◆ My Experience With SylentBell

My experience with “SylentBell”

Before anything else, I want to apologize to everyone that reads this. I tried my hardest to keep all of this bottled in, and I tried dealing with this in private to avoid any drama. The Christian Vtubing space has been through a lot, and the last thing I ever wanted to do was harm it further. I feel like I have no other option, because things have been shared in private, and it’s been a one sided story so far that has led to me and my staff being harassed daily. Below is a complete timeline of the events that led to the breakdown of my “friendship” with SylentBell and everything that happened afterward, including boundaries being crossed, gossip, drama, and member funneling. These issues were attempted to be resolved privately at least three different times. After months of trying to work everything out behind the scenes, I've decided it's time to be transparent and share the truth of what happened. Everything that I share will be followed with evidence and screenshots to support each claim (in order to view the evidence properly, please view on the desktop version of google docs).

Hey guys, everything typed in green will be comments from “King”, JellyStara’s boyfriend. I don’t like having to be here for this, but because of Star’s past with abuse, she struggles with tough times like these. She’ll shut down, and her brain will try to forget that anything bad happened, and because of that I am here to support her as a firsthand witness to everything. You will notice that I handled the majority of the communication, that is because Star has a lot of anxiety and struggles talking to others. I’m going to be as blunt and honest as I can, we’ve all made mistakes in this, and I am not ashamed to admit it. Nobody’s ever grown without having stumbled first. Star and I have learned, grown, and gotten even closer to Christ as a result, now we’re facing constant attacks, and it’s malicious and unjust. With everything that we share, I also ask that you guys do not send any hate or harassment to anyone, we are brothers and sisters in Christ, help us grow closer together with love, not anger. I also want to take responsibility for these issues coming to light. I can’t help but feel that if I was a more refined man, I could have lead us all towards a better path. I personally ask that you do not attack any party involved, as that will only do more harm than good. I made my fair share of mistakes here, and you will see them below. It is thanks to God that I am able to work on myself and grow, but it is moments like these that remind me to continue pursuing Jesus and to not be complacent. If you all wish to condemn anyone, I invite you to condemn me, and hold me to higher standards so that I may grow. Allow Star, Bell, and everyone else involved to heal and grow in private. God bless you all.

Note -

I don’t condone any hate or harassment towards this individual, or anyone involved.

Table Of Contents :

Introduction ............................................... 1

Personal Statement .............................. 3

Drama Summary ........................................... 4

How it started ...................................... 11

Content Similarities ...................... 14

Discord Theme Copying ........................... 17

Pushing Boundaries.................... 24

Not being treated as a friend............................ 26

Crossing boundaries with Content ......................33

Plagiarism ........................... 36

Initial Confrontation ................. 38

Copying Continues ..................................... 54

Mod Drama.............................. 59

Final Confrontation ..................... 69

Member Funneling ……………..75

Questionnaire ……………..86

Final thoughts ……………..87

Message to SylentBell ……………..88

Closing statement ……………..89

Personal Statement

Before we begin, I want to state my motives and intentions with this document and its publication. I’m not posting this as revenge, nor am I trying to ruin the image and reputation of the individuals involved in this situation. I am simply bringing to light what has been happening behind the scenes of the Christian VTuber community, and how it has affected me and now several others who I care about. When the initial incident happened, I decided to handle everything privately because I didn’t want either side to have to deal with any drama. I truly believed we could come to an agreement and part ways peacefully. Over the months that followed, multiple private conversations were held, and several agreements were made in hopes of putting everything behind us. Unfortunately, despite those efforts, the same issues continued to happen, gossip spread, and those agreements were ultimately not upheld. Now I'm dealing with harassment from members of SylentBell's server, inappropriate conduct from her moderators, and the emotional toll this entire situation has taken on me. All of the backlash I've received has stemmed from assumptions, half truths, and false information being spread about me and my server. It's now beginning to weigh on me, affect my workflow, and negatively impact my mental health. Admittedly, I am hurt and upset by how this situation has played out, and I've even been considering leaving the Christian VTuber community altogether.

I started this journey six months ago with the hope of sharing the Gospel and creating a loving community. Instead, I can't help but feel like I was used as someone else's stepping stone. This was someone I looked up to when I first entered the space, and I was excited at the opportunity to become friends with.

I also want to mention that when all of this first started, I didn't feel comfortable speaking out because, at the time, I was the much smaller creator between the two of us. I'm also not a confrontational person, so I try my best to avoid drama whenever possible. However, it's now reached a point where I feel the need to step in to protect my community, my peace, and set the record straight. Moving forward, I will present the facts and evidence as they are, with minimal commentary from myself. (Any personal commentary will be highlighted in purple). I'm not sharing this to push my own narrative, but to present the facts alongside the evidence so that you can come to your own conclusions.

Drama Summary

Everything began on January 24, 2026, when SylentBell joined one of my livestreams to say hi. Shortly afterward, she followed me on Instagram, and I followed her back. A few days later, when I went to reach out to her, I noticed that she had unfollowed me. On February 20th, after one of my posts performed well on both Twitter and Instagram, she recreated that same post on her own account 3 days later. While I don't claim ownership over the idea itself, the wording, formatting, and overall post were nearly identical to my original post. A few days afterwards on February 26th, despite still not following me, she reached out via Instagram DM and asked if she could add me on Discord. Not long into my first conversation with SylentBell, she mentioned that she had been using my meme posts as inspiration and hoped I didn't mind. I initially didn’t mind because I thought she was just looking for inspiration here and there. I also wanted to help her out since I knew she had recently gone through a tough surgery. What I didn't expect was for it to turn into her consistently recreating my content and copying several other aspects of my brand without ever asking for permission. If I had known that would happen, I never would have agreed. At the time, I was still new to the VTuber space and had around 8,000 followers, while SylentBell had around 60,000. I looked up to her as a larger, more established Christian creator, so I had no reason to question her intentions.

When I first started creating memes and relatable content, I was mostly posting things that I had thought were cute or funny while scrolling on Pinterest, which is why I was initially ok with her taking “inspiration.” But over time, I started creating more and more of my own original content based on my own experiences. That's why this situation and dynamic started to really bother me. As time went on, I noticed that my original posts were being copied, whether it was the wording, structure, or overall idea. I also began to notice that many of our conversations revolved around content, social media advice, or feedback, rather than God or putting effort into genuinely getting to know each other. I viewed our relationship as a newfound friendship, but looking back, I realized I was mainly being reached out to for content related help. The effort I was putting into building that friendship wasn't being reciprocated.

After sitting and thinking about it for some time, I finally worked up the courage to tell SylentBell that I wasn't comfortable with how similar her content had become to mine. She acknowledged that the posts were similar, but denied intentionally copying my content. I felt hurt because the message had a lot of patterns of manipulation. Having grown up around it, and having just escaped it months prior, I was struggling with ptsd and felt suffocated. Wanting to respond thoughtfully instead of emotionally, I decided to wait until the next morning before replying. By the time I came back, I had been unfollowed, kicked from her discord, and removed from every platform except for our discord DMs. In return, I chose to block her. This was now the second time she had unfollowed me out of the blue, and I felt as though I was being treated as if I were disposable. Despite that, I still hoped this would be the end of the situation. After I blocked her, I discovered that she had made her first public vague post, encouraging her community to "pray for discernment" about the creators they watch and whether they produce good fruit. Given the timing and everything that had just taken place between us the night before, I believed the post was referring to me. I found this especially hurtful because I had chosen to address my concerns privately and had no intention of making the situation public. Three days later, I posted a video that had nothing to do with the situation. (It was actually requested through my Instagram story). Despite that, SylentBell and one of her moderators commented under the post, discreetly bringing the situation into my YouTube comment section. At that point, I had already blocked her and moved on, so I didn't understand why they felt the need to comment, especially since I still hadn't made any of this public at the time. Due to the harassment, a call was held between my boyfriend and SylentBell. He had previously spoken with her and helped her set up her Discord server, so he reached out in hopes of resolving the situation privately. During the call, she admitted that the comment she left under my YouTube post was made out of pettiness. Despite that, the conversation itself remained respectful and productive. Overall, we believed everything had been resolved. It ended with my boyfriend saying, "I'll see what Star wants to do," before we finalized where we stood moving forward.

This is my first time reading through this, and there’s a few things I wanted to add. During the time period that Bell and Star were friends, I had reached out constantly to Bell. I know Star struggles with socializing, she’s very shy, while I’m the more outgoing one. Members of our discord will know this, as I am seen there often, talking to everyone, it’s just what I like to do. I tried to help them get through that awkward stage, but it felt like no matter what I did, Bell saw us as a brand talking to a brand, rather than people trying to connect and worship Christ together. Similar to Star's situation, Bell only reached out to me when she needed help, whether it was with her Discord server, algorithm trends, or other advice. I even gave her one of my own post ideas.

Time passed, and one of our moderators, Denin, who later became a moderator for SylentBell after the initial conflict, encouraged my boyfriend and I to reach out one last time. The goal was to let SylentBell know that we would prefer to go our separate ways. He also shared that she had expressed wanting to speak with me personally. However, after everything that had happened, I was no longer interested in having another conversation with her, so I chose not to. This is where I thought things would end. She agreed to stay in her own lane, and we agreed to stay in ours. However, that wasn't the case. Over time, she began copying me in more subtle ways and continued keeping tabs on my content. It started with her posting Bible reading videos after seeing mine perform well, despite not having posted that type of content in over a year. From there, I began noticing similar video titles, similar posting times, copied hashtags in the exact same order, and other similarities that continued to pile up. Even with everything that had happened up to this point, I still chose to keep the situation private. Aside from a few members of my mod team, no one knew the full extent of what was happening behind the scenes.

About three months after all of this began, another incident occurred involving Denin, who was close with several members of my moderation team. For context, Denin became a moderator shortly after SylentBell joined my Discord server. Around that time, our communities began being treated as "sister servers" without my agreement. After the initial conflict broke out, he also became a moderator in SylentBell's server and referred to himself as a "double agent," as he remained a moderator in both communities. Denin brought up SylentBell's old NSFW videos to members of our staff team and began making jokes about them in a separate server, despite also being an active moderator in her community. After getting a few of my moderators comfortable joking about her as well, he began distancing himself from our community and eventually announced that he was stepping down as a moderator because he felt as though he was not doing enough. Before leaving, one of my moderators, Melo, who had been particularly close with him, had a private conversation with him. During that conversation, they both acknowledged that what they had been doing was wrong and said they wanted to do better moving forward. At the time, I was completely unaware that any of this was happening. I wasn't in that server, and I was busy working on a YouTube video collaboration while editing, filming, and preparing to release my testimony video alongside it. After I found out, I held a meeting with my staff and let them know that what they were doing wasn't right. They acknowledged their mistakes, and shared that because it was in a private setting, between personal friends, they lacked clarity and didn’t think of it as more than joking. After being told how that can affect a person, I saw true remorse from them. They reflected on their actions and stopped making any further jokes about her. The following morning, SylentBell made a public announcement on social media addressing the situation. Rather than reaching out to resolve the matter privately, she chose to address it publicly and shared details about what had been happening in her Discord server. Following this, King found out that Denin had shared his side of the story, and had lied about why he wanted to step down, so he banned Denin from my server, and the moderators were instructed to cut contact and remove him as a friend to prevent any further conflict or unnecessary drama. My real reason for asking them to remove Denin is because in dm’s, Denin called himself a “Double agent” to both servers, where I reminded him that I would never see him as a tool, nor place him in a place where he must harm others, and reminded him that he is my brother and family to us (Screenshots will be shown later down). After seeing all that he did, and remembering his comment, I had to assume that his intentions were malicious and until I could get things under control, I had to remove any more risk of sabotage. This decision was made because he had thrown everyone involved under the bus, misrepresented what had happened, and broken the trust of our moderation team. Two of our moderators, Sausage and Timbo, did not follow those instructions. Instead, they joined SylentBell's Discord server and publicly showed their support for Denin. Once this was discovered, both moderators were immediately demoted to regular server members. I demoted them myself, without informing Star, because as adults, I expected them to wait and listen to all the facts before coming to their conclusions. They had one side of the story, and ran with it, while actively inserting themselves into a situation and making it harder to manage. A day later, SylentBell appointed both of them as Event Leaders in her server. Around this same time, because the situation was continuing to be discussed publicly in her Discord server, enough information began circulating that people started harassing me across various social media platforms. Others joined my Discord server to condemn my community without knowing the full story, and false information and gossip about me continued to spread. At this point, we had still maintained our composure despite all of the harassment and continued to keep the situation private. We still did not make any public statements. At one point, Sausage and Timbo were kicked/banned from the server. I decided to ban them because they were both actively speaking about the situation in public, condemning us without knowing everything, and they were also getting their friends involved. I later saw Timbo typing on an alt to convince his friends to talk to him on Bell's server. I felt bad at the time, because he just wanted to speak with his friends, so I unbanned them both. Something I would later regret to be honest. However, we later allowed them to rejoin out of grace because we wanted them to be able to speak with their friends and did not want to isolate them from the community. This incident lasted from June 8th through the end of June.

The next incident occurred on July 2nd, when we discovered that Denin, Sausage, and Timbo were funneling members from my Discord server to SylentBell's server. We obtained screenshots showing some of the former moderators, Sausage/Denin, encouraging many of our members to join SylentBell's server. This was not an isolated incident. We confirmed that several members had been directed there through these former moderators, as they all joined SylentBell's server around the same time. Once we discovered what was happening, Timbo was banned from the server. Sausage had already left beforehand but continued contacting members of our community and directing them to SylentBell's server. Aside from funneling members, they shared their version of the incidents, which painted me in a bad picture. Many of the people I once viewed as friends, had left our server, lied about being banned, and insulted me behind my back. I have never done anything to harm them, yet due to what they had heard from Sausage/Timbo/Denin, they came to their own conclusions, left our server, and migrated to Bell’s server, while continuing to spread rumors to other friends they had made in ours.

Once the bans were issued, the members who had been funneled to SylentBell's server but were still in mine began causing further disruption. They accused my boyfriend of being a tyrant, claimed the bans were unwarranted, and attempted to stir up more conflict. Despite this, we still chose not to make the situation public. We simply stated that the bans were warranted and that we were not obligated to publicly explain our moderation decisions. As their behavior became increasingly disrespectful and disruptive, they were timed out and eventually banned from the server. Everyone I banned was removed for valid reasons. Coming into Star’s discord server to cause a stir up, gossiping and spreading rumors, publicly fighting because one of their friends were banned, announcing their departure and asking others to join them in Bell’s server, rejoining on alts to dm members asking them to leave, these are all some of the reasons I had to ban. I am not sure where being a tyrant came from, as most of my life is spent outside. I gain nothing from the time I dedicate to helping the server, I do it because I love helping others, and helping Star make friends.

Following this, I made a statement to my community explaining what had happened and encouraged members to report anyone attempting to recruit them from my server to another. Additionally, I would like to point out that Denin, the same moderator who had started the joke incident months earlier and had since become a moderator in SylentBell's server, was aware that members from my server were being funneled into hers. Despite his knowledge of what was happening, the funneling continued and was not brought to our attention.

That same day, it was discovered that there was a separate Discord server, independent of SylentBell's main server, which included two of her moderators (Denin and Timbo) and members who had been funneled in from my server. Within that server, they were gossiping, making assumptions, and speaking negatively about me, my boyfriend, my moderators, and my community as a whole. Around this same time, I once again began receiving harassment during my livestreams and across my social media platforms. Whether SylentBell was aware of what was being said, I cannot say. However, to my knowledge, no public effort was made to discourage or stop the behavior, aside from the shared former moderator occasionally telling people to stop in SylentBell’s server, while still remaining in the very server where the gossip and slander were taking place.

We have been private about everything that happened. The initial issues that led to Bell and Star to separate, the issues of copying afterwards, the situation with Denin, the private slander about our community, etc. We have given the grace of not saying anything. It could have been easy to be honest, and defend our names, but the Christian vtubing space has already been so chaotic, we did not want to further escalate things. On the other hand, it seems as though Bell’s community is aware of multiple of these instances, but with one sided information, they have come to a consensus that we have done all the harm, and that Bell has done no wrongdoing. I have seen friends gone from supportive, to hateful, because they are being fed one side of a story. People I spent months getting to know, share laughs with, and grown with, are now calling me a tyrant, a false Christian, a Pharisee, etc. all because I have had to stay quiet and avoid stirring more drama. The grace that we offered Bell, avoiding going public with anything, was not returned, and as a result we have been getting harassed and judged, while she knows and does nothing about it.

This is what ultimately prompted me to go public with this information. After months of trying to resolve these matters privately, remaining silent was no longer protecting anyone. It was only allowing misinformation, harassment, and false assumptions to continue unchecked.

The rest of this document contains the evidence supporting everything outlined above. Please refer to the Table of Contents to navigate to each section.

How and where this all started :

1/24/26 at the 02:14:13 minute mark on my “LET'S BE REAL ♥ 🦭 Life & Jesus Talk ~ STAR FM“ stream, SylentBell followed and typed “o hiiiii” in my chat.

Prior to this, the only interaction I had with SylentBell was when I commented on one of her posts about dealing with spiritual warfare as a content creator. I shared that I was going through the same thing and thanked her for helping me feel less alone. She liked my comment, and that was the end of our interaction. About a month later, she followed me on Twitch, stopped by one of my livestreams, and afterward followed me on Instagram. I returned the follow.

The screenshot above is the first private message I ever sent to SylentBell on February 5th. After not receiving a response, I checked her profile and realized she had unfollowed me. I was sad at the time, but didn’t let it get to me and kept going forward with my content and streams

Even though I had previously been ignored, I still wanted to wish her well before her surgery, so I sent the message above on February 15th. Then, on February 26th, SylentBell reached out and asked to add me on Discord. (Around this time, my posts on Instagram and Twitter had begun gaining a lot more traction).

Area #1 : Content Similarities Before We Became “Friends.”

(My post on the left was made February 20th, while hers was made February 23rd).

Prior to SylentBell reaching out to me through Instagram DMs, she had already begun recreating my content. (She was not following me, and we were not in communication with each other). This all happened after she had announced that she was stepping away from making Christian content. Around that same time, I noticed a significant shift in the type of content she was posting, with more and more similarities to mine.

Side Note : I understand that the concept of this “meme” or “joke” in itself is not completely new, and I will admit I found inspiration for my photo memes off of pinterest (due to the nature of pinterest and reposters, I could not find the first ever original maker of this meme ; therefore I could not give proper credit and will not take full credit for the meme idea itself ) HOWEVER, with that in mind, I did add my own twist on the “meme” with my own wording, and added my own graphics and elements to make it unique.

On February 26th, 2026, Sylent Bell had added me on Discord following our Instagram DM’s and messaged me there. Pretty early into our first conversation, she said the following:

“Also, I do hope you don’t mind, your memes have been an inspo for me last couple days so I’ve been referencing when I think of somethin.” - SylentBell

Notice how she used the word “referencing.”

At the time, I thought "referencing" meant taking inspiration from my memes every once in a while, not turning it into a regular pattern that would eventually carry over into my original content. I also didn't have a problem with it at first because I knew she was recovering from surgery. I thought we were becoming friends, and I didn't mind helping her by letting her reference my meme posts.

After our first few messages on Discord, we started talking every day. Over the next few days, I genuinely felt like we were becoming friends. I even gave her a special friend role in my Discord server, something I had never given anyone else before. She never gave me one in return. It did make me a little sad, but I didn't think much of it because I believed we were becoming close friends. She was the first and only friend I had made in the VTuber space, as I had only started my journey 2 months prior back in December 2025.

(The “Frens” role in SylentBell’s server is just the standard role that server members get when they join).

After joining my Discord server, SylentBell copied several of my server roles and added them to her server, including the same role categories and even the chat revive ping with the same description as mine. As shown below, you can see the date that they were added. I wouldn’t have minded if she needed help or inspo, but joining my server, and immediately copying what she saw the day after, felt like I was being taken advantage of.

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At this point, I started noticing some red flags and felt that she was becoming increasingly more comfortable taking ideas from me and my server without asking beforehand. Around this same time, she also asked my boyfriend to help set up parts of her Discord server, like the onboarding, which he did because he thought we were also becoming friends. Later on, she also directly took “inspo” and copied my server description and server tags.I didn't say anything at first because I didn't want to make things awkward, and I wanted to keep giving her the benefit of the doubt. I kept hoping these were just isolated incidents, not the start of a pattern.

Prior to joining my server, Bell did not have anything set up (bottom image).

It's cropped out in the screenshot on the left, but SylentBell also used the "Open" and "Respectful" tags that I originally had in my server description. By themselves, these tags aren't a big deal. What mattered was the pattern I was starting to notice. It felt like even the smallest parts of what I created for my community weren't being left alone. Even if she slightly changed them before adding them to her own server, they were still recognizable enough that I immediately knew where they came from. It would've been nice if she had simply asked first instead of deciding to use them and letting me know afterward, in which she didn’t say she copied me she just stated that she made it “pwetty.”

The screenshots above are another example of SylentBell asking how something in my server worked before recreating a very similar version in her own server.

The incident below happened on March 13th, 2026, when I hit the milestone of 20k on Instagram.

Context - She had already celebrated hitting 61k followers in her Discord the day before. Then, five hours after I posted my 20k milestone on my Instagram story, she viewed my story and posted one in a very similar format. We had not talked at this point as she had left me on read the day before. Not saying I own milestone posts but I thought this was odd. If it was 60k, I would understand, but 61k isn’t a common milestone to celebrate two days in a row.

If you compare this screenshot to the one she posted after mine, you'll notice several similar details, like the cropped screenshot under our Twitch links, the circled follower count, and the text above and below. By itself, this wouldn't have bothered me. What stood out was that she had already celebrated hitting 61k the day before. Then, after viewing my story, she posted a story in a very similar format just five hours later. On its own, it's a small thing. But when I look at it alongside everything else in this document, it becomes another similarity that just feels off.

Problem #2 : Give an inch and they take a mile

(In this section I will post all the dates and screenshots in which SylentBell posted after mine).

Like I said before, I was originally okay with her referencing my meme posts.

I never claimed the memes were mine. My issue wasn't that we posted similar memes. It was that she kept coming back to my posts specifically, and eventually that same pattern carried over into my original videos and new content style.

Also, as a much larger creator, she had thousands of other creators she could have taken inspiration from. That's why I never understood why she kept coming back to my content, especially when I was still such a small creator.

I will show you her posts first with timestamps, and then mine second.

My videos with timestamps :

Problem #3 : More About Content Than Friendship

Over time, I noticed that many of our conversations revolved around SylentBell's content, platform growth, algorithms, and post performance. I genuinely wanted to help, so I gave advice whenever I could. But whenever I shared something about my own life, I'd usually get an emoji or a short reply before the conversation shifted back to her or social media. I often felt like I was the one carrying the conversation. By this point, I had already started distancing myself from the friendship.

Looking back, the support felt very one sided. I was constantly encouraging and helping her with content and social media, while I rarely felt that same support in return. It felt like I was always pouring into her cup while trying to keep mine full too.

We had genuinely good conversations at first, but over time it turned into this weird dynamic where I felt like I was constantly being reached out for social media help rather than just being treated like a friend. This is when I first started to feel like I was being used. As shown, I tried to steer the conversation away from content, but it would either lead to no response, or back to content advice.

Problem #4 : From Memes to Original Content

At this point in time, I began to pivot my content into what I was doing previously, which was Scripture/Bible based content (but more refined). These videos I began to make were inspired only by my original experiences and ideas. I did not reference anyone while creating these videos.

(First video in new style, March 9th). (Last meme).

Around this time, I decided to completely change my editing style for two reasons. First, I had grown tired of my previous style. Second, I was becoming increasingly discouraged by the pattern I had started noticing. I know the memes weren't originally mine, and I've never claimed they were. My frustration wasn't about ownership. It was that I was spending time finding, editing, and posting them, only to repeatedly see my own posts become the reference point. I wanted to create something that felt more meaningful and true to me, so I began a completely new style of videos. Unfortunately, that same pattern eventually carried over into my original content as well. The first video I did of this new style was on the topic of anxiety. The second was about God’s love, the third about lust, the 4th about waiting, the 5th about falling into sin again, and the 6th one about faith.

It didn't take long before SylentBell pivoted her content once again, this time following the same style and format I had just introduced. The following examples document that change.

I want to make it clear that I never gave her permission to recreate these videos. The only thing I ever said was okay was referencing my meme posts. As you can see above, this is where she began shifting into the same style of videos I was making. This was when I first started noticing the pattern and became uncomfortable with how similar the content was becoming. The first video that stood out to me was her anxiety video. The day before, she had messaged me saying her reach had fallen off and that she didn't know how to fix it. While the hook, graphics, and some of the wording at the end were similar enough for me to notice, I didn't feel it was enough to call it copying. However, it was enough for me to realize she was beginning to adopt the same content style I had recently started using.

Her video upload date : March 16th, 2026

My upload date : March 9th, 2026.

Problem #5 : BLATANT COPYING

This post was the one that made me uncomfortable enough to almost reach out to SylentBell, asking her to stop. At this point, it had gone beyond "referencing" and became direct copying.

My video was posted on March 14th, 2026. Her video was posted March 17th, 2026.

Content from the video(s) are as follows :

Mine is on the left, SylentBell’s is on the right. Video link - https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1leW3ZZO5ZfwmxpQh1DWIhq5Yq16awN4t?usp=sharing

I was not the only one to notice this. Someone else had pointed it out in her Instagram comments, and she brought it to my attention. I used that as an opportunity to say what I had been feeling and how I was uncomfortable with her copying my videos. Knowing that someone else had noticed it too gave me the courage to finally speak up. Here is the discussion :

I did not immediately respond to this message because I was frustrated and felt that as though she was avoiding accountability regarding the copying issue. The statements, “I don’t watch your shorts” and “the only posts I have taken inspiration directly from are your memes,” are especially frustrating because the video and photo evidence I have provided contradict those claims.

Also, the comment, “We’re both doing our best to spread Christ in the VTubing space and I think that’s most important,” did not sit right with me.

If spreading Christ was really the most important thing, why did so many of our conversations revolve around likes, views, and your videos flopping?
Why keep making content based on mine instead of your own ideas?
And if you were going to use my content that much, why not just ask or give credit?

Me again, I have been open about my upbringing, and how my family was very manipulative. Many of you endured the same thing, and unfortunately, one skill we become good at is recognizing communication patterns that are used to confuse us. When I read this message, I picked up on a few things. Acknowledging the concern while avoiding responsibility, using minimizing tactics, plausible deniability, and selective admission. On their own, these don’t mean much, and people communicate this way for many different reasons. When comparing her statements to the evidence we had, I realized that her explanation was conflicting directly with the evidence, so it’s reasonable to wonder if the explanation is being made as a way to provide an accurate account of what happened, or as a way to reduce accountability, which in itself is manipulative.

My intention after receiving this message was to take the rest of the evening to collect my thoughts and respond the following morning. However, before I had the opportunity to do so, she unfriended and removed me from all platforms, including removing me from her Discord server. She left me added as a friend on Discord, which led me to believe she may have expected me to reach out after noticing I had been removed elsewhere. However, I had no interest in engaging in that situation further. For my own peace of mind, I chose to block her on all platforms and move on.

She later posted the message above in her Discord server after I blocked her. What I found confusing is that I had not made any public statements about the situation, nor had I responded after her final DM. Because of that, I was unsure why a public announcement was made at all.

While she did not mention me by name, the timing of the post, along with the context of our recent disagreement from the night before, led me to believe that it may have been connected to the situation.

Also, people are not fools online. When they follow creators, they will see if they follow each other. Having posted this statement, after unfollowing and kicking Star, only leads people to think something major happened between them, and they begin assuming. That is not fair, in this situation, all Star did was speak her mind and set her boundaries. If there were concerns that needed to be addressed, it should have been done directly and specifically. Making a vague statement to “look at the fruits” invites speculation without giving followers enough information to come to their own conclusions fairly. These kinds of posts leave room for assumptions, and those assumptions become rumors. This happens many times throughout the past couple months, and whether it’s intentional or not, the results were the same. People were encouraged to question someone’s character without fully knowing the context. As Christians, we are called to pursue truth, and to not entertain accusations lightly. Asking for boundaries is not a sin, making vague insinuations should never come before direct communication. This happened multiple times, and each time, it has affected our image to others, causing members to then harass and bother us.

As of March 18, 2026, SylentBell took down the copied video, which was the one that had the most obvious similarities to my content and was one of the main examples I had referenced throughout this situation.

As you can see here, the post has been removed. You can reference my other screenshot of her page to check.

It didn’t stop there…

One of my admin at the time (now ex admin, having stepped down for personal reasons) took it upon himself to reach out to SylentBell herself and see what her side of the story was. The screenshots below are for context :

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SylentBell’s side of the story -

The screenshots are a little hard to read, so I'll type them out here:

“This was my response. I didn't feel it was rude, but I was honest. I didn't receive a response for 12+ hours. And when I went back and reread her words, truthfully I was hurt because I took her words as I don't put thought and effort into my stuff despite referencing. Which I find false. There can be thought and effort even when referencing so long as you make the content your own. So out of lack of response & hurt I merely unfollowed & kicked Star from my server. Was this right to jump to? Probably not and I admit that, but then several hours after that I noticed I was blocked & banned from all her socials, discord, & stream. Then King, her Bf, deleted all his DMs from our discord convo which I found very suspicious. And since all that, I've just been confused & going "🤷🏻‍♀️" lol. And I also will say, I found her short on being quick to listen & slow to anger a bit hypocritical since she never responded to me to continue our conversation & everything blew up like this. Along with banning my head mod from her server when he had 0 part in anything. So that's my side.”

Context + Why I Responded This Way -

I did not initially respond, because I was upset at the lack of accountability. The words ‘i’m sorry YOU FEEL that I am taking from you…” aren’t the kind of words that feel like a genuine acknowledgement of my concerns. So, in order to not respond angrily, I read her message and went to bed for the night. Could I have let her know I was going to respond later? Yes, I could have handled that better. However, I did not expect her to remove me on everything either, and assumed I could message her in the morning.
I'm not sure why she portrays herself as the victim here when my message wasn't intended to be hurtful. I put a lot of time into coming up with topics and writing scripts for my original content, so naturally I was uncomfortable when I saw those ideas being recreated. I shared my concerns clearly and respectfully .Whether or not she added her own wording to my original idea, she still used at least five lines from my video in nearly the same order, along with my typical closing phrase, which IS copying. I never gave her permission to recreate them to that extent with the same structure, wording, ending, ect, let alone recreate my new video style at all. Additionally she never gave me credit when she posted these videos, not even once.
I also found it ironic that she downplays the fact that she "merely" unfollowed me and removed me from her server, while criticizing me for blocking and banning her. If she truly wanted to continue the friendship, I'm not sure why she chose to unfollow me for the second time across multiple platforms (Twitter, Instagram, removed me from her Discord server, and soft blocked me on Twitch). Given those actions, I don't think it was unreasonable for me to believe the friendship was over. I also found it confusing that she criticized me for not responding immediately when she herself had taken days to respond to me before.
The video she is referring to was one I posted a few days after the incident that had nothing to do with the situation. It was part of my "Deadly Sins" series and was on the topic of how to manage anger according to the Bible. Since a large portion of my audience is male, this was a topic that had been requested frequently, so I wanted to make a video to help them. After going out of her way to watch this video on YouTube (since she was blocked elsewhere), SylentBell claimed I was being hypocritical for blocking her and not responding, and “blowing up the situation.” However, by that point, I had already seen enough through her actions to feel comfortable ending the “friendship” and blocking her. The only method of communication she had open for me was through discord dms, which at that point I didn’t even want to talk to her anymore. Her behavior threw me off and honestly gave me the ick. So instead of engaging in the game she was playing, I blocked her for my own peace of mind, and so that she would not “take inspo” or copy my videos further. (I had already asked her to follow me again when we initially became friends after she unfollowed me the first time. I wasn't going to ask a second time or keep playing the unfollow/refollow game throughout what had become a toxic friendship).
Given the circumstances, I think this decision was pretty self explanatory. I didn't want her head mod snooping on my server or trying to be a middle man.

More SylentBell DM quotes between her and an ex admin of mine :

No. She primarily posted stream clips and gaming content before we became “friends.” She only began making this style of content after I moved away from memes and introduced it. After we stopped being “friends,” she eventually returned to primarily making stream clips and gaming content.

Contradiction. How is my content in the back of your head if you don’t watch them?

I never claimed the memes were original. My issue was never the memes. It was when she began recreating my original videos and personal ideas after I moved away from meme content. Even if that was the case with the memes, why did she repeatedly have to take inspiration from me when there were thousands of other memes out there?

Clearing up more assumptions :

No I'm not. I've been following Jesus since I was a freshman in high school. I'm 21 now.

I’ve known Jesus since I was younger, Him being all I had to look up to. I gave my life to Him when I was 22, I'm 25 now

Wrong.

She doesn’t know this information because our time as “friends” was nothing deeper than “my reel's flopped, help.”

Saying “That makes more sense”, feels backhanded here. Our time with Christ doesn’t dictate the type of person someone is, I've seen newly saved Christians be some of the most amazing people, I've seen life long Christians be some of the most harmful. To make that comment, while unknowingly having a shorter walk with Christ than either of us, felt ironic.

Let me ask you something as the reader. Would you continue a conversation with someone who repeatedly crossed your boundaries, didn't treat you like a friend, and when you finally brought it up, took it personally and denied it? I wouldn't.

However, as the examples later in this document show, the similarities continued, although they became more subtle over time.

After reading this over a few times, my interpretation is that she's suggesting I'm less mature because I'm younger. By the end of this document, I'll let you decide for yourself whether you agree.

(3/20/26) SylentBell and her mod comment under my video :

Despite blocking SylentBell and moving on from the situation, she later commented on one of my videos (the video about managing anger). Not only that, but one of her moderators commented as well. At that point, it felt like my decision to disengage and be left alone was not being respected.

This is a truly amazing message, and from the times I've seen Poet speak, he is very knowledgeable in God’s word. However, what he shares here, is constantly breached and ignored by their side. Being quick to judge and condemn us, being quick to speak out of emotion, being quick to anger, you will witness all of this throughout these events

I would also like to point out again that I was not acting out of anger when I blocked her. This was the second time she had unfriended me without any warning, and I do not want to be friends with someone who can so easily throw a friendship away whenever there is conflict. For that reason, I chose to step away and move on. What I did not expect was for the situation to continue after I had disengaged. Having comments directed at me after I had already blocked her and attempted to create distance felt childish and inappropriate.

It was later confirmed during a voice call, as well as through messages from SylentBell, that the comment had been made out of pettiness, confirming what I had already suspected.

She also claims that her concerns stayed between her and her head moderator, but I find that hard to believe considering the timing of the comments, the fact that neither account was even subscribed to my channel, and the specific details included in Poet's comment, such as "Act in anger to those we have to love" and "improving response to the smallest slight."

(The call mentioned earlier took place between my boyfriend and SylentBell. For the most part, everything was resolved, and after some time, we both agreed to officially go our separate ways and stay in our own lanes).

During our call, we spoke respectfully, but I got the impression that Bell never saw us as friends, nor did she take our words seriously. I explained what friendship means to Star and I, and how we value that bond, and after a few moments of awkward silence, I asked what a “friend” means to her. Her response, “Idk… someone I can play with?”, made me realize that both sides have different values and that it couldn’t work properly. For us, Bell was the first person to reach out in the space, when she would tell us things like “I want to protect Star from the bad apples”, we let our guards down and felt blessed to have a God-centered friendship, which is what made it hurt the most, when we realized it was just empty words. Nonetheless, we agreed to avoid each other and remain civil in public.

This was the first conversation where we tried to resolve the situation privately.

On March 24th, I continued my "Deadly Sins" series and posted a video about pride. Out of respect, King reached out to SylentBell to clarify that the video was not directed at her. On April 12th, he followed up again to let her know we wished to move on peacefully and leave the situation behind. At the end, King mentioned that I would remove all blocks and bans on SylentBell in an attempt to put the situation behind us and move forward peacefully.

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Problem #6 : Copying continues

After the call on April 12th, I told King to tell SylentBell that I would remove my blocks/bans on her in an attempt to put the situation behind us and move forward peacefully. On April 22nd, I saw one of her reels randomly appear on my Instagram feed, which let me know that she had unblocked me. My first thought was, "Oh, that's nice. I hope she's over it now." Out of curiosity, I clicked on her profile and noticed that her most recent post used the exact same hashtags I had been using in the same exact order. Even after we had agreed to go our separate ways and stay in our own lanes, she was still keeping tabs on my content. Shortly afterward, I refreshed her page and saw that she blocked me again.

This happened within a few minutes. Star was unblocked, Bell copied the hashtags that Star uses, then reblocked her…

The image you see above is after she unblocks me to copy my tags. The images below are before we met.

I had unblocked her because I genuinely wanted to move on and be done with this. Instead, I found that the same pattern was still happening. It didn't stop with the hashtags either. She also began using similar posting times (usually within 30 minutes from when I had posted at night), YouTube videos and titles.

(Screenshots from our conversation discussing Instagram hashtags and content strategy).

Her last Bible reading video on YouTube was uploaded on May 2, 2025. After that, her content mainly consisted of gaming, singing, and compilations. After my Bible reading videos began to perform well, she shifted her YouTube content in the same direction.

You can see here she begins to start doing Bible reading videos again after mine…

What you're about to read next is a detailed explanation of another incident that occurred after gossip spread between both communities. I was not personally involved in this situation, but moderators from both my server and SylentBell's server were, as well as SylentBell herself.

Problem #7 : MORE DRAMA

6/8/2026

One of our staff members (Melo) was contacted around 12:00 AM PST by another staff member (Denin), who was a staff member on both my server and Bell's server. Denin brought up content involving Bell that they were already aware of in her server, the content in question was a lewd video of her asking to go on a walk. Rather than keeping the conversation private, Denin shared it with Melo, and they continued joking about the video in private over the following weeks.

Denin became a moderator in my server on March 4, 2026, and then became a moderator in SylentBell's server on March 21, after the initial drama had already started. I personally believe SylentBell modded him out of pettiness following everything that had happened. This is important because Denin’s role between both servers becomes relevant later.

Additionally, after we demoted and banned two former staff members, they immediately became staff in SylentBell's server, despite not previously supporting her community or being active members there. They had each become active members shortly after I banned them (we will get into this after).

After some time, Denin informed Bell about the jokes that had been made. He also deleted his dm’s with Melo, attempting to cover up his tracks.

Instead of reaching out to King or me privately, Bell addressed the situation publicly by making a social media post, criticizing my staff in her server, and continuing to speak about it publicly. Following that, members of her community began harassing our moderators and trying to stir up the situation in my Discord server.

Notice that this leaves out an important piece of context: the situation began with the actions of her own moderator.

Additionally, SylentBell posted this on her YouTube channel the same day she made her statement about the incident. While some may say it's a coincidence, the timing is noteworthy since both posts were made not long after each other.

If this post was connected to what happened, I would like to clear up a few things.

#1 : This verse is about church discipline and was not meant to be applied to personal conflict. For context, Paul was addressing a church dealing with someone living in serious, unrepentant sin who refused correction. The church's intent was to encourage repentance and help the person turn back to God, not to publicly shame or condemn them. Using this verse to address a disagreement between two people takes it out of context.

#2 : Church discipline is meant to happen after biblical confrontation has taken place. In Matthew 18:15–17, Jesus instructs believers to first go to the person privately, then with witnesses if needed, before involving the church. This post was made before anyone had the opportunity to have that conversation, let alone make us aware of what was going on.

#3 : As SylentBell mentioned earlier, she stated that I acted out of anger and was being hypocritical. However, I chose to handle these concerns privately for months, and multiple attempts were made to make peace before ever making them public. This wasn't my first response, it was my last resort. In contrast, based on the public posts and statements shown throughout this document, readers can decide for themselves whether that same approach was taken from her end.

Let’s discuss the outline of how believers should handle conflict with one another Biblically.

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Conflict Outline

Take initiative in making things right.

Matthew 5:23–24

"First be reconciled to your brother, and then come and offer your gift."

Keep the matter between you and the other person.

Matthew 18:15

"If your brother or sister sins, go and point out their fault, just between the two of you."

If they won't listen, bring one or two mature believers.

Matthew 18:16

"But if they will not listen, take one or two others along, so that every matter may be established by the testimony of two or three witnesses."

If they still refuse to listen, bring the matter before the church.

Matthew 18:17

"If they still refuse to listen, tell it to the church..."

If they continue to refuse correction, they are to be treated as an unbeliever.

Matthew 18:17

"...if they refuse to listen even to the church, treat them as you would a pagan or a tax collector."

If they repent, forgive them and restore them with grace.

Luke 17:3–4

"If they repent, forgive them."

This goes back to what I said regarding Poet’s message. Without speaking to us directly, they were quick to anger, they condemned us publicly, and it led to a lot of judgement and harassment in return. Had we done the same, when we were initially hurt, they would have not appreciated it either. Instead, we have stayed quiet, endured the harassment, and turned the other cheek, despite knowing that the full story was not shared.

Dms between Melo (Person 1) and Denin (Person 2):

Here are the messages between Melo and Denin before and after.

In the second image, you can see Denin attempting to cover up his messages after throwing my staff under the bus.

Continued messages between Denin and Melo -

These screenshots were taken the night before SylentBell made her public post. At the time, the situation had been handled privately and appeared to be mostly resolved. In the screenshots above, Denin expressed his desire to step down as a moderator, which he later did. It wasn't until SylentBell's public post was discovered that staff realized Denin had shared information in a way that damaged trust among the moderation team. As a result, he was removed from the server. Following this, an announcement was made in our moderator chat asking staff to remove Denin as a friend because of the division and drama he had caused.

Instead of heeding my admin’s warnings, two of my mods, Sausage and Timbo, decided to side with Denin in SylentBell’s server. After the staff team became aware of this, they were removed from the staff team because they were no longer trusted to serve in that role. Shortly after Sausage and Timbo were removed from my server, SylentBell added both of them to her moderation team.

They also began to discuss the situation publicly in SylentBell’s server channels.

She also mentioned me directly here because someone posted my collaboration/testimony video from YouTube. People were beginning to put two and two together.

Members from their side began harassing both me and my community, and I never saw any attempt to stop it or encourage people to leave the situation alone. Instead, people started making their own conclusions after only hearing one side of the story, which also left out the fact that one of SylentBell's own moderators had been making fun of her too. People then joined my Discord server to harass my moderators and members, and I also started receiving harassment on my social media posts.

Ironically, some of the people who were banned for harassment and poor behavior later began harassing me on my social media, reinforcing why those bans were put in place to begin with (Again these people only know one side of the story).

Additionally, one of SylentBell’s moderators entered our server as a "joke"... while drama is actively happening, because apparently, that was supposed to be funny. When questioned, he lied about why he joined the server. This is where King, my boyfriend, gets involved. At the time, I was focused on working on a video collaboration with a YouTube friend, as well as a video of my own that I planned to release alongside it. Because of this, I wasn't fully aware of everything that was happening behind the scenes, which I'll explain shortly.

I knew he was pulling my leg here. I approached him with respect, and to speak as adults. When I saw that his intentions were malicious, I sent that cat gif to show my displeasure, pulled away from the conversation, and still treated him with love nonetheless. When Denin confirmed it, I found it childish, but didn’t let that change how I treated them

The next screenshots show the direct messages between Denin, SylentBell, and King, as they attempted to resolve the situation.

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It's clear that enough information was shared for people to join the server and harass me on social media. So no, this was not kept private.

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[ More private dms here : ]

I stand by my statement here. It is one thing to feel true remorse, and to feel convicted, I felt both and have since taken time to grow, and help my fellow brothers grow as well. What Denin did came from a place of cowardice, to avoid responsibility, throw others under the bus, fan the flames, gossip, and more that’s shown later on, is dishonorable. At the end of the day, discord isn’t my life, I am not afraid to be judged by others when I do wrong, I WANT to be called out and held to higher standards, it’s the only way I will grow. Had things been handled properly, I wouldn’t have hid from the consequences. The path that Denin chose was harmful to everyone included. Another reason I did not respect Denin’s decision, is because for months he was a lead factor in creating that sort of environment, as shown below. I genuinely trusted him, and saw him as a brother, but there was something nagging me in the back of my mind as well.

Messages between King and Sylent Bell :

Side note, you won’t see me say “that’s unchrist-like” often. I despise that argument. It is a trap, and we all know it. We are all sinners, we are all flawed. We all walk away from Jesus at times, we all walk towards Jesus, to use the argument “It’s unchrist-like” is cheap in my opinion. It can be used on anyone, and the times I see it get used, it’s used as a way to belittle others. We are not called to put others down, we are called to put ourselves beneath them and lift. As far as the claims she made, Denin and I once had a discussion regarding Bell copying Star, and upon seeing her latest model update, I stated something along the lines of “Hmm, she never had a necklace before”, teasing at the idea of more copying. Denin agreed at the time, and this was over 3-4 months ago. To focus on that, despite everything else going on, felt ridiculous to me. My statement, “You don’t seem like the kind of person that can admit to their flaws” stems from repeatedly seeing her hyperfocus on negative comments in her social media, when someone says something that’s taken as criticism, an insult, or similar, she almost always focuses on that and responds. As a creator, most of the time you have tough skin to avoid negativity, or you take criticism and grow from it, when someone can’t look past criticism, it usually indicates a few issues

A few things to address here :

She says she stayed in her own lane, but I don't agree. Even after the more obvious copying stopped, she still kept referencing my content.
I don't agree with the gossip that was happening, and my mods and I had a conversation about why it was inappropriate. They understood, took accountability, and we agreed that it shouldn't have happened.
Lastly, I don't know why I caught a random stray. I didn't post my own testimony video out of spite. I was already working on a collaboration with a YouTuber who had shared my story the day before, so I released my own video alongside it. It’s as simple as that. Additionally, I made multiple thumbnails and titles that were being tested at the same time on YouTube, so any similarities weren't intentional.

I also think it's ironic that she accuses me of copying her when she's taken inspiration from, or outright copied, many things I've created on multiple occasions without giving me credit.

FINAL STRAW : FUNNELING MEMBERS

July 3rd, 2026 - We discovered that Bell’s mods, Denin, Sausage and Timbo, have been funneling our active members to SylentBell’s server.

These moderators were all promoted by SylentBell after our conflicts. Denin was later revealed to be acting as a double agent, while Timbo and Sausage were promoted in Bell’s a day after being demoted from my server during the moderator drama.

Two of these mods (Timbo and Sausage) were shown grace and allowed back into my server before we found out what was going on, this is important because Denin/Bell stated that they wanted all staff removed from both servers, in their dm’s with King. After noticing that multiple members were leaving at once and making comments directed toward our staff, we felt that something was going on. The evidence below, gathered over the past few days, shows that our suspicions were correct. Here, you will see a pattern of members speaking negatively about our server and staff based on the information they received following the moderator drama, as well as evidence of Denin and Sausage attempting to funnel active members from my community into SylentBell's server.

This was the point where the conflict stopped being between creators and began affecting members of my community who had nothing to do with it. On top of that, Denin had firsthand knowledge of both situations and knew the full context. It was especially disappointing to see him participate in funneling members from my community. These conversations were also happening openly in public channels within SylentBell's server, meaning they were visible to her. Despite that, I never saw any effort to discourage the behavior, stop members from recruiting from my community, or address the misinformation being shared.

The screenshots below are taken from public channels in SylentBell's server. They show members from my community openly discussing that they were brought there by either Denin or Sausage.

Before that, I’m going to list the reasons that each member was banned, not to air out their dirty laundry, but because I have been constantly berated regarding many of these bans, usually I am upfront about this type of stuff, but because of the drama that was going on behind the scenes, I was unable to share. I banned Starflower, as he had a tendency to leave and rejoin, each time requiring us to re-add his roles, and set his level back to what it initially was. This would also cause members to worry, and they would come to me to ask if he was fine. After the 5th time, I was told by a mutual friend that Starflower is “Not rejoining, because of the issue with Denin/Timbo/Sausage”, so to avoid future conflict of Starflower rejoining and starting drama, I banned. Floywe left because there was a separate server that also funneled members, but those members were at one point making threats about our staff, so we gave the option to everyone in both servers. Leave or get removed, as there’s no way to know who’s going around inviting members and who isn’t. Floywe also had a tendency to leave and rejoin, and each time we would welcome them back with open arms, but it gets tiring after a while. After finding out that Sausage/Timbo were funneling members, I banned them too, that reason is pretty self explanatory. After finding out they were banned, Miniking and SkyMiku were causing drama in our general chat, demanding I say why they were banned, and obviously I could not, so I asked them to wait until I could address it. They continued to persist, and Miniking left on his own at first, then rejoined via an alt account that I recognized, so I banned both his accounts. Skymiku continued to persist as well, and he too was banned. Jellycat randomly announced his departure from Star’s server, which was fine, but when he began telling his friends to speak to him in “the other server”, I banned him. It felt as though he was “making a stand”, and that drama was not one I had energy for. To be completely honest, a lot of this felt very parasocial to me, which I stated repeatedly. None of them were initially involved, until they decided to insert themselves, and stir up conflict. I don’t know what was said to them in private, but I know that they came to their own conclusions, and have since been bothering us as a result. What throws me off guard is some of the blatant lies, whether it’s to fit in, or victimize themselves, it’s odd to question my walk with Christ, when they themselves are acting “unChrist-like” (I despise that word). Some members stated that they were banned, when in reality they just left the server on their own accord, some say that they got into arguments with me, when our past experiences were nothing but kind, many of them I didn’t even know had issues with me, as we spoke daily and I would check up on them often, being met with what felt like joy at the time. Now, below are some screenshots regarding some reasons for being banned, instances of members being funneled at the request of Bell’s staff, and shady remarks that once again lead to members making assumptions.

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There was much more than just this small snippet. As shown here, MiniKing attempted to evade his ban and continued causing problems afterward.

Denin and Sausage funneling members like StarFlower and Renkaya.

Sapphy and Walmart are also active members of our server who got funneled over, same with Spycat who is now funneling on Denin’s behalf.

What you're about to read below are chats from a separate Discord server involving several funneled members, as well as moderators from SylentBell's server. In these conversations, they gossip about and speak negatively regarding my moderators, myself, and my community, while also discussing and coordinating actions involving our server. Them having connections with many of our members, lead to a lot of gossip going around in private. This felt unfair, as we have done our best to remain private regarding all matters, meanwhile community members were being fed one side of a story.

If being a tyrant means being quick to remove anyone that causes harm to the community, it’s members, or my girlfriend, then sure I guess I am a tyrant. I’ve never once banned someone for no reason, most of the time it stems from someone being disrespectful to another member, people arguing theology in a disrespectful manner, or someone flirting with Star. All valid reasons, and all being enforced the same way since we started this whole journey. I have told people repeatedly, I would rather have a discord community of 10 loving members, rather than 10,000 chaotic jerks.

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No, God is not telling you to disrespect people you do not know, and to gossip behind their backs. You call us “God-less”, while behaving like this, I cannot share certain screenshots, in respect of the member who showed me them, but there are statements that show Timbo wanting to retaliate and purposely hurt our staff/community. Is that your idea of the kindness of Jesus? I have made mistakes as well, but I don’t go out of my way to antagonize others, and cause them to sin. You cannot agitate a fellow brother, push them to frustration, then say “That’s not Christ-like” (once again I despise this saying).

Timbo, also known as "Shinobell," was banned from my server after we began collecting evidence of members being funneled from our community. As a precaution, and because of his close involvement with Denin and Sausage, who had already left my server, (but was still funneling members) we felt it was necessary to remove him. These conversations weren't about making peace or hearing both sides of the story. Instead, they became a place to speak negatively about my community, my moderators, and myself, while encouraging even more hostility, with comments like, "Do I dare raise hell." MiniKing was later banned for talking back to the admin, acting rudely, and ignoring mods telling him to drop the topic. When asked why his friends got banned, we could not disclose the reason, as it would bring to light the events that were happening behind the scenes.

Timbo's, or "Shinobell's," cousin was banned after promoting SylentBell's server through Minecraft in our Minecraft channel, which Timbo also had access to. As a precaution, we felt it was necessary to remove him to help prevent more members from being funneled from our community.

For those that know Nim, you know he’s a SWEETHEART, I personally know for a fact that nothing has occurred between Starflower and Nim, so this comment comes from a place of hate, and to be left unchecked was wrong. Also ironic, “they know things we don’t”.

Before You Go Questionnaire -

If you're reading this for the first time, I encourage you to form your own opinion. Instead of telling you what to think, I'd like to leave you with a few thought provoking questions to consider.

At what point does inspiration or referencing become copying?
Would you feel valued as a friend if someone mainly reached out for advice, feedback, or help, but rarely took the time to ask about you?
Is it appropriate to preach against lust on the same platform where your past NSFW content is still publicly accessible and could potentially be a stumbling block to others?
If someone agrees to move on privately but the same pattern continues, what conclusion would you make?
What responsibility does a creator have when members of their community repeatedly target another creator or do shady things?
If this happened to your own original work, how would you feel?

Bonus Questions :

Is growing a platform worth damaging a relationship with another believer?
Do you believe my decision to finally speak publicly was justified after multiple private attempts?

FINAL THOUGHTS :

Honestly, staying quiet about this for months while carrying everything behind the scenes and still showing up on stream with a smile on my face has been exhausting. Having people make assumptions about me and my community because of the public comments and vague posts was incredibly frustrating. I chose not to respond publicly for a long time because I didn't want to add more drama to the already divided Christian VTubing community. However, I'm done letting my kindness be mistaken for weakness, and I'm done allowing my boundaries to be ignored. This document wasn't made out of hate or revenge. It was made to share my side, provide context, and let the evidence speak for itself.

We just got away from the situation with Star and her family, that took a massive toll on both of us, and finally living on our own, we were excited to navigate life together. Having to deal with this, daily, has taken so much of our free time. It’s easy to be upset, at any side involved, but how will that help? Help us build each community up, revolving around love and compassion, and see how God’s light shines from the heart of it all.

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To SylentBell -

Greetings,

I'm writing this to you, SylentBell, as one sister in Christ to another. My hope is that we can both learn and grow from everything that's happened. None of us are perfect, and I know I'm not either. But I do believe God uses situations like this to reveal what's in our hearts and to shape us more into the image of Christ. My prayer is that we both leave this behind having learned something, with more humility, wisdom, and love for others than we had before.

One thing I believe we both need to remember is that our platforms aren't ours, they belong to God. Likes, views, and followers come and go, but our character and how we treat people matter much more. I truly hope moving forward you'll respect other creators' boundaries, give credit where it's due, and be mindful of how your actions can affect others. The Bible also tells us, "Do nothing from selfish ambition or conceit, but in humility count others more significant than yourselves." - Philippians 2:3.

My prayer is that we both continue to grow, become more like Christ, and be humble enough to accept correction when we need it. As Jesus said, "If your brother or sister sins against you, rebuke them; and if they repent, forgive them." - Luke 17:3. I don't see you as any less, and I don't have any negative feelings toward you. I just want things to be civil so that we can both refocus on our main goal which is spreading God's Word and His love to others.

Lastly, to those in your community who spread misinformation about me or chose to harass me, I encourage you to take a step back and seek the truth before repeating accusations. As Christians, we're called to speak truthfully, love one another, and judge with righteous judgment. My hope is that this document gives you the opportunity to see the full picture and encourages you to be more careful before speaking on someone's character in the future.

Best regards,

JellyStara

Closing

At the end of the day, I can't control what anyone chooses to believe. All I can do is present the evidence, share my experience honestly, and leave the rest in God's hands. My intentions with this isn’t to harm anyone, or to paint a picture, this is purely to be transparent about everything that is going on, so that we can all move forward and grow past these issues. Please do not send any hate to anyone involved, every one of us are still human behind the screen, and we have feelings as well. Thank you for taking the time to read this. God bless.

Last thing I will address here (hopefully).

I already explained this briefly, but I want to explain it further since screenshots are now being used to try and invalidate my claim.

The claim is that I intentionally copied SylentBell's title and thumbnail based on one screenshot. However, this isn't the case.

At the time, I was using YouTube's built in multi testing feature, meaning I had multiple titles and thumbnails being tested at the same time. The version she happened to see was one of the title and thumbnail variations YouTube happened to serve during the test, not the final version I chose. As shown below, I was testing multiple different titles and thumbnails at the same time, including:

Jesus Saved Me Twice... (My Testimony)
Jesus Saved Me Twice
Jesus Saved Me
My Testimony
I Lost Everything to Follow Jesus | My Testimony
I Ran Away From Home to Follow Jesus | My Testimony

Additionally, this was a personal testimony about how Jesus saved my life and rescued me from an abusive household. Naturally, many of the titles I tested reflected that. Since I had already collaborated with Yiman on my testimony video “The Christian VTuber Who Lost Everything,” I continued testing different title and thumbnail variations until I settled on one that best fit my own testimony.

When Yiman had linked my testimony video underneath his collaboration video, I ultimately chose a title that complemented his video and naturally continued into my own testimony.

Just to clarify, this collaboration had already been in the works for months, dating back to March 30th, 2026.