MugiMikey Exposed: The Lies Revealed

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The Unmasked Deceptions of ItmeFxcail

By Pajamacast

TL;DR

Deconstructing MugiMikey’s “Dear John” letter to JessePajamas

Mikey joins the #MeToo movement and supports Cancel Culture

Section 1 - Transphobia

Section 2 - Sonic Meets Female Sonic

Section 3 - No Remorse

Section 4 - Aftermath

Section 6 - Listen and Believe

Section 7 - Kilian and Rape

Section 8 - MugiMikey and Rape

Section 9 - Mikey’s Final Fuck You

MugiMikey is Actively Damage Controlling

TL;DR

         MugiMikey denounced his friendship with JessePajamas on February 10, 2021. This included false, unsupported claims regarding Jesse’s behavior, blaming Jesse for a controversial animation on MugiMikey’s already-controversial channel, and a statement from one of Jesse’s exes accusing him of being abusive in their month-long, online-only relationship.

This document provides evidence (as recently as 2021) that Mikey– by his own standards– holds transphobic beliefs and primarily fears “being cancelled” by his viewers, willing to scapegoat and sacrifice a loyal friend of fifteen years instead of taking responsibility for his own opinions and decisions. We prove that Mikey lied about distancing himself from working with Jesse after the Sonic Meets Female Sonic video in July 2020, as well as the degree of Mikey’s responsibility in the problematic additions and changes to said video. We also provide evidence that Jesse actually encouraged Mikey to make better decisions regarding his mental health, contrary to Mikey’s claims.

The statement, made by Jesse’s ex-bf Kilian, is debunked and Kilian is caught in several lies. We theorize that Mikey was using the claims of a trans man to gain sympathy and appear credible to his audience.

Deconstructing MugiMikey’s “Dear John” letter to JessePajamas

On 2/10/2021, MugiMikey sent JessePajamas a “Dear John” letter, saying his goodbyes while expressing his reasons for ending their contact. In this message, Mikey shows excessive narcissism, paranoia and dishonesty as he lists the basis for their closure. After sending this post, Mikey blocked Jesse, leaving him unable to reply. Jesse reportedly attempted to call Mikey’s phone in order to reach him, but was ignored. This is the first of many times Mikey shows his cowardice as he tries to avoid any kind of pushback for his actions.

Let’s analyze Mikey’s breakup letter to Jesse and unpack it phrase by phrase.

We will cover the sexual allegations later on.

History of Jesse and Kilian, each mention of the word Mikey

All mentions of the words clout and money between Jesse and Kilian

Jesse has been historically supportive and encouraging of Mikey’s channel direction and content, telling him to “follow the views.” If Jesse did not approve of this, why would he so consistently support it directly to Mikey’s face?

All mentions of “Axel” and in DMs between Kilian and Jesse.

Jesse is extremely consistent in his opinions of Axel across multiple conversations. He does not say much about her other than she is physically appealing. These are compliments and not anything negative at all.

This concludes the analysis of Mikey’s “Dear John” letter to JessePajamas, revealing the hidden truths of Mikey’s character and, in some cases, exposing the lies he’s told right to Jesse’s face.

Mikey joins the #MeToo movement and supports Cancel Culture

Summary: MugiMikey is attempting to pawn off the blame for a video he was pressured into feeling guilty about onto a contributor, JessePajamas, in order to avoid accountability for his actions. He is also attempting to appear as a good, sensitive, respectable, person to his many followers; primarily, his most outspoken critics.

Section 1 - Transphobia

(2/12/2021)

MugiMikey immediately mentions JessePajamas and the things he supposedly is under fire for. Interestingly, he mentions BOTH “transphobia” and “sexual abuse” in the same sentence, suggesting Jesse is being accused of both these things at once. This is very intriguing as we will come to find out that Mikey is actually using this as a shield to deflect criticisms of transphobia away from himself, using JessePajamas as a scapegoat. As we explore this novel written, signed, and published by MugiMikey, we will come to understand the true nature of Mikey’s character and the actual process of the video’s creation. Again, the sexual assault claim will be covered later, in the final section of this document.

Before we begin, Jesse is going to show us all exactly what his opinions are of trans people.

Apparently, Kilian finds Jesse’s views on trans people to be “sympathetic” and “lovely.” Not exactly the words to describe someone as transphobic.

Now his more controversial takes:

In brief: Jesse believes trans people should be able to transition as they see fit, and he supports the pronouns that they wish to abide by. He also believes that trans people aren’t all the same, that they are unique individuals, and that one trans person does not represent all trans people.

His only controversial takes are he does not believe that transitioning is the be-all end-all cure for gender dysphoria, and he believes many people (but not all) are masquerading as trans people, i.e., “trans trenders.”

Now, let’s take a look at how Mikey talks about trans people. Notice how he refers to a transwoman as “this guy” and “he’s”

Mikey consistently misgenders trans people, referring to them as “messes” and transitioning as “shit”

Mikey parodied trans people in “Sonic Meets Your Custom Hero” when the avatar character claims to be “M-Preg” and then transitions into a woman.

Mikey makes Classic Sonic barf and Modern Sonic says she looks like a “big mess.”

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Classic Sonic would once again barf at a penis-having woman in Sonic Meets Female Sonic, thus one may conclude, by using Mikey’s own logic, that he is using his cartoons to project his disgust towards trans people.

Although Jesse expressed approval of cis-het people that are willing to date transfolk, and attempted to help Mikey make a video that was more sensitive to trans people, it was apparent that Mikey cared more about the video “aging well.” It’s sobering to discern that Mikey only cares about trans people when it ensures longevity.

We want to take a moment to show that Mikey is not against deleting his own messages to protect himself.

(2/12/2021)

Jesse took this screenshot 2 days before he announced he would make this very document.

If we look at this exact spot in our DM history today, we will find that very message deleted, a  long with a LOT of anti-trans and anti-LGBT related messages that Mikey erased in order to save himself.

(2/14/2021)

So Mikey, knowing very well that we are making this document, is deleting his own messages about trans people in order to prevent himself from looking bad. There seems to be no low he won’t sink to in order to protect his reputation.This will be elaborated on more at the end of the doc.

Section 2 - Sonic Meets Female Sonic

Mikey immediately begins manipulating the audience by dividing the blame for the video to make himself appear less responsible by saying “Together we created the Sonic Meets Female Sonic cartoon parody.” This is only one of many ways Mikey finds a way to reduce or escape accountability for this video.

The first claim Mikey makes is that the video was not intended to be transphobic. This is half true, but the unspoken reality of the situation is that Mikey was simply ignorant of what being transgender really was. The original video idea was thought of by MugiMikey and he conceptualized the entire plot himself. He referred to Female Sonic as a “futa” (an altersex being, fantasy in origin, characterized by having a typical female body paired with common male sexual organs) from the very start, which initially appeared to lack any relation to trans people or gender dysphoria. The first sign that Mikey conflated futanari with trans women appeared when he proceeded to misgender Female Sonic by using the pronoun “he.”

A second example of Mikey misgendering someone he believes is trans.

This is the oldest message containing the words “Female Sonic” thus proving that Mikey is the originator of the idea, and the “twist” ending.

Taking this idea, Jesse did his best to make a sketch of how he thought the cartoon might go, and sent it to MugiMikey as a proof of concept.

Listen to the Audio Here

As you can hear, this script is ultimately what Mikey adopts with notable changes for his final video.

Some of the differences you can hear between Jesse’s version and Mikey’s final version is that Classic Sonic does not shout as furiously and does not vomit at the sight of a female with a penis. Those were MugiMikey additions. They are perhaps yet another iteration of Mikey’s disgust towards trans people, as it was seen earlier in Sonic Meets Your Custom Hero.

Since MugiMikey did not provide JessePajamas an ending, Jesse improvised one, but Mikey opted for another ending where Boom Sonic arrives, appearing as a stereotypical hipster, and looks onto Female Sonic’s penis with content.

Ultimately, Mikey felt Jesse captured his vision closely enough to adopt most of his improv into the final video. It was even presented to Axel, who according to Mikey, approved of the script.

Axel apparently “really liked it” and, along with Mikey, approved most of Jesse’s additions that ultimately built onto Mikey’s original concept. At no point were Mikey nor Axel upset with Jesse during the conceptualization of the video.

One of the suggestions Jesse pushed for was having Female Sonic’s reveal as a futa be heavily foreshadowed, done in such a way that Classic Sonic would have to be a complete simp to not notice the obvious signs.

Jesse wanted to leave clues throughout the video to foreshadow Female Sonic actually being a futanari, this was intended to make Classic Sonic look moronic and oblivious when the twist would be finally revealed. That way, the joke of the video would be that Classic Sonic should have been able to see it coming, but was too blinded by his lust to notice the obvious signs.

Mikey, on the other hand, did not like this idea. He wanted as little foreshadowing as possible, and even went out of his way to design Female Sonic with tight pants to suggest she lacked male genitalia. Mikey thought this would make the twist ending more impactful, but in the end, it only made Female Sonic look like she was deceiving Sonic all along.

And now we finally come to the elephant in the room.

In his original version of the cartoon, Mikey included a bottle labeled “HRT” (a typical acronym for “hormone replacement therapy”) on the bed stand next to Female Sonic, implying that she was, in fact, a transwoman, and not a futanari. This was not written about nor spoken of in the entire chat history up to this point.

Even 6 months after the video's release, Mikey still did not understand the difference between gender dysphoria, transexuality, and fantasy sexes.

Long after the video was created, Jesse and Mikey reflected on the HRT bottle and we see some interesting perspectives on the entire situation.

It appears that Jesse felt remorseful, wishing that someone could have noticed the HRT bottle before the video’s release, so that maybe they could have told Mikey to take it out. Jesse’s even shown here as being sensitive to and aware of negative trans stereotypes.

Mikey, on the other hand, is more concerned with what people call him. So far, this comes as no surprise, as public perception is clearly the most important thing to him.

Due to Mikey’s addition of the HRT bottle and his addition of making Sonic visually disgusted by a woman with a penis, it was apparent that Mikey was projecting his distaste towards trans people here the same way he did in a previous video. There’s no way around it.

Mikey only added a blur to the bottle in order to damage control the situation.

Mikey’s outspoken critics on twitter, reacting to the Sonic Meets Female Sonic video.

Section 3 - No Remorse

As seen above in MugiMikey’s statement, he specifies that

“I was panicking and went to Jesse for advice on the project since we made it together. I said that I was considering taking the video down as early as the following day it was published and Jesse pushed back, telling me if we removed it, the nay-sayers would win” -MugiMikey

Following the release of Sonic Meets Female Sonic, Mikey began to receive backlash from some very outspoken critics. Despite the overwhelmingly positive reception, Mikey could not get past the small minority of people that were saying bad things about him on the internet. After all, Mikey’s most integral part of himself is his ego. When he came under fire, he grew anxious and fearful that he might have tarnished his good name and lost everything he had built up.

Even as Jesse attempts to help his friend calm down...

Look how Mikey speaks here. Look at all the times he mentions himself and how he looks to other people for approval. Not once did he show a bit of remorse for anyone he’s hurt. Not once did he say he felt sorry for being insensitive. Everything he says is about his own self preservation and desire to remain admired by the masses.

Section 4 - Aftermath

While Jesse did advise Mikey to ignore the mob, this is not the ONLY advice given to Mikey by Jesse at this time, as the statement suggests. What Mikey does not want you to know is that Jesse routinely looked out for Mikey’s mental health and attempted to find him solutions that would ease his anxiety.

As it is clearly seen, even Axel agreed with Jesse’s advice to help Mikey cope with the negative attention he was getting. This is not the kind of advice someone gives if they are only interested in taking advantage of somebody. This is what it looks like when you truly care about someone’s mental state. Of course, if Mikey let you know this happened, his narrative of Jesse being a manipulative jerk that used his fame to grow himself would come crumbling down.

This is what it looks like when you have a friend that’s there for you in your time of need.

In Mikey’s statement, he claims:

“After the Female Sonic video was released, there have been internal disagreements between J*sse and I about how we should go forward which resulted in him taking more of a backseat role on my Sonic content. Instead he decided to focus on our lower-priority side channel, ZenkaiToons.” -MugiMikey

However as you can see, the internal disagreements initially began as Mikey wanted to immediately capitalize on Sonic Meets Female Sonic’s success and start up the side-channel ZenkaiToons, whereas Jesse thought Mikey was overworking himself and needed a break. These screenshots contradict that Mikey is claiming.

Look at the dates of this conversation now. This was 6 months after Sonic Meets Female Sonic. Only at this point did Jesse make any decision to shift his focus to Zenkai Toons, NOT immediately after Sonic Meets Female Sonic as MugiMikey suggests. Mikey is lying about this in order to make Jesse appear as less reliable and harder to get along with.

In reality, Jesse actually continued working on the MugiMikey channel alongside Mikey this whole time. This is proven by the fact that Jesse wrote music for Sonic Meets Hatsune Miku Amy, voiced Goku, and provided additional writing for the video.

Jesse also worked closely with Mikey on providing ideas for Sonic Meets Sans

As evident here, many of Jesse’s ideas made it into the final video, suggesting that he was still just as involved on the MugiMikey channel, proving what Mikey said as a lie.

Jesse also wrote the entire premise of Shadow x Rouge

Jesse's original audio for Shadow x Rouge

Section 6 - Listen and Believe

At last we arrive at the “sexual abuse” allegations and ItMeFxcail. First let’s provide some backstory. Don’t worry, we’re going to use ACTUAL EVIDENCE to support our claims, unlike those opposed. Let’s begin with MugiMikey and what he states.

“I found out from J*sse's ex, Kil, that Jesse has said some very unsettling things in regards to sexual abuse during their relationship. Kil, the victim, had requested that I stay quiet about it until he felt comfortable coming forward, which I honored. A link to Kil's story in his document is below. “ -MugiMikey

How interesting that Mikey believed Kil so trustingly, as far as to acknowledge Kil as an actual victim of JessePajamas. Hilariously, Mikey continues to praise himself by reminding his audience that he is just so honorable. He then goes on to support an exposed document that provides no real evidence of the very thing MugiMikey is endorsing. That would entail that MugiMikey doesn’t actually value the truth, but rather, the red-hot emotions running through an ex-boyfriends veins.

Let’s switch gears and see what the document says about “Sexual Abuse”

ItMeFxCail's "Exposed" Doc on JessePajamas

In this document, Kilian “ItMeFxcail” claims and I quote:

“The biggest of these issues was the fact that I was constantly being guilted into sexual encounters despite my decline in both physical and mental health. Luckily for him, this was all over voice, so I was in essence, made his personal sex hot-line operator, despite repeatedly telling him I was not in the mood or feeling well.” -ItmeFxcail 

This is of course, backed by no screenshots for evidence, but don’t you worry, because Kilian came prepared knowing people were going to ask for proof. His “excuse” for there not being any proof to his claim is “this was all over voice” making Jesse “lucky” as he calls him. What’s amazing is that this is another one of Kilian’s blanket statements that has been carefully structured in a way that tells a half-truth in order to make himself look good and Jesse look evil.

Due to there not being a lick of evidence provided in the “exposed” document, Jesse’s girlfriend as of 2/13/2021 contacted Kilian via twitter to request proof of his claims. Although, truthfully, if Kilian actually had this evidence, he surely would have included it in the exposed doc, correct?

Here we can see Kilian (grey) telling Meg (blue) that he doesn’t believe evidence is as important as his emotional state. Perhaps Kilian just expected everyone to take his word without evidence. It is quite probable that Kilian is used to manipulating people this way, but once someone starts asking for proof of what he says, he becomes increasingly scattered.

After Meg, whom was requesting proof from Kilian for this alleged sexual abuse, became irritated that Kilian was taking exceedingly long to provide even one screenshot, Kilian began to make excuses and deflect away from the issue, attempting to gain sympathy points by stating what his personal struggles were, unrelated to the issue at hand.

This back and forth lasted a long time as Kilian, despite claiming to actually have evidence in screenshots now, could somehow not locate them. This is peculiar, as his conversation with Jesse should have been obtainable and he could have just searched for the messages he needed for evidence fairly quickly…

Killian then seemingly wrote his next best sellers novel in absence of providing evidence. Like the vast majority of his document, it says nothing of actual value and reads like a very unwell, scatterbrained person’s babblings. He reveals that he cares the most about feeling validated and even accuses Meg of bullying him for simply asking for screenshots that, if real, were vital to her safety, after being on hold for 20 minutes.

Finally, after what seemed like an eternity, Kilian eventually provided screenshots to Meg in order to prove that actual sexual abuse took place… But wait, something is amiss here…

Mysteriously, Kilian sends a familiar screenshot we’ve seen here already. It’s the same one of Jesse talking about his views on trans people! But wait--something is slightly different. Apparently the message is strategically cut off at the bottom, masking where Kilian expresses a positive reaction to the things Jesse is saying!

The FULL screenshot:

Instead of claiming this conversation was abuse at the time, Kilian instead called it “lovely” and even made a “trans joke” himself! If this is what he consdiers legitimate sexual abuse, then many survivors of actual abuse would beg to differ.

In the following screenshot, Jesse appears to be giving his hentai tag history. While Jesse’s degenerate tastes are certainly the bane of soccer moms everywhere, they’re ultimately all legal and harmless. Merely telling someone your kinks doesn’t sound so much like sexual abuse unless it was unprompted or continuous despite the request to stop.

Let’s once again view the FULL screenshot to see what really happened!

Uh oh! Looks like Kilian left a few details out again! This time it turns out Jesse was actually RESPONDING to something Kilian initially said! He merely replied to a topic that was being led by Kilian himself! Oh and what is that at the bottom? Kilian appears to be reacting quite pleased to what Jesse was saying! A reasonable person might infer that this does not seem like sexual abuse in the slightest.

Perhaps Kilian only used these images as examples in order to paint Jesse in a bad light by making him look like he’s extremely insensitive. Now, that couldn’t possibly be in order to persuade someone into believing a narrative, could it?

None of this so far seems like sexual abuse or even abuse of the nonsexual variety. But wait, Kilian has more to say.

This is an interesting development! Apparently, in their ONLINE-ONLY, internet relationship, which was on the net, in cyberspace, Jesse apparently was able to force Kilian to stay with him because... Apparently Jesse didn’t find it fair to break up?

Let’s take a look and see if we can find Jesse ACTUALLY talking about why he didn’t want to break up. Like always, we have screenshot evidence that proves Kilian is lying out of his ass about this.

Uh oh, no evidence here. Let’s keep looking to see what else we can find.

Well, this is quite a painful and unsettling read. While of course this was no one’s business besides Jesse’s and Kilian’s at first, Kilian lied by claiming that Jesse said it was unfair to break up if one person wasn’t willing. We didn’t find evidence of that, but instead we found Jesse not wanting to leave due to him being tired of the dating cycle. It seems as if Jesse was looking to settle down and discontinue the cycle of dating, breaking up, finding someone new, repeat.

This is quite disheartening as we presume some of you know what that feels like. Staying with someone you are unhappy with simply because you have lost so much hope in yourself that you’ll ever find anyone else. A victim of the sunk-cost fallacy.

Now, some could infer that expressing such feelings qualifies as textbook sexual abuse. And to those of you who do, it is the Pajamacast’s humble opinion that you’re probably retarded.

And finally here we have an even deeper look into the relationship of Kil and Jesse. We see here that apparently, Kilian is more of an introvert and Jesse is more of an extrovert. Jesse apparently is deeply bothered by not being able to talk to his SO for three days straight, and expresses his worry. How does Kilian react? With a face palm emoji. He even questions what Jesse means by distance, implying that 3 days with minimal contact is a non issue to Killian. Either way, we still don’t see any obvious abuse here, just a couple that had an incompatibility of needs.

But hey, don’t take our word for it. Let’s see what Meg had to say after seeing all this “evidence” of Jesse’s supposed “sexual abuse…”

Hmm, seems like Meg came to the same conclusion, but let’s keep listening in on their conversation a bit longer…

Apparently Meg doesn’t see eye to eye with Kilian on the “Jesse experience.” According to Meg, Jesse is apparently consensual and gentle… but how can we take her word for it? What kind of authority is she over Kilian at this point? After all it’s the word of an ex over the word of a current GF, so who’s more credible?

One crucial difference between the two relationships is that Kilian never stepped foot in the same room as Jesse. Meg, on the other hand, physically spent time with Jesse in real life, objectively making her the higher source of reliability on Jesse.

Killian makes a strange claim that ultimately causes him to lose credibility:.

Kilian lies out of his ass once again. This time, Kilian claims to have “known [Jesse] for three plus years.” This is in fact, demonstrably false and can easily be proven so with this following screenshot:

Wait a minute! Kilian just admitted they hadn’t talked in a few years! Well perhaps Kilian simply made a small mistake. Let’s see if there’s any other evidence in our favor.

Uh oh, if Jesse and Kilian knew each other for three years, then how would Kilian just now be hearing about something Jesse did two years ago!? There’s an inconsistency here for sure! Let’s read on once more…

Peculiar how this 2017 date keeps coming up.. Wait a minute! Let's just do some basic math here… 2017… three years … 2020. Aha! Kilian met Jesse briefly in 2017, there was a 3 year gap, and then they met up again in 2020! Hold on, now! That means they couldn’t have known each other for three plus years at all!

In fact, Jesse met Kilian in late 2017 where they spoke, flirted and expressed interest in each other for a couple months. Then, they lost contact for 3 years. Then in 2020 they regained contact sometime in August. Since they broke up on Oct 30 2020, and ceased major contact since that breakup, Kilian has most certainly NOT known Jesse for 3+ years as he so boldly claimed!

So why would Kilian tell such a blatant lie? Perhaps it was because he never considered the truth being revealed, and the lie made him sound like a more credible source. Unfortunately if Kilian is willing to lie about this, there’s no telling what else he is willing to lie about.

WHAT!? Now it’s FIVE YEARS? What is he doing, picking random numbers out of a hat? It appears that as Kilian continues to lie, the lies become more and more fantastic, bordering on impossible.

Section 7 - Kilian and Rape

Real talk time. Rape is not cool. People who rape are not cool. People that get raped deserve love and support. That is the official stance of everyone here at Pajamacast. We do not support rape in any form whatsoever. That being said, we will take this section very seriously as it is a sensitive subject for many of us. After all, there are more victims than the ones that get reported, and that’s a fact.

We are going to quote Kilian’s doc on what he claims Jesse has done to him.

“As a disclaimer, three years ago I told him privately that I had been sexually assaulted a fair few times in my life...This resulted in a very personal, private desire for roleplay of the instance, in a consenting, controlled setting in the form of written or spoken RP only.” -ItMeFxcail

Let us all take a moment and feel remorse for Kilian because he did not deserve to be raped. It is a horrific tragedy that he suffered and should never have had to. That being said, in his own document he admitted that this resulted in him developing a rape fetish. He desiried rape-play from JessePajamas while he was dating him. Despite there being a lack of evidence for this, we will listen, for now.

“Non-consensual consentual roleplay never happened with J*sse, as it was not what he claimed to be interested in… Despite his claim that he wasn’t interested in non-consensual roleplay, he would often launch into sexual dialogue with me unprompted and would continue the sexual interactions despite my requests to stop. “ -ItMeFxcail

According to Kilian’s own testimony, Jesse was disinterested in rape-play, or at the very least, the type of rape-play Kilian desired from him. Due to there being a lack of evidence, we are unsure of how to take this. Unfortunately, we have no choice other than to take Kilian’s claims with several grains of salt as he has lied on many other things already.

“a few months into our relationship, he began to say very concerning things, such as “when we live together, if you aren’t feeling good and we couldn’t have sex, I would rape you, no matter how bad you felt..”- often times resulting in my nervous laughter to which he would respond “Kil, I’m being serious. I would rape you.”’ -ItMeFxcail

We already have a red flag here.

Jesse reportedly asked Kilian out on 9/15/2020

But dumped him on 10/30/2020

That puts their total dating time together at exactly a month and a half. So by stating that they were dating for “a few months” is already a dishonest and questionable way to begin this claim.

Continuing to read, we learn that Jesse apparently said things that were ultimately taken as sexual threats… but there’s a missing piece of the puzzle here. There’s no telling for sure, but it sounds like Jesse did not say things like this to Kilian until AFTER Kilian informed Jesse that he had a rape-play fetish. It is extremely likely that Jesse simply attempted to appeal to the rape-play fetish despite the his initial unwillingness.

Since there is no evidence to back up either position, we here at the Pajamacast merely suggest that  those of you reading remain neutral on this issue unless real evidence surfaces.

Unfortunately for Kilian the only times we see the word Rape is when he says it. Jesse did not talk about rape even once through text with Kilian. We can only assume that, until further notice, this remains undetermined.

But, there is hope yet. If Jesse is truly this rape obsessed monster that Kilian wants you to see him as, then perhaps his affinity for rape is just as consistent with other love interests of his. Let’s see what Jesse has said about rape to his current girlfriend, Meg.

These interactions are eerily consistent with Kilian’s first claim, that Jesse is seemingly not interested in rape-play or rape fetishes. In fact, this almost mirrors a conversation that Jesse had with Kilian when discussing fetishes…

FINALLY we see some ACTUAL coherence! Once again, Jesse is behaving consistent in two different conversations with two different people. Both of these seem to line up with Meg’s summary of Jesse being gentle and consensual… So why does Kilian see Jesse so differently?

The following is just a theory, but perhaps Kilian is still unwell from the tragic thing that actually happened to him in real life - his real life rape. It is clear from his document that Kilian has not been able to recover from it entirely, to the point where he wanted to simulate it with Jesse. Due to Jesse hesitently attempting to satisfy Kilian’s desire for rape-play, it is quite possible that Kilian, on some psychological level, merged Jesse with his actual real life aggressor, and associates Jesse with his historical trauma..

This is a very dark, sad and sobering thing to think about, but it is ultimately not Jesse’s responsibility to tend to Kilian’s needs regarding this issue. Kilian and Jesse are both adults in their 30s and are responsible for themselves. Kilian can not use Jesse as a name and face to blame his tragic past on, and if that is really what has happened, we strongly encourage Kilian to get the help he needs… but this is not the way.

Killian, convincing Jesse’s closest friends to abandon him in order to hurt him for what you think he’s done to you is not going to undo your past, nor make up for it. We sincerely hope you are able to recover and move on, as you do not deserve to suffer.

This concludes our section on Kilian and rape, and everything we need to say about ItmeFxcail.

Section 8 - MugiMikey and Rape

MugiMikey has historically and consistently stood against the MeToo movement and false rape accusations. He often has mocked false accusers or made light of political tropes involving rape, as seen above. This is quite contradictory as we see Mikey bizarrely now presenting a claim of rape/sexual abuse--without any supporting evidence--to his followers. This is quite frightening as MugiMikey chose to believe Kilian’s claims despite this lack of evidence AND with the knowledge that the relationship never progressed to in-person dating.

What could have possibly convinced Mikey to take sides in a thing like this? Why would he, of all people, promote an exposed doc on YouTube? What could’ve caused such a drastic shift?

The ironic hypocrisy of MugiMikey.

Mikey is clearly following something he does not truly believe in. Just like before with transphobia, Mikey does not actually care about the plight of a real victim. Instead, he is using this as an opportunity to look like a good person and take a stance that will make him appear admirable and virtuous. He also sees this as an opening to right his wrongs in the trans community’s eyes, by defending a trans person, thus being forgiven for his transphobia.

For some reason Mikey was perfectly okay with shifting his blame onto Jesse. For many followers uninterested in facts or proof, it was an effective strategy to acquire internet clout--a concept that Mikey himself claimed was simply name-calling by Jesse.

But, just how sensitive is MugiMikey to the issues of rape?

Mikey finds rape hilarious.

Here is something Mikey wanted to include in a video because he thought it was funny. Here we have an obviously distressed Gohan being raped by Majin Buu in the anus. Granted these are not real people and Mikey is not making light of any one real person’s victimhood, but this is only one example of how insensitive to the perceptions of rape Mikey actually is.

Read the entire conversation and you will see Jesse is actually the one attempting to steer a video away from the topic and telling Mikey that it’s inappropriate for the video. Jesse here is the one pointing out the sensitivity to rape, considering how it might trigger those whom are affected by it. Mikey only thought of what he believed was funny.

But if you still don’t believe Mikey finds rape hilarious and is remorseless to rape in a general sense, all you need to do is watch Robotnikclaus, but be sure to do it before Mikey damage controls and takes them down. You will find a Robotnik forcefully impregnating a sleeping woman against her will with a turkey baster.

Now, we aren’t going to tell anyone here what is and isn’t funny. That’s not our job. If you find rape jokes funny, we won’t tell you that you are wrong. Instead, we want to paint the full picture here of exactly the kind of guy MugiMikey is concerning the sensitivities to rape. To him, it’s a joke, unless allegations of rape can somehow benefit him in some way. That’s all this is. Mikey cares about himself. That’s all he’s ever cared about. His support of ItMeFxcail is merely a way to restore his good name to trans people for a video he blames mostly on JessePajamas for being transphobic.

Section 9 - Mikey’s Final Fuck You

As we draw to a conclusion of MugiMikey’s memoirs, we see that he once again endorses false allegations of transphobia against Jesse. This is amazing considering Kilian’s document never once claimed Jesse was transphobic, making us wonder where exactly Mikey got this information from. Our best guess is Mikey is projecting. He is using Jesse as his scapegoat to avoid accountability for his actions because he was called out on his transphobia in the Sonic Meets Female Sonic video.

We’ve seen Jesse’s stance on trans people and can only conclude that Jesse is far less transphobic than Mikey, if even at all. After all, how many transphobes are willing to admit they love a trans person? This shows a stark difference between Jesse and Mikey.

Mikey also states that Jesse has been accused of sexual abuse, but we can only wonder how Mikey came to believe these claims. Perhaps he never was convinced at all. Perhaps Mikey knows the claims are false, but latched himself onto them anyway, seeing an opportunity to grow his audience and appear as an ally to the LGBT+ community. If that ends up being true, then MugiMikey is a worse person any of us have ever imagined. He is not reformed, he is a faker.

MugiMikey is Actively Damage Controlling

As we have already proven above, Mikey is deleting his incriminating messages. Mikey is removing his videos and his tweets. He is doing everything he can to censor himself in order to appear as if he has never done anything wrong. This is not the behavior of someone honest and trustworthy. This is the behavior of a spineless coward that can’t face himself for the person he is. Mikey has allowed himself to be pressured into feeling ashamed of who he is and what he finds funny. He is willing to not only sell out his friends, but also his integrity, entirely in the name of looking like an honest, respectful, well mannered, blue blur hero.

Mikey makes excuses for deleting his private DMs with Jesse that incriminate him. This is an attempt to soften the blow because he knew Jesse and his Pajamacast were creating this document with evidence to expose him, and the evidence would defame him. Mikey wants you to believe that he has somehow changed overnight, and that he isn’t that way anymore, but this is obviously an excuse to convince critics to leave him alone and allow him to escape accountability.

Mikey is not only cleaning up his own history, he is also routinely spying on Jesse and others, constantly on watch to make sure no one says anything bad about him. In fact, if you sympathize, side, or agree with JessePajamas on ANYTHING at all, he will ban you and block you from his channel, Patreon and Discord.

This shows us some very chilling evidence. Mikey and Axel were present during Jesse’s original reaction stream to his own Exposed Doc. They were there, in the audience, watching with no remorse as Jesse realized his friendship dating all the way back to 2006 was torn from him. They sat and watched as Jesse made counterpoints to what they claimed, gave his side of the story and brought to light many things that Mikey never had the guts to approach him about all those months… and yet, Mikey did not care. He watched in silence, judging those that would dare take Jesse’s side, punishing those that would openly support him.

And even now, they are here. They are beside you as you listen to this stream or post your comments. They are listening to your commentary and deciding whether or not you are worthy of their presence. Be aware that unlike us, they do not value truth, and would seek to destroy it if it meant protecting themselves.

With that we ask you to cast your judgement. Don’t simply take our side due to how likeable or popular we are. We ask you to consider the evidence and draw your own conclusion, even if you end up siding against us. In the end, the truth is most important and any who seek it deserve to know it.

Let this last screenshot of irony be the final bit of expository evidence to reveal exactly how hypocritical and two faced MugiMikey truly is: