Zade/Scourge/TacNayn

Callout Document

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WARNING: This document contains subjects of: Rape, Sexual assault, Suicide, Self harm, Coercion, Stalking, Not Safe for work Artwork, Child Endangerment and Inebriating Minors.

If any of these subjects make you uncomfortable please click off this document.

Not everything in the warnings tab has to do with Scourge, but are included as they are subjects mentioned in testimony

SOME THINGS STATED HERE ARE ALLEGED! We are including them regardless because not everything that happens in person has concrete proof, and we believe people DESERVE a space to be able to discuss their experiences regardless of this fact. We also had to connect dots in many instances, we include these as well to encourage divergent thinking on these serious matters.

PLEASE DO NOT : attack anyone mentioned in this document and redirect blame. We do not condone this.

Table of contents

What to look out for        2

Message to Zade        3

Starting statements        4

Timeline        7

Anon One testimony        12

Anon Two testimony        14

Anon Three Testimony        16

Anon Four Testimony        17

Emma’s Testimony        18

Guppy’s Testimony        31

Jacki’s Testimony        42

Kiwi’s Testimony        45

Tree’s Testimony        46

Fool’s Testimony        47

Hawk’s Testimony        50

Briefly visiting the old call out document        53

Benrey’s Testimony        54

Ammonyaa’s Testimony        55

What to look out for

Aliases: Zade, Tac, Scourge, Zade R, Rayyan, Samir

Usernames: scourge.core, xtac.naynx, _zade.mov_, scourgecore, meepmeerpp

Deleted accounts: zadistic, parasocialphile  

Age: 28 (as of May 2026)

Photos provided in this section were all legally obtained through Zade’s public instagram account @scourge.core.

From left to right: Zade's face, his two suits Tac Nyan and Scourge (suit makers not involved)

He often can be seen at Austin raves/events and most Texas furry conventions. He’s usually dressed in alternative fashion, with emphasis on black and red, with his typical accent accessories consisting of items such as a fully studded jacket, studded belts and bracelets, kandi, and/or Tac Nayn shaped/themed accessories.

Message to Zade

Zade,

We know you’re scrambling right now, and that’s understandable. You have every right to defend yourself, but you need to understand how your responses are making you look. Instead of apologizing to the victims, you call them liars, claim they “don’t understand the full story,” or say you don’t remember the things you did while sober. You make statements like “she advanced first” rather than admit clear ignorance about consent.

The majority of the witnesses and victims here are your own friends, some angry, some disappointed, and some left genuinely hurt. You repeatedly expect people to keep your actions private, lie to get information for you, redirect blame, spy on your behalf, all while twisting stories to protect your image.You aren't losing your friends because of others, but because of your own actions

No amount of people saying “well, he treated me respectfully” erases the harm you caused to those you did manipulate or take advantage of. Positive experiences from some people do not invalidate the experiences of your victims. We know this is what you're currently doing as our team is much larger than you think. Your plan to write a full fledged response before this document is released, proves your complete disregard to your victims, and rather, your obsession of protecting your image with your friends and online presence.

If your current plan is to continue denying, deflecting, and reframing the situation to make yourself look better, you will fail. What you need to do is step away from the internet, sincerely apologize, and seek serious help.

Starting statements

This document exists to address Zade’s repeated predatory behavior toward women and AFAB individuals. He frequently claims to be unaware of the impact or nature of his actions, yet his behavior consistently contradicts those claims publicly, socially, through the content he posts, and even through statements written word for word in his own reference sheet.

(artist above has no connections to Zade's actions)

He repeatedly disguises persistent pressure and unwanted romantic advances toward women as him simply being a “hopeless romantic”. The reference sheet isn't concrete “proof”, but rather a nudge to how Zade views his persistent advancement on women and AFAB individuals. In reality, this behavior often ignores boundaries, creates discomfort, and places people in situations where they feel manipulated, guilted, or unable to safely say no without fear of retaliation, emotional outbursts, or social consequences. The pattern of behavior presented here is not isolated or misunderstood. It is recurring, documented, and recognized by multiple people who have interacted with him directly.

The victims referenced throughout this document range from 16 years old to their early twenties. Zade himself is 28 years old (as of May 2026). The repeated and deliberate preference for younger, more vulnerable individuals is extremely concerning.

(Zade agreeing with the same general statement, true hypocrisy.)

Zade has openly discussed or expressed interest in multiple extreme fetishes, including consensual non consent (CNC), hypnotism, somnophilia, drugging scenarios, and intoxication related dynamics. To be clear, consenting adults engaging in fantasy, roleplay, or mutually agreed upon kinks is not inherently bad or anyone else’s business, however, the issue is not that these interests exist, but the way Zade pursues them.

The most important part of CNC is the first word; consent. Consent must be informed, enthusiastic, and freely given. If someone is intoxicated, under the influence of drugs, emotionally pressured, asleep, or otherwise impaired, they are not in a position to properly consent. It does not inherently matter if they say it's ok AFTER the fact.

Zade frequently insists that he himself is sober and fully aware during these interactions and at social gatherings. Because of that, making romantic or sexual advances toward intoxicated or impaired individuals demonstrates an alarming disregard for boundaries and consent. Regardless of intent, this behavior comes across as predatory and deeply unsafe to the people affected by it.

Zade’s patterns of physical and interpersonal behaviors toward women and AFAB individuals continue. He constantly initiates intimate physical interaction such as leashing, head petting, playing with hair, and rope bondage/shibari.

Zade has described these behaviors as platonic, playful, or friendly, and some people have accepted that framing. However, that's exactly the problem and how he gets away with it. He purposely talks about how he can't get a girlfriend, how lonely he is, and finds ways to relate to people he meets even if they aren't true, and then shifts, using that friendliness to get physical. What makes these sexual situations funny to him for content? Is it funny that the person is under the influence? Or funny that he's taking advantage of them? What makes him think this content makes him desirable or sexy? How many people has he truly done this to? He constantly wonders why people don’t like him, and don’t want a relationship with him. Maybe it's because simply, he acts like a predator and throws a tantrum when people reject him.

He seems to purposefully play with consent to continue participating in his fetishes without getting in legal trouble. This is why we also believe that Zade had to get good at manipulating and damage control. If people trust him enough, they will allow him to touch them, call them sexual names, and believe when he says he didn't do/didn't remember things he clearly does.

Zade constantly seeks payback on women for not liking him back or giving him sexual favors. These include kicking people out of his room/apartment when they don't have a safe place to go, blocking, and talking negatively about them behind their backs. He elaborates on how he would never actually act on these claims, but will and has.

We encourage people to listen carefully to the experiences and concerns shared by those who have interacted with Zade directly. Many individuals, including former friends and people personally affected by his behavior, have come forward to describe patterns that made them feel uncomfortable, pressured, manipulated, or unsafe.

The purpose of sharing these accounts is to encourage awareness, accountability, and discussion around boundaries, consent, and interpersonal conduct. However it's also to prove the claims stated above, and end this cycle of manipulation once and for all.

Timeline

In this section, we will provide archived material, screenshots, and supporting evidence that contributes to the concerns raised.

Zade appears to have made a significant effort to remove or distance himself from parts of his previous online presence, despite ongoing similarities in behavior and interests that are still recognizable today.

In 2024 Zade was, through two private twitter accounts,  allegedly discussing with friends his fantasy desires of rape and other nonconsensual senarios, as well as venting. He was also, allegedly, at this time, in a public discord server doing the same thing. These two online aliases provided by past friends were Zadistic and Parasocialphile. The account associated with “Zadistic” appears to have been deleted entirely. However, the account “Parasocialphile” was allegedly later wiped and rebranded under the username “Altmaster64”. Some individuals believe it functioned as a secondary or alternate account rather than a complete departure from the previous online identity. It’s also speculated about whether the account’s behavior could indicate interest in monitoring or staying updated on former online circles or acquaintances due to paranoia. However, this interpretation remains unverified and is based on his current online activity.

 

There are two details that have led multiple individuals to believe this account was connected to Zade. The first is the account’s extremely limited interaction history, with its only reply found under a Toby Fox trivia account. For those unfamiliar, Zade has publicly expressed strong interest in Undertale and Deltarune, both of which were created by Toby Fox. Surprisingly this reply was made in 2026, two years after the account was wiped. This further pushes the idea that Zade kept this account for stalking.

Further evidence is the followers on this account, one is blurred for their safety, the other is someone who we believe is an old friend. We did not talk to this individual directly, do not attack or involve this artist, as we believe they have no idea of Zade's actions and do not have any involvement with them.

This artist’s page contains a post from 2024 that appears to tag Zade, including what looks to be Tac, with an old design. The same artwork has been reposted on Zade’s account, which remains publicly visible to this day. Note that @xtac.naynx is his old online alias.

Unfortunately we can't find any posts from these accounts on the wayback machine as the accounts were both private.

It has been reported by some individuals that content from the previously mentioned Discord server has been removed or is no longer accessible. This is why nobody has any screenshots documenting this. Additionally, there are claims that Zade contacted a server owner requesting assistance in deleting certain NSFW related posts associated with a newly SFW character (Tac) and media rebrand. We believe nobody has screenshots because they wanted to respect Zade in his social media journey, not expecting what would soon come.

This next account, found on Barq, will be referenced again later in this document. Based on available information, some individuals have attempted to estimate whether Zade’s Barq account was created during the same general timeframe as these wiped accounts. This would mean he is set at age 26 in 2024, proving he is currently 28 in 2026.

(Image shown is to demonstrate a suggestive content switch, the other suiters/individuals are NOT involved.)

(Image shows the swirls in Tacs redesign, this could be completely harmless however we believe it's important to include due to the clear parallels.)

With what we have uncovered it’s safe to assume that Zade made this initial rebrand so that he couldn't be traced back to the things he said in the past and the groups he associated with. He currently uses the things he was previously ok with to discredit anyone in this old friend group who speaks out on the matter and redirect blame for his own actions.

Shortly after the release of Zade’s first callout document, in November of 2025, Zade commissioned his new fursuit, Scourge. He rebranded from @xtac.naynx to @scourge.core on February 12th, 2026, and debuted his new fursuit at Lone Star Fur Con 2026.

This previous callout document mentioned will be revisited at the end of our collected testimony, while also revisiting some of Zade's rebuttals to disprove and bring attention to.

Anon One testimony

Anon One (who from now on will be referred to as “A”) is a 19 year old who describes an interaction that allegedly began shortly after meeting Zade at a birthday party. Zade was clearly trying to pursue this individual relentlessly, following them and ignoring signs of clear discomfort. There are people at this gathering who saw this and were worried about what's going on.

(Witness statement provided by Emma / NOTE: Emma Mispelt Guppy's username as “Gubby”.)

A’s testimony:

We wish this ended here but with further questions, it was confirmed that A was high and told Zade that they were. Zade was completely sober and still decided to continue his actions, even after knowing A was intoxicated. With research from other statements we believe he was romantically pursuing them, as his regular victim was not giving him the attention he wanted. After discussing with A they realized how weird the situation really was. We also want to affirm that though many victims think it's their fault for giving consent, it's the sober minded's responsibility to stay away from those under the influence, and consent while intoxicated is not true consent. It’s safe to assume that A was visually uncomfortable. If A was physically uncomfortable, wouldn't that be a reason to step away and compose yourself if you were in Zade's position? Please do not make false judgments here, we strongly believe Zade was taking advantage of A in this situation.

(A responding to questions about drugs or alcohol/ clarifying they told Zade they were high.)

To support A’s account while protecting their identity, we are including a photo provided by another individual who attended the same party. In the image, a person wearing white and pink clothing can be seen behind Zade, which aligns with the outfit description previously given by A privately.

(Photo of Zade with A on the couch as they recollected.)

Anon Two testimony

Anon Two (who from now on will be referred to as “B”) was 18 years old at the time participating with a 17 year old friend (who from now on will be referred to as “E”) at Texas Furry Siesta 2025. Within this day-long interaction there was an enormous amount of unconsensual touching Zade directed to B. He had also lied about his age to B in possible hopes of romantic pursuit, stating he was 23, later confirmed 27. To back B’s claims, this is directly proven in our timeline section of the document. Zade wanted to invite both B and E to an 18+ room party, B describes him begging and expressing to E to lie about their age to go, which they clearly refused. B mentioned in between this description that Zade had taken photos of B in the TacNyan suit while waiting for their friend in the bathroom. To form an alibi we quickly asked if B had this photo and they said yes replying with this photo Zade took of them in his room.

(Looking closely you see Zade’s things on the bed, including his studded jacket in the back.)

 Below is the statement B had given us, please read the information in the order, red, green, blue.


Anon Three Testimony

Anon three (who from now on will be referred to as “F”) is a 20 year old individual who met Zade at TFF 2026. F explains that their interaction with Zade was normal until they invited Zade to a friends room party. Here, Zade offered to do shibari on F, who accepted. However, shortly after those plans fell through, Zade began to non-consensually cuddle with F, causing them to grow uncomfortable and cuddle back, not knowing what else to do (a process that is known as “fawning”). During this cuddling session, Zade called them by intimate phrases such as “good puppy” and praised them. This led to F growing uncomfortable whenever Zade would approach them in the days after this scenario.

Below is the statement F has given us. Please read in order from left to right.

As further proof F and Zade had contact, here is a picture of shibari Zade had done to F. We feel it is worth mentioning that this was done outside of a shibari panel and not in any hotel room, as Zade seemed to enjoy doing shibari publicly.  

(photo depicts F’s legs tied in shibari knots, this was done in a public con space, outside of the shibari panel.)

Anon Four Testimony

Anon Four (who from now on will be referred to as ”Y”) is a 19 year old FTM individual who had met Zade for the first time at Texas Furry Siesta 2025. Y explains their discomfort with Zade constantly mentioning to Y that they changed his taste from just women to FTM and nonbinary individuals. Y also recalls Zade following them to their room, requesting to cuddle and kiss Y. Y mentions how multiple times they had to either turn Zade down or physically push him away. Zade had continued to show interest in Y, by sending them flirtatious messages.

(Y’s testimony.)

Y had then provided us with screenshots depicting Zade saying weird and unnecessary comments randomly throughout the normal conversations they had.

(Zade mentioning how he wishes he was the Taki Y was eating/ Zade mentioning how artwork Y posted on their story reminded him of Y from TFS.)

Emma’s Testimony

Emma Is a 22 year old AFAB individual. She first met Zade briefly at Alamo City Furry Invasion 2025, which then blossomed into a more serious friendship. Events that followed include:

  • Furry Underground Rave (Jan 16th, 2026)
  • RaveFurrest Austin (February 13th, 2026)
  • Clancy's Birthday party (February 15th, 2026)
  • Marma’s Birthday party (April 18th, 2026)
  • KAWAII rave (May 2nd, 2026)

For four out of five events listed, Emma was able to pinpoint specific scenarios where she felt uncomfortable, or taken advantage of. At the time of writing this section (May 9th, 2026) inside sources provided us with Zade's rumored rough draft document. Within this document he made multiple false claims against Emma regarding her intentions. After sharing this with her, she expressed emotional distress and panic, stating that she would rather present her response on video with her voice, due to how much information that was now thrown upon her. Because of this, the way the information is presented will be a little different. Emma insisted on posting every single text message with Zade through TikTok, Instagram, and Telegram. We encouraged her to only share the important conversations throughout their friendship, to avoid any confusion.

Please listen to the entirety of Emma's claims, we also encourage listening to the testimony directed to Zade specifically.

Emmas MSG to Zade.mp4

In “Emmas MSG to Zade” Emma expresses her disappointment in Zade trying to frame her as someone maliciously taking him down. In reality, Emma is an extremely private individual who tries to distance herself from furry social media platforms. She expresses her sadness and anger, recalling a private phone call mere days before she blocked Zade where he had apologized. She mentions how all she wanted was to be his friend, disregarding her own feelings to be kind. Her persistent nature was born from faith in his growth as a person. She mentions feeling regret for sharing personal information with Zade which he is now using against her. Emma clarifies she has never been accusatory, always understanding, a shoulder to cry on, and only changed her tone after Zade had lied and disrespected her for the last time.

vid one.mp4

In “vid one” Emma addresses topics not relevant to her personal experience/timeline with Zade. She begins by stating she didn't speak for an anonymous woman she met at KAWAII rave on May 2nd, 2026. Emma does not want to invalidate her feelings on the matter and was simply using the example to Zade over the phone and in chatrooms as a way to highlight how he has a pattern of touching intoxicated women while sober, just as he did to her.

Video of what Emma saw.mp4 

She also knew that the woman was Zade's friend and that she was ok with the video being posted. She wants to respect this individual by retracting her second statement, regarding her seeing Zade touch her sexually off camera. She apologizes for any harm caused to this individual. Emma also touches up on her involvement with user Ammonyaa, following the events of helping Ammonyaa escape two active pedophiles who have taken advantage of her mentally and physically while underaged. She admits Ammonyaa still makes mistakes, but wants others to acknowledge how long it takes CSA victims to improve after years of physical and emotional abuse. She wants to see the good in her, which is why after Zade reached out in regards to Ammonyaa spreading her friends old beware, Emma politely declined involvement with explanation.

(Zade reaching out to Emma about Ammonyaa even though she claims she had a long discussion about her involvement with them at FUR earlier that year.)

(The message Zade was referring to had already been deleted.)

(Emma had never fully read the Previous beware at this time, this screen shot proves the interaction without giving away extreme personal details.)

(Regardless, Emma still had a private conversation with Ammonyaa, Emma reiterated her feelings and Zade did not care.)

This is the point the one hour phone call

Emmas phone call with Zade.MOV

This is when Zade asks her to call him, and she finally gains the courage to express how he assaulted her which he apologized for, regardless of remembering, just to later retract his statement in private chatrooms. Emma recorded this conversation out of fear. She has never confronted her abusers before, and claims this being the first and a horrible, stressful experience. To conclude, she expresses clear knowledge of Zade being sober during every event she participated in with him.

For the longer documents the description will be more simplified, please take time to listen to the entirety of them.

Testimony.mp4

In “Testimony” Emma goes down the entire timeline knowing Zade to prove that she remembers everything in detail unscripted.

1:37-  Emma discusses meeting Zade at ACFI 2025, reaching back out sometime later for a friendship after her life had collapsed.

(Initial interaction Emma had with Zade.)

(Emma wearing Zade's leash that he was pulling on at FUR on Jan 16th, 2026.)

(Zade had posted a clip of Emma on his story, here she confirms she doesn't use furry social media.)

4:13- Proof that Emma was not "persistent” with Shibari  

(Zade’s claim.)

(Emma sees Zade post Shibari, and always wanted to try it, so she contacts him asking what it's like, Zade then OFFERS to try on her sometime, in which she agrees due to their pre-established non-sexual boundary.)

(Zade offers to try shibari at Clancy's party, after this party Emma mentioned Shibari ONE time.)

Emma asked us to include, “in Zade’s response document, he states that I pursued him and that he had a strong assumption I had feelings for him. This is not true. In reality, I was merely trying to keep up a friendship with him. I speak to ALL my close friends this way. He also claims that l had begged to do Shibari with him. The truth is that I merely wanted to do something he liked so we could build a closer friendship. I was also unaware this was some sort of fetish activity at the time. Notice in the screenshot how I say “if you wanted to”, as it was not me who desired to do the activity.”

(Here is Zade taking Emma's friendliness as advancement towards him.)

5:19- Zade wishing Emma could go to his apartment after FUR was over

(Emma mentions Zade asking her to his apartment after FUR, reiterating how she'd love to spend time one on one in a different way.)

6:51- Clancy's party

 

(Zade told Emma this the day after the party over Telegram, which contradicts the reassurance he directed to Emma when she asked if it was ok in person before Zade had taken out his rope.)

(Zade insisting Emma was extremely upset over the Shibari situation/ Kiwi testimony.)

(Kiwi also witnessed Zade petting Emma without consent.)

(out of fear from the previous night when Zade seemed upset about Emma leaving early, She sends these messages the moment she gets home around one in the morning. She redirects the real issue of the Assault  to a conversation she had already hashed out with Clancy at the party. Emma compliments Zade's Shibari artistry and says possibly they can do it another time. Even here, Emma displays interest in the art but never requests new plans. Through both these messages Emma respects Clancy's privacy.)

(Here, Emma retracts her statement about what Clancy seemingly lied to her about, understanding that he was stressed by the situation and showed forgiveness regardless of clancy saying she didn't have to.)

(Emma thanking Clancy for the invitation, for apologizing, and telling him not to stress RIGHT after what she said to Zade, proving what she said to Zade was meant to be a cover up of her true feelings.)

15:31- Marma’s Party / Emma supporting Zade

(Zade telling Emma she was a good friend for being there for him after heartbreak/Emma validating Zade's emotions and telling him not to feel bad for them/Zade reiterating what Emma described was talked about on the couch at Marma’s party.)

(Emma checking on how Zade is feeling when he was sick/ Emma reassuring Zade that he's a good dancer/ Emma validating Zade's new coping mechanisms.)

(More validation given to Zade.)

(Testimony from the person who walked up to Emma and Zade talking on the couch.)

(This testimony was after Emma had left and finished talking with Zade, Zade was physically annoyed at Guppy.)

(Witness to this behavior.)

29:00- Emma clarifying she was the one who called his actions rape and not Guppy

(Emma's final message to Zade.)

(Zade makes objectifying comments about women not even 24 hours after the hour long phone call.)

Guppy’s Testimony

Below lists the testimony and screenshots Guppy had provided to us.

My contact with Zade started March 5th 2026, via a dm sent from him. He commented something about one of my story posts and I just replied "lololol" to his joke about it. I don't remember if he was following me at that point or when he did start following me. Later on March 12th I had dm'ed Zade inviting him out to a small furry meet in my area but taking it back as I had remembered he lives in Austin (I live in DFW). He then brought up TFF and mentioned he wanted to hang out with me and invited me to a party. At this time I did not have many furry friends as I had only rejoined the fandom months prior so I was excited to be invited and included since I ended up having to go to the con alone for the most part. I told him "I have no idea what imma do at TFF" because I hadn't looked at any schedules or panels to attend to and was going to show up to the con without any plans, his response telling me I should look at the schedules or "another option is following me around like a lost puppy xP". I did not respond to that message and just let the conversation keep going. In my mind at the time that was not really something I would like to do because I didn't know him that well and I also wanted to have a chance to meet new people or people I've met online in person.

(Zade suggesting to Guppy what they could do at TFF, then following up with an unnecessary uncomfortable comment.)

There wasn't much conversation after that since TFF was coming soon but I did mention to him that I was bringing my non-furry friends with me one of the days of the con. His response was him saying that I should introduce them to him and that he'd make a good impression. Mind you, I was told later on by my friends that they were uncomfortable around him and got a bad feeling from him immediately.

(Conversation with Guppy and her non-furry friends.)

(One of said Anon’s non-furry friends witnessing Zade being inappropriate towards Guppy.)

We then made plans to meet up at TFF. I arrived and was waiting at the bar and met up with a different friend and waited for him to meet me. I do want to say, I want to be honest and truthful in my statement. There's times where my memories around Zade are fuzzy because yes I was drinking around him a majority of the time. I do want to take accountability for my actions, drinking, as well as involving and surrounding myself around a person like Zade. There are signs/ red flags that I noticed from him early on and ignored. I drink to make myself more comfortable and outgoing and to socialize. I myself am an awkward person and it's difficult for me to socialize with new people sober. Drinking is pretty common at furry conventions so I thought it was okay. I do have issues with communication and expressing the way I feel about things which I think will make parts of my statement hard. There are times when consent was given for certain things that I did not want because I didn't know how to say no or I was inebriated, and I know he will use this against me. I want this to be known so I don't seem like a liar about things or I'm accusing him of a lot, I want to be 100% truthful and acknowledge my mistakes. I know he will try to disprove everything and say I'm lying but I think my honesty can be more credible. But I would also like to add that scourge has a way of pressuring and manipulating and makes you feel bad when you say no to things. This behavior is not exclusive to only me and is something I've noticed he's done with other people. This whole situation I wanted to keep a secret, I did not want any of this to be known, I even wanted this to be anonymous but since my name will be included in Zade's response that is not an option anymore. Because he has so many other victims I need to speak out and I can't just brush it under the rug. I have a lot of sexual traumas and issues with that regarding alcohol, which is why I would've been comfortable trying to forget the whole situation because it's something I've done so many times before. Zade knows all of this. I have proof of him acknowledging that and making it known that he knows. He is blocked in these screenshots so it doesn't show his user.

(Zade saying he knows Guppy's trauma and how emotional it made him when she told him.)

I remember getting pretty drunk on day zero of the con and I believe that is the night that I slept in Zade’s hotel room. I did not have a room at TFF and was commuting each day to the con via uber or my own car. I was obviously not going to drive home intoxicated so he let me sleep in his room. I woke up and he was cuddling me and started kissing me and asked to touch my breasts. I felt awkward about it but I just said either "okay" or "sure". He had roommates in the room, and if you are reading this I do apologize for that situation. I then went home to shower and take care of my dog and returned to the con later that day. I can't exactly remember which days I hung out with him because it was on and off at some points. In his hotel room he told me he wanted to hang out with me the entire con. I didn't know really what to say but I remember telling him there were other people I wanted to hang out with. It was around 2:30 when I met up with him and some of his friends. He wanted to attend the shibari panels but before that we were hanging around the main area. Day zero he had asked me if it was okay to pet me and I said sure. That consent was given only once. When I was hanging out with him in the main area, he was petting me a lot and trying to talk to me. At that point I was uncomfortable but he made it weird to say no. I was hungover from the previous night and was pretty much "nonverbal" and extremely anxious. I did not want him petting me. He kept asking me what was wrong but I just kept blaming it on the fact that I was hungover. During the panel he kept petting me and 3 of my friends including the two non furry ones noticed this behavior. I continued to try to ignore it. Later on in the night I was hanging out with a new person I had met at the bar and I got drunk. I asked Zade if I could stay in his room since it was pretty late (6 am) but he did not answer. The person I was hanging out with offered for me to stay in their room so I texted Zade that I'd be staying there instead. An hour later when I was already asleep he sent a paragraph explaining that he didn't want me in his room anymore because of the way I was acting towards him earlier in the day.

(Zade denying Guppy access to his room.)

I was fine with it but a little annoyed because it seemed like he was being petty over me not interacting as much. I was sober during that time, so less social but also uncomfortable. I ended up pretty much having to apologize and explained to him I'm just a different person when I'm sober.

(Guppy fawning to Zade, him acknowledging this behavior yet still advancing)

I know I probably don't have everything in a perfect timeline but Friday of TFF I had gone to the AD Rodeo with Zade and his friends, I was not having the best time so I got drinks at the bar, I got drunk and was dancing away from him and his friends but he was near me. We left the rave and I told him I was going to ask my friend to pick me up and take me home. I think he offered for me to stay in his room but I said no. He said he'd wait for my ride with me and he took me to a more secluded area where there were little to no people. We sat on a bench and he told me to sit on his lap. He started making out with me and was thrusting into my hip. I don't remember much after this. Zade sent me a photo of us on this bench which I had no recollection of being taken and have no idea who took it. My fursuit head is on which I don't remember putting on and the way my head is tilted back in the photo I'm assuming I was passed out.

Drunk.MOV

(Zade recording Guppy moments before described incident occurred.)

(Guppy (likely) blacked out in Zade's lap.)

I left the con without seeing him in person towards the end of the last day of the con and he texted me that he'd miss me. He later on asked to be in a relationship with me.

(Zade saying he wishes to spend more time with Guppy/Zade confessing his love to Guppy.)

He initiated contact again April 2nd and then on April 3rd he invited me to Marmalade's (Marm’s) birthday party in Austin. I was iffy on the offer because if I did attend I would have had to take time off from work. I did end up attending and he offered for me to stay at his apartment and made plans to cook, make drinks, make TikTok's, etc. We went to Marm's party and before we got there I told Zade I'd be hanging out with a friend, who is a guy. Zade told me he'd be jealous, but that it would be okay since there were two girls attending the party he was planning on flirting with. I hung out with that friend during the majority of the party and Zade would check in occasionally. One of the times he came in with a girl and as I was talking with other people I glanced over and noticed him petting this girl. Her body language seemed uncomfortable and he asked her "do you not want me petting you?", she didn't give much of an answer and walked out the room, Zade followed her out. Towards the end of the party people were heading out and I was still talking and having conversations. Zade walked in the room and said he wanted to go home. My friend offered to give me a ride to Zade's place if he just gave him his address. Zade said no and he said he'd leave me if I didn't go with him at that moment.

(A witness statement the friend provided for Zade's behavior.)

I was pretty drunk at this time and I did end up leaving with Zade. I fell asleep in his car and woke up to him carrying me into his apartment. He put me in his bed and I was falling asleep and he started having intercourse with me and I don't remember anything after that. There were other times it happened, he was sober after the party. I know he mentioned the sexual nature of things that happened at his apartment from what other people are telling me, I haven't read his document at the time I'm writing this but I do know that he's going to negate everything due to the fact alcohol was involved. I myself am a person who can't have intercourse sober due to trauma and me being uncomfortable with it, he knows this. He talked a lot about how he stays sober and doesn't drink much and his excuse for a lot of things that happened in his doc is that he was also drinking. He was only drunk one of the times the sexual activities happened. The first time we drank together at his apartment I made us drinks, his idea, he had one drink and told me to have the rest. He told me he "doesn't like to drink because I don't like being out of control of my own body and I'm scared of making a big mistake". He was encouraging me to drink the whole time I spent with him. Before we made a tiktok together we had a bottle of rum from the previous night and it still had some left in the bottle. He told me to chug the rest in fursuit while he took a video of me doing it. I unfortunately don't have this video as he never sent it. However, in a TikTok we made you can see the bottle is completely empty. The TikTok was his idea and I have since deleted it.

(Video in question has since been deleted.)

I remember the last morning I spent with him he tried doing sexual actions towards me again but I pushed him away and told him I was going to shower. We went out for lunch and I left for DFW.

It was hard for me to write this because I have a hard time remembering as I was intoxicated the majority of the time I was around Zade. I was uncomfortable around him when sober and when I was distant with him or "dry" in texts he'd get upset. He pouts and acts slightly annoyed when I don't want him to physically touch me. He uses manipulation to get what he wants. He had unfollowed me at one point due to me being distant, he took back invitations due to me being distant, and he was rude to me in group chats due to me being distant.

(Zade being spiteful in private group chats towards Guppy/ Zade acknowledging he understands the difference in Guppy's behavior is distinguishable and caused by alcohol.)

(Zade once again being distant.)

His behavior seems to be all over the place and he gets upset when he doesn't get his way. We had a phone call because he wanted to check in with me, he had made plans for him to drive down to DFW and hangout/spend the night at my apartment. He wanted to do the same things we did at his apartment: cook, make drinks, and make TikTok's. I was uncomfortable with how it ended the last time so I was again being distant with him so that's why he called me to ask if I still wanted to carry out the plans. I did not want to hang out with him but he was making me feel bad so I agreed, vaguely discussed with him why I was distant and let him know I did not want to have sex with him again. I told him the situation made me feel "gross". He told me he understood but was still bringing up the suggestion to make drinks when he was at my place. He knows what happens when I drink, I told him I don't want sex, yet he still wanted alcohol to be a part of the plan.

(Guppy avoiding the hangout with Zade due to her uncomfortableness with his intentions after her clarification.)

(Zade talking about said hangout in another chat, calling Guppy “fuzz” regardless of established boundaries.)

Days after this phone call an old beware document was posted on the TikTok that we made together that was posted to my Instagram. I ended up making an excuse that I was going to hang out with my dad instead of him to cancel the plans. Zade had sent me paragraphs explaining what it was, shifting blame, sending bewares of other people, and asked me to block the person and delete the comment. I also found out that the phone call we had was recorded by him. This doesn't make sense to me as to why he would do that, I don't think the comment was posted yet or at least I didn't know about it and there was no drama going on about him at the time. I know he's going to use a lot of what I said in that call. After the comment was posted he wanted to have another phone call so he could better explain what was going on and I told him maybe. He wanted to stay on good terms with me because he wanted to stay at my place while he's in Dallas in a few months for a furry rave. I ended up blocking him before that call could be made.

(Zade panicking over previous callout being posted in deleted video mentioned in the previously discussed comment section, Zade asking for it to be deleted and for Guppy to block said user who posted the link, Zade then redirects blame with information that is blatantly false in order to scare Guppy away from talking to said individual further about the document.)

To Zade: If you're reading this I want you to know I think it’s so stupid that you go around telling people that Emma is "corrupting" the minds of your victims. Emma is doing the right thing. I haven't read your document and have no interest in reading it, you're deflecting everything and refuse to take accountability or even apologize. I was told you're being extremely defensive about everything which makes you seem more guilty. You have a specific target of people you go after and a very repetitive pattern of behavior. Easily manipulated people or people easily taken advantage of, people who drink, are young, women and AFAB people. I thought I'd be able to just forget the situation and ignore it but Emma is changing my perspective and making me realize that it is a terrible situation and you shouldn't have done those things. You think you can convince everyone that you're the good guy and you did nothing wrong but that's not true. You need to realize what you're doing is wrong and better yourself. You need to better yourself for the safety of the women and AFAB people you surround yourself with. I hope this document is read so that those people know to stay away from you and will know the kind of person you are.

Jacki’s Testimony

Below lists the testimony and screenshots Jacki had provided to us.

Hello. I'm Jacki/Xenojax, once a close friend of Zade for about 1.5 years.

I met Zade back at my very first furry convention, ACFI 2024. There are 2 other relevant characters, who I'll call Dog 1 and Dog 2, both of which I'm not/no longer associated with. Zade had approached me wearing a borrowed suit (his Tac Nayn suit was not made at this point) and we started to get to know each other. Everything was completely harmless at first, there were a couple of times where he had asked to pick me up for photos, but it wasn't a big deal. When we were out to lunch on the 2nd day, Dog 1, who had met Zade at a rave and had asked him out, was having a conversation with him. She said (I'm paraphrasing the conversation here) to Zade "you told me you didn't date 18 year olds" he said, "yea no I actually lied about that". I thought that was a bit strange in the moment, because we had just learned each other's ages a few hours ago. He was 26, I was 18, and so was Dog 1.

At some point, we were resting at the poolside, and he began to tell me about his past in hypnosis and interests in petplay, topics that were not prompted at all. I just sort of nodded along, thinking this kind of talk was normal for adults in the fandom.

On the last night, he insisted on walking me to my car to the parking garage next door. When we got to the garage elevator, he had asked me out. I told him I wouldn't date someone older than 22. He seemed to accept that, and I went to my car, going home.

Fast forward to the doc that Tuna made, after TFS 2025. At the time, I was very upset learning about all of the information Tuna had let out, and confronted him about it. There were things he'd immediately deny, and was freaking out about it ruining him. We had organized a group call with one other person to go over it. A lot of what he said wasn't true or was a miscommunication/mistake we believed him on, since it was Tuna's word against his (for the most part). Tuna is cousins/close to/defends Dog 2, who I heard about during ACFI through Dog 1 and Zade, as they were friends with them at the time. Dog 2 has had a lot of issues that aren't relevant for this discussion, but essentially since Tuna defends Dog 2, I didn't have a lot of trust in Tuna's word (which I deeply regret). Our group call concluded that Zade needs to seek out women his own age, and that he should never be speaking to minors again, even if Tuna encouraged them to speak to each other (not in the way Zade was talking, mind you). He, obviously, did not listen.

Flash forward around September 2025 (I think?), the first clue that he was on a spiral. He catches interest in another person (Valentine), who had established they just wanted to be intimate with him and not be in a relationship. He would confide in me on calls about his problems, sometimes over an hour to 2 hours long, and I'd give him advice. I told him over and over that he cannot be trying to pursue something deeper with someone who wants to keep things casual. He blamed his background on his behavior, and he never listened to my advice.

This happened again with Guppy, and this time his demonization of her was worse, saying she blew him off even though she made it clear that she only wanted friends with benefits between them. He even told me they were both into somnophilia (I have no idea if that's true for Guppy), which I immediately told him I didn’t need to know about. I told him AGAIN to stop this habit and to stop seeing her if their situationship was hurting him so bad.

There were also multiple points in our group chat where he was talking about tying up people unprompted, and even joked about being tied up with Kiwi and I. The both of us were a bit weirded out by that.

(Jacki provided a number of screenshots to back their claims)

I remember him tying people up out in the open without asking anybody if it was okay, at my birthday party and at Clancy's birthday party too (Emma). I'll get screenshots of Clancy saying that. He knows very well that I still live with my mom and how much trouble I'd get into if she finds out that me or my friends do something she doesn't agree with. So I have no idea why he thought it was cool to practice shibari on my living room couch after I just freaked out about my friends bringing weed.

(conversation with clancy)

And that brings us to now, where Zade has been messaging a number of us to share information into the group chat (he was kicked out) showing no remorse for the things he's done or the people he's hurt. Only invested in saving his own ass. I considered him a close friend, we told each other we loved each other in a platonic way. I've never regretted meeting someone so much, and I feel disgusted knowing that I had believed too many of his lies, and that I let some of his crucial behavior go without punishment. I'm so sorry to Tuna, to her 16 year old family member, to Guppy. Now I and others get to learn the hard way.

Kiwi’s Testimony

Below lists the testimony and witness statement and Kiwi had provided to us.

Hello, my name is Kiwi and I am a constant witness in some of the situations shared.

 Emma’s Testimony: I was there at the party Emma was SA’d at, while I was not present during the actual SA’ing I was present up until then. Keep in mind that Zade was sober during this whole party while Emma was drinking. Zade had been very touchy with Emma all night, while he had asked for consent to pet her the first time, he did not ask for the others. Making Emma uncomfortable, especially when Zade comes up to pet her in the middle of a conversation Emma, others, and I were having. I could see Emma was very off put by this but did not say anything. I did not say anything because I didn’t think anything of it at the time. Later in the night I was in the same area when Zade asked the party host about doing shibari ((this was in a non sexual way, this was for art)) the party host said no. Zade became visibly annoyed by this, while Emma did not feel upset or annoyed by the party host denying the shibari. She in fact said that it was okay that it was not happening. I again was in the same room when this conversation was going down, Zade was the only person annoyed by being denied this. This is what I have for this situation, I left the party soon after this interaction. Again this is a witness account.

 Zade complaining about Guppy: This took place at a party for my friend's birthday. Before this event Zade had been talking to Guppy, Zade was well aware that this was just a friends with benefits situation. During this party I was in the hot tub with a few people when Zade came up to Emma and I looking sad. I asked him what was wrong and he just said everything was fine ((obviously it wasn’t)). Before this party he had sent a message to a group chat with my friends and I. He was complaining about how Guppy just wanted to be friends with benefits and not date. He also stated he was very upset that Guppy was also seeing this other guy as well as him. He texted us about how he felt ignored and the lesser one? I was aware of this when we were at the party so I assumed that's what it was. At the party Emma and him talked about how he felt with Guppy, I was not a part of that conversation but knew it happened. After the party he sent more texts complaining about everything. That’s all I have for this situation.

 My experiences with Zade: I met Zade at LSFC in 2025, he seemed chill and very talkative so I became his friend. Soon after meeting at LSFC he would text me quite a bit but didn’t really mind, I wanted to make new friends at the time. The next time we hung out was with some other people at a meet, he was once again very friendly. He asked me a few times to pick me up for photos which I said no because I don’t let anyone do that. He was also aware I was Lesbian so he never tried to make it anything more, so I can’t speak on that part. As time went on I started to notice his personality and actions around people and especially AFAB/women. He was dating someone the first time I met him ((Benrey)) so he wasn’t pursuing anyone. Flash forward to after he broke up with Benrey and the first beware came out. When the first beware came out I didn’t know who to believe because the document was super well written, in the end I decided to believe Zade. Looking back at this the way he went about defending himself it was very manipulative and victim blaming. The first time I started witnessing odd interactions with AFAB/women was ACFI 2025, during this con he was very touchy with people and only asked AFAB/women for photos where he picks them up. Again I never thought too much of this because I thought it was normal. He always complained to me and others about how lonely he was because no women wanted to date him, looking back that was a huge red flag. Every con we went to he was also obsessed with shibari, he always said it was non sexual for him. Again he would only tie up AFAB/women, and every photo he would take with them was clearly suggestive poses. Even though he claimed it wasn’t sexual? around the beginning of 2026 I’d say his whole hopeless romantic personality got worse where he would complain pretty much every week. Again with all this I was not a victim to him but witnessed some situations that made me realize things. This is all I can say on this matter.

Tree’s Testimony

Below lists the testimony and video Tree had provided to us.

 My first interaction with Zade was when I first moved back to Texas, I believe we met on Barq or Instagram. He invited me out to the Austin Eagle (LGBTQ+ bar/club) for a furry night. Zade seemed interested in the fact that one of my parents is a hypnotherapist. I later found out his hypno is more kink related, where my parents is professional and spiritual. Prior to going, I made him aware that I had a long-distance partner, keep that in mind. We got dinner with a group of people and headed over to the club. While there, I would take frequent trips outside to smoke my weed cartridge. He knew I'd been smoking. I was really high most of the night. He starts talking about how he likes pet play and wants to hypnotize more people. He asked me if I'd be interested, I said maybe, because I wasn't sure at the time if it was a kink or not (again, I was under the influence). He starts bragging about how he’s hypnotized women into barking, eating from his hand, clicker training them, etc. I started to get a bigger picture. I wanted to be nice because he was my ride, so I just quietly listened. Later on in the night, he became more 'pushy’, I would say, while talking about hypnosis and pet play. He also mentioned how he doesn't like hookup culture. Not sure why I need to know that; I'm taken. We eventually sat down outside because I had smoked too much and needed a breather. He asked if he could pet me. I was uncomfortable with that, but I said yes. I feel bad for saying yes. But I know my thinking was impaired. He starts petting me, rubbing my scalp and shoulders, complimenting my hair and scent. He even started meowing at me??? That made me feel incredibly weird and made me think it was a part of his pet play kink.

Zade dancing.MOV

(video of Zade dancing at the Austin Eagle wearing Tree’s fursuit head)

Fool’s Testimony

Below lists the testimony and screenshots Fool had provided to us.

Hi, I’m here to state my experience with Zade, aka @scourge.core on Instagram.

To preface, I have not experienced anything nearly as bad as his victims. This is just a statement with my experience as someone who grew close with him, would often room with him at conventions, and be vulnerable with him.

IMPORTANT NOTE: I, Fool, have severe memory loss due to mental health disorders (DID, ADHD, etc) and suspected cognitive impairment (hippocampus atrophy). Please keep in mind that I may be forgetting certain details, and may not be able to give the full experience! Thank you.

  1. I felt as if Zade was taking advantage of me emotionally.

Zade and I would often talk about mental health and our problems. However I noticed that Zade had a habit of not really asking first. This is generally fine, however what made me feel icky was when he’d say “thank you, you’re my best friend” or something along those lines after moments where he’d vent and be vulnerable, generally without asking first. I am a very empathetic and caring person, I have a habit of caretaking that I am working on in therapy, and I feel as if Zade exploited this habit (whether intentionally or unintentionally). Of course, this is partially on me for not setting boundaries. However, I would like to mention that Zade is about 7 or 8 years older than me. All of these behaviors happened when I was 19, and he was 27-28, so generally it feels inappropriate for him to do this in the first place. It always made me uncomfortable, really, and I wish I set that boundary better. However, whether or not I did, I feel as if this shows a lack of self awareness. I feel as if most people who are self aware of themselves and the people around them have the ability to ask “may I talk about something kind of heavy?” or something along those lines to their friends.

  1. Zade turned a situation about a person we both were interested in into a competitive game.

During Texas Furry Fiesta 2026, Zade and I roomed together with two other mutual friends. This experience was overall fine, I had roomed with Zade before, so I wasn’t worried. During this convention, I had met someone in real life who I had known online for a week or so prior, and we were talking, hanging out, etc. I took a slight interest in this person (not a crush, more like a testing the waters and curiosity phase to see if I’d like to develop further in the future), and I expressed this to Zade while we were talking about the people Zade had been interested in by asking “oh, is one of the people (so and so)?”, which Zade confirmed to me. He then went on to say things such as “oh, I’ve known him for a year, I’m already way ahead of you” and so on. It quickly turned into a one sided competitive conversation that I was not willing to entertain. It definitely made me upset and uncomfortable. It made that night at TFF harder, as I personally experience mental health issues that may create jealousy way easier, and therefore isolation, anger, anxiety, etc, so it definitely triggered my symptoms, which I attempted to handle by utilizing coping mechanisms and my support system while also having fun (which was difficult, admittedly).

To clarify, I do not logically mind when my friends have interest or crushes on the people I have interest or a crush on! Zade and this friend are both their own people, and have every right to be interested or uninterested in each other. Emotionally, as stated, yes, that upset me, and made me feel torn down, as I figure any person would, and so the problem is not necessarily Zade showing interest in this friend of ours; it was the fact that he made it into a competition. He attempted to shoot me down and discourage me from continuing my interest in our mutual friend, which, to me, felt very unfair as he was going after MULTIPLE PEOPLE at the convention, and I was only going after one. It also didn’t help that he was kissing up on another person mentioned in this doc THAT MORNING of this specific event. It felt incredibly two-faced, in a way, and I heavily doubt either of these people Zade was interested in knew about the other.

Since this event upset me so much, I vented to friends about it in a private Discord server that’s essentially a group chat. I was already having a rough night, so I needed to let off some steam. I will provide the screenshots of me venting below, and you can see the time stamp and exact date (or March 27th, 2026 at 5:50pm) this took place, and see it happened during TFF 26.

There is also more information in this screenshot that I am honestly too tired to repeat, however it has to do with sexual preferences and dynamics in bed, so please keep that in mind.

Censored my username and avatar in this private server as I view it as irrelevant (+ the nickname is a funny joke and now is not the time for that, so, yeah) but just keep in mind that that is, in fact, me.

  1. Uncomfortable behaviors towards trans men and transmasculine people (or, being a chaser).

I am a trans dude, this is something really all of my friends know right off the bat, or they eventually learn after meeting me. So, I’ve experienced chasers before; I’ve actually dated two of them and later on realized they were fetishizing me.

If you don’t know what a chaser is, it’s basically a term used in the trans community (and can show up in other communities, but may vary in name/words used) to refer to a cisgender (someone who identifies with their assigned gender at birth) person who preys on or fetishizes transgender people. This behavior is not cut and dry, and is relatively common in many cisgender and transgender relationships (though, to clarify, not ALL. Many relationships of these types are perfectly healthy). The specific behavior that Zade was doing was stating that he was bisexual, but only going after people assigned female at birth (AFAB), or really people who had female anatomy. I never once saw him hit on a guy, or someone who was assigned male at birth (AMAB), including transfeminine people or trans women. If he did, then I entirely missed it, however it’s been a pattern that he has specifically gone after only AFAB people, no matter how they identify, which is often a red flag in the trans world when it comes to chasers. Some people may view this as normal, which to each their own, however, in my experience, being with a cisgender person who doesn’t ACTUALLY view you as the gender that you identify with, but instead as the sex (genitals and other anatomy) you are born with, is grueling, harmful and difficult.

So, whenever Zade would speak about his sexuality (which, when I met him, he identified as straight UNTIL he realized he had attraction towards a trans man, and went on to identify as bisexual), I got uncomfortable. I never really knew how to confront him about it and say “hey, to many trans people, that’s odd and uncomfortable” without sounding like I was attacking, so I didn’t.

This specific point is definitely way more subjective, however I still deem it worth noting, as I was very uncomfortable by it as a trans person who has dated people who had similar (or, really the same) mindsets to him, a cisgender man, when it came to dating trans people.
[Editors note: my best friend and I are both trans men and have both experienced similar behavior from Zade, some examples of which he has even posted on his public instagram, so we can both back up Fool on this observation.]

This is all I have experienced with Zade that is worth noting. The rest of our relationship was fine. I viewed him as a close friend and I am incredibly disappointed in him by this whole situation. I’ve already told him that I believe he should leave the community and reflect as a person, and grow from his mistakes. I wish the best for all the victims and people who may have been negatively impacted by this situation.

Hawk’s Testimony

Below lists the testimony and photos Hawk had provided to us.

Hi, I’m Hawk. I wanted to add a story I have with Zade as well as the conversations I had with him when he was scrambling to defend himself, as I believe it reveals a lot of his true nature.

The only really negative experience I had with him is not major but I feel is worth noting anyway.

While I was at a hangout with my friends, Zade had pulled me aside to do shibari on me. We intended to take photos so I was dressed in my fursuit head (which was a resin base, this is relevant), a hoodie, a pair of jeans and socks. It was snowing outside so it was warm in the apartment we had rented (also relevant). He tied my hands behind my back and we proceeded to take several pictures and short videos together. Many were suggestive in nature, which I didn’t mind but find worth saying as Zade frequently insists him doing shibari is not sexual. A video compilation of the short videos can be found on his instagram page.
Nearing the end I was overheating and ready to get out of my fursuit. Since it was a resin base, it was a lot less breathable than foam bases and heated up faster. I trusted Zade to untie me quickly so I could cool down. Instead, he left the room, leaving me tied up and overheating, cracking a joke about how he was abandoning me as he walked out. He closed the door behind him so I could not reply. I could also not shout for my friends, as the apartment was loud due to the hangout and both the door and my fursuit head muffled me. I was forced to lay on my back and take deep breaths in an attempt to not overheat and avoid freaking out over being left alone and trapped. I felt panicked, vulnerable, and betrayed, as I trusted him to look after me while he was putting me in such a vulnerable position. About two minutes later he came back and untied me. He did not address abandoning me.


(Zade and Hawk right before the incident above.)

The second noteworthy thing I have on him is our interactions in the recent days (about the past two weeks at the time of writing this).
During this whole ordeal, I was immensely patient with him, trying to guide him through the fallout of this exposure and encourage him to apologize and seek help. He repeatedly deliberately ignored what I told him, trying to reaffirm his innocence with no proof, refusing to apologize and recognize any form of harm he may have caused.
I finally reached the end of my rope with him when he went out of his way to talk negatively about some people who spoke out in this document to mutual friends in an attempt to discredit them. When confronted, he refused to see his choices and actions as harmful, implying that he was justified because the people he spoke about ‘attacked him first’ and that he was right to be vengeful and mean to them. He then followed this up by suicide baiting (which was the second time he has done that to me this week in an attempt for me to validate him and his actions). I did not fall for the bait and firmly told him off. He said a few more things which I did not have the time to read, as by the time I went to open the new messages, he had completely wiped our Telegram DM’s. I assume this is to hide things he said to me.

 He genuinely saw nothing wrong with anything he did. He believes he has the right to be mean because of everyone ‘lying’ about him. He has become vengeful, nasty, and egotistical. He cannot see past his attempt at trying to save face. He cannot accept that he’s done anything wrong and refuses to even slightly apologize. He worries for nobody but himself. He did not even express anything when he got the news that one of our mutual friends was okay after they experienced a major incident that could’ve left them seriously injured last week. He constantly demanded me to give him screenshots from a group chat we were in (which he was since kicked from, hence why he needed the screenshots from me) so he could add them as ‘proof’ of his innocence to his document and kept asking me to forward messages from him to people who told him they wanted no contact from him, which just shows how little he respects others boundaries.

This behavior over the past week has stressed me out so badly I broke down into tears several times.



(The first suicide bait message from Zade to Hawk.)

(Second suicide bait message from Zade to Hawk. Hawk forwarded this message to a group chat, which is why it is not sent from Zade himself. Unfortunately the original message cannot be screenshotted as Zade wiped his and Hawk’s Telegram DMs.)

(Zade trying to justify being nasty towards two people in this document.)

Briefly visiting the old call out document

In this final section, we wanted to briefly go over the blatant contradictions that Zade had disproved in his previous document and how we feel he has either..

A- Lied

B- Made a false promise to recovery and accountability

The reason we won't be linking the old document OR Zade's response is because we don't want to endanger the minor victims within it who are still underaged. We also believe that the previous document was poorly constructed. Here we hope to revisit it with confidence, giving past friends and victims a second opportunity to elaborate what they wanted to try and say before.

Puppycoded

This accusation was that Zade used the term “puppycoded” towards a 16 year old minor. Zade had stated how he was in the wrong for this, but he did not know it was a sexual term, as at the time it was being used casually.

This statement is FALSE

Reason: evidence above in our document proves that Zade was well versed in pet play and frequently used the term Puppycoded in sexual conversations also documented above.

Initiating sexual conversations with minors

This accusation states that because Zade had initiated a sexual conversation with the same 16 year old. Zade rebutted by mentioning how it was the minor and his ex that started it, and he would instigate this, as the idea made him uncomfortable.

This statement is: FALSE

Reason: Zade contradicted himself by proving in his own evidence screenshot; he continued to have the sexual conversation with the minor anyway instead of denying the conversation at the very beginning. Evidence of this can be found in Emma’s phone call video.

Giving alcohol to individuals under 21

Zade was accused of offering alcohol to people under 21. Zade denies this outright.

This statement is: UNCERTAIN

 Zade has asked a minor to lie about their age to get into an 18+ room party in our document, because of this we can assume that this is something Zade would do. However there is no concrete proof for either claim on either document.

Suicide baiting

Zade had claimed that he was sorry for suicide baiting and that he never should have done it in the first place.

This statement is: FALSE

Reason: In Hawk’s testimony Zade had reverted back to suicide baiting after all his friends disowned him to garner sympathy. It’s not even been a year after the original document was written.

We firmly believe after interviewing all the victims and witnesses that the claims of Zade

Controlling the narrative to get his ex removed from group chats for damage control is: TRUE

Zade used his ex's reaction as proof that the call out doc was for revenge. We do not blame his ex for this being the final push to share her experiences.

We believe that because of how Zade has treated other victims when it comes to sexual boundaries, that the claim of him making his asexual ex uncomfortable sexually multiple times, is: TRUE

We believe the claim that Zade didn't know his ex partner was drunk is FALSE.

Benrey’s Testimony

Below lists the testimony Benrey had provided to us.

I’m Benrey or @tuna_t1me. I dated Zade from November 2024 through May 2025. I broke up with him mostly because of my asexuality which was a problem on my side throughout the entire relationship. I made the mistake of trying to compromise with him because we were dating. I’m not the best with communication and he had taken that the wrong way. He would constantly try to take things further than I was comfortable with. Before TFF 2025 I knew he was into people under the influence and I had told him very clearly to NOT touch me at ALL if I was drinking due to past traumatic experiences. He was the one who provided me with the alcohol (I was 20 at the time) and when we later got back to the room he started getting all touchy and when he started grabbing my tits I got up and walked off.

Another time I don’t have proof of so it wasn’t in the last doc. I believe it was during Kawacon 2025, we were sharing a hotel room together and it was early in the morning and I was mostly asleep, he asked if he could grind on me (because that’s the most I was comfortable with) and I was genuinely mostly asleep. I did agree to it but I was clearly out of it. I mostly don’t remember it. I remember crying into the pillow while he was doing that and I fell asleep right after. When I tried to call him out for it he said he doesn't remember and that he would never do that. This isn’t something I would just lie about, I tried too hard to forget it. I never brought it up until after the breakup.

He made inappropriate comments to my cousin Rev who was 16 at the time. A 27 year old should not ask if a 16 year old is “puppy coded”. He was aware of their past ED experiences and still went to them for advice on losing weight. Multiple times he also went to them for advice on me and how to talk to me which was just uncomfortable considering the age difference. I’m aware I did want him to talk to them outside of just talking about ME because they are my best friends and I would have liked him to be normal mutuals with them if that makes sense?

In response to his response on his doc, which I didn’t see until he put it in his bio, he says he accepted me saying no when he wanted to initiate intimacy, but this is just a lie? At least if it’s about the time I think he’s talking about. It was at my dorm and I was calling some friends and playing video games when he was there. We tried to include him and teach him how to play some of the games and he was so annoyingly uninterested, saying he wanted to play with me instead (gross..) and he was just so pushy I just gave in and did what he wanted afterwards he once again got pushy asking why I wouldn’t go further. It was so frustrating because in my perspective I was already compromising so much. And it wasn’t enough.

He wouldn’t leave me alone after the break up, especially after he knew I was making a doc. It was my mistake how I handled the doc honestly, he shouldn’t have even known I was planning on making one in the first place. He had a big freak out where he said he would kill himself if it was released. He tried so hard to deny and cover himself up. His response to it was never made public, it was just shared privately? He removed me from chats that I thought were more for local people not his “private friend group” because he was uncomfortable with me. I made the doc after that because it took me a while to process shit and I am not a confrontational person. I did want to just forget all of it but many people suggested I should call him out for what he did so it wouldn’t happen again. After the doc was posted he cried to his friends and had them all comment SHITTY things about me. It was SO isolating, genuinely.

Ammonyaa’s Testimony

Below lists the testimony and photos Ammonyaa had provided to us. This individual is a recovering victim of real CSA please do not send any harassment towards them.

Zade and I became friends around mid 2024, shortly after I turned 18. He and I originally got close due to both being interested in kink culture, specifically hard kinks, and bonded over our mutual like-mindedness. Zade used to use an online alias called “Zadistic”, and another called “parasocialphile” as well, to give an idea of his sexuality. He would post about intense kinks, such as somnophilia, CNC(consensual non-consensual AKA rape-play), hypnotism, drugplay, petplay, some aspects of ageplay, and sadomasochism. (this is not about kink-shaming- please keep these in mind, as they are relevant in the context of other portions of this document.) He made it apparent later on in our friendship that his sexual interest towards autistic people was not a joke, and something quite genuine. Our friendship remained strictly platonic, and never advanced to anything further. Over time, and after he began posting as a furry influencer, he deleted a lot of his kink adjacent content online due to “fear of being canceled”. He would ask everyone to wipe his sexual history. (evidence found in timeline)

His fantasies were hard and graphic to a point it made him worry about that outcome and his reputation. I would also like to note that, later on knowing Zade, specifically in kink friendly spaces, he would often talk about his preference for specifically “autistic puppygirls” “autistic bitches” or “autistic gfs” and other topics of this nature, emphasizing and sexualizing themes such as “stimming” and “non-verbalness”. Though I do not have direct screenshots of him talking about these things, anyone who’s been close to him can back up these claims. 

Later, when he and my close friend Benrey got together in November, he and I also saw each other in person and at cons more. I remember Zade would come to me to ask questions about their relationship, ask for advice, and other things like that. I knew of Zade’s CNC (consensual non-consensual) fetish, and I did warn him very early on not to do anything of that nature with Benrey, reiterating her asexuality. I also told Zade to stay away from CNC with Benrey because of dynamic concerns due to Benrey’s age (20 at the time, Zade was 27), general relationship/sexual inexperience, and mental health. Zade would constantly ask me for insight and advice on their relationship, it felt like I was being depended on quite a bit, but he was my friend so I didn’t let it bother me. Though over time, I found it annoying. Zade would talk about his insecurities and things that would make him jealous in their relationship, and it started raising red flags.

Zade would also ask me a lot of personal questions that were pushing the boundary of Benrey’s asexuality. He would often talk with me about his sexual fantasies about Benrey, despite her being asexual. He has expressed aspects of regular sex, but also CNC in our conversations about Benrey, and it made me incredibly uncomfortable because I literally told him to stay away from that SPECIFIC topic with or about her. I would always deflect against these ideas, always reiterating that she is asexual, and not to force things or stay in the relationship at all if not having sex was something he couldn’t live with.

 It made me very uncomfortable to constantly hear Zade talk about things Benrey wouldn’t be okay with. I always shut him and his ideas down no matter what because it was not okay. Zade would also talk to me frequently about his eating disorder. I would constantly tell him he needs to look into therapy and not let it out on others. He never would listen. Over time, he would only message me whenever it had something to do with his relationship, or venting, and I slowly entertained it less and less and would be very short and unenthusiastic while responding to him due to that being the only reason he reached out. Benrey broke up with Zade for a multitude of reasons, which was discussed by her personally in her statement, and after this, I tried my best to remain neutral with Zade. Deep down I did not like him, and strongly disagreed with his actions, but I felt pressured to keep talking to him due to him immediately discussing suicide with me within minutes of when he got broken up with. In the time period we remained “neutral” and on talking terms, he would only message me to vent or talk suicidal thoughts, or to later, take advantage of me. He would try to pry information on Benrey from me after they broke up, which I refused. He was adamant on me asking invasive questions or trying to get information on her to give to him. The worst part of this situation began when Zade became self aware of the reality of the situation and what he did, and suspected that Benrey was going to speak out about it.

All of the conversations with him essentially would end up translating to “if she speaks out about the abuse I put her through, then she’s going to make ME kill myself”. It was always “she’s going to make me kill myself”. I could barely stand talking to Zade at this point to where I would essentially ignore him or give him very useless responses. The way he was victimizing himself was disgusting to me knowing he assaulted my friend, and doesn’t want her to speak out. I still unfortunately did not feel comfortable blocking him due to how frequently he would talk about suicide. Once Zade had a feeling Benrey was going to publicly speak up and tell her story, Zade immediately came into my DM’s BEGGING me to ask his sexual assault victim to “not post a beware on him” once he grasped that word was going around about the abuse he put her through.

After this, I was able to slowly stop talking to him. He would occasionally pop back up in my messages every now and then to either rage about how much he hates Benrey for “trying to ruin his life”, or just be suicidal and guilt trip me again. I stopped letting the suicide bait work on me despite me originally feeling pressured to stay by his side so he wouldn’t kill himself like he threatened several times before.

 I tried really hard to remain neutral on him despite how disgusting he made me feel to be around. He would always thank me for talking to him when he was down, and claimed he always had my back, but later on once I stopped giving him so much positive re-enforcement, and stopped talking to him, he began to grow bitter towards me. He would see posts about me and Benrey hanging out, and he started taking the hint that I have always sided with her. I’d also like to mention how Zade talks about me negatively and how “problematic” I am, but I'd like to make clear, Zade was still friends with me for MONTHS after a callout post came out on me.

He was aware of all of the drama surrounding me, and still continued to be my friend, and even defended me at times. It was only until he found out I sided with his victim, he cut me off. Despite what he says, he never cut me off because of the drama surrounding me, it was because I disagreed with his abusive behaviors and stopped giving him pity answers he wanted to hear about what he did to his victim. He’s only using my name now that it’s convenient, in a negative manner, to discredit his victims-as if he himself wasn’t friends with me, while being aware of, and after I was “cancelled” too. 

(Ammonyaa was the second account Zade was following with the alt master profile mentioned in the timeline. He did this to stalk her private account after their friendship ended. He would even occasionally share her private tweets (censored for Ammonyaa’s privacy).)

(photo of Zade and Ammonyaa)

Comments, Observations and Extras

This section is for any extra thoughts or tidbits of information that were not relevant to any other sections in this document.

Regarding Zade’s shift to suddenly being SFW during his Tac rebrand found at the end of page 9: The question we ask is, why did he tell previous acquaintances he wanted this information off the internet for an SFW rebrand, just to then possibly transfer his hypnosis interest onto Tac's new design with hypnosis eye swirls, and switch back to NSFW and other suggestive content in 2026?

Regarding Zade’s shift from his character Tac Nayn to his character Scourge found on page 11: It has been noted that close friends have shared that Zade has never read any of the Warriors novels, only the comic featuring Scourge, and is not a dedicated fan. We believe this is relevant because Scourge was probably seen as a very similar and easy rebrand for him, rather than a suit of pleasure. Both characters are black cats with added red accents. If he so truly believes he's innocent, why is he constantly feeling the need to defend himself online, even after this second rebrand? Wouldn't his response document be enough? We believe this shows guilt through the glued cracks of his story.