An Awareness Document Regarding Behaviors Exhibited by AshMcShanVA

This document was made solely to spread awareness and not to target anyone, as also do NOT condone harassment, nor do we condone any form of witch-hunting upon Ash himself.

(An image of Ash’s Discord profile shown below.)

We have gathered information from multiple sources, as well as people who have had their own personal experiences with Ash.

Starting off, you may all know Ash McShan as a well-known Voice Actor, Voice Impressionist, and stuff of the like - most well known for his N impression, from Murder Drones.
In the past few months, as well as RECENTLY, he has exhibited extremely unhealthy behaviors towards those around him.

CONTENT WARNING: Grooming, Obsessive Behaviors, Codependent Behaviors, and generally unhealthy actions.

Back in January of this year (2024), Ash met someone on the gaming platform ‘VRChat’, we will be leaving the person’s name censored for their privacy.
From the outside, it seemed like a normal friendship, only until you would take a closer look. Over the short period of 1-2 months, Ash not only heavily projected the character Uzi Doorman onto the person in question, but he immediately clung to this person, going as far as trauma-dumping onto them shortly after they became friends. Claimed by the victim, they stated they felt pressured after he trauma-dumped so heavily, to eventually tell Ash they were 17 years of age when he had asked. Ash, already interested in this person, claimed “My parents are 7 years apart, I’m sure it’s fine if we were to date.” (Or something heavily along the lines of this).
As far as our information on the situation goes, Ash was very eager to be romantic with this person, despite them being 17.

Please note, the interaction regarding the victim’s age occurred in VRChat unfortunately.

Pressured into this unfortunate situation, and despite Ash’s amount of both clinginess and borderline obsession over them, they felt trapped to the extent this relationship went on for a few months at most.

SCREENSHOTS PROVIDED BELOW BULLETIN

On multiple occasions, Ash would exhibit very concerning behaviors towards someone he believed was 17, such as:

- Pressuring them into sending an IRL photo of themself. (Being very adamant about the matter, as shown below.)
- Pressuring them into letting him call them by their deadname.
- Sending a heavily suggestive photo of himself to the person.
- Projecting Uzi onto them heavily enough to the extent it becomes uncomfortable.

Screenshots Provided Below (In Order Of Bulletin List)



As shown above, he has an ongoing behavior and tendency to pressure people into doing things he may not consider that they might not want to do, as well as unhealthily projecting characters onto people to an uncomfortable extent, as stated previously.


Almost anything and everything that occurred between Ash and this 17 year old, has been resolved for a while now. It came to light the victim admitted they were in reality, 15 years old. Ash found out about this fact and immediately cut the person off and out of his life, which we respect him for making this decision regarding the situation. This however, does not change the fact he pressured them into the relationship, most interactions being on VRChat unfortunately, though VIA eye witnesses, he was said to have acted unhealthily clingy towards this person.

As stated before, this situation has been over with, but it is not near the end of his concerning behaviors, as there are very recent recurrences of these unhealthy behaviors resurfacing.


Back in May of this year (2024), Ash met someone new he quickly gained interest in, as well as projecting Uzi onto them heavily, just as he did in the previous relationship. From information gathered, eye witnesses, ETC. This is the most that can be explained, as well as minimal screenshots also provided. Unfortunately, the current situationship between Ash and the other person is still active to this day.

Through May to September (Now), Ash and the new person have previously attempted to make their relationship work 10+ times. Ash has shown disregard towards DID/OSDD systems, and people identifying with Aroace.
Ash has been said to have previously made statements toward this person such as:

• “I wish you weren’t a system/I wish you were one person.”
• “I wish you weren’t aromantic.”
  

And possibly other things alike. VIA eye witnesses, occurring in VRChat previously, Ash has only shown ANY romantic interest in the system’s female Murder Drones fictive alters. Mainly the system’s Uzi Doorman, J, V, Lizzy fictives, proceeding to show little to no care for anyone outside this list, such as the host/core, and any other alters and fictives.

EXAMPLE: Upon multiple instances, this system’s N fictive would begin fronting after Uzi leaves front with Ash in the same server instance. Ash, disregarding any alters but the female Murder Drones fictives, would immediately leave the world. Progressively doing this to the system in question has caused the N fictive emotional pains, and self esteem issues.

Recent Evidences Of Unhealthy Obsession and Co-dependency

Around early August of this year (2024), this system managed to cut off Ash after coming to senses, along with help and support from close friends. However, not long after this attempt at zero-contact, Ash desperately came back to them, trying to contact them in any way he could and going as far as begging them to “come back”.

Screenshot Of Obsessive/Co-Dependent Behaviors Below

It is not any direct business of ours knowing how and why the system let him back into their life, nor can we provide any information on those details.

The details we are currently able to provide from someone who has provided screenshot evidence, are of the current situationship between the system in question and Ash.
Their current relationship was claimed to be labeled as “Hangout Buddies”, however, the screenshots provided to us show that Ash is unhealthily clinging to the system, knowing they do not reciprocate any sort of romantic interest for him.

Screenshots Of Co-Dependent Behaviors Below

As shown above, Ash is heavily obsessive over the person in question, and we will once again mention, This situation between Ash and the system has been going on since May of this year (2024).


This document was not created to target Ash McShan, but to spread awareness about his very unhealthy, co-dependent and obsessive behaviors. We do not condone or encourage any behaviors such as: harassment, witch-hunting, and stuff of the like.
Thank you for reading.