phalarisplant here

there were many things i’d failed to include in my previous document so as to keep things purely factual. this document will include things such as my opinion of the situation and mentions of other events in our relationship. because many of our exchanges occurred over snapchat, i may be unable to provide photo evidence of these happenings.

(had he not deleted his snap, i probably would’ve been able to recover more information……)

i had failed to mention how this situation has affected me as a person, which would make it appear as though i was lying

as i mentioned on twitter, his constant texting and suicide threats made me attached to him

i was constantly worried for his safety; i was often sent to my school counselor’s office in tears at the thought of him committing suicide

this episode in particular comes to mind!!

although this happened late into the night, i cried myself to sleep and during school over this

the mere thought of him leaving me would send me into tears

it eventually got so bad that i had to be hospitallized, as i was deemed too unstable to remain at home

here’s a drawing of him i made in the hospital!! i was quite the artist back then!!!!!!!!!!

one day in early july, he kept threatening to commit suicide over snapchat. despite my many attempts to calm him down, he kept going. i was genuinely so scared for his safety that i suffered a panic attack in my uncle’s basement (i was at a fourth of july barbecue)

sometime in the summer of 2022, he had a mental breakdown mid-call. i hung up on him, but he kept calling me

he resorted to spam-calling me on snapchat and instagram; i accepted none of them. because i only had a $30 phone my mom bought off wish (yes, wish), i couldn’t turn off my notifications. my sister kept telling me to turn it off, to which i told her i couldn’t

during this call, he said some rather interesting things!! (something about liking mrbeast burger because it was the closest he could get to sapnap’s ass????)

Why would CrazyMarvinBros say this?????????? (for the illiterate, he’s speaking from my perspective)

i took these as he was sending them to me btw

this was being said to me directly after venting about how much he wanted to kill himself

he never wanted to talk to me

he’d only respond when he was venting or horny

he’d take hours to respond to my messages after he was done with me

I was just that expendable, wasn’t I

i seriously love how people are brushing this off as a “mistake” and “poor relationship choices” or whatever

was guilt-tripping me into sexting/sending nudes a mistake??? was threatening suicide every other day a mistake???

this behavior continued until he was 17, by the way!! this wasn’t as long ago as some people may be making it out to be…….

this situation has made me hate myself

because of him, i no longer deem myself worthy of love

because of him, i sought after similar people who would go on to abuse me even more than he did

and at the end of the day, i’ll still be “someone who’s weaponizing grooming and sa”

Just consider the other party’s feelings

I hope y’all know this is what he’s using his platform and connections for

Anyway, this will probably be the last you hear from me on the phalarisplant account, lest cmb responds