Analyzing Christianity and Judaism

Part of a series about My Faith Journey.

When I was in the throes of my faith crisis, I was eager to investigate Mormonism and deconstruct / analyze what I had (and hadn't) been taught, but I was reluctant to investigate the veracity of Jesus. I had heard that many exmormons eventually find their way to atheism. I had also heard that many (nevermo) Christians have faith crises as well. All of this made me nervous about what I might find. I really liked the idea of Jesus and I didn't want to see him deconstructed.

However, I knew that if I was going to be intellectually honest during my faith journey, I would need to investigate Christianity and its predecessor Judaism as well.

Origins of the New Testament

I originally believed that the stories of Jesus were literal, historical, accounts. I also believed that the teachings of Christianity had connections only to ancient Judaism. After some study, I learned that Christian beliefs were an evolution and an amalgam of religions / mythologies / philosophies that developed earlier and were found throughout the Roman empire. Also worth noting is that Christianity was originally a Jewish splinter group, much like the Pharisees, Sadducees, Scribes, Essenes. (Some might say Christianity started as a "cult".)

External Influences on Christianity

There are a number of other parallels between Greek mythology and the gospels.

Other Jesus-like Figures

Numerous countries throughout the Roman Empire had mythologies that featured figures similar to Jesus:

See this Wikipedia page: Dying-and-rising gods

See this article: Sons of God and Virgin Births

See this video: Christianity and the Astrological Nature of Jesus Christ

Most (if not all) of the countries mentioned above were united under Roman rule at one point. It's entirely plausible that Roman citizens who met in the town square and exchanged stories could synthesize the myths of their countries of origin and merge them into a single figure. That could be viewed as an example of the people "uniting" under Roman rule. It could also be viewed as a case of "everything is a remix".

Funny thing, when I was a believer, I could always readily accept the connections between Egyptian mythology and Greek mythology because I accepted that those were man-made stories. But I stopped just short of asking "What if Greek mythology also influenced Christian mythology?" That's because I always believed that the stories about Christ were real, historical, events, not myths. Now that I was in a post-faith / skeptical mindset, I was able to see how all mythologies -- including Christianity -- have built on each other and were remixes of what came before.

More information about how the Christ myth connects to other world religions can be found in this Wikipedia article and in this video.

At this point, I was prompted to ask myself a difficult question: If I don't believe that any of those other gods were real (Inanna, Osiris, Dionysus, Mithra, Zalmoxis, Tammuz, etc.), can I really be sure that Jesus was real? Could Jesus be the only exception?

See: What about Jesus? by Richard Packham.

The Evolution of the Trinity

I learned that various teachings & doctrines of Christianity (long after Jesus was purported to have lived) have morphed and changed over time. One of the big ones is the Trinity.

This video sums up a lot of the doubts regarding Christianity. One of the biggest things that leapt out at me from this was learning that the concept of the Trinity evolved over time. Originally it was just "God" and then when Jesus entered the scene, they had to make room for two gods, so they had a "Binity" of sorts for awhile. Much later, the Holy Ghost entered the scene and they had to make room for him (it?). (Though there is still a fair amount of disagreement among Christian sects as to what role the Holy Ghost plays.) Aside: This evolution of the trinity is actually very similar to Joseph Smith's evolving view of the Godhead.

The concept of the Trinity actually has pagan roots. Various other mythologies have a "trinity" of supreme gods.

See: How Ancient Trinitarian Gods Influenced Adoption of the Trinity

See also: A Brief History of the Trinity

Later on, Christians were accused of being polytheists, because they were believing in multiple gods. Well, that just wouldn't do. Polytheism was widely regarded as a pagan / heathen practice, so they had to come up with a "three-in-one" concept to convince everyone (including themselves) that they were still monotheists. Hence, the "Trinity" was born.

The Disharmony of the Gospels

I discovered that there are numerous problems with the gospel accounts in the New Testament: no first-hand accounts, evolving narrative, embellished / exaggerated claims, disagreements / conflicts between the gospel accounts, etc. This was a real letdown for me.

Examples of disagreements between gospel accounts:

See this infographic: Before You Celebrate Easter, Check Out This Infographic Showing How the Gospels Got It All Wrong

These episodes of the Reasonable Doubts podcast take a critical view of the gospels and explains in detail how the various accounts don't actually harmonize and evince a fictional narrative, rather than a historical one.


This video features Bart Ehrman explaining some of the problems with the gospel narratives, and historical discrepancies and inaccuracies.

An alarming fact that I heard: There are more variations of the New Testament than there are words in the New Testament.

Historicity Claims

The only events in Jesus' life that all historians can agree on are 1) Jesus was baptized by John the Baptist, and 2) Jesus was crucified at the order of Pontius Pilate. Everything else is speculative or unsupported.

There are a number of events recorded in the New Testament which cannot be corroborated by any external / secondary sources:

This article presents some of the major problems for trusting the historicity of the New Testament.

See also this article: The evidence about Jesus is weaker than you think.

See this video: The Unreliability of the New Testament which shows how the New Testament doesn't stand up to basic standards for historical reliability.

See this hour-long video: The Jesus of History versus the Christ of Faith.

It's worth noting that, when scholarly research is done on a historical figure, that figure usually comes into clearer focus; we learn more about them and they stand out in sharper relief. As scholarly research has been done on Jesus, he's become foggier, blurrier, and harder to pin down. Why has this occurred? Is it because he's an amalgam of several characters, some historical, some fictional? Is it because tales about him have passed through many hands and become more distorted with each retelling?

Divinity Claims

Some terms that I learned in my studies were "Low Christology" and "High Christology":

The order in which the gospels were written are as follows:

  1. Mark: Jesus is depicted as a radical separatist leader. His disciples frequently misunderstand him and are puzzled by his sayings. No account of virgin birth or the resurrection are recorded in the earliest versions of Mark. (Also problematic is that the Book of Mormon quotes pseudepigraphical verses from Mark.) "Son of Man" is a common title used for Jesus. This is the lowest of "Low Christology".
  2. Matthew: A "royal genealogy" is added, linking Jesus to King David. Jesus is depicted as a fulfilment of numerous Messianic prophecies recorded in the Tanakh (Old Testament). Jesus' addresses are greatly expanded (e.g. The Sermon on the Mount).
  3. Luke: Narrative is greatly embellished, with vignettes that have no historical basis: global taxation decreed requiring that Joseph & Mary return from Egypt to Jerusalem, slaughter of the infants, Romans offering to free a prisoner on Yom Kippur. Other embellishments: the annunciation of Jesus' birth, Jesus described as "sweating great drops of blood" in Gethsemane, Romans absolved of wrongdoing in killing Jesus, expansion of the scene at the tomb.
  4. John: Huge departure from the synoptic gospels with as-yet-unrecorded tales of the life of Jesus. "Son of God" is a common title used for Jesus, and he frequently declares himself as such, which is something not (often?) done in the previous gospels. Introduction of pre-birth narrative of Jesus ("In the beginning was the word...") and expansion of the (post-)resurrection narrative. Numerous miracles described (e.g. turning water into wine). This is the highest of "High Christology".

Note that as the gospel accounts roll out, Jesus incrementally moves from "Low Christology" to "High Christology", with prophetic fulfilments and miraculous events added along the way. It's like the quintessential "fish story" where the fish gets bigger with every retelling. This suggests an evolving "deification" narrative and calls into question the divinity claims. Ever play

The Telephone Game? Early gospel writers played it too...

These episodes of the Mormon Stories podcast present scholarly analysis of the New Testament and explore things like high/low Christology, historicity, and the like.

The Invention of the Gospels

The situation is actually worse than the evolution from low to high Christology. If you look at the website Early Christian Writings, you can see a timeline of Christian records. The first uncontested account that we have is Paul's first letter to the Thessalonians. (The early passion narrative is challenged by numerous scholars and the presumed 'Q' Gospel is non-existent.) Gospel accounts do not show up until after Paul has written 8-10 letters.

What this suggests is that Paul invented Christianity and fabricated (or modified, or embellished) the Jesus story to help win converts to his church. It appears as though he was composing the eventual Gospel narrative piecemeal until later authors stitched together a more cohesive story from the "rough draft" pieces written by Paul.

Also disheartening is that several of Paul's (later) letters are forgeries, such as Second Thessalonians. (The tell is the part where the writer makes a bold claim that he is Paul; writers typically don't make a bold claim about who they are in a letter they are writing.) This suggests that later authors, eager to get into the game, posed as Paul so they could get a foothold in this forming religion.

The Christ Myth Theory

The "Christ Myth" theory is an (admittedly) fringe theory that postulates that Jesus never existed at all, but was instead a completely fictional character that was fleshed-out over time by numerous different authors as the story passed through various hands, being modified a little bit each time (again, kind of like the "telephone" game).

The 'Jesus of history' -- Memory or Myth? (6:45)

Historian Richard Carrier explains how Jesus may have been more of a legend that evolved over time, rather than a real, historical, figure in the following videos:

Bart Ehrman & Robert Price Debate - Did Jesus Exist

This episode of the Naked Mormonism podcast features an interview with David Fitzgerald who discusses the Christ Myth theory.

5 reasons to suspect Jesus never existed

Was Jesus a Roman Invention?

So, if Jesus was a made-up character, it raises the question: Who made him up?

The Romans had a big problem in their country: They had an unassimilated religious sect (Jews) who had their own internal authority / power structures and were hostile to Roman rule. Frequent tensions arose between the Roman government and the Jewish leadership. Violent confrontations between Romans and Jews occasionally broke out, but these skirmishes only seemed to galvanize the Jews against the Romans. How could the Jews be turned?

Consider the following points from the gospel accounts:

There's the old saying that "the pen is mightier than the sword". What if some canny Roman author decided to invent a folk hero that would make Jews loyal to Rome? He could help the story catch on that played to the people's desire for someone who showed humanity. Alternatively, this hypothetical Roman author could have hijacked an existing, forming, narrative about a Hebrew messiah. He could have then added some details which portray this messianic figure as being anti-Jewish and pro-Rome. It would be a brilliant way to subvert the Jewish nation. What if the plan worked? What if it was a raging success?

It is worth noting that the earliest gospel account that we have is Mark, and it was written in Latin, the language of the Romans. Later gospel accounts were written in Greek to give them a broader readership among Greek-speaking audiences. If Jesus truly was a Jewish folk hero, the earliest tales about him should be written in Hebrew or Aramaic, but they're not. Makes me wonder.

This documentary makes the case that Jesus was an invention of educated Romans who wanted to turn Jews from their own traditions / leadership structures and steer them toward being devoted to Rome.

A Flavian Invention?

<< this is a copy and paste of a Reddit comment. I need to research this & reword it >>

My research has taught me these truths: Religion is a man-made system of control. Jesus Christ never existed. Christianity is most likely the product of the Flavian emperors to suppress Jewish rebellions and promote a pacifist messiah friendly to Roman rule. The cult of Christ originated with the worship of the emperor Vespasian, and was transformed into the Roman church by his heir, “the son of god,” Titus Flavius, who is the basis for the Jesus Christ character of the New Testament. The Gospels are a satirical allegory of Titus Flavius’ military campaign of Judea, as chronicled by Flavius Josephus in Wars of the Jews, wherein he defeated the Zealots at Galilee, sacked Jerusalem, and razed Herod's temple.


I learned that there are mainstream Christians (including exmormons who turn to Christianity after Mormonism) who discover these problems with the New Testament and experience faith crises as a result.

For those who are critically-minded, here is a list of problems with Christianity.

Origins of the Old Testament

In addition to researching the New Testament, I thought I should research the Old Testament which the NT builds on.

Borrowing & Remixing Myths

What I discovered is that Judaism pulls a lot of its mythology from Egyptian, Sumerian, Babylonian, and Canaanite myths, transforming the stories along the way to fit their own religious views.

Read: The True History of Ancient Civilizations/Sumerians/Akkadians/Egyptians

See the following videos:

A History of God (The Polytheistic Origins of Christianity and Judaism)

Pagan Origins of Judaism

Where The Old Testament Gets Its Ideas From

Historicity Problems

I further learned that a number of Old Testament stories have no historical support:

The Evolution of Monotheism

I heard a secular anthropologist explain that monotheism succeeds over polytheism because it builds a stronger national identity. We see a natural progression over time within the Hebrew nation:

Note that monotheism originates when the Israelite nation is being taken captive by their Assyrian and Babylonian neighbors. Right at the time when Israelites need to "pull together" to conserve their culture, monotheism becomes their theology, exactly in line with the anthropological explanation.

Separating from Pagan Roots

Judaism very much originated from the pagan Canaanite religious environment that surrounded Israel. Little by little, we get stories that are intended to move Israelites farther away from their pagan heritage, and toward forming their own, separate faith.

Sacrificial Magic

I also learned that the Jewish custom of sacrificing animals originates with the pagan notion of "blood magic", i.e. by sacrificing a life, you can appease the gods.

The story of Abraham being commanded to sacrifice his son Isaac is a reference to the practice of human sacrifice, which was performed by the "heathen" nations that surrounded Israel, and by Israelites themselves (for which they were constantly berated by God). When Abraham was told by an angel at the very end "No, don't sacrifice your son!", that was a message to Israelites to not sacrifice their children (as was done by followers of Moloch). When the Lord later provides a ram for Abraham to sacrifice, that was a message that animals would be substituted for humans. (Though multiple animals might need to take the place of a single human to be of equal efficacy.)

Building on this was the notion of Jesus sacrifice. If sacrificing humans or animals could appease the gods (or "God", singular), then sacrificing a (half-)god (such as Jesus) could appease the gods forever, thereby putting an end to the practice of sacrifice entirely. (This might also represent an evolution in human morality and overcoming some of our primitive superstitions about blood magic.)


I learned that there have been numerous orthodox Jews who experience faith crises when they discover these unpleasant truths about their scriptures. Notably, during the 19th century, when advances were being made in numerous fields of science, many truth claims of the Bible (nee "Tanak") were disproved, leading to a large number of ethnic Jews who could simply no longer believe in a literal translation of the Bible. In this environment, Reformed Judaism was born, and continues to this day.

I have to admit that I felt a little let down. I had been raised to believe that the scriptures in the Old Testament were written (correctly) the first time and that minor errors had only crept in due to mistranslation problems. Instead, I discovered that the Old Testament was a remix of innumerable stories which the Hebrew nation gathered from their (pagan) neighbors. The text has been in constant flux throughout history and was greatly revised, expanded on, and redacted over the years, with wholesale fabrications included along the way (once again, just like the "telephone" game).

Problem Areas in the New Testament

After investigating the New and Old Testaments from a historicity perspective, I decided to reexamine the New Testament in terms of its theology and narrative value. My mindset at this point was "Okay, it isn't true, but is it good?" (similar to the mindset I was in after learning that the truth claims of Mormonism didn't hold up).

Problematic Passages

We often talk about the virtue of "being Christlike" or trying to follow the example of Jesus. We talk about the scriptures as being full of divine teachings, but there are a number of unpleasant passages in the New Testament that are often ignored. We tend to pick-and-choose which scriptures we follow.

Some examples of bad behavior on the part of Jesus:

Numerous followers of Jesus have cited these examples as justification for their own bad behavior (e.g. Crusades, Inquisition, Salem witch trials, etc.).

See this article: Jesus Behaving Badly

Mormon temples have cash registers at the clothing dispensary for people who rent clothing. If I were to see a woman using one of those registers to make change for a patron, and I decided to whip her while calling her a dog, it could be argued that I was behaving in a Christlike fashion -- according to The Book.

My conclusion: the version of Jesus that we were taught in Sunday School is a defanged version of the Jesus recorded in the Gospels. The Jesus whose example we seek to emulate is a caricature of the Jesus that's actually depicted in the Bible -- and the caricature looks better! What this tells me is that human morality has evolved in the last 2000 years. The "great exemplar" we can envision in our mind's eye is actually better than the Jesus recorded in the New Testament.

The Problem with the Atonement

I made a more detailed examination of the doctrine of the atonement and found some things that didn't sit well with me. In order to accept the concept of the atonement, you have to buy into several, awful, premises:

  1. God made you flawed. [creation]
  2. God hates you for being flawed (even though he made you that way). [fall]
  3. Therefore, someone has to get hurt (either you or his favorite son). [atonement]

And I'm supposed to believe that this is the reasoning of a "loving" God? It seems far more likely to me that the atonement doctrine is intended to manipulate people by capitalizing on the fact that everyone makes mistakes and making people feel afraid that they'll be punished for their mistakes, or making people feel guilty for breaking a rule & inflicting harm on Jesus. (Our sense of empathy makes us flinch at the idea of someone else getting hurt.)

Christian missionaries preached to indigenous peoples to save them from their barbaric traditions of human sacrifice and cannibalism (among other things). The irony is that the central component of Christianity is a (super-)human sacrifice (and one that builds on the primitive notion of "blood magic"). A secondary irony is that the ritual of the sacrament / eucharist is a figurative (or in the cast of Catholicism, literal) act of cannibalism, as we are eating the flesh and drinking the blood of Christ. All the Christians did was move these barbaric traditions from literal to figurative. Small progress, but still barbaric in its own right.

The atonement uses the same message that an abusive spouse uses: You are nothing (or less than nothing). Everything you are, you owe to me. You can't get by without me. You will be miserable without me. Where are you going to go if you leave me? The Atonement doctrine = making someone believe less in themselves so that they will be more dependant on someone or something else.

Why has the narrative survived?

I was listening to an interview with Jordan Peterson (I think it was on Joe Rogan's podcast) where he criticized skeptics who are quick to dismiss Christianity as "bunk". He basically said "That's not good enough! You need to understand why this story keeps getting passed on!"

I've given it some thought and discovered two broad categories of reasons why the Jesus story has survived for two millennia: it appeals to the common man, and it appeals to the ruling class.

Appeals to the Common Man

Christianity offers a "second chance" to people: you can have your sins washed away, you can be "born again", you can get absolution for past mistakes, you can start over, etc.

Evolution has given us a sense of guilt, which is useful for helping to make a more ethical society, but we can also be troubled by guilt. In order to minimize this mental stress, we need some sort of cognitive reframing that can make the guilty feelings "go away". The atonement narrative has proven very effective as a reframing technique.

Many people who are down on their luck or experiencing hard times are looking for direction and some way out of their indigent circumstances. Christianity works for them by inviting them to join a (new) community of worshipers who will give them a leg up.

The Humanist teachings appeal to the everyman: Love your neighbor, help the poor and needy, be kind, etc. This dovetails with the previous two reasons: Christian neighbors might help people who are down on their luck, offering them some assistance which will grant them a second chance in life.

Appeals to the Ruling Class

The atonement doctrine appeals to (religious) leaders who want to control people: You're a sinner, you need absolution, only the clergy can grant that to you. This capitalizes on the fact that everyone is imperfect, and by defining normal, human, imperfection as "sin", it sets the stage for manipulating people who want to be absolved of their "sins".

It is also worth noting that many of the observances and customs regarding deity were influenced heavily by Medieval European royalty. They demanded that people address them as "Lord", bow down to them, pay them taxes, etc. It was easy to make the connection between "earthly" rulers and "heavenly" rulers and demand that people refer to Jesus as "Lord", bow when praying to God, pay your offerings, etc.

How the Two Appeals Synergize

If it was just one without the other, Christianity wouldn't have been as compelling to such a broad swath of society. Without the ability to control others, leaders would have no use for it. Without the Humanist teachings, it wouldn't touch the hearts of the common man.

The phrase from the Sermon on the Mount "Blessed are the meek, for they shall inherit the earth" is a perfect example of how the ruling class can use Jesus as a way of keeping people docile & submissive ("meek"), by promising them that they'll inherit the earth. (Spoiler alert: The meek will inherit nothing as long as they keep their heads down, and the earth will be inherited by the friends & family of those who are currently in power.)

There's a quote by Seneca the Younger that sums it up nicely: "Religion is regarded by the common people as true, by the wise as false, and by the rulers as useful."

How to Become Immortal

Significantly, the Gospel of John begins by saying "In the beginning was the word and the word was with God and the word was God... and the word was made flesh." Perhaps this is a wink and a nod to the reader that Jesus started as a fictional character, but became a "real" ideal in the minds of many. The "word" truly was made "flesh".

Even if Jesus was a fictional character, that does not imply that he has no value. Personally, most of the figures that I look up to are fictional: Mr. Spock, Frodo Baggins, Harry Potter, and Luke Skywalker, to name a few. People will still be talking about these fictional characters long after I'm dead and gone.

If you're made of flesh, you'll die and be forgotten eventually. If you want to be immortal, you have to be made of paper and ink. Perhaps this is how Jesus gained his immortality...

Other reasons why it survives

Christianity was the first religion (that I know of) that wasn't tied to a language and culture. In previous times, your religion was just another incident of your birth: you lived in a certain place, you looked a certain way, you spoke a certain language, you had a certain diet, you had various customs, and you believed in your regional gods.

The idea of having a "mix and match" religion that could pair up with someone of any nationality was somewhat revolutionary and doubtless helped the belief system to flourish. "Go ye into all the world and preach the gospel to every nation, kindred, tongue, and people" is a quintessentially Christian idea that helped the religion to spread far and wide. Another way of putting it: a set of genes succeeds by reproducing and expanding. A religion succeeds in a memetic way by being transmitted to the next generation and expanding into new populations. This is one reason why Christianity has succeeded.

The Christian faith(s) have also proven to be remarkably adaptive. Christianity can mold and form to various different cultures. As history has progressed and scientific discoveries have been made that call into question Christian claims, the apologetics have been plausible enough to allow many believers to preserve their faith.

Humanist Teachings

Of all the characteristics of Jesus, the thing I find the most (*ahem*) redemptive, are the Humanist teachings attributed to him.

Times when Jesus taught that Humanism > Religion

There were various occasions where Jesus is shown valuing the (sinful?) individual over the religious leaders of the day. In fact, it appears that Jesus reserved his harshest words for the very religious. His teachings constantly emphasize that how we treat other people will have a much greater impact on our eternal destiny than our devotion to religious practices.

See: Five Times When Jesus Sounded Like a Humanist

The Good Samaritan / The Good Humanist

Perhaps my favorite Humanist teaching is the parable of The Good Samaritan. The Samaritans were ethnic Jews that were outcasts due to various past conflicts. As such, Samaritans were excluded from religions rituals and instruction.

Jesus depicts a man robbed and beaten by the side of the road who was passed up by two devout religious practitioners: a Priest, and a Levite. The religious instruction they received did not direct them to help this wounded man. Instead, they were taught by their religion that touching a corpse (or soon-to-be corpse) would make them "unclean", so they walked past.

The first individual to help the poor soul is a Samaritan who was expressly forbidden from partaking in the religion of his birthright. It was, therefore, not religious instruction which prompted him to help the beaten man, but his own, innate, sense of morality. (It could be argued that the religious teachings of the Priest and the Levite overrode their innate sense of morality.)

Jesus as a symbol of Humanism

I've heard it said that Buddhism was the first attempt at psychology. Most religions consist of a set of practices and supernatural beliefs, but not so with Buddhism. Instead, Buddhism focuses more on perceptions, cognitions, and reducing suffering by aligning one's expectations with reality. It fits the definition of psychology much more closely than the traditional definition of religion.

Perhaps, in a similar fashion, Christianity is the first attempt at Humanism. Famous stories & parables from the life of Jesus include: The Good Samaritan, mercy shown to the woman taken in adultery, healing the sick, "suffer the little children to come unto me", and sacrificing oneself to save others. These are all very Humanistic qualities.

Perhaps it is a wink and a nod to us that Jesus is depicted not as a spirit, not as an animalistic god, not as something alien and otherworldly, but as a human, someone we can relate to and connect with. The depiction of Jesus as a human also encourages us to find those Christlike ideals inside ourselves, and manifest them outwardly.

Jesus as an "Everyman's God"

In 1995, Joan Osborne released a single called "What if God Was One of Us?" It depicted god as being just an everyday, downcast, stranger. Here's the chorus:

What if God was one of us?

Just a slob like one of us

Just a stranger on the bus

Tryin' to make his way home?

When this song was first released, it was panned by the Catholic church as being "blasphemous". I remember at the time asking myself: why would they say that? After all, wasn't Jesus the guy that was born in a manger because there was no room at the inn for him? Wasn't this the guy who dressed in plain clothes and went about without purse or scrip?

One of my favorite New Testament passages is "Inasmuch as you have done it unto the least of these, my brethren, you have done it unto me." The song "A poor wayfaring man of grief" was probably inspired by that passage, I'm guessing Joan Osborne was inspired by it too. The direction all of these things are pointing us is toward helping the poor and acknowledging the dignity of each human soul... which sounds a lot like something Jesus would've preached.

The hero we need (even though we don't deserve him)

The story of Jesus emerged at the height of the Roman Empire when life was cheap and man-made suffering abounded: torture, starvation, massacres, and slavery were commonplace. The people desperately needed a hero who embodied all of the Humanistic ideals they couldn't find in the Roman Empire.

Enter Jesus: someone who cared for the poor & needy, someone who comforted widows, someone who loved children, someone who spoke out against the corrupt leaders of the day. I think these teachings are what helped the legend to "catch fire", particularly among the lower-classes of the Roman Empire. Jesus was the hero the people needed. Funny thing, we still need a hero like that today...

Jesus as a moral compass

I think Jesus is useful as an archetype for ideal human behavior. "What would Jesus do?" is an excellent question for people to ask themselves when they're in a moral quandary. An atheist could probably give the "right" answer to the WWJD question, which tells me that morality can be found inside of each of us (and is a byproduct of how we've evolved to be a cooperative species). If the WWJD question helps people to get in touch with their own, internal, moral compass, so much the better.

As an aside: I have found that asking yourself "What would Buddha do?", "What would Epictetus do?", "What would Superman do?, or "What would Yoda do?" " all work just as well as asking "What would Jesus do?" Turns out all you need to do to help you get in touch with your own moral compass is to imagine some idealized figure.

So, How Do I Feel About Jesus Now?

I think a man named Jesus probably did exist 2000+ years ago, but he was likely just a man who was made into a legend. Jesus can be compared to King Arthur in that regard: both were ordinary men, but following their deaths, the stories about them spread and morphed until the real, historical, figure was distorted. That said, the legendary figure is doubtless more interesting -- and probably more valuable -- than the historical figure. (There's a saying among newspapers: When the truth isn't big enough, print the legend.)

Whether Jesus did or didn't exist (either as a divine being, a regular person, or a composite of man and myth) is less important than what he stands for. The concept of Jesus is more significant than the historical Jesus. People need examples to look to.

Earlier I said I was reluctant to let go of the idea of Jesus. What I discovered is that I can become disillusioned of the fanciful narratives and exaggerated claims, but I don't have to let go of the idea of Jesus. That idea has value.

I feel absolutely no need or desire to make disparaging remarks about Jesus or belittle his followers. That kind of behavior is rude and obnoxious, and not something Jesus would do. ;-)