Falling apart

It has been years since i never seen my mum and it is kind of boring staying with dad i never ever remember a look on my mums face.I do remember the time when i was 3 we always went to rainbow zen but now since i am 11 years old we don’t take care of each other i was so sad.

“Arrggg”i yawned i went to the kitchen and my dad  wanted to talk to me he had said “that the reason why i haven’t seen my mum for so long is because she had ran away for so long ago” he gave me a cuddle and that was the only time in 10 years he did to me.

Soon as i tried on my  dress he said “no” he had always wanted me to wear pants and a t-shirt with a cap on so i always listened to him.

It was my birthday in 1 year my dad kissed me and singed me a happy birthday song i was impressed than my dad gave me breakfast in bed.

Soon i played with my dad at the back we played football,and rugby it was fun.

After our game  we did some cleaning and when we heard ding dong at my door my dad opened the door and he could not believe his eyes. . .

He saw my mum in the front door and she pushed him out so she came to hug me i had a drop of tear coming down from my eye i wiped my tear and ran to my mum and hugged her i assumed my mum ran because she didn’t like my father but she said the reason why she ran away is because she didn’t want my nana to pass on i was sad that moment.As  soon as i got outside my aunty was in the car she came outside and said “what is wrong little fella” i was so sad i didn’t know what to say so then i ran inside.

When i ran inside i saw my dad talking to my mum and crying they told me that nana is gone i did not believe her so i ran to my room and started to cry i still had a photo of her soon i told her in the photo i’m trying.

Love NILA,