The Psychological Abuse, Reputational Damage, Isolation, Manipulation, Slander, and Racism I’ve Dealt with from ADA_SIX
In addressment of the French Bread / UNI / Melty Blood community members that were conspirators, enablers, or complicit in my unjustified ousting, slander, and reputation damage.
Written by Luna / Lunar / @unilunar_
Date of Publication: 6/26/2021
Imgur album to be read alongside this document in supplement:
Table of Contents
Even if you think you know the community, lunacy lurks there.
000.redemption
the souls of the damned shan’t be silent for aeternalis
I’m sure we’re all happy about Climax of Night 4, and I’m elated for offline events to start coming back after the tragedy that was COVID-19. New Melty Blood on the horizon, potential UNI rollback, and DFCI is going great too. All fine and dandy, right? Though, there’s someone that you might (not) have forgotten about. Someone who suffered at the hands of an individual who gaslit an entire community. Someone who’d been relentlessly mobbed, slandered, and robbed of his passions. Someone who fought against the lies, only to be ostracized, exiled, and isolated from a community. Someone falsely called a pedophile, a transphobe, ableist, and whatever else you’d say to fuck up their reputation. Someone whose ability to create promotional work for all of the community to view that’d been robbed. That individual is I, and I’m addressing the shit that’s happened over the past year, once and with finality.
This statement is being made to address the slander, defamation of character, libel, and racism that the melty player, ADA SIX spread over the past year. I’ve been falsely deemed a pedophile, homophobic, transphobic, and ableist. I was barred from working within the FGC, participating in certain tournaments, and communities I’d been a part of prior. This was done on a very large scale, and ADA ensured that it would reach as many people as possible, even to this very day. The slanderous lies and bullshit that this person created significantly dented my reputation and made it impossible for me to comfortably exist in communities that I regularly participated in for years prior. ADA would go around to different discords, telling people that “he likes children” and “he’s on watch”, spreading lies that I could legally bring her to court for. To clarify, this person was going around telling individuals from the entire fighting game community that I was a pedophile when the exchanges that occurred with ADA featured no child. There were no romantic advances on any person, this was simply a racist, envious, narcissistic, vindictive individual that was projecting their trauma onto another person who was simply a fan of Melty Blood’s source material. This is not revenge, this is not a desire for violence, this is my justice. Staying silent about this for the past 9 months was fucking suffocating, and I won’t do it a second longer. This is my truth, this is my redemption.
Regarding the formatting of this document, it will utilize footnotes for conversations too long for this document. Each screenshot will have a footnote with a reference to the extended conversation (if available). For instance, this abhorrent screenshot of ADA stating that I should no longer be allowed for employment and that I’m banned from every tournament/discord will have a footnote of “Snaildom | 1 - 5”. Snaildom is the discord, 1 indicates the conversation, and 5 indicates the number screenshot in continuity of the conversation. To locate an extended discord or twitter conversation, CTRL+F or “…” > “Find in Page”, and enter the corresponding footnote on the imgur album. In addition, all of the conversations shown here are in public discords, or were public tweets. You could probably locate them if you know where to look.
For the record, I never misgendered anyone, nor did I ever say anything transphobic. Attacking someone’s passion and employment is not justice, it’s vindictive sociopathic behavior.[1]
As of the date of creation on this document (5/15/2021), ADA_SIX’s pronouns in our only common space are she/her in the main Melty Blood discord. We have each other mutually blocked on everything, we do not interact. I will be utilizing those pronouns throughout this document, for those of you that are already looking for slip-ups. Though I will be utilizing evidence up until the current day that I publish this (whenever that is), this is how I’ll be writing this document.
Regarding the length of this document, it might be a bit of a doozy just looking at the page count, but this is only due to the formatting of the document. My twitlonger only featured text, while I had an imgur album as a complement. This document is being written to integrate both higher comprehension and retention for the reader, so the page count, though long, is mostly images. And though I seriously recommend you to read this document from top to bottom, certain chapters are more alarming than others. That said, this document explains a story, and most people don’t read stories out of order. In terms of malicious intent against me, it ramps up around Chapter 3. It gets progressively worse as you read.
This was located in the Chicago melty blood discord, as stated by Cheezy.[2]
You think this is bad? Imagine all of the shit we never have and never will see.[3]
I got robbed of quite literally every single aspect of the community I’d been pleasantly a part of beforehand. I was a part of the production team of Climax Of Night from 2019 onwards, doing promotional work and being a player all at the same time. I was an active member of Northeast French Bread (NEFB) discord from mid 2019 up until this. During the year 2020, I seriously started to fall in love with Melty Blood and certain aspects of its community. It was a natural progression, as COVID had made playing games without rollback less than favorable. After the entire ADA situation, I was no longer welcomed in the places I was previously accepted, and for some reason, this person would stop at absolutely fucking nothing to ensure that I would no longer show up at events.
“Rick” is the tournament organizer of Combo Breaker. Thankfully he had enough sense to understand that he was not being contacted about an actual problem person, but I can’t say that with 100% certainty for other TOs. These are yet again, lies.[4]
The Melty Blood “safecord” is an alternative discord to the main Melty Blood server. It advertises itself as supposedly against targeted harassment, bullying, bad faith arguments, and thought policing, yet ironically, this very discord is where the echo chamber of hatred and lies against me festered.
“Please, no bad-faith arguments-” If I had a dime for every message lying about how I’m a pedophile in this server, I could single-handedly fund everyone’s Climax of Night trips.[5]
One more disclaimer before we continue. Many of the individuals whose tweets have been utilized for evidence in this document (such as ADA, Ada Basilisk, Vicki, etc.) are highly manipulative. They may or may not delete damning evidence in discord chats, on twitter, or wherever else. Every single footnote that features a tweet will have a link to that same tweet on archive.org. This is to mitigate what happened last year, as upon going public about ADA’s behavior, she immediately privated her account, and began playing victim. I have no doubt that this will happen again, but this time, everything is saved. It’s all archived, in public discords, or screenshotted by another person. There’s no hiding it this time. Any conversations that were abridged for brevity have the full conversation in the imgur album, use it. There’s no doctoring, this is nothing but the truth.
001.envy
coups of the dazzling are coveted by all
ADA did many things to destroy my image. From utilizing harassment by proxy to projecting their trauma onto me, and even messaging other tournament organizers to ban me from their events because I’m a “pedophile” by their definition, despite there being no actual evidence of this being true. Even 9 months after my overall disappearance from the fighting game community as a whole, a brief appearance in the Lunar Phase melty bracket was enough to rile up ADA once again, as the person who had “disappeared” for some reason still existed in public spaces. The question is; why did ADA attack me? There were a plethora of reasons, but one of the leading motivators was envy. The following screenshots are abridged versions of conversations after sets I’d played and won against ADA.
Take note of ADA saying “yeah they seemed pretty good”.[6]
Most people don’t casually crack “jokes” about banning people from an entire community, right? Or even that ADA “hates” how an individual gets to participate and be decent at multiple games either, right? Red flag maybe?[7]
A short compilation of the sets that I played and beat ADA in the Lunar Phase Online melty blood brackets can be found here[8]. The “uni player” was beating someone who had been seriously playing melty blood for months prior, of course, ADA was going to be irritated that a “uni player” was making bigger strides than them. The aggressive approach wasn’t even taken at first, that would come later. On the contrary, we were acquaintances prior to the lies and victim-blaming.
See how ADA is throwing up a nice and friendly facade whilst demeaning my play in another discord simply because I’m a “uni player"? All on the exact same day no less?[9]
So with all of this in mind, we understand that ADA doesn’t, and probably never will have the proper mindset to play fighting games. Owning up your losses to someone’s internet being questionable (the only player who complained about it), them being a UNI player, or to the fact that they play an uncommon high-tier is clearly an ego problem. Here, we can see that ADA’s desire to beat the big-bad Len player by any means necessary started to fester. ADA would stop at nothing to deem themselves as the better player. Be it through a video game, through the proxy of another person, or through slander, gaslighting, and exilement. And what better way to eliminate people they don’t like? Oh! That’s it, why not call him a transphobic, ableist pedophile who threw death threats? That’d get people on her side for sure!
It wasn’t happening, lol.[10]
002.hostility
detestation forms in place of reverence
A bit after that set is when ADA’s passive-aggressiveness started to rear its ugly head, and it manifested in multiple ways. If ADA couldn’t beat me in the video game, then why not provoke me outside it? This section will focus on the various jabs and coded language that ADA utilized towards me, that she would later lie about, avoiding accountability in the eyes of thousands.
Before we continue, let me put up a quick disclaimer. I’m sure we’re all aware that the source material of Melty Blood is based upon the TYPE-MOON visual novels, Tsukihime and Kagetsu Tohya. While I am a fan of all of the aforementioned works, they’re not written for everybody, and that’s OK. Many sensitive topics are put in the limelight, such as but not limited to; graphic murder, mental illness, sexual abuse, crippling physical and mental conditions, and even rape. The message of Tsukihime, Kagetsu Tohya, and Melty Blood is not that any of these things are good, but they do happen to be tragic elements of the story and characters. It’s important to note that in a fictional world with fictional characters, FICTIONAL THINGS HAPPEN. Yes, the main character that’s trapped in the dream loop has consensual sex with the million-year-old catgirl to save him from being indefinitely stuck in a comatose state after a car accident, get the fuck over it. It’s convoluted, it’s complicated, it’s a story from two decades ago, and it’s not even the point of this document. But YES, when you play a video game based on such material, you shouldn’t act like you’re fucking surprised when someone else happens to be a fan of the said story (that ADA has also read, crazy right).
Let me also clarify, there is nothing wrong with not being a fan of whatever media. Nobody is asking you to be a fan of Tsukihime or Kagetsu Tohya. But to conspire against a person with the intent to get them removed from a community under the facade that your childhood trauma was triggered when in reality it was a malicious mix of envy, hatred, and racism is fucking revolting. I typed nigga in North East French Bread just like every other black person there and had “possesses melanin” in my bio, it was obvious that I was black. The only difference was the fact that this one struck a nerve with ADA because he happened to have been playing the video game for less time and was doing better.
Yo ADA, what’s your shirt size? You can have this at climax, it’s on me.[11]
“All I wanted was for Luna to get some sort of reprimand” “there was a complete assbackward priority” “I definitely mishandled it and could have made myself look better”[12]
The screenshot above was taken directly from the public Melty Blood safecord that’s easily accessible to just about anyone. Not so strategic to notify virtually everyone that you were on a mission to remove a better player than you, was it? This is textbook gaslighting, ON THE SCALE OF AN ENTIRE COMMUNITY MIND YOU. This was around 9 days after Monta went and adjusted the bans to be of equal length (4 weeks). ADA didn’t care about the issue being resolved, nor a mutual understanding between us. It was a smear and slander campaign exclusively, and nothing else was to be gained other than my exilement and isolation from the FGC. Any dirt found on ADA would soil any type of credibility, and ADA knew that. That’s exactly why ADA stated that “I definitely mishandled it and could have made myself look better”.
I’m not going to delve into every bit of hostility that I was confronted with upon interacting with ADA, but I do want to reanalyze some of the interactions from last time. Do we remember this conversation? I definitely do, and there’s something I didn’t highlight the last time. It occurred immediately after a tournament in which ADA went on to call me a pedophile in a public twitch chat, MULTIPLE times in front of OTHER PEOPLE. Responding to a person who’d just said some incriminating shit with empathy was already asking a lot out of me, especially considering how long I’d been trying to get along with ADA. ADA speaking to me as if only their problems mattered was extremely jarring, not to mention it was a sob story phrased as an apology for telling a person they fuck children. I’m sure certain individuals reading this document would love to say “Well, if I were getting called a pedophile for weeks and weeks, I wouldn’t have said anything you did! I would’ve just turned the other cheek because I’m a perfect individual without any emotions whatsoever. Look at how much of a good person I am.” You don’t exist, you would’ve done similar or even worse shit. But alas, even after ADA had called me “sus” and “fucking pedophile” multiple times at this point, I still attempted to qualm this individual, only to be met with a dismissive face only a racist would be capable of delivering.
See how I at least TRIED to show some empathy, when I really shouldn’t have? This was a conversation that ADA and I had immediately after ADA publicly called me a pedophile multiple times. To have empathy for a person who called you a criminal for no real reason was already asking a lot out of me.[13]
Though this an abridged screenshot, there was still no empathy at all. This is a person who immediately ran to post BLM on their account upon George Floyd’s death, began retweeting anything that would scream “I am an ally to the black community”, and pretends to know what it’s like to live in the hood. This person is a fake, masquerading racist virtue signaler that only operates because people believe it.[14]
The fact that people didn’t understand this person was a threat to the community after reading this interaction astonishes me. If I had dismissively responded to their trauma, I could understand that same reaction being reciprocated. But a person who called me a pedophile on multiple accounts had the fucking gall to tell me that nothing I’ve ever dealt with in my life matters as much as theirs. I know people who would just laugh at you after telling them a sob story to justify your dogshit behavior, I’m not one of those people though. But according to ADA, if an individual talked about a particular piece of fiction that they happened to not like, calling the said person a pedophile was justified, and nothing that they say really matters. Oh, it ESPECIALLY doesn’t matter if the trauma they expose was race-related. So much for the facade of being a black ally. Before we move forward, we need to understand something first. During the time this situation was initially brought to light, many chose to minimize ADA’s acts of hostility whilst magnifying mine. ADA called me a child-fucking pedophile in public spaces multiple times, despite this being a COMPLETELY false claim. Me responding by calling this person “toxic” and an “anti” meant NOTHING compared to the bullshit this individual put on my name. To this very day, I still have my name and pedophile put in the same sentence. Why? Because a person with unresolved traumas decided to project their bullshit onto me, and for some reason, an entire community overtly justified it, subconsciously believed it.
Everybody loves to downplay how violent ADA was during this whole thing, but for some reason magnify my reactions to what they said. Let somebody repeatedly call you a pedophile for over a month whilst you try not to blow the fuck up on them, let me see how YOU would respond when you hit the boiling point.[15]
003.slander
under blue glass moon, calumny emerges
It’s one thing to be angry at a video game. We’ve all been there. But it's another to call a person a malignant pedophile because you lost in a video game.
This is not regular fighting game player behavior. This is a person with underlying issues that were projected onto me. Funny though, who REALLY ended up getting pushed out of their passions?[16]
In addition to ADA utilizing every chance she got to take a jab at me in chats, ADA began to publicly tweet about it. Over, and over, and over, and over, and over again. And of course, my name wasn’t used, FGC players are too pussy for that. Instead, ADA opted for something even worse. The way that I responded last year wasn’t great, sure. But nothing I said, and ever have said, stands on an equal footing with “malignant fucking pedophile.”
This is not regular fighting game player behavior. This is a person with underlying issues that were projected onto me, who would stop at nothing to get me exiled from the community.[17]
There is not a single person reading this document that would willingly be called a pedophile in a public setting and stay silent. No person that values their reputation or identity would do such a thing, so why would I? Silence in the face of libel and slander is complicity. This was just another form of gaslighting that ADA utilized so that I would become content with abuse. It didn’t work, sorry.
It was already extremely difficult to deal with a person who would call me a pedophile at the drop of a hat, but for them to go to the public about it? It put me on edge. It seriously didn’t help that due to this person’s harassment and lies, it encouraged MORE PEOPLE to follow suit. During this situation, ADA stated on multiple occasions that she had no hand in the targeted harassment. This was to avoid accountability and being seen as a worse person. Unsurprisingly, this was bullshit. And before I continue, I want to clarify that Andrew (@kohakudoori) has long since apologized about the shit that he was saying back then. Though he was an actor within ADA’s smear campaign, he was probably not conscious of this at the time.
If we recall, during my confrontation with ADA about the harassment I was receiving (that included images of my face) publicly on Twitter, she told me that “i didn’t orchestrate shit” and that “you’re fucking paranoid dude, i can’t control andrew”.
Gaslighting exhibit #3976502368926892. Calling someone paranoid when they have empirical evidence that you were a perpetrator in targeted harassment is yet again, sociopathic behavior.[18]
ADA could not control Andrew, that’s true. But it’s not a coincidence that the wording and timing of these tweets perfectly line up.
“basic human decency”[19]
Within FIVE MINUTES of a conversation that DID NOT HAVE ADA TAGGED, she posted this. We had MUTUALLY BLOCKED one another at this time. Yet ADA STILL lied about having any connections to the plethora of people that harassed and slandered me. There’s a clear connection.[20]
This is the same person who denied on every account that she had any hand in any of this, despite actively monitoring the conversation and STILL calling me a fucking pedophile. This is a person who, when confronted, immediately finds as many ways as possible to victimize themselves and fish for sympathy.
Do you see how ADA refers to fucking lying about me being a pedophile as an “opinion?" Rather than responding to me, she immediately starts wondering how I found the bullshit that she was saying? I was not harassing her, ADA and her friends were harassing me, I just confronted her about the mental strain and duress I was experiencing DUE TO HER. And yes, ADA refers to the people that harassed me as her friends. This is a gaslighter utilizing DARVO. “you’re harassing me” was a chess move, not a cry for help.[21]
Andrew, like many others, was being utilized as a flying monkey and would be discarded if he didn’t comply with ADA’s narrative. This is a commonality within ADA’s behavior, but it’s also an extremely common behavioral trait within narcissists. They’ll utilize abuse by proxy to avoid accountability, and unfortunately, most people actually believe it. Narcissists will discard or cut contact with their flying monkeys if after they’ve done their bidding, they begin to question the morality of what they were doing. “Narcissistic personality disorder — one of several types of personality disorders — is a mental condition in which people have an inflated sense of their own importance, a deep need for excessive attention and admiration, troubled relationships, and a lack of empathy for others.”[22] The criterion for a person to be diagnosed as a sociopath are as follows:
I counted 6/7. How about you?[23]
An apology was warranted long ago, but Andrew did at least own up to the shit he did wrong.[24]
This only denotes the beginning of a slew of behavior like this. Keep this in mind, as I will bring up later in this document.[25]
004.provocation
righteous indignation surges forth
One of the many things that ADA tried to use to justify their petty bullshit was the gaslighting ass idea that if someone defends themselves from lies, then they clearly must have something to hide. So let me ask you this. If someone spent two months of their life posting about how you’re a malignant pedophile who’s attempting to push them out of their passion, utilizing harassment by proxy, and DARVO’ing their way out of accountability for provoking you for months on end, would you sit there silently? Would you simply not have done X or Y?
Yes, I said things that might have offended people during this confrontation. It’s very easy to act like a saint when you’re not emotionally charged, fed up with the lies that have spread about your name over the past month, and the individual behind it all is denying it in front of everyone. I was in a rage, as anybody would be.[26]
Critique me as you will, but unless you’ve never said something to a friend, family member, or acquaintance that you would’ve rather not in hindsight, then for what reason are you acting any better than I? This was the perpetrator of a smear campaign whose premeditated goal was to oust me from the FGC. It took courage to address a person like this in a public setting. I’d been silent about ADA’s abuse for well over a month at this point, as I didn’t want it to blow up and turn into something public. It was the reason I responded in an empathetic manner to their trauma in the first place. I believed that we could potentially patch this up and move on with our lives. But when I finally addressed ADA about all of this shit, and she had to gall to pretend to be the victim in this situation? It blew me over the edge. What I was experiencing is what’s referred to as reactive abuse, something that allows the abuser to escape accountability. “Reactive abuse is ... when a victim lashes out towards the abuser because of the abuse they are experiencing. It occurs when abusers shift blame from themselves onto the victim. Abusers rarely take any accountability, and instead find something you did "wrong" to either shift the focus, or make justifications for their bad behavior. The abuser may even tell you that you are overreacting or being dramatic. This can cause the victim to lash out (reactive abuse) which then is "proof" that you (the victim) are crazy and unstable. Oftentimes, abusers will use these events as their "proof" for a long time, and create an environment of shame for the victim to live in.” Though I was experiencing reactive abuse, let me discuss what ADA was doing.
ADA, though a terrible person, isn’t a complete idiot. She actually utilized this terminology in her original twitlonger, and people believed that she was the victim here, not the instigator. DARVO is a common tactic that gaslighters use to avoid accountability. I’m not about to say that I didn’t say some very horrible, rude things. But there’s not a single individual that has never had an emotional reaction to something they deem as unjust. The difference is, my mistake was blown out of proportion and presented on a much larger scale. It was used to sell a narrative. ADA had a VENDETTA against me, and people simply accepted it as normal human behavior. In reality, it was a delusional person who convinced themselves that their trauma was my fault. No trauma is justification for shitty behavior, and ESPECIALLY NOT a slanderous smear campaign with a premeditated goal to exile another person.
“I just want to be fucking left alone about this already” -Person who’s currently attacking my ability to participate in tournaments, communities, discords, and employment 11 months later.[28]
What the fuck does your trauma have to do with discussing a visual novel? The full context of this conversation makes it even worse, as it’s implying that having trauma is justification for calling innocent people pedophiles.[29]
Sure… That’s totally all you wanted...[30]
005.falsification
malevolent distortions spread amongst oblivious
Every individual must have a voice in the community. Everybody should be capable of voicing something negative that happened to them, and it shouldn’t go ignored. But the unfortunate truth is, though everybody should have a voice, not everybody’s voice should be listened to. I’m aware that not all of us are as cognizant as the next. But are we seriously going to take the side of a person who opened their twitlonger up with claims of pedophilia, when their only mention of such a thing was that “he made some suspicious comments about a child-adjacent character?" Those three words quite literally mean nothing, but for some reason, a large portion of the community accepted it as a plausible claim. I’ll get into the “transphobia” and “ableism” later.
See how ADA’s statement got over twice the amount of retweets as my statement? I woke up to a friend telling me “Might wanna address this, It's not a good look” and I read nothing but lies and slander. I was forced to respond.[31]
We’re going to do some calculations real quick. My statement got roughly 26k engagements the day that I released it, and that was posted around five hours after ADA’s. When we take into account that my statement got significantly fewer retweets and likes, it becomes painfully apparent that the general public either DID NOT read my statement or viewed it through a biased lens due to ADA dropping her statement five hours before mine. This does not even mention the fact that ADA’s statement circulated MUCH FURTHER than mine, and you better believe everyone felt so sorry for her. I did not have anything prepared at the time ADA made their statement, and I was practically forced to respond as quickly as possible, and with as many receipts and evidence as possible to give full disclosure on the situation. My response back then was not everything I wanted to say, it was a reaction to save myself from further ostracization. Even then, I was still deemed as the bad guy. Despite putting up with an individual that believed she was justified in lying to tens of thousands of people about SERIOUS ALLEGATIONS THAT I COULD SUE FOR, I was still ousted and ostracized. All because she was jealous of a person who was better at melty blood. A large sect of the community agreed with my disproportionately long ban from North East French Bread (NEFB), despite being the person who provided evidence and screenshots. In fact, the evidence that I provided was so substantial that ADA then went on to claim that the screenshots were “doctored”, despite being the same messages available to just about anybody in the same discord servers, save for the DMs that are there to this day.
After the (disproportionate) bans dealt out by LP, pretty much all of Ada’s posts were about how depressed she was, how a “pedophile” was pushing her out of her passions, and a huge sob story about how much she didn’t want to be alive. After being advised that keeping up a twitlonger filled to the brim with lies and slander might not be a good idea (that she called gaslighting by the way) by Fendo, she then went on to say “I GOT WHAT I WANTED ANYWAY.”[32]
Just straight-up lying. Textbook narcissistic injury and rage. Upon a person exposing the truth and damaging the narcissist’s self-esteem or ego, they immediately experience a wave of intense emotions, leading them to say whatever they can to save their own image. Self-deprecation is another aspect of narcissistic rage, which ADA did plenty of during this time.[33]
Screaming about how the evidence that allowed me to hold an equal ban timer was doctored was already worrisome, but even more so was that ADA didn’t delete this post because she was lying to thousands of people. She deleted this post because it was “counterproductive.”
I’m amazed that these tweets are still public.[35]
ADA only deleting the post after her deduction that it was “counterproductive” to her false narrative was absolutely vile. There was no narrative spin, I just did the best I could to provide evidence and holistic accounts of the situation. This was Argyle’s response to ADA. She immediately attempted to gaslight him.
“aren’t accessible to someone with my level of technical expertise” It takes seconds to archive a tweet or screenshot a discord message.[36]
Rather than owning up to her “mistake” (blatant lying) she instead told Argyle that he was the one who wasn’t listening to her. Argyle’s deduction that ADA might’ve been the problem in this scenario was so unfathomable to ADA that she just flat out told him he’s biased. Though I cannot verify that Argyle and ADA were actually “friends” prior to this interaction, they had been tweeting to one another on an infrequent basis beforehand, and you can definitely bet that Argyle and ADA no longer associate with one another anymore. Remember Andrew? This behavior is recurring. If Argyle ran ADA’s targeted harassment and rabble rousing mill, they’d surely still be friends. The people that support ADA are so fucking blind that they called her frustration with the “narrative spin” a DISTRACTION.
Vicki was so blindly devoted to ADA that she seriously said that unapologetic lies and gaslighting were “distractions”.[37]
This chain of posts solidifies the fact that ADA was not truly a victim in this situation, but an instigating narcissist with a victim complex trying to sell a narrative about a “pedophile". In addition to the web of lies that ADA gladly spun, let me debunk yet another one. I never sent unsolicited NSFW images to anyone EVER. This is what started this.
ඞ[40]
ADA continues to sell her false narrative to people and TOs who were unaware of the situation. She lies about how much I couldn’t stop myself from talking about being a “len fucker”, but she’s the one who labeled that onto me in the first place. I never procced anyone’s trauma, I never sent anything to anybody, I literally just discussed the source material of Melty Blood. The game SHE PLAYS. IN A PUBLIC DISCORD.
Take out your Webster dictionary real quick. Graphic depictions are vivid, accurate, or realistic descriptions/illustrations of the subject matter. Not discord messages of someone saying they enjoyed a visual novel. [42]
If it was true that even the prospect of someone being a fan of this evil content REALLY gave ADA flashbacks, why play the game in the first place? The top Melty player has it all over their twitter account. There’s a participant in NEFB that goes around with the name “loliluvr” and five concurrent digits. She retweets art of a loli character. This wasn’t about her trauma or defending herself, it was about ostracizing and eliminating me.
You literally wrote off both my trauma, and my explanation as to why calling people pedophiles wasn’t okay as “the lolifucker manifesto”. You don’t deserve any sympathy.[44]
006.bias
I’m going to debunk some of the many lies that have been both in ADA’s twitlonger, and the ones she continues to spread to this very minute.
This is dated as 6/6/2021. Very recent.[45]
Let me set something straight first. I have never discriminated against another person due to the color of their cloth, or anything else they could not control. The only motivating factor that leads me to make judgments is what a person displays to the public, and how they convey themselves to me, and even then I’m still skeptical of people being completely good or bad. I believe this is the way we should treat one another, regardless of our orientation, interests, or skin color. I’m a victim of intense discrimination at the hands of a system that set people like myself up to fail, especially in a southern state like Texas. I’ve been in hostile contact with the police whilst being an innocent person, I’ve felt the silence of my white peers as I walk into a classroom being the sole African American. I’m not a person who makes deductions of one’s character for being fucking trans. This is a continued attempt at character assassination, which I stayed silent about for much too long.
This was the most recent and talked about controversy at the time, referencing it wasn’t far fetched.[46]
The context of this screenshot was at the very end of my confrontation with ADA, after I’d connected the dots between the targeted harassment I was receiving on Twitter and ADA’s smear campaign. During this conversation that was held in NEFB, many people came out of the woodworks to post screenshots about the lies that ADA had said, such as how “he’s not allowed here, he likes children” to other communities. I was livid, and I was angry about how people were seemingly okay with the abuse and harassment I was receiving for whatever reason. ADA was the source of all of it, so I let all of my emotions out at that moment. We’ve already discussed this, but a specific message I said was referencing a recent controversy that had parallels to what was going on between ADA and I. TL;DR, Ceroblast continuously fucked with LTG on multiple accounts for months on end, and he blew up on her. That parallel makes perfect sense when compared to what happened with ADA, but not once have I ever stated that I agreed with him saying transphobic shit. This was just yet another instance of ADA manipulating the masses who don’t research further, those who would much rather mob on a person taken out of context.
If even the mention of LTG is what makes people “transphobic”, then let’s go ahead and treat everybody with the same energy.[47]
CT was dead on the mark here, yet we still unfortunately allowed this person’s atrocious rhetoric to permeate public spaces.[48]
You can call it a bad look, you can say you don’t like the fact that I referenced a controversy with someone who said some terrible shit, but you cannot call me transphobic. Even CT_Warrior was aware of how this person manipulates and gaslights just about anybody to get them on their side. And in the unlikely case that they don’t believe the poor poor “victim”, said individual is immediately disregarded as “a spineless little worm". The fact that you can consciously refer to people as worms in a public chat scenario and have NOBODY bat an eye is part of the fucking problem, it’s WEIRD. Not normal human activity.
On November 17, 2020, I was having a conversation on Twitter with Andrew about a hypothetical TYPE-MOON fighting game. The original post was made by ViewtifulSwan, which I will refer to as Swan from hereon. Midway through the discussion I was having with Andrew, Swan immediately responded with this, completely unprovoked.
I… wasn’t even talking to or about Swan OR ADA? I was discussing a theoretical TYPE-MOON fighting game.[49]
Before I continue, let’s get some background information on Swan. They’re a pretty typical FGC clout chaser, retweet whatever kinds of content, post popular FGC click/rt bait, and have a moderate following. In addition to such, they’re also in cahoots with ADA. Surprisingly, during the initial blowup, Swan was one of two people to hold Andrew accountable for his followers coming after me in coalition with ADA. But unsurprisingly, between late June and mid-November, ADA successfully gaslit this person into believing that I’m an “ableist transphobe". Something else interesting about Swan is the fact that they consistently retweet loli content, some that is not even safe for me to show in this document. They also consistently used the word retard up until late 2019, but for some reason, they haven’t also been labeled as an ableist pedophile.
So what’s the reason that Swan can publicly thirst over whatever characters they please, and use whatever language they desire without being canceled for it? Why would ADA associate with a person like this if loli content is so supposedly damning to her? Why did ADA lie about how I’m supposedly an ableist, transphobe, and pedophile, yet one of ADA’s number one supporters has evidence (by ADA’s criteria) all over their profile that they’re the exact same thing? Swan wasn’t a black man beating ADA in melty blood, that’s why. To further drive the point in, ADA repeatedly emphasized that this entire situation had nothing to do with loli content.
If none of this had to do with “loli shit”, then why open up a twitlonger with CONTENT WARNING: PEDOPHILIA?[55]
Because this is what she wanted, and this is exactly what she got. Falsely painting a person as a pedophile, a transphobe, and ableist (unfortunately) holds more weight than exposing a sociopathic liar who orchestrated a smear campaign.[56]
I’m going to take a brief detour regarding what ViewtifulSwan said to highlight a massive hole in ADA’s logic.
..Didn’t you just intentionally oust me from a community over this shit? Why can YOU like it?[57]
ADA openly thirsts over Shuten Douji, a character from another TYPE-MOON work, who is also a loli. Why would a person who’s so triggered and offended by loli content be sexually attracted to a loli character? Even RAITA, the artist himself, has referred to his character as a “lolibaba".
This isn’t even mentioning that Aoi Yuuki, Shuten Douji’s voice actor (that her design is somewhat based upon), openly calls herself a loli.[58]
ADA gaslit an entire community into believing that I’m a pedophile for being a fan of the source material of the very video game that they play, all the while thirsting over a character from the very same franchise that’s DEFINED as a loli by the very creator. The term “lolibaba” refers to a young-looking character that has the demeanor of someone much older. Len in Kagetsu Tohya has been alive for millennia. Len and Shuten Douji both fit this definition, so by ADA’s criterion alongside all of her supporters, ADA herself is also a pedophile. Crazy, right? Are we all going to block ADA, cut off their line of work, and call her everything that would ruin her image? We didn’t do it a year ago, it’s unlikely that it’ll happen now. This is not even mentioning, the best melty player in NE French Bread, and arguably all of NA is a VERY well-known appreciator of loli art. ADA never attacked him in the same way that she did me. You cannot scroll his Twitter for more than 10 seconds without seeing loli content, yet the white man walks free. I’m not faulting anybody for being into whatever characters or fiction they please, but what happened to me was fucked up, and I won’t stay silent about it. You can’t justify this person messaging tournament organizers to ban me, continuing to spread lies about how I’m a “pedophile” to communities I’ve never interacted with, and saying the bullshit that is me allegedly hating trans and disabled people.
After I called out Swan for starting shit with me and continuing to promote ADA’s lies, they began to publicly call me a pedophile, transphobe, and ableist. They basically began cycling the same shit that ADA had lied about, and even festered up some new lies to “justify” it. Swan lied about how I apparently misgendered them when it was simply one of my followers who were unaware of their pronouns (despite that at this point in time, a plethora of people referred to Swan as “bro” or “dude” and no public callout post about them being misgendered was made). I only ever referred to Swan as they, and even then, people act as if an unintentional misgendering should be the end of their career. I’ve never done that to Swan or anybody else intentionally or unintentionally, but for some reason, ADA and Swan continue to lie about this to every person who’s ever heard my name, and will stop at nothing to ensure that I won’t show up in the community again.[59]
Though they’ve now more consistently made an effort to correct people utilizing the incorrect pronouns, this had gone on for an extended period beforehand, and only after ONE OF MY FOLLOWERS called Swan “she” did they make a post notifying others not to refer to them as dude or bro. Making an incorrect assumption about an individual’s gender when the only source to go on is their anime profile picture is not transphobic, it’s an honest mistake. Even then, I wasn’t the one who said the shit either. Despite that, the narrative that I’m a “transphobic creep” continues to be sold everywhere. And let me clarify, it doesn’t matter to me what pronouns you use or who you’re comfortable with using them, that’s not my business. Just don’t throw the “transphobe” card on me. Swan is just another manipulative person whose sole purpose in ADA’s smear campaign was to use their platform to continue to disenfranchise and lie about me. This has since stopped, but Swan has always been one of the most vocal about how supposedly terrible I am. ADA and Swan would go as far as twisting and manipulating the story to (unsuccessfully) sway people who were mutual acquaintances of mine.
This is just one of many examples of ADA gaslighting anyone who had a knack of sense to second guess their egregious lies. Surprisingly, the individual in question still didn’t end up being persuaded, but this cannot be said for the countless others that ADA continues to deceive and gaslight. The temporary break from the FGC that I took led to ADA referring to me as “lunar (RIP)” and telling people that it’s “good” that they forgot me.
She pretends to be over the situation on twitter, but continues to be elated that I was nowhere to be seen.[64]
ADA would go on to celebrate my temporary disappearance to maintain my mental health during college, whilst simultaneously pretending to be over the situation that occurred.
...Wasn’t ADA just gaslighting someone into believing that I’m a pedophile and a transphobe a few hours ago? No? Just me?[65]
While we can all understand that Swan is an extreme hypocrite (along with ADA), these were not the only people who were bad-faith actors. The next string of images will be all the people who were extremely vocal in ADA’s smear campaign, and their accounts of “ableism".
All of these people, and countless others, were using the word “retard” in a casual setting. The language that I used, though not justified, was a person experiencing reactive abuse. The aforementioned screenshots were not people experiencing reactive abuse, they were people discussing video games using the word retard in a casual manner. They did not have false pedophilia claims branded onto their online identity, nor did anyone lie about how they’re transphobic or ableist. All of the following individuals supported ADA during her smear campaign, and continue to parade the fact that I made a temporary disappearance from the FGC. Why is it that these people can say or use whatever language they please, as offensive as it is, and continue in the FGC without a suffocating miasma every place they go? ADA was a racist, envious narcissist who had a vendetta out for me and would use anything to deplatform and destroy my reputation. She doesn’t care about any identity label that doesn’t directly affect her, which is why these individuals can continue to say whatever they please without consequence. I promise you, any of these people could drop a hard R and ADA wouldn’t give a fuck because it doesn’t affect her. Virtue signaling about BLM is enough for people to believe that you’re an actual ally. Destroying the image of a black man for beating her in a video game is totally not a contender for racism though, right? Wrong.
An extremely similar case of a racist person mass retweeting posts that would scream that “I’m not racist” happened on April 9th, 2021. This was the date of DMX’s death, and the posts would pertain to VickiViper. Upon the public acknowledgment of DMX’s death, Vicki immediately went on to attack him rather than staying silent about a person she didn’t give a fuck about in the first place. A thread on this shitshow can be found here (made by @DiNyc3st), but I’ll do an account of it anyway.
Instead of letting the people that grew up deeply attached to his music mourn, Vicki immediately went on to criticize his lyrics from two decades ago to seem like a good, respectable LGBTQ ally. In her blind rage of virtue signaling, she accidentally stated what she truly believed. That there’s “nothing more black than lovingly embracing the white invention of hatred". After Vicki’s Freudian slip, she immediately backpedaled and made herself seem like the biggest victim possible, quite reminiscent of another individual who won’t be named.
In her Karen meltdown, she made herself look a whole lot worse than had she just stayed silent.
What the actual fuck is this? Why can’t you just be silent? Why do these people feel that they have the authority to make a deduction of who can or cannot forgive them? It’s not her place to say that, and never will be.[76]
Within the SAME DAY, Vicki became DMX’s #1 biggest fan, retweeting whatever she thought would make her seem like a great person. The crux of this situation? ADA is friends with VickiViper, as Vicki was one of the most publicly vocal people about spreading her lies.
It’s funny, 12 months later, and I’m the one who’s unable to comfortably interact with the FB community, not ADA. She’s supposedly the hero or something, by her narrative, at least.[77]
ADA said this btw, not my words.[78]
During this entire situation regarding Vicki, ADA was completely silent about both her and DMX. Not a single tweet was made, not a single shady discord message, nothing. Her friend said some horribly racist shit, right? Why would a person whose entire personality revolves around virtue-signaling not say anything about her friend being overtly racist? Because a friend of hers saying the word retard, or even being overtly racist don’t directly affect ADA.
So Vicki is “understood” and “capable of growth” when she fucks up on a topic that didn’t even involve her, but I’m a “niglet”, a “kid”, and “angry” for fighting back against libel and slander? Aight Sik. Cool.[79]
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xuLfu0z5_m0[80]
White person BEFORE being called racist. Among Us fan. [81]
White person AFTER being called racist. #BLACK LIVES MATTER fan.[82]
The point of this section of the document was to illustrate that most people only virtue signal to hide the skeletons in their closet. Truly good people don’t need to say shit like “please follow more black people” to illustrate the fact that they care about identities outside of their own. These are fakes, liars, and cheats that a lot of you actually believe. ADA is this type of person, and all of her friends are too. From Vicki only putting #BLM all over her profile after making blatantly racist comments, to ADA completely ignoring the situation despite being a supposed “ally". The largest contribution ADA ever made to the black community were some pointless tweets, a modern-day lynching, and LARPing as a black person who knows what it’s like to live in an inner-city.
-White person, Jan 30, 2020. [83]
-White person, Feb 23, 2021. [84]
-White person, Jun 12, 2020. [85]
-White person, Mar 10, 2020. [86]
-White person, Jun 7, 2020. [87]
-White person’s retweet, Mar 25, 2021. [88]
If this entire community was content with treating me as a black sheep for being a fan of whatever art I please, alongside responding to targeted harassment with language that is found in every FGC discord and Twitter account that’s public, why are we content with letting racists run free? Is it because they wear the masquerade of loving black people, retweeting every BLM post they can find, all the while stone-facing a black person who exposed their race-related traumas to them? For some reason, being white and LGBTQ allows a person to completely phase through accountability for their shitty behavior, and it’s been proven time and time again. I bet you didn’t even know that ADA retweeted some shit with “niggas” plastered all over it until this document, did you? Don’t even get me started on Vicki.
This is the same person who, to this very day, goes around telling other people that I hate transgender people. Ironic huh.[89]
ADA lives in such a delusional world that she believes that people should be oppressed and considered lesser humans for being cis-gendered heterosexuals. This person is so far gone in their delusions, that she even slipped up and posted this immediately after she made her twitlonger.
Replace “cis” with “trans”, make the profile picture Illya, and the screenname “luna". I’m sure you’d be fine with crucifying them then, right?[90]
The fact that ADA can wear the social justice warrior shield of being LGBTQ, white, and an “ally” of black people and get away with the shit she does is absolutely fucking disgusting. Straight people are not marginalized identities, sure. But even so, why the fuck does ADA get to run free with saying shit that would get someone instantly canceled were the roles reversed? To even joke about an entire sect of a population needing to be oppressed because they aren’t like you is worrisome, to say the least. And at worst, it’s the mindset that started mass genocide and war. This is a serious problem in this community, and it’s why people like ADA and VickiViper can run around saying and doing whatever they please without being held accountable. I mean, look at this.
“If you just leave it alone [and delete the racist tweet you made], no-one will ever care”. “Yeah, [the racist tweet I made is] something I’ll laugh about in a little while too”.[91]
I’m not about to sit here and act like the LGBTQ community is not oppressed in our current society, because that’s not true. But it’s also completely wrong to pretend like this is a regular thing to get away with. There is a wretched combination of white privilege and those of an LGBTQ identification that’s been at play during this whole situation, and I’m sick of acting like it’s not.
This isn’t to bring heat to any of the people in this conversation, but to clarify the fact that my deduction isn’t far fetched at all.[92]
I’m not something-something phobic, I’m just being completely fucking honest with you. Almost every single person who was publicly going to bat for ADA shared some common trait with her, and never asked for evidence of me being a “pedophile” or anything else. They believed ADA because she was white and LGBTQ, that’s all there is to it. Even Vicki in the above image is aware of her privilege, saying that she’d “laugh about it in a little while too” after she said something only a white person unaware of their privilege would say. There’s no “white invention of hatred”, it’s just fucking there. 300 years of white hatred, oppression, and slavery wasn’t an invention. Stop talking about it like you know.
For some reason, people like this believe that #BlackLivesMatter is a great opportunity for them to gain “good-human points” and extend their platform. It’s not. It’s something that people like me, a black person living in one of the most racist states in the US, have to experience every single day I set foot outside of my home. Watching relatives destroyed by substance abuse and the criminal “justice” system is not a chance to gain clout for me, it’s reality. I hate how lightly certain individuals discuss race or pretend to know what it’s like to be black, you don’t know what it’s like, and you never will. Shut the fuck up about it, stop telling people to “please follow more black people”, that won’t un-traumatize me every time I drive by my old high school. Getting another follower on Twitter won’t ever make my mother comfortable enough to NOT force me to share my location because she’s deathly afraid of a police officer shooting and killing me on my way back home. You pretending to understand why crime and drugs are so interlinked within low-income black neighborhoods won’t lessen it, and retweeting everything with #BLM on it sure the fuck won’t either. I hate people like this, and, amazingly, people eat it up. Advocate for whatever you feel like, but don’t just twitter it up. Do something. Be inclusive. Don’t ignore people’s cries for help like almost everyone did mine.
Could you stop being a gaslit loser and call out ADA for doing this shit NONSTOP? SHE RETWEETS POSTS WITH NIGGA IN IT AND LARPS BEING A BLACK PERSON LIVING IN AN INNER-CITY. SAY SOMETHING TO HER.[93]
Yeah that fucking sucks. You’ll definitely call that out when you see it, right?[94]
Oh? That’s what you’d rather tweet about rather than calling out the racists and “ableists” you follow? Word. Good thing you deleted this post a few weeks ago, that was smart. Too bad I’m smarter.[95]
A large portion of this community has convinced themselves that I choose violence, that I’m a “confrontational” person who brings conflict and misfortune upon myself. I’m not. I never have, and it’s still a mystery to me why ADA picked me out of all the mother fuckers in the community that like lolis. One thing is absolutely for sure though, that you people don’t hold EVERYBODY as accountable as you should. I have disabled relatives that were huge parts of my life. That never voided the label of “ableist". I’m friends with people of all colors, nationalities, religions, and sexual orientations. Everybody still believes that I’m a transphobe. I KNOW sexual assault victims and how deeply that experience affects them, even decades later. This mother fucker still lied about me touching children. If none of this allowed me to peacefully exist despite me having evidence against it, why the fuck should ADA walk off as “not a racist” because she flimsily retweets BLM posts on Twitter? This chapter of the document was one of the most alarming, but it’s unfortunately not over yet. There will be one final stop before the conclusion, and it concerns the current status quo regarding myself in the FGC.
007.aftermath
retaliatory rhetoric resounds through the night
Take note that ADA specifically detailed how her only desire was for me to be removed from NEFB. That doesn’t align with her messaging completely unrelated tournament organizers to ban me, now does it? As malicious as it was for ADA to conspire to get me banned from a specific discord, it does NOT measure up to her stating that she “hopes that shinobi is not employing him at climax anymore” and attempting to halt my entry from unrelated tournaments.
You’re not going to fucking gaslight me. I’m not lingering on it, the situation had LASTING EFFECTS on my MENTAL HEALTH. The same crony stating that I “lingered on it” is the same person who’s content with ADA attacking one of my forms of employment, AN ENTIRE YEAR LATER.[96]
“Rick” is the tournament organizer of Combo Breaker. Though I posted this screenshot earlier in this document, it has been shown here once again for emphasis.[97]
I’m sure we’re all aware that ADA is a narcissistic sociopath at this point, right? Even the twitlonger and Imgur album I put up a year ago showed that, without this extended analysis. People should’ve… seen that, right? They wouldn’t respond with bad-faith propaganda because they bought into a false hero narrative, right? People are capable of judging scenarios with an unbiased viewpoint, right? Nobody would promote another person’s malicious vendetta, right?
Wrong. Didn’t Yoshihara design your character out of purely being horny?[98]
Wrong again.[99]
Wrong AGAIN.[100]
Wrong, once again. Do we get it yet? Btw, “they’re very young”, she’s a month older than me. Huh???[101]
Wrong as well. We’re on a roll here.[102]
Wron- Holy shit! A person with some sense![103]
Amazing that TWO PEOPLE saw through that bullshit. Would’ve been awesome if I didn’t have to write this dissertation to safely re-enter a community, ah well.[104]
CT’s thread on this was a very accurate depiction of the trajectory of the situation, and it still holds true to this day.[105]
After ADA posted her twitlonger and gained traction through my ban being made longer, she no longer needed to do or say anything. The gears were in motion and the gaslighting spread. Mass blocking, hatred, and “cries for justice” were found in place of common sense.
ban
I never sent any NSFW content to anybody in there, ever. If you have beef with Tsukihime, go attack Nasu. Not my problem. Btw, there’s no such thing as an “animated minor". The police will laugh at you for wasting their time.[106]
I’m going to shift the focus to the current day, as I could post these forever. As of now, I’m currently “banned” from NEFB, along with a plethora of tournaments that even I don’t know about.
News to me, I guess.[107]
Let me make it clear that after ADA and I’s bans were equalized, we both returned just fine. We had mutually blocked one another, but there was something different about NEFB by the time I had returned. People are going to make deductions about whatever controversy they feel, but ADA had sent her significant other (at the time) to persuade and victim blame in the very space that we’d both been banned from. To this day, they only have 38 messages over 15 months.
Even from the grave, ADA was still playing a fucked up game of chess.[108]
Silentblackcat states “idk fam if i was publically a lolicon i’d expect pedophilia accusations lmao". Let’s test this theory. A quick browse through Silentblackcat’s Twitter shows multiple screenshots of the visual novel, “Wonderful Everyday Down the Rabbit-Hole” AKA Subahibi. Subahibi includes all of but not limited to the following:
Silentblackcat publicly posted on their Twitter account multiple screenshots of this visual novel. I could bet you $100k that if everyone reading this document went and called Silentblackcat a rapist, zoophile, transphobe, incestuous pedophile, they wouldn’t be okay with it. This is not to talk about how evil or devious this piece of fiction is, but to illustrate that Silentblackcat was a bad faith actor speaking in place of a person who was rightfully banned. ADA was so discontent that I held an equal ban timer, that they utilized yet another person to spread their bullshit.
That’s because it is Brandon. That is textbook victim-blaming.[110]
The environment I was greeted with returning to NEFB was a bit more volatile, but it wasn’t insufferable. I only joined to speak with specific people since it’s a cliquey place with people that are exclusive to that specific discord, and I’d been there for over a year at that point. I found my CoN 2019 room due to being in NEFB. I was recruited to the CoN team after a half-joke about using my expertise for promotional work. I had friends and acquaintances, it was a pretty regular discord. The post-ADA environment wasn’t great, sure, but I just came and went as I pleased. Up until September 29th, 2020 that is. Before I go into detail about what happened, I’m going to give a few disclaimers about the general norm in NEFB. It’s a place filled with fighting game players, and despite being a place specifically tailored towards Northeast French Bread players, anybody can join. There are roles for all US regions, and it’s generally a laid-back environment. People make jokes, some that you could perhaps get canceled over. People joke about whatever they please, offensive or not. Sometimes they aren’t necessarily jokes, and just feature questionable language or implications. Most of the active participants follow this criterion, and I’ll show a few examples of such. In the following images, for the content that could potentially be deemed racist, I will utilize an asterisk (*) to indicate that the user who sent the “questionable” message was in fact, of said identity. Take note of this.
Calling someone a coon isn’t particularly nice to say, but they’re friends and joking so that should be okay, right?[111]*
This is referencing a meme, but still.[112]*
This is a complicated inside joke, and the person in question isn’t actually homophobic or racist. The fact these terms can even be used as a joke BY YOKAI but I was banned for what I said? Ridiculous.[116]*
I just won’t with this one. We’d be here ALL. DAY.[121]
Maybe all night too.[122]
At the very least, they were discussing the film “Boss Nigger” (1974) which was directed by Jack Arnold. It’s an old comedy movie, but what do you think Yokai was saying “lmao” about? I’ll let you guess.[123]*
I could post these forever, but let’s just say that NEFB has a specific type of humor, because, at its core, it’s closer to a public friend group than a crispy clean business. I’m not about to defend everything here, but I’m not attacking it either. It’s a bunch of people from all identities who are capable of joking about themselves, we’ve all done it, let’s not act like saints. Even I’ve done it, which is where my next point leads to.
Yokai, from the moment I joined NEFB, has had it out for me. He’s never treated me the same way he has the other members, he’s always held me to an unequal and impossible standard when in comparison to the rest of the discord, and that never stopped.
Context: I jokingly called someone (not Yokai) a roach. It was not an insult, it was just a joke I’d been saying to people around the time. I was muted for hours. “Roach” is nothing compared to… telling people to kill themselves? Wait a sec, didn’t they ban ME for that?[124]
When Lunar Phase initially dealt out the mutual bans, I was issued a much longer sentence (7 weeks vs 4 for ADA). The people who understood the situation for what it was were dumbfounded as to why my ban was longer, especially in light of the targeted harassment and slander. Their questions were met with absolutely nothing. That was, up until Yokai made the shitty PR move of telling people ridiculous shit like this.
Man, that sounds so terrible. It makes complete sense that they compounded the ban. I must’ve said and done some crazy, unforgettable shit right?[125]
LOL[126]
Of course he didn’t think about any of the psychological abuse I dealt with. Yokai literally thought that saying some mean shit to a person who repeatedly slandered your name amongst a plethora of REAL pedophilia accussations were of equal magnitude.[127]
I can also bet you another $100k that Yokai had a huge hand in extending my ban due to his personal vendetta, as it was the overall owner (Monta) that finally equalized the bans. Much to insane people’s dismay.
Yeah, you’re right Vicki. Being “better than this” would’ve meant that LP permanently banned ADA, like they should’ve.[128]
Now that I’ve illustrated that Yokai has always had a vendetta out for me, let’s examine the situation that happened last September with all of this in mind.
This was the emote in question. Funny enough, it’s not in the message logs because I ended up deleting it anyway. Wasn’t enough until I was shot tho.[131]
See how Yokai went and banned me from NEFB without any moderator consultation? See how it was a completely emotional decision and nobody questioned it? This was the environment that ADA had made after that entire situation. Monta once said how important a decision like banning an individual from a public server was during the initial blow-up, but nobody seemed to bat an eye when Yokai went on his powertrip.
Though I recognize the speech pattern here, I won’t call him out. What I will state is that Monta made it a fact that he generally cannot (chooses not to) make any decisions based on his personal biases, unless there is blatant injustice going on (disproportionate bans). If Monta, the owner of NEFB and the head TO of Lunar Phase is aware of why it’s important to consult with other moderators on a ban, why can Yokai do it?[136]
That’s because this had nothing to do with me “posting racist caricatures”, it had all to do with Yokai wanting me gone. With the earlier messages (some from Yokai) in mind, it doesn’t make sense that I was banned over an emote Yokai just happened to have not found funny, when he laughed at a movie being titled “Boss Nigger” as everyone else did too. It’s fine that some people might’ve found that emoticon offensive or even didn’t like it. Nothing wrong with that, but there IS something wrong with the double standard Yokai applied simply to eliminate a person he didn’t like. You seriously need to be careful with who you give administrator permissions. It’s unjust and unprofessional to ban a person simply because you don’t like them, especially when their supposed offense is an established norm. I mean, Yokai has more results of him using the word “retard” AND “kill yourself” than I ever did, yet he runs free. It was bullshit, it was biased, and he needed an excuse to ban me. There was no legitimacy in the decision, because of the criteria he gave? He should ban himself too.
You can bet that ADA was having a field day, of course.
The quoted tweet was ADA unsuccessfully attempting to gaslight @jack_o11 with out-of-context screenshots, this is screenshot #63 in this document. Funny enough, this interaction was discussed quite extensively in NEFB. The fact that ADA was the one instigating was completely disregarded and ignored, painting me as “angry” and “confrontational."[137]
...So Sikanto can call me a “whole niglet” and stay in the discord just fine, but I post a satirical emote and I get banned? Make sense to anybody? No? Also, note how Brandon made an attempt to inform them that I did NOT instigate the interactions with ADA or Swan, and he gets completely ignored. I have learned though. I’ve learned how to take a stand against injustice, racism, and extreme bias rather than shutting up about it. With a mindset like yours, we’d still be in shackles.[138]
This, yet again, is not to organize a campaign to shit on NEFB or its participants. I believe that Monta and his organization are all very respectable, but there are some serious issues in the moderation. This was to highlight the fact that ADA destroyed my ability to participate in a community that I was peacefully a part of previously, and certain community members willingly enabled it. To this day, I’m still considered an extremely infamous person, despite all of my actions only having been in self-defense.
Is this not a red fucking flag to anybody else?[139]
The FGC Code of Conduct is some of the most basic “don’t be an asshole or sexually assault people” shit I’ve ever seen, but I’VE YET to break a single rule there. Him bringing up my name after the word “oust” was NOT a coincidence.[140]
On the contrary, the people that have broken the most rules on this CoC are ADA_SIX, Rhiya/DRK Player, Ada Basilisk, Swan, Vicki, Yokai, dblbug, and all of the other people that lied about me being a pedophile/deplorable human being.[141]
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vHQw2pHZTUw[142]
For context, Choco was a 24-year-old who got caught dating a 15-year-old. He ended up defending himself rather than just accepting the fact that he’s fucking disgusting. My name belongs nowhere near his. [144]
Aligari, once addressed about his behavior, did end up apologizing. The point is that my name should never be in the vicinity of the word pedophile or actual people who have committed crimes. I should not be seen as “suspect”, “transphobic”, or a “creep” due to a narcissist with confidence issues that projected their trauma onto me. If you don’t like me? Cool. You don’t need to throw torts, you don’t have to attack one of my forms of employment, and you don’t have to call me a transphobe or whatever else. Stop lying to tournament organizers, stop banning me from places for biased unequal reasons, and stop blackballing me for defending myself. The new Melty discord is run by nothing but moderators that do nothing but talk shit and lie about me. They were all flying monkeys in ADA’s smear campaign. This is not a “new, safe alternative” to the main Melty discord, it’s a place that’s equally toxic in its own covert ways.
Vivi was one of the most vocal people during and after the ADA situation. She permitted, and even engaged in a vast majority of the toxic conversations about me in her discord. There’s no doubt that she, alongside her ADA-approved moderator list, would happily ban me on sight (if I’m not already on the list).[145]
Oh, I hurt your friends? Boo-hoo. People think I touch fucking kids and hate trans people.[146]
I wonder why you’re so 🤔about who would moderate a new melty discord Zapoke. Totally not any blindly devoted ADA drones or anything.[148]
Purple is indicated as a moderator, whilst pink is an administrator. I’ve dealt asterisks from 0 through 3 for how malicious the respective individual has been towards me. 0 meaning none, 1 indicating some private shit talk, 2 meaning that the person has called me a pedophile publicly or advocated for my ban along with the previous two, and 3 meaning extremely malicious, having done all aforementioned, and actively defended ADA and my disproportionate ban last year.[149]
This mod list is not a coincidence, it’s not selected based on their merits of moderation in previous positions, it’s a list of people that won’t hold ADA accountable for her bullshit.
“Community” LOL [151]
“byte, saint, etc.” Guess who’s etc? 私![152]
In all honesty, I wouldn’t want to be surrounded by a bunch of fakes like that in the first place, but the fact that I’m already aware that my ousting has gone this far is saddening. The point of this section is that if I do nothing, I will find myself banned from every event, discord, and tournament left until I have no choice but to give up anything FGC related. I’ve chosen not to do so, I’ve chosen to fight back against lies, bullshit, and a narcissist that’s parasitically grown onto every other French Bread player. Unfortunately, I’m not the only person that this will eventually affect. This discord is catered to and for ADA and her advocates. I don’t think it’s a safe place for the community, even in light of the questionable activity of the main discord.
SERIOUSLY take note of this. It’s important for the next topic.[153]
Alma is a member of the new Melty discord and an acquaintance/friend of ADA’s, yet she’s slandering him right there in another discord. Despite the moderation team being alerted to this behavior, nothing was done. This exchange will be kept anonymous, but the point is that the administrators of this server personally know ADA. They are willing to curb free speech and thought police due to personal bias (no, I am not talking about freely saying slurs). They will not hold certain people accountable, and ADA is one of them. They’ll look at this document, scoff at the page count, and disregard it.
In addition to this prospect, if their banlist is private information, why does ADA know who’s on the banlist? She clearly had a hand in deciding who would and would not be on the banlist. She claims how evil the people are in the main Melty discord, due to their demeanor and choice of language, but lets Alma ride free in the new discord. He said slurs according to you though, right?
I’m not defending Alma at all, in fact I’m rather disdainful of the guy (he eats up ADA rhetoric like candy). But this is not a safe place for me or you. It’ll probably end up being more dystopian than the main discord, if you ask me. ADA and all of her supporters are a danger to both our safety and freedom of speech. I cannot think of any solutions to a person like this aside from complete elimination. The FGCoC is a joke, but if it’s anything to go by, this person has broken double-digit rules there. The administrative team of the new Melty discord is not moderation, it’s cronyism.
531 members is a big number for how insanely biased that modlist is.[162]
008.conclusion
though the past was set, the future is undetermined
In closing, if you take issue with anything said here, let me assure you something. The problem is not fucking me. It’s you or perhaps even this community. If you read through both this and what I posted last year, and still don’t get it, there’s no help for you. I have no reason to be seen as infamous. I have no reason to be seen on a list with a guy like Choco, and I did not deserve to be isolated from a community I enjoyed during a pandemic, whilst a sociopathic narcissist ran free. If you still feel the need to call me a transphobe or pedophile or whatever new lie, then @ me so I can make sure you’re on the list to sue for libel. In addition to that, if you feel so offended by loli art, go harass Kamone (French Bread Director), Yoshihara (FB Sprite Artist), and Nasu (Tsukihime/Kagetsu/Melty Writer) too. Don’t buy the new Melty game, you’d be supporting evil people who like whatever art they fucking want to.
Cancel the director of these games we all love so much. Retract your UNI purchase, delete your Melty discord, don’t buy the new Melty Blood. You’d be supporting these EVIL people.[163]
I mean, Yoshihara isn’t even discrete about it. He’s just a lolicon. They lowered Vatista’s physical age and height to accommodate for a fetish. Gonna cancel him too?[164]
Nasu and Takeuchi are the ones who made this shit in the first place. If this content bothers you so much, go call them pedophiles. See how far that gets you.[165]
And for ADA, if you have something to say, tell me at Climax. I’ll be there, and I’m not going anywhere. You’re a parasite, and the only reason that you stick around people is for your own benefit. You attempted to isolate and destroy me out of envy, but you could never be anything like me. I’ve been a part of both the FGC and FB community much longer than you.
I was at EVO 2019 when UNIST finally got a chance.
I got my shins rammed by Shinobi for beating Infinity and D Neco in my bracket.
This was a UNI depiction of that legendary moment, thanks Chou.[166]
I was in the Climax of Night Rerun group photo.
I’m somewhere in there. Look around.[167]
I was the one who made the CoN finals video, amongst lots of other promotional work.
This is some of my favorite work I’ve ever done. Check it here.[168]
I was in the black excellence photo.
I’m tearing up just thinking about this shit man. This document is not what the FGC is about, the good ass community is.[169]
I was the one who joined almost every VC in NEFB over the summers. I was there. You weren’t, and you never will be. If you don’t want a lawsuit, stop talking about me. I’m going to show up to whatever event I please, and you’re not going to stop me. If you absolutely cannot stop yourself from calling the vile visual novel fan a pedophile, tell it to my face. Let’s have an adult-to-adult conversation.
It’s honestly so fucking pathetic that in the year 2021, the only way that a black man can defend himself against the lies and slander of a white person is through a dissertation written a year after the damage has already been done. The amount of bias on ADA’s side for being a white, non-cis person was bullshit. We as a community should be smarter than to believe a person like ADA. And again, this is not a person who will take accountability for anything that she did. She will gaslight, manipulate, and lie her way out of anything. She did it a year ago, she’ll do it now. Be extremely cautious when interacting with ADA after this situation. She WILL private her twitter, and she WILL lash back violently when confronted.
Before I end this off, I do want to say something though. For the language that was used towards ADA in my fit of reactive abuse, I’m sorry to the parties that were offended. I was highly emotional at the time, and I wasn’t putting up with anybody’s shit. To the people of NEFB, though some of us may never be able to have a normal companionship, I believe that we can coexist. Yokai pretending that a black man sending an offensive emoticon in a discord full of culture that makes those types of jokes (that are all black) was clear bullshit. I’m not saying that I couldn’t have responded better, but from a person who’s always disrespected and treated me unfairly? It was difficult to listen to. The ban was bullshit, nullify it. ADA isn’t even in the server anymore.[170]
For those of you that have had a change of heart regarding this document, I’m open for discussion. You have my twitter, you have my discord. My DMs are open. I’ve said some things in this document that could be taken out of context for malicious intent, and that’s fine. If you understand where I’m coming from, and acknowledge the torture I had to deal with over the past year, then do something. Retweet this, share it, make it as known as possible to not let this happen to anybody ever again. If you’re fearful about the backlash, ask yourself, at what point do you make a stand for yourself? For other people even. Being silent about injustice is complicity. The amount of psychological abuse, isolation, and lethargy that I’ve dealt with over the past year was enough for anybody without a strong support system or mental state to consider it. Fight back against bullshit, do not make decisions based on your own personal bias, and call out whatever injustice you see. Don’t let it go unheard, don’t silence them.
If you’ve made it this far, I genuinely thank you for reading. This was something that I attempted to write back when Type Lumina was announced, but I just didn’t have the strength or determination to do it back then. I don’t know what else to call it other than a small PTSD attack. I had a Calculus exam in 3 days, but I couldn’t focus on studying. I felt petrified, and I felt like I was surrounded by a bunch of people telling me it was my fault, yet I was in my room watching a Melty Blood trailer. I had to fight with myself to even register for Climax of Night, because I knew if I got any suspicious glares 1,000 miles from home at a tournament for leisure, I’d reconsider my trip. I want to move forward as a person, as a fighting game player, and as an aspiring soul to achieve more. This was not something I wanted to write, it was something I HAD to write if I chose to continue to participate in the FGC. I refused to sit down and accept the card I’d been dealt, and here we are.
I look forward to seeing everybody at Climax, Type Lumina too.
[22] https://www.mayoclinic.org/diseases-conditions/narcissistic-personality-disorder/symptoms-causes/syc-20366662
[50] Swan’s Tweets | 2 - 1 (Link unavailable)
[58] https://typemoon.fandom.com/wiki/Shuten-douji#Comment_from_Illustrator https://youtu.be/kd9Y2wsnIzg?t=84
[77] Vicki’s Tweets | https://web.archive.org/web/20200630001908/https://twitter.com/VickiViperZabel/status/1277758104344702977
[78] Snaildom | 1 - 4
[88] ADA’s Tweets | Link unavailable
[89] ADA’s Tweets | http://web.archive.org/web/20210621054141/https://twitter.com/search?q=from%3AADA_SIX+cishets&src=typed_query&f=live
[92] NEFB | 3 - 1
[96] Snaildom | 1 - 5
[97] Safecord | 1 - 4
[102] Community-wide Slander |
[107] Snaildom | 1 - 5
[108] NEFB | 4 - 1
[122] NEFB
[131] Random Server
[136] DM
[142] Meltycord
[145] Misc. Tweets | https://web.archive.org/web/20200629013513/https://twitter.com/WatchMonogatari/status/1277414609427841025
[151] I’m sorry, I just refuse to link this fucking trash in here lol
[152] Snaildom | 5 - 8
[159] NEFB
[162] New “Safecord”
[163] Kamone’s Retweets | (Uncensored, NSFW)