Hello, it's Boing. If you're reading this, it's me. I'd like to make a response to everything I've said, and some false things going around.
The blackface detg image + more
I made edgy jokes when I was late16-early17 in a now deleted Irida channel called non-woke mic. I'm now 18 years old. This jokes included a sc of a tweet I didn't send about Palestine, drawing DETG in blackface, and a couple memes where the word rape was used. I also used it as an archive for fake scs sent about me.
When the DETG in blackface image got leaked, I lied about it for the first couple of hours. This is due to the fear of losing my platform and also the fear of my parents finding out, which I won't get much into. All I can say was I was gaslighting to save my own skin, which is something stupid I do alot. I'm not real with people, and it makes me come off as worse than I am and my intentions are.
Though I did say these jokes, they're old, and do not show my character in full. I do not have hatred or prejudice for black people, I do not hate rape victims, and I 100% support Palestine. It was purely for shock value, not that I actually believed in the things I was saying. I just wanted to have cheap laughs with my buddies on a private channel. I handled this situation the worst it could've been. I hope this is just a place in time where I can reflect and change for the future. A lot of the jokes floating around right now also aren't made by me, and by other people who were in the dev server. I'm getting the most flack for it due to being the one who lied, and also the one with the biggest following.
I am not a NeoNazi nor have said the N word
Purblebun put scs of other devs like cancer lorde saying that, but I did not. It's unfortunate it happened and that image was posted, but it wasn't made by or sent by me. I've never once liked Nazi rhetoric. It's a giant smear that's going above and beyond for jokes I made when I was 16-17.
Next, Id like to address the grooming allegations.
These are completely false. I'm not friends with anyone named Piff, and I do not have an alt account called “Autistic774”. I haven't logged in Garry's Mod since March.
The claim of grooming was completely fabricated and had 0 proof to it. It all goes under a false presumption I'm under an alt account and that a weird obsessed fan isnt lying. I don't even want to say what the claim was due to how vulgar and disgusting it is.
I did not raid a Jeffy’s Infinite Irida Leak Server with slurs.
I've never once been on this server. I joined a different leak server called “Infinite Irida” to kindly ask the owners by myself to please shut down the leaks, but others made a new server for leaks. I didn't even touch this server, and I made 0 effort to take it down. The homophobic polls ran have nothing to do with me. If these were even close to real they would show audit logs. This again, is made under the presumption that I had any contact with piff.
This again, is made under the presumption that I had any contact with piff. I do not. I never have. He only once tried dming me in a message request and I never responded (I don't respond to fans much).
Overall, yes. I did fuck up. I lied to the public and privately to people about the DETG blackface image to no avail. Do know now though, I'm not the type of person who makes this type of humor anymore. It's not who I am, and I know I'm better than it shows as an adult now. Everything else surrounding me is just not true, and the entire situation is blown out of proportion. Thank you, and sorry for all the public trouble this has caused.