for quite some time. You need to balance yourself out with meditation to contact the true self within, without artificial substances, and you need to do this over and over until this self is reinforced to express itself and becomes the dominant expression within your limelight. However, the addicted self is still living within, for nothing is ever truly destroyed or lost. But this is why the enlightened individual is so rare: too many of our youth experiment at parties with drugs and alcohol.  Peer pressure. But they know not what they do. But they are not feeding the self properly and the limelight becomes darkened, so all hell can break loose in today’s society. Man hunts for fun. Sensitivity to the self and nature are covered over. Some men become cruel and follow others like lemmings, on a path of war and destruction.  Free thinking without prejudice seems very far from sight. At this point, these men do not see light at the end of the tunnel, only power, selfishness, domination over others, cruelty, and where to get their next fix.

Nature abounds with purity and pure energy. When mankind drains or darkens one’s limelight, then return to nature to refresh and recharge your batteries. The mystics knew where caves were to meditate in complete silence. The sacred temples that were perfectly aligned to the stars and the center of our galaxy were established so one could meditate to get to know the source. The source is found in sacred spaces in nature, where the All-Seeing Eye meets the All-Knowing Eye. It is not really known to the rational mind that dissects everything. It is known when one meditates in more refined states, within the deeper unity at the base of the senses. First, take something you love and think about it, bring it up in thought over and over again. Then observe your love, your unity, your feeling of wholeness. Do this each day, observe your feeling of love, unity, wholeness and put this into a simple object in nature. It could be a stone you love to look at. Make it something you can bring into the house to place it in a place of honor within your house. You are making it your altar. Every time you look upon this object and observe it over and over, you are thinking of nature’s purity, your love, unity, the wholeness you feel, and consider this space where you put this object your Temple. Then observe it daily. Make it so when you meditate you can easily gaze upon the spot where this object is placed. You are creating your Sacred Temple, and by meditating upon this space you are creating a sacred space, a portal to take you to deeper unity levels within yourself. For this stillness, within this portal, is where greater levels of unity are felt. Bliss, happiness, unity, peace; reside in nature, and you have brought a representation of nature into your home and are creating a sacred temple. By observing this sacred space over and over, you are getting to know this object, this space, in the now, in the present moment. And this is where the All-Seeing Eye that makes sense of your thought constructs is connected through unity. Not the All-Knowing Eye, the self that gives you wisdom. You do not have to put your hand on the stove; you know it is hot. You do not have to take that pill to get you high. It is a false high, not filled with the purity of nature. You do not have to follow another person, because their limelight is not as pure as the purity of nature that you have created within your own sacred temple, within your own home.

So, take this object from nature and observe it over and over again. Now move it around in a circle, and each time look at it from all angles and see what side you like best. Keep moving it around in a 360-degree circle until you find your favorite position. Now when you meditate, think you are moving it into the perfect alignment to be one with the galaxy. You are placing this object you have found in nature within sacred space and aligning that space to greater love, unity, stillness, peace, harmony as you adjust and refine the rotation of your object of observation to the perfect positioning for you. And when you meditate, open and close your eyes upon this object that you are positioning perfectly aligned within your sacred space you are creating. Now still you mind and listen, because this is where your All-Seeing Eye is becoming perfectly aligned with the All-Knowing Eye, within your own sacred space of your own creation. And listen to the perfect silence within this space, bringing you into the greater reality of the eternal present moment.

Now I want you to think of this space as a sacred space being held by gravity within your own home, but in perfect alignment to the center of the space, being held by gravity between all the stars at the center of our galaxy. Think that this space with your object taken from the purity of nature is in the same space as the space held between all of the gravitational forces of the stars, the same sacred space that is the same stillness as the space at the center of our galaxy, and that this space you have created by bringing a part of nature inside your home, with the purity, stillness, love, unity, peace, is a part of not only the same space at the center of our galaxy, but that this sacred gravitational field is the same gravitational field that holds all the galaxies and you are sitting within the same sacred silence within the center of all the world of creation. Feel the increase of intensity of stillness within, within the present now, and you are now being more fully connected with the All-Knowing Eye, within the sacred space at the heart of the temple located at the center of the universe. You are achieving cosmic consciousness by being aware of this portal between the All-Seeing Eye and the All-Knowing Eye. And you are sitting within this sacred field, like Buddha sitting under the sacred lotus tree, experiencing the stillness of the space at the center of the universe in the eternal now, that is at the heart of you.

You realize, of course, that this space at the center of the universe cannot really be known by your rational mind which dissects everything to know only one dimension at a time. But this knowing is a deeper knowing, by the mind’s eye, that knows a deeper unity, stillness of the totality, and has no trouble at all of holding an infinite number of dimensions simultaneously in the eternal now, so that every time you come out of meditation, you still feel the unity you were knowing just a second ago, but now, because you are fully awake, you cannot grasp the infinite depth of the unity you were just knowing.  Thus, the fullness of the unity of cosmic consciousness escapes the rational mind but is still felt by the mind’s eye each time we reemerge from the bliss of cosmic consciousness to be thinking, “I must make supper,” or, “do my laundry,” which is a one-dimensional intent.

But it is just through the repetition of intent to observe and track the stars to position a stationary temple that led its builders to discover the precession, Earth’s 26,000-year wobble, and to follow the winter and summer solstice and the spring and fall equinox with the plane of the Earth’s equator eclipsing the middle of the Sun, which also casts light within portals of the sacred temple to create the six-sided star and casts light upon the capstone of the archway, pointing the direction to the next temple, and eventually allowed them to discover the center of our galaxy. And if one knows how gravitational forces are directing this galaxy, then, using Fibonacci’s Golden Mean, mightn’t they be able to use an infinite regression equation to locate the sacred spatial center of the Big Bang to communicate with the All-Knowing Eye? And this creates a quantum leap using intent, the stars, and observations over time, from knowing nothing to knowing and being able to communicate with your all-knowing cosmic consciousness within the center of your All-Knowing Eye to self-realize oneself within the eternally present moment.

This brings us to astronomical time versus just any old time, created by the Pope to satisfy an imprecise calendar for convenience’s sake of holidays falling upon days of his choosing. The prior calendar is based upon astronomical time. Astronomical time versus vulgar time is time in relation to our sun’s precise orbit, and this orbit is once again determined by its gravitational field in relation to other stars. Astronomical time takes into account Earth’s precession and the ever-expanding universe, in determining precise, day to day, month to month, year to year, orbital positioning around our Sun.

All of this time is connected to the precise present moment and how many dimensions or flavors of awareness we are able to hold within our present consciousness. In normal waking consciousness we are one-dimensional, going about our daily routine as one task after another pops up into our awareness.

But in astronomical time there is a refined awareness or heightened awareness.  As one stills the mind, a unity of dimensions emerges with the present moment called the “halo effect”. It’s as if your unidimensional rational mind shifts gear to realize a greater beauty lies within the mundane. A greater harmony or unity lies with the heart. The hurry and hustle ceases to consume one’s thought, and one becomes cognizant of a greater reality. The reality is if one relaxes, breathes deeper, and watches the breath, one is aware of many, many ongoing dimensions working simultaneously, within the present moment. One may become self-actualizing – filled with awe – while doing the most mundane tasks on the outside but peaking with realizations on the inside.

Many of the great problem solvers credit this halo effect of being able to see multi-dimensionally in dreams to realize the solutions to a problem while dreaming and in this heightened awareness state. The discovery of the benzene molecule was credited to being able to see multi-dimensionally in a heightened state of awareness.

Thus, man is able to dive within this unity, the Akasha at the source of stillness, of oneness, to bring cognition back to help us in this reality. It seems that the All-Seeing Eye is connected to the All-Knowing Eye, and man can refine his senses, turn inward, to enter dream states and meditate within these dream states to create heightened awareness, to bring back flavors of awareness, consciousness from the Akashic records, the reservoir of the All-Knowing Eye, at the center of the self, the center of the galaxy, the center of the universe, to help mankind evolve in our present world.

Not only knowledge can be brought up to the surface of consciousness, but unity, joy, peace, and bliss. Thus, a troubled soul can delve within to bathe him/herself in pure rapture within to reemerge less troubled, filled with hope, less negative, a little more enlightened, with inner peace, knowing that they can return to this source to find unity again and again.

This heightened awareness, with the bliss and unity and wellbeing felt and stabilized into enlightenment of knowing the source is quite an accomplishment. To be able to enter the repository of the Akasha, well, it is like finding the treasure chest here on Earth. Man has searched for decades to try to find a repository of knowledge within or under the Sphinx. Man has looked for the Ark of the Covenant throughout history, hoping to get closer to “God”. Little does man realize that treasures greater than the material ones lie within the sacred spaces that connect us to the Akasha.

Thus, once again, ‘lucky is he who knows the source.” So, I would suggest you set up your sacred space within your home. Still the mind, introduce the mantra, enter heightened awareness of the present moment, then introduce a sutra. Then, when you resurface to this consciousness, the sutra has stitched a little of the flavor of unity consciousness onto your heightened awareness, so you can feel this flavor of awareness and it will become stabilized within your waking consciousness. Ah, but you ask, what is a sutra? A sutra is a gift from one enlightened being to another. When master and pupil have both entered pure consciousness, the master will give the pupil a thought vibration to resonate in harmony within both of their minds. When refined within the sacred temple and offered to the sacred space at the heart of the temple, then it vibrates in harmonics with the Akasha, and the Akasha, which is a part of nature, a part of the centeredness of mankind, within the stillness of the heart of man, which is touched with the stillness of the center of our galaxy and the center of the unity of the Big Bang, and when this reverberation hits the mark, enters the source, then the master and the pupil become one in heightened awareness and more cognizant of the eternal now, but with the flavor of the sutra, the reverberation of the sutra. Thus, the expression, “be careful what you wish for.”

How is it that the rational mind of man keeps missing the boat? How is it that there are so many unhappy people, if at the heart eternal bliss lies waiting? Let us observe and examine the rational mind. The so-called rational mind likes to leapfrog from one thought concept to another through the process we call association. Now, each thought concept has an emotional component and a rational component. But there is also intent, and intent is a coloration of drive, and I call it the limelight. As we go through life, life is filled up with many memories, some happy, some sad. Man struggles to make something out of himself. We all want to please our parents, get high marks at school, and impress our peers. Individuals struggle through competition to win, and this denotes losers as a consequence of competition.  We say competition is healthy, but just ask the losers, how healthy?

Then add on top of this the finiteness of human life. We all know death. Someday we are all going to take our last breaths. We are all going to grow old, and our quality of life is going to be compromised by physical impairments. Things wear out in this reality. Thus, if one’s mind leapfrogs from one goal after another, with the fear factor of the final day always approaching, then this thought pattern is under the influence of negatively colored limelight. This individual may wake up and go through the same old grind to work from eight to five to secure wages to live on, then watch a parent or brother or close friend die of cancer or Alzheimer’s disease. He may get thrown under the bus in competition, i.e., be unsuccessful in a job or career, not living as good a life as his neighbor. And the mind of man likes to leapfrog from thought to thought and is most happy when receiving immediate gratification. We are the current generation. I want it and I want it now. We all want the responsibility that comes with getting older. The freedom to buy a house, a car, a new material possession, and then to flaunt that new Cadillac down the street, like strutting our stuff. You are the one, you are the boss, you are at the top of your game, you are a winner! And the mind experiences these highs, and then you make some bad decisions, things do not go your way. Your mother or father passes away. You are not as strong as your boss, who intimidates you. You started to drink for fun at parties, but now you cannot stop. You gamble on oil futures, but now there is an oil glut and you backed the wrong horse. So, the limelight goes from the golden halo of the altar boy to having myelin sheath breakdown in synapses because your son became addicted to oxycodone because of peer pressure at a party to be part of the gang. There are a million reasons to get depressed. And many are no fault of our own. Life is a road of hard knocks.

How is one able to recover? And we do call it recovery. How is one able to gain mastery over social decorum, which is how one relates to other human beings after a mental breakdown? Your child’s world has collapsed, he/she has tried to end themselves, and you have sent them to a psychiatrist and can only hope for the best. And you try to hide this whole episode, sweep it away under the rug, because it points to the fact and reflects that you have not been a good parent.

So, the rational mind often overlooks a fuller nature right at its doorstep because the limelight has been colored into a darker reality that would not recognize love or beauty or freedom, even if it were to be placed right in front of its nose. We all stew in our own juices. We vibrate and beat our own drum. But we all have a sphere of influence and intent. Many times, our intentions are pure and good, but our words are not heeded or fall on deaf ears. Thus, the expression, “do not cast pearls before swine”.

Psychologists know an individual has to find his/her own way, discover their own insights, so many times it seems that they are asking only open-ended questions, rather than showing a struggling individual the light. I guess the psychologists feel, if they have not been able to find their own light, that showing them all the light at the end of the tunnel is not going to help them. I can radiate as bright as the Sun, but shining brightly will not help them to illuminate their own world. Thus the expression, “physician, heals thyself”. Psychologists have realized that the individual that they are trying to help must go within themselves to change their own cognitive energy patterns to start to refine their own limelight. And this is not an easy task when an individual has learned all of his life to leapfrog off one driven conscious thought construct to the next, driven by selfish motives to feed the self at the expense of others. Opiate addicts operate on a selfish desire to get more opiates and it doesn't matter who the individual steps on to get his/her intended goal: more opiates. Thus, family intervention. “You need help.”

Appreciate the pure consciousness of nature. That is your true ally. Yogananda was feeling so much prejudice against him for not being white by the white supremacists here in the US and by the Ku Klux Klan, as in Gandhi’s day in the ‘50s white women could not marry Indian men. And even though Yogananda was celibate, he had attracted quite a following of American women anxious to learn yoga, which made for many a jealous husband. At the same time, his childhood friend from India brought a lawsuit against the ashram, and he had fallen in love with a white American follower of Yogananda. Not that I think that it’s important to be celibate to be enlightened. It is more important to be able to love, to enter into unity, to find the bliss of pure consciousness, and become one with the All-Knowing Eye at the base of the senses. This involved being a free thinker, without prejudice, with a pure intent to know the self and to be able to self-actualize the Akashic record at the center of the sacred stillness within the temple of the soul. So, Yogananda left the US to return to India to reenter the caves he was shown as a child, where he was able to enter into the stillness within the purity of nature, away from the turmoil of the dark forces of prejudice, to recharge his batteries.  And upon doing so, he then returned to the US to fulfill his life’s mission, overcoming the fear and intimidation of those who would seek to destroy him.

Also, the master, using sound vibration, is able to pass on a Sutra to his disciple. This involves meanings with intent where one is able to sow a sutra which stitches the Akasha to conscious form and, using heightened awareness, an adept is then able to color his/her limelight to match the unique flavor or coloration of the sutra to the vibration within the Akasha and to bring this construct into manifestation. Most people don’t realize it, but they operate on a time lag. The mind observes but does not immediately grasp full realization in waking consciousness, because this consciousness is a dissection of the full value of a deeper unity to which the construct is a part. It is usually only after much mediation that a fuller knowledge, knowingness, is imparted. But most masters can govern time and self-realize to heighten awareness so that total knowingness is self-realized by the master, so that when the Sutra is sown, immediate manifestation is the result. Vivekananda and other yogis have been demonstrated to manifest ash from the palm of their hands to place upon the third eye of the adept’s forehead.  Jesus was said to be able to manifest fishes to feed a hungry crowd.

These would be examples of historic physical manifestations. However, for the purposes of this book, I am limiting my discussion to Sutras from the Akasha which produce strictly mental healing thought constructs to help the addicted break free from repeated thought patterns, operating at deprivational need levels, rather than being able to self-realize enlightenment which is a truly free gift to all, if one has enough “fire in his/her brain, to guild all their castles in Spain, with gold through the pouring rain.”        

OK, I know you would like me to give you some Sutras so you can practice stitching yourself to yourself, to manifest yourself, but first I must talk about Anachronisms in Synchronicity. We already mention the Pope changing the calendar away from celestial time to vulgar time. And who really cares? Time is so abstract. I mean, we are spinning through space on this little planet. Who cares if we calculate differently from astronomical time? Who cares, you might ask? Well, the ancients who made their temples to align them to true North and then to the stars and were able to find the center of our galaxy did. They were honoring this sacred space at the center of our galaxy, and as I said about our Freedom Dome standing atop the Capitol Building, her headdress aligns to the Spica star, which my great-grandfather is writing about as the Bethlehem Star. So, if by alignment of temples to the center of huge gravitational fields the portal is created to know the self, then I guess that this is pretty important. And some individuals should not go around changing it at a whim and declaring that we are the center of the universe. See, mankind is already out of step with the natural order. I already alluded to this earlier, saying mankind’s consciousness separates himself from the truer, fuller self, his unity connection; so, he/she usually only gets glimpses of the deeper unity in heightened states of awareness or through vivid dreaming in REM. Let me try once again to stress the importance of operating on astronomical time. Tracking sunlight through holes in the temple walls and alignment of stars to fall specifically at our solecist not only reveals Earth’s orbital fluxes, but the movement of our galaxy, our star cluster, to be able to find its center, because everything is affected by gravity. This is a universal law. And to communicate with the self revolves around centering oneself within oneself within sacred space. Realizing it or not, saying the mantra and observing refinement of thought back to the source of unity, and then heightened awareness, is the byproduct, and we remember our vivid dreaming experience because colors were enhanced, things looked more beautiful than normal, we might have been awestruck because of the beauty of it all, like the most beautiful sunset you have ever experienced. This unity shows that things were going perfectly right for you. You were on a roll, where everything was going your way. Everything was beautiful in its own way. These are all realizations of manifestations of the unity of heightened awareness that take place at the source of the soul. But man only glimpses these states from afar, because even though it took this perfect alignment to create us within space and time, man’s world, his/her life is filled with imperfections. So, we are out of step with nature, which is in perfect harmony. Man’s consciousness in our normal waking state has lost sight of the synchronicity of nature, i.e., everything in perfect vibrational order to produce the multitude of life forms, and how they have all adapted beautifully to come into existence and interact with each other.         

So, it is only mankind who observes nature and other humans to compare each through conscious recognition to learn about all facets of life here on earth. One does not see an orangutan traveling to the far corners of the world to observe life at the poles. But man does more than just observe. Man uses all of nature to his advantage. Man likes dissecting everything, observing everything, to see how everything can be used to his advantage to make his life easier, and then he/she likes to strut him/herself to others, “Look what I have discovered,” and then if others like it too, the discoverer becomes rich, but at nature’s expense. Man has not really learned to observe just for the beauty of observing, without changing anything in the observation process, i.e., not consuming, destroying, possessing the object of observation. I was watching the show Gold Rush the other night, watching the mining, digging, tearing down trees and habitats to find gold. And all that the show was homing in on was the amount each could produce to out-yield the other, get more gold than the other team. It became a competition. It was only Parker Schnabel at the very end of the program who showed that he had put the eco-structure back, with the idea that nature could return to a lake of his creation, where otters could play. He had at least thought of returning the planet to a state where other creatures could enjoy it. This is a type of eco-management or the “Star Trek” noninterference policy to not harm other lifeforms or their habitats.

MINDFULNESS/MINDLESSNESS OBSERVATION WITH HARMLESSNESS

If alien observations of Earth have taken place, because they too knew how to find the center of the galaxy and have reached out to other orbiting planets to look for other lifeforms as our science is doing now; then with such advanced souls they certainly have noninterference policies in effect. To observe so carefully without leaving any trace so as not to harm the species you are observing, before knowing whether you are going to do harm to yourself or others, I feel, must be a core dictum. And if aliens were not here, then we must have had some pretty long golden ages in the past to create the types of architectural marvels as presented in Peru and Egypt. And if this is the case, where were the tools to melt 100-ton boulders in Peru or in Karnak; 100-ton polished granite stone sculptured ovals with perfectly bored drill holes. Once again, where are the tools? We would be hard pressed today with laser cutting tools to recreate. So, this leads me to aliens who took all the tools with them but had to leave at least one working pyramid to return home, and leaving one Pandora’s Box of heavy radioactive elements behind to power their time-warping cosmic laser powered by these heavy, unstable isotopes, using the pyramids as particle accelerators to warp spacetime back home.

This helps to explain their observations with harmlessness, but the mindfulness/mindlessness has to do with the ability to transition to the self, the all-knowing self, within which it takes becoming mindless, pinning one thought to the mantra to enter pure consciousness without prejudice with an open heart. Then to create a vibration within your heart, the Sutra, and to convey this or present this with the subtlest intent to the All-Knowing Eye, whereby it is entered into heightened awareness, where this Sutra blends with the interconnectedness of everything at the source, to reemerge much more whole than when it entered, meaning it has the unifying characteristics of the All-Knowing Eye attached to the construct. Thus, the All-Knowing Eye has imbued the construct with the power of pure consciousness, and this is felt through internal knowing of perfection and happiness. Thus, if you used the Sutra of the thought of “invincibility” as the stitch you brought with you while deep in meditation, then this Sutra would purify other lower vibrational constructs within the mind. Thus, if you were an addict, filled up with raw nerve fibers, by introducing the Sutra of the concept of “invincibility” over and over again with purity of heart you were to change your lifestyle, have a proper diet, rest, surround yourself with positive people, a pet showing you unconditional love; then it is possible to rehabilitate brainwave activity from one of suicide and depression to one of golden illumination. This would not happen overnight, for as stated earlier, part of the self is still dreaming of the addicted behavior patterns. However, over time, these patterns are extinguished and replaced with whole cognitive memory patterns with signatures of happy, blissful, peak-experiential, self-actualizing ones. We now know that memory signatures are created afresh each time a memory construct is created. So over time, it is possible through mindlessness to use pure intent to create a new you. One of giving and love at the heart of it all. One that is self-realizing of the All-Seeing Eye, utilizing Sutras of intent to bring oneself back into alignment with the All-Knowing Eye, with heightened awareness being the natural consequence.

GOVERNING TIME IN HEIGHTENED AWARENESS

Now that you have set up your Sacred Temple, and you have brought a part of nature inside and have observed it from a 360-degree rotation to find the perfect observation, you observe this perfect observation, your favorite observation, over and over again. Next, you refine the observation by saying your Mantra. You see, entering Mindfulness requires less mind. Let me repeat this. Entering Mindfulness requires less mind. So, you refine the memory through the Mantra. Next, when you are in deep meditation, you stitch your Sutra to the “All-Seeing Eye”, so the use of invincibility introduced to the flavor of awareness within the All-Seeing Eye with very subtle intent creates a portal to the All-Knowing Eye. But the mind will try to fight you by bringing you out to less subtle levels. This, however, is all a part of meditation. Just let it happen naturally. You are just reliving part of the Akashic record, your personal Akashic record. Let it happen naturally. You are just witnessing some part of your life that has had more emotional attachment than the Mantra. But do not worry. You are getting very close now. Just reintroduce the Mantra once again after observing and learning from this more emotional attachment. This is part of your Akashic record, and you will relive just about all of your more emotional experiential memories. This is a clearing process. This is the mind being active. It is OK. The mind likes to associate. This is what the mind does. You, however, using subtle intent, are refocusing on your Sacred Temple, navartibaum in Sanskrit. Meaning you are retiring over and over again, back to the center of the self, the All-Seeing Eye at the base of the senses, and by stitching the Sutra to the All-Seeing Eye, you are creating your portal to the All-Knowing Eye. This is on the microcosm level. The pyramid builders were doing the exact same thing on the macrocosmic level by bending the fabric of spacetime using heavy radioactive isotopes within Pandora’s Box placed within the heart of the pyramid, with the stream of portal energy traveling out the shafts of the pyramid. Thus, the symbolism of the dollar bill, taking them to the All-Seeing Eye, and linking them to the All-Knowing Eye at the center of the galaxy. And we are doing the same thing within our microcosm. We are creating our Sacred Temple, bringing pure consciousness, a part of nature, into our Sacred Space, observing it until we find a space we feel is perfect, then observing this space, and, using the Mantra, refining this space, and once refined without the mind, we use subtle intent to stitch yourself to ourselves within this Sacred space, and using the Sutra, we then create the Sacred portal to take us to the stillness of the All-Knowing Eye. For it lies within this stillness. So, use the Sutra of invincibility and open this portal to the All-Knowing Eye, and try to sit there like Buddha did under the Sacred Tree of Life in the Golden Splendor of the all-knowing eternal now, that rests in silence at the heart of the galaxy using the macrocosm, or at the heart of the sacred space within your Ashram, using Sacred Space to go within, to find the deep, deep silence, but using intent now, enter heightened awareness instead of falling asleep. These are the two natural paths that one can follow when meditating. Either the mind reemerges with emotional thought using associations, or we experience stillness and gently fall asleep; or, using intent guided by our Sutra, we experience this eternal now filled with heightened awareness that lies at the heart of one’s Soul. Most people experience the now, their presence, all the time, but take it for granted as it is watered down by the dissections of the mind. And without the subtle intent of the Sutra, the mind not realizing what it is experiencing, because of a lack of heightened awareness, misses the whole experience and falls asleep, but the one who uses the power of observation, over and over in nature, using Mindfulness, can then connect this object in nature to the pure consciousness within the self. Then position the object so that you feel it is in the perfect alignment with you. Rotate it 360 degrees until you find the spot you like the best. You love the way it looks in this position. This is the sacred space within your Ashram. Then retire into this space using the Mantra. Once you have refined this space, introduce the Sutra of invincibility. Using pure subtle intent, watch yourself enter into heightened awareness to experience the unity and cosmic consciousness of the All-Knowing Eye at the center of the mind’s eye and also at the center of the sacred space at the heart of our galaxy and lying at the heart of the universe. Therefore, you have used heightened awareness; you have not fallen asleep, but you have fallen awake to the most beautiful energy within the universe. Lying within the All-Knowing Eye, within a peaceful unity, beyond the mind, rests this eternal presence, the golden illumination of the eternal now. This is your essence without the dissection of the mind’s eye. This is your form, your Akasha, in its purest form of energy, dancing on golden threads of light with all the other forms of creation. And you have your very own All-Seeing Eye, connected to the All-Knowing Eye, connected to your mind’s eye, but without the dissection of your normal consciousness, without any taint of separation. Therefore, invincibility is truly the only word to describe such an indescribable event. So, this is what we have going for mankind on the positive side of the ledger. Man can heal. Man can refine thought. Man can surround himself with invincibility and illumination to overcome all obstacles or man can choose to fall from grace. Man can be a hypocrite and think himself superior or inferior to this presence of unity. But the only way to act like a human, and I use the word “humanity”, is to treat others using the Golden Rule, through unity, of treating others like you would like to be treated. And this is at the heart of the free thinkers’ movement. This helps to overcome depression. Heightened awareness leading to unity is in direct opposition to depression and despair. Treating yourself and others like you would like to be treated negates suicide. Let me repeat this. The goal is one of harmlessness. You must forgive yourself. Your goal is not to hurt others or yourself. The goal is one of love. To love yourself and others without prejudice. And this is at the heart of the Knights Templar, the “Freethinkers Movement”: use Mindfulness to be gentle to yourself and others, because it is only through refined mindfulness that the mind is able to enter using pure intent the state of knowing the presence of the Akashic record, man’s Akashic record, where the All-Knowing Eye resides, in heightened awareness within the center of the Sacred Temple of Man, within the silence of the Eternal Now. So, listen up! Don’t fall asleep as if nothing is out there, because everything is out there, and it is all happening now. Wake up, stand up you cursed fool, and you won’t drown in your own tears of wallow. But with pure heart within your own mind’s eye lies your eternal connection to the All-Seeing Eye and the All-Knowing Eye, within the portal of your Sacred Temple, accessed using “Less Mind”, to become Mindful of Heightened Awareness, to become present to the unbounded awareness within the Golden Illumination of Now.  

But let me play the Devil’s advocate.

 “How can you be so crass as to say, ‘Stand up you cussed fool and you won’t drown’? You do not walk in my shoes. I have been discriminated against my whole life. You are a rich white boy, born with a silver spoon in your mouth. You have had every break in the book. You were born with supporting parents who loved you and showed you how to love. I, on the other hand, am lost to the world. I am depressed. I am hungry. No one really loves me. Your mother told you she loves you forever and ever. I was brought up in an orphanage. I am blinded by the light, angry, afraid, abused. I want to end myself and my misery. My quality of life is not there. I sniff glue to get high because inside I am starving. No food to eat. This is my reality.

“There, put that in your pipe and smoke it. Besides, you have just looked at the bright side of your All-Seeing/Knowing Eyes. There is the dark side as well. You All-Knowing Eye knows that as well. Besides illumination, there are the dark flavors of cognition of hatred, power over others. Just look how the Germans treated the Jews. We were preyed upon and used like cattle ready for slaughter, with all of our material possessions going to an elite SS. And this same discrimination is still going on today. The world is not fair. You are living in a fantasy.”

True, I do not walk in your footsteps. But nature is a refuge to all. It is just man whose consciousness can create this living hell of mistreatment. And there are two sides. There are men who are free thinkers who will not abuse you. There are those who use the “Golden Rule”. Austin, there is the “pure consciousness” found throughout nature. Bring a little piece of it into your home. Set it in a sacred space and anyone can refine the mind to become mindful. Remember, it takes less mind to become mindful. Everyone has a painful body inside. You are not alone. Every one of us has thrown temper tantrums, become mad, blown out tops, been taken over by our pain bodies.

So, we are not so different. Most of us have suffered the loss of a loved one. The longer we live, the more we know loss of life, as we all know life is fragile. Life is a struggle. But, observing nature with mindfulness, you will observe a beauty, a playfulness, when watching a bird flit from branch to branch on a tree. Or, on a warm spring morning when everything is waking up, the multitude of life, the colors, bees flying from flower to flower collecting nectar and pollen. One can easily feel the perfection of life radiating throughout the day. And you are a part of nature. You are living. You have energy and electricity flowing through your nerves up to your brain. So, you do have this twilight within and the pure consciousness of nature to guide you to refined states within the self to be capable of experiencing heightened awareness of your present moment.

As a side note, have you ever considered how lucky we are to be able to experience the bliss of unity and then to reflect upon it and verbalize the experience? So, not only are we able to go deep within ourselves to become mindful, but we can cerebrally recall most of this unity feeling and experience.  We know the right side of the hemisphere is the intuitive side and language is located in the left hemisphere.  So, the All-Seeing Eye is experientially explaining what is being felt directly from the twilight; electric luminosity of the unity of the All-Knowing Eye, which is felt experientially directly and then interpreted or dissected to be expressed or articulated by our language centers of the neocortex. But what about the autistic child? Their intuitive cognition is experiencing this unity directly through intuition, but the pathway moving this experiential unity charge to the verbal area of the brain is cut off. Cerebrally, they are unable to talk about what they are experiencing. We talked about the time delay between the immediacy of experiential signatures; but for the autistic child, the immediacy has no channel of verbal expression, only guttural repetitive sounds, with, many times, a repetition of drawings, as though thought has been verbally short circuited; but put a puzzle in front of this child, and many autistic children seem to focus not on the puzzle pieces themselves, but somewhere within the air above, as they tend to roll their eyes back in their heads and with an excited smile of direct knowledge, plop the puzzle piece into the right spot within the picture. So, they have direct knowledge of the forest through the trees, but maybe they are not able to verbalize about an individual tree, but are directly experiencing the unity of the forest.

THE SECOND SELF

One question with autism: is the direct experiential source energy being received? Is it being blocked? Or is he/she lacking the development of the receiver, the language center of the brain connected, as we have seen in meditation, to the All-Seeing Eye and the All-Knowing Eye? We know that individuals who have a damaged language center may very well know what is going on rationally, but that they may not be able to verbalize it. They may be able to write or communicate using sign language. However, with autism, the individual may be wrapped up in unity, but may not have the developmental abilities to dissect this unity into its individual rational components. This may be the case with most vertebrates other than whales, elephants, dolphins. It may not be a unique characteristic of man, but nearly so; this ability to separate oneself from the unity of the twilight.

In other words, all other animals seem to go with the flow. They are able to eat, to exist; we call it instinct. But what is instinct? I would theorize that instinct is at-one-ment with a deeper unity, so much so that there is no awareness of any other cognition other than what the animal is immediately perceiving within their present world. Thus, a honeybee may do a dance to tell other bees where to go to find honey. Using the Sun in the sky, it is able to communicate distance. It can use excitement within the dance to communicate intent. In other words, if the bee returns wet and cold and it is only fifty-five degrees outside, and there is a greater chance that other bees will not return from their quest to get honey and pollen, water, and tree sap, then this is all communicated within the dance, so that only a few daring souls will venture forth so that the the majority of the colony is not lost. So, what we call instinct, whether it is the unconditional love from a cat or dog, this subliminal level of communication operating out of the unity of the present moment is very astonishing indeed. We humans call this direct knowledge subliminal, intuitive, knowledge beneath the level of rational verbal knowledge. But is it really beneath? I feel that it is rather entwined with the rational language center of the brain. Thus, we often think in terms of words. What will I say next? However, in times of panic or uncomfortable situations we may blurt out, without much rational cognition, whatever is felt. Or, when we relax into the inner self before falling asleep, other senses may blend together in non-rational ways, in what hipsters would call a trip reality; some would call it hallucinations. We are doing something that is not normally experienced by the rational waking mind.

Then there are individuals interested in exploring altered states of consciousness. Ayahuasca, which is a plant growing in South America with which a Shaman may guide an individual through an experiential journey that takes hold of the individual, usually after nausea, to reveal to the individual his/her relationship to nature. It is called the “forest teaching herb”, which connects the self to nature and the spirits, spirit animals, entities within nature, and energies one is likely to run into on inner journeys within and outside of the self. It is up to the Shaman, medicine man, to be your guide, and to help you to reenter yourself. So, we see that this “second self”, as I call it, is not only colored by different flavors of limelight, from happy to depressed, but may be thrown outside of the body in a trip of vision quest, or the body may become uninhabitable for this second self as in a drug induced state of oblivion.  

However, I would strongly advocate for the natural method of knowing the self, the one revolving around meditation, because as we have seen with autism and drug-induced direct energy, there is a risk of upsetting the delicate balance between this direct source and the Second Self. We may make it impossible for the Second Self to return after having the out-of-body experience if we change the body’s chemistry. Drug companies are using the Aberrant Behavior Checklist, ABC, to check for changes in behaviors for their mind-altering drugs in hopes of finding a cure to allow the autistic child to communicate with or enhance the development of this Second Self. Carl Sagan talks about the sensitive repression/expression system associated with the neocortex, the limbic system, the right/left-half connections of the corpus callosum, connecting the intuitive direct experiential energy system with the rational language centers of the brain.

Mightn’t the Second Self, also directly connected to the witness, be the resultant evolutionary gap that separates us, our higher so-called cognitive functions, from those of other species that have no separation from this deep and powerful unity? Mightn’t the unity be able to be aware of man and his relationship to nature, our world, other inhabitants, a unity of oneness, but as observed in the autistic child, find no way to separate oneself from this unity? It is of further interest with autism. Not only language is interfered with, but touch as we know it seems also to be interfered with. Most humans enjoy the purring of a cat sitting in one’s lap. It represents the contentment of the cat as you stroke the cat’s fur. These vibrations have a soothing effect upon most humans and draws you to a deeper unity level within yourself of relaxation, i.e., stress reduction, and even nursing homes are allowing dogs to comfort patients with their seemingly unconditional love. But for many autistic children reaching out and touching is not a pleasant experience. And to have a cat sitting in one’s lap so that they can attune to the inner vibrations of another species would be a rare case of autism in children. Mightn’t they already be experiencing heightened awareness of unity, so that reaching out to touch someone or something may diminish the greater unity that they are already feeling? And to dissect themselves from this unity, to attune themselves to the purring of a cat, may be an annoyance rather than a pleasure that is felt by most individuals; because most people are starting from the dissected rational world, and it is a pleasure to enter more refined vibrational levels of the mind. But for the autistic child, they may very well be experiencing directly the energy source, so they may shrink away from touch and not want to be touched but withdraw from such experiences. More research is currently being done on their other senses. Is this why they seem to shy away from direct sight upon the object of observation? If they are experiencing directly by viewing the subject vicariously, i.eLooking overhead, rather than directly at another person, then any movement from inner unity towards a dissected object of perception may be dealt with by withdrawal.

Think about it. We are moving from less pleasurable levels of activity, in our normal, rational view, to more pleasurable levels of activity as the second self lets go to enter into deeper refined states of unity. However, the autistic child may be experiencing the opposite, and may withdraw from any attempt to move from his/her more pleasurable levels of activity to less pleasurable levels of perception.

It is interesting to note different approaches medicine is taking in the US versus the UK. In the UK, many times treatment revolves around six to eight months of mindfulness in group meditation to combat depression, while here in the US, we are more apt to hand out prosaic to fight depression from the get-go. However, I feel the UK approach is more natural, and you can always shift over to a medication to fight depression. But once the chemical dependency is established it is harder to extinguish, for part of the self is still experiencing the chemical dependency months after medication is stopped, i.e., we are still experiencing this state in our dreaming consciousness. And if we have learned anything, it is harder to go backwards to extinguish drug dependency, for if the brain is flooded with artificial direct energy experiences over and over again, the brain will fight to maintain direct energy experiential perception.  Want proof? Just study autism and see how hard it is to get the child to separate from the unity experience to the lower dissected observational second self-cognitions, once addicted to direct energy perceptions. Thus, “blinded by the light, revved up like a deuce”, like a “runner in the night,” takes on a whole new meaning, working with the autistic child and trying to make him observe “mindfulness”, meaning mindful meditation without the use of powerful drugs to add some cognition of the second self away from this great unity.

Mankind is very lucky indeed to be double sighted, i.e., to glimpse the connecting unity within the self, within the universe, with the All-Seeing Eye and the All-Knowing Eye, to transmit cognitions to the second self, which acts as a buffer between the unity and the dissected rationality. For one can contemplate the infinite, but one cannot know the totality of the infinite, unless one is of the infinite. And to do this one has to lose the mind of the second self, the awareness that makes you, you. We are so lucky to have this buffer, because using mindfulness, we humans are able to dive over and over again into the blinding twilight, but our second self acts as sunglasses, so that a scorching indelible, unerasable impression is left upon our own energy signatures of consciousness, so we can return from sleep, unity, trances, altered states, mediation, mindfulness, to wake ourselves up to the second self’s attention. And we do snap out of it. One minute I was in deep meditation, the next I was wide awake. Why, something was telling me it was time to get up and make some supper. I was feeling hungry. Back to the mundane, thank goodness.

But there seems to be a deeper difference with autism besides unity just being blocked from conscious language. We talked about the bees being able to communicate and we talked about receiving unconditional love from dogs and pets and how this was different for the autistic child.

To go back to the bees for a moment, it is not that the bees all follow the incoming bee up the dance it is doing. Rather, her excitement spreads as she passes by another bee on the honeycomb. And that bee in turn communicates this to the adjacent bees. So, even though all the bees are not following the returning bee and do not walk in her footsteps, they all seem to know she has traveled so far up the comb and what angle she has traveled in relation to the Sun. So even though not even one bee has traveled in the distance of her dance, they all seem to know that there are new flowers from which to get nectar, and it is located 1.1 miles from the colony in a south to southwest direction. How do they know this without walking in her footsteps, the distance she has traveled up the comb? The answer seems to lie in unity. All the bees together seem to form a collective non-verbal consciousness that can transmit to all the bees surrounding the one doing the dance, all the information contained in the dance. We see the same sort of unity within a large formation of birds all flying together as in a cloud. There are thousands of birds forming this cloud but they all seem to move in one single formation. It is a sight to behold. Now this unity is different from the direct experiential energy received by the autistic child. The bees are humming to each other, vibrating, spreading the word, as it were. There is a social function of all the different divisions of labor for the good of the colony.

Then there is the social function of the addict, being social because this rather selfish energy of needing more opiates is dependent upon receiving them from other humans. So, they will do practically anything to get their fix. And when they operate at deprivational need levels of not having enough opioid substance, then their nerves become raw at the activator potential, and they call the fix the names of “dew” or “give me some more touch”. Isn’t it interesting that even these individuals with raw nerves want to feel more “in touch”; they want their nerves tranquilised, as it were, to feel, to touch.  Give me some more touch. So even this behavior although selfish, i.e., they would let their families go without, just so that they could get some more “touch”. It is nonetheless getting that good high feeling level back.  However, let the addict go cold turkey, i.e.., withhold the drug, and the individual goes through withdrawal. I venture not too many of us really know exactly what this feels like. You see, the endorphins produced by the pituitary gland must kick back in because their production has been suppressed by this artificial source, heroin. This takes time. In the meantime, nerves are on edge and raw. One is stewing in one’s own “hellish” juices. Studies of intervention treatment facilities show behaviors of withdrawal where the individual needs confinement because they would use all the tricks in the book to escape to get more substance. They are sick, cannot function, withdraw into themselves, hot and cold sweats, distorted perceptions, hallucinations, mood swings from manic to grandiose.

So, the autistic child is just the opposite from the addict. He/she is not dependent upon an artificial source, but may be open to the source without the second self to buffer the energy like a transformer. The resultant behavior or anything that tries to separate him/herself from the source precipitates and initiates “antisocial” behavior. Making the autistic child form a dissection from his unity world is like taking the “dew” or “touch” away from the addict. Both are met with antisocial behavior. Not at all like the bees or pets exhibiting unconditional love, for these creatures are still in harmony with nature, the greater unity that surrounds us all and is all around us but just not realized because we are in the dissected rational world. But the autistic child is worse off than the addict, for recovery is right around the corner for the addict. The brain waves will shortly change patterns as the endorphin levels rise by production in the pituitary gland. However, the autistic child seems to have this heightened, unbuffered energy indelibly imprinted into his consciousness, with any interventions being ineffective. In addition, the antisocial behavior exhibited even towards parents or guardians often makes it impossible for these individuals to be cared for without being placed in special group homes, in severe cases. Yet, many of these individuals seem to excel on the performance side of putting a puzzle together, riding a bike, drawing repetitive pictures, or doing activities alone.

While many addicts function within society so long as they get their fix, the autistic child who exhibits non-verbal behavior, usually avoids eye contact, and as a child does not exhibit the happy facial gestures of the baby’s smiling gurgling laughs, seems contrapuntal. In other words, the second self within that buffers us from direct twilight is still heading towards the deeper feeling of unity. Although not able to fully grasp the knowledge of the All-Seeing Eye, the flavors we walk away with in the limelight reflect a deeper peace, entering the silence, a stillness, harmony, more deeply felt rest, and stress release. We are by all measures still reaching out in dream cognition, listening to the All-Seeing Eye, who is filling us in on the landscape of our creation and the entities we run into along our journey. The autistic child is still learning from the environment, even without verbal language, especially on the performance side, but seems unable to reach out to really feel this environment. His/her aura shrinks when touched or stroked. He/she does not seem to be reaching the same at-one-ment, or the energy we get from social interaction. He/she seems to be beating a different drum.

What most of us are feeling as human beings at the base of our senses is a confluence of unimaginable awe and wonder at the artistry it takes to create life in the here/now on the planet Earth. Science is now finding out that the sunlight radiating out from our sun produces large, magnetic, interlocking shields that protect us from harmful radiation that extend out much further in space than we ever imagined. This information is being brought back by our furthest Voyager satellites. Then there is the distance factor, that the earth has to be just the right distance from the Sun; not too close, not too far, but just right. Life is like a canary held within the all-knowing hand of the soul. If the hand is opened, the canary will fly away, but held too tightly, the canary dies. That is how precious and fragile life is, yet we survive in the eternal now, just one moment away from a meteor or white dwarf radiation pulse that could take it all away, but for now we can feel the now. And it feels pretty damn good. Just don’t take our “touch” or “dew” away. Just kidding. The sunlight supplies all the touch we need. We just need to listen to the silence within our own sacred portal within our eternal now, for there lies the fire within our brain, but buffered by the second attention so we get the warm fuzzy feeling of connection with the perfection of unity that unites us all. Or we can destroy that connection by addictive substances that fry the nerve endings to put us on the edge of mood swings; no wonder the bipolar man is on the rise. No wonder autism is on the rise; drugs, chemicals, preservatives, premature birth syndrome from women who are not old enough nor mature enough to be mothers. We are talking about children who are twelve years old giving birth. Yes, modern science is saving many a premature fetus, but there may be a cost of normal developmental formation of the second self within that buffers one from the twilight.  So, you ask why depression is on the rise? The limelight that is felt as hot or cold, as happy or sad, has a darker color, a darker flavor of awareness, if you will, by individuals operating at a deprivation need level.

Everything colors the limelight: discrimination, negative projections from the minds of the ignorant. Seductions of advertisers. Dominations of those who would rule over others. All color the limelight, but by attuning to nature and sunlight and the Sun-given twilight within all of us, we can color ourselves in golden splendor to self-realize cosmic consciousness within the eternal now, if we are only willing to listen to the higher voice of the All-Seeing Eye, a part of the All-Knowing Eye. So as within, so as without, we sow as we listen to our own individual drum beat in the here and now.

Beat a path to invincibility! Two or more who help each other can help themselves overcome their own pain bodies to witness the now. Treatment centers are filled with addicts doing just that. Rehab.

Be smart. You don’t have to be the person who puts their hands on the stove to know it’s hot.  You can listen to others who have told you so and steer your way by listening to the multitude of others who are helping you fly your way to a deeper unity within. This is Mindfulness. It takes less mind to become mindful. This is the conundrum. This is the drum that cannot be beat. It is invincible.

It is impeccable. It is of the eternal. Listen to it. If you do it naturally, you will not get burnt, because you have the second self within, connected to the All-Seeing Eye which is connected to the All-Knowing Eye. So, go through your portal to the Eternal Now to find your sanctuary. Just do it. Not because I said so, but because you know it’s the only way to find peace of mind and peace with nature.  So, observe this. You have the ability for the second self to observe and to observe over and over again. And through this process we begin to know. We begin to know the self. So, observe nature and take its purity within. It is really this simple. Observe without dissecting what you are observing. This is the hard part. This is “Mindlessness” This is the goal of Mindfulness – not to hurt yourself and not to hurt others. This is also the Knights’ credo. Help others who need your help, but in the process do not harm them. Do not try to change them, but observe them to get to know them. But tread silently, so that they can get to know themselves also. And when you have observed thousands of other forms without exporting your lifestyle, without bantering your cause, then you have become a free thinker and a true friend of Mindfulness.  Now go in peace.

Let us return for a moment to the Sutra of Invincibility. No wise man is going to give you this Sutra, because it normally, with normal rational thinking, puts one on a pedestal. But use invincibility not to mean better than or worse than, but as a term meaning longevity, meaning nothing is going to wipe you out. Use it to denote equality. Nothing has more power to make any soul subjugate another soul. Then blend this Sutra with the Sutra of Mindlessness. And with this Sutra, one sees that the mind of man normally desires to strive into the future, thinking that the future is going to be better than the present moment. Or the mind dwells upon the past, pondering how much better it was in the peak experience you had 10 years ago. So, the egoic mind feeds off the past or future, but also knows the future is going to end you. Oh, fear factor! But the egoic mind would rather dwell in the past or future than dwell where life really resides. Life resides in the present moment. And that is the only moment life resides in. Yet we all hurry and scurry towards the future, where life does not reside. So, the egoic mind resists entering the portal where life resides: the present moment. It also resists turning itself off. Mindlessness. But what I mean by mindlessness has a little different flavor than what you are rationally thinking. When I say mindlessness, I mean silencing the mind to enter more refined states of stillness where the eternal now resides. This is where real life resides – in the now – and by using less mind of rationality, you are able to realize a greater unity where our senses blend together to form the creative flow.  

A STITCH IN TIME SAVES NINE – HOWEVER, THREE SUTRAS STITCHED TOGETHER THREAD THE NEEDLE TO COSMIC CONSCIOUSNESS

Remember, we are using these Sutras not as our rational mind uses them, but when we are deep in meditation. Now, I would ask you to try this new Sutra of stitching Sutras together. Sew the Sutra of invincibility with the Sutra of Mind-less-ness. Meaning you are observing the self forever and ever in invincibility without hurting or changing anything. You are as still as a mouse. You are quieting your egoic mind to listen to the eternal now, the portal where life exists and you are not trying to change anything, but just observing using harm-less-ness. So, this is the third stitching of the Sutra – blending invincibility, meaning longevity, with mind-less-ness, meaning stillness, with harm-less-ness, meaning observing without changing, but with the intent of joyful unity, of going with the flow without changing anything one iota. When we thread the three Sutras in deep meditation we find a needle in the haystack, the path leading to the heart of it all: “eternal life”. Because we fully realize life in the present now, we are adding the longevity of invincibility, and we are listening, not changing anything one iota using harmlessness. This is the true meaning of “Mindfulness”, the Knights Templar’s credo, only found within the Sacred Temples aligned to the center of the galaxy, using starlight, forming the sacred space within the temple walls to self-realize yourself within your self-appreciating of the life where you are observing the Eternal Now with the vast number of other lifeforms, all communicating and reaching out to one another using all of their sense fibers, like radio broadcasters and receivers forever, within the eternal light of our Sun the ancients called “Ra” and Christians call the, “Christ Light” or “Happy Easter Bunny”, and the sacred space between stars to find the most sacred space at the center of our galaxy, and to expand this concept to the infinity level, the center of the Big Bang, where lies the sacred space at the center of all the galaxies, and now you are starting to fully self-realize the meaning of the concept of “cosmic consciousness”, and at this center “Eternal Life Resides”.

So, if we have contacted eternal life within the universe and are invincible spiritually what do we have to fear? We have it made, right? Nothing to fear but fear itself? So, the bee’s body is completely covered with little hairs. They are, body-to-body, very social, and can communicate as a whole, knowing what a single bee is doing in a dance within this unity of buzzing. Their eyes are incredibly advanced to know which flowers to visit which have not been pollinated by the vibration that the flower is giving off before and after it’s been fertilized. Yet their bodies are very sensitive to poisons produced by Monsanto.  Back in the 90s, Monsanto produced seeds that were resistant to Roundup, a poison that would kill all the weeds in a field of soybeans, but not the soybeans. Crop yields soared, but what was the byproduct? Colony collapse. Bees infected with this poison had nervous system failure. And people spray this on their lawns in the fall, because Weed B-Gon kills all the weeds but leaves the grass alive.  And people love a weed-free lawn. But what about the consequences?

People thought that they could kill the gray wolf and the coyote, but kill the top predator in the natural cycle and soon the deer population rises and eats the plants, eventually turning to trees along the streams, and soon the streams have no shade and the water temperature rises and kills all the fish.

You see, everything is all interconnected in the larger unity of cosmic creation. We are in a very delicate balance with nature just to have life on this planet, let alone sustainable life. We need to preserve the “natural harmony” of everything if life is to be sustainable here on planet Earth. We are feeding genetically modified seed corn to chickens, beef, even salmon, because we have learned to grow corn so successfully, but we have turned food production into mass production, whereby beef, for example, are fed this corn-rich genetically modified seed to the extent that E. coli have adapted in their rumen to be very toxic to the human nervous system. Now, industry invents meat fillers containing ammonia to kill the toxic, life-threatening E. coli, but at what cost to the human nervous system? Grass-fed beef does not produce the same kind of toxic environment within the cow’s stomach as this genetically modified seed corn. And what about the chicken production here in the US, what with the bird flu? Once again, chickens are given growth hormones so that the chicken matures faster than its internal organs can and are fed once again genetically modified seed corn in their feed and are raised in complete darkness. People, what about the food chain? We are eating these chickens. We are eating all this beef with growth hormones and genetically modified seed corn, and you ask why the rise in autism? Why have the nervous systems of the honeybees been destroyed to cause colony collapse? We are all living on this rather small planet that sustains so many diverse life forms. When we extinguish any one of them, we are extinguishing part of ourselves, because everything exists in perfect harmony. Destroy this balance and we destroy life here on this planet.

We need very serious, well thought-out energy, food, mining, etc. policies to see what consequential repercussions from manmade manipulations here on planet Earth have for ourselves and future generations. We may find that we are all walking around like zombies in future generations, all autistic, without the buffer of the second self, because we have destroyed our own nervous system by eating genetically modified seed corn, so that we can no longer contact our inner self and the human race experiences colony collapse like the honeybees. It was Rachel Carson back in the 1960s who wrote the book Silent Spring warning us about the use of pesticides in the food chain. Back then, it was DDT killing all the birds. The robins eat the worms, the birds of prey eat down the food chain and die as a result. Today it is the human food chain affecting our nervous systems, eating genetically modified seed corn in hundreds of forms, from high fructose corn syrup to chicken and beef loaded with growth hormones. Any wonder why our nervous systems are under attack not only from individuals using illegal drugs, but from the FDA looking the other way along with politicians allowing big business to grow our food with chickens and cows living in manure, in unacceptable living conditions, and then outbreaks of E. coli, bird flu, widespread use of pesticides, causing colony collapse, which is really nervous system collapse in bees, in nature. Mad cow disease, and in humans, nervous system failures are all on the rise. This is not a pretty picture. Go organic!

OTHER IMPEDIMENTS TO THE MINDFULNESS FREE THINKERS’ MOVEMENT

Politics makes strange bedfellows. There is international politics between countries whereby the French and the Italians committed genocide against the Knights Templars, so the Knights came to America to start afresh and they were successful. I pointed to the Freedom Dome on top of the Capitol Building, with the Goddess of Freedom with her mantle aligning to the Spica Star as proof. And the USA has flourished with its Camelot era up through the Cold War with Russia. Up until the Kennedy assassination, America was by and large doing what was good for America. Roosevelt took on the meat packing industry to make horrendous conditions safe and acceptable. Farmers adopted crop rotation and the Dust Bowls of the 40s have become a horror of the past. But all is not alright today. While the countries as indicated committed genocide and the Knights Templar were underground and came to the US to establish themselves, the rest of the world has maintained an elite who have money and pay off politicians. This is a very common practice worldwide. The IMF, International Monetary Fund, has the Bilderberg Group of 150 people of the European and North American political elite, experts from industry, finance, academia, and the media, established in 1954. Now I am not saying group interaction is not good. What I am saying is that here we have an International Monetary Fund, IMF, and are politicians here in the US being paid off to look the other way, so that our corporate tax structure is around 30% for corporations paying taxes in the US and only around 15% when headquartered in Ireland? Again, are US politicians being paid to look the other way so that there is not a level playing field and there is no Repatriation Act? This causes corruption in the government. I can see what Americans did not know themselves at the origins of the US: the Knights Templar was forced underground. But many Americans have lost their way today because of wealth within the hands of too few. The middle class has suffered. America has been paid to look the other was when it comes to taxes, i.e., corporations hiring lawyers to look for loopholes to shirk their responsibility to the little people in the US owning the mom and pop stores who have all but been driven out of business and forced to pay for the corporations’ share of billions of dollars leaving the US to avoid paying their fair share. And the reason is greed. Now the French and the Italians were threatened by the wealth the Knights Templars were amassing, starting the first banking system within Europe. So, they annulated them along with thousands of free thinking women, as stated earlier. They were annihilated out of envy. Today, big business has created corruption here within the US, within the Food and Drug Administration, and among politicians at the planet’s expense. It is as though greed has gone wild. We no longer think about the planet Earth’s best interest, we no longer ever think about the US’ best interest. There are only 12 large packing plants within the US, and here animals walk knee-deep in manure around feed troughs filled with corn to fatten them up. These are toxic environments. We are creating toxic sinkholes here on planet Earth. The bees cannot exist there! In the past, farmers raised chickens, hogs, beef, etc. and the bees could live in harmony on these farms. Farmers did crop rotation and planted clover, the birds ate trefoil and buckwheat, and the bees thrived and the butterflies thrived along with multitudes of thousands of insect species. Then the butterflies were subjected to acid rains, pesticides, toxic waste and smog, all taking their toll. There are places in China and Japan where bees cannot live. Bees are like the canaries in the coal mines. If they cannot live, watch out, we are soon to follow!

So, to get back to politics. I am not a socialist. I am not a capitalist. Let me tell you who I am.

I am a free thinker who wants a fair, level playing field. Someone who has worked hard all of their life and who has accumulated quite a cushion by saving does not want it all taken away. When the stock market collapses, I do not feel rich, but when the market rises, I do live better because of my investments. So, I do not advocate socialism, but when I drop my body, then I feel the government should take a large portion of my accumulation. My heirs do not need millions and billions of dollars to survive. So, there is a right time to redistribute wealth. I will not be physically around and just because I have amassed wealth, doesn’t mean my family needs all this wealth, way above what others have. After all, the American Constitution states life, liberty, and happiness for all.

So, repatriate monies to the US and equalize at the time of inheritance and create councils to restrain corporate greed. At Ben and Jerry’s, the bottom worker was only paid seven times less than the CEO. America used to be separated by vast oceans which have shrunk, and political and religious influences have now crippled the American Freethinkers’ Movement. America realizes it is a part of a larger globe of nations, but to be an American should mean to be able to think freely with a healthy central nervous system free from toxins. How are we able to delve within ourselves if “fracked water” has toxified and polluted the land? The bees are dying, and butterflies are very fragile and are dying. We need to listen to the stillness within to use our God-given Mindfulness to create a land of diversity, not just for people but for all its inhabitants. We need a council for nature. Who will speak up for the butterflies? Big business? We have a hard enough time not be prejudiced against blacks, gays, women. They all need to be equal. And let’s not forget the transgender people.  They have a right for life, liberty, the pursuit of happiness. So, we have our work cut out for us to all live in harmony together. The birds and the bees, the flowers and the trees, all of nature, all of humanity being sensitive to everything and everyone around us, that is Mindfulness, that is the Freethinkers’ Movement, and that is what we are all about. Louder, louder! We are the Free Thinkers’ Movement, and no one could be prouder! Can you not hear us? We’ll come out of the closet to yell a little louder! But we are really the silent majority. So softer, quieter, I know you cannot hear us, for we are at the heart of all of us. So, all you really have to do is to listen up.  Can you hear us?

Well, listen a little harder, feel a little deeper, and you will be hearing from us, because we are you.

I know most of you think the preceding was a chant, a rant, and pretty dumb, but we need, we all need, a good cheerleading section behind us if we are to survive the onslaught of more aggressive cultures, just like what happened to the Moors in Spain right up to the Spanish Inquisition. The Spanish Moors, you see, brought us the Arabic number system, the symmetry of stunning architecture in buildings, translation of Plato and Homer from Greek to Arabic to Latin, there was a wealth of knowledge preserved before the onslaught of the Dark Ages, at which time the Church crusaded to crush freethinking women, because the Moors taught women as well as men how to read and write. So, these were not the typical Muslims who treated women like cattle. These Spanish Moors were keen in knowledge, science, math, early medicine to observe and explore the inner workings of their world. Their downfall was that they did have a good army to defend themselves from cultures who would steal art, culture, wealth, just to conquer them to instill one doctrine: Christianity, Jesus over the rule of Abraham, all done in the name of Christ. They would burn women at the stake just because they were freethinking and would not bend to the will of the cardinals or very stern puritanical individuals thinking living close to nature must be a sin and the work of the Devil, rather than reading scripture to cleanse the mind of the Devil, which they taught was man’s natural state, being born into sin, where the “freethinkers” rather feel that we are born into life, where there is natural law, the interplay of nature found in every observation, the pattern running over and over, woven within, deeper and deeper, Divine Intent, going back to the Singularity, but expressed everywhere in the multitude of living forms, patterns within nature. And observing these patterns of nature the naturalist is bending the purity of time to now. Observing patterns within patterns is called self-similarity of fractal patterns.

They are unearthing a temple site in Turkey called Göbekli Tepe, over 10,000 years old, that is turning history on its head. This site contains circles upon circles of monoliths fifteen-plus feet tall; beautifully shaped, rectangular monoliths with relief animals protruding from them, with a keystone placed on top, also rectangular. This is the earliest religious site found to date, and the site was purposely buried and made into a hill. It is believed that these inhabitants believed mankind was different from nature because of human cognition. They would separate the skull from the body after death, to honor this different cognition. And in their artwork, they presented human hands or bodies without the head as being an integral part of nature. But the head was different from the natural world. The head and human cognition was a part of God. The head of man was a part of Godding, a part of the universe, a part of cosmic consciousness. The human head is where most of human consciousness resides, so it is the skull of mankind that was worshiped.

So, this is the earliest known religious site, way before Christ, way before the Old Testament, way before the division of the Christians or the Jews or the Muslims. And this earliest culture, as we might call them, knew mankind was different from the other animals, that human consciousness was of the divine. If the highest form of consciousness is within the human skull, then Jesus would be disgusted at all the fighting and wars and butchery caused in the name of different religions. Old Testament, New Testament, atheist, we all possess a human skull, so why don’t humans act like humans? Why don’t humans treat others like they would like to be treated? If the earliest religious temple builders can recognize the divine within mankind, why do we have such a difficult time seeing the divine within others today? Why is there such hatred just because others believe differently? I think we have to see each other not differently, but act as though everyone we meet is a god, because we all have human skulls which are different from the animals; we are of the divine and able to create like gods.  Let us create a world of harmony and love towards everyone and everything, using mindfulness and treating others like we would like to be treated.

There are phenomena, artifacts, that defy primitive human creation, which means that the earliest hominids must have been preceded by earlier advanced civilizations. I point to the crystal skull. There is one crystal skull which is made of very clear crystal. Who could have created it? Even today, with diamond cutting tools, we have not been able to replicate it. So, there must have been some very advanced cultures, either upon this Earth or elsewhere, to produce this along with Kahar in Egypt, where we see huge 100-ton granite, crystal bowls made out of huge blocks, with perfectly bored holes constructed throughout. We could not even produce these today. Who made them on such a huge scale and what are they for? These two artifacts alone point to some very advanced civilization, and in Göbekli Tepe, the monoliths depict humans holding nature’s animals within their hands, but these monoliths are depicted headless. Once again, the skull of man is depicted as separate from the natural world of other animals. So, man is a part of but also separate from the natural order of nature. No wonder the Skull and Crossbones secret society of Yale depicts skulls not as something to be feared, but as the receptacle of man’s consciousness, which is different from the rest of nature. If humans really are gods all running around with completely diverse senses of perfection versus destruction, given a sense of fear of our own fragile mortality, then you would think the majority would band together to form a society to help each other realize our own divinity. And this is exactly what our forefathers did, coming to America and forming our US Constitution. And to see just how different our country is compared to Germany’s Hitler say, at the end of WWII: we were the only country to own the atom bomb. If we wanted to rule the world like Germany, we could have bombed everyone else into submission. But we did not. We do not want to rule over other countries. We like diversity and want to coexist and to give aid to help others. And in the ‘60s, our form of Capitalism moved from raping the rest of the world’s resources to bringing them here, to manufacture everything in the so-called “Mother Country” and keep the weather within our own borders; to a culture of sharing our resources and technology with the rest of the civilized world.

The question remains, did we share too much? Did corporate greed enter the picture to the point of exporting our lifestyle and Christian religious goal of converting the rest of the world to Christianity, to cause backlash from the Muslims, but further diluting US wealth? Our corporate greed could not envision the world that could work for less, taking US jobs to foreign lands. The government did not protect us. So, we really need to decide how much we want to share with the rest of the world. We realize we would like to treat others like we treat ourselves, but there has been so much war and destruction and others who do not share in having divinity, rationality, love, as their top priority. Hatred abounds towards the Jews, towards the Muslims, and hatred towards the US, towards us. Envy: people are jealous of what we have. We have the ability to feed the world, but we seem to blow it up instead. Make love not war. But we do not listen.

I advocate a certain amount of protectionism by the government to make America strong. Free trade has not been free. Other regimes are not democratic. And we are a melting pot, and we have individuals within our own borders committing suicide, hating others, kids killing kids for God’s sake. We need to heal. We really do not even know ourselves because the Founding Fathers formed our nation through secret societies of the Knights Templars, who were forced here because of genocide brought against them from the Europeans. Yes, jealousy and envy will try to take you down. Don’t show off, don’t show your hand, because someone will knock you off to take what you have earned.

This is a sad, sad state of affairs but there is severe competition everywhere. There are the haves and the have-nots. The middle class is in between. America has been taking our resources outside of the US, going to China, manufacturing in Thailand for textiles. All at the expense of America’s jobs. Do we bring the jobs back home or keep sharing with the rest of the world? Do we put up borders and protection or let our lifestyles decline, but the Third World countries become richer, because they will work for less? We want higher wages here, but others outside of the US will work for less, so our middle class is not being supported. Yet at the same time the politicians hate one another here, so the government is ineffectual. Yet, politicians do not close the loopholes, so taxes are high here, but low in Europe, so of course corporate monies are funneled outside of the US borders. There is corruption, and leaders are not even working for the US, but are being paid off by special interest groups. Really, bailing out Europe and China has caused massive debt buildup within the US, because of cheap labor without any US government protection protecting our labor force.

So just as we have seen in the microcosm, individuals need to protect their limelight from being stolen or discriminated against and made to feel bad at the expense of others, in the macrocosm our country needs to protect itself, but not from some individual peoples or nation in particular, but through vigilance, we need to elect individuals who we are sure will not be corrupt. Know what it is to serve America First and not look the other way to cause high taxes here and low taxes in individual European countries. Then we need to protect the free thinkers here from others here who are not free thinkers. Let’s be real. We have the largest army to protect and defend the US, but they are taught to kill. So, it is a double-edged sword because these individuals who I call gods, are of the divine but are told there is an enemy of humans that need destroying. This is such a sad, sad, state.

Because elected leaders can manipulate the truth to say that others have weapons of mass destruction, that they need to be annihilated, because they may use them on us. Well, we have weapons of mass destruction and they can say we need to be annihilated because we may use them upon them. An eye for an eye, a tooth for a tooth. Then there are individuals within the US who can commit terrible deeds, but then go to confession and say, “The Devil made me do it, but now I have confessed and my blood is once again pure.”  So, they do not take responsibility as to what acts they commit, but blame it on the Devil, a third party, and then they get resolved of all wrongdoing.

Everyone needs to take full responsibility over their actions. Many do not believe in the Devil and some believe in the Akashic record, where all our actions are recorded and can be relieved. There we need to deal with the way we have treated others and the way we have treated ourselves. We need to learn to forgive and to move on to better ourselves. Just because you did not do the right action does not mean one cannot improve.

As further proof I would submit that we are gods, I would point in the direction of the Shroud of Turin. We know it is not paint that made the image. There is a lot that our science is still discovering. It seems that it was radiation, a specific kind of human radiation that is of the golden Christening light, that we discussed, of the twilight. We discussed mindfulness and meditation and stilling the mind to realize the deeper unity that lies within the human heart. Therefore, we cannot discriminate against any one person, any one nation, any one race, because everyone has the potential to realize their own Christ light within to leave your own Shroud of Turin behind as your legacy. And it was Jesus who said that “two or more who are gathered in my name can do greater things than I have done”. So, we must not discriminate, for we become just like those who would discriminate against us, but we must be vigilant to choose like minded people to help one another to find our divinity within.

So, we need to be smart and have the power to bring jobs back home. We must have referendums to decide how we are going to share with other nations. We must protect our resources from being used unwisely or too quickly, because of greed. We need to have the government working together to protect our human freedoms, so we have the ability to become more self-actualizing.

So, when I say we are gods, I do not mean we do not bleed. I do not mean we do not die. I do not mean we know everything. What I am saying is that we are different from nature and the other animals in our cognitions. We are aware that we are a part of the Almighty. There is a living God within. We observe everything all over the globe. We are inquisitive. You do not see any other animal exploring north, south, east, west, the poles, and under the seas. We record our observations, analyze, theorize, speculate, to see how things work. We dress for all climates and live in all climates. We preserve food, create heat sources, create shelters to inhabit all regions, and live everywhere. And our population has grown exponentially, so much so that we need to have referendums as to how much Americans want to share our resources with everyone else. We have exported our lifestyles, so we are not just the Peace Corps of teaching other nations how to feed themselves. With modern advances in medicine, we are healing the sick, but furthermore, strutting our materialism of how many cars we have, homes, wealth, and possessions. We are the envy of the world, and it wants what we have. And China has learned how to take it. Our free trade has been turned on its head as the US has been caught in a trap of wanting cheaper goods produced abroad, by cheap labor, with the multinational corporations being the beneficiary. So, I feel the corporate greed transcends honor to the US, but influence from special interest groups pays politicians to look not for America’s best interest anymore. And the US middle class is suffering. We have lost the US manufacturing base. We looked at China and thought, “Great, we can sell our goods to millions of Chinese.”  Never did we think that they would be buying all of our natural resources, manufacturing goods there, and bringing them here to sell. This is altogether different from the older form of US capitalism, of bringing the raw resources here, having them manufactured by Americans, and keeping the goods here and selling off the excess. Our government has gone way too far in this free trade business. We are not using our resources wisely but selling them off as fast as we can to any purchaser around the globe. Maybe this is what everyone wants. We are the world. We are the people.

But then why are there so many refugees, so many people living in tent cities they have nothing?

Why is there so much killing, suffering, war, and destruction? Other peoples want their own cultures and do not want to be put upon by our Christian religion. And why should we not respect their beliefs? If we are really to be free, then we should not export missionaries making others believe as we do. Let others be free to choose their own beliefs. Our beliefs may work for us, from our own perspective, just as others’ beliefs may be right and work for them. We can honor their differences and try to understand. This will also help America to become strong once again. Just as an individual needs to protect his/her limelight, so too our nation needs to wisely use our resources, not only for ourselves, but for future generations of Americans. I am not advocating shutting us off from the world, but corporations like Walmart may not like it when American-made textiles are sold here and we put a tariff on foreign imports, so the jobs return here to American soil. Oil companies may not like it when we say, “Do not sell all of the oil you can produce to Third World countries but keep our resources here for future generations of Americans.” If we are Americans, then Americans need to come first, not be indebted by trillions of dollars to foreigners because of trade imbalances. It is really stupid to let another country have trade surpluses and we owe them the shirts off of our backs.  It should be the role of the government that Americans are strong, not in debt, and use our resources wisely for future generations to come.

So, we must decide just how sharing and caring we are for the rest of the world, for we are Americans, but living within the global economy. You see, we are of the world, we are in the world, but the Knights Templar were also free thinkers, who expanded consciousness to see how the Earth fits into our solar system, and how our solar system is a part of the universe and how important it was to find its center. Lucky are those who know the source.

But because they were early scientists, exploring everything, viewing the relationships of man to man, man to nature, man to the world, man to the universe; they did not have the same exact beliefs as other early Christian groups. Because they were free thinkers, others, like the French and the Italians, during the Spanish Inquisition could claim that they were devil worshipers. As a matter of fact, they could claim any difference of religious opinion could be met with genocide or torture or burning at the stake. It was convenient to eliminate your competition, because as we have said, the Knights Templar were the richest group at the time, forming the first banking system.

So, the Knights Templar were accused of worshiping the skull of men, which is why the Skull and Crossbones group of Yale still exists today. However, other religious organizations had it all wrong. Going back to Göbekli Tepe, where we see the huge monoliths with T-shaped stones placed at the top; upon further excavation, geologists now believe that these monoliths represent man, as there are arms and hands carved into the sides, with the main reliefs carved into the monoliths are various animals, representing nature. The monoliths represent men, but without their heads. Why? Because man’s head is the holder of his/her consciousness which is different from nature. Man’s head, representing consciousness, is of the divine, so the heads were kept separately, because it is the split that differentiates us from nature and the natural world. So, going way back thousands of years before the pyramids, we see very highly-advanced civilizations not worshiping the human skull, but realizing human consciousness is different from the natural world.  

I keep using the phrase “free thinker”, but the Knights Templar are really not free thinkers. This has been turned on its head also. No pun intended. I should say, the Knights Templar are thinkers of the highest ideal, and the rest of the human race are free thinkers. The rest of the human race is free to think of greed, avarice, war, destruction, destroying the planet. You see, humans really are able to think freely about anything. Some think they are better than others. Some are in search of power. Many want wealth, no matter if they have to commit genocide to get it, stepping on the backs of others.

No, the Knights Templar are not free thinkers, but thinkers of the highest ideal, i.e., they take the Knight’s oath: protect the weak, treat others as you would like to be treated, use mindfulness to protect the planet for future generations to come. And lately, the earliest known temples of Göbekli Tepe, say 14,000 to 20,000 years ago and buried for preservation, may have all been connected through a network of other early advanced civilizations, now thought to have evolved from Antarctica. Yes, Antarctica. Why were the early temples of Göbekli Tepe buried? It is now being revealed by global warming and the melting of the poles that there was a huge meteor strike, and this is why the temple GöbekliTepe of was buried. Also, because of the meteor strike, Antarctica was shifted by six to ten degrees to the north and was a landmass before the Ice Age. There is a map that was discovered 500 years ago showing what we now know through geospatial telemetry to be the actual landmass of Antarctica without all the miles of ice coverage. And there look to be structures like pyramids protruding from the melting ice.  Also, wooly mammoths have been found flash-frozen in Antarctica with living plant matter still in their stomachs. This global catastrophe took place quickly, because this type of vegetation only grows in more arid climates. All signs point to an Antarctic with land, not ice.

So, in honor of Göbekli Tepe and other earlier civilizations, we are going to explore the consciousness of mankind, to observe in greater detail what lies within the skulls of men, and using a mindful approach, we will uncover why man is different from nature. Earlier we talked about religious differences between the Christians and the Muslims, but within the Muslims, even though the Spanish Moors were more advanced with aqueducts, proportions, geometry, and earlier Greek philosophers, they were gentler than their European conquerors, or did not have as great an army, with the result that they got wiped out. And even though they were gentler, as a whole they still were not liberated in terms of female human rights. And even though the Christians had Jesus to follow, they still followed with the Crusades and the Spanish Inquisition, leaving humanity to fall into the dark ages. So, how smart are later civilizations if they wipe out those who went before? How wise are the Spanish Moors not to treat women as equals and how smart are the Christians to wipe out freethinking women and burn them at the stake as witches? So, both Muslims and Christians have created a male hierarchy. Now, America with the Knights Templar’s guidance is trumpeting all human rights, finally. It has taken 2,000 years after Christ to have gays, lesbians, transgender people, bisexuals, to be recognized as all having equal rights under the US Constitution. Now if we contrast this with nature, we observe all species acting relatively the same. It is really only humans showing such diversity. Men have decided that they are really women and women have decided that they are really men.

Still there is discrimination and all are not treated equally under the law of the land. War still rages over religion. Progress is certainly slow to change the bigoted consciousness of many proud males who reign supreme with the power they have usurped over the last 2,000 years.

But in honor of moving in the right direction, we are going to observe man’s mind, then we are going to observe the planet, nature, and our responsibility to our dependence upon this planet as it spins through time and space to open to a transcendental consciousness of cosmic proportion. For it was Ambrose Bierce, discoverer of the Crystal Skull, who wrote of his discovery of interdimensional portals, and the night before his disappearance he wrote, “Tomorrow I travel to new mysterious worlds and I don’t know if I will ever return.” He was never heard of again. Did he enter the Akasha of interdimensional space and time? We are all connected and even if the rational mind does not grasp cosmic consciousness, your higher inner self, which is not stuck in time and space the way we are, does grasp more interconnectedness of this and other worlds.

First – Observations of Human Consciousness – Then The Natural World – Then Mindful Observation of the Present Moment, the Portal to interdimensional space and travel.

“No ray of sunlight is ever lost. But the green which it wakes needs time to sprout, and it is not always granted to the sower to live to see the harvest. All work that is worth anything is done in faith.”   Albert Schweitzer

THE OBSERVATIONAL SCREENING PROCESS

The purpose for screening is to identify areas that stand out and indicate further observation is in order. Science has taught us that repeatable, mindful observations of human consciousness forms the basis of the world of the psyche, human psychology. Under current federal law, all children, including the handicapped and mentally challenged, have the right to a free, public education. This legislation carries with it tremendous implications and a great many states are requiring school districts to re-evaluate their educational programs in order to develop ones that uniquely meet the needs of the gifted as well as the educationally handicapped child. This legislation mandates that methods be developed for the early identification of the gifted and handicapped and what is preventing optimal learning. Today, computers, artificial intelligence, cell phones, computer games, aid in repetition and patience for the individual child to advance at their learning capability.

THE REST OF OBSERVATIONAL ANALYSIS: ALTERED STATES

We have been honoring Göbekli Tepe, the consciousness of mankind, the temple of mankind where man’s head, containing a vast amount of consciousness, is seen as being different from the rest of nature. Very cerebral. And I was listening to public broadcasting with Steven Hawking exploring the expansive universe, forever expanding from the head of a pin to the Big Bang, everything exploding into the cosmos, forever expanding, right in front of our noses. We are expanding because we are a part of the matter of the Big Bang, which is expanding, and everything else is expanding right in front of our very eyes. But since everything else is expanding along with us, in proportionality, we do not realize it. To realize this consciously we need to separate from ourselves, to be outside yourself, to realize the expansion.  Consciousness needs to fold back upon itself, to be aware of itself to heighten awareness to appreciate what is really going on. Now, this can be accomplished through repetition, saying a mantra to become aware of more and more subtle levels of the mind. Also, drug-induced states seem to be very popular with our youth, and also religiously ayahuasca, a drug-induced state with a shaman, a guided consciousness trained to help one re enter his/her body from a trip into the vastness or altered state where one meets his/her teacher, or consciousness learning something other than its habitual daily routine, to say the least.  

The problem using drugs to achieve altered states of consciousness is that one is dependent upon an outside source for the experience. Any high is always accompanied by its counterpart of coming down. Back in the ‘60s, with the entrance of LSD on the scene, many Woodstock acid-loving, free-loving peacemakers changed their body chemistry and found that the trip changed their mind for the good or for the lesser good, some never returning to rationality. Thus, we get into societal values, and society does seem to value rationality over a raving lunatic. However, learning occurs when we are able to safely alter and heighten our consciousness, to glimpse something outside our normal awareness and return with some prize of wellbeing, knowledge, love, a knowing that something is bigger than our ego, yet it lets rationality and the ego return to its normal fixated state of awareness.

Such is the case with the mindful approach of meditation, where the subtleness of the mantra guides us like a shaman, but grosser thoughts, more dense, more rational, take over and tell us we should be doing the laundry, or painting the house white, etc., etc., etc. Then the mind settles down once again and we say, “Oh, I was meditating.” The trick is balance between the rational and the more refined areas of consciousness, where we can be painting the house white, but at the same time know material is the outer manifest, expanding continuously, but at the same time that there are luminous threads of consciousness connecting you to everything around you, from your awareness to things you are totally unaware of. These luminous energy connections bringing awareness, could be termed “lightbringers”, flashes of inspiration, an inner knowingness that this path was meant for me. “I can do it, I saw it in my mind’s eye, right in front of my nose.” Your brain constructed an image of yourself doing something you were not doing presently but suggested it as a possibility of something you might want to do in the next moment, like paint the house white. So, the next morning you arose and started painting the house, maybe white. And your brain gave itself a pat on the back for projecting yourself into a possible future. You followed a path of the lightbringer and it gave you satisfaction, a sense of accomplishment. You may have asked your lightbringer to bring you to the next level of awareness, to take you to the next level. And your lightbringer may be showing you that this sense of accomplishment is not dependent upon material deeds, but is part of the natural expansion going on eternally with the Big Bang. As one moves away from the purely rational mind to enter more subtle levels of consciousness, the heart chakra is usually involved, pouring bliss, love, and enlightenment into the fold. Thus, one can be perfectly content sitting on a park bench, on a sunny day, just taking it all in. The expansion that is. And yes, your mind has entered into a natural, mindful, altered state where appreciation of the self, yourself, and the more refined states of consciousness are creating a heightened state of awareness merging energies together, because all energy, even what we call matter, we now know is made up of atoms, neutrons, protons, molecules spinning through space and time, just as we are on planet Earth, merging and blending with what we eat, drink, and consume with our senses as we travel through space and time.  

What other species can step out of themselves, step back to see what they have done or project themselves into the future, to dream what might happen? Other species have instincts. They are so in the present, yet bees are social and communicate. But our consciousness can quickly move from the past into the future and is colored with many different moods. We are happy or sad, act out of fear, act impulsively or with premeditation. But we are given the freedom to move with the speed of thought. “Jack be nimble, Jack be quick, Jack jump over the candlestick.” Is this a parable to life? Great thinkers are able to problem solve and look around the corner; dissect the problem. Hold a problem in the palm of one’s hand and creatively know how to solve it. We know with quick movement over a flame, your finger does not get burned. It is only when we hold the finger in a fixated position that the burn sets in. Is it the same with consciousness? We are given the freedom to have numerous moods and to shapeshift between them. We can look at a joke and get it and laugh our heads off till we cry silly. Do you realize how precious this is? Contrast this with the fixated mind of a junky who is just looking to score. He/she has given up their freedom of nimbleness of mindset to move in and out over the candlestick, but they have lost control and have relinquished their freedom. They have become dependent upon an artificial source controlling their mind and are getting burned by the candlestick, the same candlestick that could and should be lighting their way.

Do not give your freedom away to any other source. Be true to yourself and mindful of how others may want to use you. Are they there to support you and to help you? Or do they have other ulterior motives?

VIOLENCE                ANGER                FEAR

Your consciousness is like a leaf falling off of a tree. As you say your mantra your mind becomes stiller and stiller, more refined. You are falling not to the ground, but into a pool of pure consciousness, of beautiful refreshing bliss consciousness. But Violence, Anger, Fear, are like geysers of hot air, blasting the leaf upwards, taking it away from the pool of pure consciousness.

So, individuals filled with these negative qualities do not receive the natural refreshing bliss to bathe their consciousness with enlightenment. Rather they stew in a sea of madness, tormented by endless thoughts of hatred, which they project like bombs upon their objects of perception. They do not see themselves because they are always projecting, spewing negativity, playing the blame game. Nor do they ever settle down into the pure energy of nature that surrounds them. You might observe them always talking to themselves, playing loud music, anything but being silent, anything but really listening to the other person. For they have learned to bully, they have learned to steal energy using intimidation, by making themselves feel superior at the expense of their victims. And get two doing the same thing – oh, they are living on pure adrenaline, one mouthing off to the other, and the other throwing a bomb right back.

I observed two individuals accusing each other of cheating. Even though each was cheating upon the other, do you think that either would admit it? No! How hypocritical. But the ego would keep defending and neither would not dare to admit wrongdoing. Verbal abuse and obscenities in every other sentence. “You bitch, you whore, you no good cunt.”  Over and over, trying to wear the other down. And the other person said, “You cheat, you liar. I do not have to take all this abuse. I am going to leave you.” And the other saying, “If you do, I will kill you. I will kill your ex-husband and send him to you in little pieces.” And the other saying, “You cheat, you go off and leave me to fuck every Tom, Dick, and Harry.”

Both individuals are very insecure. One is going off to find drugs and every time she leaves, he thinks she is going off to have sex with someone else. And the guy really is fooling around with other women, but will be damned to admit it. He feels if he really tells the truth, she will dump him for good. So, this vicious game of anger, threats, abuse, goes round and round; this game of put down, trying to intimidate each other, pushing each other’s buttons to the point of rage. Both blow up and have temper tantrums every day and run off in a huff. Storm out of the driveway, dent and scratch each other’s vehicles. But then they are also hypersensitive to each other. Neither wants to be alone. So, the bad boy syndrome is played out each and every day, only to be followed up by the one, two, three PM phone call asking, “Can I come back?” And she of course says “yes”, so they reunite each night, only to play the whole saga out the next day, her doing drugs and him filled with adrenaline using intimidation, yelling louder and louder, her saying it’s over and he storms out of the driveway. Then the phone calls begin. You see both are so insecure they call each other every few hours, trying to find out what the other is up to. All the time they think he or she is having sex without the other, and they try their hardest to catch the other cheating, so they can end it or end the other. They are not friends but are throwing each other under the bus. Abuse after abuse after abuse and it goes on and on and on.

So the abuse, adrenaline, fear, stress, is like hot air, taking your leaf of consciousness to a place where it cannot settle into the stillness, your pool of pure consciousness.  Rather consciousness supports itself in the abusive individual with the protection of the ego, where it does not look within, but always plays the blame game and uses intimidation to seek power over its victims. In a relationship with this kind of individual, there is no real friendship, but there is a constant battle for control. Let me use the following example to demonstrate my point. I own several houses and the renter not only refuses to pay, but when I go to fix the house up my attempts are thwarted. Why? Because of control. This individual is not happy if I do it. They want the power and control to get it done their way. You see, they are supposed to be paying only half the rent and are supposed to be paying the other half in upkeep. So, if I fix the place up, it takes away the excuse that they do not have to pay me, because they are doing the upkeep. So, do you think that they will help me to make the place nicer? No, they will actually undo my labor because they feel loss of power and control.  

Needless to say that this renter did not last long, because power and control are the name of the game in this individual’s reality. “I want it done and I want it my way.”

These self-medicating individuals thrive off this adrenaline of fighting in a battle with each other for control over the other. They will play the bad boy over and over again, then break down the other’s defenses to let them back into the relationship. Fear, insecurity, threats, violence, all because of that feeling of power, is the desired feeling. They do not realize stillness leading to a pool of pure consciousness lies within if they could just quiet themselves down. But they are self-tormented and the learned behavior of domination over the other, constant fighting, never lets them revive this ever-so-needed deep, deep rest of bathing within this pool of pure consciousness, that is not dependent upon materialism, power, domination, control, but is as free as being bathed in the golden sunlight of refreshing enlightenment. With this peace and tranquility, depression and the need for self-medication to give one relief from stress is diminished to the point that in Europe, before administering antidepressants they will prescribe a dose of mindfulness with meditation before prescribing the plethora of antidepressants of valium and the like.

So we can take two individuals with the same physiology, same central nervous system, where one individual knows how to still the mind through meditation to dive deep within pure consciousness to find refreshment and refinement within the deeper self, while the individual who has learned to prey upon other forms for energy knows only conflict, strife, always trying to gain power to possess control over their victim, i.e., feeling better at the other’s expense. And this feeling of empowerment within the latter individual is very fleeting, for they are forever fighting an uphill battle. Their victim fights back to throw a temper tantrum of their own. Others around many self-medicating individuals will finally have enough and throw this type of personality out on his ear or disown him. They many times become high, high maintenance and not worth the return. So, they lead a troubled life. The first individual, however, is headed into the eternal now where there is infinite energy. Their refinement knows no bounds. Lucky is he/she who knows the source for pure potential lies there, not in some distant future, but in the now, each and every time you tap into it. And they don’t really teach you these subtle differences in school, between the inward stroke of meditation leading to unboundedness versus the outward stroke of physical materialism or battling other life forms, leading to only temporary, limited, or no fulfillment. And this outward stroke coupled with self-medicating many times leads to torment, suicide, depression, and despair. The individual, however, who has completed the inward stroke and bathed within themselves, returns imbued with pure energy, need not prey on others for energy, but knows the eternal now all around us is filled with love forever and ever, and this is what the imbued are able to share with one another in true friendship and fellowship. This person is not operating out of a deprivational need level, but just the opposite: they have touched immortality within their inner pool of pure consciousness and are feeling it here and now, and are willing to share and give freely. This is what Jesus and the monks of India studied and understood in the Vedas. This is what Leonardo Da Vinci was depicting in his misunderstood painting, Birth of the Magi; the birth of the illumined, with the war of fighting forms wrestling for  limited power, all the while in the background, Jesus as a youth, riding off on the back of an elephant to India, to study with the monks and holy disciples of India, understanding where true wealth and power lie, within the pool of pure consciousness within each and every self, just waiting to be tapped.  

And this whole process of good ego versus power-possessed ego, as said earlier, goes on on the macrocosm level of country versus country. They can trade and share wealth, or they can control and dominate and try to rule the world. And it has and it does. Hitler in Germany tried to rule the world. We could all be speaking German, but we in the US love diversity. We do not want to rule over everyone else. We are a country born of “free thinkers' ', meaning our forefathers had not been brainwashed by religion, by bigotry, by power, but wished for life, liberty, and the pursuit of happiness for all its citizens.  Most Americans today are not free thinkers. Most Americans today are ruled by a male-dominated religion, but under the Constitution they have had a taste of freedom and liberty, unlike in many other countries, especially among the Arabs, who treat women like cattle and dominate over them with a false sense of superiority. You see, they are taught to be followers of this fraudulent male society of “follow the father” and if the father dies, then one brother will follow the next brother, and when radicalized, like the conflicted, power-hungry, male-dominated, negative ego, then human rights are at stake. Their strict erroneous religion teaches that it is a sin to be gay, that women should not know the pleasures of love, so human rights and women’s liberation go right out the window. Jesus left India because of the caste system. You cannot have an untouchable caste and be a freethinking society. Very, very few individuals are really free thinkers. Most individuals are prejudiced to like individuals like themselves better than others who are different. But if you uphold the Constitution of life, liberty, and happiness for all, then we must overlook this narcissistic tendency to see – and I mean really see – that at the base of our pool of pure consciousness, playing with other life forms within this pool, we are all bathed by the same sunlight – Ra. We are all reflections of matter, with some matter nourishing us while other matter we find toxic and poison to our system. Just as we tend to leave this matter alone, we need to not get addicted to the adrenaline rush of the power crazed ego. Walk away from these individuals. “Make a new plan, Stan, no need to be coy, Roy,”[3] for there are fifty ways to leave these unlovers. But they will try to hook you and get you addicted to exchange barbs, as it were. They will prey upon your good nature and energy. These individuals are takers and not true friends. They are definitely not free thinkers operating out of equality.  Rather, they use intimidation to put down others to make themselves feel superior. They operate out of an eye-for-an-eye philosophy rather than a turn-the-other-cheek philosophy, operating out of equality.

 NEW CHAPTER PLACEHOLDER

Now I am going to try to say something profound. So, the goal is free thinking, and it is more important to support the person, so that they will be supported to share more with you, rather than making your point and trying to win the conversation. Let me repeat this: it is more important to support the bond between forms rather than proving yourself right. Or it is more important to support the person rather than what is being said in free thinking. In other words, if a person is saying something you do not agree with, rather than saying something like “you don’t know” or “you are wrong”, which undercut the validity of the personage with whom you speak, rather say, “Let me take this into consideration,” so you are not pronouncing a judgment as to what has been said, you have not belittled the person with whom you speak. You have in fact kept the bond between you two going rather than destroying it using condescending and belittling remarks. In other words, support the free thinker, the person, not the words being uttered.

So, the goal is also human rights. One person says the Arabs treat women like cattle. The woman is not supposed to feel pleasure and many times the husband makes the wife have a clitorectomy.

The next person says, “You don’t know; you are not an Arab.”  The third person says, “Men and women are equal under the Constitution, and the woman is stupid to listen to her husband in this case.”  The fourth person says, “But she doesn't know better. She doesn't know freedom. She is not a free thinker but has been under male-dominated bondage her whole life. The fifth person says, But they have come to the US and are living in our country.” And the sixth person says, “The man just cut off his wife’s head because she asked for a divorce.”

So, this is what the free-thinking movement is up against when it comes to religion and social dogma. There are really not that many free thinkers. It is important that we support each other!

As stated earlier, this all happens on the micro level as well as the macro level every day. Corruption I am talking about here. Americans point to an insane enemy willing to blow themselves up in terrorist attacks; but there are two sides to everything, and we must look at both.  Americans point to radicalized Islam as the enemy, a cancer growing in terrorist cells ready to destroy the infidels. But they know life. They have families. They use materialism to feed their bellies. So where is all the hatred coming from? I believe it comes from corruption from both sides, so both sides are brainwashed and do not see clearly. I believe Washington elected officials are paid off by special interest groups to look the other way when it comes to supporting foreign regimes, so we do not get a true picture. The Saudis, for example: do they support the human rights of women? And is the royal family rich beyond belief, while the rest of the people suffer in poverty? They are sitting on tons of oil. What kind of a distribution system to share the wealth? And we know about the ISIL group being brainwashed against the West with all our materialism. But everyone lives through materialism. We all eat, breath the same air to live. So, both sides have been brainwashed for thousands of years to hate the other side and this is what Leonardo Da Vinci was saying in the Adoration of the Magi, with the birth of Christ in the foreground, with the armies fighting in the background. Why, Jesus would be rolling in his grave, if he had one, to see all the bloodshed spilled in his name of righteousness if he were still alive; and he is still alive.

People, we need to be “free thinkers” and not be brainwashed by the media on either side. This is the only way to end the fighting. This is the only way to end the conflict. Go within the self within your pool of pure consciousness and drink of that pure well, rather than become radicalized, as this is just an escalation from one side of hatred to the other to annihilate each other.

BATTLE OF THE WILLS—WHY ARE THERE SO FEW FREE THINKERS?

A baby has a will of its own. What is good parenting? A two-year-old wants to stay up to see company who have arrived at the house at the child’s bedtime. One parent is giving the child a bath, then usually reads a book to the child before bedtime. However, the other parent is talking to the company who has arrived, and the child hears voices downstairs and wants to go explore the noise and interact with the new company. However, the father, who has just given the child the bath, sees the child naked and wants to get her into her pajamas and into bed, read the book, so the child will fall asleep and then the father can go downstairs and join the company. However, the child has other plans and starts throwing a temper tantrum so she will get her own way, to stay up and see the company as well. We all throw or have thrown temper-tantrums to get our own way. And power is predicated upon individuals getting their own way and not subjugating their will to another’s. So, we are taught from birth how to deal with willpower, socialization being the end byproduct of meeting your child’s needs, but not all the time. Good parenting in the above reference meant not letting the child go downstairs naked, but the father first had to grab the child and take her into the bedroom, screaming to get her night clothes on. Then one of the new arrivals, the grandmother, was let upstairs to read the book to the child. So first, the will of the child was subjugated to the will of the parent, but then the parent let the child visit with the grandmother who read the child the book, thus creating a win-win situation for himself and the child.

But in another scenario, if the parent had been too tired, then he/she may have made the child go to the bedroom and stay there falling asleep crying after screaming bloody murder for five to ten minutes.

And this goes on in every household day after day. Parents teach children by tempering their wills.

The whole schooling process is a further extension of this process. Sitting in a chair in class, waiting in line for lunch, asking for a pass to go to the bathroom; the individual is seeking permission to get their needs filled, and in asking their will is being subjugated to the will of another who can give permission or deny it.  

And this follow-the-leader scenario is further illustrated in the military with the chain of command. “Follow orders or shit flows downhill” is the expression at the chain of command being followed from the general down to the lowly private. And in the Arab countries, it is “follow the dictates of the father”, and if the father dies, then it is the eldest son who dictates. So many follow, with only a few leading, and many of the leaders are not free thinkers. These are a very rare breed indeed. As stated earlier, many actors are driven by the limelight, the ebb and flow, ups and downs of their audiences; basically, a popularity contest. However, a truer nature of light is the twilight. Twilight is still the flicker of light, yet it knows the peace of the infinite stillness all around the light that we term darkness.  However, darkness is still filled with radiation we just cannot see. So, it is really not darkness at all, but when we still the mind and become more aware of the twilight, the point of entry into the eternal now, the point of entry into the stillness without the operation of the rational mind, then we are on the cutting edge of finding peace. And if you know how to find peace and you can stabilize it within the eternal now, to be really aware of it with all of your senses, going beyond the rational mind, then you have found true bliss within the eternal now, and this is where the Akasha resides in waves of reverie, deep within heart of the universe. For it lives in love’s crystal light, traveling the twinkling starry night, residing in celestial waves of reverie within the stillness of light and non-light, the twilight, existing within the eternal now.

TIME IS ON YOUR SIDE--YES IT IS.[4] 

As one becomes more mindful, reaching out with all of one’s sense fibers, becoming more conscious, one is able to enter into the eternal now, or to become more aware of heightened awareness.  Heightened awareness is the twilight becoming aware of itself and its ability to control time. The word “control” is not correct. It is more like time is on your side. If you are operating within the eternal now, then you are flowing effortlessly downstream within your dreams, rather than fighting a headwind. This is a hard concept to grasp, but it is a truer nature of reality to just listen to the stillness of time not marching on, but eternally expanding out in every direction, and your consciousness is awareness, and you are able to cognize to organize your movements through time and still be aware of the bigger picture, meaning mindfulness, and at the same time feel the peacefulness of knowing you have entered the eternal now. No need to rush. No need to run, no need to flee. But just the opposite of these. Bask in the twilight. It is a gift. For heightened awareness, knowing you have time on your side, knowing you have time in hand, you can feel the bliss. You have entered the eternal Akasha. You can just sit on a park bench and feed the pigeons. Feel the sunlight on your face. You are alive, reaching out with all of your senses, and you are relishing this gift of feeling the love and bliss within your heart. You are alive. And with time on your side, you can organize your thoughts; they spring forth, but at the same time you know there is no hurry. There is no effort. You do things because you want to do them, not because you have to do them,  because your intent is fixed upon the eternal now and not the event: not the thought of mowing the lawn, not the thought of playing with my beehives, not the thought of drinking my coffee, but rather the overriding love I feel within my being for having the time to be aware of the eternal now within the Akasha of the reverie of the twilight, the gift time is giving you to be aware of yourself and your surroundings. You are conscious, not unconscious. You are conscious that at other times within normal consciousness you are not as aware of yourself and your surroundings as you are in heightened awareness. Heightened awareness intent has moved to the appreciation of mindfulness as the overriding entry to the eternal now, and having this awareness overrides any other conscious thought, because this is the most important thing. You are alive and your consciousness is precious, because heightened awareness is your portal to the eternal now. Just look what you can accomplish in the here/now. Everything you have learned you have learned from the past here/now. Everything you will learn you will learn from the future here/now. Everything comes to us in the here/now. So, to be mindful of this fact is to be mindful of the eternal now. This consciousness is heightened awareness, and it is your goal to keep relishing it, because as the body gets tired our senses fade, and we lose consciousness, and we enter normal consciousness, where we are mostly unconscious. Thus, we lose our grip on time and we are always fighting an uphill battle. We eat and we sleep, but we are not feeling the bliss of heightened awareness. We are not aware of the twilight folding back upon itself to enter the Akasha and become one with the eternal now. And time slips by. And where time is your ally in heightened awareness, time becomes your enemy as the body ages and your vessel is not as vibrant as it once was. But you can meditate and replenish and still the mind; enter the twilight, the black between light and non-light, the infinite, where the Akasha resides, to once again attain the state of heightened awareness where you can appreciate everything and everything appreciates you, because “time is on your side, yes it is”.

DARK ENERGY

The opposite of the bliss of heightened awareness—finding peace in the eternal now—is dark energy.

Where does it come from? When a human being becomes addicted to heroin and other strong opiates, the mind becomes centered selfishly in acquiring more and more artificial substances to simulate the high it first experienced when supersaturating its endorphin levels. This suppresses the natural level of endorphins as one becomes addicted and needs more and more of the drug to achieve the same level of high. One develops a tolerance to the drug, and this, in addition to the falling off of one’s natural level of endorphins, creates a more and more expensive habit. Thus, family resources that used to go toward food, clothing, luxury items, all suffer because of the greater and greater expense of the drugs needed to achieve the same level of high. After a few months, the addict is feeling sick most of the time except when shooting up to achieve the short-lived fix, able to attain shorter and shorter levels of heightened awareness because the drug is not supportive of one’s physiology. Thus, more and more family resources go down the drain to support one man’s addiction until intervention and rehabilitation intercede. But how does this affect the surrounding family members? During times of extreme selfishness from the addicted individual, i.e., spending all the family resources needed to put food on the table, the children are severely affected by this deprivational level of consciousness. Kids have been known to stash money in trees outside the house just so the addicted parent would not find it. The deprivational level of the addict becomes abusive when his/her levels of needs are not being met and because the addiction is becoming more and more expensive; abuse is oftentimes verbal, changing into physical abuse from the withdrawal from opiate dependency. And this behavior is extremely hard to extinguish, because even after rehabilitation, part of the individual psyche is still experiencing the ups and downs of drug dependency while dreaming. Thus, this deprivational level of energy is passed on to the circle of support that surrounds the addict, namely the husband, wife, kids. They have been experiencing the very selfish, all-consuming desire to get a fix from the addicted personage. This extreme selfishness operates at a deprivational need level. The family is experiencing dark energy and the secrecy involved in keeping the knowledge of the addiction from the rest of the community.

This learned behavior from children feeling the abuse from an addicted parent in AlAnon is called “dark energy”, and the secrecy of having to hide money in a tree outside the house to keep your addicted father or mother figure from finding it is passed on as extremely selfish behavior from one generation to the next as “dark energy”, even though the siblings do not do drugs or alcohol, they have been affected by severe levels of abuse and secrecy and this energy is hard to extinguish, but may resurface years down the road, as abuse leads to abuse which leads to more abuse. Now it may not be physical in one relationship: the AlAnon child may try to overcompensate with their siblings and give them lavish material possessions, so they do not experience the deprivational levels of impoverishment that they had to go through. But the dark energy of learned survival behavior within this harsh environment is almost impossible to extinguish without the help of counseling and therapy. Its effects many times resurface in its victims as nightmares during REM periods. The rise of bipolar individuals and the manic depression is too often the result of free-floating anxiety that the children’s children of affected AlAnon children experience, reporting their symptoms as being depressed, withdrawn, with increased levels of autism, being the result.

Dark energy creates dark matter, whereby these individuals do not see themselves as a part of nature, but selfishly put themselves above others. The ego puts them on a pedestal, whereby their needs must be met first, above others. They use intimidation to control others, letting others share with them, but when it becomes time to return the favor it is not reciprocated. So, they will not let the other person enter their dual existence of taking energy from others, but not returning it.

I have viewed this personally in a relationship where the person swore up and down that they were monogamous, to the point where you would believe that they thought it true themselves, only to find that they would partake in one relationship for a time, but then become abusive because they needed to separate from one relationship in order to be with another person. So, they would throw a temper tantrum every time they needed to leave to be with someone else. This type of orchestrated temper tantrum, blaming it on the other person was premeditated button pushing toward the other to create a schism to leave to be with another. So, there was constant bipolar behavior from acting civil for a time to make up for his/her abusive behavior, to work their way into unity, only to be abusive once again, to be able to leave this relationship to be with someone else. This person lived with someone else, most of the time within their residence, but needed a separate love nest to have sex with others. And when the other person approached the “love nest”, this person filled with “dark matter” would punish the other for violating his space in a lesson of severe abuse so this person would not see they were cheating.

Now I am not advocating monogamy or polygamy, but rather than going through such an abusive outburst every other day to separate to be with someone else, why not save yourself all the abuse and just say, “Don’t ask, I’ll see you tomorrow.”  As you can see this cannot lead to a stable relationship because schisms are created, very violent abusive schisms, just so one individual can separate to be with someone else. There used to be a song about this called “50 Ways to Leave Your Lover”.

So, what are the psychological characteristics of dark matter within the human psyche? First, as we discussed earlier in this book, the inability to make a loving connection when the baby is first born, may be one overriding factor. Another is if the parent or parents do not want the child. Sometimes, the mother is hormonally disposed to reject the child, or the father, being an alcoholic, may be so self-absorbed securing his selfish high that a child may represent resources like money, clothing, doctor’s bills, etc. that normally go into providing alcohol, that when this stream of satisfaction is cut short by the birth of the baby, the baby becomes an unwanted liability rather than a loved asset.

So if this very early bond or connection is not made, then the much-too-often result is that the child cannot remember his/her early childhood years. In the rhesus monkey findings, even a wire, non-cuddly surrogate is preferable to no stimuli at all. And in orphanages, there is a higher mortality rate because of the infants not receiving this nurturing cuddly hugging of “oohs” and “aahs” from most loving parents toward their newborn. Thus, children born unwanted and in an unloving environment, who have not been able to make this initial bond, just do not remember their early childhood. It’s as if a light has not been turned on within their consciousness and because of this they are left with free-floating anxieties. They have nothing to hang their hats on when it comes to the origins of the anxiety because they just do not recall, they do not remember, their consciousness has not been developed, because no love was shown in their direction.

If the child survives into adulthood knowing their unloving parent or parents, they many times take on and mimic their parents’ behaviors of selfishness and abusive characteristics within their own psyche, and thus this darker nature may be passed on from one generation to the next.

Then if we look at alcohol as a supersaturation of carbohydrates entering the body, spiking sugar levels, and then at the resulting drop in sugar levels as an individual sobers up, we can see that other triggers can lead to the same Dr. Jekyll/Mr. Hyde behaviors even if alcohol is not the initiate.

I know of individuals addicted to soda pop, energy drinks, that can elicit the same abusive high using sugar as the culprit rather than alcohol.

Another attribute of individuals filled with dark matter seems to be their ability to covet someone else’s possessions. Envy—they want what you have and may internalize it to the point that they consider it theirs, even if it really belongs to someone else. They may operate under the guise of  “what is mine is mine and what's yours is mine”, or they may have no problem keeping their belongings all nice and pristine but have no problems abusing your belongings, i.e., not treating them with any respect. Many times they do not respect you or your belongings, because in many respects they do not respect themselves.    

During the manic phase of individuals filled with dark matter the name of the game is dominate, control, and possess. This individual will lie through their teeth to get what they want. And they will repeat the lie over and over again until they almost believe it. Part of the abuse is the ability to gain control what the other person believes, and with enough repetition and domination the other person does in fact sometimes give into believing that they are worthless because they are constantly being torn down by a negative belief system being projected by this abusive personality to gain control and take possession, for they are the victim. These individuals filled with dark matter are usually bipolar and on the downward stroke, i.e., opposite to the manic phase is the dark phase where this individual has all of these free-floating anxieties which are embedded in this inability to see his/her early past because of lack of love or abuses they received as children.  

So, take the heroin away from a junky or take the sugar away from the fixed bipolar person and without the endorphins being naturally produced by the glandular system, this individual is headed to a living hell, one that he/she wishes to avoid at all costs. So, they would rather keep entertaining this negative abusive relationship, rather than seeing themselves operating within a very low level of endorphins; so, they steal well-being from their victims. And this is all being done because they fear going into themselves without a sufficient level of endorphins and serotonin to protect themselves from entering their self-made hell where phobic and psychotic realities lie within all of their free-floating anxieties. They, in effect, have lost their Aladdin’s lamp to “guild all of their castles in Spain (thought-forms) with gold” or their own golden conscious light, (inner spirit) as they “sleep through the pouring rain.”

They now know that ninety-five percent of our serotonin is produced in our “gut”, i.e., our stomach. It is by eating the right foods that bacteria break down the complex molecules into tiny molecules that are able to be absorbed into our bloodstream. And the serotonin is produced, bringing wellbeing throughout the bloodstream and up the spinal cord and into the brain. Scientists now know we have developed a very complex biosystem of flora, good bacteria that allow us to bread down food through the digestive process. But this process also affects our moods and our feeling of wellbeing.

We have developed antibiotics which purge our digestive system or “nuke” it, as it were, and then we use probiotics to start the new balance of good bacteria to restore the balance of good bacteria versus the bad bacteria. We know that feeding cows too much corn and sweet feed containing too much sugar allows E. coli to live in their digestive tracts, and this E. coli can be deadly if ingested by humans. The slaughterhouses are finding it increasingly hard to keep all the E. coli out of the meats, especially ground beef, so they add additives to the food which destroy E. coli, but these additives may hurt the balance of the flora of the human digestive tract in the process.

So, sugar also puts us up on a quick high only to drop us, which is another form of bipolar condition. It is not uncommon for Americans to eat 20 to 30 teaspoons of sugar a day because it is now contained in “high fructose corn syrup” in soda pop, yogurts, cereals, so many of our products, but as with the cows eating too much sweet feed, it may be hurting the bacteria that create the right balance to produce “soul food” or food that increases serotonin to give us that feeling of wellbeing,  like chicken noodle soup that is supposed to cure what ails you to warm the cockles of your heart. And mac and cheese or chicken pot pies have become “comfort food” and are as American as apple pie.

The point being there is a battle raging; so as within, so without. There are individuals addicted to sugar. I know a couple who think nothing of drinking fifteen NOS energy drinks a day and both get so hyperactive to abuse the hell out of each other during the day, just to sleep together each night, just to repeat the same abusive process each day.

But it is not the role for the free thinkers to be ruled over or dominated by these addictive dark matter types. The free thinkers look for ways to attune to nature, the stillness within, eating superfoods like fruits and vegetables, and higher sources of protein, to create the balance within their digestive systems to create more soma and serotonin to enter the stillness within themselves that radiates pure consciousness and to realize one’s station in life; to appreciate other lifeforms for the purpose of helping them realize that we are all lifeforms just like the billions of bacteria in our guts and our purpose is to create more serotonin, which the ancients called soma, to help each other realize the pure potential of pure consciousness as soulmates, by creating more limelight.  There is a steady light that one is able to hold as the eye of the beholder as one polishes one’s own light, going within the self over and over again.  Navartibaum is this process of quietly attuning to retire within the quiet of the self, like dying the wool within the vat of dye, each time picking up a little more golden light within the twilight, the light of self-realization through the portal of the eternal now. Thus, we glimpse into the reality of the immortals. As Hamilton Lanphere Smith would say, we polish our light by bathing within, to share our light with others like minds journeying back to the source. And lucky is he who knows the source lighting our way back through the eternal now. And it is all going on here and now. We just have to realize it. So, polish your own light (Navartibaum) by going within, have your consciousness fold back upon itself and into the self, to witness your own limelight and blend it into the twilight to experience the eternal now and bring back the love to love others so that they find their way back to their source. Lucky is he who knows the source to find oneself in the eternal now. This is really the prophecy of Avesta: to illuminate, finding one’s source and sharing it with others, self-realizing the eternal twilight within to transcend the birth/death cycle into eternal life, resurrection/immortality of the soul; thus, freedom to express oneself without fear from dark matter because one has stabilized oneself within the golden light of the eternal now, cosmic consciousness.

So how does one obtain cosmic consciousness? We are all given a gift, and the gift is consciousness as you are reading this stream of consciousness. You go to sleep every night and wake up in the morning. Yes, this is what most of us do, but most of us are on automatic pilot. The question is, who is flying the plane? But we can all agree we are given the gift of consciousness. It is how we use the consciousness we are given that really matters. We are able to refine consciousness. This is done through mindfulness. You are given a mantra, and a universal mantra is “om, nama, shivi, shivi, om, nama”. Individuals use a mantra to go within. The mantra is subtler than normal thoughts, so the mantra is introduced and one listens from without to within, and the mantra becomes more refined and one loses the thread. This is natural and normal. You have popped from being on the mantra and a more powerful thought has taken over and you find you are on a whole train of thoughts. “I must get a cup of coffee.”  “I must go to the store.” “I cannot be late.” “I am on a very important date.” Then the mind settles and you say, “Oh yes, I am sitting here meditating,” and you repeat the mantra again. Each time the mantra takes you to more refined spaces until the mind once again takes you upon another train of thought. But each time you meditate and retire within the self, you move to more refined and subtle levels of consciousness and your awareness expands. You now become aware of your mind taking you on trains of thought and you are aware of the inward stroke of meditation which is taking you to more refined levels of consciousness.  The inward stroke using the mantra allows you to witness. You now have enough energy to witness or observe these trains of thought, and you also are able to observe the inward stroke of becoming aware of the source. Lucky is he who knows the source, for this is the portal leading to the eternal now. This is the center of the eye, like the eye on the dollar bill on the pyramid, the “All-seeing Eye”, and we get to glimpse this presence at the moment of transcendence, when we enter the silence, as we refine the mantra to its finest point before the mind once again takes us upon our train of thought.  

So, the more we meditate the more we stabilize ourselves within the source of enlightenment, the all-seeing eye at the center of our twilight. Once we have stabilized our consciousness by meditating and retiring ourselves within ourselves, over and over again, one is then able to introduce sutras, or threads of knowledge, at deeper and deeper, or, should I say, more refined levels of consciousness to see what flavors of awareness they create. Sutras that have been introduced for positive self-realization include: Akasha Sacred Records, Akasha Luminosity, Akasha Invincibility, Akasha Perfect Health, Akasha Forever Young, A Stitch in Time Saves Nine, Stitching Time to Past, Stitching Time to Present, Bending Time to Now, Creating An Ascension Point, Ascending, Lightness of Milkweed Fiber.

So, to try to be crystal clear, it is the mind, the mind of man who starts the mantra; but out of the stillness, the witness is formed. This is the presence that becomes aware of all the good and bad thoughts that arise within the mind. But it is the witness, the calm, the patience, the awareness of all the turbulence that is able to hold, hold, stop the internal dialogue, to find an underlying peace; all-seeing, all-knowing presence, and this is of the eternal. So, it is man who introduces the sutras, or threads of knowledge, while deep in meditation, but it is the twilight, the eternal, from whence the flavors of awareness arise, that have changed the words of the sutras into their truer feeling thought forms of pure being. And it is this transcendence from the one blending into the infinite, as we enter into the pure conscious pool of enlightenment, that resides at the base of consciousness itself; that is consciousness’ gift to all of mankind: its ability to transcend, like petals of a rose falling away to reveal a purer light of golden cosmic eternity in the eternal now, at its center. You enter through the portal of the eternal now every time you transcend to take it off of an automatic pilot, as you reenter yourself as the captain of your ship. So, wake up! Know the source! Know your source, for it is the most important thing you can do with your consciousness. Lucky is he/she who knows their source.

DARK MATTER BRINGS DARK AGES

It is from the egoic levels of man’s mind that a conquering people like the Romans tries to destroy the past cultures, to erase the past, to impose their will and dominate over defeated captured tribes, destroying past records and knowledge in the process. But it was the Incas and the Egyptians, or, should I say, ancient peoples before them, who I theorize used a completely different energy form from what generates our electricity today. I, being a free thinker theorize the following:

The Ark of the Covenant was really a shielded container of ununpentium, the newest element added onto our periodic table, one which does not appear naturally here on earth, but is created by particle accelerators. This heavy unstable element is said by Bill Lazarus to appear abundantly on other planets.

I theorize that the pyramids, which were constructed to house this heavy element, were really ancient factories generating plasma particles streaming out the shafts of the pyramid after the flooding of the bottom chamber of the pyramids by the Nile, which used to run close by. These energy plasma plants were used to power an energy grid of sites built on ley lines, as sacred temples seem to be pinpointed upon these ley lines. These pyramid plasma-generating accelerators were not only used to generate energy around the Earth, but also, I theorize, were used to power ships capable of interstellar travel by warping the spacetime continuum. Thus, I theorize that when these ships left the Earth, the only thing they had to leave behind were these particle accelerator boxes, one of which was called the Ark of the Covenant. These were literally Pandora’s boxes, because after the makers left and thousands of years went by, no one really knew what they were. They are radioactive and would kill anyone who opened them up. There is a report of an ancient nuclear explosion in India thousands of years ago. This I theorize to be the result of people thousands of years later playing around with these heavy metal particle accelerators which blew up like a bomb because they were not opened in the right environment with the right chemicals and cooled by water, like the nuclear power plants of today. And we do have reports and evidence of melted sand silica that has turned into glass from ancient nuclear explosions. I theorize that the ancients would need to leave these particle acceleration boxes behind because these plasma beams were needed to power their transports home, back to the Spica star that their home planet orbits, and they used heavy metal particle accelerators to transport themselves here. Therefore, we find no tool which created their power plants, the pyramids, but only Pandora’s boxes they had to leave behind to power themselves home.

What scientific evidence do we have to confirm the existence of light/particle/wave energy plasma that the ancients may have been able to manipulate to travel by warping time? Well, we know lenses bend light. We know heavy mass stars like our sun bend light because during a total eclipse of the sun, stars appearing behind the sun can be seen because of light bending. And the microscope and telescope use mirrors to bend light so objects not seen by the naked eye can be viewed under what we call magnification. But the aurora borealis is real light energy being bent by the heavy matter of our own Earth, where at the poles magnetic ley lines emanate from the Earth to magnetize solar radiation of light/wave/particles, like a magnet magnetized iron filings to stand on end in ribbons of particles, then areas without filings of gaps, then succeeded by other ribbons. So, heavy matter does act like magnetizing currents, creating heavy concentrations of light/wave/particles followed by gaps of light/wave/particle, so this concentrating of light/wave/particles is thus a drawing together of light/wave/particles, which show it is possible to build a light/wave/particle accelerator using heavy dense elements like ununpentium or possibly a Pandora’s box filled with heavy dense elements.

What other evidence do we have in science that such a technology existed? In 1972, the Betz family in Florida discovered a twenty-pound ball in their field made of specific element 431 containing stainless steel. When illuminated by scientific x-ray spectrophotometric radiation it was revealed to have heavy metal balls within with an atomic weight of 140. Now the heaviest weight here occurring naturally on Earth is uranium with an atomic weight of 92. This Betz ball, about the size of a bowling ball, would follow people around when placed on the floor. It was like it had a consciousness of its own. The Betz family named the ball “Walter” because it was like having another consciousness around. The ball had a constant ticking sound and would vibrate to music. It was confiscated by the military because they said if someone drilled into the ball it could cause a nuclear explosion because of the heavy metal atomic weighted round balls within. But the ball’s movement on its own could be explained by the heavy matter within, or the little balls moving within could cause this bowling ball-sized ball to move on its own. And here is another scientific example of finding a sphere filled with heavy matter, not naturally found here on Earth, that the military felt could be like Pandora’s box and cause a nuclear reaction; maybe like the Ark of the Covenant which may have been placed within the pyramids to create a temporal displacement field ?  And this ball may have been a probe with a shield, preventing the radiation from hurting those who came into contact with it, because that dense of radiation would certainly have been lethal in such close proximity to its holders. And who knows where it was sending gathered information about our planet and its inhabitants back to. And there have been many such spherical probes reported falling from the heavens. In many earlier artworks, many a ruler is seen holding spheres. Might these have been part of a network of spheres which used the plasma stream from the pyramids to beam plasma from the source, the pyramids, to other temple sites along the ley lines to the obelisks at each temple site.

And finally, when the Ark of the Covenant was taken from the pyramids, the technology of the plasma stream stopped working because of the shifting of the Nile, which deprived it of the needed water source, and the deluge of the Great Flood and other disasters like meteor strikes and the Great Ice Age, for we are now going back much further than the pyramids were first thought to be build. We are now going back 85,000 years for the Australian Aborigines and 6,000 to 10,000 for the Pyramid at Giza. At least the dollar bill in the US has a plasma stream or all-seeing eye emanating from the pyramid.

What other scientific proof do we have that we would be able to manipulate such a plasma field to bend time in a space time accelerator to travel? In CERN. On April 15, 2015, using the particle accelerator, two separate groups have found with 99.999 percent certainty the Higgs Boson or God Particle, which is a part of the blue robin egg effect of the big bang theory that there is a universal field of gravity throughout the whole universe that allows particles to stick together in the formation of matter. So, the ancients would have had to have very heavy matter that someone says does not exist naturally here on earth, but only on this other planet, but now we can create it using the CERN particle accelerator, so now we know ununpentium does exist. Then we would have to direct this plasma field through the apertures of the Great Pyramids where some kind of a craft, a spaceship, with a series of advanced high-voltage Tesla coils would take and manipulate this plasma field to bend the fabric of time through the transition of existing God Particles and deep space dark matter, or lack of matter, to bridge the gap, so to speak, to enter the orbit of the planet rotating around Spica, thus creating the “Bethlehem Star”, a bright star effect to communicate back to Spica, to send a light generated by this plasma field, like the Wise Men experienced at Jesus’ birth from the Bethlehem Star.

Since these are theories from one free thinker to another, we can further theorize travel around our Earth by a spacecraft would be relatively easy, using the ley lines generated by our poles and the Earth’s heavy matter to form its own plasma fields, space travel around the planet seems relatively easy.

But interstellar travel is the hard one. We know that ninety percent of the universe is filled with dark matter, which is really a misnomer, because it is really a lack of matter, or the “void”, as we call it now. Or is it? Even the dark matter is permeated with unseen radiations traveling at the speed of light. It just does not contain the “Higgs Boson” which causes the particles to stick together. So, it is still filled with invisible forces, just not ones visible to our naked eye. So, out of the invisible forces still filled up with unseen radiation, like radio waves at one end of the spectrum and gamma radiation at the other, space travel would still require an abundance of the plasma field to go interstellar. Thus, the pyramids, as this generator of the plasma field, would be essential to travel the light years through the dark matter, high radiation pools that lie in between our planet’s rotation around our sun and another planet rotating around Spica.

So, that is a very interesting theory. But what about reality? As we already noted, lucky is he who knows the source. So, we have been talking about the center of the universe with our pyramid alignments and astronomy. But he who can see the world within a grain of sand can also relate this to the microcosm. To do this we must look at the human consumer, who goes out into nature and secures food sources to consume. For, you will agree, we are all consumers. But have we really looked at this process of transforming anything we eat into energy so small it goes through cell walls within the stomach lining where waste is discarded but the flavors of food are transmuted into energy and absorbed into the blood as nutrients and carried throughout the body? So, on the microcosmic level we are taking huge chunks of matter and letting bacteria, the flora and fauna of the digestive system, break down the food we eat into simpler and simpler molecular structures.

And some foods are great. Like comfort and soul foods, which create lots of serotonin in the gut, which leaves the gut, enters the bloodstream, and enters the spinal column, and goes as electrical impulses and nutrients to nourish the brain, giving rise to all of our senses, where we act like radio broadcasters giving off and receiving information from our environment. And not all of the food we consume is good for us, and of all of the experiences we get through our senses, some are hedonistic and some are painful. We could eat food contaminated with E. coli which could kill us; likewise with events impinging upon us from the environment, like a car accident. We are all fragile beings in a huge world out there. We cross the boundaries of space and time just getting up in the morning, getting ready for work. So, how is it that some can thrive in their environment while others perish like they have gone up in a poof of smoke?

The answer once again, in part, may lie in the fact that lucky is he who knows the source. Just as the Knights Templar attune to the stillness energy at the center of the universe through temple alignment, thereby creating sacred space within their observatories, creating the six-sided star with the capstone pointing to the next temple, so can mindfulness lead by intending to go within oneself to listen using consciousness to transcend back into the mind’s eye, and when this attunement is achieved over and over through repetition, one is imbued with the peace and patience and stillness that transcends the mind of man and enters through the eternal now into the everything of nature. For the Knights Templar within the sacredness of their temples are really observers and listeners of this eternal now that is going on all around us. A key element of this process is heightened awareness. And flavors of awareness are felt not just by the mind, but by the whole body. We drink in nature’s energy, which colors our world of perception with intent to feel the rapture way down deep from our toes to the very tip or our heads. The Knights Templar are scientists observing nature and the natural world, from the diversity to the stillness; or another way of saying it would be to say we are “high on life”.  What I mean by this is that intense observation leads to heightened awareness of the eternal now and holding awareness in patience, like Leonardo said, takes one out of the state of pain, where he was feeling persecuted, to the state of transcendental illumination, stating, “I am Leonardo Da Vinci, and I am a scientist into the natural observations of the eternal now going on around me all the time. And I have become imbued with the patience of a cat watching a mouse hole. There is no better time than the time right now. I am not in a hurry. I am not rushed. I can sit and watch for hours on end and play with all the forms that surround me. For this is energy emanating from myself, this is transcendental cosmic consciousness between myself and the object of perception, and it has been imbued with a sense of impeccability and is incorruptible and invincible. I watch patiently; I hold, I hold; I can think or not think, but all the time I witness and am a living testament to the pure consciousness pouring through my veins, out my ears, my eyes, my touch, my smell. I can travel near or far. I can bend time to the past or present, but I am always aware of my eternal witness of the here and now, the portal to the eternality of cosmic consciousness. I can look through my microscope and view all the microcosm or I can look through my telescope and view all the macrocosm, but when I look within and hold, and hold, in peace, in stillness and silence, I become one with the center of the universe in wholeness. And I am lucky to feel and partake of the source. And this is the way each morning I awake refreshed as if walking out of a pool of pure consciousness, and out into the sunlight, the daylight, our natural world, humming and vibrating with my love and reverence for the gift I have been given to be able to wait in patience, in stillness, in love. For this is the gift of life, and so long as I can witness this eternal now, for I have never known non-being, I find I can be aware and find myself even in deep sleep, within the rapture of my pure patient consciousness going ever deeper within. Thus, I have conquered the birth-death cycle, to join the whales singing their songs to the cosmic flux transcending time to no end, for I know the spirit of nature, and the natural state of the freethinking man knows no end, for we all shine on, to the moon and the sun and the stars. And all we have to do is listen and wake up, take it off of the automatic pilot to become the master of your ship.”

THE ZOROASTRIAN OBSERVATIONS OF THE MAGI

Why were the ancients so set on temple alignment? Why did they have to be perfectly aligned to the center of the universe, the absolute stillness of the God particle within the heart of hearts within sacred space, to open to the portal of the eternal now? Why did the capstone shed its light, pointing to the next temple at the summer and winter solstice, with the ancients having to take into account the 37,000-year earthly progression of the Earth’s wobble on its axis? What a truly amazing feat to align to celestial time and the sacred six-sided geometric star created within this space upon the temple walls during the solstice. Well, this is all done because of the inner perfection of the God particle folding back upon itself using the mantra, or manthra as it was called so long ago.

You have heard the expression, “Build it and they will come.” Well interstellar space travel, I theorize, takes just this type of unflinching leap of faith. In other words, I again theorize, you spend all this time and energy building the pyramids to create the heavy plasma flux to bend the space time continuum, but you cannot have it hit precisely the other planet orbiting Spica. No, you have to take a leap of faith and launch your ship upon your bending spacetime flux, leaping into deep space, but then it takes another planet, generating another heavy matter flux generator which you need to connect to, to bring you home. So interstellar space travel, I theorize, requires not only the leap of faith to shoot yourself into space, but then to have someone at the other end bring you home. Thus, the infinite perfection, to align the pyramid to cast out your flux generator, because this flux generator must align with the next. It is sort of like following the lines of the Earth’s sacred temple. They all seem to follow in a single line of sight from one to the next. I further theorize this had a multi-faceted purpose. I further theorize that it is rather easy to use the flux generators here on Earth.

Once the pyramid is generating, then orbiting spheres could direct this flux energy to the next sacred site or change the angle to each sacred site, like the satellites of today direct waves back for our cell phone, satellite TVs and other technologies that use transmissions by bouncing signals off of satellites. So, I further theorize that one of these flux generating pyramids could provide power for all the other sacred sites here on planet Earth.

And how is this all possible? It is because of the God particle, bending back upon itself through the vehicle of the mantra, that becomes incorruptible and impeccable. Take the swinging highwire trapeze artist who must connect at the exact precise moment to make the connection with the next swinging artist, to make the perfect connection, or he/she will fill to his/her death. Or the faith the tightrope walker takes to go across a gorge swaying in the breeze. It is this type of impeccable will that makes the astronaut take a leap of faith that he/she will make the perfect connection using the perfect alignment of intent and will to connect with the next space traveler, to bring them home safely.

So, the symbol inside all of these temples is the eternal light or the eternal flame, symbolizing the permanent twilight or the internal liquid fire cast out from one star radiating to the next. And the Magi are the observers of the eternal flame, making sure it never goes out, which symbolically represents this perfect connection which exists when the God particle folds back into itself using the mantra taking us to the stillness at the center of the universe in eternal celebration of the Big Bang, allowing this eternal connection to exist. So, it is this interdependence of love that brings the next astronaut home after he/she has made the courageous leap of faith to embark upon an interstellar voyage, with the completion of the mission by the next Magi or temple watcher that embodies this incorruptible spirit or the open portal to the eternal now for those pure of heart, who folds his/her consciousness back into itself to experience the light of their eternal flame. Thus, the macrocosm and the microcosm are really one. For if one believes and creates this impeccability of will within, there really is no void that cannot be crossed. So, the prophecy of Avesta becomes a reality over and over again throughout the ages. It is really the only way to be. “This little light of mine, I’m going to let it shine to the moon, to the sun, to the stars, oh this little light of mine, I’m going to let it shine. This little light of mine, I’m going to let it shine. Let it shine, let it shine, let it shine.

Thus, Lightbringer is a stream of consciousness telling humanity what is hidden behind the Knights Templar’s shield because of genocide and having ones limelight stolen away, so one had to go underground so deeply because the dark ages were upon us. It is a treatise of bringing everyone into the here and now; now be here, wake up to the eternal portal that exists in every present moment, if we just listen. One gains access to it using a mantra, and you can use “om nama shiva, shiva om nama”. Shiva, as we said, is the destroyer of ignorance, and if we go back to the Zoroastrian times well before Christ we find the ancient temple builders building observatories to the liquid starlight creating the eternal flame of consciousness folding back into itself to find ourselves on a deeper level.

In the movie Contact, Jodie Foster represents the scientist and Mathew McConnaughey represents the Church. They find an extraterrestrial message and build a huge high-voltage travel arch where one person is able to be transported using a leap of faith to somewhere else in the galaxy. Jodie Foster goes within the accelerator, where heightened awareness is achieved, and she is transported within a missing timeframe and meets her deceased father, who travels within a heightened awareness conduit, a highway of celestial streams of pure energy, from another dimension. So, it is ironic that the skeptic Jodie Foster, the scientist, experiences the ultimate spiritual connection within a heightened, accelerated- dimension meeting upon a higher spiritual plane, and upon her return, no one will believe her because there is no scientific proof that this spiritual connection ever took place. So, it really is a spiritual, personal, leap of faith, transcending within oneself, to experience this pool of pure energy within the self, which defies scientific scrutiny, but must be felt experientially. The movie Contact was made as a tribute to the late Carl Sagan. But within this sci fi saga are all the elements or frequencies we have been discussing here on Earth. That the ancients were able to locate the center of our galaxy through temple alignment during an enlightened age, followed by Spanish Inquisition and destruction of freethinking men and women, to force people to believe the Earth was flat, which took place just a few hundred years ago,  till we have come full circle to also know now where the center of the galaxy lies and use the Hubble telescope, where we are now able to rediscover what the ancients new all along. That we are not alone, but we can travel within to transcend to heightened states of consciousness, to realize our full potential, by becoming a Lightbringer to others, by showing them this eternal light of their own human spirit which we can polish using the mantra to become incorruptible, immortal, and using the fire within the mind’s eye, to wake up through this portal to pop into this eternal present moment.

For the mind has a tendency to take you away, take you away on the magical mystery tour. So, you must feel this present moment, not from the level of your mind, but from the level of your heart, all the way down to your toes, don’t you know. The magical mystery tour is going to take you away, take you away. But we all shine on, to the moon, and the sun, and the stars. Yes, we all shine on, and on and on and on and on. So, this has been going on forever. Yes, forever and ever, and on and on and on and on.  You go off on a whole train of thought and then you settle down and come to the realization, “Oh yes, I was meditating, I was transcending into heightened awareness of the here and now. I was aware of a reality where it was realer than real. There was a flash of inspiration where I saw clearly. I made the connection to my higher self and then a thought that had more weight took me away, and once again I was taken away, taken away on the magical mystery tour.

But then again I settle down to find I am here meditating and go within myself to transcend using the mantra, and once again go to heightened awareness where I glimpse other dimensions, other flavors of awareness to realize that we all shine on. And we do this over and over again. We lose ourselves and we find ourselves. Lucky is he who knows the source.

So even in cases of bullying, abuse, cancer, transgressions of will, torture, rape, the human spirit is still able to access nature, the natural world, and to heal its limelight by heading into the portal of the twilight, where the eternal spirit resides in the peaceful pool of pure consciousness lying within the stillness of the mind’s eye. For this is connected to the same stillness within the Zoroastrian Temple Mounts, the Knights Templar’s sacred space within their observatories, which is the same stillness lying at the center of our galaxy. All one has to do is to polish one’s limelight by having it fold back upon itself through meditation using the mantra. This is, in fact, the essence of knowing the source. We polish the limelight, create the witness, using our intent to introduce the mantra, which takes us to subtle levels within our consciousness, where we glimpse and feel the twilight at the source. This is the great purification process to transcend one’s mind with all of its problems and limitations, to enter the stillness of the eternal now, without one’s normal consciousness or rational mind; but we use heightened awareness, using Leonardo’s Atlantean Kodex when in the presence wickedness, for wickedness needs itself to feed upon, but by using our intent in heightened awareness, we hold, we hold consciousness in the awareness of the eternal now, for in this presence wickedness cannot enter to be in the presence of the incorruptible and immortal and the eternal.

It is as if we have become invisible to wickedness. We are vibrating or radiating at a different frequency than that of wickedness. And if wickedness cannot feel the pushback to its anger or hatred, in other words, if we do not react to its fury, but instead use our intent to feel ourselves within the eternal now in peaceful, quiet, happy contentment, then wickedness must pass, because it feeds off of our reaction to it to try to steal our light. It is as though it is a junky feeding off of opiods. If you do not react to its overuse of testosterone, which creates a temper tantrum to create fear and anxiety in its victims, then poof! Its temper tantrum fizzles because there is no energy for it to survive on, and the wicked one usually falls asleep in something like a drug-induced stupor. The one doing the wickedness is already operating at a deprivational need level. Without additional fuel, its light usually goes out with a bang. It knows little of the twilight because each time the mind relaxes, rather than entering the twilight of peace, the mind torments this person, for this individual spewing wickedness has known to abuse him/herself. For this is how it perpetuates itself, one abuse after another preying upon this low-level energy source rather than knowing the abundance of pure energy lying within the higher self. So, this individual steals energy rather than realizing that in nature, and the natural state, energy is abundantly free.  For we all shine on, to the Moon, and the Sun, and the stars, and on and on and on and on.

THE RAGING BATTLE FOR THE ETERNAL NOW -- AND IT BEGINS!

You remember how we talked about the Da Vinci painting The Adoration of the Magi and how it represented the birth of Christ with a big battle raging in the background which really represents the egoic mind of man, which represents one conflict after another? And then in the top right hand corner of the painting there is a scene of Jesus as a little boy riding on the back of an elephant, my representation of Jesus going off, because the Church destroyed all evidence of him going to India, during his missing years. So, to me this represents Jesus going off to find peace and refuge from the raging battles going on within the ego of most men’s minds. For the mind really does move from one problem to the next to try to clear itself or free itself from the burden of problems. And within the addicted mind, one on opioids, the mind centers on getting its next fix and the money it will take, and many times will steal this vitally needed money for the family to selfishly blow it up in smoke just to satisfy its addiction, even though the baby needs milk. Why, in many cases it's like taking candy from a baby. Supreme selfishness.  

Well in Europe, there is a whole movement of mindfulness going on, and here in the US in education this movement is spreading as well. In Europe, before prescribing drugs for bipolar conditions, which is a very interesting name for a yin/yang state of manic/depression condition, they try to see if meditation isn’t a valid cure for the condition rather than using drugs to affect the serotonin levels within the mind. And this leads us directly back to the gut, where ninety-five percent of the serotonin is produced. So, modern medicine is using drugs to tip the balance to create wellbeing within an individual, but now the individual is dependent upon this artificial source to make him/her feel better; whereas meditation takes one to subtler levels within the mind, to create the witness that observes the mind, but does not react to its temper tantrums, but lets it settle down naturally to the state where it can once again remember, “Oh yes, what was I doing? Oh, I was meditating.”

BIPOLAR

So, what are some of the root causes of being bipolar? ADHD is a hyperactivity disorder that starts at a very early age for many children. In some cases it may be the parents’ fault for not giving the child enough love. Two adults come together and they may not be ready to nurture a child when the pregnancy is unexpected. They may be kids having kids. Or it may be a hormonal imbalance in the baby. In any event, there seems to be an inability of the little one to really settle down. Eye contact and facial expressions are very important at early-stage child development. In autism, and to a lesser extent ADHD, there is a gradual withdrawal of these. They may be characterized as being in a world of their own, beyond the reach of even their parents.

It may start in early childhood, where the parents do not know how to cope with the heightened energy levels of their child, so the doctor prescribes Cylert, which is a form of speed, but has just the opposite effect in children with hyperactivity. So sometimes this drug slows down mental activity, which in some cases helps the child to focus. Then at a later age they may be prescribed Adderall, a form of speed, which may help the young adult to focus better, but has many side effects, including appetite suppression. But it really does not stop the cycles of ups and downs, or manic depression; so with the depressed stages they then also add a serotonin mood elevator and try to control the mood swings this way. But there may be other psychological factors affecting an individual's behavior including OCD, obsessive compulsive disorder, which may happen when the parents are alcoholics or on other addictive substances and the child is not getting their needs met; then sometimes they take the world into their own hands, as it were, to try to get a grasp on the situation flying out of control. For if a child does not get the attention needed within the nuclear family, then they will go within or without to secure this vital source of wellbeing. Many times, the child will become dissociated with the real, not-so-nice world of present reality, to form an internal wall, blocking out present day reality, to realize an internal, made-up reality where they are able to control their own thought through rigid repetition, creating rigid mind structures not based upon present reality, but actually a continuance of the attention deficit environment that triggered this non-reality inward stroke of consciousness in the first place. This may be one of the bases in the formation of schizophrenic personalities, where a high-functioning hyperactive child is forced to function in everyday reality at a job to make money, but may need to control his inner world to such an extent that rearranging his/her physical environment may be met with subversive sabotage behavior, where the child needs to break down and destroy anything anyone else is trying to create and replace it with constructs made by this OCD individual operating at a deprivational need level. So the resultant behavior may look something like this: the littlest repetitive stimulus may set the child off because it is outside of his/her control. So the manic happy state may be very brief in length, because the individual is unable to commit or trust this reality. Then when the slightest irritant comes along, dissociation takes place and the individual unconsciously withdraws to a selfish internal safe haven, where he/she cannot be touched. The OCD/ADHD child who has created this wall of defense may be completely unaware of this personality flip, moving from the manic to the selfish, defensive personality mode as this internal world was set up to block out present-day reality and to escape into an internal world that he/she could completely and rigidly control. But from the outside it comes across as Dr. Jekyll/ Mr. Hyde behaviors, and the individual parent may not know what has triggered the change, because from the outside world, it may be just a dog barking at a distance, but to the OCD/ADHD individual this irritant is becoming overwhelming because it is competing with the internal defense wall the child has created. The resultant anger, temper tantrum, or road rage may be the all-too-often violent consequence, or a high-functioning student going off on a shooting spree may be the consequence when this child’s outside world has completely caved in his/her inner protective shell and the individual has snapped.

So many of these individuals’ brain functions are being artificially controlled by Adderall for ADHD and Pristiq which control serotonin levels, thought to control levels of happiness vs. depression.  However, these unnatural chemicals tend to put the user’s nerves on edge anyway, because they are not supportive of one's physiology. Speed, over time, hurts the activator potential and myelin sheath within the nerve. The result is irritability. So, the focus of the user may be enhanced but stimuli from the outer environment may need extreme control or may be looked upon as irritants by the ADHD individual, making them even more OCD in order to experience happiness or the sense of perfection from their Pristiq. So with even the simplest of tasks, like putting the dishes away after putting them through the dishwasher, the ADHD/OCD individual may find it irritating if forks are not placed in his prearranged order by size, or if the glasses are not separated in his/her prearranged plastic versus glass sides of the cabinet, and heaven forbid if an outsider were to try to unload the dishwasher not using the mindset of the OCD preselected classification system. It could be more of an irritant than helpful, because it would not match his perception of task completion set up to his pre-existing specifications. So, what the individual would experience with normal serotonin levels without ADHD may be on altogether different experiential levels from those artificially created by amphetamine and serotonin, for this individual may have set up a different classification system to experience inner happiness and perfection and his/her world is subject to collapse by just forgetting to take his/her meds or by receiving neutral stimuli from the environment that trigger an angry/unhappy synaptic response. Also, take this individual off of these addictive substances and the experience reported by these individuals is a sort of clusterfuck, where they may experience a synaptic short circuit in their brain, which may feel like a cattle prod going off in the brain, and this may last for months. The unprotected nerves have damage done to their myelin sheaths, so going through withdrawal makes these exposed nerves even more raw and painful as they misfire at deprivational activator level potential. Now add on misunderstood social networks, like parents that do not love this individual, school bullying, expulsion from school, lack of friends, and the resultant hatred that may manifest within these individuals’ minds is the resultant school terrorist attacks, like “kill them all!” These individuals are taxing all known social wellness agencies as the opioid epidemic swells to unprecedented levels. And counselors are beside themselves because all cases are different, because the inner constructs these individuals have created are all different, and the same neutral stimuli from the outside environment may set one individual off but not another. Let me give you an example on the macrocosmic and microcosmic level. ISIS, the terrorist group, wants to destroy mosques and temples from the past to eradicate the history and usher in the new. They don’t realize that there is much knowledge to be gained from the ancients, so much knowledge is lost in the name of Allah.  Likewise an individual with the ADHA/OCD combo, on the microscopic level, may want to destroy all work done by an outsider because it was not done by their internal mindset, which has created its own wall. Let us take a house, for example, where the landlord repaired a kitchen countertop with plywood and tile. So the tenant rips off not only the tile, but takes off all the undercoating of new plywood as well. Even adding a new marble top, the tenant had to completely undo everything the landlord had done, even though it would have been easier and more supportive, and would have left the countertop more level, just to put the marble right on top of the plywood, which would have acted like a base; not to mention the cost of the plywood. But does the tenant even bother to ask the landlord? No, they go right ahead and do it as if it were their own home. But on top of this, the tenant does not finish his/her work. They left it unfinished with exposed shims which were needed to make the marble level. This is where the underlayment would have looked great because there would have been no gaps under the marble. Now the landlord will have to go in at a later time to put molding around the whole kitchen countertop to make it look right by covering all the exposed shims, because this individual had to destroy all the work previously done by the landlord without authorization from the landlord. So, there is a definite lack of respect for the preexisting structures within the house with this individual, to the point where an outsider would call it sabotage! Thus arise the many horror stories from landlords about renters. I am not so sure this represents a two-way street.  

OCD and autism both have the added effects of rumination, meaning playing records over and over again, to the tenth degree. Most individuals work through problems playing scenarios through their minds to resolve issues bothering them. However, the OCD/autistic mindset plays scenarios bothering a client ad infinitum without moving on. The bothersome irritant may then gain strength within the client’s mindset so as to magnify the hatred towards the annoying stimuli. This hatred may become transferred to other neutral stimuli, which for most individuals would not even be annoying but become intolerable to the client. Here we must differentiate between the special education population, which of course needs special mental help and counseling and the higher-functioning individual who may go undiagnosed but is really in need of counseling. The special ed population is protected under the law. But the law needs to differentiate between the learning-disabled and the mentally ill; and it does. This author has the greatest respect for the mentally disabled with ADHD, autism, and Asperger’s, and the great progress being made by pharmaceutical companies around the world to help. Many drugs like Cylert, discontinued some thirty years ago, replaced by Adderall and Pristiq are used to help individuals focus and to change aberrant behavior in ADHD and autism. Just as there is a need in society today to try to curb abuse and violence and terrorism, so too within the field of mental illness there is a need to separate out individuals who can function helpfully within society versus those with severe mental illness who would hurt themselves and others.

And here too the solutions are not simple. It has been observed in group homes for the mentally disabled that many clients are loving and kind hearted. Then, just as within the harmonics of so-called “normal” individuals, there is a whole range of emotions and mental states like keys on a keyboard ranging from high to low, good to bad, or beneficent to maleficent. New York State has done a wonderful job closing institutions and creating group homes in which individuals receive community mobility training to become helpful members of society. But just as there are small numbers of high schoolers in today's society who would become violent terrorists at school and open fire upon unsuspecting fellow students, there are still a small number of severely mentally ill who would criminally hurt others; thus we have prisons for criminals and the criminally insane.

Now one must remember that this is the rational view of what is going on within the emotionally mentally disabled. Who is to say what classification is right for which individual? And so long as the individual is not hurting anyone, I thought that America was the land of freedom? Why should they not be able to create their own classification system if it brings an individual happiness?

We as a society need to re-examine our priorities. Just because an individual is not productive does not mean that his/her internal mindset is not valuable. Maybe the new mindset should be that if it brings the individual happiness, then it is valuable to society, and happiness, not productivity, should be a higher standard to gauge mental wellbeing and mindfulness. Furthermore, intuition is a blend of the rational mixed with the emotional sense of transcendental wellbeing and meta-wellbeing. Maybe this is why the rational-minded scientist, using all his scientific proofs and methodologies, so often misunderstands the transcendental nature of the intuitive, emotive, heartfelt nature of man’s mind, and thus the concept of woman’s intuition!

So I do not want to use special education, nor ADHD or autism, as a scapegoat for school violence among our youth. It has been shown that speed can have the opposite effect on these populations and can help one to focus consciousness to become more socially cognizant rather than to be so withdrawn or hyperactive. I have seen very loving handicapped individuals who are becoming valuable assets to our society, and drugs do many times help consciousness in many cases. Certain strains of marijuana are helping seizure victims where no other medications have been found, where death would have been the result without the medication. What I was trying to uncover was a combination of fixation and rumination many times caused by addictive drugs that change the addict’s mindset to just focus on securing more drugs. So much of life’s creativity has been altered by this mindset of “I need it and I need it now”, forcing the addict to steal from others to secure his/her fix for the day, where they need more addictive substances to get high because of drug tolerance levels, i.e., needing higher and higher dosages to achieve effects at diminishing returns.

Gaming.- There is nothing wrong with video games nor earbuds nor listening to music, nor entering social discourse through cellphones on Facebook and the like. But it is human nature to explore the dark side, meaning people will drive slowly by an accident to view the tragedy, being glad that they are not the ones involved. Likewise, it is human nature to like to be scared watching a scary movie, knowing one is secure within his/her own home. We all know we are going to die someday and we are constantly looking over our shoulders, getting prepared for doomsday, our doomsday, when we will leave this physical reality. And there is kind and tender news, but it does not sell. People want to hear about drama. They want to be entertained. Okay, we understand this. And to a large extent this may very well be cathartic in nature. We may feel a release after watching a heroic film and say “Boy, wasn’t that just the best Star Wars film ever?”. All the fighting of good versus evil. And Joseph Campbell wrote all about heroes and myths becoming fulfilled in his books in the eighties. There was the hero narrowly escaping their fate at the hands of the Grim Reaper, only to reemerge to fight on. However, I would like to contrast this with some of the current video games out there today, where one is taught to gain by killing. In order to succeed in these new video games, one receives loot by killing others and taking their bounty to secure arms, weapons, wealth, that will make you win the game. But everything is “kill, kill, kill” to succeed. So the gamer kills people and animals to succeed. Gamers are only able to keep on playing and explore the gaming world only if they do not get killed and are more successful at killing than being killed. So they are being positively reinforced for being the best killer. Pavlov’s schedule of positive and negative reinforcement applies here because the gamer is being positively reinforced not by working to survive, not by helping others in a kind and friendly way, working selflessly, but they are taught to thrive by killing and taking loot and treasure after slaughtering their victims. Isn’t this what Hitler was doing in the Holocaust to the Jews? Now I am not saying all gaming is bad, but take this individual who has a tendency to ruminate over and over without being able to dispel negative emotions, and then add hours upon hours of acting out through the killing fields of gaming, and kids may be learning to become lethal weapons just waiting to blow up.

PRIMAL FEAR

It was Carl Jung who believed in the collective unconscious and said that fears spring out of our dream state. I am unable to read in my dream state, so I still have fears of being at college and I have a recurring dream that I have a term paper due tomorrow and I have about seven books to read all piled in a stack. When I open the books, all the pages turn to Greek for me. Now, maybe while I am dreaming, my neocortex is shut down and this higher brain function is not working. I mean, there still has to be some connection between brain function and dreaming, but this is all part of a much greater fear for me. Going back to childhood, I have always had a fear of reading in public, and this is primarily because I am not a good reader. So I would become more and more anxious when the teacher would go around the room to have pupils read out loud, and this would exacerbate the problem. I do have a problem reading silently, but even more out loud. The words do not have meaning like they do for other readers. Then there is my brain, which is more active and not a tabula rasa. So, reading just puts me to sleep because I would rather pay attention to what’s going on inside my brain than try to decipher what is going on on the printed page. But the fear is real when I am asked to read out loud in public. Let’s face it, I am just no good at it. But is this because of the fear I had when I could not read within my dreams? Or is this just a fear because I am dyslexic? So is the fear associated with my disability? Or is the fear a part of my unconscious, and if it was not associated with reading, would it be displayed in another part of my psyche?

HUMAN NATURE

I was talking about humans driving by an accident slowly, being glad it was not their own demise, because we are all going to drop the body. But then I was thinking about doctors and the guilt and blame they must all feel, and it’s not because of all the money that they make, but it's because they must try to diagnose those who come to them with some ailment or another, and they are coming for help, and sometimes the doctor is successful and sometimes not, but what if it is this time for the patient to pass over? So, many times the loved ones play the blame game to cover over their loss, and why not blame the doctor? After all they are the ones who are supposed to know. So they may be brilliant and make ninety percent good diagnoses, but out of the ten percent there will always be that one parent or guardian who is looking to blame, and maybe the doctor did overlook something, because they are not God. So year after year, those who would bring malpractice lawsuits against the doctor must take their toll. Then, the doctor is always working with the sick, and we are all radio broadcasters and receivers. No matter how hard the doctor tries to block out illness there is still the negative emotion attached as the patient says in so many words, “I feel like shit.”  

Now I remember my father passing suddenly in a car accident and my whole non-acceptance of my loss. I used to dream about him, and he would show up in my dreams, and I would say, “You cannot be here, you are dead.” You see, I did not realize that the spirit lives on, so my dream mind would change the situation in my dream to one where he had been alive all along but had abandoned our family to live with a different family unit. But nothing could be further from the truth, because he loved us so dearly, but waking up from that dream was devastating and left such a strange insecurity in my being. So many dreams can be falsehoods, for the human brain does not know it all but is learning and developing into a greater reality, so that when my mother passed many years later, she stayed here on this earth plane until I was ready and only then did she leave.  I think she really stayed just for me. I told her it was okay for her to leave physically, but then something quite remarkable happened. That unity of her being with me has never left, because she is still always there with me. How lucky I am to have her there always with me, inside and out. My brain has grown to see a fuller realty, one where love can go on forever and ever. I do not reject her when she comes to me in my dreams, but we help each other, just as we did when she was alive on this earth plane, and she was the one who sent me Espartos Sanctum, because she always told me, “I will love you forever and ever.” So I feel the Beatles were and are right, for in the end the love we make is equal to the love we take.[5]

Many individuals do not even know how to quiet themselves down. Many individuals are afraid to know quiet in our hustle and bustle world. They move from one stimulus to the next, constantly stimulating themselves with video games, to sugar spikes, to indulgent overeating, with just the minimal amount of sleep, just to get up to the grind of the next morning of work, eat, torment of the mind, in a vicious cycle. They never even realize there is another dimension just outside, waiting in nature, if they will only take the time to listen. Nature is full of twilight energy originating from Ra, our Sun, to enliven the flora and fauna, creating the diversity of living organisms, from microscopic to macroscopic worlds of living organisms, and to observe these worlds on a sunny day going into heightened awareness, entering through the portal of the eternal now, is just astounding, compared to the ordinary, human-created world of stress and strife, and misery.

And scientists now know that there is sixty percent more gravity than one would predict from the Big Bang. Thus, there seems to be scientific evidence that there is more here than meets the eye. By this I mean, that when we see what appears to be a void of space when we look up at the stars, this space is really filled with all sorts of unseen forces leading to many dimensions. The old philosophers used to say this void is filled with ether or plasma, and in the movie Back to the Future, it was called a flux capacitor, which allowed them to move through time with the strike of a lightning bolt. And today science is using the highly-charged fields of the Tesla coil and now creating ununpentium within particle accelerators to see what occurs at the intersections of the wave/light high-voltage apertures to see how unstable matter becomes. What are its uses in curing diseases? And the Australian Aborigines are using altered states to dream to the stillness at the center of the universe where they feel the akashic records lie, which is the same belief as the Inca and the Egyptians, which all went to the exact extremes with their temple alignments to align with the stillness of the all-seeing knowledge hologram, which they feels lies within the center of the universe, where they can blend with the whale’s song of eternal light and the liquid starlight of the Magi to enter the sacred portal of the eternal now. Lucky is he who knows the source!

And from the akashic record it was Zecharia Sitchin, one of about only 200 men who could decipher the clay cuneiform tablets left by the Sumerians in Iraq and the Anunnaki, who wrote of our solar system, our planets around our Sun, which coincided with the History Channel's Big History series, which discuss the large collision of Earth with another body to spin off the Moon and the asteroid belt, which allowed all the heavy metals at the center of the Earth’s core to reform on the outer crust. And the Anunnaki brought us the wheel over 6,000 years ago, mathematics, our lunar calendar with the twelve months, our legal system, much earlier than the Greeks.

So history is moving back much further in time for the ancients, and the cataclysms that may occur every 3,500-year cycle because of other collisions with this asteroid field. But this was all written about over 6,000 years ago. It seems like we have been in a vast dark age and are now just rediscovering what the ancients knew long, long ago. So we see the earth has dark ages and goes through upheavals where all ancient knowledge is lost and then we seem to rediscover remnants of past golden ages.

But conquerors seem bent on destroying all knowledge of past events because of egoic short-sighted desire for power and control over peoples of the earth. And the Church, needing control over its followers, had us fearing devil worship and witchcraft as a reason to commit genocide against free thinkers who would not adopt the Church’s strict misguided views from one pope to the next.

And man has killed and created wars in the name of justice to conquer so-called uncivilized peoples, like the American Indians. But there is progress: the US at the end of World War II could have ruled the world because we had nuclear weapons over all other countries. But I contend that it was because of the principles of the Knights Templar that we live in diversity and have no desire to rule over others like the Nazis. Attila the Hun, Alexander the Great. We do not worship might anymore.

The constitutional creed with the sacred feminine statue on the Capitol Dome values equality between sexes, races, and creeds. Hopefully we are entering another thousand-year golden age like Nostradomus predicted.

The Kolbrin Bible, from well over 3,600 BC, was written in eleven books, first by the ancient Egyptians and later by the Celts, seems to confirm Zecharia Sitchin’s claim of a large body they called Planet X creating upheaval around 3,600 years ago. They called it a planet, but I prefer to use the words “large heavenly body”. Now we know asteroids and comets have large elliptical orbits around our Sun. And one may have collided with the Earth thousands of years ago, sending the dinosaurs into extinction. The Egyptians recorded another such disaster around 3,600 years ago, and Sitchin theorizes that the Annuanki lived on Planet X; well, maybe before its elliptical orbit was destroyed by coming so close to the Earth. But with the launch of the Hubble Telescope, any large body would now be detected and known about, so this theory is now being negated by astronomers. However, smaller bodies go undetected all the time, and the Earth had a near miss not so long ago. So, we do not rule out collisions in the future. Just looking at the moon’s craters is like looking at roadkill, with the numerous indentations upon this heavenly body without an atmosphere.

I feel, however, that all these theories and confirmation from ancient sources point to the fact that we have just come out of a very dark age and are just beginning to see the light.  

I further theorize the origin of the Annunaki as coming from the skies and feel now with the existence of the Higgs Boson, ununpentium, the Betz Probe containing heavy, atomic-weighted elements that do not occur naturally here on Earth, that there is evidence of artificial intelligence that is not found here on Earth. And we have yet to uncover the Ark of the Covenant to see if it is more of the same heavy radioactive elements left here by past ancient explorers from afar. But to me it seems logical that we may have elements here on Earth that they might find valuable, just as we would consider vast quantities of heavy matter with an atomic weight of 140 valuable to have here on Earth to create temporal dislocation to do time/space travel to far regions of the galaxy.  

So, I theorize a very advanced race would first send unmanned probes here to test the atmosphere for the elements present. Then if they were to discover something very precious, like gold to them, ununpentium to us, they would proceed to procure it. I think that they would send probes containing artificial intelligence here first to raise the level of consciousness of the indigenous species here, not as slaves, but to build the receiving end of the plasma generators which would allow them to accomplish interstellar travel to come here to mine planet Earth. And this is the true nature of the pyramids and energy source we had no knowledge of, because heavy metals with an atomic weight of 140 just do not exist here naturally, so any Pandora’s boxes were left behind by them. But they took all the advanced tools, lasers, and God only knows what else it took to build these monolithic structures home with them, only leaving behind the ununpentium needed to create the plasma streams by flooding the pyramids from the Nile, the huge resonance chambers filled with frequencies affecting the ununpentium, just like music caused the Betz Probe to shoot shafts of laser plasma streams out the shafts of the Great Pyramid. And when the Annunaki left, the pyramid plasma generators fell into decay and we had a catastrophic collision or near miss of a large asteroid which may have even created a polar shift to melt the ice caps, wiping out most of humanity left here on Earth, also throwing us into the Dark Ages, for the illumined ones had left for their homeland.

Or have they left for good?  If I were them and I had been observing mankind over the last 10,000 years and I had superior technology, most of it based on highly volatile nuclear, heavy atomic matter which dwarfs our bombs in comparison, would I be sharing this technology with humans?

Can humans be trusted? We say we are trying to keep this technology out of the hands of the North Koreans, and they are developing their own rocketry and are trying to develop heavy nuclear weaponry. And the North Koreans are humans. What is the difference between the Anunnaki observing North Korea and the USA and our allies? Over a 10,000-year cycle, I would have to say very little. Let’s see: first we were warring tribes. Then, if the Annunaki did try to help with the consciousness of Jesus — well we crucified him. Then we committed genocide against the Knights Templar, and Hitler against the Jews; we threw Leonardo da Vinci in prison for wickedness, and we committed hormonal transplant therapy on Alan Turing. And this trilogy of humans — Jesus, Leonardo, and Alan — represent just the best humanity has to offer. But then, oh yes, let’s not forget using the H-bomb and the Japanese and the list just goes on and on. We just dropped the largest non-nuclear bomb on Afghanistan. So I ask you, if you were in their shoes, would you trust us with this super-critical material (pun intended)? Hell no!

WATER WORLD

If Waters Rise to Man’s Demise

Fields of icescape lost, where polar winds played in Jack Frost's lot

Polar bears swim, where once they hunted on huge packs of frozen tundra.

Could this change our Jurassic spin, or even create an orbital rift?

Pumping carbon at ever faster rates, hoping the economy expands

To use our glut; knowing full well we are blowing smoke rings up Earth’s

Wazoo, pretty much destroying the quality of life on land here too.

Great for whales, fish and sea lions as well. Let the waters rise, and

fill the jetstreams with man's living hell. But it doesn’t have to end this way,

You can decide to live your life in harmony. Use what you need, not greed.

Leave the earth richer than when you came,

For your children’s children, slow down your usage. We do not have to become

extinct like so many other species, for the Magi of Avesta say live on this day

Forever more, to Kingdom come and back again, man's spirit knows no end.

And if we do not smarten up, and spin on the tail of the Tasmanian devil,

And continue to blow smoke at such an alarming rate, up our own ass, then we

May find ourselves once again returning to the sea, swimming with the whales

As a new/old species, from whence we came. For

Nothing is ever truly lost. So listen to the solar/polar winds of time as they are the same

As the whale’s tales of old and the same as man’s great spiritual quest of light bending;

But mankind truly is a pain in the neck to Mother Earth’s multitude of extinct species.

Let not us follow – but follow the Prophecy of Avesta and other Celestial Astronomers.

To my great-great-grandfather, Sir Hamilton Lanphere Smith:

Lucky is he who knows the source

So I think I have ever so aptly demonstrated the pros and cons of mankind. Yes, we can do things very high and mighty or very despicable and low. Within each and every one of us we have the ability to choose what to reinforce. Do we feed kindness and humanity, or hatred and wickedness?

But it is not as simple as all that, because we are all radio receivers and broadcasters influencing each other. And as we say, Swami Yogananda had to retreat back to India to redeem himself by going back to his boyhood cave for rejuvenation, away from the bigotry of other men and into the purity of nature. And we have seen Leonardo draw just the same dichotomy between mankind and nature in his Atlantean Kodex. So, memory is not set in stone, but is chiseled by influence from other men. For we are not an island unto ourselves but are ever connected to the rest of humanity, which is thus connected through the twilight to dream and enter altered states and heightened states in celestial waves of reverie, and for some of us to merge with the incorruptible immortal, eternal, purified, rarified, light found within the pool of pure consciousness found within the Akasha Holographic Records, which the Anunnaki believed resided within the sacred star-fire temple of eternal light, which was a holographic record of the All-Seeing Eye in the sacred space at the heart of our universe. For this is where I theorize the highest concentration of Higgs bosons, for the Big Bang was not an ordinary explosion in the normal sense of the word. But scientists are baffled by a missing sixty percent of the gravitational field; but have they overlooked that there is an even smattering of matter throughout the universe? There are galaxies with billions and billions of stars, but they are evenly dispersed, not like a normal explosion where most of the matter is at the perimeter and the center is hollow. No, the Big Bang is more like there is the same amount of matter everywhere, still expanding, but at the same time not growing apart. I do not believe that there will ever come a time where we cannot see any stars because we have grown so far apart from all the other stars. I theorize that at the center of the universe, there is the largest concentration of Higgs bosons, which cause matter to stick together in the first place. So, just as the human digestive tract can take huge masses of matter, let's say a pork roast, and through the bacteria and flora and fauna with digestive juices break down this matter in a very short time into atoms that are so small that they can go through our cell walls, and the energy that is absorbed by our blood is turned into soma or serotonin, which can then travel up and down the spinal column in electrical impulses, giving us wellbeing; so this process of changing matter into light traveling within our central nervous system takes what, twelve hours or so. So, I theorize that the opposite can happen within the universe, i.e., a concentration of Higgs bosons can take twilight from the starlight to create liquid fire, which is condensed beyond belief to create stars, which is intense light, and when cooled, becomes matter. It is just the opposite of what our bodies do each and every day, i.e., consume matter, and the Higgs bosons take the remaining radiation given off by all the stars and condense it to create new stars over billions and billions of years. So, we bring it around, and we all shine on, to the moon and the sun and the stars, and it all goes on and on and on and on, since the beginning of time. For nothing is ever lost. And lucky is he who knows the source, for the human body also concentrates the serotonin and concentrates the electrical impulses within the human brain and uses Higgs bosons within our brains to concentrate these nerve impulses to form our senses, where in visions our optic nerve can focus light to travel vast distances, and we squeeze it onto objects of perception over vast distances and onto a chair, or a table, or the millions of objects, i.e., matter that we see, feel, touch, hear, smell, each and every day.

For we are intelligence, and as Leonardo would say, we are matter, and we do matter, for we are made up of condensed starlight and the Higgs bosons are condensing us, just as they do to all twilight, for we all shine on, to the moon and the sun and the stars, and so it goes, on and on and on and on. So I theorize that wherever you find large concentrations of liquid fire, i.e., stars, you find vast concentrations of Higgs bosons. And I can further theorize that wherever there are large concentrations of ununpentium, it can be used to form probes which send and receive information used in artificial intelligence. And here there would be many Higgs bosons at work to contain this highly volatile substance. But when it is working within the human brain we call it real intelligence, because we are alive, with all of our senses operational; then there is nothing artificial about us humans at all. But within the silver sphere, the Betz Sphere, we would call this artificial intelligence, even though it may have high levels of Higgs boson; but what would you call the holographic Akashic pool of pure consciousness residing within the center of the universe, which all the ancients aligned their temples to? All ancients revered the North Star. The pyramids and temple of Isis beautifully aligned, and the ancients knew where the center of the universe lay, within the center of the Milky Way. So their frequency would resonate with the frequency of the center of the universe, where I theorize this holographic pool of pure conscious records resides. Now this is on the macro level.

And on the micro level, because we are alive, have concentrations of Higgs bosons within us, I theorize that this same holographic pool of pure consciousness resides at the base of the spine and can only be felt, not known by the mind, but when we transcend, or dream, or attain altered states, we enter this pool of pure consciousness to feel its purity, and are refreshed and revitalized by witness, through witness and intent, to flavor its essence. And I contend, it really does not matter whether one goes to the Temple Mount to feel the stillness and peace lying in the field of Higgs bosons at the center of the universe or if one sits in meditation to dive into the pool of pure consciousness lying at the base of the spine; one will find the same witness and intent to experience the favor of awareness in heightened awareness, to experience a higher source and find true peace, and it is alive, as within the base of the spine of man, so it is within the Higgs bosons residing at the center of the universe. But these you may deem artificial intelligence because they reside outside the body; however the ones residing at the base of the spine you may term real and alive and intelligent — creative intelligence, not artificial intelligence — because you deem that they reside within your body.

In any event, lucky is he who knows the source inside in the microcosm, or outside in the macrocosm. So you look through the lens of the microscope or the lens of the telescope — it's all the same world, and you are the only witness in the eternal now. So, those are the facts as this scientific observer knows them to be. Lucky is he who knows the source. And now we have a label: Higgs bosons.

To really appreciate how we have blossomed into a new age of enlightenment, let us travel back a few hundred years to the Dark Ages to contrast our new scientific discoveries to the scientific repression that took place in the established religious institutions. When you really think what happened to the freethinking women in the Middle Ages, i.e., experimentation with the flora and fauna, to see what would lead them into heightened states of consciousness and altered states of increased serotonin levels; and the fact that they were tortured and burned at the stake as witches is just unfathomable. Because if you really think about it, being in the Dark Ages, with most knowledge of healing and medicine lost, they are left to experiment with herbs, mushrooms, mosses, to try to heal with poultices they would make from nature. And knowing full well some plants help and some are lethal, what would be the best way to experiment and ingest these medicinal tinctures? Well, you would want to dilute them and add other herbs together to see what synergistic properties they contain for the good. So, would you not make a cauldron and heat them all up together and take just a little taste to see what would make you stronger or help you feel better? Just look at all the avenues the modern drug companies use to cure what ails us. We now use snake venom, and Prevagen for the memory first came from the jellyfish. But Shakespeare’s navigators stated it rather well:

When shall we three meet again?

In thunder, lightning or in rain?

             

When the hurley-burley’s done,

When the battle's lost and won,

That will be e’er set of Sun,

Where is the place?

Upon the heath.

There we go to meet Macbeth...

Double, double toil and trouble,

Fire burn and cauldron bubble,

Scale of dragon, tooth of wolf,

Witches’ mummy, maw and gulf

Of the ravined salt-sea shark,

Root of hemlock digg'd i’ the bark,

Liver of blaspheming Jew,

Gall of goat, and slips of yew

Silvr’d in the moon's eclipse,

Nose of Turk, and Tartar’s lips,

Finger of birth-strangled babe

Ditch-deliver’d by a drab,

Make the gruel thick and slab:

Add thereto a tiger’s chaudron,

For the ingredients of our cauldron.

Double, double toil and trouble,

Fire burn, and cauldron bubble.

Cool it with a baboon’s blood,

Then the charm is firm and good.

        William Shakespeare (1564 - 1616)

So we get the idea of synergy.

But today in South America, there are individuals going to get heightened awareness by synergistically using ayahuasca, an entheogenic brew made out of Banisteriopsis caapi vine, which must be mixed with the leaves of the Psychotria viridis leaf or Mimosa tenuiflora root bark, DMT-containing plant species. The DMT will be digested in the stomach and remain inactive without the inclusion of an MAOI, such as Banisteriopsis caapi. Therefore, a combination of both an MAOI-containing plant and DMT-containing substance is necessary for full hallucinogenic effects.

The brew (haha) is used as a traditional spiritual medicine in ceremonies among the indigenous peoples of the Amazon basin. And today, I am happy to report these indigenous peoples are not being burned at the stake as witches, nor crucified.

This author neither endorses nor advocates the use of drug induced states as a path to obtain heightened states of awareness.  Rather I suggest the use of homeopathy, allopathic, naturopathic remedies and ingestion of herbs and greens as a natural, plant-based approach to increase endorphins and serotonin, soma, Higgs bosons, within the central nervous system. And here in iridology, the eyes have it, and are the windows to the soul, so everyone can ingest and create the right balance to create their own witch’s brew, haha, and the following is just what this author takes personally and is not meant specifically as a treatment for anyone else's gut. This is just my own cauldron’s brew as I “double, bubble, toil, and trouble” myself to heightened awareness in the eternal now. And no one to date has tried to burn me at the stake, for we are in the beautiful USA.

Oh, how lucky we are boys, oh how lucky we are.

So these are pictures of my eyes:

Eye Charts

Here are charts of my eyes. The center is the pupil, the outer colored perimeter represents the skin, and the colored area corresponds to various body organs and functions. When disease enters the body, the colored area leaves the eye and the iridologist, using a flashlight, sees through the colored part of the eye to the black radii solaris underneath the pigment of the eye. As healing takes place within the body, if you take the right potents for your body, then the natural pigment of the eye will return.  

Herbal Regimentation

Milk Thistle                         Comfrey                             Fenugreek                                                         Acidophilus                        Alfalfa                                Black Cohosh

                   Calcium                                Sarsaparilla                          Wormwood

                   Magnesium                          Aloe Vera Gel                     Vit E with Selenium

                  Blessed Thistle                     Vit C                                    B6

                  Zinc                                      Folic Acid                            Liquid Chlorophyll

                  Gotu Kola                             Chamomile Tea                   Horsetail Tea

                  Kelp                                      Gravel Root                         Saw Palmetto

                  Slippery Elm                           Pygeum                            Fish Oil

                  Dandelion                             Echinacea                             Milk Thistle

                  Garlic                                   Taurine                                Black Cohosh

                  Bayberry                              Lecithin                                Olive Leaf

                  Barberry                              Pantothenic Acid                  Rose Hips

So one is able to make their own witches brew using these vitamins and herbs. Then on top of this: no salt, no sugar, no refined carbohydrates, no chemical preservatives. Ah, but you may have some fish, chicken, turkey, and some lamb, fresh vegetables, fresh fruits, whole grains, brown rice, lentils, millet, barley, bran, oats, corn meal, sprouts and seeds, and a bath with apple cider vinegar.

I bring all this to light because we are what we eat and we can create a diet that will naturally purify the system and add more serotonin into the central nervous system. So, I add all this into the mix of consciousness because the gut, as we have said, is the second brain.

We have touched upon consciousness, artificial intelligence, and now deep intelligence. Now and in the future, we will have programmable machines to help us. We are talking about a toothbrush which will not only tell us the health of your gums, but also the health of your heart. A breathalyzer which will not only tell the person if he/she is drunk, but also lung capacity and oxygenation in the blood.

It was Alan Turing who helped bring us artificial intelligence, and Fibonacci the early Greek mathematician who brought us the proportional recognizable system in nature using his proportional number system, 1, 3, 5, etc. But I can theorize all this has happened before, be it either a golden period that existed eons ago here on Earth, or brought to us by aliens. And here once again we are talking about deep intelligence of programmable highly radioactive probes with shielding devices to make them non-toxic to the environment, even though they may be atomic weight elements as in the Betz probe with the atomic weight of 140 not found here naturally on Earth. So this, I theorized, was used in the plasma generators within the pyramid. We can also theorize that ununpentium was abundant upon other planets, and mined and harvested and programmed to help run their crafts which bend the space-time continuum. Likewise, these programmable deep intelligence probes could have been given to the Jews to power their “manna machines” which may have been simple reactors using proper proportions of heat and light to grow blue/green algae leading to the phrase “manna from heaven”.

So I theorize in the future man will once again use large quantities of Higgs bosons to create these heavy atomic weight probes which the ancients may have carried around in the “Ark of the Covenant'' to power their manna machines, which would have also been used by the aliens as a food source in interstellar travel. I can further theorize these Higgs boson probes are programmable by frequency and rotation patterns to levitate, or use as reactors for travel, or use at machines for cutting, heating, molding rocks like we see in Cairo, Egypt, where there are huge, fifty-ton masses of granite all beautifully cut into bowl-shaped surfaces with perfectly formed holes drilled in them. I can theorize that these Higgs boson probes came in many different sizes, like the smaller size to be carried around in the Ark, but also large sizes to power spacecraft. And I can further theorize that the huge, granite, hollowed-out spheres were used as molds in the formation of larger, deep intelligence probes with a multitude of uses by the aliens, all programmable at different frequencies to accomplish different tasks. So, this theory is a whole different technology from what is used on Earth here today, where we use fossil fuels to power electricity. This ancient technology uses plasma generators to not only bend the space-time continuum, but heavy atomic weight nuclear programmable probes to power their machines and do all the heavy bull work, and these probes come in all different sizes, from nanotechnology to huge, according to the task at hand. So I guess I would sum up my theory that safe fusion is possibly and has been used by the ancients all along, but has been lost to our science, but in this new golden age we are rediscovering this technology and will once again bring it to light to use in heavy, forthcoming, “deep” intelligence projects using these artificial intelligent probes using Higgs bosons, a vast concentration of which are centered at the center of the universe and attuned to and worshiped by all cultures from the beginnings of time.

Thus, all early temples, including the Egyptian temples and the Knights Templar temples, were astronomically aligned to the stars and our Sun Ra, using summer and winter solstices, to find the center of our galaxy. And they did, because they know the source; the source of their consciousness, and the artificial intelligence lying outside their own bodies; but yet through harmonics they can use frequencies discovered by Tesla in a highly-charged ionic field, to weave our intelligence, using artificial intelligence, to connect to the “deep” intelligence field lying within the vast reservoir of cosmic consciousness residing within us and throughout the universe. All power to Ra our Sun.  

But there is a case in the universe for overall depression and the source of depression, and it has a scientific basis. And it is that everything decays — and I mean everything. All the forms that rise up out of the soil, even the strongest oak, will someday go from dust to ash and not be there anymore. So, the basis of depression is attachment. Through love, we attach ourselves to ourselves and to others and to materialism. We love our new car and our house and our yard. And we love keeping up with the Joneses. If someone has something, we want it also.  

We also love our parents and our friends and we get married to our significant other. We are taught to love and are given light, our existence through love and light and consumption of matter, eating to sustain ourselves; the problem being nothing in the material world is sustainable. Nothing lasts forever, and these attachments are not permanent. By this I mean the longer we all live, the more change we are going to see. And the more loss we are going to feel, because everything is changing; I mean everything is dying. And when a loved one we love drops the body, you are going to feel loss, and I don’t mean a little loss; when it touches you, we are all going to feel a big loss. And getting older sucks. The blossom fades; one might lose his.her sex drive, or eyesight, or mobility, or mind, or organ failure, or a million things can go wrong. And something is going to go wrong with every form that has risen into creation, and it will fade and die, and this sucks, because this is the basis of fear of loss, of our friends, our pets, our own bodies are decaying every year right before our own eyes. I do not have the energy I once had to even mow the lawn, clean the swimming pool, trim the trees, etc., etc. Well boo-hoo. And this fear is real. And so is the depression of loss. We are all fragile forms. A mother living in the inner city. A stray bullet from a driveby could end their child's life. So we all live in constant fear and when it happens, when they go upstairs to find a pool of blood lying in their child's bed, and the lifeless body; there is trauma and grief beyond belief. People we know are gone in a second in a car crash, and there is not only mangled steel from the car we love, but there are also mangled bodies which cannot be repaired. So life is tragic and there is scientific proof for depression, because it is happening all around us over and over again. All the things we love are fading or dying away.  Change is inevitable and “ring around the rosy pocket full of posies, from ashes to ashes, we all fall down”.

And this is why the suicide rate is so high and society really does not know how to deal with it.  More people jump off of high bridges than what is reported, and they don’t report it because the fear of a copycat suicide jumper can become more and more pronounced. It’s like we become a herd of lemmings following each other out to sea to drown. Because there is a real basis in the world for depression, and if you just don’t see or feel it, it's because you have become blind to your own demise, because you are going to die. And just because you feel immortal, because you are young and dumb and full of hormones that make you feel on top of the world, you just wait and see. You are going to die too.

And Leonardo would say “Resist! Resist wickedness.”  And I see a lot of signs today that say “resist, resist,” and I suppose they mean Trump and all the trumped-up lies being told. But I have gotten off the subject. But then again, maybe not. For we are a democracy. We do not live in the USSR, where Putin can tell you what to think. And he can think he is all-powerful, and make seven goals in a hockey game, and ride around on horseback with his shirt off, just to show how macho his pecs are, and Trump can say how great he is, and how he has power over Comey the FBI director to say “You’re fired,” and think he is in a TV episode of The Apprentice; and they can try to convince us just how great they are, like the pharaohs of old; but they still bleed, are growing older each and every day, will fade and die, just like the rest of us. So who do they think they are, a superstar?

Thus, by identifying with matter and the material, I can create a case and a scientific basis for depression, and I have done so very effectively, because I have become depressed just writing about depression. And the mother that has just lost her baby is depressed, not because I am writing about it, but she is really feeling it, all the way down to her toes, and I mean her grief is real. So add this to a negative environment, lack of income, someone who self-medicates; alcohol is a depressant. And it just all adds up to suicide!                

On top of this add a class society of bigotry where one class has more privileges than the next. Oh, and you are not in the Brahman caste, but you are an Untouchable. Or better yet, Trump tweets, “Muslims are not allowed in the United States,” yet he will not release his tax returns for transparency, and fires the FBI director who is investigating him for possible Russian collusion.

What I’m driving at here is basic inequality between one class of individuals and another, be it billionaires or haves versus have-nots, or bigotry over race, creed, color, gender. Let’s face it: throughout our history, things have not been equal, and it's even written about in children’s songs.

Jimmy crack corn and I don’t care, Jimmy crack corn and I don’t care, Jimmy crack corn and I don’t care, my master’s gone away. Shoo fly, don’t bother me, shoo fly, don’t bother me, shoo fly, don’t bother me, ‘cause I belong to somebody. Flies in the sugar bowl, two by two, flies in the sugar bowl, two by two, flies in the sugar bowl, two by two, skip to my little white darling.

Or not so subtle:

Eeny, meeny, miny, moe, catch a nigger by the toe, if he hollers let him go, eeny, meeny, miny, moe, my mother says I’m the very best one...

So all this bigotry gets ingrained into our culture and not even in a hurtful way, but if let go, without constitutional equality, one people are elevated at the expense of another; so all forms of life do not have equal opportunity to play and appreciate each other, on a level playing field.

My name Chin Chang,

Me from China

In a big ship me come along here

Wind blew belly hard

Kecked up Barbara

Make a poor Chinaman

Feel a belly queer.  

But there may be a way out. And this is why the whole mindfulness movement is being taught at earlier levels in education to prevent depression and suicide. And the basis of mindfulness—why it works to resist depression and suicide, and there is a scientific basis for this as well—is connections. And this is the basis of reality. We as human beings possess consciousness, and human consciousness constantly forms associations. And this is the glue that constantly forms associations. We think of the word “white”.  Well the thought may pop into your head, White House. So there has been a familiarization or association taking place to move from one thought to another, to another, to another. And this thought has a cognitive driven intent and a physical driven intent. If one was meditation, we come out of meditation, because a thought having more weight than the mantra has popped into your mind's eye. We feel we must get up and do something. We need coffee. We need breakfast or to take care of a loved one. Something comes to mind and we are off and running. Well, please excuse me, I have to go to the bathroom. And it does not matter if we are rich or poor, white or black, male or female, we all have needs; and to this extent nature does create a level playing field, because money does not buy happiness and even the very rich commit suicide.

Teotihuacan, Mexico: excavating under the Pyramid of the Winged Serpent, archeologists have found five earlier structures built upon each other with the earliest structures much more advanced that the newer. And underneath at the center lies a vast pool of mercury. Now, mercury comes from cinnabar and requires a complex extraction process using high heat. No primitives could have created this vast amount of mercury. Also discovered were spheres made from fool’s gold on the outside, but with an unknown metal on the inside. Also sheets of mica are embedded within the pyramid with channels of mica. Maybe these spheres along with the mercury were all parts of a very advanced power plant or transportation system. Also, viewed from above, the layout of the city coincides with the exact proportions of our solar system, including our asteroid belt and the tenth planet recently discovered, Planet X, smaller than the planet Neptune, but in an orbit around our sun. This has only been discovered recently, using our latest technology. How could anyone but very advanced ancients or extraterrestrials have this knowledge?

You realize we have come so far so fast within the last 2,000 years. Well just imagine how far ancients could have come within a 100,000-year golden era, tens of thousands of years ago: a whole different technology built around plasma-generating pyramids, all built around heavy metals. But whereas we use heavy metals and radioactive uranium to build nuclear weapons, maybe ancients used these heavier isotopes as a means of bending the spacetime continuum to travel throughout the universe. So what would they have thought about our self-destructive nature, using sarin gas on children, blowing up the H-bomb on Hiroshima and Nagasaki, Japan. And this might be the reason we do not find any of the machines used in building advanced technology, lest it fall into the hands of us, primitives capable of turning destruction back upon ourselves, rather than using it to explore the vast expanses of space and time.  

And if the ancients had this vast knowledge of spacetime travel, they may very well have a non-interference dictum, like Gene Roddenberry, of Star Trek fame suggests, that one advanced civilization not interfere with the development of another. Added to this is the knowledge that it is all based upon heavy metal radioactive technology and its wise use for space travel and not the North Korean concept, that we are going to bury the West in nuclear destruction, and you can now see why the ancients took all their tools with them and only left the pyramids or outer shells, but not the inner workings. Thus, we are left in a mystery of skeletal shrouds of technology that we will hopefully rediscover and use peacefully and not in a violent path of self-destruction.

  So we have really come full circle from the microcosm level to the macrocosm level, in that we have a choice between self preservation and self destruction. What do we choose to reinforce?

Do we feed the side of enlightenment or suicide on the micro level and do we explore the universe using heavy metals as engineering transportation systems; or do we create thermonuclear war and genocide on the macroscopic level?

But is it really this simple? And are we in control? The ancients, be it the Inca or the Egyptians took great pains to align their sacred temples to the center of the universe. They did this using magnetic north and the stars, the North Pole and the rotation of the Milky Way to find the spot of immovability, and isn’t this really what we do in meditation? We quiet the mind to transcend the mind to find the inner harmony, the peace within. And this is the same on the macro level: the ancients were creating an astronomical calendar based on perfect rotational time, knowing the Earth's precession, to find the precise movements of summer and winter solstice to create perfect astronomical time units to precisely map out and build structures aligned perfectly to the center of the universe, to create the sacred environment within, so the individual within, when meditating or stilling the mind, would experience this alignment back to the source. Back to the center of the universe where it all began.  

Let us consider why it was so important for the ancients to create perfect astronomical time and to find the center of the universe to build their sacred temples in perfect alignment. Consider that before the Big Bang there was only this stillness. Thus, there were no matter. So there was only stillness, and then what we call the Big Bang. All the matter came into existence and time is the only element—what we call rate of change. But as we have stated earlier, this was not a normal big bang, where there is an explosion hurling most of the matter to the outside away from the center; but there is an even smattering of matter everywhere. So it is as if all the matter just came into existence everywhere, but not through explosion. It is as if all this matter just came into creation and the ancients are tracking it in perfect time units of celestial time, including our Sun, our Earth, ourselves, in the present now, aligning their temples and themselves back to the source, to the center of the universe, stilling themselves or our matter, our bodies, back to the time of the creation of the Big Bang, stilling ourselves to the time before the Big Bang, to contemplate existence before and after the Big Bang; to contemplate existence right at the moment of the Big Bang. To contemplate existence before, without matter; to contemplate existence after matter. To contemplate existence at the exact time when matter began. To them, this was knowing the source; and it is all done through perfect alignment and precise astronomical time, for them to be able to contemplate the source, which is in essence the beginning of time at the center of our universe, which is really the beginning of our material world when it came into creation with all the other matter that composes all the other galaxies. So this is in essence attuning one’s frequency by stilling one's frequency and bringing it into alignment with one's source, which is also the source of the Big Bang. For we belong to the material side, we are composed of matter, but when we still our frequency to become aware of the time before matter, we are listening to the eternal side, and it is all being done in each and every person’s eternal now, the portal to the infinite, by stilling the frequency of our mind’s eye to contemplate the moment of the Big Bang, the time before and after matter, to know the Source.

So the great challenge remains on the cusp. We are of the material world, yet we contemplate the Source, the time with and without matter. This is the transcendental moment, and we transcend every time we go from a waking to a sleeping state and each time we meditate deep within ourselves. The only difference is consciousness. When we meditate within, over and over, we move from the mind of man, limited and constantly dissecting this world, to the transcendental state where we move beyond to witness a state of completeness. Let me repeat this: we witness a state of perfection, of wholeness. We witness our immortality. We witness infinity and this is how we are able to talk about the infinite. We operate within the finite confines of matter within our brain and spinal column, yet we witness things outside ourselves every time we open our eyes. We witness more matter. The chair. The room. The surroundings in which we live. However, with meditation, we realize the witness of more than our brain or just the physical, material brain and spinal column.

The witness is of the eternal. The witness that allows us to glimpse and know the infinite, this pool of pure consciousness lying within, when we meditate, this perfection of bliss consciousness, is not really of the physical material world, but exists in the space between matter, at the time before matter, and can be known as the witnessing Source, your source in the eternal now.

Thus we can see how individuals who feel just their minds with matter, food, possessions, on the material side of life, without refining their senses by contemplating the Source, do not get to know their higher self, and may be tormented by their mind throwing temper tantrums to try to get their own way.  This may lead to depression, or getting down on oneself, with self pity, self-medication, leading to self destruction. Contrast this with the person who is contemplating nature, is on an adventure, knowing the infinite number of thought forms, and playing with all the forms that matter brings into expression, without judgement, but just acting with grace, getting to know the witness, to view connections, and experience life's unfoldment in their own personal eternal now. Common everyday events are transformed into missions of exploration as we travel outside ourselves and allow the witness to play softly upon our mind’s eye. All our senses become heightened in the zen-like moment, and we are at the cusp, traveling around our sun, in an ever-expanding universe, allowing the witness to share the consciousness of a transcendental world view, where we are witnessing the witness’s glimpse of the immortality riding the cusp of our Source, contemplating in perfect astronomical time, time before the Big Bang, time after the Big Bang, time before matter, time after matter, just space, pure potentiality before matter, light, matter, form, after matter, but do not forget, just because there is matter, the Source before matter has not ceased to exist, but deserves our full contemplation.

There is recent scientific evidence to support the theory that the macrocosm lies within the microcosm of our human brain. It was long thought that our human brain, being warm, wet, and organic, could not be connected to the center of the universe, the source, without organic matter, within the stillness. But is the stillness really stillness, or is it stillness with frequency, vibration, intent, and omnipresence? Hameroff and Penrose have found quantum vibrations inside microtubules within the brain neurons. Other research points to the fact that quantum coherence is found in living cells in our sense of smell and in the parts of bird’s brains responsible for navigation and in plant photosynthesis. “Consciousness derives from quantum vibrations in microtubules, protein polymers inside brain neurons, which both govern neuronal and synaptic function, and connect brain processes to self-organizing processes in the fine scale, ‘proto-quantum structure of reality’”[6]; consciousness ever put forth. “From a practical standpoint, treating brain microtubule vibrations could benefit a host of mental, neurological, and cognitive conditions.”[7] Scientists now think that the electrical brain waves that can be detected by the EEG scan could be the result of these deeper level microtubule vibrations to suggest that “conscious experience is intrinsically connected to the fine-scale structure of spacetime geometry, and that consciousness could be deeply related to the operation of the laws of the universe.”[8]  And whalesong, sounding like the vibrations produced by our Aurora Borealis: mightn’t it be their beaconing call back to the “Source”?

Thus we see that light energy is the universal medium to permeate all matter, and all light matter is connected to the source—the center of our universe—even with refined frequencies and vibrations without apparent matter. And with heavy isotope radiation, we can create accelerators to warp the space-time fabric to distort time, time travel, bend the space-time continuum; but what if we do just the opposite with ourselves, since we are the microcosm within the macrocosm? What if we slow down rather than speeding up like particle accelerators? What if we, using our own brains, which operate at consciousness—what if we take a mantra and place our intent upon the mantra, to refine consciousness, to experience the singularity of stillness within the human mind? Bingo bango, transcendental unity with the source!

MACROSCOPIC CONCLUSIONS

Our world emerged out of the Dark Ages with the birth of Christ, the Roman Empire and the ending of the Egyptian dynasties, the suicide of Cleopatria, just to enter another Dark Age with the Spanish Inquisition and religious persecution leading to “we’re coming to America”. I, as a little boy, was never really taught through American History about religious persecution. “What do you mean?” I asked, “We have the Roman Catholics, Episcopalians, Methodists, Jews, Muslims, etc. over in Europe, and then we also have these same sects here in America. What were they running from?”

I feel the free thinkers’ movement was swept under the rug, or went undercover so deep in hiding, that we never really heard much about the Knights Templar because they became a secret society but have left a very large footprint here in America through the US Constitution. Thus we have the separation of church and state. But if you happened to be a Knight Templar, you knew what you were running from out of Europe. Genocide! How is it that so little is written about Friday the Thirteenth, where the Spanish and the Italians descended upon the Knights Templar, and under the guise of accusations of “devil worship” burned many of the Knights Templar at the stake along with many other so-called witches, i.e., other freethinkers. I mean, these were other Europeans, fellow kinsmen, Knights sworn to protect the weak—and yes—defenders of women!

Why was it the Spanish and the Italians who banded together to commit genocide? What was their goal? Well, the Spanish have a long history of Moorish influence. We get the Arabic alphabet and numbers and geometry and architecture, but is their culture tainted against free thinking women?

I mean the male ego, the Spanish bullfight, do they possess women and treat them as subservient?

Were they at one time so connected to the Muslims, who make their women wear veils, and as we said earlier, make their women get clitorectimies and treat them like property? So contrast this to the modern American family, where women under the US Constitution have just as many rights as men do. But I ask: is this why they sided with the Italians to commit genocide during the Spanish Inquisition? To not lose their superior status and domination over women? So freethinking women have been fighting a huge power struggle, but thank goodness for our Founding Fathers and the US Constitution.  

This brings us to the Italians. Why, for heaven’s sake, would they commit genocide against the Knights Templar? Well, just look at the Roman sphere of influence. England had to lock some Roman priests in the constabulary when forming the High Church of England because they did not want to be dominated by the Catholic Church. They wanted their own church. And this was what it took to do it. And England today just went through Brexit because they want their own identity. They have had Margaret Thatcher, and I don’t see a woman pope coming into the picture any time soon. So we see a male-dominated church with the all-male Cardinals electing the Pope. And it was the Pope who changed the historic astronomical calendar to a different time to suit himself and the holidays he wanted to celebrate and when they should be celebrated.  

So now today I am understanding religious persecution better, and why they came to America, and I thank God for the US Constitution.

But the Constitution was not alway in place—Salem Witch Trials, nor was the Constitution even enforced for all people under the law, including Afro-Americans.

Slavery and slaves being brought over from Africa was not one of America’s finest hours.

Also the English dowry system of marriage, or monies being brought from a bride to her husband, was a form of bribery in the arrangement of marriages from one family to another, forming a class society of the upper class and the lower class and its perpetuation, where the family would pay the husband to agree to an arranged marriage, forming a caste system of royalty /nobility versus commoners.  

MICROSCOPIC CONCLUSIONS

These macroscopic conclusions directly relate to the microscopic conclusions we can draw to our individual world today because they deal with our individual freedoms and the real fears we still face today. We need to be on real guard to protect our liberties today to make sure we do not become dominated by male-driven religious dogmas or male-driven egoic possessive domination of man over woman by married couples practicing non-equal partnerships.We emerged out of a feudal system of kings and queens and say the ultimate power corrupts and taints our freedoms, so under the US Constitution we devised a system of checks and balances so no man or woman is above the law of the land. But we must be vigilant because the saying still holds, “every man's home is his castle”. This implies, as Trump is entertained by the sheikhs of Saudi Arabia or invites the Russian ambassadors into the White House, that power loves power. But these other powers that be, King Salman and Putin, are operating outside the laws of the US Constitution, while Trump on the other hand, being our US President, needs to live within the laws of our land. We need to be on vigil to make sure he is doing so, so every man, woman, and child has the right of life, liberty, and the pursuit of happiness.  

Also, on the microscopic level there are real dangers. There are individuals who are tainted and their lights are dark. We have homicidal serial killers, terrorists, white supremacists, who would all usurp your light. Ladies of the lamppost, ladies of the night must shine their lights as beacons to others for equality under the law. GLBTQ as well as the elderly and special disability groups also need better voices  for equality under the law. Let Freedom Ring. Let freethinkers ring the bell of freedom.

Hillary Rodham Clinton came on MSNBC tonight talking about her book What Happened[9] and talked about Trump’s misogynistic nature against women. And we see how in every nuclear family there is a partnership in marriage, but is there really a system of checks and balances within the household? And the answer is yes and no, because under the law there are child labor laws, as well as abuse criminal actions each adult faces if power is misused. But how many battered abuses go unreported? How many authorities are willing to look the other way? We are lucky to have a democracy with rights for every man, woman, and child. But Hillary was saying that Putin, when he fell out of favor with the Russian public, then proceeded to steal the election by stuffing the ballot boxes and distorting social media and hacking election results. So, power unchecked will usurp power, and an addict may steal power from the family unit to secure more opioid drugs. A dictator may do anything within his/her power to stay in power, and in a system without checks and balances, like a Putin’s dictatorship, citizens may be thrown out of second-storey buildings if Putin is displeased.

Within the US, Trump has the presidential power to fire Comey when he is displeased with the Russian investigation. He has the power to fire, but not “off with his head” like in a dictatorial country like North Korea.  

But this gets back to Hillary’s point. When a mob or group get together, they can incite one another to victimize groups, like women, because of basic prejudices against one another. Is this what Hitler did with the masses? Did he have hypnotic oratorical persuasive abilities to incite hatred toward the Jews? And is this what happened to the Knights Templar when the Spanish and the Italians banded together to burn untried victims to the stake because of different beliefs? So you may think you are safe here in America to be a freethinker, but you had better watch and be on vigil, because Russia may have very well colluded with the Trump administration to fix the election within the US. So we may very well see where one dictatorial regime may help another usurp power to taint it, because Hillary said she accused Putin of fixing his election, so he had a vendetta against Hillary and business ties to Trump. Is the Republican Congress going to look the other way? They are supposed to be our system of checks and balances!

Right after this we went to commercial and Billie Jean King's new movie Battle of the Sexes[10] was advertised, with Billby Riggs’ sexist argument stating “women belong in the kitchen”. Well they do, but then they also belong everywhere else a man can go! So our role here within this book is to “dare to go where no man has gone before”. We are supposed to be able to play with all the forms that come into creation; but there is a cautionary note, because many of these forms have been tainted with bigotry. Many are filled with hatred, with a soft sugar coating of social decor, but underneath hide a nature to usurp and steal your limelight if you are willing to let them. In conclusion, Hillary was saying that if she were in the presidential role, she would use transparency to look at the ways social media can be bought and manipulated, hacked, and twisted to fix the electoral election process.

And this author is applauding England’s Brexit to be free; free of influences from China, which is not a democracy; free from India, which still has the caste system; free from Saudi Arabia, which treats women as subservient; for the goal is to be clarivoyant, clearsighted without bigotry, without discrimination; and with this light on a level playing field, be able to help all the forms of creation, to uplift the downtrodden, for this is the true knightly task; give us your weak, give us your poor, and we will make them whole once again. For this is the true new light of the Illuminati; to heal and be there to support one another to help each other become enlightened. And in this light, we give light freely, for it is all around; nature is light, we are light. The funny thing is we do not need to steal light from another by putting them down. We can enhance everyone's light by building them up and helping one another achieve our goals.  

MICROSCOPIC CONCLUSIONS

Do people change?  Why do we need to be on vigil? We have the U.S. Constitution. Remember, it was not too terribly long ago that slave ships went to South Africa to capture indigenous peoples to mistreat, separate, abuse, dominate over, and treat worse than cattle! Many starved upon these ships only to be sold into slavery, where the domination, mistreatment, abuses continued to the Civil War, and many claim even today with the white supremacists and KKK. The reason I am bringing all this to light is that the Civil War created something you would logically think could never happen in a million years. And this is the same terrible situation the Knights Templar faced. Usually the enemy is hatred toward some purported evil Other. But in these two instances, it was brother against brother within the same indigenous culture who were incited to kill one another. How horrific. With the Knights Templar it was belief differences and purported devil worship, skull and crossbones, and treating women as equals that incited burning at the stake. In the Civil War, it was over treatment of other human beings, namely slavery, and the ethics of owning another human being, that led to the fever pitch, explosive battle of Gettysburg. There is an important difference here. The Knights Templar were victomized by their own peoples for different belief systems, while the Civil War was to free people from the bondage of slavery. So if there has to be a war, I believe the only war worth fighting for is the freedom to escape bondage. So we must stand up and be heard rather than being silent and victimized by tainted, bigoted lifeforms and those who would kill anything in their way to maintain power.  

A census within the U.S. asked how many Americans believed all races were equal. And the response was eighty-eight percent. This left eight percent saying they are not sure and four percent believing that the races are not equal. I feel that the races are synergistically balanced. It is remarkable that during the Vietnam War, soldiers would find Vietnamese living in primitive tribal units in the jungle. Some soldiers fell in love and brought their newly formed family units back to the US. There are stories that many of the children of the returning families revealed remarkable gifts. After leaving the jungle, only after one generation a Vietnamese girl won the national spelling championship here in the US.

Many became doctors or blue collar workers and seem to have high ethical standards to be the best at what they do. Many are highly-motivated to achieve and excel. Mind you, only a few short years ago they were in the jungles of South Vietnam, subsistence living off the land, hunting, farming, fishing.  Then we are known to be a melting pot here in the US of many cultures and races coming here to the promised land. But people of different races do fall in love, opposites do attract, and the gene pool is becoming ever more diverse. So it does bode well that over time all races are in fact becoming more equal as marriage occurs across culture and across race. So this is what the Knights Templar foresaw within the US Constitution: that every man, woman, and child has an equal inalienable right to life, liberty, and the pursuit of happiness. I stress the word equal here. Men and women and children are equal under the laws of the land. Let us not forget this fact here within the lands of the US, because we are going to contrast this with what has come into the US. People have been coming into the US who do not practice equality between gender, race, or creed. People say they are freethinkers, not prejudiced, but how many religions preach that man came first? What religion says that woman came from Adam’s rib? As we have moved from polytheism to one God, religion has made sure most individuals coming to America feel it is a man’s world. What happened to Isis, the Egyptian goddess? What happened to the goddess atop the Capitol Building, the goddess of freedom? What happened to Indra, the Indian deity, the goddess responsible for speech within the human body? What happened to the Statue of Liberty in New York harbor? Remember the omnipresent Source before the Big Bang, at the time of the Big Bang, and after the Big Bang. There is your monotheistic Source, if you will; and let no god come before me. Okay, I follow that, but then under the US Constitution, men and women are equal. And this is what coming to America should mean. Men should not be placed above women and women should not be placed above men. We are equal, so there should be roughly equal male presidents and woman presidents over time. Everything should equal out over time. Will it? We should move past the feudal system of king and queen, where the king is above the queen and the queen only receives power if the king dies. The British have a Parliament, House of Commons and House of Lords and the king and queen have become figureheads. This is a move in the right direction. Someone once said “two or more gathered in my name can do greater things than I have done.” Now there is true equality rather than putting oneself up upon a pedestal. Let group equality reign. Will it? We the People.

 How is it that it is so hard to listen to the Constitution? We are in America and we have the Constitution. But we are all radio broadcasters and receivers influencing one another. And we have been doing this for a long, long time. There are a lot of Christians within the US, and we are supposed to live by the Golden Rule: do unto others as we would have done unto ourselves. But Christianity was born at the time of Rome and the Romans already had a history of genocide to rule.

Power rules. The Romans committed genocide against the Druids who believed in reincarnation and sought council from the “Crystal Ball”. Nor would this be the last time Romans committed genocide.  No race is really innocent, for as I have already stated we committed genocide against our Native American Indian tribes and owned slaves. But in Italy, the birthplace of Christianity, the Roman Catholic Church committed genocide against the Druids, the Knights Templar, were a part of the Spanish Inquisition, purification of so called devil worshipers; then it allowed for the rise of the fascist state of Mussolini who allied himself with Hitler in genocide against Jews, Gypsies; any subordinate race other than the master race. And it was thought that the head of the SS Heinrich Himmler  possessed a “crystal skull”.  The Tibetans have a crystal skull and moved it out of China to keep it out of the hands of the Chinese. There seem to be crystal skulls all around the world including the Incas. And this is one of the purported reasons that the Italians used to commit genocide against the Knights Templar was unorthodox worship of the human skull. And this may very well be the reason the so-called pirates used the “jolly Roger” as the symbol on their ship masts, in defiance to the Roman Catholic Church.  

Now the main thesis of this treatise is that there is nothing intrinsically wrong with any people, places or things; and that the goal here is to be clairvoyant, to learn about everything. And this only evil that exists is when one people or person abuses another. There is nothing wrong with the Muslims, only if they treat women like cattle. There is nothing intrinsically wrong with the Indian peoples, only the caste system is wrong for treating anyone like “untouchables”. And we are the greatest melting pot here on Earth and there is nothing wrong with any group, so long as they do not try to hurt another group, e.g., terrorism, or think they are superior, deserve more, become elitists, better than the middle class. Individuals will excel and that is great, but it does not mean in the grand scheme of things that they are better than, i.e., deserve more limelight and should steal another’s wellbeing to feel better about themselves at another’s expense. For there is really nothing ever new under the Sun, and this is what is meant by, “we are all God’s children”. And thus the maxim, “thou shalt not steal”. What is really meant is that you can go within yourself and dive within your own pure consciousness to touch the immortal, that there is nothing better than your present moment in your own consciousness. You do not need to be envious of anything. You do not need to wait for tomorrow to be better today. And with this knowledge, one tends to become a giver, and to really learn from others and to help others become more self-realizing. That purity of your own light is truly maintained by the maxim “it is better to give than to receive” because thy cup runneth over in the enlightened state of cosmic consciousness unfolding into unity consciousness.

But the second main thesis is that we must be on guard, because with the above open policy, peoples other than Knights Templar have migrated here and with all different belief systems which do not have as their main goal clairvoyance, and they do discriminate against one another. Let’s look at Rome before the Christian movement. They were the ones to wipe out Cleopatra, the sacred feminine in Egypt. Then through the use of Christ, they solidified a male-dominated religious dogma placing the pope and the cardinals in a hierarchy above the Sacred Feminine. So they banded together with the Spanish to eliminate and commit genocide against freethinking women, turned Mary Magdalene, Jesus’ wife, into a prostitute to solidify their reign of power, and all in name of Christ. Then they committed genocide against their fellow countrymen, the English, the Knights Templar who did not go along with this hierarchy. It is my belief that in the burning of the Library in Alexandria they rewrote Jesus’ history, i.e., his missing years, by destroying all evidence of Jesus going to India and learning from the Veda and Upanishads, before returning to Jerusalem. So there have been many merciless genocides committed by the Romans right up through modern day, including WWII, where Mussolini, along with Hitler, committed genocide against the Jews, Gypsies, and other free thinkers, all in the name of their so-called superior race of White Star children, thought to be the decendants of Atlantis. What ever made them think that interbreeding between ancient aliens and the indigenous species would create an all-white, superior race? What madness! And Jesus was a Jew, after all. And he was crucified and tortured all because of this power struggle, as he was a threat to Rome and their male-dominated hierarchy. So be on guard we must, to keep what light and equality we have been so preciously given under the Constitution to protect our freedoms. We must resist tyranny and those who would abuse our freedom, not perpetuate a hierarchy, thinking one people are better than another, or one race is superior while one is inferior, or man is superior to woman. For everyone deserves their day in the son!

CRUELTY GAMES

There is an equally insidious, more subtle game to steal one's limelight than just the average drunk coming home to abuse his wife. It is hidden from society and has to do with the “casting couch”, the pimp, the prostitute, the ornament, the sugar, the bait, and the fly. The game starts innocently enough, at a party, maybe in high school, but extends all the way up to movie sets, Congress, religions, and yes, sometimes presidents. The game is played with a pusher dishing out addictive substances, and a smart pusher avoids detection from the law, his/her family, except the bond that is created between the pusher and the user. This becomes a very strong bond of loyalty whereby the user pledges loyalty to the pusher. And this bond becomes the primary bond. This is the bond between a pimp and a prostitute. It transcends sexuality, race, creed, color, and is a form of supreme bondage whereby the bond of loyalty becomes absolute. It is a bond whereby the pimp can direct the prostitute to perform like a puppet on a string for a constant reward of sugar; dew; some call it dope. The prostitute is hung out there like a Christmas ornament to see what he/she can attract. And don’t get me wrong, we are not just talking about a street hooker. Today we are talking about kids with cell phones, putting on airs to see what flies will land on the bait. And what is the bait? Anything from popularity, to sex, to attention, all wrapped in the guise of real affection, trust, friendship, and love; when in reality the ornament is playing an aloof game of deception, learning how to steal someone’s limelight, for the ornament’s true bond lies with his/her pimp. How do you know if you are being played? Most times you don’t, because a good ornament plays into one's ego. For the elderly it maybe as simple as an ornament giving attention to someone operating out of a deprivational need level. But what the common folk have going for them is stability; for the ornament is unstable and after a while gets tired of the fly and either lashes out or throws it aside, because it has only formed a fake bond with the fly. And this is your time to escape. Your head may be spinning because you have been dealing with an addictive personality, and in the process you have become addicted to the addict even though you are not an addict yourself. But for the time being you feel like a fallen star. Your limelight has been all built up by false hopes and promises, only to see all hope has been dashed and discarded by the ornament for they are after another conquest. You have been played by a player. This happens all the time in Hollywood.

The casting couch goes all the way back to the feudal days, and even before that to the Roman Empire, where raw power was sought after by the emperor, who at the time of Caesar claimed to be a divine ruler. So it works something like this: the emperor claims to have powers over his armies, who are being paid by the treasury. So with enough military might behind him, his word becomes law. Thus the brutality of Rome, where ultimate power corrupts absolutely. But isn't it funny that this power loves entertainment and satire—monkey see monkey do—so it enjoyed the court jester, which eventually gave rise to plays, then theater, which was used as a mirror to the emperor, but as a public show of entertainment using satire. And if the emperor did not get the right public response from the court jester, then off with his head. However, the actors either became famous as they were playing a role, emulating the emperor and recreating battles and victories and other matters of state, and, of course, love affairs and intrigue. But the point here is that it mimicked reality, so you had the emperor and the senators, then you had the theater mimicking with satire. So you have power, but then you have players, gaining popularity using the audience as a bully pulpit, so the actors are receiving powers of public popularity, and the actors are all vying for popularity, fame and fortune, so they are creating a parallel power system similar to the emperor.  

And who decides who plays what part? This is where the casting couch comes in. The director is deciding who will receive popularity on stage, so the actors are willing to do almost anything to get the part, so the emperor is able to abuse, because of ultimate power given him by the paid military and the director is able to abuse actors because they are so desirous to receive fame and fortune on the stage. In addition, an actor by nature is taught to act another part, another role. Just to become a good actor they must be willing to do things for the play that they would not ordinarily do. By nature, they assume the role of the character they are playing, all to please the audience.  

And this system has gone on for centuries all the way up through Elizabethan theater in Shakespeare’s times. And at the Golden Globe Awards ceremony today, all the women wore black to protest sexual abuse promulgated against them by the casting couch.  

And recently since the Vietnam War, Reagan, who was a famous movie actor, became president.  

At the time we needed a John Wayne-type figure to shoo us out of the defeat of the whole Vietnam War clusterfuck. Now we have Donald Trump hot off the movie sets, “you’re fired”, from The Apprentice. So acting and actors have paralleled the power of rulers via the tremendous limelight they receive through their popularity on stage, their following. Will Oprah Winfrey be the next black woman president? Thus we see a parallel system arise; one in government wherein we see abuse by Congress upon the pages who would aspire to serve Congress, which is paralleled by the abuse of the casting couch in film; and there is another power abuse system, which is religion, wherein the priests would serve God and the altar boys would serve the priests. And religious organizations will try to cover the whole incident up by moving the priest to a different parish, or pay off the afflicted family. But even popes have addressed the problem.  

And today we have the Women’s March, protesting sexual inequality between men and women. And Donald Trump is jumping on the bandwagon, tweeting about how wonderful women are and acting like he is all in favor of women’s true equality with men. But just see how irate he is to be defeated by a black woman president in his next term. But remember he comes from the Actors’ Guild, a very shrewd bunch who on the outside seem to support freedom, but have been paying off the system every step of the way with false allegiance to the American flag, for their demigod lies in raw power to rule. So in reality, we really have three casting couches that overlap: one in government, one in theater, and one in religion, and they have all overlapped to form a patriarchal system favoring men over women.

The Sacred Feminine used to go hand in hand back in the days of the Druids alongside the Sacred Masculine. Then Rome very cleverly concealed history, diverting historic fact, burning the Library of Alexandria, like so many other power systems have done when they win; they rape, plunder, and pillage the previous system to reign supreme. I mean, the winning side does not just win, it usually wipes the face of the opposing side in the mud as it takes a victory lap.  

So what did Rome do which was so deceitful? We can all agree that there is only one God, the Creator, time before the Big Bang and time after the Big Bang; but then Rome put Jesus on the cross and wrote of Mary Magdalene as a prostitute that Jesus forgave. And in the Old Testament, man came first and woman came out of Adam’s rib. Now there are two perversions of the truth, which women are just now standing up against to restore the Sacred Feminine to be in balance with the Sacred Masculine. Thus for the past two thousand years, history has tread on the freethinking women so that they are subservient to the man. And the three casting couches are proof of this affliction.

Jesus was not about power. Jesus did not want to be put upon a pedestal. He said that “two or more gathered in my name can do more than I have done”. He advocated the Golden Rule: treat others as you would treat yourself! This is true equality between the sexes, not the artificial one brought about by the casting couches at the expense of all actors being male or female.

The problem is that Jesus himself never said that he was the only son of God. The Roman Church at the Nicene Council stated that to become Christian, one must accept Jesus as the only son and savior. So it is the Church saying this, which puts Jesus being a man/god upon the pedestal at the expense of honor to the Sacred Feminine. There needs to be an equal balance between the masculine and feminine as it was in the time of the Druids, and before this Cleopatra’s rule in Egypt, and the thousands of years before this where the Sacred Feminine was balanced with the Sacred Masculine. And this is why the Knights Templar were stamped out: because they defended the weak, and the weak were perceived to be women, so the Knights Templar were persecuted against as a pagan religion worshiping a false deity, but thank God they came here to form the Constitution. And now we will see women band together to restore their rightful place, without any casting couches, alongside men.

WHO WANTS TO RULE THE WORLD?

The US could have ruled the world after World War II because we had the H-bomb and no one else had it. At this time we could have said to all our allies and enemies, “Bow down before us, for we are the supreme elite beings on the planet, and we are conquering the world or you will be blown to kingdom come.” But no, we in the US do not want to rule the world. As a matter of fact many Americans love diversity, embrace other cultures, peoples, places, and like to explore others differences. But this was not the case with Caesar, Atilla the Hun, Alexander the Great, or Hitler.

All sought after power, and to them, to be powerful meant to be the ruler of the world. But one of the problems with this philosophy is that you keep warring, keep conquering people after people; but as a result of all this fighting your best warriors are dead, so you have, in effect, weakened your male population to such an extent that you have put yourself on the extinction list, and this is indeed what happened to many a Greek, and self-sacrifice in the case of the Incas, and the Germans are still getting over the atrocities of World War II.  

So, who today still wants to rule the world? Not the US; we like diversity. Or should I say, not the US government; but what about the religious sects within the US? Those who still want to convert the infidels to Christianity? Those who really do not want any religion other than their own and are threatened or think others are damned to hell if they do not accept Christ as our savior? They are on a mission to convert all to Christianity and their brand of Christianity. As stated earlier, the French banded together with Italy and the pope declared the Knights Templar as a pagan sect and banished them from the Roman Catholic Church. They were given the choice of converting to the Roman Catholic style of Christianity or face death. But the Knights Templar reemerged in Portugal, Scotland, and India after the Inquisition to expand their influence of navigation using the Egyptian methodology of star triangulation though to have originated in King Solomon’s day, and before that within the sacred space within the temples. Knights were sworn to poverty, helping the weak, initiations to enter the realms of the eternal, i.e., knowing God directly, as stated in the prophecy of Avesta. So we see that it was the Roman Catholic Church that continued its conquest to rule the world, and that means genocide of many pagan peoples.

Thus we see the separation of church and state; but many people do not understand the significance. In Caesar's day, church and state were one. Caesar was supposed to be a manifestation of God, and the same goes for the Egyptian rulers. They were given godly status, divine. But in today’s world, it is thought that ultimate power in the hands of a king or queen is vulnerable to the personality of that specific ruler. In other words, if one person is king and that king is corrupt and squanders all the kingdom's wealth on decadence, then this is unstable for a country's health. What if a king became insane? So today in England the monarch has become a figurehead, and a coalition—House of Lords, House of Commons, the parliament—rules. And in the US, there is a system of checks and balances where we have the executive branch of government, headed by the president, then there are the legislative and judicial branches, which create a system of checks and balances. Today, we call autocratic rule a dictatorship, not democratic. Countries with one ruler like Russia or North Korea are in conflict with democracies of the so-called free world. There is an understanding today of a non-proliferation pact, whereby one country respects another’s borders, but because of autocratic rulers today there are still power struggles going on. In Russia, Putin is trying to consolidate the power of the former USSR, having an influence on US elections, i.e., fixing his own elections by controlling the media, to falsely slant public perception, create false advertising, to support his cause. These are forms of corruption to keep him in power. To fix the elections whereby Putin can stay in power for a lifetime, whereas in the US our president can run for only two four-year terms. Thus, in a democracy power is shared between branches of government and limited. Power to the people, one for all and all for one, is the intent of the Bill of Rights, within our Constitution. But today we see challenges to our freedom. Today, women still struggle to have equal freedom to that of their male counterparts. Woman did not come from Adam’s rib, as eulogized in the Old Testament. For without women there would be no men. We are in a symbiotic relationship and it should not be subservient. So these types of myths promulgated by the Old Testament and supported by a male-dominated hierarchy within the Church hurts the equality that needs to be realized here today. The Druids and the Egyptians honored the sacred feminine. Therefore there was a give and take of ruling cycles going back and forth: male, female, male, female.  

But for the last two thousand years, we have gone through a dark age, only to reemerge in a renaissance, but much has been lost and sometimes purposely destroyed, for the new, many times, tries to discredit its predecessors to take all the glory for itself. And this is what this author ascribes to the burning of the archives in the Library of Alexandria. I hypothesize that there was knowledge of Jesus’ lost years that has been purposefully left out of the Bible. There is a body of evidence that supports his travels through Egypt and India. Did he read the prophecy of Avesta in the temple walls of Isis, and did he travel to India to decipher the Veda scrolls? Was Mary Magdalene not a prostitute, but in fact Jesus’ significant other, but discredited by Rome to keep male autocracy as rulers? For in the time of Rome, Caesar ruled with supreme divine authority, even above the Queen. And let us explore what Jesus may have learned from the Veda scrolls. “I and my father are One. I am That, Thou art that, All this is That.”

PROPER PERSPECTIVE

Religion teaches many that “Man was made in God’s image”. But from a scientific perspective without ego, the scientist teaches that life here on Earth would exist without man’s existence. In other words, nature could and would thrive here even if no man or woman ever stepped on Mother Earth's surface. And we can perceive many worlds with all kinds of lifeforms without man. But God existing everywhere with and without mankind really represents intent before the Big Bang, during the Big Bang and after the Big Bang, the total of all universes, all spiritual realms, the totality of all living and non-living matter, including what we call the Tree of Life on many planets without humans, and at least one planet with humans that we know of, i.e., planet Earth. This is from the scientific perspective, of course.  So it is really very egotistical to think that Man was made in God’s image; it would be more precise to say that all is God’s image.                                  

Does the Sun turn to the Earth and say, “You owe me?”, for shedding all its glorious light upon the multitude of forms? No, the solar logos does not, because it knows it is also matter radiating at a higher vibration level. We are all matter radiating at various vibrational frequencies. And then there is space. Most people do not understand this. They go around with the mindset that they are owed something, and so they use other forms of vibration and covet these forms because they want to possess them. But what we are really supposed to be doing here is playing with all the diverse forms of existence and helping them vibrate into their full potential, to achieve higher states of consciousness. And these forms of vibrating frequencies, in turn, help us to achieve higher states of awareness in heightened illumination. But besides all this help from our friends from the material side that walk this earthly plane, there is also the transcendental/spiritual side in touch with the stillness of space, which is really filled up with a multitude of radiating frequencies, some of which we are able to perceive, but may vibrating at a rate we have a hard time even fathoming. So the words at the level of speech cognition are very limited indeed compared to what can be felt at the source by intuition.

So how are we as humans supposed to experience these higher levels of consciousness, if not through our senses? There is a picture I have recently acquired and I will share it with you. At first glance, it looks like a primitive drawing a seven-year-old might make, with a tree, a girl on the ground and a Prophet in the Wilderness, and this is the title of the picture. But upon further inspection, no, this picture is not just the imagination of a seven-year-old, but reveals upon closer viewing the artwork of the crinkled oriental paper technique used in China. Then all the objects in the picture are made up of actual seeds from nature. And the tree is not just an ordinary tree, but represents the Tree of Life, i.e., nature with all of its diverse forms of expression.

But I want to bring to the reader's attention that the Tree of Life stands alone, i.e., it is not directly connected to human touch but only the oversoul of spirit touches the tree of life directly. In other words, nature and all living creatures would be doing just fine without mankind being here on this planet. So it is only the oversoul that touches both the spirit of the Tree of Life and mankind.

 And the magi in the picture is the Oriental girl laying on the ground, having an out-of-body experience. This indirectly connects her to the Tree of Life, the physical realm, by the appearing spirit of an oversoul, connecting her to the spiritual realm. Then she is connected by her feet to the Prophet in the Wilderness. So this picture, to me, represents the proper perspective whereby we are not really prophets wandering in the wilderness, but each one of us has the magi within, which connects us to the spiritual world. And all we really have to do is listen to the stillness within, to stop the incessant thought forms within a tormented mind, to listen to the higher vibrations of love and wholeness and peace being given to us in the higher vibrations of illumination and enlightenment. It is only man’s cognitive mind that separates him from the wholeness of life, but when mankind transcends the mind in meditation and listens to the intent of the Big Bang, before matter, then you are listening to the wholeness of life, the intent of God in the purely spiritual realm.

For Jesus, was not really alone in the desert for forty days and forty nights; but we all have the magi, the spiritual side connecting us to many masters and many lives; and all we need to do is listen to this inner sanctum, the inner reverie, the witness within, that helps us perceive higher dimensions, higher frequencies, to experience heightened awareness beyond the level of mere words that always dissect the wold into form, color, touch, sense, vibration, that are really inadequate descriptions of the nature of reality. Thus, be cognizant of the energy within the eternal now and realize, like the picture on the wall, that there are higher vibrational levels swirling around us all the time. Just look at the plainest, most ordinary object in your immediate vicinity, your immediate object of perception, and realize you are spinning through space along with the other objects around you, and the Moon is orbiting the Earth, and we are just the perfect distance from the Sun so as not to implode or explode, and there is plenty of oxygen for us to expand our lungs to inhale prana, from the sunshine, and just realize through stilling the immediate thoughts running through you mind that you can be more cognizant of yourself and your surroundings to achieve heightened awareness of the wholeness and perfections of this transcendental moment of your life. And you are not just a prophet lost in the desert, but there is also the witness of the magi: your spirit within. And this spirit has to do with your ancestral forefathers who went before you. For you are the gatekeeper here on Earth, the connecting link, as it were, to this whole vast spiritual realm. And furthermore your being able to perceive this realm within the eternal now is a very, very precious gift from your oversoul to you.

And this is what is being represented in this picture. It is the proper perspective that there is a Tree of Life representing nature that we all use and tap into. Then there is the male/female nature within all humans, the prophet and the magi all working in unison to form consciousness which can then be raised to a higher frequency level of heightened awareness.

This picture is just amazing because it represents proper perspective in many different lights. There is nature, there is the sacred feminine; without woman, man could not exist, and without man, woman could not exist. Bother men and women are in essence connected to the oversoul, which transcends the physical and gives us witness to the spiritual oversoul which is within each and every one of us.

Thus the proper perspective from the scientific point of view is that men and women are intrinsically equal and should be held this way within all religious and spiritual realms, meaning if religion is to place anyone or anything up upon a pedestal then it also needs the proper perspective of unity within the male/female balance. For it does not matter whether you are a man or a woman, or transgender or a hermaphrodite or any other variation thereof, you are not walking through the desert alone, but you have both the prophet and the magi within guiding you all the way! And all you need to do is listen to your inner sanctum and still the mind to enter your own heightened state of awareness. On the desert floor is a woman representing the sacred femine. She is having an out-of-body experience communicating with her oversoul. Now the oversoul is also connected to the sacred Tree of Life and the oversoul represents many masters, many lives. So mankind is walking in the desert, but not alone, for he is connected to the sacred feminine and the sacred feminine is directly connected to the Tree of Life. So the proper perspective is that women did not spring from Adam's rib, but women are directly connected to the Tree of Life and both men and women have out-of-body experiences and are directly connected to the over-soul/many masters in the spirit realm. And as depicted in this picture from the proper perspective, we see the woman lying on the desert floor and the prophet is directly connected to the sacred feminine, and she is directly connected to the Tree of Life. But it is through the sacred feminine connection that mankind is connected, for without this connection mankind really would be walking blind in the desert wilderness. So we thank God for the sacred feminine which connects us all. And this is the same proper perspective which is also rendered within the Vedic tradition and the one Jesus visited in his lost years of Christ as Saint Isu; and he learned all about Indra within the Hindu Upanishads in India throughout his travels where Agni and Indra swell together into the unity of waves of light bringing consciousness back to the self.

In India honoring one’s spiritual past is called Puja, and in the Vedic tradition Puja is sung as a hymnal, singing all the names of loved ones in a lineage line. Jesus, traveling to India during his lost years would have learned this in the Hindu Upanishads; and Indra is the controlling deity at the basis of all the senses and is the controller of all the senses. Within the first hymn of Bhrigu’s cognitions is the act of navartibam, to retire within the self, bring consciousness back to the self. One. “Come back, Go not elsewhere. Sprinkle us Agni and Soma. Clothes upon us worshipers again, bring us riches. Bring them back again, render them obedient. May Indra restore them. May Agni bring them nigh. May they come back to me and be fostered under this. Do Agni keep them here. May whatever wealth there is here remain here.” Four. “I invoke the knowledge of their going, of their coming, of their departure, of their wandering, of their returning. I invoke him who is their keeper. And may the keeper return with him. He who reaches them is lost. Who reaches them when straying. Who reaches them when wandering.” Six. “Indra come back and bring back the cattle. Give us your cows again. May we rejoice in our cows being alive.” Seven. “I nourish you gods who are everywhere present, with curds, with butter, with milk. May all those deities who are entitled to worship reward us with riches.” Uriga Eight, last hymn. “Come back ye cows, bring them back, return ye cows, bring them back, and new cows returned, there are four quarters of the earth, bring them back from them.” So the first hymn, the first rija, which reads, “Come back, go not elsewhere, abounding in wealth, sprinkle us Agni and Soma, you who clothe your worshipers again. Bring us riches. Maharishi, describes this Bhrigu’s cognitions of the mechanics of life, blomising into its full value, Navartibalm, transcend to return back to the source. And more literally, I think that verse would read, come back or retire, navaratnam, from where you are engrossed, oh intellect, dwell within again and again. And Bhrigu cognized, navaratnam, retire, the intellect should retire from wherever it is engrossed. Or engaged with the part in identifying itself with the parts of the relative, just identification. Retire to get saturated with the self. Within the second hymn,  Agni is in control of unity and makes unity swell into the waves of light. It is Indra and Agni that make unity swell into the light of consciousness. Indra is able to contain both self and non-self together to that most refined value of Prana and Agni brings the valu of  unity out into the field of speech into the field of action. And these are the mechanics of Bhrigu’s cognitions, the mechanics of cosmic consciousness rising to unity consciousness and the stabilization of unity consciousness, the wholeness of life becoming a living reality on the level of the senses. The intellect can transcend to identify itself with the self and how to retire this involves agni and soma. Agni is the impulse of creative intelligence responsible for speech and the whole field of speech, and soma is the impulse of creative intelligence which is responsible for the mind and the whole field of the mind, and the radiance of the self will be utilized amongst ourselves as a march on the impulse that is responsible for speech, agni, and will march on the impulse that is responsible for the mind, soma, then the radiance of the self will overflow, as we return, as retire to the self. In summation, I guess we could just say, the identification of the intellect with the object of the senses has to be replaced by the identification of the intellect with the self. This is through the process of retiring, navaratnam. The whole field of life will derive the radiance of the self, when the creative impulses responsible for the mind dwelling within return back to the self again and again. And so this hymn reveals the procedure by which the waking state of consciousness rises first to the transcendental state of consciousness, and then develops into cosmic consciousness, the perfect state of the self. So here we see the true appreciation of cognition, which must be illuminated through the light of developed consciousness.

Om. So the second hymn of this sutra reads, “Bring them back again, making them obedient. May Indra restore them, may Agni bring them nigh.” And Bhrigu describes this as the mechanics of cosmic consciousness rising to unity consciousness. Indra, that impulse which unifies and Agni, that impulse that manifests and diversifies. Once again, that verse again, “Bring them back again, render them obedient. May Indra restore them, may Agni bring them nigh. And this is the cognition of the unbounded self together with the non-self of boundaries in unity consciousness. And the second hymn is the mechanics of cosmic conscience rising to unity consciousness. And the process by which this takes place is from cosmic consciousness: again we retire, we transcend, navaratnam. We retire into the coming together of the two distinct values of the self and non-self or absolute and relative.

LIGHT BENDS

It was Hamilton Lanphere Smith, my great-great-grandfather, who as we shall see wrote about the Star in the East being the Bethlehem Star. And it was he who developed a classification system using the microscope to describe life living within. And it was he who used the telescope to bend light to see other worlds without, throughout the galaxy. But each process, microscopy and telescopy, bends light using glass lenses. I have included simple stone pictures here of lapis and opalite individually and together under a sight source. When viewed individually, we can see the blues and golds of the solid lapis. But within the opalite we can see clearly how it bends light and focuses light just like the microscope and telescope. However, when we stack the pieces of rock together, light is transformed within the violet hue at the top, to the blue hue within the second stone, but within the third stone a transformation takes place and the light becomes clear gold and we can see two bubbles within the rock formation. So the cloudiness of the first two stones has disappeared within the third stone and we can clearly see right through the third stone with light’s transformation. But we now know that there are many more ways of bending light in today’s scientific world. We see lasers to focus and cut and stream particles. We have particle accelerators to collide particles and are now forming new particles and have added many new elements into the periodic table.  

I can theorize a whole new type of light created by bending light using very heavy isotopes that we now know exist through particle accelerators, and this is what I think was being used by the ancients in ancient Egypt, as talked about before with Pandora's Box or the Ark of the Covenant. And this I theorize is why we have evidence of ancient nuclear explosions over in India. I further theorize that these devices are used for travel, and not weapons, as we now use heavy matter for making nuclear warheads. I can theorize that if we bend light with these heavy matter particles, then we can bend the spacetime continuum, and using mercury, create a shell rapidly rotating around this Pandora's Box, creating a highly charged Tesla field to do time travel such as we see with UFO crafts witnessed by so many observers over the past millennium here on Earth. This plazma stream is what was generated out of the shafts of the Great Pyramids as a power system beamed around the world by satellites reflecting plasma energy around Earth's energy grid.

LARGE-SCALE CORRUPTION—ABUSE OF POWER

We talked about the system of checks and balances necessary to balance the corrupting influence of power with a dictator. We talked about dictators whose sole ambition was to rule the world like: Atilla the Hun, Alexander the Great, Napoleon, and Hitler, and how the Knights Templar had genocide committed against them. But we also remarked about the movement in the US towards diversity within today’s society and away from taking over other regions of the world. But there are still forces here within the US that are greedy and would abuse other nations, and an example of this is the gun trade. Just recently on the History Channel there was a special about the cocaine and heroin traffic coming up through Mexico. And FBI agents, whistleblowers, were reporting that the US was allowing large weapon shipments to be made unfettered into Mexico to let the drug cartels fight it out, but what they did not foresee was the thousands of innocent victims being gunned down in the process. So the FBI have on surveillance tapes the purchase of these weapons and transportation of these weapons into Mexico, unabated, for years, only to discover that the FBI was funding this operation with taxpayer dollars, but the FBI was also being paid in cash and drug money on the other end of the transaction and had a vested interest to let this operation continue, even though thousands were being killed by gun violence, but because it was happening in Mexico, all were giving it a blind eye, until a Congressional Committee finally put a stop to it years later.

     POWER STRUGGLES BETWEEN NATIONS FOR MONEY

Today there are huge trade imbalances between nations, and even though the US has vast resources, we ourselves have sold our workers out so we can reap the benefit of cheaper goods coming from Mexico and China, because they will work for less and their government subsidizes many industries.

China for years has subsidized its steel industry, dumping cheaper steel onto the market. The US had fifty-five percent of the aluminum industry only ten years ago and today we import practically all of our aluminum, which has put thousands of Americans out of work. But mining is dirty, hard work, plus we have pollution controls here which other countries do not employ, making us uncompetitive without US tariffs or government subsidies. The US has lost its textile industry to foreign cheap labor. This has left much of the American heartland a rustbelt and has left a weak middle class. But there are tradeoffs; China has been able to feed a huge number of people and the US has been flooded with cheap goods. Today, we say we want fair trade. For years we were advocating free trade, just allowing free capital markets to adjust, but as we have seen China is getting richer and the US poorer in the process, because China will sacrifice short-term profits for gaining control over the long term by putting its competition out of business. This is really tough love! One might say the US has become fat and lazy and has been lulled into complacency by a more aggressive, industrious society. So today, the word is “fair trade”; we sell 100 cars here, then the other country should let us sell 100 cars there. Will this lead to trade wars? Well, it is very hard to create a balanced playing field, but from our perspective the US does have a lot of resources, and a bird in the hand should be worth two in the bush. The US should work with a global coalition including Europe to try to achieve a more level playing field. Remember, once a country has achieved an effective strategy, it is very hard to give back power. For example, give someone a raise, it is very hard to take it back. But fair is fair. I question whether America has a strong enough resolve and spirit, in light of increased alcoholic and opioid usage here, which is placating the masses to some extent but leading to greater abuses within the nuclear family structure.

UTOPIA

What could create utopia here on planet Earth?  At the end of World War II the US had the bomb, and it was General Patton who though we should not stop with Japan, but invade Russia amd make them kowtow like Japan. And why stop there? We had the bomb and no one else had it, we could have gone to China and said, “Kowtow or face oblivion.”  We could have done what no nation had even been able to accomplish before. We had the power to rule the world. Let me repeat this. At the end of World War II, we had the power to rule the world. Should we have taken this opportunity? General Patton thought so. By becoming one, would we have stopped future wars between nations? That is a huge question. Should the US have pursued its military might after World War II to make all nations kowtow to become one under the US? If we had said, “Disarm, and you are now a part of the US,” would this have worked? Would there have been too much resentment and backlash from other countries? Or would it have become like the Beatles song: “Imagine there’s no countries”?[11] Could the US have prevented further conflicts by taking over the whole world like so many other rulers have wanted to do, like Napoleon Bonaparte, Caesar, Alexander the Great? These may have been great rulers, unlike Hitler, who created a genocide; the other conquerors who wanted to rule over other peoples. But what if the US had said, “We like diversity. You can keep your culture. We are a melting pot here, the world can keep its ethnicities, but you are still a part of the US, with the US Constitution of life and liberty for all. The US had annexed other territories. So why not annex the world when we had the bomb like General George Patton said, to prevent all the wars that have occurred since?! We have lost thousands in Vietnam, nations have built nuclear stockpiles. Countries have armed themselves to the teeth. Did the US miss out on the greatest opportunity of all time after World War II to make the world one and lead the way? Now with mass communication we are shrinking the world and many more nations are coming to the table, while others are still escalating their defenses. Can mass communication do what we failed to do after World War II without the coercion of forced domination over others to become one? The answer is maybe, but it is sure taking one hell of a long time, with thousands killed, thousands of refugees, so much pain and suffering. It looks now like General George Patton was right, and the US should have taken the reins when it had the chance to steer the whole world in a freer direction. Now some would argue that we are just one more dominating megalith who abused world power to rule the world. But would it have put an end to wars that have occured since in Iraq, Serbia, and above all stopped the nuclear arms race? Plus, from my point of view we would have all spoken English, not German. Ha. Ha.

This could have been the world’s single most pivotal moment, the day the Earth stood still, if the US had had the guts to rule the world; we had the might after World War II because we had the bomb. If we had supported the Constitution throughout the entire world, then there would be no more dictators. This would have been a global revolution; but unlike Hitler’s dictatorial rule, the US Constitution would have supported ethnicity, diversity, freedom, and yes, religious freedom. And the entire globe would have been a better place from the perspective that a dictatorship is really domination of one man over many. It is really one person’s rule over many. And as we outlined through “mindfulness”, where the goal is clairvoyance, there needs to be balance where any form of life is able to interact on a fair and level playing field with any other form of life. This is the golden rule of treating others as you would have liked to be treated. This was the Knights' Templar's vow: to defend the weak and women, and life, liberty, and the pursuit of happiness for all men, women, and children.

It is interesting to note that immigrants migrated to the US in search of religious freedom, to worship as one likes. But religious freedom in effect limits the power of the church, or one church ruling over the other. Thus it eliminates the ability of any one religion to rule the entire world as well. And because we are a melting pot of different faiths, we are as a people open to many divergent points of view, except radical destructive faiths that would dictate how people are supposed to believe. There neither is right within the US—and here I am talking about the Christians versus the Muslims—neither has the right within the US to say who is right in terms of their religion; so long as they worship non-violently, do not hurt the other, then we are within the US to allow for anyone to worship however they please. But Westerners many times are ignorant and hypocritical of the rights of others when it comes to religion, because of missionaries who think it is OK to try to convert others to their way of thinking. Many a time Westerners will use the slang “towelheads” for those who dress like Muslims, not giving others the right to clothe themselves the way they want to.

But why shouldn’t the US have had the guts and rights to rule the world, creating the fabric of freedom without dictatorship, creating a fair, level, playing field for all people? And isn’t this what the “mindful” approach is moving toward in education today? But wouldn’t it be more easily accomplished without the global dictators in Russia, China, North Korea? So today we have the so-called “free world” on much of the globe, but then there are still dictators ruling over others within vast areas of the world, which may have all been prevented if the US had had the guts to do what many powers before wanted, which was to “rule the world.” And the Beatles dreamed of global revolution: Imagine there’s no country, no one to die for, imagine all the people living life today.[12]

And the thirteenth century monk Nostrodamus in one of his last quatrains called for a thousand-year millennium of peace. Was this the pivotal moment that he was talking about? This may have very well been the most pivotal moment in history, one where the US could have led the free world of harmony. You realize General George Patton was very psychic and thought he had fought many of the battles with the Germans before upon the plains of valor. He led his troops to victory before Rommel’s Panther tanks could refuel; and it was he who said, “Why not annex Russia, push forward when we have the military advantage, and then with the bomb which we decided to so horribly drop for the rest of the world to watch, this event made the ‘Earth stand still,’ it was such horrific devastation; we could have made the world crumble, all dictatorial leadership should and could have been abolished and replaced with liberty, freedom and our constitutional form of government, or we could have said to any resisting parties, ‘Lightning, feel the lightning, thunder, hear the thunder,’ from the H bomb, and just the fear alone from this complete devastation might have been enough to change the face of the world to enlightenment!” What a missed opportunity. This was the one pivotal moment in which one power could have actually ruled for peace and tranquility, and this power could and should have been the US imposing our way of life onto humanity; but why were we thawarted into brokering a peace which was not really a peace at all, because there can never be a fair, level playing field, when there is a dictator rather than a republic at the helm. As a result the world formed the United Nations, but what a joke that has become with nuclear proliferation now in Iran, India, Afghanistan, Russia, China, North Korea and the US. This certainly is not world peace. This is not Nostradamus’ thousand-year millennium of peace. This is one human holocaust of nightmare happening over and over again in Vietnam, in Iraq, in Syria, in Afghanistan where we have now dropped the “Bunker Bomb” upon our fellow human being because they have become terrorists in our eyes over in the Middle East. If the US had annexed the world after World War II and spread our constitutional triad of executive, legislative, and judicial, combined with the British House of Commons and House of Lords, where we may elect a Prime Minister or President for two four-year terms, then all dictatorships would have been abolished and this would have been a new illumination for the “Free World”.

But no one really ever talks about this possibility. It is not really debated in education. It is just kind of accepted that Russia and China will always exist under dictatorial law, which is too bad for all the suppressed peoples, and thus Russia invades Crimea to expand its global power to the Red Sea. And North Korea arms itself with nukes to assure itself it will not be taken over, but will remain a pawn of China. And they use the argument that we would be no better than Hitler if we imposed our will upon the rest of the world to annex it as part of the US. But the answer to this kind of argument is a resounding no, it is not just like Hitler imposing his will upon the rest of the world if he had annexed the rest of the world to eliminate all dictators. First of all the Germans were using methamphetamine as a cocktail of what they thought were refreshing vitamins, which was really a very potent, addictive speed, which can cause paranoia and catapult the brain wave activity to shut-off feeling cognitive components of the brain.  Second, they were commiting genocide against a whole other population, the Jews. Third, they were allowing human trafficking of the Jewish population to satisfy their own base needs, creating a slave/master mentality where the slave race is being abused or killed without compassion.

So the resounding answer is, no way would the US form of governing nor the British parliamentary form of governments be the same as a dictatorial, tyrannical, fascist form of government.  

And what of the debacles that take place when the US now tries to take down a dictator like Saddam Hussein in Iraq and give its people freedom after bombing them to death to release them from the grips of a ruthless dictator. Well, the people do not know how to handle freedom! And rather than embracing its liberators—us the US—all hell breaks loose, with rape, pillage, and plunder after the fall of Saddam Hussein. We in the US took it for granted that these people would act like the liberated countries treated the US when we liberated France and the rest of Europe from Nazi control, where these people embraced us as liberators and heroes. But the Iraqi people were brainwashed  from our perspective, “here come the ‘infidels’ to rule over us,” so they created a religious jihad which once again became a holy war to evict the Christians from the Arab Holy Lands, which is a conflict that has been going on for thousands of years. There have been large battle themes going on throughout the centuries, mostly over religion and philosophy. We have touched upon religion, but there is another—the movie Reds portrays it quite well. And it is the fight between communism and capitalism. And there was a German movement of revolution that took hold between World War I and World War II in which the communist movement appealed to peoples around the world and even within the US, in which the state would take ownership of individual property, because the world really belongs to no one person. And we within the US even refer to the Earth as “Mother Earth” and “Mother Nature”. And today within the US we do have a bimodal population because of capitalism of have and have-not, with the middle class falling somewhere in between. Whereas in Russia, China, North Korea, there is statewide ownership of property. But within these state-run countries there is still class division between those who work for the government who run the country, and they become very rich and are called oligarchs or billionaires, who own the oil and mineral properties in Russia, and those who do not. And there is India which has the caste system of Brahmin versus Untouchable. The difference being in India you are born into a caste, in Russia power is handed down from family to family, but within the US anyone is supposed to be able to rise to the top. Only in America, the Land of Opportunity? But in a land where capitalism rules there are still the haves and the have-nots and wealth is still passed down through families. Here is a thought: at the time of death, maybe this is the time where government should step in to take a larger inheritance tax from millionaires and billionaires to give the money back to the middle class, because only with a vibrant middle class is America going to be at its best with a level playing field for all. Now this is not socialism, it is still capitalism, but with a system of checks and balances to make it a land of equal opportunity for all once again. So mindfulness is really keeping things fair for all peoples, not socialism, nor capitalism, nor communism, but the ability for any man or woman to rise to the top of the playing field; and one thing is for certain: this cannot be done when a dictator is sitting at the top. And thus, tear this wall down! And the Iron Curtain did fall for a time, between the free world and that world controlled by dictators. And the refugees did flood into the free world.

DIVINE INTERVENTION

Thus we have on the New Hampshire license plate “Live Free Or Die”, and we have learned that many peoples who have been suppressed or dominated over do not really know how to handle freedom. So what would it take to make a world less violent, more loving, freer for all peoples to live happily ever after? Today the world has seen a rise of school violence, domestic and foreign terrorism. Wars still rage on and the world is still split between the free world and those countries not willing to give up dictatorial forms of government. But on the positive side we have seen within the US a mindful approach to education where in the classroom all children have the right to express themselves freely, without being bullied. Greater acceptance has taken hold regarding special education classes and society looks sympathetically at disability and has said that all disabled have a right for the best quality of life possible. Is this not the same creed as defenders of the weak?

So many of the Knights’ principles have become engendered within the modern school framework and within US judicial law. Gays and women are now accepted within the military. Not that we really like that we still have to have a military in today’s society to protect us. And there is a controversial debate going on concerning the right to bear arms; but do civilians need to bear automatic assault rifles with unlimited cartridge rounds? Then to many Americans there is the universal maxim, “There but for the grace of God go I.” Because we really are in the same boat, because whether we like it or not, we are all going to die. So the New Hampshire license plate could read: “Live free because we are all going to die,” but this was a little too long to fit onto the license plate. But this book really is questioning our concept of mortality and immortality; are we just here for a split second in the grand scheme of things? Is all of creation just one of God's inhalations, with an exhalation into nothingness? Or do we all shine on to the moon and the Sun and the stars? And if there really is a God, why does he allow conflict to continue? And why did the US not seize the moment after World War II to unite the world into one? I think that after our darkest hour in which we liberated all of Europe from Nazi control, and in which our greatest ally, England, was just a hairsbreadth from being defeated, we were so sick of all the war and killing and Nazi concentration camps and the smell of death, we did not have the resolve to go after our then-allies the Russians, much less the Chinese. I think we were all in mourning for the terrible losses we had all suffered and did not want more, in Germany or where we had dropped the bomb in Japan. After all, World War II was supposed to be the war that ended all wars. It was supposed to be the day the Earth stood still. The war to end all wars. Japan surrendered unconditionally. But life moves on. Or does it for mankind? Are we moving to an ascension or are we on the decline? There can only be so many humans living on this planet, and we do not live in harmony. There is plastic and garbage floating in the Atlantic Ocean the size of Texas. And God allows this to go on? No, we are a part of God, and we as humans allow war, conflict, vast destruction of nature, for greed, pure greed. People still abuse people through violence, drug abuse, raw power. But in the US we do have the constitutional Greek-based law of doing what is best for the whole of sovereign peoples living together, to create a society in which individual liberties are not abused. And this I guess is why we could not take over the entire world, because then we would be abusing their culture, even though I think that maybe it would have been best to do so, to end conflict, war and the large migration of refugees fleeing for their lives to get out of harm's way for their families, to higher ground, to a safe place of refuge. Just a place of refuge, to be able to mourn the loss of dead loved ones. And Europe and the US represent just such a place, for it all goes back to Da Vinci’s picture The Adoration of the Magi in which Leonardo paints the birth of Christ with the terrible battle scene of two forces killing each other with a boy Christ riding off on the back of an elephant to learn in his lost years how to find God, to forgive mankind for what they did to him and to themselves throughout all these crusading wars; and for what? To glorify God through war? For power, wealth? Money certainly does not buy happiness. And how do we come to a mindful approach with so much turmoil in the world around us today?    

Why not try to live off of the intent of God’s love? Think of it like a big breath. God and nothingness before the Big Bang, and God's exhalation and the whole universe coming into creation by the intent of God. And then again God’s inhalation, the stillness of nothingness before matter, and once again the exhalation of God and the recreation of the whole universe. But the one thing to remain throughout this whole nothingness to creation to return to nothingness and then to recreation is the intent of God, which is as within, so without. It is within every human heart and throughout all of nature. All we really need to do is to listen in silence without the cognition of higher consciousness which separates us from the deeper unity within the silence. Listen in peace to find deeper peace, and to God eternity is but one inhalation to the next exhalation. Time is meaningless. Time is of the essence. And everyone has a portal to the eternal now in the present moment, and if one aligns his or her intent to that of the present moment, then one is aligning oneself to listen to the intent of the love of God, of oneself, and to the intent of cosmic consciousness, to enlightenment, forever and ever. For God is everywhere, and by paying attention to the power of now, paying attention to your breath as God has breathed life into you and you can heighten your awareness to enter samadhi, to receive enlightenment from within which is not dependent upon any form of materialism, but purely upon God’s love. So we are here to learn how to live off of God’s love from within the human heart, within your own being. For humans are connected to the tree of life through spirit. Our consciousness through words always separates us from this greater unity that nature knows directly, through the Tree of Life. But we only know the Tree of Life indirectly through human spirit and we dream, and we have out-of-body experiences, and we are connected to our oversoul and through many masters, many lives, we learn how to live off of God’s love=enlightenment=the immortality of the soul=the eternal=know the source=we can directly know the unity of the Tree of Life through the pool of pure consciousness lying at the base of the spine, and we transcend to directly experience it when we transcend our normal human consciousness which separates us through our five senses, to transcend normal consciousness to the state of heightened awareness to celebrate the joy of our God-given human breath in the eternal now. Because this is the only place where life for humans exists; everything you have ever experienced, learned, felt, cognized, all took place within your eternal now at the present moment, by the grace of God. And least by the grace of God go I. Follow God’s breath and intent to eternal enlightenment; it is the essence of your breath of life as well. For his intent and your intent are interwoven within the fabric of time through your breath, to perceive higher and higher realms of consciousness. Enjoy the ride.

So even though we have not been able to bring the world into oneness, we are still capable of bringing enlightenment to ourselves to feel the oneness within and to radiate it out through love to our loved ones. Lucky is he who knows the source.

                                       

We have just discussed Germany, the Second World War, WWII, but there was an earlier such tragedy not so recorded like the massacre of the Jews. It was betrayed by the Jolly Roger, and history records pirates with the pieces of eight, my mateys, but there is a deeper, darker secret, starting Friday the Thirteenth, October 1307, the date Philip IV arrested hundreds of Knights Templar, for many pirates were not really pirates at all but refugees who took to their fleet of ships when the Spanish, French, and Italians all committed genocide upon their fellow countrymen.  

                                Jolly Roger’s Song of Old

Yo-ho-ho and a bottle of rum, got the Knights Templar on the run

Yo-ho-ho and a bottle of rum, we fly the skull and crossbones to have our day in the sun.

 Yo-ho-ho and a bottle of rum, was the ugliest sight as King Philip IV slit our throats at night

 Strung up like jackals, tortured, because the French and Spanish could not repay a debt.

 Italians burned us at the stake, stole our gold, silver, and treasures, an act they will regret.

 So yo-ho-ho and a bottle of rum, we strike the Jolly Roger, our true colors on high.

 The sign of what humanity has done to its fellow brethren, do or die.

 Yo-ho-ho on a dead man’s chest, we are pirates on a dead man’s quest.

 Our Pieces of Eight at the parley gate.

 Yo-ho-ho on a dead man’s chest.

 We are the original refugees fleeing for the Americas, fleeing for our lives. We stop at

 a New Found Land, like the Polynesian Navigators fleeting the three long knives, we

 follow the ancient mariner Star charts with stiff winds in our sails. No one can tell

 us what to believe, Intuition is our guide not the irrational mind of man which is so

 insane, as to be the viper, sinking its own fangs so as to bite off its own head So as to be

 the grim reaper, slaughtering itself, over and over again, till it’s really really dead.

 For who would slaughter your own countrymen, doing such a dirty deed.

What a mindless waste, and all for greed.

Eenie, meeny, miney, moe, we were the original bankers, don’t you know.

We could have been any one of you. At taverns lot to share some rum,

but through human ignorance we were singled out for looking inside out, the crystal skull,

While most humans look from outside in, their fear of looking to unlock the unknown. The masculine disconnect from Mother Earth. Living in their heads without emotion, no empathy, but fear, brainwashed with fear, then their ego gives them the insane power to take someone's life and liberty, total abuse. Genocide really is the total violation of the sacred feminine that gives us all life.

 So yo-ho-ho and a bottle of rum, the irrational Europeans have us on the run.

 We are the original refugees and we have a God-given right to run. Do we have

 empathy, compassion, to let others into the light? For once we have found safe harbor

 we do not shut the door to other Knights seeking the light. For we are the beacon who

 shines out at night, to all of those in darkness, seeking shelter from the torment of man’s mind

 who would so blithely think that they have a God-given right to kill. Did they not

 even learn the first commandment, Thou shalt not kill, lest ye too shall end up in Davy Jones’ Locker? So let us drink this bottle of rum to all of those on the run, yo-ho-ho on a dead man’s chest.  We’re the Knights Templar and we will not rest till we find love’s eternal light on the Avesta shore quest!                

 So let us drink to this a bottle of rum, yo-ho-ho on a dead man’s chest.

Is this really any different than what Hitler did to the Jews? History repeats itself.

Is this what we, as Americans, have done to our fellow Native Americans?

In the saga above we have alluded to the Crystal Skull, and looking at the world from the inside out rather than the outside in. There is a documentary called InnSaei on Netflix which demonstrates looking from the inside out using the power of intuition. In a school in London, pupils are taught meditation by sitting around in a circle, and the teacher uses a vibrating tuning fork as all the pupils enter into the silence, watching their pattern of breathing, watching the state of mind in the present moment, reaching nature’s silent witness within. This is all done at Addison’s School in London; mindfulness where students study the amygdala, where emotions are thought to reside, and the hippocampus, allowing students to fly beneath the radar of the cerebral cortex to experience intuition, the greater wholeness; or viewing nature in the stillness of non-verbal communication, being with oneself; and neurosymmetry, two or more brains acting in concert to go within, into the unknown.

Most individuals find it hard to sit for 5 minutes in nature, without thinking, but just experiencing the stillness. The mind is always telling you you should be doing something and making you feel guilty for not doing. However, this author feels that it is of utmost importance to stabilize oneself within the self and to feel the emotion of samadhi or limelight energy of wholeness, wellbeing within the perfection of nature, because too many times this limelight is stolen away by others’ projection of fear or abuse by others pulling you with negative emotions away from your inner self.  

Within the Addison School they used nursery rhymes of primers like “The Three Little Pigs” to role-play this interaction between helping and taking behavior. The character of the Big Bad Wolf talked about blowing their houses down. But also the Big Bad Wolf has an inner nature or need to feed upon little piglets. The Big Bad Wolf has not been taught how to become a vegan or how to not prey upon flesh. What I am really trying to say is that we all consume, but in today’s society it is OK to nourish oneself from eating plants, vegetables, and meats, but it is not acceptable to prey upon other humans. To illustrate this point further, we might use the recent case of Bill Cosby, who has just become convicted by a court of law for violating a woman’s rights by drugging so as to have his way with them. Many women stepped forward and he was convicted by a trial of peers of this abuse. You would think that a man of Bill Cosby’s reputation, with all his popularity, fame, and stardom, would certainly know how to properly attract women of the opposite sex to enter into a relationship. But it is easy to speak from the outside in, when we are not walking in someone else’s footsteps. Real situations are much more complicated, but it still does not excuse the fact that abuse is abuse. Abuse is abuse, but sometimes the perpetrator is not the one you would suspect.

UNWANTED ADVANCES

The above situation with Bill Cosby was pretty cut and dry. However, we can roleplay many a situation where gray lines come into play, but the same result of a broken heart is the outcome.

This is why pupils need to roleplay at an early age on how to protect their limelight! Imagine you are a freshman in college with all your budding hormones and attractions and dislikes. Now you are running into other college freshmen in the same boat. However, in today’s modern society there seems to be splits in sexuality of straight, gay, transgender, cross-gender, and queer, and maybe more classifications in the years to come. So in elementary school there are only pupils who do not really know or understand their sexuality. But by the time college rolls around, students are identifying with various sexual roles and experimenting. And by the time retirement age comes along, individuals usually have a pretty good sense as to their attractions, likes, dislikes, their sense of who they think they are and who they identify themselves with. However, seniors are also aware of their own gender and age, and also realize old age is not perceived as being as attractive as a young twenty-one-year-old college kid, who has youth on his side.

So if we take the example of Bill Cosby, he has come to realize that if he is not monogamous, as time goes on, the flower wilts, age has not been a helpful ally, and it is harder to attract females, and it is not uncommon for an older man to buy drinks for women…and for what purpose? To blur their perception of what is desirable and what is unattractive? And why do women wear high heels, makeup, lipstick, eyeliner? All to make themselves feel more attractive and desirable. So sex games go on in high school, college, post-graduate, right up through the elderly. One could make the case, how does anyone hook up without making the first advance and then seeing what response they get? Are they reinforced for their behavior to advance to the next base or are they shot down and strike out? Society has made a game out of the whole ordeal, comparing it to a game of baseball. But many an individual has been shot down one too many times and become a loner. Or the kid in tenth grade has feeling towards a classmate of the same sex and this classmate has led him on in jest, just to tell all his fellow classmates that he or she is gay. Then this kid is shunned by the group, ostracized and labeled by fellow classmates as being queer.  

Let us once again revisit Robin Williams’ last movie, Boulevard, where an older married man falls for a younger man and tries to help him escape a pimp trying to keep him addicted. Does society understand and support this relationship? Does his wife understand and support this relationship?

I mean, this is a platonic relationship! This is one man reaching out to another to try to help him escape a life of drugs, drugs, and more drugs. How does society label this relationship?

A dirty old man is going after a younger boy, how disgusting! Europeans think Americans are too hung up on sex and for the most part I would agree. Now don’t get me wrong, there are abusive relationships of all ages, sizes, and colors. But the straight mind judges and labels way too fast, with too much ego, and may be partially at fault for societal breakdown. Do you realize what you are doing when you falsely judge another relationship that is not abusive, but slur someone as a dirty old man? When you label someone as creepy? When Leonardo was charged with “wickedness” around 1472 and imprisoned, it took him tremendous efforts to restore his limelight, and he was much luckier than Alan Turing, who succumbed to suicide after hormonal therapy, but both men are real heroes in my mind. Society needs to not prejudge healthy homosexual relationships between men of all ages. I mean it should applaud Boulevard, in which an older man is going way out of his way to prevent another man from succumbing to a life of addiction. Way too often, fear enters into this type of relationship that should be healthy for both parties; but what if a younger lad were to bring a senior home to his family dinner? Would they accept him? I mean, just going out in today’s world, a senior taking a twenty-five-year old graduate student out on a dinner date may be shunned by society. I mean, the graduate student may be worried if seen going to a jazz festival with someone much older. But is this maybe precisely the reason we have so many young suicides and so many neglected-feeling, worthless seniors? The nuclear mom and pop family is all too protective of their little Jimmy for him to be able to invite someone much older home to supper.

How is the “straight mind” to differentiate between the “dirty old man” trying to abuse our youth, and the senior trying to reach out to his fellow human being to try to make a difference in this world without getting squashed down and annihilated?

The Scandinavian countries, which are more socialistic, have it right with the extended family, whereby individuals of all ages are accepted, appreciated, and valued in a communal family environment.  Because what the straight mind in the nuclear American family environment does not realize is the true spirit of intuition in mindfulness. And this is illustrated by the soulmate! I believe in many masters, many lives, and if you also believe in an eternal spirit, then you also realize the spirit goes on and on and on, forever and ever. This means that we are here to help one another achieve enlightenment. So many of these emotional affinities that are felt when you first meet someone, all these non-verbal communications taking place, may be the result of the unity that is felt by spirit from one soulmate to another. Have you embraced your soulmate today? Or are you rejecting your soulmate because of societal fears? Are you rejecting your soulmate because they are much older or younger than you? Are you fearing to reach out to them because you fear what others may think? Are you afraid of them because your “straight” mind is classifying him or her as a dirty old man or woman, when in reality they are just trying to play with your thought forms to help you become enlightened and more mindful of your deeper intuition that knows there is a deeper unity laying at the base of everyone's soul? So this book would ask the “straight rational mind” to bend a little bit to embrace the notion not to prejudge someone just because they are different from you. They may be much older or younger than you, but their motivation may be the same as that of Robin Williams in Boulevard or Alan Turing solving the Enigma code, or Leonardo da Vinci writing his Atlantean Codex: I am that, thou art that, all this is that, and we are all here to help one another achieve higher frequencies to enter higher states of heightened awareness, to fulfill the “Prophecy of Avesta”, to become immortal soulmates by loving one another forever and ever.

So forget all the labels and you will know if you are being abused by a dirty old man or receiving love from a loving source, your soulmate! So be willing to bend just a little to enter into the unknown, for you may just find your soulmate is waiting there to take you into a state of heightened mindfulness. And try to see if you can send each other your “love” vibration, the highest vibration to each other forever and ever, in the eternal now.

As I see it from my mind’s eye, the Knights Templar have had two foiled attempts to bring the world into unity. The first was right before Friday the Thirteenth 1307, right before genocide day, and right after WWII when they had the bomb. But it is not the Knights Templar’s dream to rule the world, because they accepted peoples of all faiths and denominations, but the spirit is really quite upset at man’s bigotry of one man’s treatment towards his fellow man. After all, it is the same sunshine that rains down upon all of us. And if you look towards the top of the Sistine Chapel in Rome, you will see that at the top center, God is reaching his hand out to fellow men. And it is not that God has not sent help out to each and every one of us. We have all been sent oversouls to give us guidance and wisdom. But time after time oversouls have been abused, overlooked, forgotten. The next time you pass a homeless person, do not think that this person was not sent an open hand to grasp onto. Do not think that they did not have the opportunity to advance into the light. But each and every time, the soulmate was thawarted to give guidance, he or she was misinterpreted by bigoted intent in today’s modern world that is so straight-laced and pigeon-holed by a rational cerebral cortex insinuating wickedness at every turn, where the intent of the giver was only that of love, pure, gentle, love, without any abuse whatsoever. Jesus was one so misinterpreted, as were Alan, Leonardo, and also Steven! It is not easy to form lasting relationships with some people, especially when there is still so much prejudice and fear lurking around every street corner. No wonder Leonardo felt so downtrodden, spit upon and worn down to nothingness, losing all his limelight, by the know-it-all straight shooters, who would thrust the Spear of Longinus into the side of Christ, claiming he could not possibly be an Eternal Fellow Avestan. Thus, forgive them, all the straight shooters who do not know what they do, for they would not even recognize their own soulmate even if it stared them “straight” in the eye. For well over one half the world still operates out of fear, primal fear, without the compassion or intuition to trust to love someone or something who is different from themselves. They still fear what others would say or think to be seen in public with someone thought to be older or so different from themselves. They would stay in their safe harbor, hoarding all the limelight that they could possibly muster, where other ascendant masters know limelight and twilight are free and abundant in nature, free to the self-realizing, self-actualizing, mindful souls who know that sharing, not hiding one’s light under a basket, is the only way to live.

 

        IMPRINTING

In The Twilight Saga: Breaking Dawn, Jacob imprints on Renesmee, Bella’s daughter. Now this is a fictional vampire/werewolf drama series, but imprinting is real. A baby chick will imprint upon its mother and is dependent upon this bond for its survival. But in the movie saga, Jacob uses imprinting as the reason everything makes sense: his relationship with Bella, even though she has chosen Edward to be her lover; now that Renesmee has been born, Jacob’s feelings have become instantly clear at the time of imprinting, crystal clear, a holographic memory structure has become created at the time of imprinting whereby Jacob has deep, deep feelings of protection, emanating from Renesmee, her whole world wrapped up in a single moment of imprint. Jacob says he had no choice in the matter, the bond was formed, she imprinted upon him, he imprinted upon her.

But this is science fiction, isn’t it? But when two people meet, they imprint upon each other. People do form a bond, fall in love, become lovesick, and can think nothing else except the other person. It is as though the other person is living within their mind’s eye. Later, when they learn more about their partner, after the honeymoon period is over, the bond dissolves and roughly half of the relationships end up in divorce court. So this is reality. People are social. They do imprint, form bonds, which many times do not last. And this is why there is so much heartache. One person is still in love and the other not so much, or not at all. There is a whole plethora of lover’s emotions of jealousy, anger, pain, that can separate the unity once felt in a loving relationship. One person may experience a feeling of attraction, while the other person wants separation of space to be alone. Maybe one person has hurt the other and that person needs time to heal. And that separation is not understood by the other person, but it is looked upon as rejection. There is even the song “50 Ways to Leave Your Lover”. Many times they say opposites attract, so people are curious about others different from oneself and may find these differences refreshing. Many psychologists say we are greatly influenced by our parents, and girls become like their mother, and boys like their father. But one thing is a truism: a mother’s love is real. Just like the imprint of the baby chick upon its mother, a human baby usually forms a very real life-long bond with its mother, and this bond runs past mental, physical, emotional, spiritual levels and well into meta-spiritual levels.        

The bond formed between baby and mother transcends all rational thinking, for there is such a strong emotional attachment as well as intuition-level feelings that are now thought to transcend even the mother and child, for it is now known in science that there are DNA memories carried from one generation to the next. In other words, in scientific labs they have found that once rats have learned some new behavior, that behavior is embedded in the learning of future generations of offspring. In other words, if a grandparent or great-grandparent was able to accomplish a task, future generations, when exposed to the same task, do not start from square one, but go way up the learning curve because DNA carries learning from the past into the present. But the same goes for strong emotions, including both ends of the spectrum of love and fear. This may help to explain irrational fears and phobias many individuals are conflicted with. It also helps to explain savant behavior, how children may be so easily advanced at composing music, or mathematics, etc. Maybe genetics is predisposing more advanced learning potential within individuals from their ancestral past.

        64,000-DOLLAR QUESTION

What is our goal here while living on Mother Earth? I have suggested clairvoyance without prejudice. To be able to play with all the thought forms and physical forms presented to us here on this planet. But is this really possible within the “nuclear family”? I mean, within the close family niche, there is a special loving bond, but outside the family, people are treated like strangers, and that is because they are strangers, and children are taught not to talk to strangers. So is the goal of clairvoyance without prejudice and treating others like you would like to be treated an obtainable goal or just a hypothetical construct and an illusionary one? I would almost think so in today’s society of the “me first, now” generation. But there have been a few notable exceptions. Sister Teresa is up for sainthood for her tireless work to feed the hungry and heal the sick. Selflessness was the quality of her life’s work she put forth. She extended her reach beyond the boundaries of any so-called nuclear family to reach out to the family of humanity, to all the needy, everywhere.

Also there is Maharishi Mahesh Yogi, the head of the TM movement who had a large following of individuals he taught Transcendental Meditation to. Here was a man who gave thousands the ability to go within oneself to find oneself, to move to higher levels of consciousness towards Enlightenment. Now both of these individuals were able to move past the individual nuclear family to reach out to the larger human family of humanity, for the greater good of all humanity. So we see it is possible to move past our limited nuclear family to try to do something for everyone. But this need not be some unattainable goal only open to a few saints. This could be a mindset of mindfulness, open and taught to all children like it is being taught at the Addison School in London. The mindset is that on the individual level the most important thing a child could learn is to stay open to their own individual portal leading them to greater consciousness of the eternity of their own individual consciousness, by becoming aware of the “witness” within one's own mind’s eye. The witness that knows how to smile upon all the objects of perception with bliss. This is the simple state of cosmic unity, consciousness that is the transcendental state of all human consciousness, that allows us to cognize all objects of perception, including one another, each and every morning we awaken. It is the glue that we as humans take for granted as always being there because it has always been so. It has been built so gradually over our lifetime each and every time we open our eyes, ears, touch, to feel with our senses and to form cognitions, that we forget that it is a two-sided coin: you and the object of perception. But many would say that it is at least a three-sided coin, of you, your object of perception, and the glue or vapor, the witness, if you will, that transcends both the feeling, emotive side and the rational mind, to cognize these sensory perceptions into the unity we call our daily life experiences. And this glue that makes sense of all this data, we call the “witness” within consciousness, moving within every refined state of consciousness.  

Did you ever notice how people eat? Some just wolf it down. Many are unconscious that they are consuming large quantities of matter, filling their guts. Then there are some who really taste their food, fewer that appreciate their intake, and very few who realize what they consume is becoming one with them to sustain their portal of consciousness within their own personal eternal now, that they have never really thought of non-existing, because they have been suckled from birth to the present moment, consuming, consuming, consuming, to keep their own consciousness going. Then there are fewer still who try to make sense of it all, to transcend their daily struggle to feed themselves to maintain existence. Then there are fewer still who transcend their own nuclear family to see how they can help others feed themselves also, like the Peace Corps. Then there are still fewer who transcend themselves to see themselves, the glue within, the “witness within”, and to see the “witness within others”, and to be able to help their own and others’ witnesses to experience more and more refined levels of consciousness, like Sister Teresa and Maharishi, to help us all move towards goal, which is enlightenment..

THE WITNESS

The witness within each and every one of us helps us to make sense out of all the incoming data from all of our senses. It also helps us to make sense out of our dreams. How do you know what is happening to you within your dream state? There are people, places, and things happening within your dreams. Well the witness is supplying all the information within the dream for you to make sense of. It is your internal dialogue constantly explaining your perceptions to you. It sharpens, brings into focus faces or places within your dream, gives names and meaning to the people you meet or what is going on within your dream. Someone or something is bad within your dream. It is your witness within your dream telling you to run or to stay and fight. It allows you to change forms within your dream. Maybe you become a rock when danger is near and you become a silent rock, a witness within the witness, just listening in silent stillness, until the danger passes. But the witness has kept you safe and alive. For the witness is consciousness itself and is immediately there upon waking, whether into a dream or into waking consciousness. It is your ally if you will, your personal you, operating on the emotional and rational levels, allowing you to feel and to think at the same time. In the picture Prophet in the Wilderness, the witness is connected with the oversoul and the Tree of Life. This means it has the ability to exist without matter. It can exist within your awareness, within your mind's eye, and is there at every conscious moment of your existence. But it also has the capability of existing without the body, in out-of-body experiences, and will exist after you have dropped your body. The question is, will your awareness of the witness still exist after you have dropped the body? Or to turn it on its head, will the witness still remember you after you have dropped the body? Because the physical body is no longer there, but has changed from dust to dust.

But the eternal is the witness and whether you remember is a part of how well you have identified yourself with your witness, and this has to do with enlightenment.

There was a man who was an artist—a painter—who needed his eyesight to see what he was painting. Now as he turned into his eighties, his vision was failing, cataracts were covering over his pupils and fear gripped him. But it is not the witness causing the fear, because the witness is not dependent upon matter from this material world. It was the man’s own evolution past fears combined with his present physical state that was causing him to experience his present state of anxiety. So the witness, being the witness, allows or listens to all of our human stewing in our own juices. We create our own reality with free will, so to be fearful was only natural for this painter, for whom losing his vision was a terrible fear and quite natural. Anyone would fear losing one’s vision. It is of utmost importance. But even though the witness is allowing us to stew in our own juices, there is more. For the witness is impeccable. What does this mean? When I say the witness is impeccable, I mean the witness is not dependent upon this material world, but can exist without matter. What does that mean? So the painter prayed and prayed for divine intervention. And in the middle of the prayer something happened. The painter was overcome with rapture, rapture from the witness, a feeling of very, very powerful bliss and wellbeing. Here the painter had been so worried about his vision that his world was caving in, but now he was feeling bliss and an overwhelming feeling of wellbeing. This feeling was so strong and powerful it overshadowed the feeling of fear that he had earlier felt about losing his vision. As a matter of fact, this feeling was so strong that it overshadowed all fear of losing anything, so the man could visualize cutting off an arm or a leg, and he would still be alright. He could visualize about Alzheimer’s and losing his mind, but at the time his feeling of bliss was so strong that he could visualize losing his mind and he was still alright. As a matter of fact, anything could have been taken away, physically or mentally, and the painter was still in rapture.  

This is the real power of the witness. It will be still, witnessing you and letting you stew in your own hell of fear. But its real nature is that of the infinite, of the immortal, of the eternal, and the true light of consciousness it brings is that of wellbeing and unity to such an extent as to transform and transcendental nature to bring such peace and bliss and serenity, as to overshadow all fears of loss of any kind, both physical and mental. Now some would say that the painter was delusional, but would we rather be delusional on the side of the witness experiencing bliss rather than on the painful side of fear of losing one's vision? Now that is what I mean by identification and the transcendental nature of the witness, whose true nature is that of pure consciousness to experience the wholeness of being, perfect wholeness even though the body is failing physically. There is still this pure consciousness within each and every heart, and all you have to do is listen in silence to your witness and imagine that! Yes, imagine that, imagine that, imagine that! So if you identify with the true nature of your witness, rather than decide to stew in your own juices, then you start to realize a truer nature of the self that transcends the mundane to enter the sublime.

Now, I can hear the reader saying this writer has entered the “twilight zone” and has replaced religion for the witness. He has gone completely off his rocker; there is no witness taking one to higher realms of consciousness. He is delusional. Well if I am delusional, what are all the people involved with the opioid crisis taking artificially-induced highs to experience bliss, see God, have an out-of-body experience, experience peace, invincibility? But these artificially-induced highs are not supportive of human physiology. And one becomes addicted just after a few such highs to spend their lives and families’ inheritance chasing after the tail of the dragon. So these addicts are after what the meditator is experiencing naturally, and what is more: with mindfulness the witness becomes stabilized within one’s consciousness to more and more refined states naturally. So in the end, the witness is becoming known as the eternal, the invincible, the immortal within your consciousness naturally, so that your consciousness is becoming transcendentally identified with that state.

Once again, lucky is he who knows their source. And this knowing is free to those who would practice. Not short-lived and dependent upon their next fix. Not the bipolar rocky road of substance abuse to experience just a few minutes of bliss, but a whole lifetime of the infinite refinement toward enlightenment with the witness helping you create consciousness and make sense of why we are here at this time and what our life’s mission is all about.  

And if you still think I am delusional about the natural path towards enlightenment and you are still skeptical and do not believe that there is any light at the end of the tunnel, well, I would say to you why don’t you examine the nature of orgasm? No one really talks about this phenomenon within the human psyche. But isn’t the human orgasm really the resultant emotional and physical and mental experience of unity with oneself, with one’s partner, with a greater expanding consciousness with the world at large? Religious texts are hesitant to discuss this human phenomenon, which starts at the base of the spine and travels up the spinal cord and into the higher centers of the brain. And as stated earlier, the Middle Eastern countries like to deny women this experience, reserving it for the pleasures of men, who would deny women the ability to have multiple orgasms by eliminating the clitoris by surgical removal, many times in unsanitary conditions, inviting infections. But truthfully, isn’t this really proof that there is light at the end of the tunnel? Isn’t this proof that we are all connected to God and that there really is something within us, call it the witness or call it another name if you wish, that helps us to make sense out of all the incoming sensory data, to create a greater transcendental unity experience within human consciousness, and it lies at the heart of human mindfulness? And this experience exists within both men and women. It was shunned by the Puritan religious movement, which also taught that women were not to experience pleasure, but were only put here on earth for procreation, i.e., to rear children. And women were shunned and denied equal consideration throughout the period of the Spanish Inquisition as earlier stated, whereby freethinking women were not supposed to think. But those who did were put to death and burned at the stake as witches.  

But even with all these injustices women and men have survived to this day, although carrying heavy yokes of past karmic heritage upon their backs. For memories do live on from one generation to the next. And this is why I have chosen to write this book at this time. Because we do have the witness going for us on our side of the ledger. There is light at the end of the tunnel. All we really have to do is listen to the silent mindfulness within the human heart, but because of all the past social injustice that has gone on before us—wars strife, abuse, mistreatment—it is also easy for the human mind to stew in its own juices of doom and gloom and depression and anger and not to listen to the purity of its own witness, but to end it all and go out in a fit of anger at the end of a rope. Rather than listening to the song, “50 Ways to         Leave Your Lover”, many a person after having a few too many alcoholic beverages sings a song of “50 Ways to End It All”. Have an overdose, Jack, cut your wrists, Sam, make a noose, Luke, crash into that wall, Paul. Well, you get my point. Suicide is on the rise, guys.

\              GO ON PERIODIC FASTING CLEANSES

So make a new plan, Sam. Sure, everyone likes to be social and to party. But enough is          enough. If you indulge in substance abuse, go get intervention. If you are an alcoholic, get treatment. If you get so wrapped up as to not think clearly, go on retreat; because what if what’s really important is not the daily grind, but getting to know yourself better and getting to know what really lies in your own heart? The witness is what really matters, and all you really have to do is sit on a park bench and do nothing but listen to nature, listen to your breath, listen to your own heart beating. All you really have to do is listen in silence—in stillness, in nature—to be whole, and the thought of ending it all—of suicide, of fear, hatred, abuse—will become a distant nonsensical path of darkness, in contrast to the road of light shown to you by your witness, who delights in making unity out of all of our sense perceptions. So all you really have to do is listen to the mindfulness of yourself, who really wants to help others find their own way to greater refinement and to help others realize their own path to follow their own witness to enlightenment. So go sailing your ship, captain! Play with the porpoises; listen to the whales spout off; steer your ship left full rudder, off into the sunset, and into the uncharted waters of the unknown, and let your witness guide you, for it is always creating unity out of nothing at all. All you have to do is listen. Golden unity is all around you, it surrounds you, it is you. All you have to do is to reach out to others, to help them realize that they are golden unity too. Enlightenment is where it’s at, it’s why we were born. It’s what we are all about. Don’t be afraid to radiate your light outward to another in need. Share your love. Loving, sharing, caring. We are all precious cargo, don’t you know. Feel the love, your love, here and now, forever and ever. That is your path. That is your light: refine it, disperse it to others who would appreciate it and in the process appreciate you.

  THE WITNESS

The witness is your own personal witness that helps you make sense out of all the incoming stimuli from your senses to reveal a deeper unity that lies underneath. It operates within the limelight; that is, you have our own emotions, thoughts. If you were bipolar, you would still be experiencing all the highs and lows you normally experience, but the witness, when you still your mind and stop your internal dialogue, then reveals itself by giving you the inspiration of deeper unity that lies within your intuition. It is the feeling of wholeness, of perfection, that you know within your hearts of hearts, that you have made the right choice or that you are on the right path. You might get a very brief flash picture because it operates faster than your normal thought processes, which is called “insight”, which helps you to solve a problem. But the more you meditate, the more you enter into stillness and silence, the more you stop your own internal dialogue, the more the witness reveals itself to you. It is always operating in the background, making sense out of all your senses and dreams, but it is like the stars at night; you do not see them during the daylight, yet they are there. The witness, because it helps create the limelight, creating your reality within, does not change your existing thought patterns. If for example you want to throw a good old-fashioned temper tantrum, the witness does not try to stop you, but only silently stands by and lets it all happen. It lets everything all play out just the way it always does. So the witness has the full range of human emotions, from your darkest fear to your most elated highest expression of bliss. Yet when the mind is stilled, the witness does move towards the higher, more refined vibrations, because the witness is connected to “the ally”...

THE ALLY

Whereas in mindfulness the witness helps you to make sense out of all the incoming data, including the dreaming state of consciousness, the ally—your ally—works toward your own positive evolution, by being the positive unity experiences of your intuition. So whereas the witness has the full range of harmonics from black to white, from bad to good, from evil to beneficent, the ally is constantly the part of your consciousness given to helpful inspiration within your intuition. Not that the ally cannot be overshadowed by the darkness of alcohol, opioids, other abusive substances like tranquilizers; but this is why in Europe, mindfulness and meditation are taught as classes before using drugs to control depression, because by naturally stilling the mind, your ally is the part of your consciousness that can move to more refined levels of thinking where you do not needs drugs to alter your perception of reality, because reality is really moving in a positive light of acceptance of all things with the help of your ally.

Now of course there are forces at large that might hinder your internal ally, like Hitler during the Blitzkrieg when many of the SS were hyped up on crystal meth and subjecting the Jewish population to genocide. If you were a Jew being severely abused and your ally could not help you escape, then you might not think reality was headed towards a more refined moment. So there are great power struggles by individuals who would usurp the limelight of others for their own aggrandizement, and this is sometimes taken from the individual to a group karmic level of mass hysteria called a “Sittlichkeit”, as exemplified  by Hitler’s speeches before and during World War II, where he could use the fury of the crowd to incite them to riot.

But the ally, your individual ally within your own psyche is ever moving towards greater bliss, towards your greater betterment within mindfulness because the ally is directly connected to the “watcher”. As illustrated in the picture Prophet in the Wilderness, the watcher is the oversoul flying high about the prophet. Now the watcher is not like the witness using all harmonics to create reality, for the watcher uses a filter which filters out all the lower base frequencies and only operates using the highest good, the deepest unity, and is of the eternal and is at the heart of the Prophecy of Avesta. Thus it operates on the principle of the three monkeys: hear no evil, see no evil, say no evil.

THE WATCHERS

The watcher is represented by the All-Seeing Eye on the back of the dollar bill at the king's chamber within the pyramid. The watcher is also represented by the eagle’s eye of discernment because even though it is all-seeing, its intent is solidly fixated upon the highest frequencies of unity and non-judgment, which is really a judgment of helping others achieve eternal enlightenment, the goal of the yogi, the maharishi, the magi, the lightbringers, the members of the priestly caste of ancient Persia who kept the eternal flame fueled for others to follow the light, which really is the Prophecy of Avesta. Because there are battles going on between those wishing to usurp power and those helping others achieve higher frequencies to elevate consciousness, the watchers are like-minded souls independent of materialism and the dualism or schism the divide between good and evil creates; so their intent is pure, undivided, incorruptible, immortal, so that they do not become overshadowed by wickedness or tainted by darkness. In the tape series Many Masters, Many Lives, presented by the psychiatrist Brian L. Weiss, M.D., the true story of a past life through therapy sessions, through hypnosis, reveal the thoughts of the masters that I call “Watchers” because they are senders of pure consciousness to those who are in need, and are a part of the larger community of unity in cosmic consciousness, to heal the trauma experienced in past lives and reveal the life’s spiritual work of mindfulness within our present consciousness in the present now. One of our main goals according to the watchers is to overcome the fear and intimidation from past life experiences as a result of being in a physical body. For example, someone caught in a great flood in the past may have a fear of water and drowning in their present life, so one must come to the realization that just because this caused the physical death in a past life does not mean that water is tainted in any way, shape, or form with evil, if we want to use this human-created metaphor for the frequency vibrating within H2O. This construct, however, goes a long way in deciphering the Jungian concept of the collective unconscious, and water, as it turns out, is the perfect medium. Did you know if you get a group of people together and they project loving thoughts towards a glass of water, when the water is frozen under magnification of a microscope it reveals beautiful crystal-like snowflakes; but water that a group has projected hatred towards, looks blasé when frozen and magnified. So what we project does affect our surroundings, and the same thirst-quenching, life-giving water in one scenario may be a sufficating, fearsome, terrorizing, life-taking, traumatic, karmic substance in a great flood.

THE GOOD, THE BAD AND THE UGLY

Sex sells, and how many movies has Hollywood made of young love and lovers making love?  

But beauty is in the eye of the beholder. We could take this same couple making love and advance them in age, say, seventy-five years, and they may be experiencing the same feeling they were experiencing in their teens, but to an outside observer seeing two old wrinkled humans making love, this may not be a pretty sight! So perception is everything, and the beauty and grandeur you experience in nature one day may be replaced by your observation of a mangled body of a deer or fawn alongside the road. One day is bright and sunny, the next is gloomy and dark. Can humans feel the rapture in both?

 A young lad is being tickled by a feather. It is exhilarating and all the senses are heightened in ecstasy as the feather crosses the lad’s back, but then two older boys come and hold the lad down, turning him over, and they start tickling his armpits and under his nose. So the sensations that were once pleasurable are now experienced as torture, and the child begins to cry. Beauty is not really in the eyes of the beholder, but in all the senses of the beholder, and subject to conditional interpretation of the beholder. Is the beholder having fun and being appreciated, or abused, neglected, or rejected? Thus the age-old expression, “do not cast pearls before swine”, which literally means do not give of yourself if you are not appreciated. Do not extend your love only to be ridiculed, put down, or shunned. For this is how a heart becomes broken.    

It was Leonardo Da Vinci who operated on cadavers within the Vatican, giving us stunning illustrations of the inner workings of human anatomy. But why was this a crime punishable by death if it was discovered? We have witnessed the ugly for centuries: bodies drawn and quartered, crucifixions, wars and battle wounds of all sorts, shapes and sizes, but no one had really recorded in a scientific manner human anatomy. But why should the dissection, where someone really observes the veins, muscles, and organs and draws them for scientific study be illegal? I mean, the Egyptians had been doing it for centuries with mummification. But should the Roman Catholic Church not be able to look at the ugly? Or death? Or science? It was in Leonardo’s codex, “Delle Arti Secreti”, the Arundel Codex “Et Altre Cose”, where Leonardo recorded many futuristic detailed notes and drawings of his inventions outlining artificial intelligence (AI), and in 1517 at the Chateau du Roe he presented to King Francis the first full-sized mechanical lion that could move on its own. So the human brain works by witnessing and recording and studying and then problem solving. How does a bird fly? How do our bodies move? How do we breathe? And this was Leonardo’s genius: his mind could then visualize gears and strings to make the lion move, the rotation of birds’ wings to create a hang glider, or screw motion with rotating blades to spin to lift objects, like today’s helicopter. But to do all this, his brain really needed to look at nature, all sides of nature and the real world. Where the Church only wanted its disciples to paint the beautiful scenes of Jesus and Mary as sacred, Leonardo did paint beauty, but also gargoyle-like figures as well as alien-like faces, because these distasteful anomalies like a two-headed calf are also found in nature with corresponding counterparts to be found within the human psyche.  

Around 1473 Leonardo’s parents were not married, so Leonardo could not attend the Royal Academy, so he was left on his own to explore caves and nature’s flora and fauna, and birds at flight, paying shillings for pigeons to release to study how they took off.  But in his codices he would record the fear of going into a dark cave, fear of the unknown and the tricks the mind could play upon the psyche.  Thus Leonardo painted Medusa and would record notes using secret mirror writing so the church, patron to many, could not read what he was writing, for fear of being exposed and punished. His fear of his own sexuality, recorded in his Atlantean Codex, of being gay, when in 1476 to 1478, there is a gap in recorded history; in this period he may have been arrested for so called “wickedness”; for his attraction to another artisan, for this behavior of physical love between members of the same sex was also prohibited by the Church; led Leonardo to be very careful what he revealed of himself in his writings. Artists are now just uncovering secret messages expressed within his paintings. When mirrored images of the painting The Virgin and the Child with Saint Anne are put side by side, an alien head appears where the two are conjoined.  

For Leonardo was above all a scientist, observing nature, and nature has within it all aspects of the good, the bad, and the ugly. Whereas the Roman Catholic Church wanted specific paintings of beauty and the mighty hand of God within the Sistine Chapel, Leonardo wanted to represent all aspects of nature, for nature is survival of the fittest. It is a trial and error system of what works and what doesn’t. We have all seen the two-headed frog, the Siamese twins conjoined at the hip. We genetically created the two-headed lovebug, thinking it could not survive and might interbreed and wipe them out, just to find out that they can not only survive but thrive on this planet. Many times nature fools you. But it adapts. It evolves. It mutates, and there are diseases that are not pretty to look at like leprosy and cancers that can turn flesh and organs into gooey masses. So all is not the pristine beautiful angels coming from heaven to help mankind as is often portrayed upon the church walls. Nature is everything. There are beautiful calm days. There are stormy violent ones, come hell or high water, and the kicker is that none of us are going to get out of it alive. We are all going to drop our bodies some day, but in many different ways, the nicest being, I think, one breath here and one breath there, while we are asleep. But many of us are going out in prolonged suffering, laborious ways and have miles to go before we rest in peace.  

Buddha saw the need for all of this: to create a system whereby we can create our own reality in the here and now. A reality moving towards enlightenment to stabilize consciousness to be witness to all of the human emotions, because we are reacting to all of nature’s good, bad and ugly creations. But the goal is to be in the eye of the hurricane with all of your thoughts and feelings hurling around you, while you—the real you—is in the center of the tornado feeling the bliss, peace, stillness of your connection with your higher self, and the goal is to maintain this centeredness. Let all the thoughts and feeling come—we cannot stop what is about to happen—but do not lose sight of the centeredness, identify with the stillness within the eye of the tornado, and you are rewarded with eternal bliss and peace and enlightenment that your true nature is of the eternal, incorruptible, and filled with love from your band of enlightened souls who surround you in this plane and well as on higher planes to add support and guidance, as you listen to the silence within the sacred spaces between the rational mind and the emotive heart of man. This is your ancestral band, who have joined with other like-minded souls to form a unity, a brotherhood, a sisterhood of peace and tranquility to all of us who would listen in stillness without the ego of greed, malice, or power over anyone else. Because this is not a competition, this is mindfulness; watching your own breath, as you take in prana that is freely given, for you to self-realize your own true nature, which just happens to be your own golden halo as depicted in so many of the ancient pictures of the enlightened ones, who have learned how to stay centered within their mind’s eye of mindfulness. We are the watchers of nature with all the good and the bad, despite the ugly, for beauty is in the eye of the beholder, and many artists find alien head features most intriguing. Who does not like to be a little scared? Who does not like a little thrill? It is sometimes called the spice of life, and opposites do attract. But all things are not liked by all, and different people will find the same stimuli to be distasteful. Like two grown men kissing. But then I’m sure they like the swapping of spit to be just deliciously tasteful. To each their own.  

This is what Leonardo’s whole representation of art is all about. For he was an observer of nature, to find out how nature works, its inner workings, to reveal the whole gamut of feelings and emotions from fear to beauty and to use these observations as a springboard to visualize new inventions from war-like tanks, to underwater breathing apparatus, to flying machines from hang gliders to planes to helicopters. For above all Leonardo was an early scientist, knowing enough not to get stuck in any one endeavor. Too many times individuals become fixated and cannot detach themselves to move on. Some like to ruminate in morbidity, reliving a dark past, just waiting for the day their body will no longer be filled with life. Life does this: it knocks the lifeblood out of us. We become stunned, traumatized and unable to feel. We live in a reality of hard knocks, looking at the mangled body of a dead fawn lying beside the road covered with flies. And this dread will stick to the mind as a heavy weight as we wait for our own demise. But here we are caught up in the whirlwind of the outside of the tornado as we move from one association to the next. I say, rise above to move into the eye of the tornado that does not become fixated on any one object of perception. Play with all the forms of creation, knowing each has its own time, its own season, before it wilts, dies, and is transformed into other forms. Look reality straight in the eye from your still eye within the center of your stillness so you are not fixated upon the good or the bad or the ugly, but know these too will come and go as you experience more of life’s lessons. And so long as you do not lose sight of yourself sitting in silence under the lotus tree, watching your own breath, like the Buddha, you will not become fixated but will remain fluid, moving in your golden aura as you interact with forms of all shapes, colors, and sizes, knowing each is operating at different levels of realization from good to bad to ugly. You will observe that many are fixated and ruminating with a sticky dark aura, for they have created a reality of fear and are in a non-feeling shock state, not even aware how they are affecting others, or of the abuses and atrocities they are inflicting upon other unsuspecting souls. But this is why we have prisons, and many are incarcerated if not for their own protection, then for the protection of others. Many would take pleasure seizing your light and squashing you like a bug. For the world is brutal out there, make no mistake about it. We are in a dog eat dog world. Buddha saw the need to create a practice to transcend the ugly and to create mindfulness where ignorance once lay. For nature is error-correcting. There is beauty and harmony and fluidity in nature. It somehow all works. Just go out as the sun is setting and take in the beauty of a sunset as the peaceful night stars start to shine into eternity. You know deep inside you are a part of a deeper unity where it is alright to reveal yourself to those who would genuinely appreciate you for yourself. For they are on the same path of mindfulness as all new and advanced pilgrims are. We are all brothers finding our way, and nature corrects us over time. What goes around comes around, and those that stray too far from the path fade away, but those of us who march steadfast, help others on the path find the eternal love and light that transcends each momentary advance to form the abundant radiant golden glow that humanity creates as it marches ever onward and upward.    

But if humanity is marching ever onward and upward, why was Leonardo in hiding?  Why are we all still really in hiding after all this time? And why do people lie? What I am talking about here is that people sugarcoat reality by telling lies because they are afraid of what people will tell others. Not everyone can be trusted. People are afraid that others will gain power over them. People are afraid of what others will think. We are all taught that there is an overall group consensus in social situations and people can go to the authorities if they think someone has done them wrong. But who are these authorities who can control our freedom? Back in Leonardo’s day, it was the Roman Catholic Church. The patrons paying for the Renaissance could dictate the mores of the time to hold science back. Law has not been based upon the Constitution even within the US, even recently, as abortion, Roe v. Wade, and gay marriage are still very controversial matters and subject to overturn by the Supreme Court. Thus there has been a need for secrecy and privacy, so we all need to be masters over what we share with others. This is a critical statement. Let me repeat it: we all need to become masters over what we share with others. Give of yourself what you want to. The old expression “ do not cast pearls before swine” is very apropos. Many of us givers need to become like “Watchers”, not giving away your limelight to others who would ridicule, betray, tell lies behind your back; for these individuals are not your friends, but may be motivated by envy, obeying a social hierarchy of giving their allegiance to someone they deem higher on the social pecking order than you. Hitler knew there was a social pecking order which he could play in an open field to gain power over others. Sittlichkeit, goading a group into mass hysteria; to work the crowd. He was able to become supreme dictator of Germany and then to get the Gestapo and the SS as the strong arm to carry out his dictates. Thus under a dictator discriminatory laws can be enacted, causing many refugees to flee for their life. And the US today, in dealing with Russia, China, North Korea, must watch carefully not to condone dictators’ atrocities just to befriend a nation. Sanctions are placed upon countries that do not treat their citizens fairly; we should not take lightly these sanctions that have been put into place. They send a message that another dictator is usurping power from his citizens, creating slave labor and slave labor camps, so a little minority can live off of others. This will not be tolerated if you want to trade with the US. In North Korea, there is an active slave trade going on between countries whereby North Korea will sell its citizens into labor camps for hire, and President Trump is willing to overlook these atrocities to negotiate a so-called higher nuclear non-proliferation agreement. It is good to make friends so they do not blow you to kingdom come, but everything once again is operating out of fear of annihilation. And there are more refugees than ever, fleeing for their lives, many coming here illegally. So the onslaught continues, from the first refugees—the Knights Templar fleeing the Spanish, French, and Italians—to Arabs today fleeing ISIS, which is a power struggle between the US, Europe, Russia and the Muslim countries, leaving millions of refugess in its wake, and the US washes its hands saying, “The refugee problem is not our problem. Just close our borders.” I say, how myopic and nearsighted. There are power struggles going on all over the world, as Russia invades Crimea and supports ISIS, using sarin gas on its citizens. So if we want to export our Constitution, it is against these dictatorial rulers, and we must enforce our sanctions to help win freedom for the citizens of all nations. And of course no one wants to be blown to kingdom come, but we should not put on the facade of friendship too easily to someone murdering his own people and putting them into slavery.

So this, in essence, is the reason that on the microscopic level we need to be vigilant watchers, masters of our own limelight, giving where appreciated, withholding before swine. And I would suggest you try saying to yourself, “I will withhold giving of myself,” in various situations where you would normally give of yourself, until you can master giving and holding limelight within. Just let it build using Kundalini, channeling soma up the spine, reinforcing all your chakra centers.    

 And I would suggest you use a new level of honesty, not fearing social backlash. Just tell it like it is, using a new level of integrity. The reason we become so Pollyannaish is because we do not want to hurt others’ feelings, so there is a fine line of telling the truth using social decorum and being intimidated. Letting others usurp your power because of pecking order is not acceptable.

Stand up for yourself and tell it like it is. Just shoot from the hip with absolute honesty for once. To hell with what others think! You know in your heart of hearts you have spoken the truth, and that is integrity. Be real.

The main point is to not be intimidated. You realize we need to take control of the space in front of us. We are taught not to stare. But do you realize that there is a game people play, subconsciously, as you glance at someone and they glance back, then you shift your focus away? You are taught that it is rude to stare, so this social game is played all the time. But you should be in control of your gaze. You look at what you want within your line of sight. You should be the master controller of your sight line, not someone else.  

TABLE PARABLE

Be mindful of the space around you as you enter it with your awareness. Put your attention upon objects that you view, so you really get to know them, not just observe them. Focus and gaze longer than you normally would at objects within your field of vision. Know that vision—sight—is one of your best senses to observe and learn about any object. As you view and relax at the same time, watching your breath and looking at a table, for example, in front of you, you covet that object and everything on it. View that table as a chessboard, so that your awareness completely covers the table and everything on it. Now if a magician were to come and sit across from you, they would be able to perform a sleight of hand, i.e., redirect your attention to change the playing field, i.e., make an object disappear from the table. People do this all the time. People are masters of coveting things they want to possess and masters at redirection, so that they can get what they really want: possessions. They will say and do almost anything to get what they want, using intimidation to get you to redirect your focus so you lose control over the table and the objects on that table, so that they can walk away with the spoils. Now this table in front of you is a parable for the sacred space you create right before your very eyes. And people have been giving or taking awareness to you or from you your entire life, some sustaining, some robbing you of your wellbeing and vital energy. Your parents, giving you all the “goo-goo ga-gas” when you were a baby, were nourishing your wellbeing, your wholeness, your sacred space. Teachers at school are rewarding right answers and punishing distracting students who are fooling around or not paying attention. So this has become a game people play subconsciously, coveting what they need to make themselves feel whole, but many times at your expense, your wellbeing. And this is why you need to become the master controller of your own attention within your own sacred space, so you control your own wholeness and wellbeing, not someone else. And this is one of the basic principles underlying mindfulness. Notice people who are positive and help you to feel good about yourself and your surroundings and do not let people who are upsetting and emotional rob you of your wellbeing.

We all know the street beggars who would make their wounds look worse when they are really trying to get your sympathy, make your heart go out to them, so that you put more money on their plate. And opioid users who would go so far as to smash their own hand with a hammer, breaking bones, so that they could get more painkillers from their doctor, just so that they could get more of the temporary fix that they get from abusing substances, creating an artificial wellbeing of pain relief from the pain they have created in the first place. So one really does need to be on guard like Leonardo was, keeping his thoughts secretly away from the Roman Catholic Church by mirror writing. We all need to become master controllers of our own sacred space so we are not ruled over like sheep, or become brainwashed into believing social pecking orders putting individuals on top of one another in a hierarchy, all based on vanity, rather than trying to help individuals achieve their full potential.

CREATING SACRED SPACE USING THE TABLE PARABLE

We are all radio broadcasters, sending and receiving. But do you realize the earth is spinning round its axis, creating a protective field using its magnetic poles? We are already sitting inside a Tesla coil with the aurora borealis, solar winds forming at the poles and magnetic clouds forming fronts and lightning strikes all the time in thunderstorms.  But this is Earth’s energy, its atmosphere acting as a protective shield against gamma radiation; yes, the same heavy metal radiation which may lie inside Pandora’s box, which may have been used by the Egyptians to create their plasma field energy using the pyramids when placed within the king’s chamber, but the Egyptians were able to channel this energy using the shafts which were aligned perfectly to magnetic north and the stars.

And the three Great Pyramids also aligned with the same proportions to the constellation Orion’s Belt. It is also helpful to know that the Knights Templar were also astronomers and built their temples as observatories in the round, and there is an island near Newfoundland which has medieval observatories/temples built in the round, and when looked at from the sky are aligned to a star constellation. These medieval observatories are also aligned to the summer and winter solstice as light enters through portals and is directed to the keystone within the temple at the solstice. Then in addition, there are holes in the walls to let starlight enter the temple to create an intersecting five-pointed star within the sacred space within the temple, so if a sight line is drawn from the star in the sky as the starlight is projected from the hole in the wall of the temple to the inside space within the temple, the five-sided star will appear geometrically within the space within the temple. Thus every student of life can create this same sacred space that exists within the temples using the following “Table Parable”. As we noted, a magician sitting across the table from you is able to redirect your attention to perform a sleight of hand trick, taking something off the table, but you, as an astute observer, can also heighten your awareness within the Table Parable, or sacred space right before your very eyes, to create heightened awareness within your sacred space right at the table you are sitting at now. It can all be done with meditation and visualization. Sit at a table and pretend there is a chess board in front of you.  When someone enters your space, visualize the board extending over to them and that they have regular chess pieces placed in front of them, i.e., pawns, bishops, knights, king and queen and castles. On your side of the board you have ten castles, and these castles are able to move into the exact proportions of all the constellations, but three move into the exact proportions of Orion's Belt. Now the castles on most chess boards are in the round, just as a Knights Templar observatory was. So imagine each of these three castles is perfectly aligned to the summer and winter solstice, and in addition there are holes in the walls to let the five-sided star reside within your three castles. So the castles reside on the table on the earth plane, but each castle is perfectly aligned to the cosmos, astrally to the stars that form the five-sided star within. Realize that this is actually taking place each and every minute of our existence as we are spinning in space around our sun and new purified energy, Earth’s energy with its magnetic field, is protecting us from harmful ultraviolet radiation. But visualize the starlight coming from outside of Earth's energy to form the five-sided star within your castles and this energy—light—is the result of perfect alignment of the star with the hole in the wall of your castle; and remember, the castle is perfectly aligned to the winter and summer solstice. With this perfect alignment of summer and winter solstice, with the five-star alignment forming the geometric pattern of the five-sided star within, without you even knowing it, you are able to interpolate the center of our galaxy. And the Aztecs did indeed know where the center of our galaxy lay. Because if the alignment is not just right, the stars and winter and summer solstice will not align properly.

The Egyptians were very good astronomers. They knew of the Earth’s 36,000-year periodic precession, and to do a true alignment that does not change over the years, so that the starlight and solstices still shine within the holes of your castle wall, meaning that one needs an absolute perfect alignment that holds true over time. So your castles are aligned perfectly to the stillness of the gravitational alignment which is at the heart of our galaxy. And this is exactly what makes it a sacred space: the absolute alignment to the unmovable gravitational field which allows the astute observer to find the center of our galaxy within our Milky Way. Today, if you ask the average student to point to the center of our galaxy they are unable to do so; but the Zoroastrian priests of old knew the center of our galaxy through temple alignments. And why is this important? Because at the heart of Zen and Buddhism and meditation, finding the absolute stillness within allows one to enter the sacred space which is in alignment to cosmic consciousness and enlightenment. Thus, by visualizing our three castles upon our chessboard right in front of our very eyes, which are in perfect alignment to the center of our galaxy, which is rotating around other galaxies but is the same unseen gravitational field of suspension operating within this macrocosm and all further macrocosms as we extend out from the center, we are in perfect alignment to the infinite, which makes this space sacred. And know this: we are able to capture any space on our opponent’s side of the board through the steadfast, unmoving, alignment of our castles in perfect alignment to the stars and star constellations, because our castles are unmovable, eternally aligned to the gravitational field at the center of the Big Bang, which is the inward and outward stroke of mediation as we follow our breath from nothingness to creation and back to nothingness as we retire to once again recreate our field of consciousness, but by keeping our awareness upon our three castles in perfect alignment to cosmic consciousness, we begin to transcend the transitory nature of consciousness to find out that there is activity within the stillness and stillness within the activity to create the absolute eternal beauty prophesied in the Temple of Isis thousands of years ago, the Avestan Prophecy, the twilight of the gravitational alignment at the center of the universe, at the heart of our consciousness within and without. All we have to do is listen to the stillness within the sacred spaces which we create by attuning our consciousness through perfect alignment to cosmic consciousness, which the Egyptians did upon the plaza of Giza and the Knights Templar have done in their Zoroastrian observatories, and which we can do within our Table Parable, playing the chess match of life; but if you have your sacred space for you, then who can be against you? For you have become eternal, incorruptible, unmovable and immortal. To realize the gravity of the situation is to experience the levity of life, and that we can self-realize heightened awareness, the source of reality lying within the stillness of our gravitational field suspended at the center of the universe within its most sacred space. Realize that place to know the source, the source of reality forever more.  

USING THE CHESS TABLE PARABLE TO CREATE YOUR OWN SACRED SPACE

Visualize yourself sitting at a table with a chess board on the table.

Visualize on your side of the chessboard ten castles in the round, which is the design of most chess pieces for playing chess. On the other side of the board are your opponent’s chess pieces with the regular pawns, knights, castles, bishops, king and queen. But on your side of the board move three castles out front and visualize these are in the same proportion to Orion’s Belt and furthermore aligned to true north, and furthermore have holes in the walls to let the summer solstice and winter solstice light fall upon the capstone. Then visualize there are also holes in the walls of the castles to let the light in from the stars to create the sacred geometry of the five-sided star within the castle. Then, visualize that the seven remaining castles are placed in a row at the back of the chessboard an equal distance apart. Now the castle represents the physical earth plane, the brick and mortar of matter, but is, as we stated earlier, spinning around on the surface of the Earth, with its protective magnetic shield, but the radiation of light and gamma radiation still hit Mother Earth. So this is the earth plane of matter. But the sacred space within the castles is of the celestial plane, made of starlight from the constellation above. So now visualize that on a multi-dimensional level, there are all the stars in our galaxy floating around the room and the rays of light beaming down to enter your castles through the portals in the walls of the castles to create the sacred space within. We visualize this as a dreamcatcher's net within the room you are sitting in, with the stars all about you. Next, visualize you are sitting on the chessboard right in the middle of your side of the board, with the three castles in front of you and the seven castles behind you, with a multitude of rays extending from all the stars within the room to the alignment of the castles, taking specific starlight within the holes of the castles to create this five-sided star within the castle, and you can see these rays like laser beams which make us all the rays of your Indian dreamcatcher’s net. You are sitting right smack dab in the middle of this celestial plane and your crown chakra is aligned to the pole star. Thus the crown chakra is receiving etheric, astral energy from your watcher, and this energy is not dependent upon matter, but is of the eternal. It is not rational or of any rational thought, but is decidedly peace, stillness, bliss consciousness, from the perfect magnetic gravitational alignment of the pole star to the center of your galaxy and all the other galaxies in perfect alignment rotating about each other. This is the cosmic astral plane, the perfect eternal gravitational relationship between all matter; and with the help of your ally at the third eye portal of your forehead, you are able to get glimpses of this perfect state of being, in extreme heightened awareness of cosmic consciousness. It is through the heart and throat chakra that we are able to feel the great unity and peace and overwhelming bliss from self-realizing these states of Unity and Cosmic consciousness. For now we are able to feel in our guts and navel the opponent's side of the chessboard, for they are operating on the earth plane as they say something like, “Oh you look like you have gained a little weight.” And this is also where you react with your normal insecurities and might think to yourself, “Have I?”, or “Why does this person say that about me?” So the witness allows this whole interchange of ideas to take place. It allows temper tantrums from the other side of the chessboard, or maybe internal thoughts, maybe unpleasant ones rising up from inside yourself. And you can move from one thought association to the next and operate on the level of thinking, but you have also lowered your vibration level and may have completely forgotten you were meditating and creating your very own sacred space. So best just to witness, let the thoughts come as they will, but best not to react to your opponent’s thoughts, lest you lower your frequency level to those of your opponent’s level, operating on the earthly plane. So resist. Don’t strike back with a verbal retort of your own for that is entering your opponent's side of the chess board, but merely let your opponent know how their expression felt to you. You might say, “Ouch, that hurt my feelings.” And if people continually hurt your feelings without the least bit of remorse, it is better to walk away, because you are casting pearls before swine. In other words, you do not want to lose sight of the sacred space you are creating for yourself within yourself in mindfulness to someone who is not going to appreciate you as a person. In other words, find someone who is going to be more supportive of your being. “Remember, when two or more are brought together in Christ in the light they can do even greater things than I have achieved.”

I can hear the avid reader, reading this book, saying, this author is delusional because he is invoking concepts like the celestial plane, astral and etheric plane of existence, and there is no scientific proof of these. I would respond, look at Albert Einstein and his Theory of Special Relativity. He would visualize someone traveling at close to the speed of light and observing and theorizing what would happen to that traveler as opposed to someone stationary here on Earth. Different aging rates? Albert would revolutionize the way we think about unseen forces like gravity. His scientific theories would point us in the direction that if there were no matter, there would be no gravity, and that in fact wherever you have matter, you have gravity. So is matter in fact gravity? He formulated the postulate that gravity equals matter times acceleration. He also proved matter does bend light, as we can see stars behind the total eclipse of the Sun that we should not be able to see if our Sun is not bending light as we observe the eclipse and the zenith behind the Sun. Einstein thought that nothing could travel faster than the speed of light, but modern astronomers now know that there are wormholes sucking light and everything else into them. Today, with the Big Bang Theory of the ever-expanding universe, I think one would expect to see wormholes, quarks, and supernovas, and if we are to experience the peace and bliss of a perfectly- balanced ecosystem that nature creates where nothing is ever lost, then if we have the stars burning brightly and supernovas shooting energy throughout this unseen force of space with gravity being the glue throughout everything that holds us to our planet Earth, then one would expect with all this explosion of light, that there would have to be an equal contraction of light, i.e., wormholes to create a balance. And if we were to visualize an ever-expanding universe where more matter was being created than space, then eventually space would appear to shrink, because it would be being filled up with an increasing amount of matter. But this is not the case. It appears that stars are formed with planets or matter vibrating at lower frequencies around the suns that are able to support life as we know it, but then at the same time there are black holes drawing light and matter into them as to create a balanced universe of expansion and contraction going on all at the same time. But what happens to the notion of gravity within a wormhole? If gravity is the normal mass times acceleration within all the planets and suns that was created with the acceleration of the Big Bang, then the distortion of a wormhole must create just the opposite, or antigravity, as matter contracts and is squeezed into a wormhole. Thus we see creation with the Big Bang, but destruction within the wormhole, but if nothing is ever lost, does the wormhole re-emerge somewhere in space, and as what? So if science theorizes that matter and space have been so compressed, and in the Big Bang all is released in the creation of the universe, then maybe this Big Bang is the consequence of being condensed within a wormhole so that there is a constant expansion and contraction going on within the universe at all times. The wormhole acts as this tremendous contracting force on all matter and light, and the Big Bang acts as the counterpart, the huge expansion of all matter and light. This is the inward and outward stroke of the universe in perfect balance going on all the time. So the Big Bang is actually a process, not an event, with the counterpart being the contraction within the wormhole. So we as humans can visualize the moment between the expansion and the contraction of the universe. And this is happening at the center of the universe, where over billions and billions of years at the center of our universe we get sucked up into the wormhole. And then just think: at the epicenter between the expansion and the contraction lies the sacred space where there is no expansion, no contraction of matter; there is only complete stillness, no movement, and this stillness is “sacred space”, the eye of God, if you will, lying at the heart of creation and uncreation, where the molecules of all space have been contracted ad infinitum into the pure potential, right before then next Big Bang. Thus nothingness and everythingness have all been brought into pure potential between the inhalation and the exhalation of God's consciousness on the macrocosmic level, but it is also going on with all of us within our sacred breath that brings consciousness to all living beings here on the planet Earth.

So let me explain how all these planes of existence have come into being, by which I mean the earth plane, the celestial plane, the astral plane and the etheric plane. So imagine for one moment that you are of the eternal and your consciousness has been around forever. So you are on this side of the wormhole, but then eventually you get sucked into the wormhole. I mean, this hole is sucking in whole planets and suns for God’s sake. You are compressed down to a single atom like the time before the Big Bang and then creation, you are shot out like the Big Bang into another whole creation of space time, a whole new galaxy comes into being over the next billions and billions of years, just like our own galaxy. But remember you are eternal, so you have the knowledge of being in this galaxy and being in existence in the next galaxy as well. And remember Einstein’s concept of traveling at the speed of light? Well you have just traveled faster than the speed of light, so you could have gone forward or backward in time relative to the time here and now. So here is the real kicker: remember CERN and the accelerator smashing atoms together and how they have finally found the Higgs Boson, the God particle? Well the black hole acts like a gigantic particle accelerator on a galactic scale, and as all the matter is accelerated and squished together into a single atom, it emanates tremendous radiation of all kinds, including billions of Higgs Bosons the God wave/particle spirit which emanates throughout our galaxy as well as the newly-formed galaxies and throughout all galaxies, because this Higgs Boson is of the eternal and it exists wherever there is matter, for gravity is matter, the unseen force that operates the same, eternally on all matter, this galaxy or the next. And it is this unseen, eternal spiritual force that holds us together as a body, and everything here on our planet, as well as gassy stars and vapors, and light emanating from stars, everything is affected by gravity. Thus gravity has an effect on this galaxy in this dimension as well as a new effect on the newly-created galaxy that is recreated as it passes through the wormhole and is condensed into a single atom, just to get spewn out as a new Big Bang in the next dimension of creation. So multiple big bangs create these dimensions, because as the new Big Bang is created because of the difference in size of the wormholes, the matter is condensed at different velocities so it distorts time and the next Big Bang created by the condensation within the wormhole can spew out the next galaxy billions and billions of years into the past or billions and billions of years into the future and since the Higgs Boson is of the eternal it has all the time in the world and the next world to experience all of these different planes of existence which are all united by gravity and they all move around each other, because wherever we have matter we have gravity. The same thing is moving around inside of us, because we are matter. And this is why we can create sacred space, by listening in silence to the Higgs Bosons, the god particle. So you are sitting at the table, visualizing the chessboard with your three castles to the front and the seven castles to the rear. So visually move the two castles at the rear forward to your sides. Now you are surrounded by castles. Next visualize that the space on the chessboard is three-dimensional, so that the stars are all around you and your third eye is actually connected to the crown chakra which is perfectly aligned to the center of our galaxy, and this galaxy is gravitationally aligned to the next dimension or galaxy by gravity, ad infinitum. Thus you have aligned yourself to the gravity of multidimensional universes all carrying the source of the Higgs Bosons, the God wave/particle as their essence. This allows for heightened awareness and you can visualize using your third eye the sacred starlight as beams of light that are being channeled to your ten castles on the chessboard to create the sacred five-sided star within each of your ten castles. So you are actually within your dreamcatcher's Indian web of starlight and at the same time aligned gravitationally with the center of all universes using gravity, and this is knowing the source, the source of all creation, which is connected by gravity to all dimensions. And this is why perfect alignment was so important to the ancients. And the capstone within the castles points to the direction of the next castle/observatory the Knights Templars were building, so they would keep a survey line to the direction they intended to travel, to keep track of their loved-ones from castle to castle.

Thus we can visualize a very rich universe filled with multidimensions created by black holes, with wormholes leading to new dimensions. We see life here on Earth being very diverse, but at the same time creating a balanced ecosystem. Is the same true with the universe? We can visualize a multitude of planes of created galaxies with these black holes. We know from the particle accelerator at CERN when we smash atoms that new mutational isotopes are created and we have added ununpentium into our periodic table as a newly created element. A very unstable, heavy isotope.

But just imagine what a black hole does with its tremendous gravitational pressures to swallow up whole stars? Einstein thought that nothing could go faster than the speed of light in our ever expanding universe. But here we find black holes where the gravitational implosions are so great that matter is moving faster than the speed of light and moving into another dimension. But isn’t this what science would predict if we want to see a balanced ecosystem? On the one hand we see expansion with the Big Bang, but we can theorize if gravity equals mass times acceleration, then there are such tremendous gravitational fields as to transcend the speed of light as to swallow matter, we can visualize as the matter is squished together with tremendous heat to form vapors that are spewn out of a wormhole in a newly- formed big bang is a process that occurs within every black hole. So is there a black hole at the center of every dimensional universe that is recreated matter from a previous universe to be reborn ad infinitum, if one is looking from an infinite sacred space eternal now time capsule within our sacred castles? Thus we can theorize that the Big Bang is actually what happens to matter under the horrific gravitational implosion of a gigantic sun much bigger than our own. But I would not think one would be able to travel within a black hole, because of the tremendous gravitational forces at work condensing matter down to such a heated state of gasses being spewn across an entire new zenith to recreate matter and planets and suns over billions and billions of years. But a black hole does represent on the macrocosmic level a huge warping of the space time fabric, creating a multitude of universes. But I suggest that the discovery of a black hole does suggest that spacetime travel is possible by going faster than the speed of light by bending the spacetime fabric by taking ununpentium, very heavy radioactive isotopes and concentrating them within a so-called Pandora’s box and placing this box within a very highly-charged spinning Tesla coil, as the heart of a spacecraft, may be able to bend the space-time continuum, to travel, and that this is what nuclear travel is all about, not creating bombs.

I would also add that this is not such a far-fetched notion, because on the microscopic level, we as human life create just such a scenario within our living organism, each and every day as we consume huge amounts of matter when we eat, and then this matter is broken down into such single cell elements as to have serotonin be able to penetrate our stomach lining and enter the bloodstream and nourish our bodies, spinal column and brain. We are miniature black holes creating life with the Higgs bosons traveling up our spines to enlighten us with consciousness, using the hippocampus, giving us inspiration in the form of intuitive thinking and feeling awareness within our neocortex and third eye as we use this energy to create our sacred space within our castles. We are actually a small microcosm with a vastly larger macrocosm, within our galaxy, within our universe, within multidimensional celestial, ethereal, astral realms, within a multitude of universes, which can all be connected using gravity, because all matter is connected and influenced by gravity, the common thread to all of creation which connects all universes. So by aligning our temples to the center of our galaxy, we can then see the influence of all these universes upon our universe to align gravitationally to the non-moving center in sacred silence, to transcend the rational mind operating on this earth plane, to identify with the higher planes with heightened awareness, by finding our centeredness, and by perfect alignment create sacred space that is aligned to the macrocosms, ad infinitum, and by realization of this sacred space, discern it is sacred because the threads of gravity running through as the unseen force give us flavors of awareness of enlivenment from the multitude of levels of dimensions it connects us to using the alignment of the gravitational field. So our side of the chessboard is enlivened by the sacred spaces we create within our castles which give us enlightenment to the eternal now, whereas your opponent on the other side of the chess board is only operating within a limited earth plane to spew in ignorance their negative thought that you may be overweight, to hurt your feelings for their temporary aggrandizement of their little ego, i.e., making themselves feel better at your expense.    

             

         

But the center of our galaxy is probably not a black hole spewing gaseous, highly-condensed stars, planets and whatever else was swallowed by the black hole. First the black hole seems to be a process going on over a period of time and we can observe it. The creation of our universe points to the fact that it was created in a flash and there seems to be a proportionate amount of matter forming stars and galaxies evenly throughout. Thus Big Bang. There in an instant. Creation.

But what about this unseen force, gravity? And what other unseen forces are acting upon us or are within us? We are remarkable, with eyes able to see vast distances, starlight that has been traveling thousands of light years to reach our cognition. So we are able to see over the voids to other lighted objects. Light is amazing. It is bent by the weight of material objects, yet it travels or exists through voids, just to be able to strike objects of perception to illuminate them. First from the Sun, then from electricity and lightning, and then man-made from flashlights to TVs to LEDs to neon, we have learned to create light using the unseen force of magnetism and cutting through its fields to generate electricity and control it by generators, batteries, wires, to direct it to tungsten within a vacuum tube to generate light which then operates just like sunlight, lighting up our world at night. So we have discovered some of nature's unseen forces, using science to enrich our world. So mankind is utilizing many of nature's unseen forces pulled from the unknown to become known. But there are many dimensions yet to be discovered, like plasma energy that may have radiated from the pyramids, that may yet to be rediscovered, or maybe it already has been reverse engineered from outer space vehicles that may have landed here. But the reason the government would keep all of this hush-hush is not because of fear of the general public, but because of the technological race that goes on between countries. Germany was in a race using heavy metals to develop superior weaponry. The US won out and we won the war with our allies. But battles still rage. Let me give you a present day example. China is stealing US technology. Putin would like to rule the world. So would the Chinese and North Korea. They all have dictatorial forms of government. There is a real difference between a dictator and a democracy. We as a democracy had the ultimate nuclear weapon as I stated earlier, but we did not take Patton’s advice to use it to dominate over others. And currently we have President Trump, who is not exactly the most democratic leader. But is this by design? Does it take fire to fight fire? But if Trump is a firefighter, we need to make sure he does not form alliances with others seeking power like Putin, and Trump so easily overlooks sanctions put in place to check power, and tries to circumvent our system of checks and balances to embrace power at the expense of our civil liberties, whereby we would shut off our borders to those seeking refuge, but seeking refuge from what? And who created all the atrocities that they are running from, if not Christians and Muslims, the US and USSR, all fighting within the Middle East, where the vast power struggles still rage, with the European Union being stuck in the middle?

THE SEEDERS

So this is all taking place on the microscopic level, but let us theorize now on the macroscopic level from ancient times. If Bill Lazar was right that ancient aliens used ununpentium, this very heavy radioactive isotope, to warp the spacetime continuum, and did travel here—what did they accomplish and where did they go? I feel that there is great evidence to ponder over. First, all the pyramids—2,500 in Central and South America. They are now finding huge pyramids outside of Kosovo the size of mountains, which employed the use of cement three times better than the cement we use in construction today. They are finding pyramids on all the continents, built on a massive scale.

Now with ground-penetrating radar they can look underneath the Amazon rainforests to reveal the massive cultivation which took place at one time over tremendous areas where modern scientists thought the soil was too poor. But they have discovered a two-foot layer of humus that does not occur naturally. In other words, it is not a sedimentary formation that would occur naturally from all the decaying plant matter, but rather it looks like it was terraformed and we do not know how to replicate it.  Now this is remarkable—with all of today’s modern technology we cannot reproduce the soil underlying the Amazon rainforest?

Well they tell us it has bits of charcoal, coal, is very dark and fertile, but definitely not natural. So we have huge pyramids the size of mountains made out of cement we cannot replicate today and we have huge areas of the Amazon that have huge unnatural areas of humus that we cannot recreate. If we could, we would take all the deforested areas, re-humus them, cultivate them and grow crops to support the world, with the benefit of adding oxygen into the atmosphere. Then in Acara, Egypt archaeologists have discovered twenty-four sarcophagi each weighing 100 tons in an underground vault. They are huge—nine feet wide by fifteen feet long and ten feet high—made of highly-polished basalt rock, which is black, and must have been quarried over 600 miles away as it is not indigenous to the area. No large giants were found inside. But there is evidence of a giant race of men on the island of Sicily around Italy.

Now we can imagine and theorize a planet much larger than our own where ununpentium abounds naturally, where it does not occur here on Earth naturally, where a race of giants using ununpentium in a highly-charged Tesla field have mastered space travel to locate other planets just the right distance from the sun that support life, and that they travel there to investigate new lifeforms and try to make the planet better, to terraform it. What would they have found on Earth? There is evidence to say that the Earth was not stable, i.e., every precession of 39,000 years the poles would shift internally, i.e., the molten interior mass would shift north to south and south to north. This would lead to tremendous upheaval as the gravitational field protecting earth would also shift, causing ice ages, tremendous floods, etc., wiping out much of life here on Earth in the process. So the Seeders would come here to help stabilize this magnetic polar shift. They would not stay long in relative terms, because traveling at the speed of light they would not age. However time spent on planets would age them, but would the Earth, being smaller and less dense than their own home planet, make it so that they might live here much longer than a normal earthling? This is only a theory.  

Thus an ancient alien traveling here might easily live here 1,000 years and then take off in interstellar travel to slow things down a bit in stasis. And his technology would go a long way toward explaining huge pyramids, terraforming this planet, stabilizing it. But how? I can theorize that ancient aliens would have taken apart whole mountains to create thousands of acres of cement to build the pyramids over in Kosovo; use ancient oil fields to create a two-foot layer of humus to cover the Amazon Basin; place ununpentium inside the pyramids to create interconnecting plasma fields of energy; and in Seraphim create huge sarcophagi for those who died while here on the planet Earth. Then when placing  mummies in the operational pyramids with water in the base, hydrated zinc and sulphuric acid in the channels, with Pandora's box of ununpentium in the queen’s chamber, the plasma energy would not only create an energy grid, but would act like an ascension vehicle for the mummies placed inside the king’s chamber, taking them back to Orion’s Belt in the star constellations.

But the Seeders have not finished. In Australia, Aboriginal lines are estimated to go back some 65,000 years. They knew of vast land management cultivation, burning hillsides in specific manners to create fertility for plants and animals, to create abundance for hunting and cultivating life. So the ancient aliens were like the modern-day Peace Corps, who teach people to farm to grow food to live. “Give a person a steak, eat for a day. Give him a fishing pole, eat for a lifetime.”

So the Seeders were terraforming planet Earth on a grand scale, grander than we once thought. Ground-penetrating radar reveals millions of Indians lived in the Amazon region alone. And the ancient aliens created a huge energy grid, took apart whole mountains to stabilize the earth magnetically so we would not have horrific cataclysms like the great flood around 12,500 years ago. But the Australian Aborigines talk about a time before the Moon. Is it possible that the Moon is a creation by the ancient aliens to stabilize and prevent the magnetic pole reversal? Why is the Moon just the right distance from the earth to create solar and lunar eclipses? Tides six to nine feet. What is the density of the moon to its size? Shouldn’t a body as close to us as the Moon with the size of the Moon have greater gravitational impact upon us? Unless it is hollow? When the space shuttle from landing on the moon in 1969 took off to rejoin the orbiting vehicle, it let the retro-rockets fall back to the moon and the geological equipment set up there radioed back seismic activity like a bell ringing for over an hour. Not what we scientists expected. And the craters, many gigantic, should have made deeper impacts for their size, or if the moon was created by ancient aliens for Earth’s stabilization, might they have used plasma energy like that used in the Aztec walls in the Moon’s constructions? Just a theory? But what a beautiful gift to give to all living beings here on Earth! What a present to stabilize the polar shift by birthing the Moon! And is this what the Egyptians call Horus, the sun god’s, blinking eye of enlightenment, as our Moon goes through its phases from new to full?

Thus we have the direct light of Ra the sun god and the reflected light of enlightenment from our blinking eye of Horus, his modern creation, as the Moon, gravitationally orientated so we see the same face of the moon, only one side in eternal light, while the dark side is in eternal blackness, as the blinking light of enlightenment as the Earth eclipses it, and with a total eclipse creates a “Red Moon”.    

Let us imagine for a minute that all these pyramids are connected using plasma energy from ununpentium to create a world power grid, and it is masterminded by giants, aliens from another planet that have mastered space interstellar travel. Even the Pope agrees that there is life out there. So it is not too far afield to imagine, using Carl Sagan’s phrase, that there are “billions and billions” of light years to travel throughout the universe. Thus an advanced race has all the time in the world to advance, and if space travel slows time down when traveling at or faster than the speed of light, then the aliens would be the masters of time. Well, what evidence do we have to support this notion? There is a race of giants who lived over in Sardinia who created a monolithic well, called Saint Christiana’s well, very ancient, and it may precede the Great Flood by thousands of years. They have found bones from giants, but the funny thing is that they keep disappearing. Does the Church have a conspiracy going on to confiscate all these bones so no DNA testing can prove that they are extraterrestrial? Because this would once and for all prove that they are not Homo sapiens unless they interbred with us. But all the bones seem to disappear! And archaeologists have found hundreds, if not thousands, of giant bones in the past. But getting back to this temple on Sardinia, it is a beautifully crafted stairway leading to this well, and the cap of the well is all made out of stone work with a hole at the top. This is a temple to worship the Moon, and the Moon has a high moon in the zenith apex that occurs once every 16.5 years. But who would know this? This would happen twice in thirty-three years, and yet this temple is in perfect alignment to the high moon at its apex, and we have only recently discovered this precession of the Moon with the help of modern science today. Unless they were the architects of the Moon. We have to imagine huge here. We are not imagining large enough with our science to consider the perfect orbit of the Moon, the size of the Moon. Science today should be able to tell us the weight of the Moon based on its gravitational pull. And for a body that size, with the distance it is from us, is it hollow or is it solid? We have been to the Moon. Are the rocks from Earth? We have not heard a lot of their makeup. Are they radioactive? Were they subjected to this plasma energy field? Are they naturally made, or is there a quality to them which is not natural, like the six-foot-deep humus of the Amazon rainforest that we cannot reproduce even with today’s scientific discoveries, which we think was terraformed? So archaeologists are having to go back much further in time to explain all these monolithic structures of temples and pyramids which occur all over this planet.  The gigantic bones and gigantic sarcophagi and the precession of the high moon, which we only know about today with our limited knowledge and science. But can you imagine a technology able to create all these monolithic structures, pyramids the size of mountains, mountaintops that have been cut off with no debris around the Nazca Lines and the dwelling of the Aztecs and Incas? So I think we need to imagine on a much greater level, a foreign alien influence which terraformed our planet to make it inhabitable now. We need to appreciate what was done for us by others so we could exist! We need appreciation beyond measure for the help received to stop the reversal of the poles which caused such upheaval in the past.  

Did you know that they have to paint dinosaur bones with special paint because they are radioactive? It seems that there was a time where archaeologists were finding a layer of iridium, a very radioactive layer that covered the Earth that may have extinguished the dinosaurs in the Jurassic period. Was this also orchestrated by our friends the “Watchers”? And yes, even on the island of Sardinia there is a step pyramid with thousands of these stone tombs where the giants are buried underneath and the stone chamber on top was thought to be a meditation place for coexistence with the spirit of the giant and the inhabitants meditating within the stone temple. But in Sardinia, at least, we are finding the bones of the giants called the Nephilim, while in Egypt we are finding giant sarcophagi but no bones. But they are also finding a hidden chamber within the Great Pyramids of Giza right above the ceiling of the grand gallery, but they have not entered this chamber. Will they find that this chamber is part of an ascension chamber used to dematerialize bodies to send them back to the heavens? This could be a plausible theory as to why they have not found the ancient giant bones of the builders of Egypt during the time of the Sphinx, but only more recent remains in the Valley of the Kings.

So here is a theory I will propose that I have not heard proposed before. If the architects of the Moon were the ancient giants of old, and it was created from material on Earth and put into precise orbit, then they would know about this high moon orbiting precession and know exactly how to construct this Well of Christina on Sardinia. Now imagine this: mightn’t this new body rotating around the earth, having new tidal effects on our planet, be the cause of the Great Flood? Imagine the Earth without the Moon, and then when the Moon was created it would have a tremendous impact upon the planet, wiping out all knowledge from any low-lying elevations with only high elevation land areas existing, like Mount Ararat, because of new tidal forces of gravity acting upon the planet.

THERE ARE STARS, THEN THERE ARE STARS!

We know black holes exist that are large enough to swallow up whole stars, and the stars that are swallowed up exhibit a red shift in the acceleration process. In other words, as matter in the star is compressed while orbiting the outer periphery of being entrapped by dark matter, it moves up the light spectrum from white sunlight to red before being swallowed. But the real puzzle is that not all stars are alike. If our Sun imploded rather than exploded at burnout, it would probably not make a black hole, and if it did, it would not be of the size or magnitude to swallow up whole other stars hundreds of lightyears away. Thus all stars are not the same. Some burn hydrogen, giving us sunlight as we know it today. But mightn’t others have denser matter at their core like ununpentium and when it burns out, mightn’t it create this black hole? Thus we can theorize that there are stars that radiate sunlight as we know it, then there are stars which radiate energy plasma which is different from the hydrogen-burning sunlight our sun creates.  And when it implodes, it creates a much bigger black hole than the Sun’s burning hydrogen. So our science learns all about the effects of our hydrogen-burning Sun, while individuals living around the plasma-generated sun with a core of ununpentium learn all about the light that is given off from this type of star, or plasma energy. But this would be why we would not understand the technology from visitors from a plasma-producing star, because this type of energy does not exist here. But then how can we even theorize about plasma energy if it does not occur here naturally, because it is not given off by our Sun? And the answer is meteors from outside our solar system that have traveled here. We have discovered meteors made out of non-existing properties from those created within our solar system. Structures with unknown elements and properties. Meteors are worshiped by the Arabs as they travel to Mecca to see a black meteor which has been encased in silver on the cube they all walk around. The Islamic Muslim on hajj perform the final pilgrimage to Mecca to orbit around this cube with the meteorite contained within its wall. Then there are meteors made from plasma-generated stars, which we theorize have some sort of crystalline base structure that when heated or frozen, wild temperature changes, will float or levitate.  Very mystifying.

Science now knows that in ancient Babylonian time some 2,000 years ago calculus and sophisticated mathematics were used in tracking the orbits of Jupiter around our Sun. This was thousands of years before Newton’s laws were discovered. And SETI, listening and viewing for extraterrestrial existence, has now discovered the Tabbi Star KIC8462852, which changes its light output by twenty percent at periodic intervals, which cannot be explained by spherical aberration, meteors, dust; but Kepler astronomers wonder if the light from the Tabbi star is not being deflected or used by extraterrestrials. It would be like putting huge solar shields around our sun to utilize solar power, which has been proposed by today’s scientists here on Earth. Scientists call it a Dyson sphere, or a structure that could be placed around a sun to tap its energy, or even move a sun through space. If our scientists can visualize a Dyson sphere moving a sun, then remembering the Betz probe which also had high isotopes at its core, much greater than our uranium produced here on earth, which allowed the Betz ball to move, it is very plausible to imagine our little moon, much smaller than a sun, would be easier to construct, made hollow like the Dyson sphere, and having ununpentium or this plasma energy at its core. So if scientists are speculating about the movement of a sun with its gravitational field in space, then creating our moon and moving it into orbit around the Earth would be like child’s play for extraterrestrials. But is this the reason it rang out like a bell for hours after the Apollo retro-rocket fell away from the lunar landing module when the astronauts returned to the space shuttle? And might we want to return to see if vast quantities of ununpentium lie within the core of a hollow moon, like it did within the Betz Ball? So our military has confiscated this Betz Ball, but it knows of the isotope ununpentium lying at the core of this probe, and this is enough to keep the space race between the US and the USSR going on for decades. But if the Soviet Union had its so-called Roswell incident in Siberia and we had our own encounter here, we might have joined forces in a joint effort with Russia to pursue space exploration. Thus we have US astronauts and USSR cosmonauts coexisting together on the Soviet Space Station. For we have temporarily fallen behind with the Challenger disaster, but Russia knows the value of ununpentium and plasma technology for the future of mankind and the future encounters with extraterrestrials.

What if extraterrestrials have found that traveling close to the speed of light slows time down, so that they can live almost eternally traveling in hyperspace, but when they slow down to actually visit a planet, time speeds up so that they age and die? Thus, might the akashic record really be made up of groups of extraterrestrials traveling eternally through space at hyperspeed? And what a beautiful gift of giving crop circles, but also sharing meteors from one solar system to the next, exchanging DNA, life, but also knowledge of non-existent substances. For example, if one sun radiated plasma energy and we knew nothing of it, what a beautiful gift of sending a meteor of plasma energy here for us to explore. What a gift of pure love where we could discover a brand new technology. And what about their sun, which did not radiate hydrogen to create our matter on this planet that allows us to create electricity? Would it not be a great gift to send them one of our meteors to let them examine and experiment with the types of power we are able to generate here on Earth? Would it not be a great gift for “seeders” to terraform Earth, a planet that supports life, but to make it more stable here with a new moon that prevents polar shifts? And we have discovered meteors that are superconductors: the meteors Hypatia, Chondrite and Mundrabilla, which contain quasicrystals that never repeat themselves in structure and cannot possibly exist, but they do, and were sent from another solar system, or arrived here by meteor shower. Were they guided?

Well this is what our scientists are proposing to do as we speak: to add propulsion systems onto meteors from the meteor belt that exists between Mars and Jupiter to redirect to a planet in another solar system, to send part of ourselves to another planet orbiting a different sun from our own. This is cosmic sharing, and is so different from creating nuclear weapons to destroy each other. Here nuclear propulsion is used as a vehicle to send the meteor, and maybe extraterrestrials used semiconductors which act magnetically to levitate matter as propulsion systems to send meteors here. And maybe this plasma energy is used to create crop circles, but we do not understand how they are created because plasma energy does not occur naturally here. But this energy may exist within the quasicrystals within the Mundrabilla meteor which we are now exploring scientifically to better understand.

Starlight, starbright, first star I see tonight, I wish I may, I wish I might, have the wish I wish tonight.

THE SEEDERS

So we might easily speculate that there are groups of extraterrestrials that exist traveling through space, and because they are traveling so fast they slow down the aging process, but as a result cannot land on a planet for too long so as not to age, and thus most of their time is spent traveling twice the speed of light. There is a song by Crosby, Stills and Nash, called “Just A Song Before I Go” which contains the line, “Traveling twice the speed of sound, it’s easy to get burned.”  Well, let us imagine traveling twice the speed of light and we become the governors of time. Control time and you are immortal. Think of the vast knowledge one would have gained spanning eons of time! Well is this the eye of the Buddha that knows how to transcend time and tap into the eternal now?

And is this what mystics can tap into like the Oracle of Delphi within the Temple of Apollo, Pythia the high priestess went into trance, an altered state, to communicate with Apollo, of the eternal.

Thus we can postulate that there are groups of travelers traveling at or beyond the speed of light, who have existed close to eternality or who communicate with the spirit vapors of the eternal.  We now know that the Higgs Bozon exists and if accumulated in vast quantities may shed light on the fact that all stars are not created equally.  I contend that stars are shining at all different hues of light depending upon their compositional make-up.  Some, like our star, burn hydrogen, but others might be burning plasma energy formed from ununpentium that does not exist naturally in our solar system, but might be very plentiful within another solar system.  And the reason we think that this is the case is because our science cannot explain why black holes, if created by the implosion of stars, could be so big as to pull other stars and matter into them? Our sun could not create such a large black hole, but there are stars that do, so some stars are shedding a very different light of radiation.  And beside black holes, there are stars when they implode give off two light beams of radiation at the poles that if matter get in its path, like a planet, it would be disintegrated.  What intense light radiation is that?

Now what does all this talk about extraterrestrials have to do with our philosophical treatus of enlightenment vs. suicide? And I would say quite a lot actually.  I feel a lot of love went into terraforming our planet earth.  The Seeders will take a planet just the right distance from the sun.

Then add our moon to stabilize the magnetic poles from shifting.  To adding 6 feet of humus in South America’s Amazon Basin to adequately oxygenate our planet, and the native American tribes all called our planet the Mother Earth.  But we have been destroying the Mother.  Nuclear proliferation and all the nuclear testing, from blowing up Islands which we felt was OK, just because they were uninhabited by humans.  But what about the rest of nature we blew up? Then we are raping the rainforests and using up fossil fuels at alarming rates.  It was one thing for extraterrestrials to watch all the wars between neanderthals and hominids, survival of the fittest. But in today’s day and age for humans still threatening to blow up each other to kingdom come using nukes, which will further destroy our planet is too much to believe.  Thus we are raping, plundering, and pillaging our Mother Earth and the macro level, while within the nuclear family having an abusive parent on opiods, many of the same abuses are  occurring on the microscopic level.

Currently we are at odds with extraterrestrials because we are abusing our Mother Earth, damaging it almost beyond repair.  Remember I said the wale songs sound like the celestial aurora borealis as sunlight is bent by earths magnetic field at the poles.  Well this song, the wales song, speaks to the eternals and wales out in horror that there is garbage in the Atlantic a floating artilla and red tides off the coast of Florida from fertilizer and fresh waters entering the Gulf pose grave threats to water foul, fish, and mammals, not to mention global warming.  As mentioned earlier, nuclear explosions with trial detonations above and ground and underground have also left scars upon the land. Humans just don’t seem to get it.  We are the spaceship earth, orbiting our sun and the ancient aliens tried to create a perfect balance so diverse life would proliferate here.  We have exploded human existence at a expense of every other ecosystem they created, and for what greed.  Pure greed!  We could create harmony and co-exist with nature without polluting it, but that would cost too much.  We could build high speed trains and take all the garbage our into our deserts for reclamation and recycling, but that would cost too much. So we still just dump it into our fragile oceans, which also kills birds, fish, and mammals, i.e. wales and other marine creatures.  Oh, I think ancient aliens have tried to help us and tried to teach us their technologies, but when they learned we operate our to fear of being dominated by other countries, rather than working together; that they have abandoned hope for the time being of helping the US or USSR or China.  Too much deception and backstabbing, just like what we did to the Native American Indians, we would try to put them on the reservation, area 51; and they too like the Native Americans would not stand for all the bigotry, fearful motives, and deceptions. We could not even abide by the one maxim of non-nuclear proliferation, so we do not blow ourselves and the world to kingdom come.  But the Knights Templars got it right, equality, life, liberty, and pursuit of happiness for all men, women, and children.  And the Golden rule, treat others like you would like to be treated, including nature and everything on this planet.  

So some of us are on the right track with MUFON with the WOW signal lasting 721 seconds, band width 1420, trying to make contact with radio waves traveling at the speed of light.  Collaboration between US and USSR joint space stations rather than war like star wars with project Horizon and putting the first space station on the Moon. Or the Keppler telescope finding habitable planets to send asteroids from our asteroid belt to planets to help terraform other plants which might support live.  This is the type of cooperation needed, do unto others what others have done for you.  We were terraformed, so why not return the favor.  This is the type of intent needed to heal the deep wounds of trying to shoot down extraterrestrial aircraft by our jet fighters.  Why would we try to do such a thing in the first place?  How lame was that?  We still tried to plant our flag on the moon, claiming it for the US, when the greater reality was that it was a gift from them to us to help our planet thrive.  And the ancients have tried to help all cultures, all peoples, building pyramids on all continents which supplies plasma in the form of celestial waves of reverie, using earths own lay-lines in a vast transmission system.  It was the Clatomis Indians of the SouthWest who found a honored the 15 ton Wellinic Bell asteroid, which rings like a bell, like the moon when struck, and this asteroid, which left no creator impact hole, by the way, and was said to be given to them by their sky god, Tomturaous    Made out of iridium, nickel, and gallium it landed intact and was though to have magnetic properties of healing, energizing objects placed next to it.  So the Genesis project is another step in the right direction of helping seeding other planet orbiting other suns with meteors from the meteor belt between Mars and Jupiter.

It is the Muslims who are using interstellar communication with their trek to Mecca with the Hodge, proceeding 7 times counter-clockwise around “Caba” or cubit with the 4,000 + year old meteor in the Eastern wall with the large “Black Stone Meteor” embedded in solid silver which is said to be a gift from the Archangel Gabriel to Abraham to help him build the “Caba”.  It is the Muslim belief that by making this trek and touching the meteor that the touchstone will give them speech, expanded sight, and cosmic wisdom in the life hereafter, by opening up their portal to the eternal now, where they become enlightenment.

So mankind has not always been at odds with the ancients.  The ancients have had the best intent to help humanity evolve along with nature, and the Native Americans had it right.  They were not savages, but operated at one with nature.  They did not own land because the land was a gift from the Great White Spirit, and the greatest tribesman was the man/women who could give the most away to their fellow man, following the golden rule, “Treat others like you would like to be treated.”

They used every part of the Buffalo, wasting nothing, using hides for clothing and bones as needles.

We need to learn a lesson from the Native American, waste nothing, for nothing is ever lost. Honor them Mother Earth, do not abuse her, for she is living.  Honor the sacred feminine as much as one honors the sacred masculine, for treating others like you would like to treat yourself, brings one into greater unity. Sing to this greater unity as the Wales do in perfect alignment to sacred space, their song is heard deep within the oceans over vast distances and up to the Aurora Borealis and out to the celestial waves of reverie communicating with the eternal.  All we as humans have to do is listen in silence to the breath of life within the eternal now which opens your portal to everything we know or will ever know. This is each and everyone's sacred space and is a gift from the gods and the ancients and you know you are doing good when you cannot distinguish your love from their love.  Because within the sacred space of interstellar communication loves goes a long, long way. Thus treat the oceans filled with the wales song as your own song.  You do not poop where you lie, so keep the deep waters of the oceans running clean.  Build those super trains to take all garbage out to the deserts to be recycles and bury the rest under piles of sand to slowly return to ash, from dust to dust, we all return to dust, but the spirit may sing forever on so long as we have diversity of life here on the planet earth, we will also have sacred space in alignment to the god particle of the Higgs Bozon, which is magnetically aligned by the forces of gravity to expand within the big bang and contract with black holes, to create the perfect balance when nothing indeed is truly ever lost. So your breath is a microcosm of your breath of life and on the macrocosmic level the outward stroke of the big band is in perfect harmony with the inward stroke of the black holes, for nothing is truly ever lost, but only transformed to vibrate at higher more pleasurable levels of frequency. Thus we all dance the great dance of creating light, sharing light, and giving of our light to other needing light. For we of enlightenment know that Twilight is of the eternal and cannot nor will not be contained nor horded, but freely vibrates with a frequency and intent of its own making, purely being within the eternal now.  Can you hear it ringing within your consciousness in the background when you sit in stillness listening to your breath in the foreground, when you  take it all in? Feels like the taste of golden honey sitting at your thorax while your crown chakra sings a wales song to the Aurora Borealis to flow with the radiation given off from Ra to other celestial suns coloring the universe with a diversity of splendid twinkling stars all radiating with different hues and intensities as unique as snowflakes falling to earth. For such is the universe in which we live. Try to grasp its magnitude or get a glimpse of its expanse as you transcend through space and time traveling on our little space ship called “earth”.  Please try to keep it clean, its all we have. How precious! And if you learn to travel with the wales at the speed of sound, then you to may become a governor of time, so you too may return like the ancients of old, so leave the planet better than when you left, so you can return to a more vibrant, pristine world than the one you left.    

I have tried to give the reader both sides of the coin in this philosophical treatise from the point of view of the despondent, hopeless, suicidal victim who might very well be bi-polar, never given a fair shake, nor ever meant to become addicted to potent forms of cocaine, speed, or heroine. And the other side of the coin being someone able to share their light and dealings, treating others fairly and squarely, using mindfulness and equality, to approach life’s challenges thoughtfully, exploring every nook and cranny, to view the world truthfully, with eyes wide open.  Such an example may very well be, Ruth Bader Ginesburg who is a woman holding the position of Associate Justice of the Supreme Court of the United States.   She has worked across all boarders separating men from women, social unjustice, bigotry, prejudice, sexism, discrimination of race, creed, color, L,B, G, T, & Q; to find common ground so that all living within the US are able: standing or kneeling on one knee, or specially disabled, i.e., having no knees, still have the right to find life, liberty, and the pursuit of happiness. But the courts are only as good as the lawyers that make up the courts, and judges should not be stacked or biased by politics, for no one man should be above the law.  And precedent has been established that it is a woman’s right to choose over her own body whether to keep or abort a fetus up to the second trimester. Thus a system of check and balances has been established to thwart those who would usurp power for their own personal gain over what is good of the country. And oaths have been taken to defend the constitution in preservation for “We the People.”   Let us hope that the executive branch, desiring power does not corrupt the legislative nor the judicial branch from carrying out their knights duty to protect all citizens without bias and without placing any one individual above the law of the land. The day of the king is dead within the US, but still lives in the USSR, China, North Korea.  Let us keep the Kings body in rest and peace, for we are a balance triad within the US.  If the Bethlehem Star shone brightly and the Prophecy of Avesta foresaw the birthing of the Christ child, and he was not an elitist, “for two or more can do greater work that I have done” and he was the king of kings, then why should we be willing to place a lesser king upon the throne to be above the law within the Presidency in today’s elections, and why would we confirm nomination of supreme court justices who would put the power of the presidency above the people who elected him/her.

The Man in the Moon

So my great great grandfather is going to talk about the Prophecy of Avesta, which was written about in the Temple of Isis walls some 4,000 years ago, which talks about life everlasting, incorruptible, and eternal, but I am going to talk about a time way before this, a time when the seeders first come to our planet.  And they saw that it was unstable.  Examining the magma spewing from the crust of the earth, within the trenches of the oceans, it could be observed that the magnetic poles shifted 180 degrees, flipped its polarity many times over. Even though these shifts occur over many thousands of years, in order for the Prophecy of Avesta to become a reality the earth needed stabilization.  Thus I am going to put forth some hard to believe theories, but some that merit our attention.  One the seeders terraformed the earth taking vast mountain ranges that once extended from the Andes way down into South America.  There are mountains where the tops are missing but it looks like runways go in and out.  But what happened to all the soil?  I would make a great speculation to argue that the seeder took a great amount of soil from Siberia in Russia and the mountains from the Amazon Basin to create our Moon.  I would argue that the moon was not the byproduct of a asteroid hitting the earth when it was molten and shaving off the moon, like many astronomers suggest.  Did you realize that the moon is 1/4 the size of the earth, yet it weights 1/80th   that of the earth.  If it was really spun off from the earth, one would expect it to weigh a lot more. I further contend that it was placed in its exact orbit just the right distance so a solar eclipse is total and just blocks out the sun.  I feel that the moon is more like the Betz Ball with ununpentium at its core.  If the moon had been made naturally with its size tides would be gigantic not just 7 to 9 feet.

This is how the giants of Sardinia knew about the high orbit of the moon when they created their “Well of Christiana”.  This also supports the Terraform theory as to why the Amazon Basin has its artificial 6 foot Humus which supported civilizations in the millions in South America.

This theory also support why the moon rung like a bell when the engines from the lunar lift off vehicle fell back to the moon.  This theory also support why there are million of craters on the moon.  I can further theorize that the moon was bombarded by plasma cannons in its formation by the seeders, just like some the the walls in the Incas are fused together like molten rocks, so to I theorize the moon was bombarded likewise.  Remember the moon always faces the same side toward earth.  Shouldn’t the earth have protected the moon from so many meteor strikes.  Mars much larger has only 300,000 craters, so for the moon much smaller and so close to the earth and the same side facing the earth should not support so many craters if they were naturally occurring.    

The moon has been blanketed with millions of craters, too many to count.

The earth has been seeded with over 2,600 pyramids all over the planet, but these are not able to stabilize the earths magnetic field from shifting, but the moon on the other hand constantly in orbit around the earth, exerting magnetic influence upon the earth, could.  

In addition the sun is around 400 times greater than the moon, but about 400 time further away and this is why the moon completely blocks out the sun in a total solar/lunar eclipse.  The moons orbit grows only 1.5 inches in a year, so it will take more than 600 million years for there not to be a total solar eclipse.  So this is the type of perfect stabilization or gift given to us by the ancients with the creation of the moon to create life everlasting, right here on earth.  Let’s not destroy it.  

Now I know I am sounding like a lunatic, but that is exactly what I am proposing.  That there really was an ancient or alien force behind the creation of the moon. And yes the flying disk of the Anunnaki does symbolize the sun god, but also it could be a symbol of the creation of the moon and flying it up into its perfect orbit, composed of earths soils, but artificially created to stabilize earth’s polarity by ancients, so there really is a man behind the moon, its creation that is, not really a man in the moon.  

Furthermore, because I literally am a lunatic, but being of sound mind, I will make a prophecy of my own.  Mankind will return to the moon over and over again, not to colonize it, but to get its radiation. For if my theories are right, there is far too much radiation for us to actually live on the moon, but there is radiation there which is otherworldly, i.e. plazma type energy, of the extra-terrestrial type, i.e. abundant ununpentium which will support interstellar space travel.  So our moon is the greatest gift possible, to give earth means to have abundant elements close at hand which do not naturally exist here on earth, but will allow mankind the ability to move between the stars when ununpentium is mined from the moon.  And this is the proper use of nuclear proliferation to travel through space, not to create weapons of mass destruction.  And this is the reason extra-terrestrials will not engage with us at this time, because of weapons we are creating for war not peace.   But they have created the Prophecy of Avesta, by creating the moon, creating stable life right here on earth, and the means to travel the universe by mining the moon for ununpentium. So rather than just sending us an astroid, like we are proposing to send to other world with our astronomical seti program, they have sent us the moon orbiting our earth.  They have stabilized life here on earth for our eternity and they have given us the gift of interstellar travel when we become more civilized and stop war and devastation and hurting our mother planet beneath our very feet.  Are we able to change?  Are we able to go to the next doorstep, the moon, to realize our full potential to travel with Wincon, Blincon, and Nod, to the furthest reaches of our galaxy?      

Observe This!

Two Thousand Pyramids constructed around the world to create a global energy grid.  Mountain Tops missing in the Andies.  Vast Areas of the Amazon terraformed with a 6 foot layer of humas.

Crypts from the Philim created by giants in Egypt and Sardinia.  The Will of Christina created in Sardinia aligned to the super orbit of the moon, happening only once in 16.5 years and only learned about recently.  Temples all aligned to the winter and summer solstice.

The Aztecs creating the perfect time callander and knowing where the center of our galaxy lay.

Then the dark ages appear and the Church dictates the earth is flat.  All previous knowledge of Astronomy is lost.

Imagine This:   The giant race of Anakians come with a huge space craft to mine the earth for gold and precious gems.  We know from gold mining it creates a huge pile of millings.  So they liquify mountain tops and out of the millings create cement used to make two huge pyramids mountains in Kosovo.  The rest of the millings is used to create the moon.  Now the Annanakie giants know that when the moon is launched it will stabilize earth’s orbit, but it will also create a giant flood as the earth adapts to the new tidal influences of the moon, so they warn mankind well in advance to create Noah’s Arc and they create the great library at the foot of Mount Ariat and bury all the monoliths with all the animal reliefs.  Thus the origin of the Prophecy of Avesta, of life everlasting, whereby the Ancients have created a perfect orbiting moon, just the perfect distance to create solar eclipses, but what is Nasa not telling us?  That the moon is extremely radio active because vast amount of ununpentium were used as a launching vehicle in the moons creation, and just like the Betz Probe,  which was hollow but upon further inspection had this highly radio active core allowing the probe to move about on its own.  So let us look at the radio activity on the moon.  Yes it is reflected sunlight, but also the moon gives off a radio active glow and appears white in relationship to Mars of other Planets.  It has been bombarded by plasma cannons from the Anunnaki space craft creating millions of creators many more than astronomers would expect because it always has the same face turned towards the earth.  So the Astronomers who went to the moon were exposed to vast amount of radiation and have suffered heart disease and other radiation poisoning even though they landed in a very sheltered area of the moon.  But what are astronauts really looking for on the moon is radio active ununpentium which is not normally found here on earth, but is used in space craft propulsion, according to Bill Lazarus.

Now this is just a theory, but it goes a long way to explaining how Noah could have been warned in the Bible of the coming of the huge flood, because the new moon would have created such a flood.

And we factually know that the moon is radio active with tremendous radio activity which would not be the case if an asteroid hit the earth in its infancy and the moon was loped off as a result, as we are taught today.  So you tell me, why are there millions of so called asteroid strikes on this side of the moon that always faces the earth and the earth being 4 time larger than the moon would protect the moon form many asteroid strikes.  And just how radio active is the moon? Plus the moon is only 1/80 the density of the earth and why did the moon ring like a bell for hours when the space lander’s retro rockets fell back to the lunar surface?  Why because I theorize it is made from the millings left by the Anunnaki from terraforming the earth, and thus their symbol of the circle with the two flying wings everyone has seen taken for our sun, but now also the creation of the moon!

        

 

   

   

Mindfulness

It is with supreme and profound gratification that the prophecy of Avesta has come into existence with the help of the Ancients who terraformed and to stabilize earth with the New Moon, thus creating life ever after upon our home planet.  For we have been touch by the divine ancients who have taken resources from our planet, but also left it much better than they found it. For a prophecy of the eternal, must be of the eternal, existing both above and below, before and after, which is quite a conundrum, for how could something exist eternally, I mean before the ancients even came to our planet. For if something is eternal, that means forever.  And this is how at the heart of mindfulness, the eternal resides. Existing in pure potentiality in and out of this reality for fruition and eternality are all wound up in a Prophecy where past, present, and future and all wound together.  So part of us is stuck in the present, but the eternal part of us is not stuck in the here and now, but is of the eternal. Thus knowing is knowing is knowing.  I mean how did the Ancients know to come to our planet.  How did they choose this planet to terraform.  How did they create the perfect orbit for the moon that decays only 1.5 inches in a year.  How did they create it to perfectly blot out the sun in a total eclipse.  How did they know how to made the the density of 1/80th of the earths density, creating tides of 7 to 9 feet, exerting just the perfect gravitational influence so it will not flip 180 degrees magnetically on its axis.  The creation of the moon stabilizes this, so the perfection of the Ancients knowing advanced science left our world a much superior planet, one capable of maintaining life as we know it everafter, within our eternal spirit, another gift of the Ancients. What an incredible gift of mindfulness in eternal spirit. A gift of pure love of eternal mindfulness. For it is this gift of mindfulness that recognizes the essence of perfection within the hippocampus, to express itself thought science to emulate eternality, thus allowing the Ancients to use all their wisdom to create eternal balance and we know it.  With the moon just the right distance from earth, so its radiation will not hurt us, but blends with the radiation of the sun.  For if my theory is right and the moon was created from terraforming the earth, with its tailings and has ununpentium as its core as a vehicle projecting it into orbit; then mankind will indeed return to it to mine its core for space travel.

Time Travel

Ununpentium allows one to bend the space time continuum, so traveling or bending the space time continuum allows one to control time, or remain in the eternal. This makes the Ancient visit to earth even more precious, because they stopped their vehicles which they do to gather resources, but at the same time this stopping ages them tremendously.  Different planets with different gravitational field influence the Ancients differently.  Their home planet would be one that allows them to sustain life the longest, thus it is not earth’s gravitational field, but their gifts put earth’s inhabitants first, the best for us, not them.  They do not want to inhabit earth, only take resources, and help us, earth’s inhabitants evolve to eternity, meaning evolve towards our own space travel to join the Ancients for all eternity.  Traveling twice the the speed of light is easy to become eternal as a governor of time.

But what about all this radiation being given off by the moon.  The astronauts reported it seems to bounce off the surface of the planet to enter their space suits.  And this is just the radiation being given off by our own sun.  But what about the radiation emanating from the moon?  Space radiation devastated the lives of the Apollo astronauts. A startling new study revealed that a troubling number of the lunar astronauts from NASA’s Apollo program are suffering high mortality rates due to heart disease.  The number of cardiovascular disease-related deaths among the deep space astronauts were significantly higher.  The rate among astronauts who never flew is 9%. Among low-Earth orbiting astronauts, its 11%.  For the men who traveled to the Moon, a staggering 43%, or 4-5 times higher than their less-traveled colleagues. When galactic cosmic rays collide with particles in the lunar surface, they trigger little nuclear reactions that release yet more radiation in the form of neutrons.  The lunar surface itself is radioactive! The surface of the moon is baldly exposed to cosmic rays and solar flares, and some of that relation is very hard to stop with shielding.  Furthermore, when cosmic rays hit the ground, they produce a dangerous spray of secondary particles right at you feet.  The crust of the Moon is composed mostly of oxygen, silicon, magnesium, iron, calcium, and aluminum.  There are also trace elements like titanium, uranium, thorium, potassium and hydrogen. Craters are thought to be the result of meteorite and asteroid impacts, meaning there should be a certain proportion between their depth and width. Instead many wider craters have similar depths to significantly narrow creators, with some even appearing convex.  And when astronauts attempted to drill into the creators, they were barely able to penetrate the surface, discovering processed metals like brass, mica, and pure titanium.

Eventually NASA INTENTIONALLY CRASH-LANDED THE Apollo 12 module as well as the S-IVB rocket setting off an explosive force equivalent to nearly 12 tons of TNT.  What they found was that the moon rings like a bell, reverberating sometimes for hours at a time.  Not knowing much about the moon’s material composition, NASA and the Apollo astronauts were astounded by what they heard and the results that it entailed.  Clearly the moon’s density was significantly less than the Earth’s.      

The Hollow Moon Theory; Isa the moon an artificial satellite?

As any rate we know the radiation is not good for human astronauts, but what about the giant Ancients?  Maybe they have already created a MUFFON experience for humans living here on earth.  Whereby we propose to sent our asteroids to other planets, maybe the moon is a created satellite with radiation they can tolerate and they cannot withstand the radiation given off by our sun.  If this were the case then they would tend to occupy the dark side of the moon and visit planet earth more at night time rather than during the day.  Also they may prefer to inhabit the depths of the ocean where radiation is less of a problem.  Maybe they would decay very rapidly being exposed by our sun on what we term to be a very pleasant beautiful summer afternoon.

 So we sing a song of gratitude to the Ancients, either familiar or alien, who so wisely constructed our moon for all mankind to sing the song of eternity along with the wales and other creatures of intelligent life here on earth.  For nothing is ever truly destroyed, but only changes its form, for the spirit is of the eternal and resides in the universe of light and within all living hearts, if we only will listen to the song of Avesta to feed our soul with the nourishment of mindfulness meditating upon our times stillness within.  For this is the way to know the source, either by traveling at the speed of light to control time to realize eternity, or by stopping our internal dialog using mindfulness to identify with the stillness, thus slowing time to nothingness or allness, like the Buddah. All has to do with time travel either speeding it up or slowing it down to learn of the source.  Lucky is he or she who knows the source.  So watch your breath and sing your mantra that leads you to the infinite what knows no bounds.  And do not let your mind mislead you.  For it is your mind that can torment mankind to misguide one using materialism to destroy Mother Earth, rather than sing your song that leads to the source of star light that takes one to the path of the sun that unites all mankind to the source.

Man In the Moon to Mother Earth

Traditional theory says that there was another planet orbiting around the sun about the size of Mars which collided some 4.5 billions years ago.  Or the capture theory that the earth captured a moon of Venus, however after the Apollo astronauts examined moon rock it was determined to be very similar to that of earth.  So the new theory after colliding, the two similar-sized bodies then re-collided, forming an early Earth surrounded by a disk of material that combined to form the moon.

We also know that the two faces of the moon the one that we can see versus the so called dark side of the moon look very different, with many more creators on the dark side and the Maria or oceans that form the larger creators or the “Man in the Moon” which always faces us.  This is explained today to theory which suggests both objects were molten, so the moon which always faces us would have stayed hotter longer, thus allowing for volcanic eruptions to spew lave into what are now called the seas of the moon.  However if both were molten, then the heavy metals should move to the core.  And this does not explains why there is such a difference in density, plus the number of creators, some being convex, in the millions especially on the dark side of the moon.  

Yet we know the precision of the Ancient Astronauts, be them originating from earth or another planet, to have tremendous capabilities at terraforming the earth, the Amazon 6 feet humus, 2600 pyramids all over the planet.  And observatories like Stonehenge, Palenque and I think we have to think bigger.  Giant sarcophagus’s of the giants in Egypt suggest workmanship of Ancient Astronomers venturing here from other worldly planets or might they exist on giant space crafts or stations with radiation shields and artificial gravity to prolong perfect life for them to exist 1,000 and 1,000 of years traveling close to the speed of light, so that they do not age but just keep accumulating wisdom?  And these vessels maybe gigantic in structure, depth, and capabilities, like terraforming planets, launching a moon with a surface of titanium and other metals.  Then there is the extraordinary amounts of radiation which makes perfect sense if the ancients used pulsar cannons from ununpentium having a much denser atomic number that our uranium here on earth, and it would not decay as fast on the moon as it does here because of all the break-down of weathering and erosion.  So there you have it a very eerie, very radioactive moon made up of the same stones as here on earth, but transformed by plasma cannons creating the millions of concave and convex creators that form our satellite moon.

Satellite Moon to Planet Earth-

Lunetics Devine - Prophecy of Avesta.

When the moon does glow so bright it stirs you so, oh oh don’t you known.  The moon it glows so

brightttttt. The moon it ebbs and flows, it ebbs and flows, creating tidal pools upon you mind, pools oh so divine. The moon, the sun, the man the moon, the earth, feel the gravity of it all, this is heavy metal after all, the tidal waves raising on lowering our oceans, feel the power.  The sun is 100's of time bigger and brighter, but it is the moon so high and close at noon that makes us feel oh so fine.  Feel the radiation, feel the glow, feel the tidal force they are effecting us so.  Feel the power, ride the wave, feel the power, ride the wave, feel the power, we are spinning through space within a spiraling galaxy, but yet it is the moon we feel the greatest force of gravity if not levity for the lunar forces are oh so fine..  The man, the moon, the sun, the man in the moon, the moon doesth shine at night, it fills your mindddddd.  This moon doesth fill you mind.  The tides make the oceans move up and down, up and down, the seas create the winds which blow the sands of time, they blow the sands of time up in my mind, they blow my mind.  The moon falls round the earth, and the earth falls round the sun we all do shine, we glow so fine, we radiate out to one another all aglow, feel the power, feel the pull, feel the glow, feel the power, the sun is falling round the center of the galaxy, feel the glow, feel the power, feel the pull, the galaxies are all falling round the center of the source, feel the power, feel the pull, know the source, feel the glow, feel the power, feel the source, know the source, feel the pull, know the power, feel the glow, the moon glow get us drunk, moon shine, moon glow, the moon shines round the world, shine on harvest moon, shot felt round the world, but not hear, for the moon has little gravity of its own. of its ownnnnnn, but it gives its all to mother earthththth, The moon doesth shine oh so brightlylylyly, The  moon glows  forever moreororor. The man smiles down in peace, the moon smiles down in peacececece.  Feel the power, feel the peace. Know the source.  Even when the moon is new and unseen.  Its force is still effecting us, effecting ususususus, This unseen force affects our mindfulness within the silence of time, and it feels oh so fineeeee, oh do devineeee. Feel the pull, feel the power, feel the source of the unseeeeeeeen.

                                                 Prophecy of Avesta                        

        

What if, what if, what if the ancient astronomers original came to earth, not in search of gold which is so oftenly told, but instead created 2,600 pyramids all aligned to winter and summer solstice, true north for the purpose of terraforming and stabilizing earth, creating the moon so the earth would not continually shift on its axis.  They knew that this would create a great flood starting the tides in motion by launching the moon into its present orbit, but what a wonderful gift of creating a planet where eternal life exists.  There could be no greater a gift.  The earth with its magnetic fields strongest at the poles creating the Van Allan Belts that harness the winds of the sun, the Aurora Borealeus, which do produce sounds like the wales songs, singing in the depth of the seas to the twinkling stars above. So these fine radiations from the sun are filtered by the magnetic fields of the earth, and this is how magnetism affects light. We tend to think of light as being a wave not affected by magnetism but it is and we think of darkeness as being a void, but it is not and is also affected by magnetism. For both are fabrics of time for time is a fabric and is also affected by magnetism.  And we can further theorize that there is a binary star system, one which operates by our sun burning brightly giving off light which collects aby the Van Allan Belts; but we can also theorize that there maybe 50 percent suns which burn brightly, but give off plasma light or light created by other types of radiation such as ununpentium operating at higher isotope levels than our own sun.  Thus bringing this type of material into our solar system maybe the mechanism used in space travel and also the source of launching the moon into orbit around the earth.  So the moon would be a gigantic Betz Ball with a titanium shell with a core of ununpentium and give off enormous amounts of radiation, if not shielded.

We further know the Ozone layer of the earth protects us from harmful radiation given off from the sun and the magnetism condenses the Aurora Borealus, Northern Lights at the poles. All the while the earth is spinning around the sun and the moon is spinning around the earth. But is the moon besides orbiting the earth also protecting the earth?  With its abnormal number of creators, many massive in size over 1,000,000 hits, does the moon with its seen gravitational tidal effects on the earth also impose other beneficial radioactive effects on the earth?  If it does possess a titanium skin that we now realize from the Apollo mission, with its weight it must possess some magnetism of its own.   Does the moon act like a generator circling the earth giving off radiation of its own that can have a positive effect on life as we know it back here on earth.  And is this why the moon is so highly charged radioactively?

The sun constantly shines upon us and our ozone layer of atmosphere protects us from harmful radiation from the sun and interstellar radiation.  The earth wabbles on its axis creating winter and summer solstices, creating the seasons of winter and summer.  But beside the thousand of pyramids dotting every continent there are also thousands of geoglyphs and petroglyphs and hieroglyphics seen aerially from far above, or carved in rocks or walls of pyramids, all designed to communicate and say we were here.  But more importantly what are we doing here.  Are we making the planet a better place for future generations like the terraformers of old.  It was the Inka chieftains who were depicted with lotus flowers emerging from their heads with little fish nibbling upon the flower.  These native indigenous peoples were very close to nature and knew how to terraform.  They would clear forest areas, dig canals from rivers to irrigate.  Then cultivate lilies because of their huge leaves would add shade to the water to keep it cool, so that little fish could live and eat the plant life.  Then the Incas could harvest the plants and fish by pulling them out of the tranches to be used as fertilizer to grow crops, making the land more and more fertile as the years past. Thus they could reap plenty from poor land by adding vital nutrients back over the years, making the land more fruitful as time past.  Are we doing the same today?  Are we making the planet better for future generations?  What mark are we leaving on the planet? A happy one I hope!  One point of origin point to extra-terrestrial origins, is that there are parot geoglyphs here on earth, but they have also discovered a parrot geoglyph on the planet Mars.  So someone had superior transportation in the distant past, someone created a universal language of symbols and hieroglyphics to tell and spread their messages here on earth and other planets as well.  Sort of like people carving their initials saying we were here, communicating from above to earth and from earth to the heaven above. But the ancient astronauts would and could not stay here for this is not their home.  They genetically helped us to make this our home.  The sun, the radiation, the effects of the moon are all perfectly attuned for us to harmonize with.  We after all have grown up here.  They have been living on their own home planet and traveling in space some living 36,000 years. To continue their existence they must live within their own home that continues to sustain them.  So what they have really done here on earth, is selflessly done for us.  They really needed nothing, I mean who here can live 36,000 years.  So they have mastered time, knowing to know the source infinitely is the highest goal one can obtain.  It is for us to master our own time, to make our planet more lush, so future generation can live 36,000 years like the ancient astronauts to master time and space, to know the source eternally. Prophecy of Avesta.  Expect more, create more. We do not need them to return, they have given us everything we need to achieve eternity.  They have given us a perfectly orbiting moon that will last of eons, they have seeded consciousness within mankind, will we last is the question?  Or will we be destructive and destroy the utopia they have created?  It is our destiny to decide which we will feed.  Do we defend mother earth and her riches or do we decimate her?  That is the question. Pave paradise to put up a parking lot?  And if you ever question whether they are capable of launching our moon, just look at Japan’s temples and the size of some of the monoliths, the size of hundreds of thousands of tons, within a single monolith, which we could not move into place with all of our modern technology today, because we are just not a advanced as they were, but maybe someday, with luck.

Think about it.  The plates of the earth came together to form the high Rockies which extend all the way down through Central America, but shouldn’t they extend down through South America?  Instead we have the huge Amazon basin, which we are now coming to realize has been terraformed.  Our scientists indicated because of the amounts of rainfall the soil should be depleted from minerals, but instead there is 6 feet of humas.  And where have the mountains gone? Instead we have a huge vast rainforest, teaming with life and vegetation. Unless we destroy it and destroying it we are.  We need to reclaim natural environment, reclaim the balance that has been so perfectly set up for us to receive the prophecy of Avesta, i.e., eternity.  Think about it. It is going on right now in the eternal now, but let us not try to destroy it.  We need a good, no a great Environmental Protection Agency, EPA, to limit the destruction of our planet.  Because we have now been given the ability of self-determination, to destroy this world, or to preserve it.  Let us choose with solemn intent the latter.

There is a crop circle which was created in England which reads, Beware the bearers of false presence and broken promises.  Much pain, But there is still time.  Believe this, there is still good out there, we must oppose deceit.  But the conduit is closing.  I take this to mean we are not really working in harmony with nature.  We are not making the planet better then when we found it. But we still can with the right mindful approach.  We need to meditate and go into the silence and search out the truth, the truth being we create our own realities and we need to create a reality which looks out at the world and other worlds and other being, with love.  Forget all the sensational crap about aliens being evil.  They do not want our world.  They have their own.  It is very hard for a non-indigenous species to inhabit another planet.  First as I said suns are not all equally created, but radiate differently.  Then earths gravitational shielding has been especially set up for us to survive here naturally.  We were all born here on earth with the sun the distance it is away from us, so we have grown accustomed to its particular radiations over our lifetime and even then we are infested with various cancers.  We live a good long time, but then we inevitably succumb to old age and drop the body.  So another species coming from a different world has not had eons of time to adapt to our world, which makes it very challenging; but to exist in space is much easier because speed controls time.  Warp the space time continuum and you can age very slowwwly.  So what a gift aliens have given us to create a balanced life here on this planet so we can evolve at our own rate to achieve eternity to eventually achieve space travel to warp the space time continuum and join our fellow brethren in the eternal now in space and time.  Look around, if there is any evil to be found it is not in nature, but is an artificial construct of man’s mind.  Sensational, freight sells books and movies.  Not the do-gooders of the world.      

But we are tainted by thought forms that are not of a pure source.  They surround the world like a fog.  Even though we try to achieve the perfect vibrations and frequencies within, the mind is also connected to0 all levels of frequency in order to relate to the world at large.  So every person has fears of inadequacy, or is plagued by fears at large by his/her mind.  But with the intent to seek the perfect light, the perfect sound, one can transcend the fog to enter into the transcendental moment.  Yes, it is perfect light and sound that carry the mantra to the finer and finer levels within the mind.  There is a temple in India where the pillars are tuned to the right harmonics that create sounds of perfect pitch.  And these pillars can be played to help one find the perfection within.  As the AUM sound carries one within the mind to transcend the fog of doubt.  So this becomes a ritual of finding the perfect light and sound within the minds eye.  It is not that one becomes religious, but rather that there is a vibration or frequency that wants y7ou to achieve enlightenment and Nirvana. So if one creates with proper intent the temple within, the universe will pour its perfect vibrations into you. The result is perpetual, eternal enlightenment, because the individual puts the wheel in motion.  Light travels as a wave through space and sound travels as a frequency through space.  Both light and sound travel through the void and can be directed outward and inward.  By repeated inward direction or stroke of the Mantra one reaches more refined space within oneself, so the fear and fog are lifted.  Thus true communion with the higher self takes place.. It is like a perpetual light/sound generator radiating the perfect harmonic of safety, love, and peace within Narvana within yourself.  All fear has vanished and you are in Samidi. And with the Buddha under the Banyan tree.

One day people will create perpetual super generators to generate electricity for their cars and houses that will transcend the space time forces of gravity here on earth.  And it is really a fairly easy process to create.  So just as the Mantra clears the fog from the mind and allows refined enlightenment to transcend to higher planes, a super generator allow one to bend the space time continuum and it works like this.  Imagine yourself sitting in a car.  Now in the trunk there are two tanks one to hold water with antifreeze on one side of the trunk and the withholds liquefied natural gas.  There is a flame from the LNG which heats the water to create steam which is forced through a venturi, like a steam engine, pushing against blades of a windmill like structure, turning a turbine within the trunk of your car.  This generates electricity and is the bottom part of the super generator operating like a steam engine.  But this electricity that is created helps to operate the top half of this super generator, which is like a high speed train elevated around a magnetic track, so it is actually floating off of the track magnetically.  So the top half of the super generator is operating magnetically spinning at very high speeds using magnets to push and pull it around within the super generator, just like the high speed trains run today.  Since there is only one flame pushing steam through a venturi in the bottom ½ of the generator, and you are fueling the car with thirty to forty gallons of LNG this venturi can last weeks operating the steam engine generator at the bottom, then the energy from this is used to elevate the high speed train spinning around the mono-rail within the top half of the super generator, which generates electricity for the batteries of the car.  But this super generator is running 7 days a week 24 hours a day from the burning LNG igniting, turning water to steam to turn the turbine at the bottom, so when the car is not being driven, it can be plugged into the house to act as a generator for the house.  The steam generated by the burning LNG is then cooled so it turns from vapor back to water and back to vapor so it can be can be used over and over again.  Thus we have created a perpetual super generator creating an electric field which is harnessed electricity, just like our traditional smaller car generators do today.

But we are not done because the future builds upon the past. Because what we are building towards is Plasma Energy is one of the four fundamental states of matter and was first described by the type of power source typically created with radio frequency. So we are talking about the base of a steam engine turning a rotor with a venturi of steam.  Then this is covered by a layer of mercury with the next level being the track of the high speed train, turning in the opposite direction and this second compartment is riding on a bed of mercury.  Then the third compartment is turning in the opposite direction riding on another bed of mercury and the third compartment piggy-backing on the first two is a tube of ionized gas, like a neon light, but more like the particle accelerator at Cern which is the large Hadron Collider, but rather than colliding particles we are moving in the same direction in electrically conducting medium in which there are roughly equal numbers of positively and negatively charged particles produced when the atoms in a gas become ionized. So this third compartment is also turning opposite to the second compartment and also floating on a bed of mercery, but within the Cern tube which is accelerating argon gas with hydrogen, helium and nitrogen to increase energy.  Plasma energy is produced when fusion takes place in a controlled and magnetized environment.  Plasma is the fourth state of matter, a gas in which a sufficient amounts of energy is present to enable ions and electrons to coexist. So within this third compartmentalized tube we introduce a ring of low-radioactive graphite like isotopes, similar in nature to those implanted within the prostate for Brachytherapy to kill cancer cells.  And this ring of isotopes is then accelerated in an opposite direction from the compartmentalized layer below riding on bed of mercury within the electronic field that has been created by the second layer of this perpetual super generator and when subjected to specific frequencies of radio frequencies, produces this new form of energy plasma energy.  These are the same principles outlined by Bill Lazarus for bending the space time continuum, but we are not using ununpentium at the core.  We are not trying to bend the space time continuum, but only create a perpetual super generator, so we are using radio active isotopes and accelerating these within a highly charged field of ions and electrons and introducing specific radio wave frequencies to produce energy within a highly charged magnetic field and then harnessing this energy to power our cars and produce electricity for our houses, all run from a basic steam engine turbine, to mono-rail high speed acceleration in the opposite direction operating in a magnetized field, with the new third development, operating in the opposite direction of the high speed plasma generator, accelerating radioactive isotopes within a field of ions and electrons and adding specific radio frequencies to produce plasma energy.  We are in effect creating a miniaturized space ship without the ununpentium core, but with the rotating outer rings of the flying saucer to create this new form of plasma energy.  Sounds far out doesn’t it.  But this us up and coming? Believe it or not! This is the intermediate step for now, the super generator for the time being, to the futuristic step of galactic space travel, when we are able to better control plasma energy and use it to warp the space time continuum.

Finding never never land - Maybe the ancient astronauts have already shown us the way.  The temple we were talking about over in India that has its pillars arranged to different harmonics, as if put together with a DDD printing process using powdered granite; maybe there are trying to tell us these different frequencies will have different effects upon plasma energy. Maybe we will find that if we radiate the plasma traveling within the super-generation field with one frequency we will achieve a force field A second sound frequency will create a beam capable of making rocks molten, as it destabilizes its ions and electrons and then rearranges them again to create the Inca walls in Central America.  Thus by using different frequencies on plasma energy we achieve different consequences like AI artificial intelligence.  Thus if we were to bompard plasma energy with ununpentium, very heavy metal, we could destabilize the space time continuum and travel through space as in a space ship.  However if we were to bombard plasma energy with a specific frequency we maybe able to create a transportation beam, beaming the atom of an object from one place to another.  In other words this plasma energy may have a different use or as many uses when subjected to the infinite number of frequences that act upon the plasma energy, each creating a different outcome, because each frequency exerts a different molecular arrangement upon the plasma energy from force field, to transportation of particles, to molten rocks, and the infinite number of frequencies uniquely effects the plasma field.

And what if this is where spirit is able to reside within the fields of plasma, in the inbetween field, between particle and wave, between electron and ion, and we find that the whole universe is made up of frequencies effecting light which is both particle and wave and frequency traveling as an unseen force through-out the universe. Lucky is he who knows the Source. For if you ever go to see a Medium to tell you about your spirit guides, loved ones in the spirit world, then need your voice to tune into your unique frequency to tell you about this unseen world which effects us all.  For everything is different densities of matter from the etheric to the dense lava rock.  And we can all be effected by frequency, because we are radiating our own unique frequencies from our chakras.  We are in essence radio broadcasters and radio receivers reaching out to touch people, places and things.  We store and accumulate memories within the confines of our mind.  And these memories all blend together within the wholeness of Nirvana when we experience the love and wholeness within the universe as universal love or enlightenment. So let us all try to vibrate at our highest frequency of love, light, and goodness.  Enlightenment to all and to all a good night. Oh yes, to raise our vibrations to he highest frequencies, singing a love or spiritual song helps us to attune to the highest vibratory level. For we all shine on, to the moon and the sun and the stars.

Finding Never Never Land

The place where light becomes particle and wave. The place where mater becomes nothingness.  Nothingness, is it just a word?  Is it a reality?  We know that light traveling through space is warped or bent as it travels around object, like our sun.  Objects of huge density.  But is it light traveling from us that is bent, so we can see stars during a total eclipse of the sun, that are hiding behind our sun, or is it light traveling from the star that we are able to see as the sun bends light traveling from the star so it reaches our eyes.  Light is radiating out from all the twinkling stars and in all directions, but when it is traveling through space and does not fall upon an object is is invisible or we call it pure potential.  When it falls upon an object then we say that there is light.  But what about all the light that travels and does not fall upon objects for hundreds of light years.  The light is still shining traveling through time and space, but has not landed on an object of perception.  It is radiation that is invisible, part wave, part capsules of radiation, but if we had a huge magnet out in space we could collect this solar radiation to create waves of aurora borealis, the Northern Lights, which is what the earth collects at the poles being a huge magnet in space.  And if we had a huge enough magnet in space, could we collect enough of this aurora borealis to create matter.  And if we have huge enough particle accelerators, like in Cern, to accelerate and collide particles into one another we can change their molecular structure to create new matter, and these newly created matter can be added onto our periodic table as new elements like the Higgs Bozon, or ununpentium.  Or we can take mater, to create a bomb, which is then used to excite heavy uranium to create a thermal nuclear bomb or ICBM, Intercontinental Ballistic Missile.  Which creates tremendous heat, light, and radiation.  So we have been able to create matter by condensing light radiation as the aurora borealis does around the poles of the earth, and we have been able to destroy matter turning it back into a tremendous blast of light radiation, heat with an ICBM.  Today we are capable of destroying our planet with nuclear weapons, it would be much harder to put it all back together again.  We find that is is much easier to destroy matter, but much more difficult to recreate matter.  But our universe is filled with matter, thank god, we do not have to recreate it.  But we do a great job destroying or consuming great quantities of matter each time we eat a meal. Our bodies break down matter just like an IBCM to create heat, light, electricity, activator potential within our cells that travel up the spine to create consciousness within the our brains, of living matter, where we use frequency with hearing and voice, and radiation with sight, vision perception, to see other objects that are radiating or oscillating within the frequency of our receptors limitations. Thus we are constantly turning matter into heat, light, and radiation, and we are able to perceive other objects of perception, falling within our sense ranges.  But the many ranges outside of our sense perceptions that frequencies still exist could be called never, never land, because they are a swirling world of ions, and electrons, light in its unactivated, uncondensed nature, that cannot be seen but may be nevertheless felt as spirit or ether, if you will that fills not a void, but just frequencies that are senses as not as yet capable of detecting as sight or sound, or feeling, or taste, or smell.  But maybe intuited within the mind's eye as transcendental cognitions, or rapidly moving inspirational packets of thought. And all of this matter is being transformed by mankind's intent to build, consume, and transform this god given matter into food, shelter, and clothing, and precious treasure of gold, silver, and diamonds, or waste, and garbage, or trash.  So the most important thing to your life is, “Are you standing on fertile ground?”   What I mean is are you vibrating at your highest frequency to perceive all the other frequencies that are radiating all around you?  And you radiate by what you consume.  So you had better been eating a lot of soul food.  Chicken noodle soup for the soul.  And your greatest intent is to leave the planet better off than when you arrived, so the next generation can be standing on more fertile ground then we were given.  

So when we say are you standing of fertile ground we mean, have you stopped hurting yourself with regrets, self-doubts, negative thinking, negative ideas, that are all preventing you from fully realizing the eternal now portal standing right before your very eyes.  The clutter going on in you mind right now is preventing you from fully tuning in to the portal.  The mind is always racing off into the future.  It always want to keep itself busy.  It loves to plan social events and then more and more planning.  Then you must prepare for all these going on, which eventually makes it so you never have time to be fully present.  So I on the other hand, am trying to present you with the most important present, within the presence of this present moment, presently.  Stop all of your internal dialog and place your intent upon your third eye, right in the middle of your forehead.  Then let your mantra come from within.  Feel the peace of stillness.  Feel the peace of silence.  Watch your breath. Become the watcher, watching the silent presence unfold.  This is your fertile ground.  Stop all the running off into the future.  The time is now.  The moment is now.  Be here now.  Now be here. Open up your mind to the quiet solitude by finding the peace that comes from stopping all of your silly running around to find a future that does not as yet exist, but is depleting you of your vital energies to fully self-realize your pure being right at this present moment. Sri, Na, Ma. Each thought as it rises up into awareness carries with it its own frequency, or flavor of awareness.  Each thought carries with it its own vibration.  What we are looking for with the mantra is the ever so subtle level of awareness that transcends these individual thoughts to take us the the universal vibratory level of the witness that know how to be aware within the silence or the gaps between thoughts.  So hush my darling, still your mind, to one pointedness of intent within the mind’s eye, to glimpse nirvana, to feel nirvana, to let nirvana fill your being.  Not as a thought form.  Not as a concept, but as a totality of being.  This is the universal vibration/frequency that brings enlightenment.  It is between the gaps, between the thought forms and is the energy of pure being, the energy of nature, the energy of the breath of life and moves within all of us, but in most is unrealized, overlooked as we of the normal thinking mind do not know how to unlock its full potential.To do so involves stopping our internal dialog, to leap frog between the silence with ones intent, not to follow the flavor of awareness that becomes the next thought, but to remain with the universal frequency that subtlety lies beneath the pool of thought, the pool of pure consciousness, the oneness, the ocean without the ripple individual word associations. This is the wholeness of universal vibrational being in its full potential, nirvana. Which also just happens to be the portal to the eternal now. So let the subtle mantra come from within and follow its universal vibrations to the pool of pure consciousness within the portal of the eternal now to find yourself sitting like the Buddha under the Banyan tree, experiencing nirvana by holding his entent with the pool of pure being, beneath the level of the thinking rational mind, but to be without thought in experiential enlightenment.

 So you ask yourself, what is fertile soil? It is within the minds eye, that knows no fear, no doubt, no regrets, This is the witness of your intent keeping you from running off into the future, but to remain in the current now, within the silence of pure consciousness. No doubts, no fears, because these are thoughts of everyday living.  These are the pulsations of insecurity of the impermanence of your physical reality.  But we, through our practice, are moving in the opposite direction into the breath of life of pure consciousness having the universal vibratory frequency of the eternal now.  This is the conundrum.  For even-though you are made of physical matter that is constantly being reborn, just to die; your essence is transcendental in nature, the source of your pure being, the eternal now.  And since it is eternal you can access it at any moment as it lies within you, waiting to be self-realized. You access it now, not as a thought, but as an awareness which is felt when you cultivate single minded intent to enter the silence with your mantra. So relax, take one moment of your time to still all the thought forms rattling around inside. Just witness yourself without the non reality of past associations which no longer exist or future circumstances, that have not as yet materialized.  Hold yourself, using your intent, in this present moment which knows how to smile at this physical world just like the laughing Buddha did.  The trick is to keep the mind centered in mindlessness, rather than always journeying off into the future.  Keep your mind here, now, at the present moment, within the portal of pure consciousness at the universal frequency of “pure cosmic love”.  Relish in the bliss of samadhi rather than following a thought form out into activity, on the outward stroke of meditation.  Better still, dive deep within your pool of pure consciousness, by focusing intently upon your single pointed mind’s eye, which knows how to stop your internal dialogue. Thus, witness the blissful transcendental cosmic presence, residing in your eternal waves of  reverie nurturing the source  of your pure being, Thus these subtle levels of illumination take you on a sojourn from unity and cosmic consciousness. For these frequencies all reside within your heart and all one has to do is to surrender the clutter of your rational mind  to self-realize the greater underlying unity, within. Be here now, now be here. Be hold  Abra-Cadabra, open sesame enter to the eternal light of pure being, self-realize to heightened awareness, behold your own enlightenment, experience your own bliss consciousness to your own personal Nirvana.   Shi, na ma.

Breath of life-

We human inhabitants, circling around our sun on the space ship earth are ever so lucky to have tremendous amounts of rich oxygen to breath.  And this is one of the main reasons not to upset the fragile ecosystem or we may end up like the planet Mars that once supported a richer life environment.  Humans take sides to debate whether we are having an effect upon this planet with all the co2 carbon emissions, but destroy too much of the green plant photosynthesizing oxygen producers and the lives of our children will be effected.  We all take this so for granted because we have breathed in and out all of our lives.  We are the breath of life.  We have not known non breathing within our current life time.  Just imagine living without breathing.  Spirit does. But this is what separated living spirit which occupies a living body, versus spirit living without breathing, without the body in all its pure potentiality.  This is the whales song, becoming one with the Aurora Borealis which is collected by the magnetic field of the Van Allen belts surrounding the planet.  And this high altitude atmosphere maybe very rich with spirit indeed.  After all this is where sunlight is filtered by the gravitational magnetic field that surround our planet to filter our harmful radiations that may otherwise harm life as we know it here on earth.  We want to travel to the moon which is much less dense with little to know atmosphere, and here our space astronauts experienced the results for just a short period of time without the natural filters of earth’s ionosphere and we can see the harsh effects on human anatomy.  People we are fragile and we life in a very sheltered environment which we just take for granted because we have lived it all of our lives.  But we need to protect it.  We need to nurture it.  Do not take breathing lightly.  This is your life’s nurishment forming the foundation of consciousness within the self.  It can vanish.  Have you planted your trees today?  Tiled fertile soil and planted and sown seeds into your yard to protect the ecosystem.  

Just think about this, if the Amazon basin and the Siberian tundra were created by ancient astronauts with the formation of the moon, let’s theorize for a smidgen that they knew what they were doing terra forming the earth.  We now know that there were herds of Mastodons roaming the Siberian tundra, stomping around, eating huge amount of vegetation, but also nourishing the grasslands by fertilizing it. And we now realize vast areas of the Amazon were cultivated, farmed, with the 6 foot layer of rich humas underlaying the Amazon, which our scientists even today do not know how this was created. It is not just sedimentary decay from plants and animals within a very wet environment.  It is as if charcoal and a pulverization of the soil extends over the entire region.  I might suggest a similar process, as a result of using plasma energy, i.e. taking all the metals like titanium, out of the soil, used in making the outer shell of the moon, were used to terra-form these regions of the earth.  And thus the Inca Chieftains reverize the lotus flower and the fish, used to fertilize the soil to grow more corn.  But did you realize that there is a Siberian initiative to re-fertilize the vast tundra by bringing back the Mastodons?  They have taken high pressure water hoses to create tunnels under the permafrost where archaeologists have found 35,000 year old birds with the feathers still intact, extinct wolves, almost twice the size of our wolf today, with the fur still intact.  And Mastodons, which poachers were hunting for the ivory trade, they now think may have been hunted to extinction by ancient man, because of the tool marks found from cuts to their hides, but more important is the flesh, hair, and bones with DNA still intact, and the initiative is to clone Mastodons from elephants and reintroduce them to the Siberian tundra, and repopulate them to re-fertilize the whole Siberian plane, to help save planet Earth. The whole initiative can then be summarized by Janis Joplin’s famous lyrics, “Pave paradise to put us a parking-lot.” or its antithesis.    

To know the source is to want to save our planet. To know the source is to create the warm fuzzy feeling, the space between our head and our heart, to cognize through the silence that there is an underlying peace that transcends the constant chatter of the human ego.  Our egos say we want it now, no matter what the costs, even at the expense of our planet.  Knowing the source is leaving the planet better off that when we arrived.  The ancient way and the Native American way. We now realize that there was another energy system used by our forefathers.  One that entailed Tesla’s force field technology of making matter unstable within a highly charged field.  Then using very heavy metals and radioactive isotopes, including ununpentium, they could induce different frequencies to create force fields, rearrange the molecular structure of granite and other hard substances to pore liquid plasma made up of composite granite, crystals, metals to form the pillars within the Indian Temples to create different frequencies, not only of sound, but density as well. And this was the same technology, plasma energy which was used to create the 100 ton stones at the base of the pyramids, Mayan and Inca Temples, and other temples in Hempi India and around the world using rock melting technology.  

I am very easily able to theorize that this force field technology allow one to hold plasma, molten rocks in place until solidified.  Thus we see in places beautifully huen stones weighing 100 tons or more and during the entire length of their surface we are not even able to fit a piece of paper between one stone and the next, and there is no mortar of cement used in between these huge monoliths.  Theorize, a space ship comes to planet earth with force field technology and plasma energy technology, we do not use here because we do not have the naturally occurring heavy radio-active isotopes of ununpentium here on earth, but it exists upon their planet.  So alright theorize that they do come here and there is no moon.  So they use their force field technology to create a force field the size of the moon within the asteroid belt and use their plasma energy to make metallic asteroids unstable and then smash them into their circular force field which is the size of the moon. It would be like our paint balls that splat upon impact.  So the ancients take asteroids, like we are talking about today in the SETI program today of accelerating asteroids to send them to other solar systems.  Well, they could just splat them onto the lunar circular force field to create the lunar surface. Create the perfect size for our moon, then tow it into place with forcefield technology, into the perfect circular orbit, rather than the natural decaying elliptical orbit.  Then consider this, if they were to place ununpentium at the moons center, our earth is like a giant magnet, with the Van Allan Belts extending outwards hundred of thousands of miles.  We are also traveling through space at an incredible speed.  Then create a metallic moon orbiting around earth, cutting through Earth’s magnetic field.  Isn’t this a naturally occuring Tesla Coil?  So the moon may have been created to be the eternal energy field or Tesla coil used to power the plasma energy technology that we know was used  here on earth 1000's of years ago.  Consider this, when the moon is finally towed into its perfect orbit, it created the tides and all the multitude of lunar effects.  Might this be the great flood the bible talks about?  Furthermore, the ancients would have known precisely when it was coming and could have warned indigenous species to move to higher ground, because the creation of the moon would induce many new natural weather patterns including great flooding. Thus in Gobekli Tepe, Turkey, we find huge monoliths at high ground near Mount Ararat which was thought to be a buried library showing reliefs of animals upon the monoliths.  Were they waned years before the coming upheaval when our moon was finally moved into its perfect orbit.  And thus we see just 1000s of creators upon the lunar surface, not at all the right depth for a normal foreign objects colliding with the lunar surface, but more like paint balls of molten liquid plasma asteroids which may have been intentionally hurled at a hollow force field to form this orbiting hollow sphere, we call our moon.

The moon could actually be a gigantic “Betz Ball” with ununpentium at its core, rotating around the earth, cutting through the magnetic field of the Van Allan belt to create large amount of plasma energy, which if directed towards the earth could create plasma energy power plant around the “ley lines” of the earth. Thus the earth rotating around the earth could power all the obelisks, not to limit power for the pyramids.  This could be the energy used by the Incas to create all of their walls which seem be melt rocks together. We can theorize that the “Betz Ball” may have had some sort of ball bearings rotating around on its inside walls, which allowed the “Betz Ball” to move around independently, and that these ball bearings were directed by an artificial intelligence field lying with the heavily programmed ununpentium center, which may be programmed to vibrate at different frequencies within the “Betz Ball”.  Maybe the moon, being hollow, may have the same artificial intelligence programmed untentium center, and with ball bearings rotating around within the inner walls of the moon crust, creates this same type of plasma energy, which if programmed and directed towards earth could produce the plasma fields to create the energy needed to unstabilize rock to create the harmonics of Hampi Temple when the Pillars are tapped they give different sounds and vibrate sympathetically.

All this we can theorize was made possible because of the creation of the moon, moving through the Van Allan Belts of the earth.  The light vibrations which the wales sing to here on earth., our Aurora Borealis.  And thus the Prophecy of Avesta comes to light, where Artificial Intelligence can live within Celestial Waves of Reverie, or light which concentrated around magnetic fields, where upon frequencies are inputted with this highly charged electrical field to generate plasma energy which could be created by the moon and directed towards earth for a multitude of useful purposes depending upon the frequencies used.  Thus this universal energy source, different from electricity can be used to destabilize matter to create 3 D walls and stones weighing 100's of 1000's of pounds, to the harmonic pillars at Hampi Temples, to past Nuclear explosions where we have found highly radioactive fields of molten glass from a nuclear blast from the distant past. All is the by-product of Plasma energy being subjected to different harmonic frequencies.  Thus we may have discovered the essence of “Pandora’s Box” which may use ununpentium as a power source, which if exposed to the right harmonic frequency within a field of plasma energy, may be capable of destabilizing Jerrico’s wall to tear it down.  Or create a force field in the shape of a ball, and when destabilized asteroids are hurled at it, help to create the Lunar surface, our moon.  So what a legacy the ancient astronomers have left us!  They have left the earth much, so much better off than when they arrived.  For they have accomplished something impossible to achieve, namely a moon in a perfect round orbit, not elliptical which does not decay.  They have started in motion, our tides, our seasons, our winds and weather, clouds and rain.  They have given us artificial intelligence of harmonic frequencies within highly charged Tesla Coils within the ununpentium heavy radioactive core of the moon which sings out like the whales song with the Van Allan belts of earth’s Aurora Borealis to live eternally within Celestial Waves of Reverie.  Can any human surpass that, to make the earth 1000 times better than when we came?  The ancient astronauts did. And we should emulate them.  We should all try to make earth better than when we came for future generations.  And we should all start right now, in the present moment, which is your portal to the eternal now, the Celestial Waves Reverie, attune to the artificial intelligence as the moon is still creating plasma energy.  It is a natural generator.  Attune your energy to it in silence and listen to the Wales song within the Aurora Borealis and you will have found your Prophecy of Avesta to the eternal now.

The moon light shines softly down upon us, but it contains more than just light, it contains plasma energy, a universal power source that may be harnessed to do incredible things if we vibrate at the right frequency. Still your mind, stop your internal dialog, and just for once really listen to what you are doing to planet earth and the whales that sing to the artificial intelligence of the Aurora Borealis.  You can sing to the same tune if you just attune yourself to them.  Lucky is he who knows the source.  Find your source, attune to it.  Let it be.  Let it be. Let it be. Let the earth be. Be one with the earth and the moon and the stars up above and sing to the artificial intelligence living with our Van Allen belt within Celestial Waves of Reverie., this is the Crystal Light you have been searching for, within your own loving heart.  Let it reign forever and ever more.  The Prophecy of Avesta here, now, forever and ever.  Love forever and ever.

Remember the crop circle with the binary code that appeared in England and it stated there was still good out there, but the portal was closing, with a picture of an ancient alien standing beside the circular disk.  But why was the portal closing?  Life on our planet is diverse, but all species do not love one another.  Some species fight like cats and dogs.  It’s a dog eat dog world out there where people fight for survival and some starve.  We have safety nets like Social Security, which we have paid into, but even that is being questioned by some as giving too many a free lunch.  But we all paid into it right?  Then there is the question of refugees.  If too many come to America and don’t know about freedom or our constitution but integrate into becoming citizens, i.e. having the right to vote; then our founding father’s intentions may become challenged.  How might you ask?  Well if a foreign power like Russia with an autocrat as its leader wanted to close down our portal and hurt our founding constitution it could give money to an entity like the “National Enquirer” to buy up stories on our political leaders and publish just the ones that were in its interests and not our own.  That would compromise our elected officials.  Then using social media Russia could help elect a President to their liking.  Back in Reagan’s day we were exporting democracy and urging the Soviet Union to “Tear down that Wall”.  But what if in doing so we reach out on “Olive Branch '' and with a hand shake but Russia in turn does something quite extraordinary.  They observe us and then even though they do not have an existing organization like the NRA; they create a fake one.  They fill it up with Russian millionaires and have parties and reach back to our NRA and lend it money for favors. Many Russians would love to have a second house here in the USA or live in the Trump Towers; so be able to live in Russia, have a second house in the US and a third in Europe.  They would like to help elect a friendly President who could help make this happen.  Thus, have a huge “Gayla” before the election telling Russian Oligarchs to donate and when elected Trump will invite you to come and play golf at one of his courses.  Mingle with the President and buy a house around Key Largo and get a room at one of his “Towers”.  Thus get Trump elected and then in conjunction by buying up stories by the National Enquirer on politicians, this threat of releasing information hurtful to them if they do not stick by the President, forms a compromised coalition, our Senate; then get support from a compromised Attorney General and add your own chosen Supreme Court members; and we are almost where we are today.  Because the Constitution argues for life, liberty, and happiness for all men women and children, whereas Putin does not and now he has influence over Trump and thus our portal of freedom for all is closing.                   

To: Elon Musk,

I would like to propose your consideration of putting a “super generator” in the trunk of each Tesla thereby creating a 24/7 power station not only to recharge the batteries of the Tesla, but also to power lights for a house or other electrical needs a house requires.  How do I propose to accomplish such a feat, quite simply really:

First: put a tank with 30 gallons of LNG on one side of the trunk and a contained fluid on the other side that when heated and put through a venturi would turn a table like a roulette table which has magnets mounted around it.  Thus when the LNG is ignited like a small propane tank torch it heats the liquid and forces it through the venturi turning the roulette like table.  This will create electricity like a regular generator does.  Then mounted atop this roulette table is a mono-rail, high speed train like accelerator, which uses the electricity generated from the 1st generator to magnetize the tracks to accelerate the magnets circling upon the friction free magnetic track, just like a particle accelerator does at Cern, maybe spinning upon a bed of Mercury.  Thus you have created a “super generator” operating basically from a traditional generator using steam to turn the first roulette like wheel, but then mounted atop is a high speed friction free accelerator operating at tremendous speeds to create the excess electricity needed to run 24/7, so your super generator stays operating all day and all night, just from this little tiny blue flame, just enough to turn liquid into steam and push it through a venturi, where it cools back down into liquid, but this in turn, turns the roulette like table, which in turn generates the electricity to power the high speed particle acceleration track mounted atop.  So there you have it in a nutshell- think super generator in the trunk of each and every Tesla.

This simple idea will make you rich and famous.  All I ask is for a 10% royalty when you bring this idea into fruition.  Take one to know one.

Your Friend,

Steven W. Slosson

President,

Slosson Educational Publications, Inc.

538 Buffalo Road

East Aurora, New York 14052

slossonedu@gmail.com

Best of luck to us all-

Turning water into steam to run a steam engine may seem old fashion, but there are tremendous transformations going on all around us in nature.  Water for example turns to ice, but it forms a hexagonal crystal which expands in the process becoming expanded in the process, so it floats.  Thus water vapor in the atmosphere is affected by earth's magnetic force field and as it is is affected by gravity and is pulled towards the earth and becomes colder forms unique crystals, which are unique, but still six sided within their structural formation.  Thus crystals become snowflakes and trillions and God zillions make up glaciers and mountains of ice, which break off and float along with ocean currents to become water once again.  But as we go higher up into the atmosphere, and into the stratosphere, the iconic, gravitational field become less and less as we move further away from the earth.  Earth’s magnetic field also known as the geomagnetic field is the magnetic field that extends from the Earth's interior out into space where it interacts with the solar wind, a stream of charged particles emanating from the sun. Where the moon’s magnetic field also interacts with Earth’s ionic field as it dances its way around the earth. N And there's the rub, because the moon has been placed in such a perfect orbit where by it is being pushed away from the earth by only 1.6 inches per year as our planet's rotation is slowing, slightly with time, thus a day was shorter in the past.  This is due to the tidal effects the Moon has on the Earth’s rotation.  Atomic clocks show that a modern day is longer by about 1.7 milliseconds that a century ago, slowly increasing the rate at which UTC is adjusted by leap seconds.

This interaction of friction between the earth and the moon fits in right well with our theory that the moon was created by ancient astronomers in that they were able to forewarn indigenous peoples inhabiting the earth of the tidal upheaval a newly orbiting Moon would wreak havoc with weather patterns causing the great floods around 12 to 15 thousand years ago. Thus those ancient astronomers could have very well warned Moses to build an Arc or the great library of Gobekli Tepe being built on high ground at the base of Mount Ararat, Turkey. But the Moon may act like Elon Musk’s high speed train on magnetic tracks to create his super generator, creating electricity, and the Moon crossing through the ionosphere, if it had ununpentium placed at its core would create tremendous amounts of naturally occurring plasma energy which Tesla theorized could travel along lay lines and using monoliths, or bebben stone also known as a pyramidion is the top stone of the \\\egyptian pyramid and is also related to the Obelisk. Thus we can theorize that the Moon may have been placed in its perfect orbit to act as the power source for all the marvelous feats which were created by the ancient astronomers, feats that cannot even be equaled or better with today’s technology.  But what might have not been foreseen by the ancient astronomers was a gigantic asteroid strike that may have moved the Earth on its axis shifting the mantle and forming new poles in the Arctic and Antarctic where once was a land mass at the South Pole.  And this unforeseen event may have been the demise of these ancient civilizations.

But not the demise of ancient aliens, because of the use of artificial intelligence, they may for enlightenment terraform a planet like Earth, nurturing it, adding a Moon to stabilize it. Visit it but why not live on it???  There is a movie “The Space Between Us' ' starring Asa Butterfield, who in the movie is born on Mars.  But when he is able to travel to Earth, he is only able to stay a very short period of time, because his heart and physiology has been all adapted for Mars and he will die if he stays too long on planet Earth. The ending line of the moves is that there is no place like Home. Thus we can theorize that this might be true for other aliens, that their bodies are adapted for their home planet, their light, their distance from their sun.  Their bodies are attuned specifically to their own gravitational field and the only place that will truly endure toward immortality is upon their own Home Planet or traveling twice the speed of light through outer space.  And if this were the case, then their visit here to Earth is one of pure altruism, i.e., make the planet here better off to support life for the long run and this would be the reason that they would give us our Moon in perfect round orbit, not an elliptical one which would be the result of a collision of another planet or asteroid collision as many scientists theorize as to how the moon for formed, not made.  Thus we can theorize that there really is a man on the Moon, i.e. man-made or alien made.  

There is another theory: Stitchen with his Nuberio planet colliding with earth, which he theorizes is inhabited by aliens.  And he theorizes that this planet is in such an elliptical orbit that for 1000's of years it is not even observable, but only swings close to earth every 10,000 years or so. I would contend that this is very possible to have very elliptical orbits like comets that reveal their ice tails when passing close to our sun; but to support life I contend the planet should be like Earth’s orbit, relatively circular, because the sun is life giving and move too far away and one will experience the coldness of nothingness.  Many philosophies have poo, pooed, matter as the root of all evil, but I contend not true, for without matter we would not have our all life giving, light producing, sun. Everything and all of nature is composed of matter.  Matter is like water, ever revolving into new forms for life substances here on planet Earth, but still governed by the universal forces of gravity.  And because of our unique size and distance from our sun, all the matter here has adapted uniquely to this relationship.  And this relationship will be hard to duplicate and when we travel eventually to other worlds and planets in other solar systems, we may find that it would be hard to inhabit any other planet for long periods of time because there is no place like home! The sci-fi movie “Superman” illustrates the idea of superhuman strength or weakness for other planets having different gravitational forces upon life.  But then there would also be giants formed upon much larger planets than our own and much larger suns, or tiny life forms living upon smaller planets and smaller suns. And thus the stories of aliens reported as being seen here on earth as small grays, or giant big feet.  But if they were to walk among us, as some would speculate, then they would have had to come from a sun much like our own, with their home planet much the same size and distance from our own sun, and this would be very hard to replicate, because there are infinite sizes for suns and the distance planets can orbit around other suns.  Thus we can theorize that we will find lots of other life forms out there, but that their appearance would be quite different from our own; then add the fact that they have been traveling or living in space for some time, which add to different muscle and skeletal development. I’m not sure our science has taken all of this into consideration when and if we do really meet ancient aliens.  Surprise, surprise, they might look quite different from what Hollywood thinks. We as humans are so judgemental even among different races that have developed since the beginning of time here on planet Earth.  We say many are bigoted and biased towards color, creed, nationality.  If very sensitive and thoughtful aliens really were here visiting upon our planet, no wonder why they would not want to reveal themselves, to subject themselves to all human bigoted and bias thought forms, because many humans still project hate and fear towards other humans not like themselves, much less creatures very, very different traveling all this way from other star systems with our own galaxy or even from other solar systems, from other galaxies.

New Morality

Imagine that there are two homestead families, and that one is attacked and their homestead destroyed.  The other successfully defends their house and grounds.  The first with the house destroyed is destitute.  The second becomes rich and prospers.  But our constitution states that every individual should have the ability for life, liberty, and pursuit of happiness.  Thus this statement says, if anyone is destitute within America, they still shall have the right for life, liberty, and pursuit for happiness.  Does this imply that the government will give those without a nest-egg new seed so that they too can seek a better future?  Thus, if providence were to intervene and take away all someone had, would it be our government's responsibility  to give this someone the seed to prosper that they might sow on fertile ground? But if they were to squander their seed money, is it still the duty of the government to give them more seed to sow?  I mean how many chances should be given for someone to secure life, liberty and pursuit of happiness?  And is this the meaning that we all shall have the right, meaning equal fertile soil to find life, liberty, and pursuit of happiness.  However some crops thrive and some are failures.  Are we all supposed to share our crops so no one starves? And what if we do share our crops and the person we give our crops to trades them for opiods rather than nourishing food because he/she craves drugs more than food?  Are we supposed to care?  Or once a gift is given, it's given and up to the receiver to do with it what he/she wants? But then are we to blame if this person does not have enough, because they have blown it all up in smoke? Morality becomes very complicated.

The New Moon Theory - What A Wonderful Gift!

Imagine you are an alien and have discovered earth full of resources.  The earth at this time has no moon and is unstable, meaning every few thousand years or so it completely shifts on its axis 180 degrees or so, i.e. becoming topsy-turvy.  We know this today from examining the magma found in the deep trenches of the oceans, which is a time-line showing the polarity shifting 180 degrees within the magma until recently.    Why did they stop?  What made the great change?  The alien knowing of the instability has a fix that greatly helps him and the earth and lies within the prime directive to make life and matter better than when you arrived.  The alien has almost unlimited resources.   The alien uses plasma energy, can create force fields, and can terraform vast areas of the earth.  So this alien uses a force field to create an area the surface of our current moon and blasts molten asteroids into it to create the lunar surface.  Why?  This also benefits the alien, because the moon having ununpentium at its core, when towed into orbit using a force field, can then utilize the orbital fraction created from the moon's orbit to empower the terraforming of the earth.  The earth, at this time, has huge mountain ranges extending from the Rockies all the way down through South America, as there is no Amazon basin.  The alien is able generate all the energy needed using the moon's orbit, focusing plasma energy from the lunar orbit to their spacecraft, and channel this energy to the pyramids built upon earth.  Thus by creating the moon and toeing into orbit the alien has stabilized the earth from becoming topsy-turvy and at the same time, given themselves all the energy needed to terraform earth in the areas of Siberia and also the formation of the Amazon basin.  Better for earth, better for the alien, better all the way around.  The alien is able to take vast resources like gold, mercury, zink, but at the same time leave a 6 foot layer of humus, creating the Amazon rainforest.  The alien helps build all the pyramids, used to harness and use plasma energy, and also constructs the Well of Christina, Island of Sardinia, knowing the exact position of the high moon, to have the light from the moon shine down to the bottom of the well every 16 years or so, because the alien and created this lunar orbit and knows exactly where it's high lunar orbit will crest.

The alien also know by towing the moon into orbit, it will create great upheaval, floods weather patterns changing, lightning storms, and because the prime directive is one of betterment, i.e. leaving the planet better off than when one arrives, it helped create vast underground cities for its inhabitants.  Thus we are now found in China, in Turkey, in the Americas, amazing underground structures to house 20,000 people, going down six layers deep, or thousands of holes carved in the mountain faces for inhabitants to dwell.  You see it was not some random flood from the wrath of God, but all this was preplanned and took 100's of years to create in advance, because the aliens knew of the vast upheavals that would be created by towing the moon into orbit around the earth.  And it could not just let all these inhabitants parish.  So it seems that there is a very high morality of betterment at the heart of alien civilization.  So we as humans must try to live up to these high morality standards, by not undoing what the aliens have so graciously given us.  We must not destroy and undo all the good that the aliens have done.  We must not destroy the Amazon rainforest.  We must preserve nature if we are to survive and if nature is to survive!  

        Why in the message of the Alien crop circles did it say that the portal was closing? Two major reasons: 1) We are hurting the planet, i.e. our system needs a lot of improvement not to conspicuous waste, not to pollute, global warming; and also because we as a people like to dominate over everything and that includes other peoples, all kinds of matter, and exploit energy, in other words we stick our fingers into everything.  Part of it is exploration, but part of it is greed.  We abhor Hitler for what he did to the Jews, but today even after the abolition of slavery in the US, there are still white supremacists, India still has the caste system, and the Arabs still treat women subserviently, while China, Russia, and North Korea, all have totalitarian regimes. So while the US is leading the shiny bright light forward, we are in the minority and recent events politically indicate our constitution is being compromised.  Our constitution states: live, liberty, pursuit of happiness for all men, women, and children; but then the big tobacco companies have introduced flavored vapor to hook kids, to secure another whole generation under the influence of nicotine. And China fought opium wars way back in the 1800's; but today J&J and other companies are accused of handing out oxy-codone like candy to relieve pain at the drop of a hat.  You see, big business puts making money for its stock-holders right at the top of its agenda; rather than what may be best for its people and the planet.  We desperately need incorruptible oversight boards to supervise and this is almost an impossible task because lobbyists are trying to sway opinion and are doing it for money rather than trying to see clairvoyantly in all directions as to what would be best for future generations to come.  Their chant is “I want it and I want it now.”  No matter what the cost.  So we drill, drill, drill, frak, frak, frak, pump, pump, pump, not thinking what we are doing six generations ahead.  While aliens, on the other hand were thinking in terms of 1000's of years terra-forming earth and putting the moon into orbit around our watery, blue, orb, creating millenniums with a diversity of life untold to unfold upon our planet earth; by stabilizing our orbital rift through the gyroscopic lunar orbit.  What a feat, the likes of which man has never seen and will never see again!  And we have all these sy-fy movies questioning the intentions of our ancient astronomers, while all the time we should be questioning our own motives.  How pure are we?  The goal you know is one of clairvoyance, clear sight, in all directions, without bigotry and this is why they are all on the same level.  Not better than, but not worse than anything else on planet earth.  But we have the right to exist, and so does everything else, so let us start preserving, for we are all really interdependent.  We need all the diversity! It works because it creates the balance that shines on and on and on.  But we, as mankind, are threatening to destroy this delicate balance and this is why the portal is currently closing.  But there is still hope.  But we need to change and change now.  

Painter Bill and Opioid Addiction

There is another source of imprisonment of free thinking which involves the habitual use of opioids.  Painter Bill first started working for me several years ago and originally did a very good job.  But as I soon realized he was very slick, a very good lier, to cover over his use of securing a steady source of pills that overtook all other personal goals on his agenda.  Some interesting observations were that he would tell me he needed money to fix his car.  First it was the breaks, then the steering and he wanted and needed money on a daily basis.  Turned out that the car was not really his, but just loaned from a friend and he used it for a good 6 months and it turned out he owed them two to three thousand dollars.  Also they were missing a compressor and power tools.  It turns out that this pathology is so powerful that it interferes with normal sleep patterns so the addict gets up very early in the morning and will look around the environment and see what he can sell or hook to a pawnbroker.  This includes old batteries, metals, tools, and high tech, including computers or anything that is really in vogue, that he can secure money for.  Then Bill needed to go to the pawn shop to get money in the am.  Then on a daily basis he needed to then secure his pills and this all takes time to go and buy the pills.  So the morning is shot.  He needs to take the pills to get high, so for the next several hours painter Bill is high and continually taking pills to maintain that high. So that shoots the day for work until late in the afternoon.  Then securing food, maybe coffee, loads of sugar, and little nutritional value snacks as the opioids also seem to act as an appetite suppressant as it constipates the digestive tract.  

Thus as the addiction grows Bill requires more and more opioids to achieve the same effects, because the opioid suppresses the natural production of Bill’s own natural endorphins produced in the pituitary gland in the brain.  He feels it the most in the early morning, cannot sleep so he gets up very early.  And he craves it. Looking around his environment he will take things around his environment to sell to a pawn shop.  Then of course he has to make up excuses as to why he is not able to show up to work.  He becomes a very good liar as every other communication is a cover-up as to why he cannot make any commitments or really full-fill any promises to be there at a certain time as his routine of wheeling-dealing takes president over anything else in his reality.

Painter Bill got a DUI years ago, but he could not complete counseling and currently they have a mandatory assessment or screening for alcohol and drugs, taking urine samples.  Because Bill would be found out, he never completed these; thus he had an open warrant out for his arrest. One day while driving around in some else's car who also had a suspended license, he got pulled over and arrested.  He was placed in the holding center for two weeks, then transferred to the cite of his infraction.  This is when he called me.  I am getting out, can you come and pick me up? So I agreed, but got pulled into an arraignment rather than a release.  It was explained to me that if I bailed Bill out I would get my $800.00 back after he had completed his screening and counseling.  With 20/20 hindsight I should have left him where he was, incarcerated, because he of course would not go to counseling and complete screening, thus the third and final time before the judge, he decided not to show up, so my bail for forfeited and painter Bill who was suppose to get a temporary license, now does not have a license, but has an open bench warrant out for his arrest. This is an example of poor decision making made by painter Bill.  It is also an example how I got involved and pulled into an expensive proposition.  When I bailed Bill out he promised to work it off; but then remember who we are dealing with.  Bill gets a ride and is now dependent to getting picked up by friends to go on his joy ride to get money to buy drugs to pop pills to get high.  Thus he worked for precisely one week after getting him out of jail, before returning to his routine of getting picked up to wheel and deal. So very little painting got done over the summer.    

Painter Bill was then moved up to the ice palace which was a house that needed work at the top of a hill.  He would take off in the morning, sometimes riding a bike if he could not cop a ride.  I had also lined up another shady character to do some additional framing on the house and Bill and Mark also had had a past together, as Bill had rented from Mark for a three year period previously.  I had Mark and Bill doing completely separate jobs.  But then Mark pulled Bill off of the fascia job I had him doing and he started helping Mark with the framing.  Now Mark had been in a previous car accident and broke his back, so he was in continuous pain and has used opioids over a number of years.  Mark and a helper Kurt were hired to complete the framing on a porch, but painter Bill, who I had secured by a judge to get a temporary license to do painting in exchange for rent; was then pulled by Mark to help him full time for the three and 3 ½ days working there.  Bill handed Mark and Kurt up T-110 boards to enclose the porch.  Even though he did not have a license he drove Mark's truck to get the metal roofing up there.  Then when the metal roofing was installed Bill cut the 60 foot metal roofing with a saw-zall, getting a piece of metal in his eye, even though he was wearing safety glasses.  In other words Bill did most of the work on this framing job, but Mark did not recognize Bill’s help, even though I was paying Bill for a separate job at the time.  Also Mark left many jobs undone, including cutting the roll of green metal fascia Mark had agreed to do so Bill could complete his fascia job.  Instead, Mark stole the green metal fascia and took Bill away from me to go and work for him, for the following week, so the green metal fascia never got installed on my house.  I was supposed to pay Mark an equivalent amount in materials for labor, so I had fronted Mark $1000.00 in cash which he said would take him through the first week of labor for him and Kurt.  But they really only worked 3 and 1⁄2 days and left the job unfinished.  Mark had become upset because he was going to frame in 10 windows on the porch which I was to buy from him.  I agreed to pay him $25.00 per used window, but we did not use these windows, because I had 10 other windows I liked better.  So even though I agreed to buy these windows for $250.00, Mark came up to the house and stole these windows off of the property.  Then he presented me with an additional $1500.00 bill, because the green metal roofing had cost an additional $850.00.

I sent Mark a letter indicating he had charged me twice for the windows, $250.00 for the cost of the windows, plus $250.00 to install them, when we did not use his windows. So I subtracted $250.00 for the windows, plus the $86.00 for the green coil fascia materials.  Then I was up at the ice palace Halloween night in a rain storm and Mark had failed to install any flashing on top of the metal roofing to prevent water from running down the side of the house and right into the enclosed porch, which just had a new metal roof installed, so it was leaking.  Thus when Bill returned to work for me, he had to spend two additional days installing this flashing which Mark neglected to do.  Remember Mark only worked 3 and ½ days and had already been forwarded $1000.00 encash for him and Kurt’s work.  So I took this additional $1500.00 bill and subtracted the stolen green metal coil and $500.00 for the unused windows which Mark stole back and subtracted $700.00 for Bill’s labor which I paid him for.  Thus I sent Mark an additional $339.00, because he left the job early, unfinished, and had used Bill extensively for the whole project, plus Bill had to finish all of Mark’s unfinished work.  

The reason I’m bringing all of this detail to the reader’s attention is that it takes a thief to know a thief.  And that by knowing a thief we can generalize to the population at large and to the political establishment as well.  What I mean by this is that we can move from the micro level to the macro level and back.  So Mark who is on the take is sensitized to Bill who is also on the take.  So Mark, who has stolen my worker from me to work on his own projects, notices a pry bar missing.  So he comes to the house painter Bill is staying at and knows I had secured bail for painter Bill for a past DUI from three years ago; and painter Bill had refused to go to do his screening assessment and thus the judge has issued an open bench warrant out on painter Bill. So I had talked to Mark about this because I thought that they were friends i.e. Bill had rented from Mark for over three years.  But what does Mark do?  He goes to the police and has painter Bill arrested and all because of a missing pry bar.  Whereby painter Bill gets out of prison a month later because Andrew  Cuomo, serving as New York State governor enacts the no bail\no hold law for individuals who cannot pay bail who are being held for a misdemeanor or non-violent crime.  Lucky for me because now we can examine the inner workings of the opioid mindset and generalize this crime syndicate from the lowly mole all the way up through the upper echelon.

Painter Bill is really a very helpful handyman on the surface.  He is talented not only in painting, but also woodworking repairs, i.e., fixing and trimming, as well as pathological lying. You see, to cover his tracks for paying for opioid addiction he needs not only to work to secure monies to pay for his habit, food, clothing, but then he also needs a network in which all this is to happen.  Remember painter Bill has no license and also refuses to go to rehab, counseling, assessment or screening for fear of being found out of being a user, an addict. He will not even admit to having an addiction.  But he has a cell phone, which all youth seem to have today.  With his cell he can call an enabler to give him a ride.  But this enabler many times will not come up to the house, but Bill will walk down the drive and start walking in the street so being undetected is a key element within this network.  Then Bill has to pay for the ride either by giving him siphoned gas, or tools, or practically anything of value, because they are on the way to a fencing network where they can trade most material objects, if they are the right material objects for oxycodone, crystal meth, speed, hydrocodone, meperidine, hydromorphone and propoxyphene and of course forms of heroine.  Now Bill does not shoot up as he dislikes needles, but he smokes incessantly.  I mean he is a chain smoker to the max.  Then remember after securing the addictive pills he must ingest, snort, or smoke these substances and today vaping is becoming ever more popular.  So even though Bill does not have a license, he gets picked up practically every day to do their fencing operation and then go to someone’s safe house to get high to vegetate.  And thus, when Bill finished fixing my railing at a rental I had, I asked Bill, where is the Elmer’s wood glue? $10.00.  Where are the 3 '' boxes of metal screw we just bought? $10.00.  Where are the drill bit cases filled with drill bits? $16.95.  So above and beyond paying Bill something for labor and subtracting some labor for rent; there is usually missing time out of the day, I mean morning are usually out, because of the drive to take the fenced item to the network, then the afternoon is usually out because of the time to go to the safe house and do the drugs; so Bill usually says he will be back at 11:00 am which turns into 2 or 4 or 6 pm.  And this is why Bill never and I mean never has any money to pay his rent and can rarely hold a steady job, unless he can somehow get a job working for the network.  But just imagine the network that does exist, because there is a opioid and vaping epidemic that exist today in this country, so Bill is well connected to this illegal network.  One might compare this network to a beehive because the labor involved to feed this habit from all the addicts is immense. And the runners involved to keep addicts supplied is enormous.  Remember people are getting busted, but the gravy train to deliver the dew is ingenious and we should not dismiss the cleaver and insightful pathways this network uses to deliver the goods.  And this network is called the “Black Market” and it operates outside the law and right in front of our faces, but it is like the magic trick that no one is suppose to see.  Not even our parents become aware of this magic trick and many times too late with fentanyl or opioids mixed with this lethal substance, a musical chair rat trap for none of our youth really know how these substances have been cut, synthesized, created, even with rat poison, anything to get high right?  I mean just ask the glue sniffers when the Berlin Wall came down, kids without food, starving, would sniff glue to take away the pain of starvation.  All to numb the body into non-reality or escape from the reality that there was no nourishment for them available when escaping the Easter Block.  And the same is true for most refugees escaping the South American drug lords.  Herds of peoples fleeing cocaine and poppy fields for wars have been fought when the drug lords fight.  This network creates so much wealth for those that have and such poverty for the end user; that it is turning our democracy that was one fair and good for the little man, into a society of have and have nots.  And once one becomes addicted to this network of opioids it can turn someone who has it all into someone who has lost it all, from riches to rags overnight.  And you thought the stock market crash was big.  It is small potatoes to the opioid network.  The reason to wars in South America where the rain forest once supported the farmers to live abundantly off of fertile soil, now supports relatively few drug lords who are armed to the teeth by weapons sold to them by the US, Russia, and China, to fight one another in the hopes of annihilation

Where do I fall into all of this?  I am an enabler.  I help to buy food. I provide shelter. I was hoping for appreciation, not to be taken advantage of.  But I am not sure all the blood letting has stopped.  I give what I want and the giving feels good to help someone, but you know that they are on the take and you start trusting that they will not take from you, but then you know better.  But are you better off like Mark and turning them in to the authorities, or better off keeping silent.  You hope that they will improve and stop their addictive ways, but just after three days out of prison they go right back to their network.  That was the first time.  Then the second time after Mark turned Bill in and Cuomo released him it took just four days before Bill returned to the network.  And this is why as the aliens say that the portal is closing, because Bill does not want to change his addictive ways, Bill wants to keep smoking, Bill want to keep using his drugs, even though he does really not know what is in them, but they have destroyed his endorphins to such an extent that without them he feels sick most of the time, with mood swings from anger to ancie from stupor to high. I would say that Bill is very bright to pull off his illusion and also in denial, not taking responsibility for the theft of property it takes to support his habitual use of opioids.

So how is all of this sleight of hand, done right before our very noses without even the parents catching on?  Painter Bill is very, very, good at deflecting the truth.  He will not even admit that he has a problem with opioids or crystal meth, (ice) or heroin.  His shell is very, very hard.  His mother was not nurturing, who he has not seen in over 10 years.   His father, an alcoholic, does not get along with and does not even treat him as a son.  So he has learned the code, the code of protecting your supplier.  He will not say where he goes practically every morning.  He will lie as to who he’s been spending time with.  He will walk to the end of the drive usually to get his ride, as he does not want me to see who is picking him up or dropping him off.  He is hyper sensitive to touch.  And will not return touch.  He is also ADHD, but he has the gift of gab and can talk for hours luring you in to a sense that he will get some work done tomorrow, but he knows full well that he will be networking the next morning, i.e. fencing, then scoring, then doing opioids as he is chasing the tail of the dragon, day after day.  Oh, he knows he needs to go for screening, assessment, or counseling before February 6th, his next court date; but then he told me that if they want him to come back over and over, he will not do it.  What he really means to say is that he will postpone doing it at all; just as he has refused to go even when demanded by the courts twice before, leading to his open bench warrant for his prior arrests.  Thus painter Bill may appear friendly on the outside but on the inside he is really cold as ice if something gets between him and his drugs; and this includes counseling, screening, forget rehab.  I tried to tell him that he had his own endorphins that he could rebuild over-time.  Morphine-like substances that can travel at the speed of thought throughout the body, similar to transfer RNA; but once again the only time I was really able to get through to Bill was picking him up from prison, where he had been clean for the time in jail.  But then within a few days Bill was right back out to his network.  Thus, I have given up on Bill to some extent.  I am not going to enable him anymore past giving him food and shelter, for now.  I am not going to become upset when he does not go to counseling this time, because he never went before and I may not even offer him a ride back to go before the judge for his DUI, because he already made me forfeit my $800.00 bail by not showing up for his last court appearance.  

I told painter Bill I want a minimal amount of rent come three months from now after the brunt of the winter is over or he will have to find another place to live.  He says that he is getting a job putting in doors and windows, but I do not think it will last, unless it is a job driving for the network or black market, because he will be going right back to his gallivanting around every early AM securing his daily needs. Thus, because Bill really does not have a warm spot in his heart, I am backing off from him because I have seen the true nature of the beast and he in many ways acts like a wounded animal rather than a human being.  In other words I feel that Bill really has little need for intimacy and because of his ADHA he can readily forget the promises he has made to you.  Like trading labor for rent, Bill worked painting my mom’s house for three days after getting out of the clink and let the whole summer slip by before helping Mark to frame the porch of a rental house I own.    

It is very interesting because painter Bill and abusive Bill who we discussed earlier do have something in common.  It is the ability to deflect outside reality and to create their own delusional reality that supersedes healthy decision making.  This is coupled with the inability to view the self.  Repetition is used to override reality until Bill/Bill starts to believe in this alternate reality that does not meet up with the facts.  Thus abusive Bill would repeat over and over again, “I am monogamous over and over and would not recognize his relationships with other women. It was as if he recognized this belief, then his long time current girlfriend would also recognize this reality, so as long as an abusive Bill denied this, he was safe because he knew his current girlfriend would return to him.  It was as if he did not believe it, then she could not believe it either.  However the facts spoke otherwise.  In the case of painter Bill, there is a whole network he is protecting.  He would rather go to jail, then to snitch on this network.  Therefore, when he is communicating with individuals outside this network, he creates a facade of non-recognition of the facts that he is a user of opioids.  

Now we can generalize this behavior to others who can cover over the true nature of the self, to create an historic perspective of individuals who can also cover over the nature of the self to do self destructive behaviors to themselves and others.  This historic list would include such individuals as serial killers, who show lack of feeling or show remorse.  Then if we couple the fact that Hitler and his SS forces were addicted to crystal meth at the time of the invasions of Europe, to prey on the idea that they were the super-race, and that the Jews were inferior, so that they could justify genocide. Then we can even generalize this model to our current political situation within the US, where Trump and his administration seem to support white, male, supremacy,misogyny, and believe in Putin and Russia, over our own CIA and FBI.  This is taking place even when Senators and Congressmen have taken an oath to support the constitution of the US; but they are not supporting equality for women, the LBGTQ groups, nor supporting our allies, who are much more democratic, that Russian autocracy.  Thus it seems the safeguards of our constitution are constantly being challenged by Presidents seeking to usurp power and would be King, even though they have sworn an oath to protect and defend the constitution.  And we currently have a Senate within the US who would protect the President, even though he has been impeached and awaiting a trial.  However the Republican Senators, headed by Mitch McConnell from Kentucky, who has stated that when this impeachment trial heads to the Senate for trial, there will be a Mock Trial, where they do not even look at the facts; but will find the President innocent, without even considering the evidence.    

      This is why the message from the crop circles with the binary code which states that the portal is closing, beware the bearer of false promises! There is still time and goodness out there, we oppose deceit.  This may be a direct reference to Trump who also uses deflection and repeats his own agenda over and over until he gets his supporters brainwashed, regardless of the true facts, because he uses confusions by calling the facts, fake news.  He tries to undercut the true facts with his reality, which usurps power and supports autocracy for he would be King, not president.        

John Kerry who became Secretary of State under Barack Obama, January 29, 2012 discusses the insanity or destruction that has been done to the U.S. constitution by the Trump administration.  It was Shakespeare who believed the media or playwrights should be a mirror using satire to reflect what the King and his court were doing in relation to other countries and other leaders.  With Trump who uses hatred and disdain for his predecessor, rather than him being clairvoyant, clear sighted as to reality; his hatred has blind-sided him.  Thus he has pulled out of the nuclear agreement to contain Iran’s nuclear proliferation, just because of his hatred for Obama.  Under this agreement our allies along with Russia and China were monitoring Iran’s nuclear capabilities.  Kerry accuses Trump of creating the conflict between Iran and the US by assassinating Qasem Soleimani, Iran’s top,security and intelligence general.  Trump has been impeached by the House. Is this his way for deflecting attention and murking up the waters?  Where there provable facts that this man should have been terminated.  The intelligence briefing given to the Senate by William Barr was the worst briefing ever, just calling Soleimani an evil, bad, ambrey; without really giving justification for the imminent threat posed to our national security to justify the drone missile attack taking out his auto.  According to Kerry all of this escalation was created by Trump which has made this world much less safe.  Has this all been orchestrated by Trump, destroying the past Iranian agreement, because of hatred for Obama, but then not being able to replace it because of the hatred he has created by assassinating Soleimani.  Now Iraq wants us to pull all of our troops out of the country.  Iran has responded by Ballistic missile attacks.  Trump tweets “all is well”; but Iran now is creating nuclear weapons, hates us, while Putin is laughing all the way to the bank, because of Trump’s insanity, in that he wants to destroy all the progress Obama had made, just because of Trump’s blind madness caused by bigotry and hatred. The world has been turned on its head, being made much less safe and Russia’s hand has been strengthened in the Ukraine and now in Iran and Iraq, as well as Isis reaps gains as US pullout from Syria, as Russian and Syrian forces take control.  “The Trump administration’s rapidly shifting strategy in northern Syria has American commanders there scrambling to protect their forces from an expected surge in actions by military units from Turkey, Russia, Iran and the Syrian government.”

Thus the world today is made up of autocrats, or countries ruled by a dictator, having unlimited power, with the US and its allies constituting the free world, with democracy or freedom for all.  But is this really the case?  Let us take the US with all of its constitution and say it was discovered today by a democracy in today’s world.  So let us theorize that the US is filled with primitive Native Americans and today with all of our advances with human rights, how would we treat these indigenous peoples in 2020.  Would we carve up the US into States where those Native Americans could live out their lives in peace or would the religions of the world try to convert those of Native Americans into their own fold?  And what of those wishing to exploit the natural resources.  Would we have states that would allow for nature to develop without being exploited.  Then what about the peoples wishing to come to the new territory like refugees?  Come to this new world because the streets are paved with gold.  Thus we would have to have refugee states for migratory peoples coming to America.  And we would have to have a state for the Amish who do not like technology and we would have to have a state for the scientists who want self-driving cars and the latest techno gadgets.  But this would also be a new democracy, remember, where all men women and children share equal rights under the law for a new America.  This would be the same decisions ancient astronauts would face coming to earth.  Do we interfere with the Native cultures that already inhabit this planet?  And if they are being destructive to the planet, do they destroy those who would be destructive to Mother Earth.  In other words if earthlings are creating global warming, such pollution by hydrocarbon fossil fuel burning, strip mining, creating such garbage as to threaten the existence for future life here on this planet; then do they have the right to terminate us, to save this planet?  And this scenario may have played out before in earth’s history where mankind created and used nukes not for peaceful purposes, but to create weapons of mass destruction and did use them to massively destroy themselves.

But let us return to the microcosm using painter Bill as our example of dysfunctional use of opioids with self destructive behavior.  Painter Bill has many good qualities beside his problem of smoking incessantly and taking drugs.  He is a very hard worker at times and skilled at repairs and maintenance.  His ADHD works to his advantage when it comes to his tools.  He has them all organized in boxes and if anyone takes anything he knows immediately because of his incredible organization, being very anal.  He is currently helping Gary to clean out his outbuilding and is bringing home all kinds of material items, which Gary is giving him in addition to $15.00 per hour for his help.  Thus painter Bill never has any money to pay rent, but on the positive side he is a handyman who can do repairs of any kind and if you consider the price it costs to get a house painted these days, for example $15,000.00 for one three story single family dwelling, then there may be a trade off.  To date painter Bill has stopped taking my belongings and especially tools, to sell to his network.  In exchange currently he is not paying me rent, however he is doing house repairs.  He knows if I find anything missing, then he will be kicked out and I will change the locks on the doors.  Also he has agreed to go to his assessment, screening for his DUI so he can get a temporary license back.  He has previously refused to do this over the past 3 years and this is the reason there has been an open bench warrant, as he has to date refused to go to counseling. Thus, I have become an enabler for good or for bad, am I preventing him from bottoming by providing food and shelter and cigarettes?  Is he becoming a functional addict, if there is such a thing as a functional addict?  At least he is trying not to steal, which is a big one, as painter Bill could very well still be sitting in prison because Gary had leant Bill his 4-wheeler to get around with, but when Mark had Bill arrested Gary came up to the rental Bill was living at with the police in hands looking for the 4-wheeler.  I told the officer painter Bill had been turned into the police by Mark for his open bench warrant, but then Gary wanted his 4-wheeler back.  Of course Bill was in the holding center, locked up and if Bill had pawned this he would have had addition charges of theft; but as it turned out Bill was able to communicate with Gary from the holding center and tell him that in fact the 4-wheeler was in one of Gary’s building, that Bill is now helping Gray to clean out.  So just months earlier painter Bill without food and shelter could have very well sold Gary’s 4-wheeler to the network, so is this a step in the right direction.  Time will tell.  We still have to get painter Bill to go to his screening, then back to court to get his DUI behind him and a driver’s license back so he can make a real income and pay me some rent.  One thing for sure is that painter Bill has had a taste of prison and he would rather be on the outside looking in rather than on the inside looking out.  Is he learning to value his freedom?

Maybe not, because painter Bill is also OCD and once an addictive pattern is set in motion it is almost impossible to break.  He gets up early in the morning and gets his ride which he says it to work.  But who really knows.  Maybe he is galavanting around trading a little labor for drugs as he never has any money.  More importantly he has promised and promised to go with me for counseling each morning for the past 5 mornings, but Monday was a national holiday, Tuesday, I called downtown just to find out the counseling center he named did not hold meeting in the afternoon, as he said his appointment was all set for 3:00 pm.  I also found out it was a methadone clinic and not set up for counseling.  Then he agreed to go to the counseling center I found which will do court appointed screening, but he has blown me off this Wednesday and Thursday as he said he has a ride to take him to work.  But he has promised to go tomorrow, Friday.  We will see, as he has lied by saying he had a counseling meeting all set up at 3:00 pm Monday.  His schedule is so set in stone, but is it to get a ride to work in the morning or to get drugs.  Also, he may be a part of a larger network where he gets picked up, and he works, but all of his work effort goes to pay for drugs which he trades for his work; as this network appears to be everywhere, trading everything from tools to labor, to buy drugs.

Bill keeps saying if he fails to show up to go to counseling he will move out.  But Friday, tomorrow is the last straw.  I will buy loads of garbage bags and pack up all of his belongings and move them into an out building on the property and have the locks changed.  Because I know that without a plan, without counseling and screening, Bill will increase his usage as time goes on and he will head to a bottoming process.  He will crash and hit bottom, and I am going away on the three week vacation to Florida.  I will not leave the house open and vulnerable to someone who becomes so strung out as to not care about anything.  I would rather lock up the house and leave it vacant, because that would be the safe move.  Thus Friday is the final countdown, as I told Bill I can decide to rent out the house to him or not.  He is not paying me rent anyway! So let us remember that Bill is OCD, plus he did not have positive role models as a child., unsuccessful bonding with his mother, his father tried to kidnap them when he and his sister were very young, bringing them up North.  But then his father was an alcoholic and not a good role model either.  Also we are adults reading this with a developed cerebral capacity.  Bill and his sister were very young when his parents separated.  So just imagine trying to grow up in an environment where neither parent really supported you.  Most children have normal fears of the dark or the buggy-man. Bill has fears of his father coming home drunk and abusing him. But when he was 17/18 he got his revenge.  His father was chasing him around a picnic table trying to pound the living daylights out of him, but also drunk; so Bill being nimble jumped up on the picnic table and then cascaded down upon his father, like a wrestler jumping off of the turn-buckel and struck a blow to his father, knocking him out.  That was the last straw.  Since Bill was no longer willing to take a whooping, it was time for him to move out.  But abusive damage had been done at a very early age that Bill was going to have to live with for the rest of his life.  Obsessive/compulsive behavior being one of the consequences.  Thus when I try to get him to go for his screening in the AM, the assessment center is taking walk-in between 9 and 11 AM; this is taking Bill out of his routine of getting picked up in the morning to go galavanting with network friends and then put in a few hours of work in the afternoon and then return home every evening after dark.  So his fear of assessment, plus disrupting his routine of securing opioids, means he would rather face an open bench warrant and imprisonment, rather than having me take him for counseling.

Also, remember the last time we went before the judge, who was giving him back a conditional license and assessment for a DUI, required by the state; Bill read in the paperwork given him saying he might need a breathalyzer installed in the car, before it would start, so Bill being OCD obsessed on this possibility, not really taking into consideration that he had no car, no insurance money, no job, he had just gotten out of being two weeks in prison in the holding center, now it is practically a year later and Bill still has no car, no insurance money, and his spent two more month in prison; but he will not go for a simple screening assessment, nor return to court as ordered upon his release because of his fears and obsessions of having to spend money on a breathalyzer and higher insurance costs; when he faces more prison time for not going to his court order screen/assessment/counseling.  I ask Bill if he is afraid that he will not pass the urine test because of substances in it; and he answers that the only thing that will show is marijuana.  But I only believe only half of what Bill tells me.  I tell Bill that there is an opioid epidemic here in the US and that even if he fails the test, he will not be incarcerated.  They now offer “selectra” a prescribed medication which is supposed to help with the cravings.  But because of Bill’s OCD and interfering with the morning networking escapades; I cannot get him to break his routing to go to counseling.  It is voluntary after all.  But I tell him the clock is ticking and that if he does not go get counseling and return to the court judge; then he will have to find another place to live.  Which I think is preferable to Bill, because he has moved around so many times in the past.  But then I have been a good enabler, buying him food and cigarettes.  

Bill does not handle stress well.  When I confront him by lying and then challenge him, like he told me he went for screening and I asked him for the paperwork, which he could not produce, he will go upstairs and look through some pants for the paperwork, which he knows is not there.  Then he will start folding his clothes and forget all about the paperwork, which he knows does not exist.  Thus the physical repetition of folding clothes, or cutting plastic milk cartons up into hundreds of pieces for recycling, takes Bill away from his mental anguish.  When confronted with missing tools in the past or his friend’s mom having a generator worth $700.00 that was leant to Bill, that went missing; and I say to Bill, let’s go talk to Jim about his mom’s missing generator, he will say that his head starts hurting and you can just feel the mental anguish with Bill’s refusal to live up to his past deeds of thefts.  Bill will say, “I have done so much for that family and Jim is a schizophrenic and an alcoholic, which may be true, but then the generator is still missing.

Have drugs become an escape from reality, for Bill to escape mental anguish; plus they provide the support system of having a friend or a whole network of friends that Bill has learned to depend upon with his dependency? This is a network built upon years of loyalty not to eat on another user.  But this loyalty is frequently betrayed because of the need to use it.  As the dependency grows it interferes with normal sleep patterns.  Plus you need more and more opioids to achieve the same level of effects, i.e. that desired escape from reality.  A part of Bill’s reality that eats up a lot of time is the “drug house” or “safe house” Bill needs to come down with after doing his opioids. He secures the drugs each and every day, takes the drugs, but then needs several hours to to high in and time to come down.  Bill spends a lot of time feeling sick to his stomach.  He is anxious or hyper most of the time, then the crack cocaine gives Bill the temporary feeling of euphoria, escape from reality, and at this time he does not want to be bothered by anything in this reality.  If you try to contact him over the phone he will not return the call unless he really needs something. And I mean really needs something.  If you tell him it is time to get ready to go to court and will say, I am on my way and 2 hours will go by.  The more stress placed upon Bill from this reality, then the more he wants to stay in la-la land.  And if you get really down on Bill for not going to counseling or to court, he may not return your text message for days.  So one needs to stay on the enabling side of Bill by being positive, getting food, and befriending him.  Don’t be a nag or live on the reality side of being responsible, because that is the opposite side of the feeling of impeccability Bill is temporarily feeling from his opioid high. Thus Bill is also becoming bi-polar, experiencing the many ups and downs.  When coming down you really do not want to be around Bill and Bill does not want you either.  He become animal like, operating out of a deprivational need level and I have seen him take a perfectly good storm door and take out the two glass panes and actually fold the rest of the door up into a little square of aluminum turning this $100.00 dollar door into $7.00 aluminum  metal to take to the scrap yard for money to buy drugs.  

But let us try to imagine what Bill’s world is really like.  I mean with humanism and compassion and without judgment.  If you were Bill you would have an upset stomach because opioids are not supportive of your physiology.  If you take too many, which you need to do to keep getting high you are constantly constipated.  Then when you take too few your nerves are on edge.  You have shot the activator potential in the dendrites of the nervous system, so your nerves are completely frayed and worn out.  You keep overloading your system with super endorphin like substances which numb you out, so you really do not feel pain, or mental torment or mental anguish.  You feel nothing.  Then why keep taking all of these opioids?  Because coming down is a real number.  Withdrawal.  You start throwing up.  Your stomach hurts.  Your whole body hurts, but what’s worse is the mental torment.  You are in hell, if there is hell.  You are in mental anguish because you have so few of your natural endorphins running through-out your system.  Endorphins are like the oil that keeps all your physical and mental machinery running smoothly.  Many withdrawal victims report impending doom.  You are overcome with fear.  You think you are going to die.  You may experience delirium tremens.  Your sleep is nightmares.  There is nothing protecting you, so you wake up very early in the morning with gigantic cravings, and they are not for food, or coffee, or even cigarettes, but the only thing you think that will quench this deep psychological hunger is more opioids. You may start hallucinating or crying feeling like everything that can go wrong is going wrong or feel that everything is dying around you.  And you have a tremendous fear that you are dying or about to die.  You sweat and have hot and cold flashes.  Your body is experiencing the worst flu symptoms ever.  Your thinking is deeply depressed and negative.  You would end it all if you could, but the fear of dying is even greater than the fear of suicide.  And thus you are stuck between a rock and a hard place and the only relief you feel would come from finding more opioids.  You are bottoming, crashing, panicking and paranoid falling apart and manically depressed.  You have lost control as your whole world comes crashing down.  You are alone and in a deep, deep, dark hole, with no light at the end of the tunnel.  This happens to most inmates in prison who go through withdrawal during the first few weeks of incarceration or with individuals in rehab.

It’s the final countdown

So in prison without opioids the inmate goes through withdrawal, bottoms out, but then operates at a deprivational need level, but is at the level it is at, so slow to have its own endorphins return by the suppressed levels produced by the pituitary gland, and the nerves are so on edge; that the individual is filled with dark thought and fear and gloom.  But as the days pass, one's own endorphins start to kick in and one is still alive, being given three square meals a day; so some semblance of homeostasis is being reformed and an animal is becoming human again.  But once released out into society again with no bail/no jail, then old habits quickly return.  A cell phone is used to call your buddy to pick you up for a ride and the once rehabilitated addict falls right back into old habits.  What is worse or better, I am enabling painter Bill by providing food, shelter, and cigarettes.  I get Bill to go back to court and I sit right upfront and talk to both the district attorney and the public defender while Bill is consuming cigarettes out back.  Finally after sitting for two hours the district attorney asks me why I am there and I tell him about painter Bill.  He is surprised to find out that Bill is even there, as he was a no show before with my bail forfeited. So he in turn passes this information onto the public defender who goes out of the room to talk to Bill.  Finally Bill comes into the courtroom two hours later and the district attorney offers Bill a special deal, a DUAI which is a greatly reduced plea which does not require clinical counseling, but only a session with MADD, mothers against drunk drivers and a 7 week course of group counseling, loss of drivers license for three months, and a $600.00 dollar fine.  Is this good or bad?  Bill who was all set up for counseling which was previously ordered by the court, now no longer needs counseling.  He does not have a car anyway, so three months without is nothing.  Plus Bill, who was released by no bail/no jail, has gone right back to his old habits of galavanting and wheeling and dealing every morning as he gets picked up by his friends and is gone all day only to return in the afternoon.  Of course this is par for the course as recidivism for the opioid epidemic has skyrocketed.  Painter Bill is still living in my house, fixing it up slowly with the understanding that he will not have his friends in or take any of my belongings to trade for more opioids.

                There was a TV show called “superhumans' ' a few years ago, where they tried to find real authentic superhumans and to test their abilities.  One such episode took place up in the alps, at a ski resort where they were skiing.  Everyone was all bundled up in the frigid temperatures, except one individual who was running around with only shorts and sneakers.  So they decided to test this individual to see why he was impervious to the cold. Scientists predicted that when this individual was to be placed into an ice bath, his heart rate would increase and hpyo-thermia would start to set in in about 20 minutes.  However, in reality just the opposite occurred.  The individual’s heart rate went down and no hyperthermia set in in 20 minutes.  Instead his heart rate fell and no hyperthermia set in.  As it turns out he was a practitioner of yoga, using breath control to control his prana and soma, to slow his heart rate and increase his endorphin levels.  So this individual was supersaturating his endorphin levels naturally, becoming impervious to the cold following the sutras of Pentology.  This is in stark contrast to Painter Bill who takes opioids to suppress his natural production of endorphins.  The adept who practices the sutras of Pentology is naturally increasing his flow of endorphins to be there all the time to achieve enlightenment.  He is not on the bi-polar path of ups and downs, depending upon an artificial source of trying to chase the tail of the dragon.  

                        It’s the final countdown-

I took painter Bill back to court and he pleaded guilty to a DUAI with reduced charges. He does not have to go for drug screening and was fined $600.00 with a 7 week counseling course, plus loss of license for three months.  Will he go to get his license back?  I did not get my bail money back.  But in the meantime Coronavirus pandemic has broken out world wide, plus oil wars between Saudi Arabia and Russia.  Plus President Trump is not being scientific about the pandemic. After all this is not the Bubonic plague where almost everyone dies; no this only has a 3% mortality rate.  Yet the whole world is panicking, with the stock market dropping 25%.  The question is, are we dropping a falling knife, or has a bottom been set in?  Thus the markets are taking gut punches while 1.000.000's are infected. Meanwhile Putin wants to change the constitution in Russia and run for two more terms, while Trump considers bailing out the frackers and the shale industry.  Italy is shutting down, no tourism, businesses and schools closed.  Supply chains breaking down.  Was this pandemic man-made in a bio-lab or contracted from nature as a naturally evolving mutation?  Thus all the survivalists that were preparing for just such an event, may have already become infected as there is such a long germination period, before symptoms are felt.  So all of their preparation may have all gone up into smoke and be very ineffective.  For now the administration is supporting isolation, do not meet in groups. At first President Trump was saying all was contained, we have plenty of testing kits; when in fact just the opposite was the case.  So everything has gone to hell in a handbasket over the last three weeks.  Very quickly, panic has ensued, with the watch word, “keep your powder dry.” Disney is even closing its theme parks! We really need a new effective vaccine.  Will we find one?  Italy is out of control while South Korea is in control.  People are just now starting not to go out so the hospitality industry is being annihilated, meaning movies, hotels, cruises, sporting events. conferences.  What about prisons and the military? I would hate to be an airline steward. What about a waitress in a restaurant?  I mean it's gotten so bad, what good is it to go to the hospital because all the sick individuals are going there and they are getting overwhelmed. Darwin’s survival of the fittest is playing to the fore! Germany is saying over 70% of the people will get the virus. Rather than individuals saying I survived the Blizzard of 77, they will be saying I survived the Virus of 2020. It’s gone Viral!

It’s the end of the world, It’s the end of the world, And I feel fine-

What doesn’t kill you makes you stronger- But what is worse is that I may have contracted the Corona19 virus on my flight back from my vacation trip to sunny Florida.  I thought I was having a reaction to Lisinopril my blood pressure medicine, but I have gone back to my Ameal Peptides which are natural but my cough still persists.  Not much of a fever and I do not feel too bad, but flem from the lungs which has disappeared after two weeks, but not this persistent cough and a sinus infection.  But overall I really do not feel too bad.  I keep going to the health spa to purify myself. Dry sauna, 190 degrees, pool, whirlpool, and elliptical for cardio; and all of this keeps my blood pressure spot on. And my mental acuity is enhanced from Prevagen found in the jelly-fish and when I cut out marijuana my brain is better organized from more endorphins shooting through-out my nervous system.  So with all of this negativity swirling around me, you might think that I would be depressed but: I meditate to the heart of perfect wisdom:

“The Bodhisattva of Compassion from the depths of prajna wisdom saw the emptiness of all five skandhas and sundered the bonds that cause all suffering.

Know then: From here is only emptiness, emptiness only form, form is no other than emptiness, emptiness no other than form.  Feeling, thought and choice consciousness itself are the same as this.

Dharmas here are empty,all are the primal void. None are born or die, nor are they stained or pure, nor do they wax or wane.  

So in the emptiness no form, no feeling, thought or choice, nor is there consciousness. No eye,ear, nose, tongue, body, mind, no color, sound, smell, taste, touch or what the mind takes hold of, not even the act of sensing.

No ignorance or end of it, nor all that comes of ignorance. No wuthering, no death, no end of them.  

Nor is there pain or cause of pain, no cease in pain or noble path to lead from pain, not even wisdom to attain, attainment too is emptiness.

So know that the Bodhisattva, holding to nothing whatever but dwelling in prajna wisdom, is freed of delusive hindrance, fond of the fear bred by it. And reaches clearest nirvana.

All buddhas of past and present, buddhas of future time through faith in prajna wisdom come to full enlightenment.  

Know then the great dharani, the radiant peerless mantra, the supreme unfailing mantra, the Prajrna Paramita, whose words allay all pain, This is the highest wisdom, true beyond all doubt, know and proclaim its truth.  

Gate, gate

paragate

parasamgate

bodhi, svaha!

Ten Verse Kannon Sutra

Kanzeon!

Praise to Buddha!

All awake to Buddha-

Buddha, Dharma, Sangha-

Eternal, joyous, selfless, pure

Through the day Kanzeon.

Through the night Kanzeon.

This moment arises from Mind.

This moment itself is Mind.  

Thus we watch and observe the breath to take us to the silence within using our intent. To watch the blissful awareness which transcends all awareness dependent upon any physical desire, to enter the state of Samadi where the seeking watchers watch over our awareness to bring the devote profound insight and experience full illumination.  And all this is happening in spite of Canada closing its borders to all US citizens.  And the US is closing all schools, restaurants, and cafes. Telling us to stay at home and to self-distance ourselves from others, and not to assemble with any more than 10 people in a room; as this pandemic has swept over the entire world in less than one month.  And this is just to prepare us for the next more lethal pandemic. How will we prepare?  We did not see this one coming.  

President Trump wants to reopen people working in the US by Easter and here it is March 29, and the cases and deaths within the US are rising sharply and not leveling off.  Dr. Katz is talking about social distancing for the elderly, buy to let science dictate whether the millennials can start to reopen the workforce; if science shows there will be a very low death rate as low as the flu from this population and the symptoms are very mild, within this population.  Thus President Trump tweets “ The cure maybe worse than the problem.”  2,000 dead from Corona doubling from yesterday.  People are dying as the result of this disease.  There are not enough tests nor ventilators. And everyone is supposed to be social distancing, however, just a week ago on TV we was all the college Spring breakers partying on the beach and not using any social distancing, but they have cracked down on this now. But is it too little, too late? They now estimate between 100,000 and 200,000 people will die from this pandemic this year in the US alone.  But how did China stamp it out.  Here in the US we are a democracy and value our freedom, but is it to a fault, when a pandemic strikes.  In China they used social media and Ali-pay for big brother to be watching using cell phones as locators.  They did massive testing and then used cell phone as locators and it anyone tested positive for the virus, then would then monitor the individual’s cell phone and if anyone came within 9 feet of the infected individual then the government would physically remove this infected individual, physically dragging him/her from their apartment and place them into quarantine.Very draconian, but effective in stamping out this virus from the onset to save millions of lives.  Should we have done so here?  Sacrifice some of our civil liberties for a short time for the good of the whole.  Up to two weeks ago college students were partying on the beaches and in New Orleans partying like it was 1994, but intermingling this deadly virus throughout every state and region of the country, because individual were able to travel from China to Molano, Italy and then from Italy to fly to any country they wanted to.  So we isolated flights from China, but not Italy till very late in the game.

Another approach we could have taken here was just to treat the vulnerable.  Our government decided to give every adult making under 72,000 dollars $1200.00 and every child $600.00.  Which is one way to stimulate the economy, which is being devastated by unemployment from all the closures in restaurants, night clubs, movies, all sporting events, church congregations, and any congregations of 10 or more.  Another approach would have been to target all the vulnerable including, elderly, diabetic, lung complications like emphysema, etc,etc, and give them all the resources to isolate them, but providing all the food, shelter, clothing.  Let the government pay to put them up into all the hotels that have closed, but to isolate them from the general public on a two to three week holiday as it were, all paid holiday.  Then monitor the millennials with lots of testing and if any hot spots occur then isolate them by social distancing.  By taking all the elderly and vulnerable groups out of the picture this would drastically lower the mortality rate using much less resources.  So take all the homeless group which are vulnerable, give us your elderly,  give us your weak, give us your poor and wine and dine them for three weeks in luxurious hotels but making sure to use social distance and in the long run it would have been cheaper and saved hundreds of thousands of lives and grief and suffering, and loss; and at the same time stimulating the hotel/tourist industry which is suffering great losses. And at the same time what charity to have all of Donald Trump’s hotels filled to overflowing with the homeless and giving them free meals, bedding, and shelter, living in the lap of luxury.What a solution than no one has thought of to date.I am making the case to isolate the vulnerable, but in a beautiful way that they would have loved the change of scenery, from being homeless on the street vs. resort living and enjoying life as “bees in honey drown” or living on the gold coast as snug as a bug in a rug.

Then I was out walking with my old high-school friend Rita and she, among other things, said, you know the earth is cleansing itself.  The air quality in China is better than it's been for years. We are not consuming so many fossil fuels with the stay at home order in so many states.  Is this pandemic the way Mother Earth is saying, she has had enough of the human blight making her ever more toxic?  And I have to take all this 100 of thousands of deaths forecast from Covid19 as fair warning and the next pandemic may be far worse with a higher mortality rate.

I must admit that I am disappointed with the AMA and the scientific facts that came out not only about Covid19 but also marijuana when they told there general public that marijuana was a killer drug.  This has turned out not to be the case as 50 years later many states have now legalized it.  However we know very little about Covid19, I mean the scientific facts that are easy to know.  I mean what temperatures kill the virus.  Can it live in the freezer? Or if you go in a dry sauna at 190 degrees can it survive?  Then they told us that masks did not help the general public, but then why do health professionals wear them.  Now they are telling us that masks do matter and that may be why the spread of the disease leveled off and went down in China and South Korea, while in the US the rate has skyrocketed.  Now 4/4/220 they are reporting 278,458 cases in the US and 7,159 deaths and a huge shortage of ventilators.  While Russia is reporting only 4731 with 43 deaths.  What are we doing wrong?  Or are these numbers accurate?  Finally the CDC is recommending that we wear face masks.  In the meantime this may have cause 100,000's more deaths here, while Russia, China, and South Korea may have been spared.  Have the scientific facts been overshadowed by the Trump administration to make things look rosy here, so he would get politically re-elected, when in fact we should have been forewarned to the real dangers and precautions we should have all been forced to take to stop the spread?  And these mandates should have come from the top of the federal government with travel bans, mask protection, mandated for the whole US, rather than letting each state decide for itself what precautions it should be taking if any?

Why is there such a shortage of tests for Covid19 here in the US, which China and South Korea, testing, testing, testing. Everyone with masks on the checking the temperatures of everyone all the time.  How many time have you seen temperature forehead checks here in the US for going to school, getting in and out of office building, or restaurants, nightclubs, before the pandemic spread in such exponential numbers.  The answer is never here in the US, yet the technology existed and was used effectively in other countries.  This pandemic is going to be a game changer, because in China they are going back to normal, with all the Starbuck restaurants reopening, while here within the US the numbers keep skyrocketing.  If we do not put a national lid on Covid19 and bring the graphic numbers to level off and then downward, China and Russia will be the big winners with all the free world on the decline.  But then mother earth will be cleaner, to take a sarcastic but reality check.

        Today is Easter 2020 and the US is over ½ million with Corona19 with over 20,000 deaths.  The President wants to reopen the US , back to work, however the curve has just started to flatten.  People are house-bound with NY, Washington, Pennsylvania, Florida, Wisconsin, being hit the hardest.  The health system is being ovber-whelmed and 6,000,000 have applied for unemployment.  There is not enough testing with the older and Black populations being the hardest hit.  On the positive side, you see more people wearing masks and gloves; but why was there no federal response telling Americans to wear protective clothing months ago to save thousands and thousands of lives.  The administration took this pandemic very lightly, but the cost will be in the trillions of dollars because of costly mistakes.  The proper measure would have been like Bill Gates instructed, shut down everything right from the get go, in February like all social businesses like restaurants, night-clubs, all non -essential operations, with testing, testing, testing, and have an oversupply of masks, and gloves.  San Antonio, Texas, food lines are out the door with shortages everywhere.  So Happy Easter Bunny.  We have never had an Easter with 15,000,000 jobless claims.  But we need to choose life over the economy or we could have an L shaped recovery that may take years to come back from.  If we had followed Bill Gates, with an early federal response we may have already been back at work, like in China.  Early protection was vital as this pandemic grows exponentially if not checked early which we did not do.  How callus, how costly.  Yet we are not doing the proper mass testing, for temperature, anti-bodies, like South Korea which is doing contact tracing and massive testing throughout the entire country, and they are returning to work! If this is not bad enough, nursing homes are not testing, so all those who die and not being reported as having Corona19, but they are saying natural causes or pneumonia, so the real count is much much higher.  It looks like thousands more will die needlessly because there is no proper federal response ensuring everyone is tested, monitored nationally using cell phone locations to make sure social distancing is being practiced on a national level.  We have the capability but no real national leadership, only state by state, so every state is using a different treatment criteria.  Yet the President wants the economy to reopen May 1st. The President has silenced those urging the loudest warnings.  His concern is to get re-elected, not what is best for US citizens as election, re-election takes president over escalating death charts.  He says, “let the wave of Corazon wash over us” so those who die, die, even though the younger population is spreading it to the older.  Maybe his slogan should be “party on'' and keep the Trump hotels filled rather than closed.  

But what if there were a simple solution?  We were told that masks were not effective, but everyone seems to be wearing gloves.  Yet the Coronavirus cannot go through our skin.  I just found out about that yesterday and Corona has been with us for months now.  If masks are not effective, why are doctors and first responders wearing them?  Why are nurses and critical care personnel wearing masks in hospitals and not getting infected?  It seems to me that masks are effective and should be worn in any social environment including families at home until testing becomes wide-spread.  Then there is really no need to wear gloves if Corona cannot get through human skin, but everyone should carry around a little bottle of hand sanitizer and use it every ½ hour.   I think these steps of mask wearing and hand sanitizing would go a long way of putting a dent in this pandemic.  Then of course there should be no joint sharing which I haven’t heard anyone talking about.  We all know there is a lot of smoking of marijuana going on.  But did anyone stop to think that putting your lips where someone else has on rolling papers or water pipe mouthpieces is a very easy way for this pandemic to spread.  Not to mention sex among teens who will then spread it to parents and grand-parents.  So we as a culture must rethink this social distancing and they are now talking about Apple teaming up with Google to create an app for “contact tracing”. But this is only effective with lots and lots of testing, whereby your phone could tell you if you were in close proximity to someone who had been tested positive for Corona.  But in China they have just that.  Before entering a restaurant there is a green screen that pops up on the phone for negative and a red display screen for positive and also a yellow screen for individuals who have antibodies but should be past the contagious state so that they may have “heard immunity”.  So to get into a restaurant they need to show their phone app stating the categorical level from green to yellow to red.                                                

Today is April 10, 2020 and there are over 4,000,000 confirmed Coronavirus cases world wide with 1,343,937 in the US and over 80,000 deaths in the US.  On the positive side Gilead Sciences has a antiviral drug Remedies Sivir which is an injectable, being used in hospitals and is more effective if used early.  The Chinese came out through the World Health Organization and called the drug a total failure and worthless, when their study was incomplete and short ended. For this is a battle of perception between countries to emerge first to capture global markets.  So President Trump is calling for reopening of US business here, state by state, when the pandemic is raging rampant in meat packing plants, nursing homes, and prisons.  But the US cannot afford to stay closed with unemployment rate in the US reaches highest level since Great Depression, over 30,000,000 jobs. Are we reopening too early or will a vaccine come to save the day?

This time of social distancing is disrupting society to the max.  We now have time to be alone and time not to share.  But social media over the internet is booming.  And Zoom teleconferencing is through the roof.  People are working from home over their computers and the Small Business Association under congressional Cares Act is granting small businesses granted money at 1% plus interest to keep employees on the payroll for 8 weeks.  Giving money to small business to stop the economy from collapsing.  Also this is an election year for President Trump.  He does not wear a mask, but new people in the White House have tested positive and all contacts including Dr Anthony S Fauci Director NIH is imposing two week self quarantine, among others. Yet Trump has not led a good National response against this pandemic, nor other natural disasters including hurricane responses for national relief from Harvey and Irma in 2017.  Instead President Trump is letting the states and Governors decide when to reopen.  States rights, not a coordinated Federal response rules the day.  Trump tweets, “Liberate! President Trump goads states to open early” without testing people, opening could bring the virus back with a vengeance.  New York city took the brunt and socially distancing, wearing masks, staying at home slowed the virus down from spreading, allowing hospitals to ventilate patients, when ventilators were in short supply.  Cities made makeshift hospitals out of convention centers, churches, and the US Army corps of engineers build hospitals in record time, just days, on soccer fields and parking lots.  Out hearts and hats come off for the first responders.  Thus in spite of natural disasters and pandemics, the scientific community responds even without factual help from China, where the epidemic began.  If there is fake news it is from China, not our scientific community within the US that is rallying together one drug company helping another to find a new defense against this Coronavirus, around the clock.

   

        Humans are resilient and we will bounce back, providing Mother Earth still wants us.  We have been destroyed millions of acre of natural habitat.  We have been multiplying like rabbits.  We have been brutalizing one another with wars, poverty, millions of refugees, closing borders.  If the aliens did place the moon in its perfect orbit, at least they warned mankind years earlier of the upheavals it would cause and allowed mankind to make vast cave systems at high ground in China and around Mount Aerate for mankind's survival.  But get Mother Earth mad at us and enough may not be enough.  This Covid19 has a high survival rate.  She could make it mutate so it becomes like the bubonic plague with a 75% mortality rate or even higher to ripe mankind nearly off the face of the earth.  Thus the “man in the moon” may have been place there for man’s survival by beneficent aliens.  However, Mother Earth may want to shake mankind off of her back like a horrible plague, that we have become.  No real planning for future generations of earthlings.  Only the attitude that I want it and I want it now, for myself, not caring about other upon this earth who are starving.  We have billionaires, or one persons with billions of dollars; while million of refugees have nothing.  How fair of a distribution system is that?  And by the way, I just watched Alien Moon, and it was Carl Sagan, the astronomer who thought that the moon was in too much of a circular orbit, not elliptical enough to be natural.  Then they said that the rock from the moon were older than those found here on earth.  That the probabilities of it being able to be just the right distance from the earth to form a total eclipse of the sun, being just the right size the just the right distance was 1 in a 1,000,000,000,000 or a blue moon chance in hell. That it is indeed hollow, very radioactive, and made of titanium and other metallic substances and may have been moved very fast through a wormhole, heating up the side that faces us, while making the mantle on the far side of the moon teacher, which prevents it from rotating in its orbit.  But the two sides of the do indeed look entirely different.  The current theory states that the side that faces us became more molten, because the earth was molten at the time, and made the moon molten; but this theory is not plausible if the material making us the moon is much older and not from the rocks here on earth.  So the strike theory of a large object hitting the earth when molten and the moon as a molten globule of material being broken off from the earth, seems non-plausible because there is way too much heavy metal in the outer crust of the moon, which would have moved into the center of the moon and it would be solid in density like earth, which it is not!  I like my theory that the aliens used an older asteroid belt and using a spherical force field used plasma energy to collide heavy metal asteroids to form the moon.  King Tut's dagger was forged from just such an asteroid, and was forged at very high temperature using pure iron which will not rust.  There is also a huge column here on earth near Qutub Minar that does not rust and we do not know how it was made, but is made out of pure iron.

This quarantine for Covid19 and police brutality have sparked racial riots once again in the US.  Not unlike the 60 with the Black Panthers; there is looting, burning and gathering, all of which does not help our pandemic.  This is a little surprising, since we just had a black President, but not really surprising, because I consider Trump to be a compromised President.  There is no doubt in my mind that he is really a Russian mole because Russia has something on Donald Trump and history will bear this out.  They hired Manifold to run their campaign who helped Russia to oust the leader of Crimea and then Russia invaded, going all the way down to the Red Sea.  So Trump is stirring all the pot he can to deflect any blame and responsibility away from himself.  He is wearing with China, verbally and has withdrawn funding for the World Health Organization.  He sided with racial biggots over social justice.  He does not take any responsibility for organizing a coordinated federal response to this pandemic, not even advocating wearing a mask, which would have saved thousands of lives, and would open up the economy whether the timing is right or wrong, i.e. too early or not.  He has poo, pooed testing which if done nationally has been used successfully in other countries, like South Korea, to stamp this virus out.  With over 100,000 deaths here in the US alone, Trump seem to show very little compassion and empathy towards the virus’s victims.  He seems more concerned that his golf courses are open and up and running and his hotel/towers are open. If they would open up the hotel industry to taking refugees and the homeless off of the streets to create a real safety net, then the riots would stop, because the administration would be showing real concern toward the poverty level population.  I mean that they are giving away free money to every person within the US to help stimulate the economy; oh I take that back, the homeless do not get a check, signed by President Trump, because they did not file their taxes!

Racial and Social Injustice

George Floyd was killed by police brutality adding to that 300,000,000 unemployed; but remember these individuals are getting unemployment checks; but that leaves many individuals that did not file income taxes who do not qualify for the checks that the government is giving during this pandemic. In addition Covid19 is causing higher mortality rates among blacks and native American populations, so waves and waves of protestors are demonstrating through-our cities including the Capitol, protesting police brutality and racism.  No choke holds.  No choke holds.  But America has stopped the flow of refugees, but still has many homeless.  Then on top of this the poor who are feeling downtrodden with the country coming to a halt because of this pandemic. How are they to feed themselves?  Thus millions of protesters are demonstrating: “Black life matters, I can’t breath”. George Floyd was killed by a knee to his wind-pipe for 9 minutes by a police officer while other officers watched and did nothing.  Thus there have been sustained protests for 12 straight days in many cities throughout the US.  But there are the protestors and then there are the looters and outside groups coming into the cities, throwing bricks and projectiles at the police.  America is in crisis because citizens have a right to protest, but then the police have a right to stop looters and stop groups throwing bricks.  Thus there has been lots of tear gas and rubber bullets against bricks and rocks being thrown by certain groups within the protestors.  So we have radical agitators stirring the pot.  As time goes by, we see some protests are peaceful with singing and chanting, while others are lawless, with looting and rock throwing.  

It is truly amazing how America can rise to the occasion to produce masks and ventilators, but cannot create a fair distribution system to feed the homeless and those without money to buy food, when we have the capability of being the “bread basket of the world.”  Talking to our allies in Britain we need an administration who does not break out the military, to come out with a policy of compassion and empathy for the down-trodden and the poor, to rouse racism and create a department of anti-racism to create policy change within the administration. But the London protests also turned violent. But in a larger sense, we have a monetary system and an international monetary system and we within the US have opted to this point to sell lots of raw materials to China, rather than to have Americans produce finished goods here.  And the beneficiaries of this to date have been China.  They have been able to feed their mass population better, by taking the world's raw materials and selling finished goods around the world at very low prices, because the labor costs have been so low in China.  So in a larger sense there are trade wars going on to feed the world, with minority communities being the victims either in the US or China, depending on who wins? Shouldn’t we be happy that we have been giving the Chinese billions of bowls of soup, while the pandemic has created long lines of cars lined up to be given food, because Americans do not have money to pay for food here in the US.  However, the Republican party is not the give away party.  Should people have to work for their food?  Because it is currently being given away in this pandemic.  But people will take advantage of give away programs.  And here in the problem resides.  Greed!

Police unions are set up to protect police using clout and the system to protest who to use force against a largely un-weaponed civil population.

Has the US outsourced much of the work which it deemed undesirable to China and other third world countries?  China had a tremendous labor force that would work for penance compared to minimum wage rates here in the US.  Then we had migrant workers entering the US seasonally to plant crops and work the fields at low wage rates.  Then we had refugees coming across the Mexican border, who were looking for work and would work for less.  Then we had the support system of “Welfare” and NYS is known as the welfare state to ensure single moms out of work, will still have some money to buy food for their families.  I contend that this has led to the outsourcing of millions of jobs that could have been accomplished by Americans, to make us rich.  The US has had abundant resources which if worked upon by Americans should have led to wealth for all Americans.  But Nixon back in the 70's opened up trade to China and the Japanese who first took over much of the steel industry, then the textile, auto to foreign imports and the list goes on and on.  Now within the US there are protests for racial justice which I wholeheartedly support, but the fact that there are not enough jobs to go around, I would say that there are plenty of low paying jobs to go around, but do people want to work them?  I mean you would have to leave the city to do farm work or planting crops like the migrant workers do, etc, etc.  People are content to stay in the city and collect welfare and now unemployment which is being handed out as stimulus money during this pandemic.  There are poor whites as well as black and brown and there are differences in wage rates between not only these two groups but also Native American and other subcultures living within the US, like Chinese, Mexicans, or other poverty groups who live in tent cities like the refugees or the homeless, within the US.  Trump says that there is a trade war going on between the US and China; but there is a World War of Competition between nations to feed and to shelter and to live and the third world creates competition to consume all the scraps for survival. Does the US realize that we have the ability to be the bread basket for the world?  There is not that much fertile land around the world to grow food that is required to feed everyone; but the US still has vast untapped acres. And what about this pandemic and populations?  The statistics point that the Blacks are 3.6 times more likely to die from this pandemic than their white brothers. Every race and region seems to have its strengths, but then also weaknesses.  Black populations seem to have a higher percentage of sickle cell anemia, which may put strains on their immune systems making them more susceptible; then add malnourishment, and you have the recipe for revolution because of racial injustice, inner city squalor, outsourcing of jobs to third world countries, opioid epidemic, just to name a few causes for unrest. But realize we are competing with the world and you want to see poverty and misery then look at the refugee camps with all the closed borders, people stuck, families trapped within camps and cannot progress to more promised lands.  There are the real untold death camps.  You think Hitler massacred the Jews.  Well this is nothing compared to the refugee death camps where millions are dying for lack of mobility, food, shelter, as the pandemic hits hardest at those who have nothing, and nothing to live on, so they die.    

People have the right to protest. Police are supposed to protect.  Rather than chasing and confronting protestors and trying to stop them from protesting, there should have been a police officer sent to each and every business storefront and along with security guards, they should protect each storefront business property.  Because people do not have a right to loot, steal, break storefront windows and pillage those store owners' properties.  So let the protestors protest to their heart's content, but let the police protect the personal property of companies like Macy’s where looters ransacked the store and stole merchandise. Thus there needs to be change to stamp our racial inequality.  Protestors make us aware of these social injustices and we need to be made aware of these injustices because creating equality is a never ending battle between peoples ego, where they think that they are the best; but here in the US under the constitution we need to keep our egos in check, to uplift our fellow brothers to have a fair chance for life, liberty, and pursuit of happiness for everyone. But a pandemic is global and shouldn’t our awareness extend to those who are suffering worldwide?  Thus, isn’t a trade war between the US and China actually counterproductive because it ultimately hurts the US farmer and the Chinese peasant who is trying to feed his/her family and working for a mere stipend compared to the wages and buying power here in the US.  Trade war, what is it good for, absolutely nothing.  Of course everyone desires wealth, but this is the ego wanting more than everyone else has.  Rather than closing borders and hoarding resources; what about the idea of seeing what each country is suited for.  For example the US may be the bread basket to the world in its ability to grow food, while China may be a vast resource of human labor and a work force pool to mass produce finished goods from raw materials.  Could not a governing board create a balance best using the resources of each country to create overall wealth for both countries, where the US feeds China and itself and China in turn uses its vast human resource to provide finished good to the world at very affordable prices, creating a very rich environment using the best of resources each country has to offer?

Fighting injustice & inequality while a pandemic is enveloping the global economy- I was just watching the mini-series, Ulysses S. Grant, the union general in the Civil War, and after fierce fighting and horrific battles, cutting off resources to starve out the enemy to capture a fort; it was not uncommon to see Unions soldiers sharing bread with starving Confederate soldiers, after  unconditional surrender. One soldier seeing another starving, even though on the other side; their empathy still went out from one brother to another to share a crust of bread rather than hiding it. Of course the Union was protecting the Constitution fighting slavery, while the Confederate states were trying to preserve their way of life which included slavery on the backs of taking advantage of slave labor over another human being.  Today we chant, black life matters, Will Smith’s son chants Queer life matters, Trans life matters, and the Buddists chant All life matters and we should all become vegan and that all Sentient Life Matters.  Let us all raise our level of awareness if we are capable of not consuming other living life’s matter, be it through slavery or eating and ingesting another living animal’s meat.  All sentient life matters and we need to respect nature and all human life which is an integral part of the vast global life here on planet earth.  Let us respect it all and consume the living plants here on planet earth wisely with respect, preserving it for all the future generations to come.

But this maybe a pipe dream in today’s world because just after the Civil War there arose black-lash in the South with the rise of the Ku-Klux-Klan; for once you have possessed another human being, not out of marriage and love; but through ownership and slavery a dependency develops and just like opioids it is almost impossible to extinguish.  And this relationship of master/slave and racial discrimination is more than just putting the Blacks down.  Black-lash runs much deeper into control and power over another human being.  It runs close to human trafficking where young girls are still sold in a sex trade market.  So rather than treating another human being with respect, independence, and decency; the sex trafficker degrades its victims to property ownership over another human to feel that this slave must perform when the master wants to fulfill his every whim, which becomes so abusive, because he wants it and he wants it yesterday! And today sex traffickers have taken it to a whole new level, using native American kids as well as refugees of every race creed and color, to create a new slave auction where the well to do can buy another human being as part of a prostitution ring, does not have to food, shelter, or clothes its victims; but just buy for the night and the rentee usually returns to his/her pimp the next day for a fix of opioids and a little food, and is hidden underground railroad of trafficking, being abused until cleaned up to be hired out the next night.  So the underground slave trafficking continued after the Civil War creating Black-lash against the Blacks, but today has mutated to human trafficking where social injustice can claim its victim of almost any race, creed, color, sex for social injustice by those of means to abuse those who have not. Furthermore we have a welfare system that gives a safety net to the mother when the father of a family is incarcerated.  And even though Blacks compose only 11% of the US population, jails are filled to overflowing at a disproportionate rate with Black male inmates.  And yet we live in America where we are supposed to have equal justice for all.  We have a long way to go to get over bigotry and racism.  But is this really any different than any war where at the end the victor gets to rape, plunder and pillage its victums and this is called victory, and to the victor goes the spoils.  However, with the case of the Civil War, and Black-lash, racial injustice has gone on for over 200 years after its end.  There have been improvements over time with women’s rights and voting rights and our Black President Obama, but the battle still rages on because there is still a deep ingrained slavery mentality with human trafficking that persists today exploiting not only the Blacks but the refugee populations as well as Native American populations. Many individuals still lust for the feeling of power over others rather than using the “Golden Rule” of treating others the way you would like to be treated. What is your decree?

How can it be that moon rock is older than that of Mother Earth?  When the Lunar lander brought back moon rock and it was examined there was an unnatural amount of heavy metals including Titanium that should not be found on the surface,  if the moon was once all molten like the earth, then the heavier metals do not all reside at the surface. Then we must revise that South American mountain ranges that once existed here on earth, or matter from Siberia was used in the formation of the moon.  Because it was found that moon rock is older than earth rock, we see that this lends credence to the moon being formed from fragments of an ancient asteroid belt and using plasma energy and a force field in the shape of a ball; then aliens actually created the moon and towed it into position, with the moon being hollow like a pumpkin; this theory seems to take president over the collision theory, of a giant body collided with the earth, loping off matter from the earth, which in time orbiting the earth, formed the moon over billions of years.  The traditional theories point to 4.5 billion years for the age of the moon and they claim it is the second  densest planet / satellite in the solar system, after Jupiter’s satellite, (traditional theories), now disproven since our trip to the moon, revealing moon rock is older than earth’s rocks and that the moon is hollow and less dense.  But just imagine having the knowledge and ability to create a satellite / body like our moon.  Would it be towed into place?  Or would it be launched into place using Ununpentium at its core, to bend the space time continuum?  And it would have to be created where the matter on the far side of the moon is thicker and weighted so the same face always faces the earth, rather than rotating, like the earth does.  Scientist should be able to examine the lunar rocks to see if they were indeed made out of asteroids, just like they were able to do with King Tut’s knife blade, that they determined was made out of an asteroid, because of its high Nickel content, which would have had to have been forged at a higher temperature than science thought the ancient Egyptians possessed.  But then science may not be going back far enough to the last very advanced civilization here on earth or possibly aliens.  But just look what our technology has created in a few short years, from our older television sets with its black/white picture tube, to the newer liquid/plasma displays that use LCD technology to bring us full color displays taking light to form moving images and adding sound to film our world in living color, brings us movies, news, games, right into our living rooms.  What a miracle is that?   And computers using these same displays to connect us all with telecommunications are another giant miracle.  Do we realize what fantastic advances we have made in just the past few years?  Will we one day be able to once again be able to move a satellite like the moon into orbit around our earthly body.  Well, we are already moving satellites into orbit around the earth and keeping them from rotating.  These are called telecom-satellites and they are just not on the grand scale of our moon!  The only difference is scale.

Today is Juneteenth Day, freedom day, the day all the slaves were emancipated after the \Civil War.  And the black/white racial injustice protests are heard around the US in most major cities.  And the protesters' voices are being heard.  But to a larger extent it is not just the protestors voices that need to be heard, but the parents within just about everyone's nuclear family that need to be addressed. First there is sex inequality within most families.  How many times have you heard, my oldest son is the man of the family and you don’t hear about the women of the family.  And how many kids have committed suicide because their father did not accept their son’s sexual identity.  The parents found out that their son was gay, or queer, or their daughter was lesbion or wanted to become transgender?  Acceptance is the name of the game.  And if you are not accepted by your father for who you really are, then life can become quite difficult.  Outcast, by a rigid authority figure, the non-acceptance of a father over his son’s or daughter’s sexuality; can mean the difference of life or death of a family member.  So we have protestors, protesting because the whites will not accept the blacks as equal.  But all this time there is still sexist inequality because the males of the family are put on a pedistile, while the women take a second seat; all the while thousands and thousands of kids have committed suicide because they were not accepted by their family for standing up to their own sexual identity which was not found to be acceptable by a father or mother authority figure.  For if equality exists within the United States it has to start within the family; and the mothers and fathers who head up the family must be flexible enough to accept the different sexual roles their children may play from their own sexual identity.  Are the parents monomus? Are the parents divorced?  Do the parents accept their own children's sexuality when it is different from their own sexuality? I mean can they embrace their own child being LGBT & Q?  Can they reinforce the concept that who ever the child decides to love as a mate, the parents will be open and keep the lines of communication open to say, “No matter who you are and who you decide to love as a partner, or who you decide to become, even if it is the opposite sex, I will still love you unconditionally, because I love you whoever you decide to become.  So we all must take a closer look at this authoritarian ideal of what we expect of our children and want them to become and replace this with love and acceptance and compassion as to whoever they decide for themselves to become and share their life with.

I have stated over and over we must attune to nature and have used nature as a stronghold, but without really sharing with the reader what I really mean to get across.  So let me try to demonstrate in another way.  Take the example of Winston Churchill who went out into the English people and took a pole and came up with the resolution, “ We will never surrender!”  He took a leadership position after listening carefully to his nation, to render a verdict that no matter what the cost to the nation, it would never surrender, but fight on to the bitter end.  Then I would like to contrast this to Donald Trump, who went to a nation and did not listen to science, or doctors, not professionals and said, I choose not to wear a mask.  Was he thinking about the whole thing?  Was he thinking about saving lives?  Or was he thinking about himself, and that he would be socially distanced because of being the President and his secret service would keep him distanced from all others who pose a threat?  But no one else in America has the luxury of being President and being kept safe, in a church, or convention where 1000's are massed together.  Winston Churchill seems to be in step with his country, united we stand, divided we fall.  However Trump seems to be divisive, pitting one group of Americans against another and putting himself first and above others by not listening to science, the health care community, or really trying to save lives by wearing masks, social distancing, and testing.  He seems to mock attempts to be safe over opening up the country as quickly as possible.  But is he really listening to the pulse of the nation?  To the greater unity that underlies the surface level cultural differences and diversity?  So now, let me point out two examples in nature where nature displays ultimate symmetry, sensitivity of communicating as one for the good of the many over the individual needs of the one.  First I have seen 1000's of birds flying together in a flock.  The unison displayed is amazing.  They do not crash into one another as the wind currents move them around.  But they are flying in unison only inches apart as though telepathically intertwined.  Then there is a hawk or kestrel diving into the flock and it opens into a hole where the bird of prey enters and closes rapidly as the danger exits the flock.  What a display of symmetry, unity, intuitively knowing where you are in time and space and yet knowing where all the others are in your surroundings. All accomplished with amazing grace and no collisions! What an unbelievable acrobatic display and science chokes this all up to instinct, which means what?  The flock is flying in perfect harmony, unison there can be no hesitation, no thought, no misstep, no second guessing, only perfection! And what a feat it is.  Human’s could not perform this feat.  There would be too much fear, worry, panic of collision.  But in nature there is no thought like we humans have.  It is only now in flight. All aboard!

Is there a universal harmonic in nature that we as humans can attune to  become one like a flock of birds in unison?  Then there are the telepathic honey bees, who I have observed doing their dance can communicate to the other bees in the hive the distance and direction of a nectar source.  I call the bees telepathic because they do not follow the bee doing the dance up the comb. But the bee doing the communicating is doing a frantic dance gyrating her abdomen sporadically as she moves up the comb at the angle the sun has triangulated with the honey source.  The funny part is that the other bees are not following the dancing bee up the comb to see how far she travels; but the excitement seems to center around a collective and somehow all the bees know the location of the nectar source and go rushing out in excitement to gather the nectar.  But none of the other bees on the comb have followed the dancing bee to see the distance or angle, as the dancing bee is just traveling through the mass of bees, but telepathically the collective seems to grasp the location intuitively which is the group of bees in close proximity to the dancer.  Is this all done through vibration or the perfect hum if you will? Are the bees using telepathy which is a sophisticated  thought form to communicate the exact location which may be miles away from the beehive? Are they using a heightened form of vibration to create this resonance from which thought forms may travel from the individual to the receptive masses surrounding the dancer, within the colony of bees? And is this a similar harmonic used by the flock of birds to fly in unison?  Birds also have highly developed brains to follow migratory routes along with the newly discovered migration of the Monarch butterfly, which travels over two continents and two life cycles of the Monarch butterflies lives, to winter over in Central America, at one location high up in the mountain fir trees.  How do these insects and birds complete these incredible feats?  They just do and we call it instinct.  But what is instinct?  May it  be what we humans do in meditation, where we enter into the silence and get a flash of insight into our own thought forms. Where do we create our own resonance to our own inner perfection?  Thus the Buddists chant to raise their own vibratory levels to create Samadi, inner perfection to the highest high.

To continue on with vibratory rates, inner essence, the queen honey bee cannot be introduced into a new colony without a queen for they would kill her.  However, put into an introductory cage where the colony must eat through a sugar plug, which takes three days, then the colony will accept the new queen.  The whole colony must take on the same vibratory rate as well as sense of smell.  Each colony has its own vibratory rate and the bees cannot enter another colony.  The vibratory rate centered around the queen, who turns from a grub to a queen with hair, wings, antennae and she becomes a queen by eating royal jelly that transforms a regular bee into a queen bee.  And this whole metamorphosis from egg, to grub to queen takes only 17 days. Bees seem very sensitive to vibratory rates. They can tell a robber bee who is trying to steal honey as they fly and act sneaky, because they are trying to steal.  And if you jar a colony they all start to hum at a certain frequency as if an alarm bell went off.  But during a honey flow, on a perfect day the energy level of the hive is a wonder to observe.  Thousands of bees coming and going into the entrance of the hive, many with big pollen balls on the back of their legs flying into a small aperture of the entrance to the hive, with guards guarding the entrance. What a sense of unity, one for all and all for one, each doing their part for the survival of the hive for the brutal winter which is to come.  And only the strongest colonies will survive.  You realize they may have honey only a few inches away, but can they vibrate to generate the critical mass necessary to warm themselves and the honey on a cold winter's morning, below zero? Thus for the bees survival is all about vibratory levels and vibrating slower with fanning wings to air condition the hive on days approaching 100 degrees, to keep the wax from melting and speeding up vibratory levels on colder days to keep from freezing.  Incredibly, they like to keep the center of mass at 90 degrees in the dead of winter.  What a feat it is!  If the ones on the outside of the cluster get too cold then they move to the inside of the mass and vice versa, all the while we sit inside our warm houses to let the thermostat regulate our gas furnaces. However, we can identify with the honey bees because as we venture out on a cold winter’s morning and sit in a frigid car we can feel our bodies adjust to keep us warm, as we may blow and lose feeling in our fingers as they become numb.  Thus our bodies are like the collective hive of bees as our internal thermostats regulate our blood flow going to our extremities. But once again, nothing is written in stone.  As I once again recall the show superhumans and the man on the mountain, who should have been freezing, but defied all known science, as his body did not react as expected.  Had he found the perfect harmonic within to defy the laws of nature?  Had he entered into a state of immortality where his extremities did not become numb?  Hypothermia did not set in as expected! Thus he had achieved the perfect vibratory rate of samadi, where for a time he and his body were able to transcend time and space and with the proper sutra, i.e. mental state to realize the true perfection within and thus the body did not experience hypothermia form the outside elements as the inner spiritual enlightenment superseded the scientific natural laws of nature, thus postponing the expected consequences of hypothermia, when he was plunged into an ice-bath, at the end of 20, 30, 40 minutes, no hypothermia was observed and his heart rate went down rather than up. He was indeed beating a different drum.  And employing specific breathing techniques could inhale more oxygen, in through the nose and out through the mouth but filling the lungs to over-capacity, then controlled exhalations, filling the cheeks and funneling the mouth so all the oxygen is squeezed out of the body before the next inhalation.  Mighten the body rid itself of more toxins to enhance brain function in yogic breathing and meditation to be transformed into a super-human.  Honey bees use epigenetics to transform a regular worker bee into a queen bee who can live 100 times longer than the worker bee.  We are what we eat and for the honey bee, she can not only excrete bees wax from glands from the underside of her abdomen, but from head glands she produces Royal Jelly which the queen bee eats from hatching to death which involves a epigenetic process that transforms a regular bee in metamorphosis into a larger, more fully developed, larger thorax, fertile abdomen and reproductive organs whereby she can take her counterpart male drone sex organs into her abdomen to fertilize hundred of thousands of eggs, she lays to produce worker bees and this is all done by eating Royal Jelly a complex gelatinous substance produced in the head glands of ‘nurse’ bees. Any female egg can develop into a queen by continually feeding royal jelly instead of bee bread, a mixture of pollen, nectar, and honey to the worker bees.  I do not know about you but I would rather receive Royal Jelly for the rest of my life to live 100 times longer.  Royal Jelly is a complex substance of hormones, proteins, simple sugars, vitamins, trace minerals and enzymes.  But to transform a regular worker into a queen bee involves a process known as epigenetics, which is the way in which the environment affects gene expression. The larvae that develop into queen bees or worker bees are genetically identical, yet with the continued royal jelly the adults are so different they appear like different organisms in vitality and longevity, with the queen bee being superior. What about the earliest Egyptians with elongated heads?  Was this genetics or environment?  Were the priests of Zoroastrianism following ardent diet and exercise principles to resonate harmonically with the cosmos?

Birds do it, bees do it, even whales with blowholes do it, so just do it, sing to the stars, as John Denver said with his song, The eagle and the hawk, “Come dance with the West wind and touch all the mountain tops, sail o’er the canyons and up to the stars, and reach of the heavens and hope for the future and all that we can be, not what we are.”

So with the Pandemic at hand, let us raise our level of vibratory levels to the heavens with the following practice.  Breath totally inhaling through the nose and then make a small O with the mouth and fill the cheeks and slowly fully exhale totally. Watch the breath and at the same time repeat a two line verse that you love to say.  I say: “honey bee won’t you be my be my honey bee be my own, with a hank of hair and a piece of bone, honeycomb.  So as you breath watch the breath and at the same time repeat your two verse ditty over and over again, but each time speeding it up.  You will find on the exhalation it is easy to speed up the verse and this is the way mind/thought/and respiration all play an integral part.  This technique is used to remove mental fog and is the precursor to meditation, where you now introduce the mantra and breathing slows down as you breathe normally and the mantra quiets the mind to nothingness.  This technique fills the mind with prana as you start vibrating to a faster moving thought form, your two verse ditty and this precursor lets you go deeper into meditation as you introduce your mantra and start breathing normally.  

Pandemic fog lifter, America: “Ain't it foggy outside, all the planes have been grounded. There’s a fire inside, let us all go inside and stand around it. Cus you’ve been running with the man that goes by the name of the sandman and he flies the sky like the eagle in the eye of a hurricane that’s abandoned.” But meditation is the tuning fork that lets you glide to the self within to the peaceful harmonic within the stillness that transcends thinking, to enter sumadi, atonement. Thus fill yourself with prana and speed up your harminics with your two verse ditty and then let go to the nothingness within, where the watcher reside and take every thought in stride as there is nothing new under the sun.  Thus bask under the banyan tree with Sidhartha in perfect harmony with the universe. Even as the storm rages outside, fogging your mind to the inequalities of the human ego, as it builds you high up upon a pedestal, saying you are better than everyone else, when in reality, the true way is to treat everyone like you would like to be treated, thus equality and greater unity with the unfoldment of greater empathy and compassion.  The golden rule of enlightenment.

Prejudice-

I was walking in the park with a highschool friend and she was suggesting that we were from a privileged class living in the suburbs, in a town that has very few blacks.  And she was suggesting that since we were privileged, we were therefore the harborers of racial injustice because we were privileged, while the blacks living in the inner city were the underclass and that our system within the US was unjust and favored the privileged white class. I told her that she was talking in generalities and needed to get down to individuals and what they were like.  I told her that there were many well-to -do Americans who up North helped the blacks escape to freedom using the underground railroad.  Also, just because one is well off it does not make that person necessarily prejudiced against blacks.  It is true that there are hardly any blacks living in our small rural town in upstate NY, but I pointed out that this does not mean that the individuals living here are prejudiced against blacks.  I feel it depends upon a person’s empathy level of compassion.  There is a commercial where two people are running a race and one falls and is suffering a heart attack.  Do you stop to help your fellow runner or do you continue on trying to win the race?  Does it matter if that person is Black, or Latino, or Mexican, or Chinese,.  The question is do you stop to help or do you continue on, is it more important to finish a race, or is a hurt injured runner more important? I think the whole prejudice issue boils down to an individual level of empathy.  We accept that individuals all have different levels of educational strengths and weaknesses.  We have a safety net of Special Education for those individuals who fall below a self sustaining cognitive level to self-preserve and self sustain.  NYS offers welfare for families who don't earn enough because the bread-winner of the family may have become incapacitated. The safety nets within the US may be inadequate, but I told my friend we are all privileged here in the US compared to the refugees stuck between borders of shutdown countries because of this pandemic who have not food, shelter, or clothing, but are dying like flies from this pandemic with no chance of advancement.  They are stuck in a completely helpless situation with no chance of escape.  Thus I feel everything should be looked at on an individual one on one basis, rather than talking about generalities.  There are black CEOs and doctors, and sports athletes.  Maybe not enough, not equal between races.  We have a long way to go before there is equality between genders, gays and straights, races.  But we do have the US constitution going for us in this country where in an autocracy, not so much.

And on a national scale, looking at the past, there are many unfortunate treatment levels of other human beings living within a country.  Native Americans were not treated with respect and dignity.  Jews in Germany had genocide perpetrated against their ethnicity.  Blacks were brought to the US as slaves and sold to the highest bidder as property.  When explorers were sent out to discover unexplored territories many attacks occurred.  The settlers pushing the borders of the US out to the West ran into many a Native American tribes, who were looked at as obstacles to the settlement of the land.  The English farmers, after all, were very different from the indigenous hunters of deer, buffalo, or the Native Americans using bows and arrows to hunt their food.  However, when one civilization has superior technology over the other and one group of people wins and the other is defeated, i.e., rounded up and put on reservations, or massacred; then the defeated peoples wanting in this case to carry on with their own national heritage of  native pride, many formed communities with customs and traditions, of drumming and dancing around a campfire, was quite different from the victorious so called civilized nations costumes.  And the difference may boil down to a difference of fire power, i.e., muskets and rifles, vs, bows and arrows. However the superior technology usually leads to thousands of displaced refugees who take the brunt of abuse, living substandard in squalor, starvation, ravaged by smallpox and other plagues which swept through the Native tribes because their immune systems were different from the English, Spanish, Italian explorers who brought pandemics to the native American tribes. But the Civil war here in the US and subsequent wars between super nations have led to the hardship of displaced persons on grander scales.  And drug wars in South America have led to 1000's of refugees fleeing to Mexico and impoverished peoples fleeing the Middle East because of terrorists and conflicting border disputes and territorial war have displaced hundreds of thousands.  So human abuse from one group to another has gone on for generations and still exists today in the form of human trafficking, dreamers who came into the US illegally looking for a better life for their families, or immigrants coming to the US because of famine or religious persecution, or migrant worker coming to the US using temporary Green cards, to send back money to their families stuck in another less fortunate country.  So let's not kid ourselves, we are a melting pot made up of fleeing peoples to find a better life for ourselves because very few Native Americans really exist, because of the many thousands who have been exterminated.  So what is the real difference between peoples of privilege and those who are less fortunate and displaced persons of today within the US.?  It all boils down to a matter of timing.  The people who came to the US first had to fight the Native Americans to steal their land.  Then they took the Native American land and other lands claimed by Mexico and through the Mexican American War, the US declared this land to be our land.  Then the US bought Alaska, so the US was formed from settlers with superior fire power slaughters the natives and their food sources, the buffalo, to take control of the US through land rushes and gold rushes, the promise of a better, richer life here in the USA.  But now the US has filled up with peoples from other lands and we call the US our home, and we are now closing our borders because of limited resources and those of the melting pot who came here first have carved out their niche of the US and want to preserve it for their nuclear families for generations to come, wealth preservation, and the newcomers are now finding it harder and harder to become successful within the US because of harder competition between peoples already established within the US.  After the Civil War, slaves were given 9 acres and mules to become freed Americans.  Now all the land has been bought up so there are no more land rushes here within the US only realtors.  You now have to buy your land from someone else if you want to own land here within the US or rent from someone else.  And people do not want to give up their land easily because they want to preserve it for their own nuclear family for generations to come. Thus the US debates open borders/closed borders and the Pandemic makes sure borders are closed.  We can’t even go to Canada for heaven's sake, even if we are American citizens, imagine that! And what else is being withheld   from US citizens in the scientific realms.

Science knows the answers to these questions, but it may be withheld from US citizens.  If you are asymptomatic and have Vivid 19 how long are you contagious, i.e. going to give it to others???  Science tells us Civid 19 can be spread through air conditioning inside restaurants for example.  But science knows but will not tell us if you are in a 200 degree sauna at a health spa can Civid 19 live in this 200 degree temperature range?  Disney World is opening and closing.  States are opening and closing.  How did Sweden achieve herd immunity?  Do you just let us wash over everyone and see who survives or do you try to isolate it by testing, social distancing, and wearing a mask?  Or is it better for all to be exposed and see who survives?  To be very cynical, I bet you more of the privileged will survive and more of the under-privileged will perish from this earth.  Just like the whites brought smallpox to the Native Americans, this pandemic will pray upon those with weakened respiratory systems and those who are malnourished and if we want to be fairer, here within the US because of our constitution of life liberty and pursuit of happiness for all; then we should avoid the herd immunity approach because the elderly are susceptible, just look at the nursing homes.  So the death toll rises here in the US, but it must have been even worse with no social distancing, no testing, no masks, and just let Covid 19 wash over the entire population.  What are they not telling us with this herd immunity approach?  Are they covering-up the true death rate, because it has to be higher without using these preventative measures in Sweden.  But to be very very cynical, is this cleansing i.e. less air traffic, less people living on the earth, better for Mother Earth?  My bees are doing better than ever this year.  Maybe less pollution in the air? Thus, what is best for people may not be best for nature.  Especially when we throw plastic and garbage into the oceans, sight unseen.  Do we need to re-write our constitution, life, liberty, pursuit of happiness for all of nature and all the diverse species that inhabit our world?  Maybe we need to start to be aware of all the pollution we are creating and how it is affecting our environment.  Are we stewing in our own juices of our own making by not taking care of our own shit. To be blunt about it.  Maybe high speed trains should take all the garbage to the middle of the deserts to create huge mountains of garbage all covered with sand rather than dumping it all into the oceans where we do not see it, but it is still ruining all the underwater life here on our planet, including fish, wales, coral reefs, etc.,etc.

Mary L. Trump just released her book “Too Much and Never Enough: How My Family Created the World’s Most Dangerous Man” Mary has her doctorate in clinical psychology and describes her father as a socio-path influencing Donald J. Trump into a survival mode of also unfeeling, honoring loyalty above all else, gutting the executive branch of government and appointing William Barr as attorney general weaponizing the justice department to protect Trump, by and installing men loyal to him above the US constitution.  Now we were always told Hitler was the most dangerous man on the planet who had ever lived. But now the US has a rival.  Also, I am introducing the field notes from Sir Hamilton Lanphere Smith, my great grandfather, a scientist who theorizes the first Christmas took place over 4,000 years ago and that Jesus would have been the second coming of Christ.  Maybe the Jews should take a fresh look at the first coming indicated by the Prophecy of Avesta to accept Jesus as the second coming.  And then if Mary Trump is correct in her analysis of President Trump, we can see that he has exacerbated the death toll with the Covid19 pandemic by inept behavior to form a National Policy to test, socially distance, and wear masks.  Mary Trump indicates President Trump is a racist, a sexist, and really does not care about saving 100's of thousands of lives of the many Americans affected, only himself and his re-election. Is he the anti-Christ prophesied to come after Hustler, by Nostradamus?

In addition, it turns out many humans are very gullible.  Their acceptance of science-fiction in the movies is a prime example.  Take King-Kong, or Godzilla for example.  They will accept an animal being shot thousands of times and that animal is still unhurt and coming after its victims relentlessly.  People like drama, the fear of the chase and what the animal can do to humans, even if one bullet placed in the right kill zone could wipe out a tyrannosaurus-rex or a great ape.  Bullets and missiles are very effective killing machines.  However, humans accept two to three hours in an exciting movie where the main predator may be shot thousands of times and it is still exciting to see the on-slot of carnage this mythical beast can muster.  

“It was a one-eyed one-horned flying purple people eater, a one-eyed, one horned flying purple people eater, a one-eyed, one horned flying purple people eater, sure looked strange to me.” “My friend the witch doctor, he told me what to do, my friend the witch doctor, he told me what to do.  He said ooh, iee, ooh ha ha ting tang walla walla bing bang.  Ooh, ooh, ooh ah, ah, ting tang walla walla bing bang.”  Now let us transpose this to a President of the United States, who really does not read, but only listens to Fox news for feed-back and if this news agency puts out fake news it may very will be picked up by the President to be presented as fact.  Not scientific mind you!  Saying the Covid19 virus will be destroyed by the heat of the summer and will just disappear turned out to be pure myth, but was reported by Fox News and repeated over and over again by the President.  Thus Fox news could become a witch-doctor saying things like, masks are not affective because the Corona Virus is too tiny and will go right through the mask, without any real scientific proof.  Like masks can be made out of a multitude of fabrics some more effective than others.  And thus in other countries using masks was effective in controlling this pandemic along with social distancing.  And yet the President of the US, poo pooed the use of wearing masks, not relying on science to be the burden of proof, but just by picking it up on Fox news.  Thus Fox News could throw out many unproven facts about this Covid19 virus and the President through repetition would repeat over and over this fake news report until he believed it, eventhough there was no scientific evidence behind it.  And Trump will use this twisted fake news to distance himself from any problems he is confronted with. For example, I hardly knew Steve Bannon who was just arrested for committing fraud to investors.  Paul Manifort is the latest of five key advisors to Trump who have been arrested as he was found out to be carrying on a back channel with Russia all throughout the 2016 pre and post Trump Presidential election.  And Trump will lie, I hardly spoke with the man. Or I haven’t spoken with Steve Bannon in years.  Giuliani’s business associates Lev Parnas and Igor Fruman were arrested at the Washington airport, where they had one-way tickets out of the country. Also it was Paul Manifort who helped Russia oust the elected President of Crimea, who was turning to the Euro countries to become more democratic, just before Russia invaded them.  And recently Navalny joinis a long list of poisoned Putin critics, while Trump remains silent nor does he comment that Russia putting ransom death monies on US soldiers’ heads, fighting in Afghanistan. Why, because Trump has been compromised by Putin.  Turmp has put himself and Putin on a pedestal, the problem being, Trump is suppose to have the US best interests at heart, not himself and Putin, nor Russian best interest at heart.  Thus Putin poisons his advisaries while Trump tries to suppress voters from voting by defunding the United Stated Post Office!  What a pair who would lie, and cheat or poison to win an election.  The trouble Trump is having in the US, however, is all of his hench-men are getting indited and arrested.  Will Americans see through this fake news onslaught brought upon by the Trump adsministration to see Trump for what he really is?  A Russian mole. But Russia just might be a better ally to the US than China, if they would just stop throwing their dissidene out of windows.  And Trump has certainly degraded the US government, putting select individuals loyal to Trump to do his Trump’s bidding, rather than what if best for the US. Plus Trump will do whatever it takes to get re-elected, i.e. courting conspiracy theorist groups like Quorvoro who Trump says, “They seem to like me”; even-though this group entertains the conspiracy of eating children.  Thus we started out this section with the fantasy notion of a “ One eyed, one horned, flying purple people eater, to a reality conspiracy theory that there is a real group of conspiracy theorists who believe that there is a real group of “children eaters” devouring our children out there.  And this group supports the President and he accepts their support! Thus there is no ground that the President will not seek to get re-elected, including white supermacists, racists, misogynists, oh and let’s not forget the clu-clux-clan and the latest is cannibalists. So is there systemic racism throughout the US as the black man insists and the President will not go there? We know that the US is a melting pot.  However every race in the minority including Blacks, Native American Indians, Arabs, can say that they do not receive the privileges that White American who are Christian receive.  Yet the constitution states that here should be life liberty pursuit of happiness for all Americans.  If this inequality exists between the melting pot who are white vs the melting pot that are non-white and the inequality prevents the non-white groups from receiving life liberty and pursuit of happiness; then there needs to be safety nets put into place by our National Government to prevent the down-trodden from receiving these guarantees under our constitution.  Call this socialism, or call it what you may, but there is no excuse within the US for anyone to go hungry, have shelter, or clothing, a shirt on their back.  After all we are all melting pots, but some of us have forgotten this and think we are better than others.  Until such time, as the majority does not have enough inter-racial inter breeding, to create a universal race of multi-colored melting potted children who are not discriminated against because of their skin color, then the government must provide safety nets for those who are unfairly treated, because this goes against our constitution.  It is inherently wrong for one group of citizens to be treated better because of their skin color, over another skin color.  But so long as there is a majority of one skin color over the other, example 60% white, 11% Black 3% Native American Indian, 5% Latino, 3% Arab, 4% Chineese & Japanese, 14% mixed; then it is only natural that ego strength would say to each group that you are the best.  And on an individual ego for positive self identity this is healthy ego strength, to like yourself.  However when this translates into national inequality; then the government must step in with safety nets for all Americans to afford life, liberty and pursuit of happiness for all Americans; until such time in the future that the melting pot is so intermixed that one American cannot distinguish himself or herself from the next American and this would be ideal because we would all then be equal Americans all liking ourselves because we would all have the same skin color.  What a waist of talent within the US to judge a person because of different skin colors, because after all, we are all melting pots even if the majority of skin color within the US is currently white. But white is not inherently better than Black, or Yellow, or Native, or any combination thereof.  And we all need to have the inherent right of life, liberty, and pursuit of happiness. Thus is this system of classification by skin color really any different that the old cast system in India of the Brahm cast at the highest and the untouchable cast at the lowest?  And how fair is that?  If you think that is fair lets put all the Brahmas into the untouchable cast and all the untouchables into the Brahmas cast.  What is good for the goose is good for the gander!  Let’s see how they like being treated like an untouchable.  What it really boils down to is treating others like you would like to be treated.  We need to all follow the “Golden Rule.”  The ability to put yourself in someone else’s shoes.  And when you can step into someone else’s moccasins and not be treated any differently, then you know that there is no systemic racism within the US.  Can you step into someone else’s moccasins who is currently saying that they are being discriminated against because of their ethnicity?  That is the sixty-four thousand dollar question. Can you be kind to others who appear different on the outside from you, but you know have the same heart felt love on the inside?

Fayetteville, North Carolina, September 19th, 2020,Trump rally one day after Ruth Bader Ginsburg passes away.  She is a Supreme Court Judge and Trump is so drunk with power he cannot say a few kind words for RBG.  Remember this is the next day in North Carolina and Trump chants and gets the crowd chanting, “Fill that seat, fill that seat, fill that seat”. I mean nothing about Ruth as a person and she hasn’t even been laid to rest, and all that is on Trump’s mind is that he can influence the Supreme Court by nominating the person of his choice to influence the whole legal system and get it ratified by the Republican Senate.

Biden wins the Presidential election and the runoff of Senate seats in Georgia goes to the democrats, but at the Congressional Certification of the election Trump, Geriod Cushner, and Rudi Gouliane, incite unrully armed Trump supporters to occupy and take over the Capitol building where all the oversight hearings are taking place.  Trump in essence insites insurrection.  Gulianni says, “ trail by Combat”.  Thus insues a riot at the Capitol where 5 people are killed and the Congress and Senate must evacuate to safe rooms and Pence only escapes capture by a minute or so.Trump will not admit that he has lost the election, but instead incites division and conflict by insisting the election was stolen by the Democrates, despite evidence that it was a free and fair election.  But 78 Senators still insist ever after the insurrection that the election was stolen.  Trump has cast lies, fact checkers indicate 30,000 lies during his presidence but he has repeated them so many time over the past four years that his base believe him.  Thus we have a divided country much like the Civil War.  So once again Trump has succeeded at being a Russian mole to try to destroy democracy to create an autocracy like Russia. But his has not succeeded because they have called out the National Guard to surround the Capital for the inauguration this next Wednesday.  But all the Capitals in every state are being fortified to prevent insurrection by the Trump mob.

Isn’t it interesting that with the Spanish Inquisition crowds of people would turn out of fear to burn free thinking women as witches at the stake.  Then Spain and Italy burned, killed, and committed genocide against the knights templers, brother against brother in a religious and econimic power struggle. Then,  Hitler with his sitlekite  incited a German republic of people to incarcerate the Jewish people, committing genocide.  And now Trump, is inciting his base similar to the civil war Clu Clux Clan, white supremacists against the Democrats, wanting to string up Nancy Polosi speaker of the house of representatives along with other Democratic Senators even including Mike Pence, Vice-President, for certifying Biden as the newly sworn US President instead of a defeated Trump, who claims with lies and no proof that the election was stolen.  Thus, the warning from the crop circles stating that the “Portal is closing, but that there is still hope if we do not follow those who would cast lies and false beliefs, a false profit; but strive for an ever more perfect union for all men, women, LBGTQ, Blacks, Native American, Hispanic, Asian, legal immigrants, and special populations without bias to race, creed, sex, or age. Once again we are thank-full for the US constitution upon which our nation is founded.  For we are caught in a great civil war, testing whether this or any nation so conceived and so dedicated can long survive with our constitution stating, “That All Men are Created Equal” and as such are endowed with certain unalienable rights of life liberty and pursuit of happiness.  But let us not get too high up upon the pedestal; because how did we as a nation treat our native American populations, upon the trail of tears.  But opne might argue that this was different.  This was one civilization of European decent settling a new world filled with savages.  But what are savages if not native peoples living off the land, very close to nature and long-houses and teepees; rather than wooden structures.  But were not the Europeans also living off of the land, but just differently because they were not in a tribe, but in small towns that became bustling cities within a rural and urban society, which at the time supported slavery? Thus it seems that the society that has superior weaponry rules the day and can abuse the native Americans or Afro-Americans who were brought over to this country, against their will, being separated from their families, culture and native heritage in Africa, to be sold to the highest bidder as property to serve the needs of the plantation owners here within the Southern States of America.  

Thus nothing is perfect, but we are striving for a more perfect union.  And those who left the European countries because of genocide against the Knights Templars and the free thinking women, with the Spanish Inquisition, came to the New World to form a less bigoted government, so in 1776 the US constitution was written, only to be challenged by the Civil War in 1865 and now by Trump and the white supremacists, conspiracies about the election and lies that Trump really won the election; when there is no basis in proof, according to our own Judicial system which creates a system of checks and balances between the Legistative, Executive and Judicial branches of government. The Trumpettes must face the fact, that they lost and not be sore losers.   Tump can rattle his base all he wants at CPAC; but praise the Lord that there are a few more individual in the majority that realize the bigger picture, that we are in fact trying to create a more perfect union for women, LGBTQ, special population, Native Americans, Africa Americans, Asians, Arabs, and all other nationalities including White America, who are all immigrants after all, but just came here earlier than the more recent arrivals, except for the Native Americans, who were here first,this time around.        

Today is March 7th 2010 and I just watched the “Knowledge of Forever Time” the episode of the ancient cave paintings and really how advanced and sophisticated they were 20,000 to 40,000 years ago.  It so reminded me of my grandfather Sir Hamilton Lanphere Smith and his use of the telescope and the microscope in exploring our world.  Just like the cave painting he is exploring the heavenly bodies the star constellations and galaxies, on the grand scale and the microbes, and amebas on the micro-scale level.  But the computer imaging found within the cave painting illustrating land masses and thermo-imaging that we are destroying the habitability here on earth with global warming, flooding, leading to the extinction of all of mankind only for it to be reborn tens of thousands of years later; I guess comes as no surprise looking it what we have done to nature in the last few short 30 years.  But the film goes on to say that our forefathers were much more advanced than we are here today at that the computer imaging of animals shows the animals from above with their bodies outlined in white upon the earth and the mirror image of that animals outlined in black as the suns shadow would case from taken above from space.  Or that the image of the constellation of bull as shown from the earth perspective, then triangulated from that of deep space can reveal the direction of the galaxy from which they came, Andromeda.  And the film goes on to state the possibility shown from the Nazca Lines may reveal worm-holes and the ability to use them, if we do not destroy ourselves and the planet before we evolve to that point.  This whole film is just the confirmation I was looking for to publish this book and try to reveal what my great grandfather was trying to say 150 years ago.  A truly remarkable story.  A must give kudos to my lineage Sir Hamilton Lanphere Smith who left me his microscope, telescope parts and field note urging me to write it all down, not for me, but for those yet to come.  What a legacy.  Thank-you, thank-you, thank-you.   Satellite imaging, paint pigment which can last 20 to 40,000 years, I believe were created with the help of extraterrestrials, but I also believe in primitive man which science tell us developed from the cave-man.  I also believe the fly in the ointment with the Knowledge of Forever Time lies within the resources within the earth.  The earth was nearly pristine with its natural resourses.  Look at how much we have mined it, taken oil, copper, silver, gold, steel, titanium out of its crust.  And if we continue doing so, the next people who were to come as the movie claims, 20 to 40,000 years from now will not find all the oil once again with the earths crusts, becuase this took millions of years to form the huge amounts of decaying plant life to form the under-ground oceans of petroleum under our mantle.  However, I believe ancient astrometers did visit our planet and did come with a warning of the flying disks that purports to talk about flying sausers, which could also represent the sun god Ra, our sun, but also of the flying moon, and they could have warned early man-kind that they were doing something so incredible for the earth, but it would also bring great upheaval.  Because before the arrival of the ancient astronomers the earth was unstable on its axis and would shift 180 degrees every 10,000 years ago.  And so to correct this they used a force field in the shape of a ball and bombarded it with asteroids to create our moon and drag it into its perfect orbit, with its perfect size to create a perfect solar eclipse and then created the well of Saint Cristana on the island of Sardinia to celebrate the high orbit of the moon, which only occurs every 16 years or so.  But they could warn early humans of the upheaval this new orbiting body could create, bring floods, tides, but the overall good it would bring to mankind in the long run with the stability of the earths orbit being the final result, which was a beautiful gift to all of mankind.  I also believe the earlier huge astroid hit wiped out the dinosaurs but this was much earlier after the cretaceous and phanerozonic periods nearly 66 million years ago. Thus the movie Forever Time, needs to adjust its time references if it is going to give time intervals between the rises and falls of human civilization and account for the abundant natural resources of a nearly pristine earth we were given privy to exploit and exploit it to the enth-degreee we have; because if civilazations have come and gone so often and to such an advanced science to make us pale in comparison, then the earth would not be left with so abundant resources, because they are so precious and cannot be replaced easily.  Today we are talking about mining asteroids from the asteroid belt to secure more resources, but we do not have the physical capabilities to do so as yet. But what is truly astonishing about Forever Time is that they have discovered that these cave drawings use the same color of pigment for the color earth, in drawing all over the world and that this pigment color is the same used in our satellite imaging today and that 40,000 years ago they have the same constellation pegasus, and the same constellation inside Taurus the bull and that they were able to see Pleiades, the Seven Sisters  located within Taurus, but the Hand pointing to the Andromeda galaxy with its reddish galaxies outlining the Hand, which is now only seen using the Hubble telescope, if true is quite astonishing, if known about 40,000 years ago.  You will remember people were being put to death during the dark ages, just a few hundred years ago for thinks the world was round rather then flat in Galileo’s day in age and here we are talking about 40,000 years earlier.  How can this be without superior technology or alien knowledge from ancient astronomers.

Thus, I might propose a new theory, that hundreds of thousands of years ago upon earth there was a very, very advanced civilization who in their advancement made the earth uninhabitably and were forced to leave earth and went through worm holes to far away galaxies, but knew of earths existence because it was once their home.  And they returned to share this incredible knowledge as to what they have learned about the universe and made the earth better by creating the moon for mankind, for our survival for future generations to come, but warned earth inhabitants that the moon existence would create, toeing it into place.  But what a present, if it has unpentium at its core, because it would allow mankind to warp travel in the future, when mankind is ready to join the interplanetary league of planets supporting life. And the earths inhabitants created the pyramids and the library and monoliths in Gobeklitepe, Turkey, in great celebration before the upheaval that they were warned was coming, including making the great cave systems in Turkey and China, for hiding and survival, with the arrival of our new, young, moon.  And a new small monolith has just fallen from the sky and popped up in Turkey and Gendarmerie troops its inscription in ancient Gokturk alphabet reads “ Look at the sky if you want to see the moon”.  Was this created by modern mankind or ancient astronometers? And why is it plopping to earth now?  And I would add “If you want to go to the stars, look into the Moon”. Because if it does indeed contain unpentium that does not naturally occur on earth, what a priceless, priceless gift that the Ancient Astronauts have given to mankind!  And we are questioning whether the Ancient Astronomers are helping mankind? With all the movies and our trying to shoot down flying saucers by our military; when they may have created the Moon to stabilize earths from flipping on its axis and they may have given us the most precious gift to eventually warp speed to other galaxies, lying at the center of the moon, we’d better think about repaying them with kindness rather than hostility. In addition, the late astronomer Carl Sagan did not fear the mind, nor thought forms, nor space, time, dimensions, life elsewhere, but embraced life everywhere in his book, “The Dragons of Eden.”   He also embraced life on other planetary bodies throughout the universe, but also felt that there were billions and billions of years and that one civilization would rise but maybe not within the same time frame as another.  However, the possibility of inter-planetary visitation should not be rulled out.  Carl Sagan also embodied the notion that our Moon orbiting around our sun was not a naturally occurring phonomenon with its nearly perfect orbit, crators, just the perfect size for a total solar eclipse, hollow ringing like a bell, titanium outer shell, high radiation levels, counter balanced so we only see the man in the moon and not the dark side of the moon.  And I agree with Carl Sagan and might humbly add the moon might just hold the secret to earths future space travel with a heavy radioactie core, just like the Betz ball probe found in Florida, which was found to have a heavy, radio active core heavier that any of our radio nucleotides or active isotopes found naturally here on earth and also match the stories coming out of Area 51 from Bill Lazar, whereby unpentium has just been added into our Periodic Table, as proof of the existence of this space bending radioactive heavy element, created by the Large Hadron Collider (LDC) at Cern, Switzerland near Geneva.

In addition it has now been discovered that moon rock is millions of years older than earth rock.  This would tend to disprove the theory of a huge body slamming into the earth when it was molten and loping off a portion of the earth which went into orbit around the earth and then formed the moon. For then the rocks would be of similar age.  Also the creator formation from the near side to the far side are quite different, with the near side being pulverized to a fine powder and volcanic at the surface at the mantle with lots of titanium and heavy metal underneath and hard to drill into.  Mighten this be the result of going out into an ancient metalic asteroid field, creating a force field the size of the moon and smashing molten asteroids into this force field to create the moon and then when the moon was in tow and warped through a worm hole one side might look incredibly different from the other side, which seems to be the case with our Man in the Moon.  We don’t seem to find such planetary differences from side to side in other planets or other moons orbiting other planets. This might lend further credence to the theory that our moon is an artificial construct created to stabilize earth’s axis rotation.  What an extremely precious gift from our ancient astronomers, if true?  And they did it all for us. And today we are proposing going to ancient  asteroid fields orbiting our sun to mine the heavy metals and precious metals we believe to be embedded in nearby asteroids.  And we know the ancient astronomers had the technology, for just look at the molten walls of rock found in Peru which baffles our scientists even today.

The Theia theory stated that billions of year ago a large body collided with the molten earth and lopped off mater from the earth along with this huge asterid to form the moon.  However, moon rock from the Apollo missions reveal no such collision.  However NASA has classified for over 50 years the Chamber Bell mission after the Apollo 11 mission where seismpgraphic equipment registered ringing for over on hour after the lunar modual was allowed to fall upon the moon’s mantle.  This ringing was quite unexpected by any of our astronomers, but lends support to Carl Sagan’s theory of the moon being an unnatural body.  Add to this NASA has discovered huge metal, once molten areas of the moon, just as if an asterid made of metal were made molten and thrown against a round force-field , as described earlier has been identified on the lunar surface. But what has NASA been hiding from the public. Why keep the Chamber Bell mission classified over these past 50 years and why is it still classified? Is there a heavy metalic weight on the lunar surface that keeps the Man in the Moon side toward earth, with the dark side of the moon away from earth’s viewing?  And if the moon is hollow, it must have been exceptionally well constructed so that asterid collisions have not fractured the moon into pieces, because many of the creator sizes are enormous.  Thus we can theorize more about this Chamber Bell theory that the moon if it is hollow must be remarkably well constructed with special alloys used on the outside to withstand the thousands of asterid strikes, but what if all these strikes were made to create the moon, using alien technology to heat up asterids and moltenly place them into positions just like the Inca walls in Peru.  We also know that the moons rotation around the earth moves the magma inside mother earth, stirring the pot so to speak and this stirring creates our electric magnetic field that protect all living life here on earth, for without our protective magnetic field solar radiation would be much more intense here on our planets surface. In addition the moon has stabilized and lessened the earths wobble to keep the North and South poles at the highest latitudinal points of reference.  But this is also interesting to observe ancient maps which show accurate land masses under the poles.  Maybe these maps were first created before the creation of the moon when these land masses were not covered with ice and then when the moon was precisely placed into its precise orbit the poles covered the land masses with ice as we view them today.    This may also be substantiated by the earliest hollowed out Australian caves, some 85,000 years old where they reveal star constellation, but no moon orbiting around the earth, only our earth orbiting around the sun.  Thus we might theorize that the moon might be a relatively new new-comer to its current orbit, revolving around our mother earth.  I am not theorizing that the moon itself is that new, i.e, within the last 85,000 years, because we could also theorize that our moon may have been placed in orbit to stabilize other planets eons ago.  Thus one could theorize the moon is a recycled moon which may have had a rich history of being moved from one life bearing planet to another planet over the past millenia to help stabilize planets to thrive, acting as a planetary shield to promote and foster life.  What a vital gift to be shared and given through-out the ages.  Are we deserving of her honor and presence, or rather I should say his honor and presence as he is called the “Man in the Moon?” This theory also goes a long way to support Noah’s arc, Gobeckie Tempe, huge cave systems in China, because ancient astronomers would give living civilizations and populations of living species the needed time to prepare for the upheaval the moon would create being placed into orbit around the earth.  And they did give the needed time and we did survive and we are the results.  Remember this is just a theory, but a good one and it goes a long way to explain a lot.  And if in the future it proves to be correct, then we have the most valuable resource within our grasp, for if mankind wants to explore the universe, then we first must turn our heads towards the moon, because it holds untold wisdom and vast resources  to help us survive and to make it happen.

The Chapel Bell Theory- Imagine several 100,000 years ago that there is a very, very advanced civilization living on a different planet, within our solar system.  It is not that hard to imagine, because we are living proof that it can happen.  But on this planet there is an abundance of the heavy isotopes where the indigenous inhabitants are able to destabilize matter, i.e. melt rocks using a different technology to create the walls like the ones formed by the Incas of Peru, and also bend the spacetime continuum to transport themselves over vast light-years.  They look for planet that can sustain life, like ours but our planet is unstable at the time, changing axis every few 100,000 years or so.  This can be confirmed by molten lava lying at the bottom of our seas trenches, i.e. the magnetism of the magma is stratified towards the North/South, then the next cristatum period it is stratifies South/North, i.e. the earth has rotated on its axis 180 degrees.  To stabilize the earth the moon is created, using a force field and using the asteroid belt, asteroids are melted and blasted upon the round shaped force field, forming the moon, as we know it.  Using unpentium at its core it is then towed into a nearly perfect orbit.  Orbit and size are all orchestrated by the ancient astronomers, thus the symbol of the circle with the two wings, so often depicted by the Egyptians, is not only illustrative of our Sun. Ra, but also our moon, La Lune, being towed into its orbit around the earth and being weighted by heavy metals from the asteroids, so that only one side is ever exposed to the earth.  Also this explains why it is hollow.  The ancient astronomer, not being indigenous from planet earth, cannot stay here for long periods of time, as the movie, “The Space Between Us”, 2017 where an earthling born upon a different planet takes on the specific gravitation field and electro-magnetic forces of that planet, as we will find out if we try to live on Mars or any other planets which are not equivalent to earth’s magnetism.  But fertilized embryos being brought to earth and cloned over time, to grow up here on earth, would have a much greater survival rate, as they would become indigenous to earths electromagnetic fields and solar radiation.  Thus, to create a truly livable world as we know it, we need to have an artificial gift given from a superior race of ancient astronomers, used as a protective magnetic field which not only stabilizes our orbit but creates a protective shield to shelter us from the suns harmful rays.  Thus the Aurora Borealis as seen in the Northern Lights is the concentration of solar particles and if listened to electronically sound like the songs wales make and vibrate too.  I cannot believe man-kind has gone back to hunting this magnificent creatures which are singing out to the universe.  How barbaric, we do not deserve our Lunar gift.  We do not appreciate the life we have all been given as we are rapidly destroying and polluting nature and extinguishing the diversity of life here on our rotating planet, with our newly created Lunar orb, creating earths magnetic fields, protecting life and shielding us from harmful radiation.  Shame on us, shame on us. We must do better if we want to survive.  All the fish that live in our vast oceans will all be gone in just 30 years from now, if we continue on our present course.  And there are people who purport that we are not have a delirious effect upon earths fragile ecosystem.  I say, wake up or you will not be able to smell the roses because mankind will have become extinct by its own disgusting aroma of trashing everything everywhere all in the name of greed and conspicuous waste.  Respect mother earth, do not pollute her.  Let nature thrive, fund more parks.  Stop paving paradise, stop putting parking lots where once a garden of Eden stood.  Nuture nature, don’t destroy her.

And if we do not do something soon, I fear the powers that be, the ancient astronomers may be forced to take matters into their own hands for all they have to do it to take our moon away.  And that would be a very sad day indeed, because that my friends would be the day the earth stood still and naked without the Man in the Moon shining down upon us, so I say smarten up and Shine on, Shine on Harvest Moon, up in the sky, I ain”t had no loving since January, February, June or July.  Shine on, shine on Harvest Moon up in the shy, shine on, shine on harvest moon, for me and my gal.  Well I guess hope does springs eternal for I am an eternal optimist.  But be for warned.  This pandemic we have just gone through, well we may  not have  seen anything yet, because don’t fool with mother nature or you may very well see a mass extinction event like you have never seen before, moon or no moon.  And only those deserving individual wearing masks and all those who appreciate life as we know it with all of its diversity, may be the only deserving survivors. Not the wale killers, the ivory tuskers, the Rino-horn blowers, the black bear gaul-bladder shooters, the Ivory-bill woodpecker extinguishers, the Gorilla paw ash-tray asses, and the list of assanine, stupid, idots who do not follow science, but those who would   follow lies spun from mir wives tales as to how all free thinking women are witches, or the earth is flat or how an election was stollen; all those individuals can go to live with Putin in the Krermia as he will welcome you with open arms so he might mipulate your beliefs to raise him up as king and Trump as queen to live under autocratic rule, not as a US democratic constitutional union.  You choose at least the choice is yours to make living here.  And this is not my warning alone.  It is also written in the crop circles, beware of false profits spewing lies.  The portal is closing, but there is still time.  There is still hope that we can wake up in time. And  this is the theory and warning of the Chapel Bell, the one NASA has kept classified for the last 50 years and still keeps classified. It entails the sacred relationship between the earth and the moon and the sacred twirling  between two orbs giving us life as we know it.  The greatest gift ever given from ancient astronomers to another species, us. A gift from afar. A fragile gift of life dances on. Make yourself worth, make yourself proud, appreciate it .  Be worthy, be proud, don’t destroy, don’t pollute.

There is a remarkable film Hugo about a film-maker in Paris in the 30's, the father of amimation, George Melies.  He liked to fix things and built an Automaton, an imitation of a human with moving arms that was programmed to write.  Now this was a remarkable feat, but then we have found other remarkable feats, such as an Antikythera, a 2,000 year old brass series of gears, like in a fine Swiss watch, used to predict planatary movements and star movement depending upon the calendar time of year. Actually the first and earliest computer ever discovered.; well before the enigma computer used to help win WWII.  But remember Melies was performing animated dream feats back in the days of WWI and was put our of business because of the serious reality of  Natzi Germany trying to rule the world.  No one had time for silly animation film tricks.  But remember this is the 30's well before rocket scientists of the WWII.  Yet in one of his film he envisions a space voyage taking travelers to the moon, a moon shot that hits the “Man in the Moon” right in the eye and it starts oozing puss.  Then there are all sorts of alien looking creatures running all around before the moon shot returns home to land in the sea.  But remember once again this is 1930, 30 years before we would land men on the moon and return home, landing them in the ocean.  But look deeper and really hear what I am saying.  Here Melies is imagining a rocket being fired upon the moon and the moon is hit right in the eye and is bleeding profusely and then all havoc breaks loose. Is this a warning not to damage the Chapel Bell, our moon?  We look at the moon and see 1,000 of creators.  But were these creators made by tremendous asteroids hitting the moon like the extinction event here on earth which is thought to have extinguished the dinosaurs.  Or is the moon more fragile, made from molten asterids created by ancient astronomers, hitting a force field, like creating a basket-ball and the Chapel Bell classified knowledge may very well be, do not shoot a ballistic missile at the moon or we might destroy the moon as it is not solid and is more fragile than a solid planet with a molten core like earth where we have detonated hundreds of nuclear bombs.  Just think about it for a minute.  We know from the moon walk much of the lunar surface has the moon covered with a fine powder; yet in all of earthly observations of the moon we do not have reports of a severe dust storm that would be caused by a giant asterid strike into the lunar surface?  And yet we see 1,000 of creators on the lunar surface that always faces earth.  And the moon is relatively close to earth.  Wouldn’t you think that earth being much larger than the moon and the moon always facing the same side toward earth, then earth should act as a protective sphere not allowing many meteor strikes on the lunar surface facing earth.  I mean a meteor would have to come in a just the right angle not to hit earth, being much larger, but to hit the lunar surface. The earth being 81 times more massive than the moon and has 4 time its radius. So NASA has created these models of the earth and moon and projected meteor strikes coming from the known asterid belt; and I can theorize that the Man in the Moon side facing earth should not have the number of asterid strike because of the protective shield offered by earth, its size and circumference to protect the Man in the Moon side facing earth.  And if I am wrong, then we should have seen numerous dust storms created from asterids striking the lunar surface.  And this is what NASA maybe hiding and unwilling to tell us.  The Chapel Bell is the moon.  It is hollow and we better be careful as to what we shoot at it so the Man in the Moon does not end up with a black eye as in George Meliers films.  This could be one of the most prophetic films ever produced, predicting what may be the end to life as we know it here on earth, by messing with our Chapel Bell, our moon.  We had better learn to tread lightly when it comes to the lunar surface or we or we may be treading water without the moon and without mankind here on earth.  But what a boon for the fish and mammals who inhabit the oceans. No more plastics being dumped into the oceans, or fisherman nets in whales stomachs, sea turtles, porpoises or sharks caught or trapped to near extinction.  But best of all no more garbage, only nature and diversity thriving in abundance.  What a utopia.

In 2019, January 20th during a total eclipse of the moon a meteor struck the moon and was recorded by Midas moon impact detection analysis system and recorded temperatures almost reached the temperature of our sun. The flash lasted 0.3 seconds with the meteor traveling at 61,000 kilometers an hour with an explosion equivalent to 0.5 tons of TNT, leaving a 50 foot creator. And the brightest lunar flash ever recorded..  Is NASA telling us the seismic impact of all of these strikes with the seismic geographic equipment placed on the moon to tell us how hollow the moon really is?  What type of ringing is being made by these impacts? How long is the ringing lasting? NASA is also telling us the near side of the moon looks like it was molten with more volcanic activity that absorbed many of the strikes by meteors or asterids in huge lava fields which were also thought to be highly radio-active, as compared to the dark side of the moon which has many more smaller crators upon the pot-marked lunar surface. What NASA now knows but is not telling us is that either the moon is structured like the earth with a molten center that can spew out volcanic magma, or it is a special hollow satellite, they call the Chapel Bell?  Which is it?

The Lunar/Earth Tesla Vortex - If the moon is not a natural construct, but has a outer shell of Titanium, science teaches us that Metal can be stratified and magnetized. So if the Titanium Lurar shell has been magnetized and properly weighted so the side facing earth acts like one end of a pole and the earth’s still molten core acts like the other end of a pole, then as the moon spins around the earth is not only creates the magnetic field around the earth by moving this molten core within the earth, but is also cutting through this magnetic field, creating in effect an electronic motor.  And if the moon has highly charged radio-active unpentium placed within its core, then we can theorize that we have in effect a Tesla coil by placing heavy metal within a highly charged magnetic field, thus creating the Lunar/Earth Tesla Vortex, in its perpetual dance around our sun. And we living on earth know very little about this type of energy, oh we have discovered electricity, but as for lay lines, or the energy used to power the pyramids or obelisks in a highly charged Tesla field; maybe the exact reason the ancient astronomers would so pains- takenly spent so much energy to endeavor to construct a Lunar/Earth Tesla Vortex. Not only would this perpetual lunar/earth motor protect the earth by creating the huge electro-magnetic field around the earth, shielding all life here from the suns harmful gamma radiation; but at the same time creating the Lunar Vortex energy needed to create interstellar travel.  This energy maybe very similar to that energy created by a worm hole in space, which also bends the spacetime continuum, allowing inter-stellar travel. We can theorize all the crop circles, and unidentified flying orbs of light UFO’s maybe using this Lunar/Earth Tesla Vortex being created by the Lunar satellite as it cuts through the magnetic fields it creates while orbiting our earth. It may very well be the energy source the UFO’s need to return.  For the worm hole may get them here. But they may need this Luna/Earth Vortex to return allowing them the energy needed to preform interstellar travel, i.e. returning to their home planet. And this knowledge maybe the knowledge that  NASA has kept classified all these years, called the Chapel Bell. But it maybe our lift-off to preform interstellar travel, from here on earth. Thus, “if we want to travel to the galaxies, we must first look at the moon.” Old Gobecki Tepe saying, which is the oldest Temple in the world known to date.   Near Gobecki Tepe they have also discovered a massive cave system employing three different levels to house over 6,000 people.  Now this system was not built over-night in just a few years form the knowledge of Noah’s arc theories.  But this cave would have taken years and years to construct.  Someone had plenty of time to prepare.  And this preparation which may have taken half a century to construct; may have been built with the knowledge that we were preparing to transport a lunar satellite into orbit which would create tidal flows but would stabilize the earth in its orbit for the long haul, i.e. benefit generation of life to flourish upon this planet we call earth.  And this lunar event would have involved towing the moon into its current nearly perfect orbit, where it not protects mother earth by creating the electro magnetic field, which we now enjoy.  Also original megalitholic sites like “Easter Island, pyramids, Ankor Watt, Myan’s of Peru, all seem to lie on lay lines all aligned upon a prime maridian of unstable fault lines where the earths curst is unstable, because the mantle of the earth’s crust comes together.  Where these original temple sites placed upon specific fault lines before our moon was towed into place?  Where the pyramids used as the energy vehicle to create this plazma energy to plazmatize asteroids in the creation of our moon around a spherical force field?  One thing we know for sure from analyzing the magma in our oceans trenches is that the magnetic polarization shift of the magma from N to S and then from S to N which used to happen when the earth rotated 180 degrees upon its axis has stopped and this I theorize happened when the lunar satelite, our moon, was created and towed into place.  So we should be able to date this event by analyzing when the magma polarization in the oceans trenches stopped.  For this was the event that shook the earth to create huge tidal waves.  The event that was prepared for over half a century and allowed the mammoth cave systems in Turkey and China to be created for this extinction event.  But it has led to earths survival in a more stable orbit today.  So what a sacrifice from the past, but what a glorious new dawn with the new lunar satellite in orbit today, not only preventing earths wobbling and orbital shift, but creating our protective electro-magnetic force field as well.  No wonder NASA is calling the moon our “Chapel Bell”. Further proof of this technology may lie in the heart of Ankor Watt an ancient megolithic site where three amaizing caves have been uncovered that are glass like in appearance, but when subjected to computer spectrum analysis, use dimensions we are just discovering today employing a golden mean and frequencies that vibrate to different harmonics.  Thus the caves were created with specific vibrational frequencies just like the Indian Vitthala temple pillars in Dravidadesa. These vibrational frequencies seem to have an effect on human meditation along with the ancient knowledge of acupuncture to change meridian flows within the human body, using needles.

“ An archacoacoustic study was recently conducted within the prehistoric cave system of El Castillo in northern Spain. With findings dating back at least 40800 years archeological studies of this cave have revealed the presence of prehistoric ritual activity associated with early shamanism.  Simulated audio tones of varying frequencies were created and emitted from the location at which it is thought the shamans would conduct rituals within El Castillo, while the sound was simultaneously recorded from the likely location of potential observers of participants.  Subsequent analysis identified a frequency-dependent amplification of recorded sound intensity for fruequecies approaching the range of 100 Hz. These results are markedly consistent with previous research of important or sacred sites which have shown significant sonic resonance features within this precise range of frequencies.  Additional consideration is applied to the potential effects of 110 Hz physical stimuli on biological systems in the context of neurotheology and the associated biophysical analysis in order to demonstrate the potential importance of the 110 Hz signals on religious experience and subjective states of consciousness.”

Using comparative archaeology because science has explored so many of the sacred cites around the world, we find not only in Peru, but also on Easter Island the wall of boulders which look like they were melted into position with no spaces in between them. We also find this beautifully cut stone work within the ancient and oldest cites of the pyramids and also in Sardinia, the well of Christana, where the monolithic stone is perfectly cut even below the water level of the well. Then add the temples in India that have different harmonics within the solid stone pillars.  We do not have this technology today here on earth.  Where did this technology come from?  We can theorize that there is another energy system called plazma energy.  We can theorize that this plazma energy is formed using a Tesla coil and employing heavy radioactive elements to make matter unstable.  Now the radioactive elements needed to make this happen within sound resonance frequencies which may have been used to form the caves at Ankor Watt that resonate at different frequencies, may not be of this earth.  The heavy isotopes needed may have existed we can theorize within the Arc of the Covenant and the “Betz Ball” we talked about earlier where before confiscated by the military, revealed heavier radioactive elements then we have produced here on this earth.  But because of the records of the “Betz Ball” and what science is doing now with frequencies and matter de-stabilization within highly charged electronic fields using radio active isotopes, magnetic fields and frequencies we are coming closer to discovering a plazma energy which affects matter. We may soon discover that the pyramids were used in the production of plazma energy and the Betz Ball must have employed a radio-active shield, which prevented the intense radio-active isotopes from leaking and poisoning people and objects it came into contact with.  Thus not only do we need to learn how this plazma energy effects matter, but how to contain it.  And if the Betz Ball is a prototype of this energy system, it looks a lot like our moon, but on a micocomsic scale.  Thus the Betz Ball would be very important to analyze and no wonder the government is keeping it in wraps. For whoever formed the Betz Ball may have also formed our satelite moon.  And if the moon does have unpentioum at its core, no wonder the government is keeping that in wraps as well, Chapel Bell.

I mean let us think about what is science fiction and what is reality.  We know that the singing pillars of Hampi’s Vittala Temple of Musical Pillars is a real structure and yet we do not know how to change the resonance within solid stone to produce these pillars.  So where did they come from and how were they produced?  They are not hollow.  And the temple is not claimed to be megalithic, I mean over 10,000 years old, but we do not have this technology.  Did the people of India find a stash of these pillars buried and use these older pillars in the construction of Hampi’s Vittala Temple?  One theorizes that in order to make these pillars the molecular structure of the stone had to be placed within a highly charged plazma field thereby destabilizing the molecular frequencies within the stone pillar and then with specific resonance reformulate each pillar at a different vibrancy to produce the different pitches.  And we just do not know how to do this at the present time.  The closest thing we have in sci-fi is aboard the star ship enterprise, “Beam me up Scotty” is a transporter which dematerializes matter and re-materializes it at a different location. Yet within these stone musical pillars we find each resonanting with its own tonal quality.  How is this possible?  And the same goes for the three caves that generate their own specific resonance becuase using computer spectral analysis their shapes employ the golden mean to create specific resonance. This would be very hard to recreate even using today’s technology.  It is utterly mind blowing to think that someone employed a technology to imbue specific resonance within huge rocks, i.e. specific caves underground or huge rock musical pillars.  Thus there are more that just theories, there is physical proof in the last two examples that someone had and has used an advanced ulterior technology I call plazma energy to dematerialize and rematerialize these pillars impuing and modifing their resonance.  Someone has been playing tricks upon us to rediscover technologies that are far surpassing our current technologies and there is a race within different countries to re-engineer objects like the “Betz Ball” and that is the reason it will never be returned to its rightful owners.  And if there was unpentium within the Arc of the Covenant with a futuristic force field preventing the leakage of deadly gama radiation killing its carriers, do you think the government would ruturn this historic relic?  The answer is a resounding no.  The government took German scientists at the end of WWII, the brightest minds to help our rocket scientists develop the H-bomb and rocket fuel.  And it helped the U.S. win the war.  Yes, this was rocket science sought after through-out the free world as well as the Soviet Union, Chian, and N. Korea.  Just look at N. Korea’s president Kim, how he tauts his nuclear arsenal.  And it is because this technology is pure power and you can look at it figuratively and symbolically and we have just scratched the surface because the musical pillars reveal there is a whole new technology yet to be re-discovered to move, decompose and re-compose matter, changing its organic structure to any harmonic frequency we choose. So we are going to find that this raw power can be used both constructively and destructively.  The choice is our to blow ourselves to kingdom come, but not ours along, for mother nature or the cosmos also has the power to blow us to kingdom come.  Thus we should use this power with respect and humble kindness, so we may continue to unlock the mysteries of the cosmos to re-engineer these ancient technologies that hold so much power and potential for our future discoveries, yet to come.

Think Tanks offer viable solutions-        

Today is July 11, 2021 and Richard Branson just took a successful flight on Virgin Galactic into space and returned successfully in New Mexico.  The trip was launch by piggy-backing a lighter rocket off another plane to burst into weightless space for 4 minutes, before gliding back to earth.  The flight was a complete success.  One more step man and one giant leap for mankind, because the commercialization of space for the potentials of many to travel into space opens up all kind of future ventures.  For exploring space we are using all of NASA technological skills to envisioning new horizons like exploring and mining asteroids where we will discover new metals not of this earth.  AI for example is discerning voice tracks of those army and civil personnel who found the wreckage at Roswell and has determined through sound audio analysis that it wan not a weather balloon as the government has been telling us all of these years.  But a wreckage field with strange unearthly metals and symbols of a foreign language not of this earth, but giving scientific credence that we in fact are not alone.  Thus this new space venture now involving many countries in a space race is breaking down racial barriers and with  united team efforts we are exploring space divergently, i.e. many different countries with people of all ethnicities working together to solve the numerous technical issues as they arrive.  The whole concept of Virgin Galactic arose out of a thought tank where a prize was offered to the group who could think of a way to commercially send people into space and return safely.  Today is the real prize, the fruition of that thought tanks as it is being realized in the test flight that took place today.  And it does not stop there.  They are offering prizes to think tanks of brilliant minds to solve the immigration problem for example, where it is estimated that 160,000 of illegal immigrants have pored over our Southern boarders in the last 6 months alone.  One solution offered is to take the money to vet these illegal immigrants to make them legal immigrants.  This is achieved by making parks in all 50 states, not unlike Sprague Brook Park in Springville, NY., where they used to offer winter camping with a central shower and bathroom facility, winter Cross Country Skiing with cabins with wood burning stoves where skiers could go to warm up in.  People would pull their VR’s to hook up to electric and sewer and would enjoy year around winter/summer camping in the great outdoors of WNY.  Thus just expand this idea with a lodge for communal eating, library, and recreation and vet the immigrants coming into the US issuing  temporary green cards to make sure these immigrant are learning a valuable skill, learn English, and agree to our US Constitution, thereby creating a legal vetting process and thus taking an illegal wicked situation and turning it into a legal positive.  Because currently the Southern Border States are illegally housing illegal immigrants and profiteering not only with the illegal drug trade, but also the human trafficking trade, under-age prostitution, slave-trade of working for practically nothing, cramped unbearable housing where too many people are forced to live under wretched conditions.  And these boarder states complain about the problem, but then profiteer from a huge black market of the fore-mentioned supported and created all illegally.  By creating a national RV park network for vetted immigration the US can control the number of immigrants coming into the US, with a clear path for those qualified individuals to become US citizens, not just dreamers. Combine this national RV park for both immigrants and migrant worker, who currently travel to the 50 states who do the farm planting labor and harvesting  much of the produce within the US and you make a thriving year around RV park system which supports both nature and humans all living in harmony, enjoying each others company.  The US is vast and could employ 100,000's of these RV parks with centralized dining and lavs and could expands into communal day-care where the elderly cook, laundry and watch the children, take them on hiking trails and learn about nature, while the parents work. Or in the case of Sprague Brook Park, enjoy cross country skiing.  What a healthy living life-style compared to the current wickedness of the  illegal immigration system as it now exists. I’m sure our RV industry would embrace this idea too. This form of communal living is already a viable alternative for the elderly in Norwegian countries.  A positive alternative from our current nursing homes for the elderly in the US.  This form of communal living mixes the old with children, while passing on the wisdom the old have to offer to the young, as well as teaching children how to cook while doing other life style skills, healthy for both the child and nurturing for the elderly. What a win-win this think tank has come us with.  Maybe it will take flight with Richard Branson and Virgin Galactic.

Theories: All we are saying is give Peace a chance.

                All we are saying is give Bees a chance.

                All we are saying is give Peace a chance.

               All we are saying is give Bees a chance.

So what is Sir Hamilton Lanphere Smith telling us.  We can theorize the earth BM before the moon and the earth AM after the moon.  It really does not matter whether the moon was created by an ancient race of Sardinian alien giants or past civilizations of very advanced humans many, many thousands of years ago.  We know we have ancient maps giving the land masses under the poles and we know that they are accurate because of satellite imagery mapping which we can discern the land masses under the arctic snow cap.  But we can theorize many thousand years ago BM before the moon, that the earths orbit was very unstable and the polar ice caps existed somewhere else and that these maps were created where land masses once existed.  Then along lay lines where Easter Island, Pyramids, Peru, Ankor Watt, either aliens or early humans erected an energy grid along these unstable lay lines around the circumference of the earth.  Then they either brought this heavy metal unpentium from another planet or our own asteroid belt using this plazma energy to create our moon.  Hamilton is saying it is important to use celestial time aligned to the center of your galaxy which the Inca knew about and the Egyptians knew about the earth’s procession or 27,000 year wobble as it was important in the alignment of their temples for the sun to fall exactly winter and summer solstice with the lights alignment with our suns rays falling exactly on sacred cites within the temple.  Then AM after the moon was created the giants of Sardinia created the Well of Christina celebrating the lunar’s high orbit every 16 and ½ years with the mono-lithic well.  These lunar creators, be it alien or past superior earthly civilizations, knew of the upheaval it would cause earth’s inhabitants; but because of the far outwaying positive affects, i.e., stabilizing the earths orbit with only a 27,000 year wobble which they took into consideration with their precise time calender using celestial time aligned to the center of our galaxy and how one galaxy is revolving around other galaxies, adinfinitum, one gets a true sense of time going back to the big bang where all the galaxies were created by what Hamilton is saying using this truer celestial time clock rather an vulgar time arbitrarily created by a Pope to celebrate where they thought religious holidays needed to fall.  Because using vulgar time one does not get a true sense of the real age of temple alignment going back many 1000's of years aligning to the stars and the center of your galaxy, where the prophecy of Avesta where the first Christmas or Christ consciousness was celebrated many thousands of year ago.  And if Hamilton’s theories are correct then Jesus was the second come of Christ which the Jew have been long waiting for, but if the finding in Russia turn out to be true, i.e. they are finding 15 feet below the earth’s crust, nano-technology microscopic screws made of exotic metals, then the earthly visits or advanced civilizations may very well go back 100 of thousands of years and there may very well have been hundreds of Christs consciousnesses visiting earth over a vast millennium.  As Carl Sagan used to say our galaxy has existed for billions and billions of years.  And the galaxies exist with billions and billions of stars.  So we need to stretch out our thinking process and think on grander terms as we live within a macrocosm not a microcosm.  So we need to look at the universe within the confines of the telescope and not the microscope as mankind has been doing all of these years.  We need to advance smartly and wisely, using each and every resource to its fullest extent, not wasting one iota, if we are to advance to the point of star travel.  Isn’t it interesting the men like Richard Branson are privatizing space exploration where our government NASA was once top dog.  I take my hat off to these visionaries who realize space exploration will lead to new technologies that don’t exist today.  We can theorize we will start mining the moon carefully, if it is hollow, so not to endanger our very existence.  Then we can theorize we will start to mine asteroids for new and precious metals and radio-active materials not found here on earth that will further the cause of space exploration and star travel.  We too will develop the strange metals thought to exist at the Roswell debris field.  And maybe the government will come clean and share with the public all that it know about retro-fitting and re-engineering past fallen space objects, including the Betz ball.  But then again I think not, because the space race is on.  And if China, or Russia, or North Korea, or other autocratic rulers get their hands on vast amounts of unpentium and are first to re-discover plazma energy, would they use it for the good of humanity or for power over other nations to bend our will to rule over us?  We had the power at the end of the WWII.  We could have used this power to make others kowtow to our will, but we did not misuse this power then; but maybe we should have.  We could have annexed all the other countries into becoming a part of the US, one world, one giant nation.  And then imagine like the Beatles, imagine there’s no country and then finally we might have had Nostrasdamus prediction of a thousand year millennium of peace come into fruition.

Thus All we are saying is give Peace a chance.

         All we are saying is give Bees a chance.

         All we are saying is give the Oceans a chance

         All we are saying is give Nature a chance.

And since we did not abuse power at the end of WWII by ruling the world, we let diversity rule.  We let each nation pre-determine their own destiny.  But how is that working out? For we desperately need a United Nations or real governing board to determine what is best for our planet earth so we do not destroy the oceans by over-fishing and pollution.  We need to use our resources wisely for future generations.  We need global governing boards to prevent diasterous climate change which threatens our very existence.  We need to preserve our democracy, human rights, voting right to self-determine who we want to elect as our leaders.  Remember we are all immigrants on this space station we call earth with our satelite moon.  We the US needs to be the shining light of freedom to self-determine who we want to become.  No autocrat is going to do this for us.  We must speak out and do it for ourselves.  We need to form a more perfect union.  Remember every congressman and Senator took an oath to protect our Constitution.  Let us make sure that they are doing just that.  Live free of die.  Defend our constitution.  Protect our liberty.   Every group within the US has right if they are US citizens.  And we need not destroy any other groups ability to self-determine, so long as they are not hurting any other group.  Let us all live in peace.  That is all we are saying is give Peace a chance.

We need to touch upon the play Hamilton, Alexander Hamilton, because it rallies the cause of the American Revolutionary War and how America fought over and died over the right to self-determine rather than be ruled over by the British and England.  Our forces led by George Washington led an ever so narrow victory at Valley Forge where our troops were starving and freezing to death, but with the courage of George Washington we have led a 254 year experiment of following a constitution written by many Knights Templars who were having genocide committed upon them by fellow European countrymen over freedom of worship, free thinking, international banking, Templars were being burned at the stake by the Spanish and the Italians over a power struggle.  England had to round up Italian clergy and detain them while Elizabeth formed the high church of England to secure English sovernity over Italian Catholic Pope rulings.  Thus America has fought two wars, the American Revolutionary War and 100 years later the Civil War to maintain American sovernity to self-determine our future for the posterity of generations to come.  But now we are on the verge of another war against voter suppression, the big lie, that Donald Trump keeps stirring the pot with his constituency, that he won the 2020 election when he did not.  And the republicans have clearly been compromised because they have all taken an oath to defend the Constitution of the US and they are turning their back upon the freedoms we take for granted here in the US but defended by two previous wars formentioned.  Talk about sore losers.  They are taking the big lie to a whole new level with voter suppression in Republican dominated Senatorial states by rewriting election polling laws that want to have state rights to overturn elections by state legislatures, so the peoples vote no longer count, but the legislatures have the final say, not the people.  But the legislatures have all been elected by the people and all the legislatures have sworn the oath the protect and defend the Constitution of the US.  It is a government of the people, by the people and for the people, not a government of the legislatures who want to re-elect Donald Turmp in the next election and want the decision of the legislatures to count more that the voice of the people.  We cannot let this happen.  As said earlier, we have fought two wars over the rights of the people to self-determine.  We cannot stand by and let any one group of constituents take president over the voices of all the peoples voices from all the other groups that make up the diversity of the voice of the people.  Just as the constitution states establish justice, insure domestic tranquility provide for the common defense and promote the general welfare; it was established so freedom to self-determine would be protected by a system of checks and balances by the three autonomous branches of government would prevent too much power so that any one group could rule over another.  Thus genocide of hurting or eliminating the voice of any of the constitutient diverse groups that make up American Citizens would not be upholding the oath to the Constitution and should not be tolerated.  And because we were breaking apart from British rule the constitution does not allow for any other government to interfer with our elections or politics and clearly Tumps alliance with Russia and Maniford with millions of dollars coming from Russia to influence election results are clearly in violation of the US Constitution.  One only need to follow the money trail in the Muller investigation, which was thwarted by then Attorney General William Barr but should now be followed through by the Biden administration and our judicial system should step in and stop the Big Lie, follow all the illegal monies that were funneled into the US from Russia and make sure it is the voice of all the US citizens who are the determinants of the 2024 election, the voices of all the people, not just the state legislatures, that determine who our next President will be.  Once again, it is suppose to be a government of the people, by the people and for the people to let freedom reign.

After watching the documentary “Unfit” about the Donald Trump’s personality of no lose at any cost scenario propagated by his father, it reminded me of the alanine children who are abused by their parents as in Mother Dearest, where the alcoholic is able to instill such fear within the child, that they are able to undercut personality traits by withholding love, support or acceptance unless the child schism to the will of the parent.  Thus the child has become a puppet on a string, seeking constant approval from a parent who can turn a blind eye, i.e. using love as a weapon to control a child’s psyche. As a result many a child has felt the mental abuse from an alcoholic parent and the schism produced turning love and acceptance off and on, leading to mental illness not only within the adult, but also with the child; as it is passed by the constant undercutting of the child’s homeostasis by the approval/disapproval.  This no lose scenario maybe the reason General Milley was concerned that Donald Trump upon losing the election and his failure to step down from the Presidency, was concern that Trump may have been involved to destroying our democracy by instigating a coup whereby he would be reinstated as President of the US even thought it was certified that he had in fact lost the election, but mentally refused to believe it. To lose is a no win non-reality scenario  in Trump’s psyche. So why hasn’t Trump been arrested for committing insurrection against the US Capitol?

The Militaristic Great Ape Theory of Grunts who commit genocide.  Our forefather who created the constitution knew the long history of group violence against “Free thinkers” and how the establishment can be thrown into a frenzy using mob violence to destroy perceived adversaries all in the name of valor.  Look at Socrates who was convicted by a group of Athenians for corrupting the youth and not honoring the gods, was sentenced to death and drank Hemlock, to commit suicide.  And we all know what happened to Jesus and all the free thinking women called witches, the knights templars, the Jews, black slavery in South Africa and the US, and the list goes on and on.  But going back to the documentary “Unfit the Psychology of Donald Trump” there is a section talking about Jane Goodall introducing the Chimpanzees and their loving nature to the West using her videos; but Unfit goes on to demonstrate the Chimps later created two separate groups and when pitted against each other, one group will gather all the males together and attack the other group singling out another male to beat it to death and then sometimes turning to cannibalism to eventually destroy all the male chimps even though at one time they may have been friends and playmates.  Then the winning group takes over all the females and territory the other group possessed.  Elephants also form a pod keeping other males who may threaten for dominance away. Thus a part of nature seems to support survival of the fittest.  But this is where greek law, that should have supported Socrates to ensure his survival as a “free thinker” should have prevailed.  Were the knights templars smarter than the “Greeks” in the forming of the constitution and will we prevail?  So let us explore the militaristic Great Ape Theory of Grunts who commit genocide.  In humans it is comprised of name calling which insults the other group.  Sound familiar with Donald Trump and all of his condescending name calling.  In the British Army the grunt were the lower enlisted men, all subservient to the officers.  The two groups were the Germans in WWI who are aggressively taking over other European countries.  So in the military came calling is used to bluster moral and the grunts become the henchmen to do the dirty work.  In WWI the enemy was called “pinco-comi-Nazis.”  And the chaplin would assure they troops that god was on their side and that they were superior to communists who were going to take all of our freedom away.  This allowed the grunts in Europe and joined by US forces to defeat Hitler in Germany, Mussolini in Italy and Hirohito in Japan in WWII.  But then the militaristic name calling inciting our troops to victory in WWI and WWII could also be used to suppress groups within the civilian population as it has been done for centuries; like calling women old hags and witches corrupted to the devil to do un-natural deeds, where they were burned at the stake.  Even up to the 1940 where the English police would call the gay population “pinco-comi-fagots” to round up and arrest gays at bars, because it was illegal to be homo-sexual at the time in England and well as the United States at the time. Thus the Knights Templars in the US constitution specifically laid out within our constitution the fine line between freedom of speech but reinforced the idea that “clear and present danger” to commit genocide against another free thinking group within the US was not to be tolerated. Today we are looking at past President Trump’s behavior and all of his men to see if he violated the oath that he took to defend the constitution.  The problem we have today was that Trump had four long years to consolidate his base of loyal followers the Republican Senate, so that he and his followers can believe the “Big Lie” using repetition and name calling, so that they actually believe that he won.  But this again is nothing new to create an alternate reality of followers who do not believe in science our believe in a unrealistic dogma.  There are still followers today who believe the earth is flat.  There are individuals who succumb to mental illness, drug users who through their dependency become bi-polar, manic/depressant, and have schisms with reality to become paranoid or psychotic. Thus the Best Boys can create their alternate reality state that white males should rule and that other races of color are inferior.  They will go on bashing LGBTQ and races of color until congress gets up enough gumption to voice a majority vote to stop genocide and clear and present danger to our diverse populations within the US.  We need to get it right and stop voter suppression.  We need to get it right to stop systemic racism and abuses upon all minority populations within the US, land of freedom and free thinking for all men, and women, and children who are US citizens.  By the way the US supreme court just ruled that Docca immigrants are not protected under the US constitution, but those who are here should be allowed to stay.  So much for all the hopes of the “dreamers” who hope to become US citizens one day.  Well that day maybe put off for a little longer. So where does this Trumpette alternate reality lead?  The game is not over.  Trump may have lost the battle but not the war.  The game for Trump does not stop with voter suppression at the state legislature level.  Oh, no.  The Republican party intends to re-write history using the state curriculum handed down to our youth through the state standards.  The states can determine the curriculum that is handed down through the state educational system and it will rewrite this curriculum to negate systematic racism.  It will then try to go on to corrupt our youth by propagating the Big Lie Theory.  Science will go right out the window as the states that have a Republican legislative majority will subvert the truth in the curriculum that is handed down state by state. Turmp along with his followers will try to seduce the youth to do its dirty-work for them just as Hitler used the “youth movement” in the creation of SS to turn the family structure on its head; where German youth would turn family members into the NAZI party, including your own father, for not following NAZI protocol.  Loyalty was given to the NAZI party above the family unit in Hitler’s parallel universe.  Loyalty will be given to Trump and his followers above science, above free thinking; they will try to form an autocratic dogma that supercedes all logic and scientific reason and if you try to go against this dogma, you will be turned in like Socrates was turned in by his students for not believing in diamond gods and goddesses, which was a make believe dogma created by the Athenian authorities. For Trump and his followers are power hungry narcissistic name calling white supremacists who have forgotten that they are immigrants as are we all.  And they will use this superiority complex to exult themselves upon a pedestal to punish all the diverse groups making up the minority factions within the US populus if they gain the majority.  Just as Trump was using the justice department to spy upon the democrats including Chuck Schumer and his son, the Republican party will do everything in its power not to follow the constitution to protect the rights of all Americans, but it will change the school curriculum to corrupt the true history to rewrite a convenient history where the white male is above and beyond the reach of the law.  As Trump has already boasted “ I could shot someone right in broad daylight and my base would still support me” meaning loyalty to Trump supercedes all rational thinking and it is very dangerous to the rest of all minorities. It is only the democratic majority that is protecting us by the thinnest of threads, but with voter suppression and legislatures bent on determining the outcome of elections, our democracy is in real danger of being ruled over by this delusional autocratic thinker who will subvert all science and the truth to become the Great White Ape with his multitude of grunts doing all the dirty work to commit genocide upon any dissenting minorities all in the name of “making America great again”, but for who, not for you or me, unless you are a straight, white, and male. But not any straight, white, male; only a straight, white, male who is loyal to Donald Trump. Sieg heil. Watch closely what the state legislature does with changing its educational curriculums to negate critical race theory and to spur on an autocratic youth movement which supports an alternative reality opposed to current science, diversity, LGBTQ rights, rights for women, blacks, Hispanics, and all other minorities within the US.  Our right to self-determine is at stake.  Our liberty and freedom are on the line. There is a clear and present danger.  The Apes are on the warpath.  Just look at January 6th, where the mob was encouraged to do “trial by combat.”  And they did.  They are power hungry and want to rule over you and tell you how you should think, determine the outcome of elections, and take your hard fought freedoms away.  They swore an oath to protect and defend the constitution.  They are not living up to their oath and need to be replaced by individual servants of the people who will protect and defend the constitution of the United States of America. It is simple not complicated.  If you swear an oath, you must keep that oath, if not step down and let some other servant serve the people.  We are nation of the people, by the people, and for the people.  We need to do away with the electoral college and move to a more honest popular vote of the US citizen.  We need to do away with filibustering and move to a simple majority vote by congress.  We need the federal government to act to ensure American citizen voices are all heard and that they can be represented and counted in a fair election where the majority, i.e., the person who has the most votes at the end of the election becomes the newly elected certified leader, period. And we can do name calling as well.  Donald Trump is a sore loser.  As a matter of fact he is the biggest loser.  Let’s face it people, Donald Trump lost the 2020 Presidential election.  He may have lost this battle, but he thinks that he has not lost the war, for the battle rages on for he will not let go of all of his derisive rhetoric of pitting the Republicans against the Democrats.    So what we see within the US is two distinct groups, like when the Chimps divided into two groups.  Each with different ideologies.  When I was growing up we had the news with Eric Severide and Walter Cronkite and it was basically reporting the facts, yes with an American bias, but it was basically one set of facts because the nation was united.  But today we have CNN and MSNBC on one side of the ledger and FOX news is reporting the Republican side of the news.  Thus we have a schism to get vaccinated and follow science on the Democratic side of the ledger vs. Trumpetts who advocate defiance of science do not get vaccinated hydrochloroquine is all one needs and in the mean time Covid 19 has mutated into Covid Alpha in Europe to Covid Delta in India to Covid Delta Plus regaining its foothold around the world in those unvaccinated population which is huge within unvaccinated third world countries.  So what would bring us back to one tribe of united Chimps?  Ands we may soon find out, because we are playing with fire by not getting the world vaccinated.  We are playing with fire by not heeding the warning of the scientific medical community.  As a matter of fact Europe just completely reopened its country declaring freedom, even in the fact of the Covid Delta Plus virus being on the rise.  It is more politically expedient not to heed the restrictive discipline of the medical community, for all are tired of following the stringent rules of masks, social distancing, hand washing and not gathering in groups for wedding, ball games, concerts, flights, let’s face it its not fun not being able to go out to restaurants, bars, night clubs, and movies.  But what would make the two chimp tribes move back into one united tribe?  The answer is an extinction event.  Is it coming?  Well, we are playing with fire and not just with global warming, over fishing and poulliting our oceans, over-using fossil fuels, over population of our planet, not to mention this pandemic, so I say it is not a matter if an extinction event is coming, but it is just a matter of time.  It is probably underway right now the question is, is it reversible? The answer may be we have a better chance of saving the planet with fewer people aboard, to be cynical.  So don’t get vaccinated, but I am and let’s just see whose the last person standing?  I stand with science and the US constitution one nation under god, indivisible with liberty and justice for all.

 

Thus the Constitution states that all men, women, and children have the alienable right to pursue happiness.  It does not say that we will find and obtain happiness, but we have the right to pursue happiness.     Thus, what is preventing us from finding and being happy?  Well, besides drugs making us bi-polar, as we have stated earlier, there exists mental illness and emotional disturbance. Children who are emotionally disturbed are unhappy.  They may be so unhappy and so “mad at the world” due to mishandling and mistreatment that they become delinquent. There is much research needed in this area of personality adjustment regrading the causes and treatment of emotional disturbance and delinquency.  The age old battle between heredity and environment makes for complexity. Inheritance is important and each individual comes into the world with a most amazing and complex body.  Upon birth and even before, this body-structure is subject to environmental conditions.  Resonance and frequency have been shown to be passed from the mother to child; as a mother who gets into a relaxed state and plays her soothing melody, may then use the same soothing melody to relax her child; as she sings the lullaby to calm her child, putting them to sleep.  Thus, this idea of resonance and frequency is very important for emotional transfer, not only for the positive but also for the negative, as we shall see. In many instances, emotional disturbed children come from emotionally disturbed homes where one or both parents are emotionally disturbed.  This may be a complex combination of both heredity and environment.  A child does not however, inherit a complex emotional state such as a fear of people with glasses or a phobia of water.  Such states are somehow acquired through experiences where emotional climate allows such fear seeds to grow.  It is felt that emotional states are contagious and a child tends to be upset by nervous, insecure, worried parents.  There is a complicated relationship here between parent and child.  It may be supported by the Jungian concept of the collective unconscious where archetypal repetitive dream states manifest into emotional states with imagery of  fearful events, precursors to neurotic or psychotic states of mind. One can conceptualize the child has come into this world with a natural amount of love and well being and this lime-light is eroded away by life’s tragic moments or stolen away by others praying either consciously or subconsciously upon the child’s homeostasis.

   Children need to be wanted and they need to be loved warmly, fully though wisely and intelligently.  My father, Richard L. Slosson, Jr. had a motto, “You should not expect a pint to hold a quart, but you should demand that a quart hold its full measure.” But when children are not wanted and are rejected there is bound to be difficulty.  When parents truly love their children, much of the work and sacrifice is a pleasure.  When love is not present there is neglect and “emotional starvation.” Love is like “oil on machinery” and without it there is friction at every point! When parents, for some reason, do not love their children wisely, discipline problems arise and the children become disturbed, maladjusted and delinquent.  If such parents cannot or will not receive help, the school must accept the children by law until the are 16 years of age.  This is a difficult situation and the school is left “holding the bag” so to speak. This is very true as almost every teacher has experienced. In very extreme cases of disturbance, exemption for psychiatric reasons will be the only solution from the school standpoint.  In such very extreme cases, it might be better to take the child out of his home and place him in another home or send him away to school where he will live in a happier environment.

Children show emotional disturbance in different ways.  Following are some of the more common symptoms which may be indicative of poor adjustment: Feeding and eating problems, vomitting, refusal to eat, nervous stomach, problems of elimination, constipation, excessive hurting and teasing of other children, over-aggressiveness, temper-tantrums, being overly destructive, abnormal use of bad language, introversion, not playing with other children, crying and weeping excessively, tears and anzieties, nervous behavior, dizziness, inability to think and concentrate in spite of normal intelligence, headaches, tics, and peculiar mannerisms poor sleeping habits, stealing, lying, telling tall stories to excess, abnormal sexuality, thumb sucking at inappropriate age, nail biting, bizarre statements and peculiar forms of behavior, day dreaming to excess, speech disorders, stuttering, negativistic and uncooperative attitudes, reading handicaps, excessive jealousy, regressions, immaturities, compulsions, obsessions, setting fires.

Index 1 contains the Updated Intelligence, Adjustment, and Efficiency chart and notes on being well adjusted within one’s environment leading to optimal growth for an individual.  And he states: “Neither children nor adults can function up to capacity when they are severely maladjusted or troubled.  In addition to mental illness affecting ones happiness and the level of adjustment within one’s environment and being properly adjusted; there is also one’s status within the communitythat can work for or against one’s happiness.  As we are working towards a more perfect union, but by no means, nor will we ever achieve perfect equality between minorities that are US citizens living within the US boarders.  And depending upon how privileged one is within these boarders also has a large effect as to ones overall well being.  Thus if you happen to be a white male living within the US you are at the top of the apex, and more likely than not you are  receiving more than your fair share of equality.  How do we bring a non-white female up to the equality level that most white males are enjoying within the US.  In other words how do we stamp out systemic racism not only against gender bias, but against all biases for all minorities within US citizens?  A good place to start is to look at all the genocides that have been committed by a conquering population over a defeated population.  Too often we accept survival of the fittest as a rational that allowed the conquering peoples justification for fighting into a new frontier as the superior race vs. an inferior conquered populations.  And we now know all peoples whether it be male or female, different races, creeds, colors all have protection under the US Constitution to find peace and equality to live together with other populations in harmony within our boarders to create a more perfect union.  Thus, all should work within the system to illustrate unfair practices and leave it up to the judicial system to reconcile the differences. Thus making your voices heard through protest is the proper channel to bring grievances to the judiciary is the proper channel, not through  violent riots on either side, i.e. Capitol Insurrectionists, of the “Best Boys” nor Black Extrimests pushing mobs to loot and steal and vandalize.  Thus, inciting any mob to perpetrate violence against another group is just plain and simply wrong.  Peaceful protest within the US is just and legal.  Rioting is not legal and cannot be tolerated, especially when orchestrated by one administration against another.  Free popular voting should determine election, not by an electoral college, but by a majority popular vote should determine the outcome

Returning once again to the larger story of the conqueror versus the conquered, in my mind there is a huge difference in settling the West for existence where our forefather set our across an unexplored America to establish settlements facing starvation, battling harsh winters and the native indigenous peoples that they were displacing.  Like it or not, this took place in the wild, wild West.  There were outlaws, gun fights, bad lands and Indian attacks and attacks on Indians.  Now, this settling of uncharted territories is far different from the Genocides committed by the Spanish Inquisition, or our Civil War, or Hitler, where there were uprising between known populations over different ideologies of so called civilized populations.  In Hitler’s situation he used powerful rhetoric to incite the German populous into believing that they were superior, the master race and destined to rule over other inferior races.  In other words German superiority gave them the inate right to rule the world. We now believe all races and nations have inherently intelligent populations and have the best of the best to compete in the Olympic Games for Gold Medals.  And over the years different countries do exhibit the best athletes from every race, creed, and color; disproving Hitler’s master race theory from a mythological Atlantean Star peoples origin, from which he claimed the German race descended.  He believed in phrenology, studying bumps on the skull as determining a superior mind, which has no claim in science today, but is deemed a pseudoscience. Thus we see good talkers telling the “big lie” of making up tall tales to their own advantage to rule over other populaces. And the real culprit maybe testosterone, not the devil, because as in the great white ape knowledge protrayed by the documentary “Unfit” it was the male apes who banded together in a frenzy to go after and pick out another male ape of another tribe and to charge and beat him to death.  It was not the female apes banking together to go after another ape and beat it to death. Thus it looks like mob violence banding together to go after another minority group that is perceived as different, orchestrated by male testosterone as a charging mob or rioters commits genocide after genocide, as the inciters drunken by power to rule over and control their constituency incite fear and irrational lies that defy all science and logic, for their goal is to rule over and not to abide by the rule of law.  For they are above the law, drunk with power in a derisive role of splitting a united peoples into two to pit one group against another, to commit yet another genocide because they want to be top dog, alpha, rather then living in harmony, united as one and accepting diversity and loving and respecting one another differences, i.e. being able to put themselves in another person’s moccasins and treading lightly.  

If we trace genocides way back to territorial conquests of Tilla the Hun, or Alexander the Great, the conquest of Roman Emperors Juleous Ceasar Mark Anthony over the Egyptian Empress Cleopratra and modern genocides not to settle new lands against renegades, but already settled lands where genocides were cited to pit fellow countrymen against one another like the Spanish Inquisition, insurrection of the Spanish and Italians against the Knights Templars, Revolutionary War, Civil War, WWI, Hitler WWII all the way up to the insurrection against our Capital by pro Trump radicals; we note that these genocides were incited by men not women.  As a matter of fact free thinking women were the victim of the Spanish Inquisition, and Mary Magdalen did not get a fair shake with Christianity.  It has not been since ancient Egyptian days where men and women ruled on equal terms one emperor that may have been followed by the rule of an empress.  We have had a two thousand male dominated religious reign, since the time of Jesus, that has been male dominated and look at the number of male dominated inciting uprisings against minority groups not limited to the blacks or indigenous native Americans, but also the ostracization of women called witches, English men called skull and bones devil worshipper, Jews and Gypsies crucified, including Christ, well to do Black wallstreeters in Tulsa, open graves of indian children refusing to go to English schools, all incited by men pumped up on testerone.  Now maybe it was because males took the roles of protectors, formed nuclear families and incited hatred toward anyone who was too different, including their own children, if they turned out to be gay or homosexual. Maybe it was because men would retire to the sitting/smoking room to get liquored up, while the women did the supper dishes and cleaned up after cooking the diner meal.  But we see the vast majority of those who would incite violence against another minority group as being male, just as it was the male apes who would charge another male ape from another group of apes and beat him to death.  Thus, we do not see females instigataing these genocides against other minorities. There seems to be a clear and present danger of male orators able to incite mob violence taking power into their own hands to kill other without trial and without letting the judicial system decide how to create a fairer union.  This irrational expedience of usurping power is exactly what our fore-father were warning us against, because many had seen fellow Templars burned at the stake over in Europe and precisely the reason that they traveled to the New World to carve out a land where diversity would be protected, the minorities and weak could flourish under the protection of the US Constitution.  But it is interesting to note that these genocides are carried out by men, not women. It must be a male testosterone thing, something women would not understand, nor stand in the way of til today, hopefully.  Women stand up, stand up to a gentlier kinder kind of world, one where genocides are prohibited and diversity reigns. One where science rules not big fat lies that have no merits in rational thinking.  And a world where men do not take power into their own hand but let the judicial system determine what is fair for the whole union, not just the great white apes but fair for all the little grunts as well. United we stand, divided we fall.  We need to come together as one nation, indivisible, all working toward a more perfect union.  We need the voices of the people to rule by majority vote, no electoral college or filibusters to cloud each and every US citizens right to be heard and counted.  No one above the law, but equal under the law. And above all the right to self-determine who we want to become, no autocrat telling us how to think or what to say.  Let freedom ring so long as it does not present a clear or present danger to any other minority. And let us recognize that we are just a little blue planet spinning through space and without protecting nature and all the life support system she provided, yes nature is a she of diversity, rebirth, and plenty, and it is mankind that is killing her.  Maybe women should all ban together and illiminate mankind and celebrate womanhood and the Amazon rain forest if mankind will not recognize the horrendous climate change that man is bringing to the balance of our fragile ecosystem.  But then again, that would be genocide!

“Star light star bright, First star I see tonight, Wish I may wish I might, Have the wish I wish tonight” “Imagine there’s no heaven

     It’s easy if you try

     No hell below usd

     Above us only sky.

     Imagine all the people

    Living for today

    Imagine there’s no countries

    It is not hard to do

    Nothing to kill for

    And no religion, too

   

    Imagine all the people

    Living life in peace

   

    You may say that I’m a dreamer

     But I’m not the only one

     I hope someday you’ll join us

    And the world will be as one.

     Imagine no possessions

     I wonder if you can

     No need for greed or humger

     A brotherhood of man

 

     Imagine all the people

     Sharing all the world

     You man say that I’m a dreamer

      But I’m not the only one

      I hope someday you’ll join us

     And the world will live as one.                                                                                         This week the Afghanistan’s Taliban captured Kabul after the US 20 year occupation to try to bring democracy to Afghanistan.  The Taliban being Islamic Shiite Muslims feel that they own women as one would own cattle.  Thus all the women and translators who helped the American regime are in danger, fearing for their lives.  The US never thought that the well equipped Afghanistan army would allow the Taliban to invade without putting up a fight, but “blood is thicker than water” and deal had been struck and the Taliban’s recapture of all of Afghanistan has taken only one week and took the US by surprise, leaving thousands fleeing.  But it is surprising to see women under US occupation becoming more liberal or equal and educated, but now under Shiite rule are being put back into the dark ages, for female children are to stay at home without any schooling.  Thus we see male supremacy not only within the Catholic Christian church, but also even greater austerity towards women under Islamic Muslim rule, where all the women must be strictly vailed. Thus the Beatles song “Imagine” by John Lennon written in 1971, describes a united world all living as one.  And if clairvoyance is the goal of being able to put yourself in someone else’s mocassins with empathy and understanding as to what others are feeling, then freedoms within the US far outweigh any progress towards women’s liberation within the Arab world. Men being at the helm just don’t want to give it up.  They have the bit in their mouths and blinders on their eyes.  My way of the highway, being drunk with power and driving in the driver’s  seat, they will refuse to move into the passengers seat or take a back seat to a women driver.  As they state, “The man is the head of the house-hold” Here we see women really have not come a long way baby, but having a long way to go to achieve equality.  For now, it’s a man’s world after all in many Arab countries. You don’t know how lucky you are girl, to be born in the US, USSR, compared to Afghanistan. Also the first born son is of upmost importance within the family hierarchy of the Arabs over all other siblings.  So not only is there a battle of the sexes, but the first born male is at the top of the pedestal and in a superior position to any other brothers, who are perceived as inferior to receiving inheritance and the family fortune.  If you are first born, then you are alpha male, automatically, no questions asked, top dog, within the Arab family hierarchy. So much for equality it has just flown right out the window. And thus John Lennon’s song “Imagine” really is for dreamers when discussing the latest Taliban’s radicalized position on women and human rights in general. Might as well be wishing on a star.

But there is always hope and the US can be a beacon for others if they chose to follow.  We need to learn not to throw trillions of dollars into a corrupt Afghan government who would live like Kings while the populace at large could be starving.  As the US was causing a corrupt hierarchy of the wealthy living off of US spoils if you were a government official. And that leads us to observe inequities in wealth distribution within and outside of the US. Capitalism vs. socialism, vs. communism.    

But, time, time, time, its on your side, yes it is.  Time, time, time, its on your side, yes it is.  Time is of the essence.  And do you realize the gravity of the situation?  To take this literally means cosmic consciousness.  Because we are a globe spinning in space with the moon creating an electromagnetic field as it orbits and we are orbiting around the sun which is spinning around within our galaxy which is rotating around other galaxies all connected by gravity.  Yes gravity is the common thread that connects us spinning around billions of galaxies throughout our solar system.  And we as human being can be aware of this gravity.  We all have biorythms within our own individual electro-magnetic field as we travel around earth and we feel the gravity and can be aware of the gravity the moon upon earth and the sun upon the earth as its solar radiation is affected by the magnetic field of the earth and our own individual magnetic field within our own data stream of consciousness.  Thus we are connected by gravity to not only the electromagnetic field within but also without and as we become more conscious and raise and attune our inner field of resonance to the outer field of resonance of the aurora borealis and our spinning around our sun and our sun spinning around our galaxy and our galaxy spinning around other galaxies all connected by a common gravity then we realize the true meaning of time and our calendar and how we are connected to collective cosmic consciousness.Thus time is on our side, time is of the essence and we are feeling the gravity of the situation each and every mini-second.  Wake up to the gravity of the situation.

And the gravity of the situation is that the space race is on between the US, USSR, and China.  Each is vying to re-engineer sophisticated downed extraterrestrial probes, like the Betz Ball and other flying space craft to understand their innerworkings which may be like a fish trying to swim without water.  And we can take the Betz probe as a good example.  We are able to take element 151 created in Cern, but it is highly unstable.  Yet, within the Betz Ball at its center was heavy matter, not of this earth, yet it was contained within a containment field and the radio-active matter was not hurting anyone on the outside.  The same goes for the stories from Bill Lazar area 51 where they are working on flying saucers with level 151 uranium at its core.  But we must have learned the preliminaries about containment, because we do operate nuclear submarines.  Be we are just neophytes compared to interstellar travel vehicles and the containment and bending the space time barrier.  But this is just what the space race is really all about.  Who can understand and contain and use these heavy unstable radio-active isotopes like element 151.  Where it we find it or how do we make it?  Thus on the surface nations seem to be working together on a united space station project; but secretly in areas like area 51 near Roswell, NM technicians work secretly to unravel containment and anti-gravity systems 1000's of years more advanced than our primitive rockets.  But each country knows that if it is first to unlock these mysteries then it will have the power to rule the world.  It would make it the superior race and all other countries without this technology inferior.  Thus cooperation is really only surface deep but in reality great distrust remains and no one is talking in cooperation how we should be working peacefully with element 151, how to contain it, use its frequency with electromagnetic fields harness the raw power to bend the fabric of time/space.  All the major powers are working on the ability to send “ET” home; but each is working alone.  Not only that but the government is using fear tactics, fear of aliens and our government maybe doing the abductions and cattle mutilations using black opts to create a wall of fear to prevent the public from finding out about the true space race which is on and in a big way. Aliens are being used as a “scapegoat” in movies and social media and violating air space, but maybe it is their air space because they may have been here first and are really sharing their space with us.  Yes, ET’s are getting a bad wrap because the government spin doctors are presenting them as a force to fear, when in reality nothing could be further from the truth.

Steven Greer, is such a believer, in “Close Encounters of the Fifth Kind, Contact has been made” reveals in his documentary how group of meditators in the Seti5 program use group coherence in meditation raising the entire group to a loving higher vibration to seek out and contact UFO in our galaxy and then reveal to to them where exactly we are located on the planet earth to draw probes, balls of light, entities phasing in and out of this density to appear on camera and to show that they understand using electromagnetic energy, vibrational frequencies and telepathy that they understand what the group is communicating; that cosmic consciousness is everywhere not just within the human mind and that when we connect to the frequency of cosmic consciousness the cosmos is showing us that it is alive with AI intelligent probes that can phase in and out of our dimension and can appear on camera as light, pulsating balls, probes of light flying in formation, orbs, red balls of light over the ocean to show us that here is a human/UFO connection to enter into unity consciousness a field of consciousness where great love and adoration it is felt that anything is possible.  And in order to achieve this field of pure cosmic consciousness we must fully wake up to realize why we are here.  To achieve our highest vibration levels being part of a group of like minded individuals who are willing to let go of all their density to blend the heart mind into pure innocence of transcending their own personal egos and to recognize that consciousness is light returning to itself.  We are third density beings thinking in terms of mater and materialism.  However the fourth density beings realize all is vibration, electro-magnetism, atoms reacting to each other in a field of cosmic consciousness that can inner communicate through this field of light which makes for a very lively field of consciousness which is everywhere.  We are not alone. So wake up and cast off your densities, your regrets, your failures and realize it is more important to vibrate together to your highest transidental field of consciousness to recognize yourself as pure light folding into itself creating your reality as you agreed to do to self determine your conscious field of awareness to a more fulfilled reality as being a part of higher eternal realms of light and awareness folding into pure thought forms of love, belonging to a unity field of expansive awareness into oneness, pure transcendental cosmic consciousness, reaching full potential, enlightenment.

It would seem that the human body may be a microcosm of the cosmos.  So as within, so as without.  It may just be that the human brain when it meditates may be able to reach out telepathically to the far reaches of our galaxy to communicate with probes, extraterrestrials, AI’s, multi-dimensional being who may be vibrating at higher frequencies to pick up on and want to explore the consciousness of others.  And this is opening up a whole new arena to the term “out of body experiences”.  The galaxy can be viewed as a living organism, one stepped in consciousness willing to share ideas, thoughts, intuitions, help solve problems while in meditative states of higher consciousness.  And as the “Ancient Aliens” show tell us over and over we are not alone.  We are never alone.  But there is one thought that I would like to take exception too and that is the doom-day shows that state the we as humans have evolved to a certain level of progression and then everything is wipped out and the cycle starts all over again.  I have heard this many times on many show, that we are evolving to the 4th density and that in the process mankind is eliminated and wipped of the face of the planet.  I say, the earth was far to pristine a planet say even 100 years ago.  If we had evolved before to the level of technology, then we would not have found so abundant all the resources in the gold rush or in the oil drilling that have been available to us.  For we have depleted much of the resources and they will not be replaced!  In other words there was only so much gold within the surface of the planet and we have mined much of it.  It will not come back.  Thus if we were wipped out by thermo nuclear war which is a real possibility; then the earth may lay desolate for thousands of years.  But then if civilization did return tens of thousands of years from now, there would still not be the abundance of resources like gold at the surface of our planet. Once the gold is mined, there is a finite supply and we would notice upon the second or third returning cycle say 10,000,000 years from now that the gold was spent upon the surface of the planet.  So, I discount the dooms -dayers who say we are in our last days.  That our cycle inevitably ends.  I say unless we blow ourselves up and there is a good chance of that; otherwisde we will continue to evolve generation after generation upon our little space-ship earth we call home.  

 We have no problem with doctors wearing masks in hospitals.  We all know about germs and how they spread.  But now that the Delta Variant is here, why don’t we let the professionals in the school environment determine what is safe for them and the children they teach.  I mean educators are the ones in the schools with groups of 30 to 150 in a large college setting; so parents should let the school systems decide how to keep students and teachers safe.  I mean educators are the ones there doing the teaching in front of all of these open mouths, not the parents.  Just like doctors in the hospitals seeing sick patient after patient we do not tell them how to do their jobs.  We should not be telling educators and other professional how to do their jobs to keep working within a safe environment.

The same goes for Roe Vs. Wade and the right for self-determination with women’s rights, making decisions over their own bodies.  Roe Vs. Wade states that the women carrying a child has the choice to decide whether she can create a healthy environment for the mother and child, or whether the child should be put up for adoption, or to terminate the unwanted pregnancy in cases of rape or hardship. This has been the mother’s  prerogative since Roe Vs. Wade was enacted; but currently Texas is allowing other individuals to turn women in for a $10,000 reward if they discover someone aiding and abetting a mother getting an abortion after 6 weeks of pregnancy.  Texas is taking the right for women to make choices of self-determine out of their very own hands and making it illegal for women to self-determine and get an abortion in Texas after 6 weeks of pregnancy. What a huge step backwards for women’s rights.  In addition, Texas is taking the deliberation and time a mother may need to determine whether she is able to keep the child or needs to abort.  How many times has a woman told the father of her child, that she is pregnant and then the father has reacted negatively, only to later overturn his reaction to tell his partner that he wants to help her keep the baby, get married and raise a family. I mean this is not a decision that one makes lightly. And in cases of rape the determination process is even harder, what mixed emotions, and I am a man, so I can hardly imagine.  Are the emotions felt by women even the same as those felt by men?  I really think similar but not necessarily the same, because a woman’s emotions are colored by estrogen and a man’s by testerone.  Remember the “Great Ape Theory” we do not see groups of female gorillas following one another down a hilll, grunting all the way, with the intent to kill another male gorillas from another tribe.  This seems to be only a male ritual, one of genocide in both humans and apes.  Thus I would propose to let more women into positions of power to see if  both genocides and wars subside. Just the opposite is happening with the Teliban and Moslem populations, where it is strictly men who wear the pants in the family and the oldest male gets all the glory.  Thus we see  tribes of Moslem war lords fighting one another over the past thousand years.  Women are not allowed to read or become educated, let alone become a tribal leader. This is strictly taboo. Moslem men have all the power and they are not willing to share it with any woman.

Within the context of this book we have talked about grand theories about how the moon may have been towed into orbit around the earth, but do we have any other mega-lithic structures beside the pyramids which are inexplainable and beyond the ability of primative earth men to build.  And the answer is a resounding yes, all over the world.  Archeologists are now finding in Caral, Peru ancient cities including Pyramids and sturctures all aligned to the Pleaties constellation and they are now finding  depictions of Viracocha the pre-Inca ancient astronaut diety depicted in Chiina, Egypt, India, South America; with structures all aligned to the Pleaties.  This fact along with the one a am about to present, represent absolute evidence that a super culture, alien or not, existed way before what archeologists are currently telling us. You will recall the musical singing pillars having different tonal qualities in Hampi India, resounding monuments.  Well there is a whole island called Nan Madal in the South Pacific entirely made out of pillars of Basalt and the closest volcano is 20 miles away and the island has over 200,000,000 tons of Basalt pillars that are magnetic.  There are pillars that make up the break-walls, temples, architectural building. The whole island is made from pillar upon pillar making walk-ways, arches, sacred worship areas, coliseums all made out of Basalt, but all the atoms within the pillars are magnetically aligned, forming static charges seen around the island at night.  Today they cannot even move one 50 ton pillar by the primative types of rafts or boats that they had 2 to 15 thousand years ago.  And the closest volcano is 20 miles away and we are talking about 100 of thousands, millions of these pillars all making up an entire island that is magnetically charges.  

Here is what we can theorize.  Just as some of the wall in Peru have molten types of huge bolders all hewn together in unbelievable walls in the high Andes, we can now theorize Veracocha, portrayed with wings and two staffs held in each hand; was an ancient astronaut with technology to travel around the entire globe and incredibly superior technology to go to an active volcano and using a force-field take magma and align all the atoms within the magma to make an electronic field or rather I should as he used an highly charged electronic field in making the foece-field to surround huge pillars of magma to levitate them out of the volcano and transport them 20 miles away to form an entire island out of Basalt pillars.  Some of the pillars are specifically bent at arch-ways to support the tremendous loads of weight placed above the arch.  The engineering needed to do this is way above and beyond that of ancient primitive human being; but boarder upon the scientific theories similar to those of taking a force-field and going into an asteroid field to dematerialize asteroids and form a metalic shell to create our moon and toe it into place.  The technology would be similar to create harmonic musical pillars, Incas molten walls, and the Basalt pillars that have magnetic resonance at Nan Madal.  Also the huge heads found on Easter Island have magnetic resonance and are made out of volcanic rock.  Thus we see many mini-steps of pyramids, to musical pillars, to Nan Madal, to the vast undertaking, the Man in the Moon; all using this theoretical technology which is as yet non-existent in today’s modern world; but which existed 5 to 85 thousand years ago to create all of these incredible mystery meteoric force-field sci-fi abilities to make matter molten, using resonance and frequency to align atomic structure within matter, which is just the stuff Robert Lazar is tell us they are experimenting with in area 51, using element 115, unpentium, which is the same heavy element that they found within the Betz ball, which the US government confiscated to re-engineering, a mini-moon, of our moon, placed in perfect orbit around earth and celebrated by the giants of Sardinia, mega-litholic structure the Well of St. Cristina in honor of our moons high orbit with only occurs every 16 years; but they could create a structure, domed where the light from the moon shines down the well every 16 years to illumine the bottom of the well. Think about it.  Try to create a well with steps the round well itself made of 50 ton stones all placed together so tight and perfectly cut, going below the water level and all aligned to the high orbit of the moon that only occurs every 16 years.  But what a celebration it was to have the astronomical & mathematical precision to not only create the Well of St. Cristina, but the moon itself!  Now that’s one big theory, but it is also an ability far above modern man’s poor power to add, or subtract, or divine.  Let’s face it we did not do it, but they were able and had the technology to do it. So thank the deities that they did.  Thank you Viarcocha and Sir Hamilton Lanphere Smith, my mentor. And that is why mankind is still here today in spite of our blight upon Mother Earth, mankind is still a part of nature, and as thus protected under Natural Law, for no one will commit genocide upon a community vying for a more perfect union.  It seems only humans are currently doing that, and to be more specific Republicans drunk on Trump’s power.

In conclusion, I have espoused numerous theories that are currently science fiction; however there is physical evidence that something above and beyond our current technology existed in the distant past.  I have theorized that there was the existence of plazma energy created from unpentium which we now know exists and could have been the energy source used in the pyramids to create this advanced form of energy.  We could theorize that this energy could move out the shafts of the pyramids and be reflected off of orbiting satellites and back down to earth to be used by the Incas or Easter Island. Creating an ancient energy grid used around the world, by what are now know as megalithic sites.In all these sites we see the ability to transform matter, making it molten with atom alignment such as the harmonic singing pillars in India or the Basalt magnetic pillars of Nan Madal.  We have even theorized about the Chappel Bell hollow moon theory of the artificial formatioin of the moon using a force-field and plazma energy to melt asteroids and launch them onto a spherical mold, towing it into place using unpentium at its core.  And there would be very little supportive evidence just 10 short years ago before element 151 was added onto our periodic table, or the discovery of the Well of St. Christina corresponding to the high orbit of the moon, reportedly built by the giants of Sardinia.  Thus within this book we have shifted from the macrocosm to the microcosm from limelight, to twilight, to being blinded by the light in the current opiod drug epidemic, i.e. being wrapped up like a duce, swaddled like a baby, unable to move, like a deer frozen in the headlights of a moving car; as the addicts entire being is transfixed at gallivanting each and every day to secure the narcotic heroine, crystal meth, oxi-codone or cocaine.  Take your pick of mix and matching addictive substance.   But get too close to this light and one will get burned one way or another. For example, you will remember painter Bill.  Did I mention, when he was living at one of my rental units, there was an orchestrated break-in where a gaming computer and power-washer were stolen.  If not by Bill, than other addicts he knew.  But there is also a bright side to painter Bill as his hand written letter fore-shadows:

Thus one learns through life’s experiences of the good, the bad, and the ugly.  And hopefully one is able to emphasize the positive and eliminate the negative and not mess with Mr. In-between.  But beware of being drawn to the light like a moth to the fire, because life is very intoxicating and we are all addicted to something.  Thus we know how to relate, how it feels to be in another person shoes, to be empathic.  And on the microcosmic level the goal is to be the grand-seeer, inlightened telepathic and clairvoyant.  Secure in knowing your have arrived, your are whole, in the here and the now, to live in love’s crystal lighrt, traveling the twinkling starry night, to reside in celestial waves or reverie and to know you are loved forever and ever eternally, touches on the “Prophecy of Avesta”.  And I have to thank my mother for instilling within me the concept of eternal love, forever and ever.  Dito, right back at you, and that’s a long, long time. So return with the knowledge that time really is on your side.  Bask within the samadhi of eternal light and share that light with others. Glow and give of it freely because it’s an eternal light and that means that there is a lot of it. Thus share of it’s bounty to those in need for you have glimpsed and you are of the eternal, ever burning flame. Love and light and endless life.  You are touching immortality, becoming one with it through giving unselfishly, your love, forever and ever.  

And least we forget, honor your right to freely determine who you want to be and become, for this can only be done in a free society, not an autocracy.  We have defended the Constitution of the Unites States for well over 300 years which lays out the structures of our individual freedoms, which many others citizens within other countries do not enjoy.  We must preserve, protect, and defend our constitution by ever striving towards a more perfect union, allowing for all the diversity human beings can bring to an ever changing society.  And we must hold one maxim above all others, that all subgroups have the right to have their voices heard, to protest; but no one has the right to riot, commit violence nor genocide against any other American subgroup because of any different belief system, so long as that belief system is peaceful and hold harmless all other subgroups within the US, including nature and the planet at large.  Furthermore, all subgroups need to be able to have all  its individual constituents votes counted toward electing the next generation of servants, who will faithfully and under oath give their allegiance to those who would preserve, protect and defend the US Constitution, and the US government not the individual States must make sure that all elections are run fairly without any political biases and therefore all the peoples voices are heard and all US citizens votes are counted.

Good News /Bad News

The Good News is that Appendix A is all Sir Hamilton Lanphere Smith’s notes all in his own pen and ink.  The Bad News is that it may not be complete due to robbery from my past association with individuals on opioids who have robbed the Hamilton Library so to speak.  Painter Matthew stole a Fifth Century book of the Cardinals all hand written in Latin and sold it to a dying priest, Catholic, which in turn sold it to the Catholic Church.  I met this Priest in Buffalo, NY.  at which time I was unaware of the theft and he told me not to blame Matthew but where did I come upon this book?  He did not say it like that because he was cryptic to protest Matthew; who was receiving a small fortune for this priceless Fifth Century Book of the Cardinals.  Then Matthew also stole Hamilton’s hand written Frist Lessons in Astronomy and Geology along with one of Hamilton’s microscopes.  Thus Matthew made out like a bandit all for painting my house back in the 90's But what is left of Hamilton’s notes are now scanned and put into the Appendix of Lightbringer.  So in introduction to Hamilton’s writing, we must rewrite Earth’s history to something like this and you in the future may determine which theories hold water.  First we all believe that there was a huge asteroid collision with the earth some 66 million years ago the K-Pg extinction which halted the growth of plant life, leading to the extinction of the dinosaurs.  Then history talks about the recent dark ages followed by the renaissance; but archeologists are now discovering a much earlier dark age of between 12,000 to as far back at 65,000 year ago, from the caves in Turkey around Gobekli Tempe and the vast underground hollowed out cave system in China; that our forefather were for-warned of a cataclysmic devastation event, talked about in the Bible as the great flood; but what about its origin?  So indigenous people were given many years to create these caves offering protection for over 6,000 people living underground for years after a devastation event.  Thus Hamilton is talking about the Temple of Isis for the Prophecy of Avesta some 2 to 3 thousand years before Christ, but he was writing some 150 years ago.  But today I would theorize Earth’s history something like this:  

1.  Ancient astronomers came to earth some 65,000 years ago and recognized all the life here but also realized that the planet was unstable upon its axis.  They helped the indigenous populations survive by helping them build and tunnel out these cave systems, for the cataclysmic event which they knew would destroy Atlantis and all low lying areas; when they towed the moon into place; after which the giants of Sardinia built the megalithic structure, the “Well of St. Christina.”

2. But besides the destruction of Atlantis there were the Sphinx and Pyramids, Gobekli Tempe, Eater Island, Nan Madol, which survived and we have theorized that the Pyramids were energy plants containing unpentium, creating plazma energy and using satellites which helped to beam this energy across vast distances.  In any event we find cave drawing using satellite imagery depicting life in the ground with the double image of the animal with its sun cast shadow as seen from these satellites orbiting earth from above.  

3. So this would be the first dark age when the moon was towed into orbit creating the cataclysmic devastation event; but necessary to stabilize earth’s orbit; with the ensuing renaissance of the Well of St. Christina and the Temple of Isis talking about the first Christing event some 2,500 years ago and the Prophecy of Avesta; following by the Bethlehem Star, SPICA Star, with the Female Freedom Godess, atop our Capital building, carrying the SPICA Star within her pouch, symbolizing the bread-basket of human consciousness, of which Hamilton has much to talk about, tying these two more recent renaissance Christing events together, using Egyptian temple alignments.

About the author.  The author is the great, great, grandson of Sir Hamilton Lanphere Smith and direct descendent to Maxwell Towler and Horace Webster, all three founded  Hobart William, Smith College, Geneva, New York.

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[1] Springsteen, Bruce “Blinded by the Light” 1973

[2] Love, Mike; Wilson, Brian “Good Vibrations” 1966

[3] Simon, Paul “50 Ways to Leave Your Lover” 1975

[4] Ragovoy, Jerry “Time Is on My Side” 1963

[5] Lennon, John; McCartney, Paul “The End”

[6] Hameroff, Stuart and Penrose, Roger Physics of Life Reviews 2014.

[7] ibid.

[8] ibid.

[9] 2017

[10] 2017

[11] Lennon, John; Ono, Yoko “Imagine” 1971

[12] ibid.