Cádiz, 4th October 2011

Dear Erin,

You know that I feel very often that my emotional world is like a kaleidoscope, plenty of shines and shadows, rainbows and shapes, rolling as a planet or diving into the depths.

I feel frequently the need to complete this kaleidoscope and during last summer, I was looking exactly for what I needed.

As Titania in Midsummer’s Night Dream, I was in a nice wood with a secret garden, where my daughter Ágata & I were fairies among transparent dragonflies with electric blue bodies, hundreds of water lilies and other beings.

I was a infinitive lavender fields while the wind and the rain shock me, feeling myself completely clean. I am never going to forget those landscape of soft and undulating hills and sheep while my mind was in the 19th century and I saw myself riding a horse as a Master looking beyond his sphere.

You look for the sunshine, I, clouds and storms; in Britain I found the happiness, and today, into arabesques of daydreams, I realize that I am happy in my essence. And you?,... Have you ever found happiness?....

All the best.

“the sleepless at midnight and dreamer at midday”