Note: All times listed below are on China Standard Time (CST)

12月5日2022

//You need to be put in a torture room so that you know what it's like and understand why I'm writing these things on docs

you need to understand what it's like to be put in a place of continuous physical pain and torture and it will see if you can stay level headed and not upset

 I've noticed you like to judge me a lot but you come from a place of a lack of understanding of my situation

Does karma need to fix that for you

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die you stupid bitch why the fuck are you judging me over every single God damn thing I do in the privacy of my own phone

you're fucking psychotic

 And then what I have to use Google search to get a point across?!?????

fucking retard

 Stupid dumb whore bitch you're fucking annoying if you weren't alive I wouldn't have had my account fucked up

hideous swine faced useless whore

If he has a girlfriend I don't think it's a good idea to post that.

Especially Since he said not to.

I didn't plan or mean to catch his face while I was getting my Instagram on his phone as we were about to part ways

It was totally an accident

Google translate assumes first person that's seriously scary

totally fucks up a translation

對 但最重要就是需要把我帳號恢復。 這樣我就有目的生活下去

不是每次帳號開始發展就被網路上的trolls打敗了

白痴

突然想睡覺都不行啊

好噁心

還把我seizure起來當我快要入睡

disgusting

you think him saying he'll go to church means anything ?!??!?!?!??!

you bloody fucking retard

I was being polite

he's too short for me

you useless fool bitch you take ANYTHING ANY GODDAMN DISPLAY OF HAPPINESS AS SOMETHING YOU ACTUALLY HAVE NO RIGHT MEDDLING IN

SICK DEMENTED SON OF A BITCH

so disgusting

I say I want to die from not getting my bitchthrills account back and you cut follows from my account ?!?!?!??!!??!?!?!?!?!?!?!!?

MAY GOD CURSE YOU TO THE ENDS OF ETERNITY YOU SICK DEPRAVED SPAWN OF SATAN

好噁心

一直不把帳號還我咸話咸什麼

兩個禮拜的時候要來得故意把我另外帳號拿走

然後 我什麼。應該因為開心我這個第二個帳號莫名其妙拿走也莫名其妙回來就放棄我的第一個帳號呀

2 weeks mark should've been when it was returned to me except they used the ploy of returning a randomly identity compromised account suspension to make it seem like they already gave an account back 'so why you asking for your first still'

I kept thinking it was something to do with my mother and what she said except she only got me into more shit

since the current president is still JB and everybody out there on the web who's "millennial-aged and under" still has strong opinions about how capable DT is

but that's just how politics is. everybody has their own opinions and best not talk about it else you get heat for shit you didn't do

but what i did learn from my talk with her was no not all trump supporters are filthy rich whites.

my mom's so dirt poor and even she supports trump for being anti communist.

just like she supports keeping electronics off when not in use and keeping computer fans on even if the fan is too weak to cool the computer down and a human fan has to be used. why would I be so idiotic as to not know how to take care of my own computer

I test the temperatures frequently myself when it's in use and make sure the motherboard area is never heated

the fan is pointed towards the laptop the entire time it's running and I don't even get any wind.

and what the fuck is wrong with being anti communist- wasn't that every single united States citizen 5 years ago????

is it suddenly the thing to be or are they calling it something else now??

Ugly disgusting trash

The type of psychotic old bitch who shows up whenever I’m shown with a guy

This is why You’ll never have anyone yourself

You’re so obsessed with making sure I end up like you you’ll never find happiness karma guarantee IT BITCH!

How pathetic

Ugly psycho Bitch

hideous fake chested prostitute

And what a joke

Another sped up video shot from how far away?

You call that a handheld selfie??

這是妳自己覺得自拍啊？？

Pathetic

So pathetic

And I bet more than one guy’s been expecting screenshot stories so been about the two

Just sad. A bunch of sad pathetic loser filth who can’t even step back and appraise the situation properly

And the do the right thing

Stupid fucking pieces of trash

哈！ 也還在用濾鏡！！

智障垃圾狗糞

我去年12月31日看的沒錯

妳這個人正面自拍真的超醜

化妝還是醜

說的又說了，就是一直不相信

很明顯的 —— 一個人用濾鏡／沒有用濾鏡這個是很明顯的一件事

我好奇的就是你為什麼不想相信我呢

你是一直想要有一個可以用在我身上一個明星啊所以一直挑他一直洗一直想要把它每一個拍的說成是什麼很了不起的事但是其實他什麼都不是全部都是路徑全部都是修改了他就是天氣不好看呀就是這樣子啊那麼一個普通的自拍都不能拍一個手拿手機

這裡有那麼困難嗎你這個事都做不到嗎你這個手機自己拿

她都做不到嗎

我真的覺得超奇怪他這個人很好笑其實他不是明星嗎他不是應該能跟粉絲們馬上拍照嗎他怎麼知道一直作怪呢

明明就是很醜阿明明就是全部的廣告都是被修改的視頻也被修改

然後的好噁心喔就是像我想像的明明就是想要跟一些明星女生有什麼交流他才回我

因為他看不出來一個女人真正的醜啊

他這個人看得太少了草地你是好看的女生都看不出來用力竟沒有用力靜態都看不出來假胸部，真胸部

他都看不出來

全都是濾鏡

還好妳今天又把話題拉到這個fact：

就是你從來沒拍過沒用濾鏡的視頻在ig上

除了那個我在台北旅館的那一夜

 He lost his job？ Are you fucking shitting me

He lost his job November the 30th

Why the fuck do you keep treating me like trash

and What the fuck are you making me auto write

I Knew I Loved You Fucking je me lance jamais au bal de furieux ajustez qui pue les miracles Crush

 How horrific

You say you love me and yet you treat me like shit you try to deprive my family of money we have no money to live on

You're a fucking monster

No wonder I've been depressed in bed haven't eaten haven't moved every single day

 Just because he doesn't fix the AC so you make him lose his job

How ugly

I told him to fix the AC he still doesn't listen

我今天還沒吃飯 幾天也沒有去練習中文了

然後中文說的不好你還想要笑什麼呢

你會用英文罵人嗎？

你一句話都不會罵，出了一個FU，發音也發音不標準你還想說什麼

你這個廢物有資格說我嗎

just stfu and listen first

baichilese

there are several demographics I'm addressing here in the "you"

My OF repost account @bitchthrills has been gone for 18 days

^what- some piece of shit expecting a post now?!??! get the FUCK TO THE GRAVE ALREADY DUMB CUNT

 She photoshopped everything

In that picture

Just because it looks like a still doesn't mean it is a still direct from the video

 Show me where in the video that picture is

She photoshopped it and she moved her mouth up

She has a long philtrum

she couldn't possibly take a picture like that without having to cut and paste her mouth up

 And she also moved her face in

By the way??

 I didn't see anyone post anything I just felt like doing another recording explaining shit After my shower

I hadn't showered in days

Like since saturday

 I just felt like shit

I didn't smell

If I smelled that would have forced me to shower

Because I can't stand bad smells

 I just didn't move

 I laid there in bed and didn't move so I didn't go through the same life processes as everyone else and stink

 I did nothing except crop a video

5 or 6 videos

 Literally didn't sweat at all

I just laid there and cropped my videos all day long Saturday Sunday

 slept whenever I feel tired

And had my phone offline the whole time

 Sometimes cache problems just needs the phone to be restarted

 Which stupid fucking retard thought that I did see something and caused shit weather all of a sudden

fucking idiot nobody's even paying attention to you why do you keep pretending that people even want to see what you're doing or keep up-to-date with your updates nobody gives a fuck that's why you're desperate for attention

 I need to clear space

Don't nobody overthink now

 I'm restarting for cache stupid cunt I haven't seen shit

and shut the fuck up with your bullshit

I haven't eaten

you dumb whore

 I can't spend the rest of my hour taking pictures for verification

They restart the verifications if you take too long

And then I have to retake the 1st  Photo just to get to the 2nd picture

 Stupid dumb piece of trash

You're fucking retarded you ugly whore

I don't have to use filters

You on the other hand???? do

 I don't even have to wear makeup

while You can't take one picture without your makeup on

with or without filters- you still have make up on

and you still look like shit

 You're fucking pathetic trying to copy every single thing in my video

 I stick my tongue out so you stick your tongue out too?

disgusting

 and then you have to photoshop your tongue because otherwise it's too ugly to see

 you're fucking pathetic bitch

 Stupid pathetic whore wannabe Krystal jung

 You're ugly as  Your mom's feces flopping out her anus

Number one I'm not taking a video here so I don't get to take stills

And secondly I don't have photoshop in a verification photo session

You want to know why you have to photoshop your shit because you don't take stills from video You just take the picture

And you can't spend hours on it so you photoshop instead

and if you do take a video and then take a still from there? like the best still that you can find? you still have to photoshop it

And then you're gonna make fun of how I smile?

bitch go kill yourself you disgusting pig faced tub of lard

This is a fake smile if you couldn't tell

what do I have to smile about

you dumb whore

 I'm in my room by myself with nothing making me laugh

 Of course it's a fake smile you can't tell you can't tell how I'm straining to try to smile?? you ugly fat fag dumpster cunt

and don't go pulling the homo bs on me.

these are insults and nothing more towards somebody male who's making fun of the way I'm smiling in those screenshots on somebody's feed and warping their perception of me and causing shit to occur  

physical attacks and bad weather

karma's gonna ring your fucking neck you sick demented piece of shit

 I did nothing to you taking these screenshots and you're gonna talk trash on me?

 You stupid dumb piece of shit

Have I talked about you? Are you narc? are you mole? are you saline?

Am I even watching you? do I even know of your existence?? why the fuck are you talking about me then you dumb cunt

 Fucking retard mentally ill bitch

Somebody takes a screenshot of a picture they have to take and then you make fun of them for it just because it's not photoshopped like yours are

 You're fucking pathetic

one day all your original photos are gonna hit the net and you'll be done with

 screwed over

you dumb trash

You have no videos

you only have photoshopped pictures

and built in filters over videos

nothing taken "as is"

 And then you speed things up hoping that people won't tell

That everything's a filter

You're such a joke ugly ass bitch mole

I have absolutely nothing to smile about you stupid fucking pile of trash

you deserve nothing but hell for eternity

I'm literally only copying without girl in the picture that they want you to copy to verify and deblock the account is doing

 Oh don't tell me you thought I actually wanted to verify who the fuck wants to verify I don't want to verify

They won't let me use the app unless I verify

That's why I had to take pictures that look exactly like what pictures I uploaded

 You dumb piece of shit

you know absolutely nothing and you're over there making guesses on what you think is going on and being totally off

And judging me on my pictures that aren't even photo shopped or don't even have me with make up on

 Don't even have contacts in

Can't see the fucking screen when I press the shutter button you stupid dumb cunt

That's why I have to take and then retake and then retake and then retake until it kicks me out and then I have to restart it all over again that's why it took so fucking long you stupid whore

yeah but you didn't know that right

you're so fucking dumb all you do is assume you make a fucking ass outta yourself

not me

out of you

 just out of you

You hideous stinking dumb pile of feces

you reek of fake bitch

 You gonna judge me when you couldn't do the same yourself

you have to use filters you have to use makeup you have to use photoshop

I use none of the above and you're over here talking shit on me

you're talking shit on me for my original photos when you don't even dare submit one single original photo of yourself

how pathetic

Without coming off looking like a total bitch

So I smile instead

Get it now??

 can you get that through your useless empty pig slop swine trash brain?

 Or is this too complicated for you to understand

Stupid pile of plastic implants trash saline

Do you even know why there’s yellow rust on there? Because I wash my phones - just the backs

Wherever the phone is held in hand is where I wash the grease or any body oils off

I keep them clean with water since there’s nowhere to buy rubbing alcohol

And I’m a germaphobe so I have to always keep my phones clean else I can’t pick them up

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Bloody pile of shit ugly trash whore narc asskiss

I was going to make it a post if they approved it

Now why would I

You’re going to say I don’t look like my pics?? Are you mentally ill?? I look EXACTLY LIKE MY PICS

Y’all daf

Hideous hateful filth

Can I report her for saying the word ‘fck’ in the most retarded way possible?

get her fb banned??

 What a pitiful joke

Those are dumplings and you're like trying to turn them into something sexualized 🤣

you're fucking pathetic

 Do you think you sound cool dropping that line?

 Honest question

 because I feel like you think you do.

 What a fucking weirdo

And then posting her dog again

what a dumb bitch

if I had shown up that would have been on you

Except why would I

 Did DH show up

She's basically posting that to try to make it look like that's why I don't show up.

 She needs to get her flat ass kicked

 And I bet she's been pretending that he didn't want to reply her because "he wanted to be chased"

🤣

bitch he didn't reply me either

 Look when my last post was

He replied mole's shit

 And no guy likes to be made to be seen as some sort of tool to get another girl's page deactivated.

She basically shows up after him each time I got a tag anywhere now to force mods to own shit and get what's "in the way" taken care of huh?

since it worked so well once? 11.18??

You're fucked up for that you disgustingly pathetic sociopath manipulative snake trash narc

Basically tried to force me to have to show up on my own page 11.18 with an account gone- since thats what worked in getting a post out of me back in May huh?

and when I didn't????

they didn't reactivate bitchthrills

so why wouldn't I have last time she showed up

since they're such HUGE FANS of that psychopath

and want so desperately for her to get a post from M or to make me look like it's not me showing up after mole that got her the post

Utterly daf disgusting

sick demented retards

nobody forces you to look like a tool not getting the same thing happening a second time around

so why are you trying to force me to show up after another aneurysm, essentially shattering the trust of every single guy who expected that they won't ever need go get backstabbed by ME long as certain girls AKA NARC have shit up?!??!??!?!???!?!?!???!?!?!?!?!?!??!?

and then judge anything that's the outcome from what happens??!?!? as what YOU want to take another previous post I got from M to be

sick fucked up psychos

they forced a minus out of me taking bitchthrills away and then expected that would get a finsta post 11.18

and when it didn't happen since I thought they didn't want any post to happen after DH- and was going to do what it took to get my account back-

they never gave it back and it's been almost 3 weeks

disgusting

I did nothing

all because of some sick freak obsession you have with star wars you want to give one of the cast members whatever she wants and force a post out of a guy who has other girls to consider

girls who show up after every single girl he shows up after once

with as demented as that mentally psychotic bitch narc is why would anyone let any girl think they gotta be on the edge of their seat maybe prepped to show up whenever she does

just daf

nobody in their right mind would do that if they know what's good for them

they'd be busy reassuring every other girl nothing ain't EVER gonna happen on their end again so 'don't backstab along with that piece of garbage narc'

stupid beyond belief

you want to RUIN that for him? you want him to throw away all the skipped backstabbing he didn't have to deal with after he convinced girls he won't be permitting nor rewarding backstabbings from that dumb pile of feces narc

she backstabbed him 12.31 with : and got something asap- just to prevent other girls like me from showing up

and then look what happened the following few months

at least he listens to the voice of reason

I keep telling people don't screw yourself over making my angel copy what girls you showed up after do

why the fuck would you screw yourself over telling my angel "This is how to get shit you want from me" copy narc. copy this girl. copy mole

DAF BITCH YOURE DUMB AS SHIT

you always knew I was somebody who didn't like to backstab a guy and make him feel insecure

I always kept everything on the side ever since I got my tag accounts it's just for my peace of sleep and shit

and now they're trying to fuck with that

I have a daily account but I don't have my other OF repost account

and if I post only on my daily account I'll lose subs on OF who won't see the point in subbing if all I do is update mask videos on the gram

I'm so disgusted and sickened

it's not like I'm making more money and buying designer clothes shoes and cars

Why would anyone begrudge me food money

I'm not doing any recordings anymore

Not until I get my bitchthrills account back.  

waste of my time that ought to be freed up or so you thought with one less account??

You're dumb as shit accounts don't take up time in the sense that you think they do

Accounts are there like computers

you basically took a computer away from me

You took a Goddamn core processor away from me what the fuck is wrong with you I want it back

One has to be running so that another can rest

Do you not fucking understand

Keeping me confined to bed–due to shit weather and incapacitated in every single way from insomnia/lack of sleep from the shit weather?!?!?–doesn't do shit

You need to take those girls' accounts away

At the very least their side accounts

They pile photoshop photos onto their main accounts to the point where that's all that people remember of them

it's fucking ridiculous cuz she's so fucking ugly in person

 Don't be looking at webcam shit with filters

dafuq you looking at a warped angled lens for

OUGHT to be looking at what they look like without their makeup and in a selfie video

 Or even just a selfie video

she can't even turn out a regular selfie video she looked fucking ugly in her birthday

looked like some dyke without the filters slimming her chin

 If you take their accounts away it will be more fair

currently in an unjust world and I don't want to live any more.

 And you think I'll go take pictures?

are you fucking shitting me

沒胸部

然後用濾鏡把大鼻孔弄小

 Get your balls cut open you sick pile of shit

 I'm not changing any numbers because of you and what you did to insult me and cause rain over here

You're fucking pathetic

At every single midnight you diss me

Right before every single midnight there's a sudden outpouring of rain

I want you to fucking die

I despise you to the bone you're disgusting to me putrid pile of shit

What a joke

they keep trying to make everything look like reminders on Instagram and their 11/18 fuckup

I don't think it's right that they took that second account away just to get a point across that it wasn't supposed to be taken as a 1018 giving the account back at the 18 hour

If it wasn't narc then it's has to be what I said about the MeetMe mod thing

 I've already clarified what that was I don't reply anyway I don't even reply DMs on Instagram why would I reply people on another app

 If I replied DM's anywhere else but only fans I would not have my subscribers

 What you want to pay for all my rent and bills and usage?!??!?!?? you want to pay for everything i spend every month???????

you want to pay for everything before you start judging me on how I make my money to pay for my shit

 Bloody fucking retards

Why the fuck are you trying to judge somebody on how they make money to support themselves

I don't judge a single soul On how they make their money

but what I DO do? is talk shit about girls who try to take my guys away-like any normal human being

and I call them all sorts of names

and if one of those names happens to be a demographic that you subscribe to or associate yourself with? then too bad its sad you want to take it that way

you're never gonna get anywhere in life cuz every step you take there's people talking shit using your demographic as an insult—but you don't listen to them

you don't hear them they're dropping the same insults left and right

All you hear is me and what I say on other girls that have nothing to do with you

you're a stupid fucking hoe bitch

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 Psychotic trash go kill yourself stab yourself you ugly whore bitch

 You feel sorry for a bitch just because I capture screenshots of her face looking long?!?????????????

Did you miss everything else??? of her disgusting buck teeth honking with laughter braying like a donkey?!?!??!??

disgusting sick mentally ill trash

 How hideous trying to cause left brain trauma just because of what I posted on those two prostitute pieces of trash

GO KILL YOURSELF FAGGOT

I hope you get cheated on

I hope you get your heart ripped open both physically and metaphorically and bleed to death and end up forgotten

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 You're mentally ill

Nobody does this JUST TO cover for something

 you're mentally ill

You're mentally ill you need to get help

you're mentally ill

YOU'RE MENTALLY PSYCHOTIC AND UNSTABLE

you need to go get help

Nobody does this just to cover for a fucking update from me

 You're sick in the head

 You better get on your useless knobblyass knees and start praying to the Lord Jesus Christ to save you from the crimes you've committed

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I didn't know it was still on

I turned it off when I went to sleep after closing all browsers since the ad idea was going to work

so that's your deal?

you're vindictive over things I thought I did already not being done??

how can you expect mercy when you don't give it

I don't feel safe there

I feel that if I take my page off private somebody will report it and I'll lose my account

I feel that even though one mod finally took a look at their pile of selfies to verify and confirmed mine instead of not taking a look - it still hasn't ameliorated the situation any

I still don't have a mod on Instagram that truly wants to bat for me like the one before

else he would have seen my petitions

• all these petitions on my pages for my first original account that was suspended within a week of the suspension that happened after I just wanted another place to reshare that reel i posted on @bitchthrills and went to tiktok

I feel like I'm walking over a chasm 10000 feet in the air at every second now on a tightrope and want to die

want to die

just want to die

want to die and leave this stress

I can't lose another account to deletion again

you're asking for the loss of a child when you're asking me to give up

my g.racechen was my everything and they took it shortly after my claycrave was finally returned on my birthday just because i didn't show up suffered all those attacks didn't sleep couldn't get my laundry since it rained all day

I'm horrified things got this way

2018 I decided not having a job and turning full time artist on Instagram was a wise choice

only to lose the account I was posting my art on

evil evil evil evil evil evil evil evil evil evil evil evil evil evil evil Evil evil

they don't let me get followers like before now

it's like I can only have my accounts if I stay low

keep my head down

can't look like them getting tons of followers And likes

I saw my fb ban was suddenly lifted when I lost my twitter account after 30 days

they all know what's going on and how to get instant access to a mod

I ss'd the culturecam method and they blocked even the other account @chihen fb

I feel like I'm confined in a body that can't move to block what's kicking and stabbing me

and can only watch in horror as I'm destroyed and lose life.

he means nothing to me

he's got his own people he wants now I don't feel connected to him

he's just somebody I thought was more ok to crush on

since I'm just that type of girl

I need to have somebody to hold onto else I will feel too overwhelmed by my shit And fucked up situation

jobless

dead end

no money

I lose hair when I don't have somebody special to me to love on in my dreams or just whenever I'm in bed

how the fuck can you begrudge somebody their way of staying young

I want to vomit

I can't even have my own methods of preservation?!??!?!?!?

I have to make sure I never look like I'm too much about somebody else I lose something else dear to me?!?!?!??!?!?!?!

that's ugly tho.

Total fools

You got your support page deactivated off another platform so now when I went to Twitter to do my Finsta post repost after my gracechen account was suddenly suspended last October 2021 the day before Ken’s birthday you decided you weren’t going to give the account back?!???

How hideous

I’m not Twitter I don’t work for them I don’t know a soul who works at Twitter in person

How the fuck are you going to blame users for going to Twitter to post updates when their Instagram account’s been compromised

Maybe if you Didn’t compromise their accounts they wouldn’t ever have THOUGHT to go to TWITTER

You’re the prime example of somebody digging a hole for themselves right in front of their own homes doorstep and then blaming everything around them when they fall into it

Why’d you even dig the hole in the first place if you knew you’d fall in there

Shit could have easily been avoided if you DIDNT DIG THE HOLE

WHY THE FUCK WOULD YOU DIG A HOLE IN FRONT OF YOUR HOUSE AND THEN THINK YOU CAN SOMEHOW LEVITATE AND ESCAPE FALLING IN

if you HAVEN'T FALLEN IN THE HOLE YET THEN WHY DONT YOU PUT THE DIRT BACK IN THE HOLE AND PLUG THE GODDAMN HOLE SO THERE IS NO LONGER A HOLE AND YOU WON'T FALL IN BY ACCIDENT SOME DAY

And they say some politicians don’t know what they’re doing

You’re over here creating problems for users and then blaming users for going to other platforms when they can’t find a way around the problem

And what’s with the trying to make my green bra in Taoyuan on my bitchthrills look like I got a short torso  with that forest post of the black girl with the short torso

Are you seriously using black females to attack me with now

Since what can they really say - they see somebody who looks like them or their cousin or friend getting featured on ig

Except it’s also Not a flattering pic of her

And then what- when I say something from the vibes I get on seeing other people’s pics and my Angel being moved to talk about something? I look like I’m bashing whatever y’all just posted huh??

Without having seen the actual update?

First off

What’s your beef with me

Do you have a crush on one of these celebrities and you think I’m special to them and thus in your way????????

I’m so disgusted

I don’t even like a single male on earth at the moment and you want to pretend that I’m discreetly sending signals to one guy and this in turn is supposedly what gives you the right to attack me since that guy is your crush and you found him first

The Bible app I downloaded on android -since there’s no space on iPhone for apps that don’t require another phone to be used- e.g. translate

Shazam

YouTube login for Google accounts when android is offline editing

 sent something ugly in a few weeks ago

I was horrified and didn't want to open it

The app itself is the issue

Not the Bible obviously

DIE YOU STUPID TROLL

JUST DIE ALREADY

UGLY HORRID DESPICABLE SPAWN OF HELL

FUCKING UP THE APP FOR ME MAKING IT IMPOSSIBLE FOR ME TO EVEN NAVIGATE AROUND THE SITE ON MY FINSTA WITHOUT CLICKING WHAT COMES UP???????????????????????

SO I SEND THE GODDAMN FUCKING REPORT THE 10 TIMES IT COMES UP ON MY PAGE SICK TWISTED DEMONIC MONSTROSITIES AND THEN WHAT?!??? YOURE THE ONE FUCKING UP MY ACCOUNT WITH NONSTOP PROMPTS EVERY FUCKING SECOND

I CANT EVEN BE ON THAT ACCOUNT IT KEEPS SENDING ME PROMPTS TO REPORT THE ERROR