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It is highly recommended that you read through Ren’s timeline of events to understand the context provided here.
This is a short, brief document which serves to fill in the gaps with related evidence. The rest is left up to your discretion.
Prior Events
June 12th, 2025 to June 15th, 2025
September 4, 2025. 07:04–07:15 PDT
September 4, 2025. 07:57–08:11 PDT
September 5, 2025. 7:50–11:08 PDT
September 5, 2025. 17:00–17:01 (5:00–5:01 PM) PDT
September 6, 2025. 22:29 (10:29 PM) PDT
September 6, 2025. 19:38–20:36 (7:38–8:36 PM) PDT
Twitter DMs on 18+ Private Accounts
Prior Events
June 12th, 2025 to June 15th, 2025.
Post Ren’s disaffiliation from Pressure and prior to the segment titled “June 29, 2025 : Attempt to Exit the Dynamic” The Pattern Before RDC, page 1
Admission of a deleted message from Ren to Zeal on June 12, 2025, it reads,
“I LEAKED YOUR ENTIRE SOUNDTRACK BITCH FUCK YOU I DID IT ON FUCKING PURPOSE. I HOPE YOU WISH DEATH UPON ME STUPID FUCKING BITCH”
This is related to the segment titled, “On the "Forced to Fire" Narrative” and “September 19, 2025: 3:44–4:45 AM” After RDC, pages 54–61. According to the Pressure team, there were at least three occasions where Ren was involved in showcasing confidential work in community streams, and was spoken to several times regarding this behavior, although she never leaked a full soundtrack.
cont. (1)
Ren elaborates on why she sent the contents of the prior deleted message:
The playlist containing all the uploads of Pressure’s new OST at the time was discovered, Ren worries it would be leaked, so decided to pretend she purposefully leaked it, before rescinding her decision, deleting the playlist and privating all songs.
Zeal dismisses it with a neutral outlook.
Ren exhibits apologetic behavior throughout the interaction.
cont. (2)
Additional context: Israel was delivering missile strikes in Ren’s region, Jordan.
Zeal references pay in their conversation to encourage financial stability for emigration. According to Zeal, he mentioned Ren’s salary with the intent of being supportive rather than coercive.
Ren interjects with several vulnerability reasons relating to her leave, mainly pertaining to mental illness and claiming abuse in the workplace.
Additional conversations from June 15, 2025 to June 17, 2025.
All communication was cut off in June 2025, and continued in August 2025, or the timestamp Ren included in her document.
August 11, 2025
The following events occurred during Ren and Zeal’s reconnection, or between the segments titled, "August 11, 2025 : Re-engagement, Re-connection, and Access Control” and “August 12, 2025 : Gating Access to My Own Relationships” The Pattern Before RDC, pages 1–7.
Read chronologically from left to right for each screenshot.
Ren exhibits envy and resentment to the Pressure team for her removal.
Additional:
These photos were taken during RDC on September 7th, 2025 from 12:30 AM to 12:33 AM to establish physical proof. This concludes the end of the conversation.
The following below is physical proof of the digital conversation shown previously.
This concludes all evidence omitted from Prior Events.
RDC Events
Click the link above to access the voice message.
September 3, 2025. 09:23 PDT
Voice message omitted in segment “The Immediate Aftermath; Sept 3, 09:23 PDT”, What Happened at RDC, page 16
Transcription: "This—okay, listen, it's fine. I don't want you to feel bad about it. You genuinely made my day, like genuinely. Listen, I'm really happy right now, please don't feel bad in the slightest."
September 4, 2025. 07:04–07:15 PDT
Omitted between the segments “Sept 4, 11:08 PDT” and “Sept 4, 7:09 PDT”, What Happened at RDC, page 25
September 4, 2025. 07:57–08:11 PDT
Omitted between the segments “Sept 4, 7:57 PDT” and “Sept 4, 15:54 PDT”, What Happened at RDC, page 29
September 5, 2025. 7:50–11:08 PDT
The following screenshot is provided from another party, so this context serves as evidence that was not shared between Ren and Zeal.
Occurred after “Sept 5, 2025: 5:34 AM PDT” What Happened at RDC, page 49
Ren alleges that Zeal had left physical marks on her neck without her consent. In other instances, Ren refers to these marks as “hickeys” and expresses inconsistent feelings about them, at times describing violation; something to tolerate, and at other times presenting them in a more casual or positive manner (see September 6, 2025. 17:00–17:01 (5:00–5:01 PM) PDT.)
This document does not independently verify this claim, and it is included here to reflect the context in which Ren describes her state of mind.
September 5, 2025. 22:29 (10:29 PM) PDT
Omitted before the segment “Sept 5, 2025: 10:30 PM to 10:31 PM PDT”, What Happened at RDC, page 61
September 6, 2025. 17:00–17:01 (5:00–5:01 PM) PDT
Omitted before the segment “Sept 6, 2025: 5:02 PDT” and “Sept 6, 2025, 5:02–5:05 PM PDT”, What Happened at RDC, pages 72–73
Related to September 5, 2025. 7:50–11:08 PDT.
Missing Event:
September 6, 2025. 19:38–20:36
(7:38–8:36 PM) PDT
Omitted after “Sept 6, 2025, 6:18–6:57 PM PDT” and entirely before the segment titled “September 6, 2025: The Night I Decided to Die” and “Reporting Back to Zeal. Again. (11:28–11:47 PM PDT)” leaving an approximate time gap of 4 hours and 31 minutes, What Happened at RDC, pages 74–84
Missing event cont. (2), read chronologically left to right across each row.
“He engineered a situation that he knew would trigger me. He knew exactly which lever to pull and he pulled it. When I lost control. This is what BPD looks like when someone who knows your diagnosis deliberately pushes on it. I said things I did not mean. I made threats. I am physically small. He knows I am physically small. He has always known that. The threats were empty, and he knew they were empty. He had just left marks on my neck three nights before. I have never hurt anyone in my life.” page 75, under “What He Did, and What He Knew”
During a period of an intense BPD episode, Ren expresses several warnings of intent to harm, which she later attributes to a mental health crisis. Regardless of intent, the content and tone of these messages could reasonably be perceived as alarming or threatening by the recipient, particularly given the immediacy and specificity of the language used.
Missing event cont. (3)
This reference to legal context is included only for general informational purposes and should not be taken as a definitive or applicable legal conclusion.
According to Cal. Penal Code § 422, the statute establishes that, “Any person who willfully threatens to commit a crime which will result in death or great bodily injury to another person, with the specific intent that the statement, made verbally, in writing, or by means of an electronic communication device, is to be taken as a threat, even if there is no intent of actually carrying it out, which, on its face and under the circumstances in which it is made, is so unequivocal, unconditional, immediate, and specific as to convey to the person threatened, a gravity of purpose and an immediate prospect of execution of the threat, and thereby causes that person reasonably to be in sustained fear for their own safety or for their immediate family’s safety, shall be punished by imprisonment in the county jail not to exceed one year, or by imprisonment in the state prison.”
It is unclear if the recipient experienced sustained fear in response to these messages, as these threats were communicated exclusively to Zeal, however directed at a separate individual referenced below: [X]
“My friend, [X] was not there that night because Zeal had told me he would not come. That was a lie. [X] did not show up to the RIAs because he had a business meeting, not because I had made him uncomfortable. Zeal invented that. He told me [X] did not want to be around me so that I would feel more alone. It worked.” page 76, under “What Was Happening Behind My Back”
“I answered, I yelled, I cursed at him. I asked him why he had not shown up to the innovation awards, and why he left me waiting. I did not yet know that Zeal had lied to me about [X] not wanting to be around me. I was still carrying that lie as fact. [X] took all of it. He did not get defensive. He told me he had gotten caught up with a business meeting and was late. Then he asked where I was. I sent him my location. He ran. On foot. The entire distance, In his expensive suit and shoes. When I saw him across the street he was already running toward me. He grabbed me and held on. He said he was so glad nothing had happened to me, he checked if I was hurt, then he went to the man and thanked him. He crouched down and let Binary lick him and thanked her too. Later he told me: “Ren, you could never make me uncomfortable. It was Zeal, what he did to you. I didn’t know how to help you or tell you what was going on, and it’s all new to me.” page 78, under “My Friend, [X]”
Missing event cont. (4)
Zeal is disengaged from the entire interaction after expressing frustration, and did not continue responding during this period.
This withdrawal occurs during a period where Ren’s emotional distress starts to intensify, as she becomes apologetic and starts exhibiting suicidal tendencies from 19:53– ~20:50 (7:53– ~8:50 PM) PDT.
Missing event cont. (5)
Zeal’s last interaction with Ren occurred at 20:36 (8:36 PM) PDT. According to Zeal, he was not properly informed of Ren’s suicide attempt until he arrived home, given that he was withdrawn from interacting with Ren due to his indignation.
No further interaction or intervention from Zeal is documented until September 11, 2025, 8:46 GMT+2.
Several individuals, who will not be named, are made aware of Ren’s intent to commit suicide via direct Discord communication from Ren, inducing concern, panic, and secondary traumatic stress.
Missing event cont. (6)
The following screenshot is provided from another party, so this context serves as evidence that was not shared between Ren and Zeal.
All of the evidence listed spans from September 6th, 2025, 19:51–20:54 (7:51–8:54 PM) PDT.
Missing event cont. (7)
September 6, 2025.
20:32–20:39 (8:32–8:39 PM) PDT.
Missing event cont. (8)
September 6, 2025.
20:43–20:46 (8:43–8: PM) PDT.
Missing event cont. (9)
September 6, 2025.
20:46–20:54 (8:46–8:54 PM) PDT.
Law enforcement was notified as a result of widespread awareness that Ren was at risk of endangering her own life. The statements expressing an intent to harm others were communicated only to Zeal; this information was essentially inaccessible to anyone other than Zeal, and was not the main concern reported to the authorities.
The undisclosed parties are not professionally trained to handle or respond to a suicide attempt, thus warranting an alert to law enforcement.
“What Was Happening Behind My Back” What Happened At RDC, page 76
The timeline for how this incident ended follows the same events mentioned in Ren’s document.
This concludes all evidence omitted from RDC Events.
Twitter DMs on 18+ Private Accounts
To preface, Ren is not able to provide this segment in her document due to the suspension of her private account.
“The Private Accounts” After RDC, page 20
“What He Did With That Access” After RDC, page 22
All messages sent on the black, left-hand side are from Ren/NoLongerNull, and all messages on the white, right-hand side are from Zeal/YourFriendZeal.
These are not organized in any specific chronological order, and do not represent a complete archive of all communication between the two parties. Message frequency and timing may reflect periods where one party was inactive or unavailable, and gaps in response should not be interpreted as continuous real-time interaction.
The provided screenshots have a timeframe from September 14, 2025 through September 25, 2025, Post RDC.
The following material contains explicit, sexual content and language.
“my name” refers to Zeal.
According to Zeal, he was not awake during the entirety of Ren’s messages through Twitter. He mentions that this was his response once he woke up. This is the same string of messages you can find in Ren’s document in the segment, “Sept 25, 2025, 4:59-5:05 PM” After RDC, page 64.
This does not detail all the content shared between them on their private accounts, but it provides further context into what was shared between both parties.
This concludes all evidence omitted from Twitter DMs.
This document is intended to be short and concise, as Ren has already covered a majority of the timeline in her document.
Its purpose is to supplement any missing context.
Everything should be interpreted using the reader’s independent judgment.