What have you been noticing lately?
What have you been doing that’s awesome?
What connections are you making with people and information?
What dreams are you working to turn into reality?
What have you been noticing lately?
What connections are you making with people and information?
What dreams you are working to turn into reality?
What connections are you making with people and information?
What dreams are you working to turn into reality?
What have you been noticing lately?
What have you been doing that’s awesome?
I’ve been noticing that I’m actually happy at this point in my life. I can’t let people put me down and discourage me. I can’t make people let me feel that I can’t make it. You know what people make no sense at all. They turn on you as soon as they're not comfortable and I hate that. I'm happy that I’m doing everything fresh and new.
At the moment I’m working, I wouldn't consider that awesome but I’m doing something productive. I’m in a awesome relationship. It has been 2 years and a couple months. We have come a long way and I’m proud of us. I’m starting to dance again, little by little. I can’t really focus on that because I’m so busy with work and school.
The only connection right now is the people I’m working with and new customers I see everyday at work. The gym classes I’m attending at Lucille Roberts gym is me making connections with people.
Right now I’m just focused on graduating so I can go to college. Once I get to college then I think that’s when I can actually work on my dreams to turn into reality. It feels that right now is just somewhere I’m stuck at and I can’t move forward yet till I’m finished.
I’ve been noticing that sooner or later I have to deal with the things I’m scared to confront. Sometimes darkness is comforting to me. In the darkness I can hide from what I don’t want to accept but sooner or later I have to face the light.
What have you been doing that's awesome?
Well I wouldn’t consider the things I’m doing to be awesome. I'm basically just doing school work. It’s honestly pissing me off because I'm finishing up stuff and it’s like they keep saying I need 15 credits to make up. I DON’T! I keep telling people that and it’s really pissing me off. This school is so all over the place. They keep saying come to school earlier to do school work and it’s like WHAT SCHOOL WORK !!!! I don’t need to come to school so early in the morning to do nothing at all. Whatever I’m going to come a little bit earlier. Another thing I’m doing is working. I finally got a job. I work at Taco Bell. It’s better than nothing at all. I’m not even doing this job for the money because it’s only 7.25 like really what can that do. lol I’m just doing it to occupy my time with something.
The only connections I’m making is with the new people I’m working with. Robotics class is another thing I’m doing that involve me making connections with people.
I’m trying to graduate!!! Gosh. I’m trying to get my art designs out there. Thinking about designing my own shirts but not selling them just have them for myself.
Honestly, I haven’t been making any connections with people. Basically just my teachers and my bestfriend. The connections I’m making with information are the researchers I’m starting to do in English. My best friend and I just went to two museums which was pretty cool to see all the artwork.
Right now I just applied to all the colleges I want to go to in the Fall which I’m pretty excited about. It makes me feel like I’m moving forward. I don’t feel stuck. So far my plan is to go to a two-year community college and then go to my dream school Florida State University. I’m actually looking for a job now too. I already said my dream is to become a brain surgeon. People been saying that this job won’t let me be able to have a life of my own. I won’t have time for family or anything. I guess I’m kind of second guessing it but I think I could make it work. One of my other dreams is to have my own art gallery. I’m an artist. I draw every single day. It’s basically like my journal. I draw what I feel at that moment. It would be pretty cool if I start getting my artwork out there and see how far it can go. I actually wanted to have my own clothing line too.
Well, I’ve been noticing that a lot of people try to put me down. It’s not even funny. They’ll try to throw so much dirt on your name because they're jealous that you're succeeding more than them. It’s really sad. I’m noticing that I am being more confident in myself and focusing more. I’m not letting little things get to me anymore. I feel balanced. FINALLY. I notice that I’m also too kind to people. I go out my way for them. I need to stop. What they do for me? NOTHING.
Well, I’ve just been doing my school work and working. Trying to find a new job. I’m doing some great artwork. I want to paint some designs on my room but I have to start learning how to paint. Hope it goes well.
Ten Questions About Myself
1. Am I capable of reaching my goals? (Determination, Doubt, Ambitious, Motivation, Potential,Pride)
2. What would I describe myself? ( Fun, Clown, Out-going, Down-To-Earth, Crazy, Caring, Outspoken, Sometimes shy depending on who it is, and I keep to myself you have to really get to know me before I open up )
3. How do others see me? ( Smart, Loud, Pretty, Corny At Times, Serious,Funny )
4.What I hate the most? ( People who assume and have the most to say about someone and don’t even know them , Disappointment )
5. What makes me happy? ( my family, Boyfriend)
6. What would I be when I grow up? ( Inspiration, curiosity, career, ambition, desire )
7. I wonder how my life would be if my tumor was cancerous instead of a benign tumor? ( Curiosity )
8. What if my father was still alive? ( Curiosity)
9. Am I going to college? (Objective, determination,Potential,Ambition, Confident)
10. What Is One Place I Would Like To Visit? ( Europe)
Ten Questions About The World
1. Is magic real?( Curiosity,Wonder, Hope )
2. Is there life on other planets? ( Curiosity, Wonder )
3. Is the world really going to end? (Doubt, Curiosity)
4. Why do people kill each other for no reason? Stop the nonsense.
5. Can the economy be fixed? (Doubt)
6. How would the world be in 5O years? ( Future, curiosity)
7. Is there really a God?( Curiosity)
8. Why are people still racist? (Disappointment)
9.Why is the world so judgemental? ( Curiosity, Disappointment)
10.. Why is it so hard to get back up when your down? (Sad)