⚠️CONTENT WARNING⚠️

This document contains the following:

• Mentions of abuse & manipulation
• Mentions of suicide, threats of suicide, and death threats
• Mentions of sexual & romantic intent towards minors, including sharing pornography with minors and advances made on minors.

Who is Braven / Aurelia?

BravenwolfTFS (as known on Roblox & Discord), also known as Aurelia or Aureli was a long-time member of Draggyy & Friends and various other groups associated with it, including the friend group Megamix of which they were formerly a major part of. Outside of the friend groups they were a part of, they were a QA tester for Sonic Megamix Mania and they also used to moderate and develop for a handful of roleplay games on roblox, including Nights at Freddy’s and Fredbear & Friends during 2014 to 2016.

Main Accounts

BravenwolfTFS (Roblox) (User Id: 60138925)

bravenwolfTFS (Discord) (User Id: 338398825498542100)

@AirbagBraven (Private Twitter)

@BeforeThe_Night (Public Twitter)

Alternate Accounts

DromusTWW (Roblox) (User Id: 3693971632)

LuminoBlaze (Roblox) (User Id: 433487944)

UltraSonicMania (Roblox) (User Id: 1624437748)

RocketteStarry (Roblox) (User Id: 711359234)

kyokosakura (Discord) (User Id: 450394720351551498)

charlottev19 (Discord) (User Id: 422500601713262592)

Deleted User 02dd1044 (Deleted Discord) (User Id: 236853948395290625)

Other Known Aliases

• Phoneixity
• PyrusFusion
• SonicBySpindash

Why is this document being released?

This document has been compiled and released in order to expose Braven for their actions, and in response to ongoing attempts to communicate and harass those formerly associated with them. Braven has made repeated attempts to contact others, going as far as to make physical threats towards them.

It was not our original intention in any way to make or release this document, as we believed this to be over, but despite us previously thinking that we settled this with Braven already, they have returned to attempting to contact us, despite us making it clear we wanted nothing to do with them anymore. This document is a response to their continued harassment of us.

Additional Notes

• We do not encourage nor do we endorse the harassment of Braven or any other parties listed in this document. Do not go out of your way to harass or attack them on our behalf.
• All Megamix members (and former members, excluding Braven) have had their names censored for the sake of anonymity and safety. They will instead be identified by a respective color and a name consisting of “Person” followed by one letter from the alphabet (i.e. Person Z).
• This document is the work of Megamix and its members, and describes our experience with Braven and our perspective of them.

Brief Summary

This is a brief summary containing some of the more important pieces of info, for those who do not wish to sift through the numerous pages in this document.

Update (1/7/25): Dead links fixed.

• Braven putting a corpse of his character into a game as a “cry for help”, knowing that they put the account of the game owner at risk.

• The uncensored body can be found here.

• Braven sending death threats to people, as well as telling them to end their own lives.
• Braven threatening people with suicide, and then doing it again afterwards.
• Braven, confessing his love to one minor, and then another,  claiming it to be non-sexual, despite the fact that he engaged in sexual activity with them as an adult, disclosing his interests, and sending them pornographic material, all while knowing they were underaged.
• Braven attempting to blackmail and threaten to ruin someone’s life.

Initial Context

On July 10th, 2023, Braven was removed from Megamix and all private development projects related to Megamix.

At 11:55 AM EST that day, Braven sent a message containing the link to a personal game owned by Megamix to Person T.

This message was sent directly after publishing a version of the game consisting of various edits they made to the place, depicting a suicide attempt in one of the bedrooms.

(body censored due to the graphic nature of it, link to the uncensored body)

The changes consisted of darkening the room by closing the curtains and turning off all lights, changing the sound ambience to be more dark, changing elements of the room to reference a specific piece of media (such as the lyrics on the laptop and the picture on the wall), adding a suicide note in the closet, and of course, adding a depiction of a corpse having choked themselves to death on a closet handle.

These changes were immediately rolled back by Person T afterwards and reverted, as they could have led to action being taken on the game and its owner, which is something that Braven fully admitted to knowing.

After this, and given numerous other events which will be explained further, the decision was made to remove Braven from Megamix and all associated projects, for the safety and concern of members within Megamix. Later in the day, Braven communicated with Person Y of Megamix, threatening them to not say that they were still alive.

To give further context behind all of this, this document will further explore previous instances of abuse, manipulative behavior, and sexual / romantic intent towards minors in the next sections. After which, this document will continue to elaborate on recent events.

June Events

There have been numerous instances in the past and present where Braven has exhibited abusive and manipulative behavior towards those associated with them. This has ranged from verbal abuse, harassment, personally attacking and devaluing the characters of their targets, making comparisons in other to make others feel weaker, guilt tripping, death threats, and threats of suicide, alongside many, many other things.

Most notably, a lot of their abuse is centered and directed primarily on Person T, someone who they have known for about 9 years. Person T considered Braven to be their best friend for a long time, and during that time, Braven abused, harassed, and manipulated them in various ways.

This is most notably exhibited in the events which occurred in June.

On June 14th, Braven began to post in the #venting channel of Megamix, in which they blame a lot of the issues in the group on two members of the chat, Person T and Person V.

Before this tangent, Person T and another member sometime before, Person U, left the server for the sake of their mental health.

This tangent went on for some time, during which, Braven made harsh numerous remarks about Person T in their absence. A lot of this tangent centered around Person T, blaming them for the state of the server and a lot of the negative events which happened prior in the year.

“I’m sure that’s you talking, and not the mental illness” is a very harsh thing to say to someone that you considered your “best friend”.

6 days later, on June 20th, Braven “left” the group, sending a message to one of the members, screenshotted here.

A little under an hour or so later, Braven came online on one of the alternate accounts they had in the server and began an altercation, primarily aimed at Person T, with the intention of burning bridges.

How interesting that after saying “I do not intend to ever return”, that Braven decides to come back and light fires in the server.

A long and drawn out back and forth then occurred between members of the chat, during which, Braven thanked everyone for “giving them the last push they needed”, threatening everyone with suicidal in a very abusive and manipulative manner.

Pulling this kind of stunt on people is not only incredibly hurtful and abusive, but also manipulative, and that cannot be stressed enough. Behavior like this is not a first for Braven, as there are numerous instances in the past where they’ve exhibited suicidal behavior which people tried to support them through. Something like this spits in the face of their collective efforts. It also undoes years of trust in an instant, especially when it’s used as ammunition in an argument.

Braven also attempted to intimidate Person T by reminding them of something they went through in the past, knowing they were sensitive to that very subject. This was a very blatant attempt to further gain control over the situation and to weaken Person T’s mental wellbeing.

Things like this were a common occurrence in Braven and Person T’s “friendship”. Braven made frequent use of manipulative tactics like this to put Person T down, clawing at any personal issues they may have to tear them down.

After some more back and forth, this came up:

“I’ve made the only person who I actually ever loved hate me” is very important to note for later.

Around 30 minutes later Braven returned to the only channel which their alts had access to, and left an apology note. You can see here how their tone is apologetic, a complete contrast to how they were acting not even a few hours before (seen in the above screenshots).

These were the last few messages before a complete tone shift in response to Person N contacting Braven’s father to make sure they didn’t do anything rash, resulting in the following unfolding:

Braven then proceeded to make death threats towards Person N.

Person N was threatened by Braven in an emotional outburst not long after the aforementioned apology note was posted. This is one of many ‘quick shifts’ Braven tends to make throughout this document, changing their tone and attitude on a whim.

After these events Braven was no longer welcome in the server. They were however, a day afterwards by a server member, under the impression that they would go about things calmly. Instead it transpired into the following:

After telling one member of the chat to die, threatening another with murder, and then threatening suicide Braven then requested for the roles and administrative permissions they had previously in the server. All under the guise of them being equals with Person T. They went out of their way to drag others (who had nothing to do with this) to bolster their position as well.

Braven has a habit which developed over the years of dragging others into his own fights’, either by bringing them up as a point, or by directly involving them. This can be considered to be a manipulative tactic to control the direction of an argument and make anyone on the opposing side feel more meek.

When refused by Person T, Braven then told them to end their life, blaming them for “taking everything from me”.

Braven then proceeded to once again, threaten Person T with suicide in yet another manipulative response.

The argument went on after that. Braven proceeds to pull out more manipulative tactics as well: Personally attacking Person T, defacing their character and spreading paranoia about them, and calling their entire integrity into question. All because Braven did not get their roles back right after the events which had just transpired.

By this point, the argument ended.

Braven left additional messages afterwards, having a more “calm” and “apologetic” tone than before. Despite this, Braven continues to say that a lot of this was the result of a “poor emotional response” from Person T, saying that “they need to start making more sense”.

How else then, was Person T supposed to respond? To a person who just had two separate outbursts at them in the span of under 48 hours, to someone who has told them to die, and to someone who has threatened them with suicide. Is everything just supposed to go back to normal?

This is yet another common theme with Braven. where after an outburst or argument they would make a more “calm” appeal to the other party, also usually stating that they are not in their right mind in “calm terms”.

And despite all of those words, Braven continues to also make it about “server fundamentals”. Not about the events which occurred in the immediate 48 hours, no true understanding of how their behavior negatively impacted everyone around them but instead about the power they held previously. The rest of this is an emotional appeal to Person T.

These two events are important context for what happened on July 9th and after. Before we continue on that note however, we will go back to this and explore it in the next section.

Sexual & Romantic Intent Towards Minors

On August 19, 2022, Braven sent a message confessing their love to Person T. These feelings were not reciprocated by Person T, as they viewed Braven in a purely platonic light, and nothing more.

Something which must be noted is that Person T was at the time, 16 years old while Braven was 19 years old. This is something that Braven fully knew as well, as the day before, they posted this message responding to Person N.

During this time, Braven also made numerous passes at Person T. None of these were ever reciprocated in any way by Person T.

(the “id date tbh” message is in response to the screenshot directly above)

This comment below was also made towards Person Q, which should be kept in mind for later, as Person Q was one of the other people Braven held “romantic” feelings toward. This will be elaborated upon shortly.

Before confessing to Person T, Braven went to Person Q to discuss the feelings they held.

Person T turned down Braven, stating that they held no romantic feelings towards them and that the only love they felt was purely platonic. Braven then proceeded to call Person T their “significant other in meaning”. It is rather disturbing to call someone, especially a minor, that.

Braven also engaged in sexual activity with members of the chat as well (knowing full well their ages), which included sending pornographic material to them and requesting pornographic material from them.

Braven also discussed their sexual interests (that being fetishes) to Person T and Person Q as well. As stated before, Person T is underaged (16 years old at the time), however Person Q was also underaged (17 years old at the time) as well. Braven knew both of these things and still chose to actively engage in sexual discussion with them anyways.

When Person V inquired about it later in 2023 to Braven, this was their response.

These are the points which will be made to refute this, directly responding to Braven, as they have attempted to defend themselves on these points in the past.

1. Engaging in sexual activity with a minor, even if it’s something as seemingly “little” as sharing pornographic material with them is illegal. It doesn’t matter if you’ve known them for years, it doesn’t matter if it’s just for the “fun” of it, doing things like that is against the law.
2. It doesn’t make it any better if the minor was the instigator of said sexual activity. You, as an adult, should be responsible and refuse to engage further. The minor instigating activity first is not a valid excuse in any way, and doesn’t make any of how you engaged in said activity with the minor better in any way. This is also ignoring the fact that you purposefully go out of your way to look for and engage in said activity with them.
3. It does not speak well to state that the feelings held for Person T and Person Q are “non-sexual” when you actively engaged in sexual activity with them in the past. You may state that it was non-sexual all you want, but that at the end of the day is simply your word against the context your actions imply. Even if it was non-sexual, there is a lot that can be said about harboring feelings towards someone 3 years younger than you, who also happens to be someone you actively abused.

UPDATE (7/29/2023):

In the state of Virginia which Braven lives in. It is illegal to engage in sexting with someone under the age of 18. Sexting is the act of soliciting pornographic material to and from a child.

The age of consent in Virginia is also 18 years old.

Abusive Behavior Towards Person T

As stated before, Person T was the primary recipient of the abuse Braven inflicted upon others.

Person T was until recently friends with Braven since 2014. Having known them since they were
9 years old. During that time, Person T got into numerous altercations with Braven, initially starting with silly, petty arguments, before slowly getting worse and worse with each new year.

For instance, a screenshot from 2018 that demonstrates that this had been continuously occurring for several years.

(March 2018)

During an argument Braven was having with Person T in 2021, Braven compared Person T’s behavior to   Person L, (an individual Person T had a difficult falling out with earlier that year). Braven knew how sensitive that topic was for Person T at the time, and chose to bring it up anyways to “make a point”.

This came up again in January 2023 when Person T went ahead to mention how Braven brought up Person L  in that context, and how it caused them to be closed off. Braven shrugged it off by saying that he “didn’t remember”.

This is genuine gaslighting, whether intentional or not.

Speaking of January 2023, during the 26tth, Braven began to make a lot of passive aggressive remarks towards Person T (and by extension Person V, who Person T was very close with at the time)

Later on, Person T out of concern and worry, asked Braven if they planned to ever talk about what was bothering them.

Braven eventually then responded, stating that Person T has changed immensely since the start of 2023 ever since they began to get closer with Person V.

A back and forth then occurred between Person T and Braven, over how Person T in Braven’s eyes was seemingly closed off and not very trusting of them, and how Braven felt “hurt” at how Person T trusted Person V more than them.

Despite Person T’s attempts to articulate to Braven and be reasonable. Braven took Person T’s admission that they held little trust in Braven for a long time very harshly, which then led to the argument snowballing.

Braven then proceeded to state that Person T essentially gaslit them into thinking they trusted them, and then proceeded to start making mean-spirited remarks about Person T in regards to Person V.

By the end of the argument Person T was made to apologize to Braven, despite how Braven was openly insulting them and berating them.

In this argument, Braven frequently brought up how they “needed to communicate more” and that Person T is refusing to communicate in a proper way. This is interesting, considering how that exact day the argument went down Braven was being passive aggressive towards Person T and initially had no intention of discussing their problem with Person T in the first place.

To put it simply, Braven was projecting their problem of “lack of communication” onto Person T and blaming them for it instead, putting aside that Person T made every attempt to try and properly communicate with Braven.

Person T also had many reasons to be wary of Braven just from events which occurred from 2022(the previous year) alone.

For example, here is one of the many ordeals that occurred in 2022. Below you will see logs where Braven left the server due to… not getting their way on Mudae, a discord gacha bot where you trade… anime characters.

For Braven, leaving the discord whenever something does not go their way happens quite commonly.

Person T later began to message Braven, resulting in this theatrical exchange:

All this started over a DISCORD BOT, by the way. Braven went on a negative and mean-spirited tangent by using the issues of other people to get their point across.

Quick detour, notice how Braven says Person N is bound to “follow a pipeline and end up in a disfigured mishap”..? That was in response to Person N being transgender. What a lovely way to think of the people you called your friends, Braven.

This continued on for some time…

About an hour or so later, Braven made yet another drastic shift where they became very aggressive. They, of course, circle back to the bot once more:

A common theme between the arguments that Person T and Braven have is the idea of “Braven being an equal to Person T”. This, of course, is used frequently as leverage by Braven in a lot of arguments, as could be seen previously in this document.

Generally speaking as well, Braven has had a history of being “suicidal”, to the point where it is outright attention seeking and abusive. Here is one of those events which occurred recently…

On June 7th, 2023, Braven sent this message to Person U.

At the time this message was sent, Person U was for the most part, completely uninvolved with Megamix and its ongoing issues. Braven went out of their way to reach out to them and involve them in all of this despite that.

Person T eventually messaged Braven out of worry, receiving this in response.

This continued on for a while, with Person T attempting to reconcile Braven throughout the whole situation. While this was going on, Braven also decided to be cryptic in Megamix.

(The paragraph Braven posted is taken directly from the journal attached to the DOOM wad, “myhouse.wad”)

Braven eventually went silent in Megamix while continuing to talk to Person T, before returning a bit later.

It’s really hard to speak on this topic in a way that won’t put down those who are actually in a very tough spot, so please note that we are not trying to put anyone down for being in a terrible position. It is a bit difficult to articulate what’s said here, so bear with us.

Braven’s actions, whether they were intended to or not, were incredibly hurtful to the people affected. Perhaps it wasn’t Braven’s intention to make anyone that stressed in the moment, but it doesn’t lessen the impact of what happened in any way.

Acting out in a very “exaggerated” fashion to the point where you are posting cryptic images, words and poems, is very hurtful to those who are trying to be there for you, regardless of whether or not it was your intention to hurt them.

There is nothing wrong with being in a painful state. But there is a fine line between feeling pain, and going out of your way to cause others pain and worry, intentional or not. If you do this intentionally, you need help, and if you do this unintentionally, you still need help.

It also doesn’t help how after this, seven days later, Braven proceeded to drag Person T through the mud (as detailed previously in the section regarding June). Someone who was there for them to the best of their ability, despite how much it hurt them on top of their own personal issues.

This kind of behavior has been repeating constantly for the past several years, and it is incredibly destructive, both to the people around Braven, and to Braven themselves. It doesn’t help that said behavior is often later on punctuated by Braven being harsh and abusive to the people who have tried to support them.

July Events

Directly before the events initially outlined on July 10th. Braven left these messages in their personal channel in Megamix.

The image of their closet is a reference to a mod named “Exit Music Redux” for the game Doki Doki Literature Club, where one of the characters chokes themselves to death using a scarf tied to a closet door handle. This was something they directly referenced in the edits they left in the game mentioned previously.

Directly after threatening Person Y to not say anything about them being still alive Braven contacts Person G with this message:

Braven then messaged Person Q with a similar message, and several, several more.

From the perspective of an outsider, Braven seems to be very desperate and at their wit’s end, right?

Literal minutes after that last message, they said this, completely changing their tone.

You may have noticed tone shifts like these before while reading this as pointed out before, most notably in the section regarding the events of June. This is a frequent occurrence, and a very manipulative one at that.

After this message, Person R made the decision to directly confront Braven in a very emotionally charged manner. Going into this, it should be stated that I (the writer of this document) and many others do not condone how Person R went about this, and Person R themselves has expressed that this was the wrong way to go about it. Nonetheless, we have decided to include it for context’s sake anyways.

A little bit after this, Braven sent another message to Person Q, which would at this time, appear to be a “send off.” This is also the message where Braven confesses they held feelings for Person Q, knowing full well that Person Q is in a relationship.

Person Q ended the conversation afterwards due to immense discomfort.

And then Braven comes back and messages Person Q again. How ironic for a send-off.

There are a lot of words here from Braven that were cut out for the sake of pacing, but do notice how Braven is approaching this from the standpoint of “resolving” things right now instead of leaving it alone. Please keep that in mind for later.

Some time later, Braven got on their alternate account to DM Person Q and made threats against Megamix (even though it was primarily towards Person T) after their presence was scrubbed from the game mentioned before. The only thing being kept was their cats out of respect.

For context, Megamix has a chat logger attached to its games, for the sake of recording our interactions to be remembered upon. Braven knew this and made attempts at communication through the chat logger.

Something that should be noted is that in this case, they liken themselves to be a victim.

If that is the case, it is strange for the victim to be on the offensive like this, making physical threats to people that have no intention of even bothering with them in the first place. Why would the victim make various threats to the people who desired to cut them off, anyway?

“I don’t want anything to do with people like you anymore” is something to keep in mind as well. Here are some messages the day before as well.

On July 14th, a confrontation began between members of Megamix and Braven. Starting with these messages.

Notice how Braven said they wouldn’t “stoop that low” to blackmail? Hmm..

Something that should be noted is that Braven knew the potential ramifications of putting that depiction of suicide in the game and then publishing it. They were fully aware of that and went ahead despite that, jeopardizing the livelihood of the owner of that game, potentially leading to them losing TENS OF THOUSANDS OF DOLLARS and all they have built up developing on Roblox.

Later on, Person T, and Person V made the decision to join and directly confront Braven, who was talking to Person X before.

If there was any doubt on whether Braven was actually trying to threaten Person T or not, this message all but confirms it. Quite fickle to threaten the people you were seemingly trying to “resolve” things with not even a few days ago.

It’s also crazy that this is how you treat the people you “apparently” love, by abusing and threatening them, saying that you will ruin their lives. How nice.

Braven attempting to defend himself in the above screenshot (see points previously made in the section about their intent towards minors)

Allegedly the “only person” to care, yet you will threaten that same person you apparently give a “shit about”.

Braven constantly brings up how Person T ruined their life. As stated before, Braven nearly got their account moderated. That could have led to them losing said account, all the money on that account, and all that has been built up on that account developing on Roblox. Braven does not have any reasonable right to complain about how “his life was ruined”, when they were removed from everything in order to make sure they would not put anyone at risk again, among other reasons.

This got drawn out for a while, where Braven proceeded to have a back and forth with everyone and get very personal about their life and their issues with going to a psych ward.

Another tone shift occurs where Braven seems more remorseful.

After some conversation, Person T goes ahead to try and bring things to a close.

By this point, this should be over and resolved. After that day, most of us had every intention of dropping it and leaving it be.

Braven began to make frequent appearances around July 21st to try and communicate with the group.

Later on, a bit after having a conversation with one of our members who wanted to seek their own closure. Braven brought up Thomas, a friend of ours who passed away several years ago, to argue his case.

It shouldn’t need to be stated as to why bringing up those who are resting in order to make a point is deeply disrespectful and was an unbelievable thing for Braven to bring up just to make a point.

Thomas passed away due to an uncontrollable medical condition, while Braven left behind a virtual body in a Roblox game as a “cry for help”. There is a huge difference between the two here.

UPDATE (7/29/2023):

Some images have been uncovered of Braven mistreating Thomas in the months leading up to his passing. While these are years old, it was requested that these were included in the document to show how poorly Braven has consistently treated others in the past.

In any case, the “wet floor gag” he refers to is elaborated upon a bit later.

The messages initially started off calmly and not exactly aggressive. On July 23rd, though, Braven came back in a more aggressive manner:

“Mocked my own potential demise” refers to how after their changes were reverted, a wet floor was placed inside the room which caused players to slip when walking in it, along with a wet floor sign directly outside.

However, it should be stated that this was not meant to be an outright jab at Braven, mocking their “potential demise” as they put it or anything of the sort. This was simply to make the situation less tense with humor, at least for ourselves. Braven is entitled to take it however they want, but it was never intended as a way to mock their potential demise.

The rest of this exchange goes back and forth constantly in a circle. It demonstrates however, that Braven keeps returning for their own sake in order to justify themselves, even though nobody from Megamix wants anything to do with them anymore. After this exchange, Braven was permanently banned from all places owned by Megamix.

There is a lot more that can be covered, but at this point, I believe a good understanding can be gathered from this.

Other Things of Note

This section is to quickly elaborate on things which appear fairly consistently, as well as elaborate on other things which do not warrant any as much elaboration as what was detailed previously.

• The morphs Braven frequently refers to were a set of Sonic morphs created in 2017, and maintained all the way to 2023, a personal collaboration between them, Person T, and some other members of Megamix who frequently contributed.
• Exit Music Redux (EMR) is a mod for the visual novel Doki Doki Literature Club. The mod came up frequently with Braven very often, to the point where they centered the edits made in the party place around it.
• The game referred to in this document which Braven edited is the Christmas 2022 party place, a game that hosted the 2022 Christmas Party held by Megamix.

Other things that can be noted about Braven will be listed here as well. These were not made to be a primary focal point of the document, but will be listed here for further context.

• Braven has made numerous remarks about certain demographics and groups of people, most noticeably in regards to trans people and other groups in the LGBTQ+. This also extends to certain other groups as well, such as black people and mexicans.
• This is more of a personal thing in regards to Megamix, but there are numerous instances where Braven has talked negatively about other people there behind their back. While the point can be made that a lot of members previously engaged in this behavior, all of the people who did have either gotten better or are no longer there. If anything, Braven has the most recent instances.

Personal Messages From Associated Parties

This section carries personal messages from those associated with the situation. While the document aims to be as “objective” (as objective as you can given how this is all coming from our side), there are a lot of things on a personal level many of us have to say. Those things will be written here.

Person X

“If you’re reading this, Braven, please never contact us again.

I don’t need to say anything of what the document has said multiple times for you to understand where

you do and don’t belong here. You hurt so many of us, have continued to hurt people and been a bother

to us when we want to move on. I hope this gives you a wake up call, you’ve needed one for ages.

As tiring as this is however, it’s finally going to be over for all of us, and I am glad I will never have to

hear a lick of your name around this group ever again. You were a friend of mine, you introduced me to

everyone in this group– and you fucked it entirely, you were a bad influence, you loved me at some point.

You call me and my vision accusatory, but I’ve seen everything I possibly was shown, and you really

don’t deserve any sense of forgiveness. Whatever I said to you that day, in the game, you deserved in

full, honest brashness. You’re a monster of your own making.

We have all been happier without you, I have been happier without you being here, knowing I can talk about what I like without you judging or making jokes about them. You’re an evil, egotistical asshole. My hate for you internally knows no bounds, I wanted to be your friend, I was worried about you when you were suicidal, but you just wanted to fuck everyone up, fuck my own friends up.

You will never hurt anyone again after this. I hope this ruins your fucking life, you piece of shit. Never show yourself around here again, you’ll only make yourself look worse. And for the record? I am who I am, and nothing you said to me will change that. I’ll always be me.

I won’t let a transphobic racist piece of shit say anything to me when you lie about changing your identity depending on the mood of the weather.

Rot in hell. :)”

Person V

“ To Braven, never show your face to any of us ever again.

I can barely even muster up the words to describe how disgusted I am by you. The way you’ve treated both me and my friends is genuinely fucking disgusting, I’m appalled that you even tried to excuse this behavior in any way. I’m especially disgusted by how you immediately assumed that I was the one who led a ‘smear campaign’ against you, when all I did was point out shit that you actually did. You need to realize that you  genuinely hurt people, you manipulated people, you used people.

You need to wake up. You need to realize your wrongdoings and leave us the fuck alone. You’ve hurt us enough, please stop coming back. Stop making excuses to try crawling back to us, just let us be. ”

Person S

“Braven, when you read this you will probably figure out pretty quickly who this is.

We may have gotten along at random points throughout megamix’s history, we may have pretended to be friends. Deep down though I always resented you and your presence. I was the one who always wanted you gone. Every single time we fought, every single time you said something that made my blood boil, I wanted nothing more than to have you removed. I often lead several groups of people who were against you. Then I gave up, because it really seemed like you weren’t going anywhere. Now, however, I finally feel at peace.

You are a horrible, nasty person. I don’t know what happened to you, or what made you like this as a person. I genuinely hope that you get the help that you need, but for as long as you live I will never be your friend. No matter how hard I tried, I just couldn’t bring myself to like you. Maybe our personalities just never mixed well, but now that all of this has come out, I will always have a solid reason to keep you as far away from me as I possibly can.

If for some god forsaken reason you come back just like Luna did, that will be the day that I leave Astra for good. I have faith that won’t ever happen, but I’m just kind of writing this down as a reminder to myself in case that day ever comes. It’s a shame that this had to happen this way, but you did this to yourself. Have a nice life, or don’t, I don’t care.

Oh yeah, and for anyone who wants any evidence of downright psychotic behavior, Braven once made me watch the r/watchpeopledie reddit with him and he laughed at every single video. That is all.”

Person W

“Hey braven, if you're reading this, I'm not sorry.

You caused a lot of suffering the last few months and even more so over the span of the last 8 years you've spent with this group and only in the last month or so have people begun to really grasp onto that fact that you were admittedly part of the problem, whether it be your manipulative tendencies, your disturbed outlook on life or the sense of righteousness you've felt when you were hurting the ones around you, you caused such a n extreme amount of pain that it had become normal, and i still can't seem to completely grasp it myself, and that's because i thought i had started to see a change for a little while but it seems it was some sort of falsity that i had created mentally from being oppressed over the years for different things i had enjoyed over the years, I never realized how gatekept everything really was around you, whether it was pokemon, animal crossing, simply being a furry or hell even just roles you had created for characters, you talked about how things were unequal at times but that was really the most selective thing around at points and you made it very clear, dozens of times.

I don't truly hate you but i do not respect you, not anymore and i hope one day you can find peace but please, do not try to reach out to me or anyone else involved because we're all just trying to live our lives without you looming over our shoulders, goodbye.”

Person N

“Braven, chances are you’re going to know immediately who I am, which I don’t necessarily care about in any way shape or form.

Nevertheless, I'll just come out as blunt as possible; you make me sick. I genuinely cannot stand you, not after all the things that have happened over the span of 2 months. I thought our talk would bring some sort of closure, as I thought it’d be easier for me to understand if we talked directly, but no. Your side is so convoluted and contorted I simply cannot comprehend it, you’re sick in the head by all accounts and you’ve hurt more people than you probably think. I expected even a fraction of decency, but the only thing you’ve shown us is how insensitive you are and how easy it is to destroy the trust of everyone you cared about.

For starters, Person T never did anything to you, everything you’re feeling is your own fault. You let yourself get too attached to a single person and now look at you, you’re pathetic, you’re tactless, but above all, you’re a fucking child. You continue to victimize yourself and soften the things you’ve done to us and make us seem like villains to those you want to exploit. You may be unaware of it, which makes complete sense given your tactless stupidity, but if it means anything; you are nothing but a habitual manipulator and a goddamn liar. I truly hope one day you can learn from your own mental ineptitude and become a better person, not for your sake, but for everyone around you. I don’t care even a fraction about you or about how you feel anymore, you wasted every ounce of energy I ever had giving a shit about you. Your feelings to me and especially this response are beyond irrelevant, and would make me yawn.

I would also like to mention that this “hate train” you repetitively gaslit into everyones head, perhaps to alleviate some sort of pain in your heart knowing all your friends left you, and have absolutely no care for you anymore, doesn’t fucking exist. It only existed because of you, we unknowingly played follow the leader with your toxic behavior and lust for authority, and thus, all those people who were unfortunately shafted from hate and harassment? It all stems from your own incapability to keep your mouth shut and your unending urge to gossip about people. We’re not the villains, you are.

You treated Person U, Person V, and above all Person T with the utmost disrespect in your last moments with this group, and only cared or valued them as people when it was of use to you. That includes me as well, you never paid me any mind back in the day, hell, I’d even say at some points you wanted me gone and dusted. But when I showed you my skills in my respective development field and how my work affected the quality of your products, you began to show a lot more care for me as a human being. Yeah, talk about selfishness. Our friendship was never real, you only valued me on my skill set, not me as a person. If given the opportunity, you would have swapped me out for someone else in your triangle to meet in person. I don’t want to make this about me, but you’ve hurt me too, Braven, plenty and plenty of times. You forced me out of Megamix more than once with your tactless behavior, even putting me to the brink of tears for the things I liked. All I ever wanted back then was to be involved in your triangle, to feel accepted by the people who gave me from the past the opportunities I have today. You shunned me out every time, and only when my skill set managed to get good enough to be considered adequate to you did you pay me any mind. It pains me to think about that, but knowing how far you’ve fallen really softens that blow. Hypocritical, sure, calling you selfish and all that, but I’m nothing like you.

In addition, I will never forgive you for the things you’ve done to this group, and how you’ve affected so many people's lives by simply being the toxic, egotistical human hate crime that you turned out to be. You look down on others and never once actually took the time to reflect on your own position. To me, someone who tries their best to not belittle anyone and lives on a basis that anyone who tries their best, no matter how much, is just as valuable as me and everyone else; I find it insanely difficult to even look at you as a human-being.

With that in mind, I don’t think it’s far off for me to say that you’re failing in life. You’re in your 20s and haven’t even tried to make something of yourself yet. You still fantasize over a doki doki character and over random anime women like they’re real people. They aren’t real, they never will be, you’re delusional. I’m not saying this to shame you on how you feel, I’m saying this because it’s only going to get worse and ruin any opportunity you actually have to pursue something with your pitiful existence. Fucks sake, even working retail would be a start. Like I said though, I don’t have it in me to care about that. If you fail, then don’t expect me to pick you back up.

To cut this short; I don’t want to see your face ever again, I look back at our time in September as potentially one of my worst memories of that year, simply because of how you and everything that’s happened this year alone has tainted it. To shed some sugar though, as if I didn’t just beat you down like you did to so many others; I’ll never regret what I did for you back in June, I may hate you, but I don’t want you dead. But from now on, whether you’re alive or not is not up to me, and I will not be there for you again.

In summary: fuck you, fuck off, and good fucking bye.”

Person U

“To ShitheadTFS

I trust that you'll likely know who I am right out of the gate, in which case, good.

And with that, I present to you a list of things for you to kindly Go & fuck yourself over:

Go fuck yourself for roping me into things I wanted nothing to do with after I had already left

Go fuck yourself for later antagonizing me for how I went about doing so, I credit that to your shitty levels of understanding & lack of empathy

Go fuck yourself for the shit you put everyone through in the past fucking 2 months ALONE

Go fuck yourself for later spinning the narrative on everything & trying to manipulate your way out of the hole you dug yourself in

Go fuck yourself for all the petty bullshit you've caused because so & so wouldn't give you what was essentially a shitty virtual trading card

Go fuck yourself for all the abuse you've done to others, and in particular Person T

Go fuck yourself for all your manipulative antics, once again ESPECIALLY in recent times

Go fuck yourself & your fragile ass ego, stopping me from bettering my ultrakill records since it humbled your main character syndrome so badly

Go fuck yourself for the multitude of problems I now have after everything & need to put up with for fuck knows how long, by extension almost driving me to the point where I was going to abandon everything to find a peace of mind

aaand Royally go fuck yourself for who you are as a person.

I'm certain there's much more than what comes to mind, though I don't really wanna think for shit anymore as of late. Guess who I have to thank for that!!! Anywho I am rather overjoyed that once all of this gets out I won't have to hear a smidgeon of your bullshit anymore, what becomes of you is no longer any of my concern. Whether you better or you worsen, whether you stay stagnant or do something other then mope & weep about being unable to comprehend how fucked up of an individual you are, I do not give a flying fuck. It does not & will NEVER concern myself for the foreseeable future .

I can actually begin to recover like I had planned to when I'd left Megamix originally, 2 months after the fact, this time I won't have to leave a whole bunch of good people behind over some bad apples to do so. Recovery was always gonna be a long road ahead, though with you gone it won't be so insufferable a journey anymore.

Once again for the people in the back, sincerely go fuck yourself Shithead 😁”

Person G

“braven, you already know exactly who i am.

never come back to me, megamix, or any of my groups, you dense and utterly tactless rot.

trying to find my place in the world? lacking independence from my family? look at YOURSELF first and think about your own situation. then look back to me. i'm a college student TWO YEARS into college now, gunning for an engineering degree. you're a fucking no-life dropout NEET who lies in bed for most of the day because life is oh so hard for you because you can't get a bakugan for five weeks off of ebay. how many times have i paid for YOUR nitro or YOUR SHITTY FUCKING BAKUGAN TOYS that you've wanted so much? how much have you given ME in return for it? divinity? nope. zilch. nada. you can leave that up to me not deciding what i wanted at the time, but i am SURE I MADE IT ABUNDANTLY CLEAR that divinity was the thing i wanted in exchange.

i am BETTER THAN YOU. don't even think of comparing yourself to me or looking down upon me ever again because the only thing it'll hopefully even give you is a reality check on just how much of a failed waste of oxygen you are. i'm sorry that your parents have to put up with your bullshit every single day, knowing that their son is going to end up a fucking failure who's going to be on the streets before this decade's out. when i look back on this happening in five years, hopefully with my engineering degree and maybe even looking to work in the industries that i consider to be my life's DREAM to work for, i will laugh at you. i will LOOK DOWN ON YOU AND SEE YOU FOR THE FUCKING RUNT YOU ARE.

you spend your days chasing after a fictional woman that you know will never be real, but that doesn't phase you, you think you're EMR's MC with that molded heap of shit you call your brain. you have your main character and god complex because the only satisfaction you can get anymore outside of jerking your fucking dick until it falls off is squeezing people under your boot until they shatter. i'm not 'blind to injustice' or 'ignorant of tyranny', i know tyranny when i see it and you are tyranny in one of its purest forms. a sad, pathetic, worthless being rotten to your very core. after all, just look at what you did to Person T.

YEARS of putting him through absolute hell and back, constantly going back and forth on him between him being your 'friend' and someone you absolutely despise. the shit you put him through from january to now makes me absolutely sick to my core seeing your real motivations, you selfish bastard. you didn't care for Person T, you just wanted to use them for your own gains. your blatant hatred for Person V and misleading us into hating them as well is detestable, just because you were scared that they'd take Person T away from you. how about Person O? booting him off the bench without even so much as a thought about a fair talk to him? just because you changed your mind on a god damn Sonic Role? one of MY CLOSEST FRIENDS? that pisses me off to no fucking end but whoop-de-doo, the MAIN CHARACTER has to have his way, right? that's not even the extent of it, which i could go on for hours for.

not even to MENTION the constant scrutiny that you put everyone in this chat through. no one could talk about anything they even liked without YOU making passive aggressive jabs at it or being downright hateful on it. people in this server barely felt like it was safe to even talk about the things they liked without coming under judgement from someone like you. if someone didn't conform to your ideas in the slightest, they came under your fire and scrutiny. Person V, Person O, Person S, Person X, Person Y, hell, even Person M . i'm GLAD that your fragile ego could be shattered by something as simple as Person U shattering your ULTRAKILL records, causing you to throw such a massive tantrum that he had to limit himself just so you would stop bitching.

you are an absolute fucking joke. you genuinely think that your life is an anime and that you're the main character of it. you couldn't give a shit about what happens to anyone else because the only reason you cared about us in the first place is so that we could be yes-men to you. the ONLY thing you seek from people is affirmation that you're always doing what's right when i'm sure that you're just being the same manipulative bastard that you were to us. seeing your effects on the server was daunting. i have never seen people like Person U pushed to their limits like in the earlier months of this year, Person T so utterly wrecked, or people like Person R and Person V so angry. and after all of that, when someone like Person U and Person I have their own separate chat, YOU ONCE AGAIN throw another tantrum because you're being 'left out' and that you think it's a direct response to you instead of them just wanting to be around people they like. and yet, you have the AUDACITY to try and play the victim card during all of this. you have the audacity to make people think that YOU'RE the one being injusticed and that we're the tyrants who are trying to oppress you. you are a truly disgusting and sack of horse shit. do not come back here. do not reach out to any of us. we all want you gone and out of our lives for good. do each and every person here a favor and fuck off from every facet of megamix and astra.

go fuck yourself and never ever come back to this place again. if i ever see you come back here, i will deal with you myself.“

Person K

“braven,

i thought you were a close friend and a part of me wants to see you as one still but the Amount of Bullshit you have done makes it almost impossible to do so

we've had good moments together and such but i can't feel comfortable staying neutral without choosing a side any longer. i have mostly completely stayed out of this shit but i wanted to write at least something in regards to this all

because we are supposedly on good terms at the time of writing this doc but its hard to be your friend or trust you with the amount of stuff you have done

to everyone else.

i don't know if i can handle having you still be around because of what you've done to everyone else and what you could possibly to do me, i cannot forgive you for

any of it and it stresses me out just thinking about all of the bullshit i've had to put up with from everything recently and this is adding on to it even more

goodbye braven, despite everything i wish you would get help and better yourself.”

Person Q

“i don’t need to introduce myself to you.

you’re a freak. a pathetic, low life freak who sits in his room all day praying to a character that will never be real. please, be serious for more than 5 minutes. you are a 20 year old who: can’t get a job, has a porn addiction along with a disgusting parasocial relationship that probably tie into each other, and you consider her to be your “wife” compared to that newly found girlfriend of yours? sounds like a recipe for a failure of a human being. it’s laughable, really. i am better than you. we are better than you. do you know how rent free we must be in that shrunken deficient brain of yours to make an entire place dedicated to keeping us out? you’re never going to get over us, accept that and fuck off. we’re the only group who ever gave you, a worthless piece of oxygen, the time of day. if you didn’t understand that yet, you will now. from manipulation to the absolute bullshit you pulled on Person T, to confessing your love to me during the whole stunt of july? you make me SICK. fuck you. don’t ever speak to me or step foot in my presence again. you already know what’ll happen if you do.

i tried. i tried really hard to understand where you came from and put the pieces together. yet, when i did, it only gave me a terrible conclusion that you are subhuman. a piece of replaceable garbage that i can get from anywhere. although, you’re one of a kind for going as far as you did. 9 years of abuse? that’s gotta be a new one for you. everyone else here said most of what i wanted to say for me, but know this, you slimy shitstain: i would never shed a single tear for you any day, whatever happens to you. you are beneath me, mongrel.

if you acknowledge everything i said here, know your place. never think you are better than anyone, especially us. unto dust you shall return.”

Person Y

“I gave you a lot of chances.

You introduced me to this group in the first place. When I was younger, I was a lot more accepting.

Even a few months ago, I essentially bowed my head & accepted this behavior ‘for the good of the group’, as you would put it. But that’s a selfish & crude thing to do.

Wherever you go after this, I hope it’s far away from me and us. I’m sickened by your behavior and, though I was going to ‘keep you around’ afterwards- not out of pity, but out of a genuine concern & as a friendly gesture- you weaponized me, my feelings, and tried to make me feel like I ‘had to do something’. Like I had to make them think you were dead.

Just go away.”

Person I

“Braven,

I was really trying to see the light of both sides, but after a bit I realized your side was a lot darker. Even after you explained things more and more came up against you over the span of so little time. It's disappointing that it had to come to this but honestly it's for the better good.

Go outside, get a job, go back into college, something, please. Don't become someone who lives off other people, because I swear to you, that shit never works out. You're still young, you can still live your life.

Just don't come back. Ever. Please.

Thanks.“

Person P

“Braven, you are a low life, pathetic, minor loving, no life having scum (I’d say of the earth but lets face it, you’re too pathetic to earn that title). Since the moment we’ve met you’ve been nothing more than a fake narcissist and egomaniac who perceives himself as the main character, and yet you’re an absolute dickhead who’s unwelcoming to others (I mean, aside from people you view as assets of course..), shoots down any interests or views that do not align with yours, and is unwelcome to change and just lives purely in the past. You have caused anguish, mental pain, etc. to others, and yet somehow perceive yourself as a “victim” after all of these years. You, a person with a cush and easy life, constantly bullying and manipulating others, preying on others like a fucking leech, and only being “friends” with people for the benefit of wanting others to coddle and do shit for you.

        For years I’ve distanced myself from you, and holy shit am I glad I did that and viewed you as nothing more than an acquaintance (if even). Normally I’d say “yknow, I hope you’re able to get a life” or some shit along those lines, but let's face it, that’s impossible for you, after all you did only go to college for 2 days then drop out because you needed to use your webcam. Who the FUCK does that by the way, that is genuinely one of the most absurdly stupid reasons I’ve heard for someone dropping out of college in the first 2 DAYS. Get a job Braven. Get a life. Touch some god damn grass for fucks sake. Don’t spend your life just sitting at home doing absolutely nothing except sitting in your greasy ass chair rotting away, with the only sentient thought being “I need friends for the sake of me needing attention and sympathy!”, and bitching about GOD KNOWS WHAT, probably “Uh oh my Bakugan wasn’t in the store today!” or some dumb bullshit you can mustard up for the want of attention and sympathy from others. Oh but wait, there’s more! You ask others to give you money for shit, work at stores for you to give you bakugan toy information? Are you fucking serious? How much of a mooch are you? No doubt in my mind you’re still suckled to your moms tit, you fucking bottom feeder. So starved for codependency you want to move in with minors.

        I’d say “Go meet other people”, but we don’t need a bunch of greasy pedophiles having a meet up to plan how they’re gonna lure in a bunch of minors. I feel sorry for anyone that has to deal with your negative personality, constantly putting others down for their own sake and betterment. Anyone who has to deal with you I feel sorry for, you are so fucking fake, constantly pretending to care (if even, most of the time you can’t even do that), shit talking everyone you can to make yourself feel better or superior. You are nothing, pathetic and small. You do nothing in your life except beg your mom to buy you toys and when she doesn’t you throw a fit in venting chat, “waaah i didn’t get my toy”, that’s you. You sit on your pc all day and play games, have 0 aspirations, no interest in getting a job, nothing. The fact you can even look at others around you and go “Yeah I’m superior” is LAUGHABLE. You are not the “main character”, you are not important to anyone, and I mean ANYONE, hell even your parents are ashamed on how you turned out (if you think they aren’t, that’s a blatant lie, they probably hide it from you to make you feel better and not make you feel any genuine sadness because you’re so damn soft). The sad part is, you genuinely think you are a main character, whether you admit it or not. You aren’t. You’re not even a character, this is not a show, this is real life, and spoiler alert, you do nothing. You do nothing, are nothing, amount to nothing. Zero, zilch, nada.

        Another thing, get some help, and I mean genuine help. The thoughts you’re having, saying to others or on social media (public and private accounts), the shit you say is not fucking normal. The extent you’ve gone to with your words which are aimed towards minimal shit is mind boggling, the empty threats you’ve made towards others because of you not getting your way or towards some benign bullshit is boggling. Get yourself some fucking help, and don’t try therapy for 1 day then give up, genuinely give it a good effort and try it out (you trying therapy for a day and saying “I’m just so unhelpable” isn’t cool or anything along those lines, you douche wad, it’s just pathetic). You aren’t depressed. You’re fragile, that’s your problem. You never were told no growing up, so when your parents tell you no, or get firm with you, you cry, like a fucking baby. “Waaah I didn’t get my way”, like how you did with this situation, with every situation. Crying and pulling every card you can to try and get people to take your side, whether it’s faking suicide (or anything else harmful to ones self), being “depressed” (Yeah, as if, lol), saying you’re going to leave but come back like 5 seconds later (every time you left I never believed it for a second, always said to myself  “yeah, I wish, he’ll be back in 5 seconds” and there you were). Have you ever tried just being better, or trying to change and improve yourself? No, right? Because you’re not the problem and everyone else is, right? Fucking child. Grow the fuck up. Stop using faking suicide and self harm as a tactic to try and get people to side with you.

        Something that I found funny after I learned about all this information? After years of shitting on others, judging others, trying to get others banned for shit? You are the worst of them all. Makes me wonder if you did that all as a means to make yourself look better so people didn’t focus or look into your shit over the years. Years of you being a creep, pedophile, stalker, the list goes on and on. Paired with you having crushes on MINORS, trying to justify porn of fictional minors, having creepy interactions with minors, showing porn to minors, it goes on and on, but knowing you, you’ll probably try and find a way to excuse these actions. Some bullshit along the lines of “You didn’t hear my side”, or “that’s taken out of context”, like all you pedophiles do. You’re a species. You may think you’re not part of that whole pedophile shit and you may try to justify yourself, but you are.

        Something else I want to add that has bothered me for YEARS, and I literally mean YEARS, keep Thomas’s name out of your fucking mouth. You were nothing more to him then a fucking asshole. You harassed him constantly, made fun of him, mocked him with every chance you got, big or small. You always took it and ran with it. All for what? To make your pathetic, slimy, pathetic self feel better? Regardless, you did it, and yet here you are, having the GALL to ONLY care about him when he passes away, to use him as a sympathy card for yourself, to use him as an opportunity to have people come to you and say “I’m sorry for your loss”, you pathetic fucking swine. You waste of fucking oxygen. How DARE you call him your friend after the shit you’ve said to him, the way you’ve treated him. You are fucking disgusting, and I mean that in EVERY sense of the word. Thomas was one of the best of us, and you have the balls to try and compare your “SUICIDE” (more like a sad and easy way for people to listen to you if anything) to his passing, and it was done out of an effort to pull others heart strings (I say others because I know for a god damn fact you aren’t going to do anything, so you aint pulling on shit for me chump, but nice try). Do you have the mental capacity to realize how moronic that is? Probably not, as you have the brain the size of a pea, but let me level it down for you so someone as dense and dull headed as you can understand. Thomas was our friend, he cared, he was welcoming to others, I have nothing but good memories with him since Day 1. Then we have you, someone who is selfish, egotistical, a pedophile, manipulative (not even good at that, but manipulative nonetheless), and an absolute waste of human space. I cared about Thomas, I do not care about you. I’m baffled I even have to say this, I shouldn’t have to, yet here we are, having to deal with you. You, a selfish narcissistic piece of shit that will scrap together anything they can to get sympathy and attention, trying to throw yourself a pity party. Fucking disgrace.

        To conclude my parting message to you, as you currently are right now? You will not be happy, you will not be happy talking to anyone, and I mean that genuinely, you are someone who drives themself on nostalgia, on the “good old days'', but it’ll never, EVER be like that again, and you will never come to accept that subconciously. With the way you live, sitting inside like an incel, drowning yourself in delusion and hatred, and hating the real world and not being able to live in it, you will not find any sort of genuine happiness. Until you decide to make change (which knowing you for years on end, change isn’t something you quite do), you will not be genuinely happy. I would wish the best for you, but honestly? I don’t. Hell I don’t even fucking care about you, I wrote all of this with 0 emotion other then pure annoyance, and a strong dislike towards you, no feelings of friendship, none of “oh I’ll miss you in the group”(and that’s a lot coming from me, typically I like giving people second chances, seeing change in people, but nope, I don’t believe that’ll happen with you, people in this world either get better, or get better at lying). Since day 1 you have been bipolar in our friendship, switching from either being a total dickhead, or a fake kiss ass. I am glad you are out of this group, and I genuinely mean this when I say I hope it stays that way. This server has been fun to talk in and has been good for everyone since you have left and been banned from our games, hell we even have folks coming back, and it’s all thanks to you leaving! I want you to fully remember and process that, everyone you grew up with is happier without you, and it’s not a combination of shit going on, no. It’s because you in specific are GONE, it’s not a temporary boost of happiness or hype or some shit, it’s that the 1 thing that brought down this friend group is gone.

Cya later, jackass.”

You should know who the fuck I am.

“dear braven:

wokemix called; they said to leave us the fuck alone and move on

distancing myself from you was probably the best decision that i could’ve ever made in my life. i cannot believe that i sucked up to you in 2020 for validation just for you to shittalk me 2 years later for being “too sensitive” and “wokepilled” and how “im better off leaving if i keep getting offended by these jokes” because i realized to myself that maybe being friends WITH A FUCKING RACIST AND TRANSPHOBE wasn’t a great idea.

i fucking hate you. do you understand? i fucking DESPISE you for the shit that you put EVERYONE and ESPECIALLY PERSON T THROUGH. you wanted to improve the server after the shit that happened in june, right? CONGRATULATIONS!! YOU DID IT BY FUCKING LEAVING!!! 

8 years gone to waste over a group? what a fucking joke. dropped out of cc after 2 DAYS because you didn't want to use your FUCKING WEBCAM? YOU’RE THE ENTIRE FUCKING CIRCUS. WHAT HAPPENED TO THAT CULINARY CAREER THAT YOU OH SO BOASTED ABOUT ON TWITTER TO SOMEONE BACK IN 2020? HM?

i feel bad for your parents because you’re nothing but a fucking LEECH. constantly asking for nitro because you can’t afford it yourself. asking for 175 DOLLARS for a FUCKING TOY? WHY DON’T YOU GET A FUCKING JOB?

stay the fuck away from us. stop bending the fucking truth to others. go back to school. get a job. fix your porn addiction. ANYTHING THAT DOESN’T FUCKING INVOLVE US. LEAVE. US. THE. FUCK. ALONE.

good fucking bye”        

Person T

“I hate you. Don't ever think of showing your face to any of us ever again.

No amount of words can ever truly convey how much contempt I have for you, and what you have put not only me, but everyone else through, for the past several years. You are the worst person I've ever had the displeasure of knowing in my entire life.

Let's get this out of the way first, Braven, you are not a victim, not by any means. You are a 20 year old NEET who's spent the last several years  abusing and manipulating the people around him. You lack the proper mental faculty to comprehend how terrible of a person you are, and you live in a perpetual state of self delusion, unable to actually realize the full weight of your actions.

Make up narratives all you want within your head, but this was never the result of "groupthink" or "follow the leader", no, this is the result of your own actions and your actions alone. There is nobody to blame but yourself, there is nobody who can be held responsible for your circumstances except yourself.

"For eight years I have failed to achieve anything with my life, and the reason is because I became so invested in this group". No, Braven, the reason why you failed to achieve nothing with your life is because you are so fucking hopeless and pathetic on a day to day basis, that your life plans revolved around moving in with a 17 year old, who mind you, can actually properly support themselves, in stark contrast to the sad sack of shit you are. That is actually pathetic.

You wondered why people don't want anything to do with you, you wondered why people began to avoid you. Yeah, I really do wonder, what happens after you tell one person to end their own life, threaten another with murder, and threaten every single person with suicide, not just once, but twice, all in the span of 48 hours. Since you like to make a point of how much I "dragged everyone down with my actions", let me give you a reality check, Braven. Actions have consequences, and what happened was nothing more than the result of your own actions.

Better ways to handle this? Compromise? Resolution? What resolution is there to be had with someone like you? Expecting people to put aside all of the pain you put them through immediately like nothing ever happened, let alone the past several years worth? What a fucking joke. Never mind the fact that you'll just do it again as you always do, because you don't change, you don't ever fucking change, not in any capacity, if anything, you only get worse and worse.

Your ego is so fucking fragile that you'll get bent at the sight of other people not spending their time with you, whether it's with The Waters, whether it was with how I started spending more time with someone else instead of you, or as recent as the past few weeks, when you were upset at how things began to kick up once you were gone. This might sound crazy, Braven, but the world does not revolve around you. The existence of people and what they do, none of it revolves around you, and that's something you need to get through into your skull. Stop fucking justifying your spite with "it's unfair to other people" or anything like that. Just fucking admit that you're fucking petty and absolutely hopeless without anyone else.

I know for a fact that it was never about "fairness" or "justice", you never gave a fuck if something is unfair or wrong to anyone till it affects you. You don't fucking care what other people think unless it benefits you in some way.

You never cared what Person O thought when you ripped the role from him, and while I haven't treated him the best myself, you have the absolute fucking nerve to suddenly start giving a shit about him after you got removed from the group, using him as ammunition for your arguments.

You had no problems beating down on someone for wanting to invite their friends, shit talking them constantly behind their back because they talked about Roblox anime games in general.

You never batted Person N an eye till they started doing work for you, you harassed them constantly throughout the years. I'm ashamed they had to breathe the same air molecules as you, it's a good thing your ineptitude isn't contagious.

You put down Person K and many others constantly for being miserable even if it's out of their control.

You harassed others for their interests and what they cared about, causing many people to just shut up because they didn't want to deal with you.

You had no qualms about whispering behind other people's backs, talking shit on them and who they are. Especially if they fell into an identity you didn't like, like how you were when Person N was contemplating their gender, or how you chalked up my own identity to "mental illness". That speaks well, wonder what that says about half the other people you know?

Oh, and you never gave a fuck about Person V, not in any capacity, till we were close. Then you let envy and spite get the best of you, because I didn't share your fucked up feelings. You are fucking disgusting.

And speaking of feelings, I am absolutely revolted to know that you thought of me that way for so long, and in the first place as well. Nothing could have prepared me for how stomach turning that realization I had in June was, right after our argument when you said "I made the only person I've ever loved hate me". I'm glad to know that most of your actions this year were fueled by nothing but jealousy and spite, for how I didn't return your feelings, and for how I was in your eyes, apparently "changing to the likeliness of someone else". Just fucking admit that it was never about the group or how I dragged it down, and that it was always about me.

Yeah, I'm sure those feelings were totally "non-sexual" and purely "platonic", never mind how you were making passes at me in general right after I turned you down, never mind how you engaged in sexual discussion with me and sent porn in my presence, even though I was underaged and by that point, wanting nothing to do with it anymore. Fucking disgusting that you'd confess you're into incest to someone who you considered to be a "brother". Am I really supposed to believe that what you felt was platonic? Because I'm sure if I ever actually tried anything with you, you would have made it sexual eventually, the moment I turned 18, or even before. You are sick. You are just as sick for those feelings you had for Person Q too, and how you confessed to them like that. You should be ashamed of yourself.

God, I don't know how you expected other people to start immediately trusting you when this is the kind of shit that has been par for the course with you for years at this point. You said "it takes one fuck up for people to lose trust in you". Yes, Braven, it takes one fuck up, because believe it or not, ACTIONS HAVE CONSEQUENCES. And you didn't have just one fuck up, you've been sitting on a pile of NUMEROUS FUCK UPS stacked up over the years. Is it really a surprise that people's trust was broken in you? After how you utterly fucking broke the people who were trying to be there for you during your break-up, only to drag those SAME PEOPLE through the mud out of spite.

"You haven't spent six months dealing with the full brunt of the impact". YOU haven't spent NINE YEARS dealing with someone so god damn UNSTABLE and ABSOLUTELY UNWORKABLE like you, let alone the PAST TWO MONTHS by themselves. You are fucking SICK, you are SICK IN THE HEAD and EVERYTHING ABOUT you is wrong. From how you put that body in the fucking game while planning to FAKE YOUR DEATH to "see our reactions", from your sick and twisted fantasy with a fucking fictional character that you PROJECT ONTO OTHER PEOPLE, to how you will threaten people with murder and suicide. You are a horrible, horrible human being. All the loose screws in your head must be fucking rattling around in there. You need help.

And don't you fucking say "oh Person V was trying to gaslight me into seeking help". No, Braven, that is an objective fact. You, need, HELP. Actual fucking HELP, not help from a god damn 17 year old who has their own problems to worry about, not help from anyone else here, not help from your fucking ex who you hurled abusive words towards because he broke up with you. You need PROFESSIONAL HELP.

Yeah, so what, the system fucking failed you? Boo fucking hoo, that doesn't give you a god damn excuse to bring down other people. Just because you're fucking miserable, it doesn't make you right in any way. No, it doesn't matter how much fucking you suffer, it doesn't change the fact that you are an ABUSIVE and MANIPULATIVE piece of shit. So what if you had good intentions, trying to help me or others? So what if you cared? Doesn't change a single fucking thing of how you showed it.

You say people can do better, Braven, so why don't YOU do better? Why don't you do better and be a better fucking person? Stop fucking telling other people to do something you are so unwilling to do yourself. I'm not going to stand here any longer and take any more of your bullshit, I have had enough, we have all had enough, go fucking help yourself for all I care.

I might think of myself as a horrible person, but I can at least take solace in the fact that I am better than you, in every single fucking way imaginable. I am and always will be better than you, and nothing you ever do will change that fact. I’ll be happy knowing that I won’t ever sink to the depths you have found for yourself.

And you yourself even proved that I’m better, seeing as how you planned to leech off of me as a roommate because you have no hope of ever supporting yourself in the future. Go do something better with your life that isn’t fantasizing over a parasocial relationship with a fictional character and begging people to spend money on toys and subscriptions for you. Get a job instead of beating your fucking meat into your body. Do literally fucking anything worthwhile with your life and prove the world that you aren’t a pathetic piece of shit.

Maybe this document will be a wake-up call, but I doubt it will be. You lack the proper mental capacity to ever acknowledge yourself as wrong. You lack the willpower to actually do anything. Your entire existence was validated by the people you abused and manipulated, and now none of us want anything to do with you anymore. Maybe that’ll actually push you to do something good with your miserable life.

Ah, but whatever, it’s not like I actually care what happens to you anymore. You don’t deserve a single ounce of my empathy. We’ve been doing better without you anyways.

Do better.”

Person R

“ Hi

I’m doing this less to drill into you because I’ve already done that before and really don’t care to do it twice. There’s some things that have been left unsaid

While I’m not one to hold grudges I consider myself a very hateful and spiteful person and while it used to be worse the things you’ve done to this group and their members (including me) unearthed something I thought I got rid of

For the record, I regret what I did and what I said and if I could go back and time and stop myself from saying those things I would. But unfortunately that’s not possible. I fucked up. Honestly, I think the others will also agree that they’ve fucked up a little in this situation too, but I would just say that’s being human. What’s not being human is choosing not to change. That is the difference between all of us and you. One other thing… Well actually two.

You were right when you said that I had just ended up doing what you would have done. And that brings me great shame. To think that I had done what a borderline psychopath would have done. To realize that I had let all my rage and hatred that had built up consume into saying such incredibly hateful and terrible things eats away at me even if everything that happened to you was completely on you. I regret saying those things. I regret giving you ammunition to use against this group as a whole. But most of all I regret ever meeting you

The second thing you said that I absolutely agree with is having an outside perspective of everything that has happened. So guess what? We’re gonna tell it to everybody and see what they think. Have them deliberate for themselves without influence from anybody else and specifically from you. This is what you wanted, wasn’t it? I hope you’re happy because I sure am

Lastly, you know if you had just left us the fuck alone none of this would have ever had to have been made public right? But of course as evidenced by this entire document and everyone’s history with you… You’ll never change. It’s just who you are

I am glad that such a tumor is leaving me and my friends lives permanently. Don’t come back you stupid ass dickhead Lol “

Guess who?

Added on 7/29/2023 after initial release

“Someone you would've probably never expected to have any words about this suddenly says something about you?! I don’t know, maybe you have.

Crazy, I know. You probably don't know who I am since I left Megamix and thought I wouldn't have to hear anything from you again, but... here I am. You’ll probably know who this is in a moment after I explain.

April 4th, 2019. I remember it VERY well. I drew some shit that I regret (though honestly, they’re much tamer than whatever demented shit you get off on), and you used what my best friend nonchalantly gave you to fuck us over the moment we called you out on the bullshit you pulled in our server back then. You made me question if I was a degenerate and a freak for months after that because of what you posted publicly when you knew fully that I felt uncomfortable having that kind of art out. Sure, it probably wasn’t the best content for me to draw, and I have learned from that (thanks to you, oddly enough). Now, this little quarrel of ours probably meant almost nothing to you since you said at one point to me that it was ‘just a fight,’ and it was. But I was very vulnerable back then about myself, and you used that to your advantage.

When we ‘rekindled’ later that year, around the beginning of June 2019, I was still not mentally stable from back then and was desperate to appeal to you. So much so that on July 1st, 2019, you had me initiate a raid on my best friend’s server, and I almost lost them as my best friend forever. The only reason why I even did that is because I saw you as a threat to not bargain with, and bad things would happen if I weren’t to listen to you. It’s so silly to think about how vulnerable I used to be towards someone like you. Luckily, my best friend and I made up over a week later and moved on. After that whole shitshow, I stuck around inactively in the Megamix server until I eventually felt that I wouldn’t heal completely if I were to stick around in Megamix (especially with you still lurking about). So I left. Not because of anyone else but you. I knew you’d inevitably have your downfall, and I did not want to have any part of it. After I left, you messaged me a few times every once in a while. I felt repulsive towards you whenever you messaged me, but I always acted friendly and casual, as anyone would.

I had to spend almost a year after I left Megamix to recover from the bullshit you put me through. Of course, you don’t think much of it, but I have thought a lot about it since that day. I have grown up since then, gained self-respect, and improved myself from these incidents in the past. Now I’m pursuing an online college degree, enjoying my time with friends, and working an honest job. I heard you quit online college within two days because they asked you to turn on your webcam. You can’t even practice the most straightforward social skills by presenting yourself to take classes remotely. Though honestly, good choice on your part. No one would’ve wanted the unfortunate encounter with your bastardized, oily neckbeard face anyway. You don’t have a job, obviously, and I even heard you asked someone to work at Walmart so they could give you insight on Bakugan shit. You’re exactly the person I don’t want to be, a pathetic loser who does nothing but cause pain to others. I also fully predicted you being a lolicon (along with other fetishes). I even remember your tweet about you getting off to Cyan Hijirikawa from Show by Rock. Being ironic or not, that’s still fucking creepy. So that’s something I’m not surprised about. Everything you did to these people isn’t surprising either since I have always known you were this much of a fucking loser that you’d resort to such petty things like this.

Also, any “evidence” or explanation you have against the blatantly solid evidence Megamix has provided can and will be taken with a grain of salt. Yes, I have seen your latest tweets on your public account, and it amuses me to see you squirm. One can only imagine what’s going on in your private account. I don’t think you can explain yourself out of something like this. You have been like this for several years knowing you, and your bullshit excuses won’t make up for anything. Just crawl back to whatever ditch you came out from and become the pathetic hermit you were always destined to be. Or probably go through with all the suicide threats you threw at these people; maybe it’ll give your parents a wake-up call to how they failed you.

Anyway, my final words to you?

Eat shit, you degenerate cunt. You won’t be missed.

P.S. I got three years to catch up on, Megamix people! I’ll be there in a bit! And for anyone actually dealing with depression, anxiety, and/or suicidal thoughts, get the help you need and continue to live on. You’re never alone. :)”

Closing Words

It was never our wish to make this document nor release it. We really did want to keep this private and let things die out, even if we ourselves are really hurt and scarred from what Braven has done. That does not seem to be their wish however, therefore we have responded with this.

We hope that this document will be the end of it, and it won’t go any further than this, but I imagine that this will continue to drag as it did. We never wanted to make issues which should have stayed private within our group public like this, but there is only so much we are willing to take.

There is a lot more to all of this than in this document alone, some of which dates back years upon years. For the sake of keeping this relatively readable (as readable as something like this can be), and because a lot of this is very personal, there is a lot still left on the cutting room floor, but we hope that the context provided in this document is ample enough to get our point across.

May this be the end of things, and if not, hopefully this will not escalate even further to another level.

I would like to thank everyone who contributed to this document.

I would also like to thank everyone in Megamix for sticking there throughout all of this.

To all whom Braven may have hurt at one point or many points in the past, I apologize for what they have done, whether you are a part of Megamix or not associated in any way.

Thank you for your time.