Pre-DissociaDID (23 Sep 1996 - 24 Mar 2018)

23 Sep 1996: DD is born in Manningtree, Essex.

23 Sep 1999: DD turns 3

1999 - 2000: Glass appears as protector.

23 Sep 2000: DD turns 4.

2000-2001: Kyle appears as primary protector.

23 Sep 2001: DD turns 5.

2001 - 2002: Kyle appears as primary protector. Again.

23 Sep 2004: DD turns 8.

2004 - 2005: DD first begins to dissociate at the age of 8. TOI Interview. Page 42-46.

Summer 2013: DD graduates from Manningtree High School at the age of 16.

Sep 2013: DD enrols at The Sixth Form College Colchester.

23 Sep 2013: DD turns 17.

25 Sep 2013: DD states that she has never been raped.

24 Jan 2014: DD states that she had a happy childhood.

23 Sep 2014: DD turns 18 during her second year at college.

30 Oct 2014: DD dresses up as a battered woman.

Late 2014 - Early 2015: DD makes her first suicide attempt at sixth form college.

-A nurse informs her that her 'internal monologue' is not normal.

-A psychiatrist prescribes medication which helps with her suicidal thoughts.

-DD feels that her internal monologue has suddenly developed self awareness. She feels possessed.

-Her psychiatrist says her internal monologue is nothing to worry about.

-DD stops seeing her psychiatrist.

-She meets a therapist who suggests that she may have DID.

-She decides her DID is fantasy and the 'voices' go away.

-DD also claimed that her therapist in Colchester did not know what DID was.

-DD herself introduced her therapist to the concept of DID.

23 Sep 2015: DD turns 19.

17 Dec 2015: DD is given an award at The Sixth Form College Colchester Student Reunion. Under 'Destination Information' no university is listed. DD is described as 'continuing studies'.

2016: DD spends time researching how to become a sugar baby.

30 Jan 2016: DD is pictured with alleged former boyfriend James Darby for the last time.

24 Sep 2016: DD starts studying Psychology at the University of East Anglia.

02 Oct 2016: Jamie Martin a fellow psychology student posts with DD for the first time

10 Oct 2016: DD is pictured on a night out at university.

Sep - Dec 2016: DD begins to lose time at university and is threatened with expulsion. She makes three suicide attempts. In the same week her partner ends their relationship and her Grandfather passes away.

16 Dec 2016: DD makes a fourth suicide by jumping into a lake resulting in police boats coming to her rescue.

This incident is so traumatic that she splits and forms a new alter, Omega.

19 Dec 2016: DD responds to a group chat making light of her suicide attempt. She claims that she had a mental break and declares 'go hard or go home'.

Dec 2016 - Jan 2017: DD claims that her university friends cut ties with her. DD was hurt none of her friends contacted her. Her friends claim they were hurt that she hadn't thanked them for their assistance. DD seemed to care more about the end of her relationship than anything else.

DD moves back to her parents house where she joins groups on Facebook to research DID.

Late Jan - Early Feb 2017: DD is diagnosed with DID by Remy Aquarone at The Pottergate Centre after filling in a questionnaire. The process takes four hours in total and cost thousands.

31 Jan 2017: DD is pictured on a night out in Norwich.

21 Feb 2017: DD announces about her relationship presumably with Jamie Martin.

07 Mar 2017: DD mentions DID on her personal Instagram for the first time.

19 Mar 2017: DD spends a week with Jamie and their friends in Norwich.

12 Apr 2017: DD creates a fundraising page for treatment. She raises £1000. Jamie Martin asks for donations.

13 Apr 2017: DD jokes about forming alters with friends from university.

25 Apr 2017: Concrete the student magazine of University of East Anglia help to raise awareness of DD's condition. She is described as a student taking a break from her studies.

23 Sep 2017: DD turns 21.

21 Feb 2018: DD celebrates her first anniversary with Jamie Martin.

26 Feb 2018: DD creates a Vero account describing herself as a psychology undergrad despite claiming to have been expelled a year prior.

09 Mar 2018 -Jamie Martin mentions that DD is currently in therapy in Norwich presumably at The Pottergate Center.

Beginning of DD (24 Mar 2018 - 24 Mar 2019)

24 Mar 2018: DD joins YouTube under the name DissociaDID. She posts her first video 'Dissociative Identity Disorder - The Basics of DID!'

27 Mar 2018: Jamie Martin promotes the DissociaDID channel.

08 Apr 2018: DD posts 'Symptoms Of Dissociative Identity Disorder | Debunking DID Ep:1' the first video to feature Kyle. His accent is notably underdeveloped.

15 Apr 2018: DD posts 'SWITCH CAUGHT ON CAMERA?! | 100 Subs Q&A: Part 1! | Dissociative Identity Disorder' her first video featuring Nadia and a dramatic switch.

29 Apr 2018: DD posts 'How I Found Out I Have Dissociative Identity Disorder... | Q&A Pt2' which follows on from her previous video.

05 May 2018: DD launches a charity fundraiser with Jamie Martin as DissociaDID.

08 May 2018: DD posts 'What Is Dissociation? | Debunking DID Ep:2 | Dissociative Identity Disorder'

27 May 2018: DD describes Jamie as her 'friend'.

03 Jun 2018: DD posts ''EVIL' ALTERS?! - All About Alters: Part 2 | Debunking DID Ep:4 | Dissociative Identity Disorder'

05 Jun 2018: DD describes Jamie as her partner. Jamie finds disturbing notes in their bedroom.

10 Jun 2018: DD posts 'MY ALTERS DO MY MAKEUP! | CHLOE | Chatty GRWM & Self Love | Dissociative Identity Disorder' her first racist make-up tutorial. DD describes her friends as half-white and 'Caribbeany'.

17 Jun 2018: DD posts 'Dissociative Identity Disorder | Making Our Alters On The Sims 4!'

19 Jun 2018: DD describes Jamie as her ex-partner.

25 Jun 2018: DD posts 'Making Our Inner World! - Sims 4 | Dissociative Identity Disorder'

27 Jun 2018: DD describes Jamie as her partner.

01 Jul 2018: DD posts 'SWITCHING ON CAMERA & NON HUMAN ALTERS - All About Alters 3 | Debunking DID: Ep 5' her first video featuring Sally and Amira.

06 Jul 2018: DD is back in Norwich presumably for therapy.

07 Jul 2018: DD posts '2K Milestone Livestream! Huge Q&A!' from her parents home.

08 Jul 2018: DD posts 'SCARED OF YOUR DID? A letter to you. | Dissociative Identity Disorder'

15 Jul 2018: DD posts 'ADVICE FOR NEW SYSTEMS | Dissociative Identity Disorder'

17 Jul 2018: DD posts with Jamie for the last time.

22 Jul 2018: DD posts 'MY ALTER DOES MY MAKEUP! NADIA: Crying Doll | Dissociative Identity Disorder'

26 Jul 2018: DD celebrates 5000 subscribers. TP makes her first public comment on the DissoaciaDID Instagram.

28 Jul 2018: DD competes with a cancer patient in the oppression olympics.

29 Jul 2018: DD posts 'TERMINOLOGY AND LINGO: Key Words For Dissociative Identity Disorder | Debunking DID Ep: 6' in which DD claims that the goal of therapy is not to fully integrate but to communicate with alters.

05 Aug 2018: DD posts 'MEET THE ALTERS: JADE | DissociaDID | Dissociative Identity Disorder' her first video featuring Jade.

12 Aug 2018: DD posts 'INSIDE MY DIARY?! | Organising Life With Dissociative Identity Disorder' and '2 TRUTHS 1 LIE with THE ENTROPY SYSTEM! | Dissociative Identity Disorder edition!'

19 Aug 2018: DD posts 'NEW ALTERS!? Finding And Adapting To New Headmates | Dissociative Identity Disorder'

26 Aug 2018: DD posts 'MY (MALE) ALTER DOES MY MAKEUP! | KYLE | Dysphoria Talk & A Hat With A Story'

DD walks with a cane for the first time.

28 Aug 2018: DD posts 'SWITCHING ON LIVESTREAM! | PT 1 | 30K SUBS KYLE AND CHLOE! | Dissociative Identity Disorder' which is broken up into three videos total.

02 Sep 2018: DD posts 'IS DISSOCIATIVE IDENTITY DISORDER REAL?! | SCIENCE & PROOF | Debunking DID EP: 7'

03 Sep 2018: DD posts with her cane again.

06 Sep 2018: DD posts 'Our Littles | Dissociative Identity Disorder | Switch On Camera' in which she accidentally reveals the names of two littles Laura and Sarah.

08 Sep 2018: DD explains that her relationship ended as her ex struggled with her DID.

09 Sep 2018: DD posts 'DISSOCIATIVE IDENTITY DISORDER | A DAY IN THE LIFE'. In this video she travels to Norwich for therapy which suggests she is still receiving therapy at The Pottergate Center.

16 Sep 2018: DD posts 'Inner Worlds | Debunking DID Ep: 8 | Dissociative Identity Disorder' filmed on the same day as 'Our Littles'.

17 Sep 2018: DD posts 'DOGS, BIRTHDAYS & PATREON LIVESTREAM | Chloe and Sally | SWITCH LIVE ON CAMERA' from her parents house with their dog Amber.

19 Sep 2018: DD posts 'JOIN THE ADVENTURE' an advertisement for her Patreon.

23 Sep 2018: DD turns 22.

She posts 'A Beginners Guide To Therapy! | Advice For Starting Out & Online vs Offline Therapy' her first video sponsored by Better Help.

24 Sep 2018: DD posts 'HEALTHCARE: UK VS USA With The Labyrinth System! | Switch On Camera'

30 Sep 2018: DD posts 'DAMAGING TO DID: 'SPLIT' AND 'GLASS' | DID IN THE MEDIA | Dissociative Identity Disorder'

Late Sep 2018: DD is assaulted and encouraged to report it.

01 Oct 2018: DD launches her PO Box.

06 Oct 2018: DD posts 'HOW TO REACT TO A SWITCH | Switching On Camera | Dissociative Identity Disorder |'

07 Oct 2018: DD posts 'Beginners Guide To GROUNDING | Help For Anxiety, Depression, Dissociation, Hallucinations?!'

10 Oct 2018: DD posts 'SYSTEM PRIDE | Dissociative Identity Disorder / OSDD Pride'

12 Oct 2018: DD claims that Kyle wears a binder. She will later accept a free binder stating that Kyle does not have one.

14 Oct 2018: DD posts 'SOCIAL MEDIA AND MENTAL HEALTH | Dissociative Identity Disorder Community COLLAB!'

DD mentions TP for the first time on the DissociaDID Instagram.

20 Oct 2018: DD reveals that a former abuser made her binge eat causing her anorexia.

21 Oct 2018: DD posts 'MEET THE ALTERS: SALLY | DissociaDID | Dissociative Identity Disorder'

22 Oct 2018: DD attempts to rebrand as a beauty guru

28 Oct 2018: DD posts 'MEET OUR CHILDHOOD BEST FRIEND | Your DID Questions | Dissociative Identity Disorder' the first video to feature non-imaginary friend Anna Buttery.

04 Nov 2018: DD posts 'I PASSED OUT!? SWITCHING In Front Of Our BEST FRIEND!' the second half of her previous video featuring Anna.

14 Nov 2018: DD and TP start dating.

11 Nov 2018: DD posts 'DID & DATING!? Why NADIA Hates ME! | Dissociative Identity Disorder'

18 Nov 2018: DD posts 'How To Feel COMFORTABLE In YOUR BODY! | Dysphoria & Dysmorphia'

25 Nov 2018: DD posts 'SCHIZOPHRENIA AND DISSOCIATIVE IDENTITY DISORDER?! What's The Difference? | Debunking DID: Ep 9'

02 Dec 2018: DD posts 'YOU MADE ME CRY!!! Our FIRST Unboxing! | DissociaDID'

03 Dec 2018: DD adds the now deleted 'A MAN IN A GIRLS BODY?! All About Alters: Part 1 | Debunking DID Ep:3' to a playlist.

04 Dec 2018: DD dissociates so hard she falls out of her chair.

08 Dec 2018: Jamie Martin posts alluding to DD's controlling behaviour.

09 Dec 2018: DD posts 'FICTIONAL CHARACTERS AS ALTERS? | All About Alters: Part 4 | Debunking DID Ep: 10'

DD claims to have between 4-10 switches a day on average.

15 Dec 2018: DD reports a fire in her inner world mansion.

16 Dec 2018: DD posts 'BIGGEST CARE PACK EVER?! Unboxing #2 | DissociaDID'

23 Dec 2018: DD posts ' SURPRISE LIVE WITH KYLE! (& Chloe) | Switch Caught On Camera | Dissociative Identity Disorder'

28 Dec 2018: DD says alters can reverse integration.

01 Jan 2019: DD features in TOI magazine. More information about TOI here.

06 Jan 2019: DD posts 'My ALTER Does My Makeup: TUTORIAL! | CHLOE | Self Love And Race'

09 Jan 2019: DD posts a detailed drawing of her little

12 Jan 2019: DD posts about wanting to escape to live in a trauma-free home.

13 Jan 2019: DD posts 'MEET THE ALTERS: KYLE | DissociaDID | Dissociative Identity Disorder'

20 Jan 2019: DD posts '15 WAYS To SUPPORT Someone With DID! | Dissociative Identity Disorder'

03 Feb 2019: DD posts 'DID Books and aromatherapy!? | GIVEAWAY! | PR Unboxing: TOI Magazine'

04 Feb 2019: DD continues touting aromatherapy.

06 Feb 2019: DD writes an article defending self-diagnosis.

10 Feb 2019: DD posts 'SWITCHING Caught On Camera 9 TIMES?! Meet Omega! | Unboxing 3 | Dissociative Identity Disorder' the first video to feature a nameless little, Nina, and Omega.

12 Feb 2019: DD alludes to her suicide attempt in the forest involving a rope.

24 Feb 2019: DD posts 'THE BOYS!? MEET THE ALTERS! | DissociaDID | Dissociative Identity Disorder' the first video to feature Jake, Mike, and Gregory.

03 Mar 2019: DD posts 'THE "REAL" US? BEING HOST with JEREMY: AN ALTERNATE PERSPECTIVE! | Dissociative Identity Disorder' the first video to feature a clip of TP.

04 Mar 2019: DD posts 'What Is Dissociative Identity Disorder? | DID AWARENESS DAY'

10 Mar 2019: DD posts 'Healing, Safety, and how DissociaDID saved my life | MENTAL HEALTH' heavily implying that living in her parents house is traumatic.

15 Mar 2019: DD posts a livestream in person collaboration with BoBo&Co, M&M, Me Myself and Aleu, and AxolotlsInATrenchCoat.

24 Mar 2019: DD posts 'What REALLY Happened At M&M's DID SLEEPOVER? | #DIDiversity' on the first anniversary of her channel.

The Peak of DD (24 Mar 2019 - 04 Mar 2020)

31 Mar 2019: DD posts 'Meet SIX Alters! THE GIRLS OF DISSOCIADID | Meet The Alters | Dissociative Identity Disorder' the first video to feature Ruby. DD states that she was raped 'a while' ago.

07 Apr 2019: DD posts 'The ETERNAL CHILD? Can ALTERS Age? | Debunking DID: Ep 11 | Dissociative Identity Disorder'

14 Apr 2019: DD posts 'The TRUTH About TRAUMA?! | PTSD, CPTSD, OSDD and Dissociative Identity Disorder'

21 Apr 2019: DD posts 'The SCIENCE of PTSD and DISSOCIATION | Debunking DID: Ep 12'

28 Apr 2019: DD posts 'FORCED PERSONALITY SWITCH CAUGHT ON CAMERA | Positive Triggers | Dissociative Identity Disorder'

Mar-May 2019: TP arrives in the UK for the first time.

02 May 2019: DD posts 'Meet Our PARTNER SYSTEM | Long Distance Relationship with DISSOCIATIVE IDENTITY DISORDER' the first video to feature TP in person.

DD streams 'A STORM? | Kyle and Jeremy BROMANCE | DISSOCIATIVE IDENTITY DISORDER' an in person collaboration with TP.

03 May 2019: DD reveals that she is not and has never been on welfare despite being disabled.

05 May 2019: DD posts 'PRIMARY PROTECTORS? | Kyle & Jeremy's STORY | Dissociative Identity Disorder: All About Alters 5' an in-person collaboration with TP.

11 May 2019: DD posts 'STYLE SWAP with my PARTNER! | GENDER & DID | Dissociative Identity Disorder' an in person collaboration with TP.

13 May 2019: DD posts 'Chloe & Kyle SWITCH LIVE! Ask us ANYTHING for 150K! | Dissociative Identity Disorder'

19 May 2019: DD posts 'MASC TO FEM TRANSFORMATION! Turning my PARTNER into ME! | Dissociative Identity Disorder & Dating' the second part of her earlier collaboration with TP.

20 May 2019: DD as Nina reveals that she has discovered a new alter who is a neuroscientist and microbiologist.

25 May 2019: As mentioned in the Anthony Padilla video DD discovers a banana in the bath. Fortunately, Kyle took a selfie with said banana.

26 May 2019: DD posts 'SHARING DREAMS with ALTERS? How I met my PERSECUTOR | Dissociative Identity Disorder & Dreaming'

02 Jun 2019: DD posts 'SWITCHING!?! HOW? WHO AM I?! | Dissociative Identity Disorder'

03 Jun 2019: DD reveals that she does not know anything about the new alter mentioned in Nina's Q&A.

09 Jun 2019: DD posts 'I was Bisexual, and I was Biphobic. Why we need Pride | DID & Sexuality'

15 Jun 2019: DD posts 'KYLE HOARDS ALL THE HATS | Unboxing June 2019 | Dissociative Identity Disorder'

19 Jun 2019: DD appears on BoBo&Cos channel. She reveals that both of her parents are supportive and love her. Neither her nor her parents know what caused her DID.She points out that parents are not always the cause of DID trauma.

23 Jun 2019: DD posts 'CHILD & NON-HUMAN DYSPHORIA?! Dysphoric Alters! | Dissociative Identity Disorder (DID)' an in person collaboration with TP and BoBo. DD and TP discuss jealousy of children's bodies and wish they could interact with real children as 'little'.

30 Jun 2019: DD posts 'WE BECOME LITTLES? Age Sliding! | Dissociative Identity Disorder' the second part of her collaboration with TP and BoBo.

07 Jul 2019: DD posts 'TRIGGERED ON LIVE... With Team PIÑATA | Dissociative Identity Disorder' with TP as a little. DD becomes triggered.

07 Jul 2019: DD gets triggered while talking about cigarette smoke and heavily implies she was burned by cigarettes in the past. At the time, I assumed it was her ex (before TP) who did this, because she makes it sound like someone else did it to her.

14 Jul 2019: DD posts 'I CANT MOVE?! | Catatonic Disorders | Debunking DID: Ep 13'

18 Jul 2019: DD confirms that she deletes comments on her channel.

21 Jul 2019: DD posts 'LONGEST SWITCH EVER!? | DID Unboxing | DissociaDID'

26 Jul 2019: DD posts 'INVISIBLE ILLNESSES with JESSICA KELLGREN-FOZARD' an in person collaboration with Jessica Kellgren-Fozard.

29 Jul 2019: DD hits 200k subscribers.

Early Aug 2019: Leslie and Ace integrate to form Lacy.

04 Aug 2019: DD posts 'I'm a BAD PERSON!! INTRUSIVE THOUGHTS & How To Cope | A Beginners Guide To Mental Health'

DD reveals that she is taking Sertraline/Zoloft. She has misplaced her medication and is suffering from withdrawals.

08 Aug 2019: DD posts 'UNBOXING LIVE! What Dissociative Identity Disorder REALLY looks like. PTSD, SWITCHING, DISSOCIATING'

DD claims that the first time she approached her doctor for help regarding her mental health he told her she did not look depressed and put her on a waiting list for counselling.

11 Aug 2019: DD posts 'PARIS VLOG! Travelling with DISSOCIATIVE IDENTITY DISORDER | DissociaDID'

15 Aug 2019: DD posts 'THE FUTURE OF THERAPY - AURA | VR and Mixed Reality' an in person collaboration with Lima Mora who created Aura the VR Therapist.

25 Aug 2019: DD posts '3 Boys In The Wrong Bodies | KYLE, JEREMY & TOAST | Dissociative Identity Disorder' an in person collaboration with TP and BoBo. (One of BoBos alters is named Toast)

01 Sep 2019: DD posts '#MeToo | The Survivors Of Sexual Abuse | TOI Book Giveway'

DD and TP host a meet-up in Colchester.

08 Sep 2019: DD posts 'INTEGRATION, LOVE & LOSS. | THE REALITY | Dissociative Identity Disorder' Nadia and Lacy address Leslie and Ace's integration.

15 Sep 2019: DD posts 'PERSECUTORS - "EVIL" Personalities? | All About Alters Ep: 6 | Dissociative Identity Disorder'

16 Sep 2019: DD posts 'LAST of PiñaDID! SWITCHES & GUINEA PIGS | Dissociative Identity Disorder' with Nan/Evan.

17 Sep 2019: TP returns to America.

22 Sep 2019: DD posts 'LIFE WITH BPD (Borderline Personality Disorder) | A Beginners Guide To Mental Health' an in person collaboration with TP.

23 Sep 2019: DD turns 23.

29 Sep 2019: Chloe and Nina integrate to form Nin.

DD posts 'I Can FEEL It... Types of FLASHBACKS | PTSD & Dissociative Identity Disorder'.

She alludes to sexual abuse by saying she feels physical sensation on the lower half of her body during flashbacks. She also claims that she has been burned.

06 Oct 2019: DD announces the integration of Chloe and Nina.

DD posts 'COMMUNICATING With ALTERS: Part 1: EXTERNAL | Dissociative Identity Disorder'

08 Oct 2019: DD claims that she never intended to post personal things on her channel.

10 Oct 2019: TP has another integration. Seth and Evan become Riven.

13 Oct 2019: DD posts 'Hearing VOICES?! COMMUNICATING With ALTERS: Part 2 - INTERNAL | Dissociative Identity Disorder'

DD livestreams '(1/3) CHLOE INTEGRATED. MEET NIN! | Dissociative Identity Disorder' along with two additional parts. This is the first video to feature Nin.

15 Oct 2019: DD launches the SaniTEA podcast.

20 Oct 2019: DD posts 'CLOTHES AREN'T CONSENT! Chloe's LAST video. | Halloween & Samhain'

DD gets passive aggressive with a fan who questions her integration.

23 Oct 2019: DD posts 'HOW INTEGRATION WORKS. A GEM FUSION? All About Alters 7 | Dissociative Identity Disorder'

26 Oct 2019: TP arrives in the UK for an extended stay with DD.

27 Oct 2019: DD posts 'RELAPSING | What Is A Relapse & How To Help | Beginners Guide To Mental Health'

03 Nov 2019: DD posts 'NOT MY FAULT!! SYSTEM RESPONSIBILITY | Dissociative Identity Disorder'

10 Nov 2019: DD streams 'AGE SLIDING NAN, NIN, KYLE & JEREMY! 250K reunion!' an in person collaboration with TP featuring 'small' TP and Nin.

17 Nov 2019: DD posts 'NON-HUMAN ALTER DOES MY MAKEUP | Switch Caught On Camera | Dissociative Identity Disorder' an in person collaboration with TP.

24 Nov 2019: DD posts 'THERAPY: WHEN & HOW TO GET HELP! | A Beginners Guide To Mental Health' a video sponsored by Better Help. She tells her audience that they should control therapy sessions if they pay for them.

01 Dec 2019: DD posts 'Non-Human ALTER: GOTH Makeup!? | My Alter Does My Makeup | Dissociative Identity Disorder' an in person collaboration with TP.

07 Dec 2019: DD agrees to refund an unsatisfied Patreon.

08 Dec 2019: DD posts 'ALTERS INTEGRATING?! WHAT HAPPENS NOW?! OUR ADVICE | Dissociative Identity Disorder' an in person collaboration with TP.

20 Dec 2019: DD streams 'DID & GUINEA PIGS LIVE! | Dissociative Identity Disorder'

22 Dec 2019: DD posts 'WHAT CFS LOOKS LIKE CAUGHT ON CAMERA | CHRONIC FATIGUE SYNDROME/MYALGIC ENCEPHALOMYELITIS'

27 Dec 2019: DD gets engaged to TP.

29 Dec 2019: DD streams 'I SAID YES! ENGAGED WITH MULTIPLE PERSONALITIES? Livestream! | Dissociative Identity Disorder' an in person collaboration with TP.

02 Jan 2020: DD encourages a fan to get her art as a tattoo.

05 Jan 2020: DD posts 'MY ALTERS TAKE THE POTTERMORE QUIZ!! | Individual Differences with Multiple Personalities | DID'

07 Jan 2020: A Tumblr user confronts DD about her racism.

12 Jan 2020: DD posts 'HATE. DRAWING THE LINE. | Jade | Dissociative Identity Disorder'

19 Jan 2020: DD posts 'MEET US!! ENTITLEDID TO LIFE: DID/OSDD Conference & Gala! | Dissociative Identity Disorder'

21 Jan 2020: DD reaches 300k subscribers.

26 Jan 2020: DD posts 'SELF CARE VS SELF INDULGENCE | A Beginners Guide To Mental Health'

02 Feb 2020: DD posts 'FAKING A DISORDER!? (DID) | Dissociative Identity Disorder | Mental Health Awareness'

09 Feb 2020: DD returns from LA after filming with Anthony.

16 Feb 2020: DD posts 'The TRAUMATIC RESPONSE | What Trauma Does To Us | Debunking DID: Ep 14 | Neuroscience & Psychiatry'

18 Feb 2020: TP returns to America.

22 Feb 2020: DD reveals that she is moving house.

23 Feb 2020: DD posts 'Are you TRAUMATISED? SYMPTOMS OF TRAUMA | Debunking DID: Ep 15'

26 Feb 2020: DD requests information about other cultures in order to educate her audience on behalf of these cultures.

29 Feb 2020: DD alludes to knowledge of organised child abuse.

01 Mar 2020: DD posts 'GHOST, "DEAD" & NON-HUMAN ALTERS | Meet OMEGA! | All about Alters 8 | Dissociative Identity Disorder'

04 Mar 2020: Anthony Padilla posts I spent a day with MULTIPLE PERSONALITIES (Dissociative Identity Disorder) featuring DD

The Beginning of the End (04 Mar 2020 - 21 Mar 2021)

08 Mar 2020: DD posts 'ATTEMPT AT A LIVE' and 'DISSOCIATIVE IDENTITY DISORDER Q&A | KYLE & NIN | DissociaDID’

12 Mar 2020: Trisha Paytas posts 'MEET MY ALTERS | Dissociative Identity Disorder' and calls DD crazy.

13 Mar 2020

-DD posts 'REACTING TO TRISHA PAYTAS: "MEET MY ALTERS | Dissociative Identity Disorder"'

14 Mar 2020: DD states that she was physically abused as a child.

17 Mar 2020: Trisha Paytas posts 'My Alters SWITCH (Caught on Camera) LIVE FOOTAGE! | Dissociative Identity Disorder'

DD freaks out on Twitter and announces that she has split again.

19 Mar 2020: TP unfollows DD on Instagram.

21 Mar 2020: DD posts 'Trisha Paytas - THE IMPACT. DissociaDID | Dissociative Identity Disorder'

She states that she is moving house after being threatened with homelessness and is at high risk for catching COVID-19.

24 Mar 2020: DD claims that someone is attempting to hack into her Google Account and Instagram.

She celebrates her channels second anniversary.

26 Mar 2020: DD's eating disorder resurfaces.

28 Mar 2020: DD addresses rumours and states that she was not expelled from university.

29 Mar 2020: DD posts 'ALL ABOUT ALTERS: Part 1 | Debunking DID Ep: 3 | Dissociative Identity Disorder' a new version of the deleted Debunking DID Ep 3.

Credit for above: https://kiwifarms.net/members/comrade666.51785/ (kf, comrade666)

30 Mar 2020: GL posts The DissociaDID Trisha Paytas videos parts 1 and 2. (5506, 7455)

        These videos included the breaking information about TP’s drawings as well as other new information. This videos got hated on ruthlessly until they were privated. The numbers listed are the view counts.

02 Apr 2020: GL posts part 3 of his DD series (6830)

03 Apr 2020: GL posts part 4 of his DD series (6172)

07 Apr 2020: GL posts part 5 of his DD series (14616)

08 Apr 2020: Nin announces via Instagram, YouTube, and Twitter that she had a “very close call with a suicide attempt,” which begins her hiatus.

  • Nin tells her fans to ignore false claims and defamation, and peppers in “We’ll try to stay alive” in her post.

        09 Apr 2020: GL posts part 6 of his DD series (10278)

10 Apr 2020: TP goes live and addresses their situation with the weird art and problematic behavior

  • Nin can be seen in the chat, coaching TP through their apology saying things like “You can stop now babe”, etc.

        11 Apr 2020: GL posts “Guess what, I’m out! Just fuck drama” after getting tons of hate and backlash on his videos

Week of Apr 13-Apr 20: Nin’s Socialblade shows a -5.2 million view count for the week. This indicates that she privated a bunch of old videos.

14 Apr 2020: Nin takes a break from her break to retract her support from Nan/TP.

  • Nin wanted to give TP the benefit of the doubt, but they couldn’t endorse TP after more CP allegations came out.
  • She tearfully tells her audience that she is sorry she didn’t know and tells them to stay safe.

Week of May 04-May 11: DD privates more videos as her Socialblade shows a -1.3 million view count for the week.

09 May 2020: Fabricated screenshots surfaced on Twitter that show “Chloe Wilkinson” implying that harassing skeptics and trolls is an okay thing to do.

  • DD breaks her hiatus to denounce the screenshots as someone pretending to be her.

10 May 2020: An admin of the chat that the fake DD was in confirmed that the conversation never happened.

  • DD posts that the person who created the screenshots did so with intentions to doxx them.
  • DD informs her audience to not engage with hate accounts.

11 May 2020: A then-fan of DD’s comments (notably young, 13 years old if I recall correctly) on a DissociaDID Instagram post asking her to address the racism allegations

  • Another example of her contradicting herself here; DD did claim the Indian label for Amira.
  • Echolalia does not cause accent mimicking. It mimics speech or sounds. It is a spontaneous symptom of disorders like Tourette’s and autism in the form of tics. See also: echopraxia, which is mimicking movements. Still not accents.
  • There is absolutely something to be learned about race and DID. Personally I don’t understand how making a video about it wouldn’t be educational, especially since DD has a lot of non-educational videos anyway.
  • The thirteen-year-old ex-fan asked DD why she deleted the apology to her.

11 May 2020: JoansSherlock on Twitter, a POC system who spoke to DD last year regarding racial issues, says that DD said she’d make a video covering the topic.

  • She never did. Instead she ghosted everyone trying to educate her.

Week of May 11-May 18 2020: DD privates more videos; her weekly view count for that week is -3.8 million.

12 May 2020: Evidence of DD filtering YouTube and Instagram comments surfaces

13 May 2020: People start to take notice that DD is deleting Tweets.

14 May 2020: DD declares herself inactive on Instagram.

21 May 2020: An example of another DissociaDID fan being nasty and racist.

23 May 2020: Entropy speaks up on DD’s silence.

  • These pictures were deleted from Entropy’s Twitter soon after they were posted. Apparently DD and Entropy had discussed privately. See Jun 27.

01 Jun 2020: DD takes to instagram to post about the Black Lives Matter movement in the wake of the murder of George Floyd. It is subsequently confirmed that DD is deleting, or at least filtering out comments that are from actual POC that are critical of her.

07 Jun 2020: DD’s parents’ address is leaked on KiwiFarms

09 Jun 2020: Bobo&Co uploads a video catching her viewers up.

  • Not much happens in it, but she implies that she isn’t friends with DD anymore, or at least doesn’t want to talk about it.
  • Implied that she had read the KF thread: “We've been reading the KiwiFarms, we've been seeing everything, you know... we were very close to Nin.”

13 Jun 2020: In a now-privated livestream (archive here), Moxie of Axolotls in a Trenchcoat gave a take on the drama. Some notable quotes (some timestamps from kiwifarms may be off by a few seconds because of time discrepancies in the original stream and the archive; they’re there, just skip back a few seconds):

  • 35:08 - "It's an issue [for Dissociadid] to ignore past grievances or past things that may have not been socially, morally, ethically, or whatever, acceptable."
  • 38:06 - "Having a mental health disorder doesn't absolve anyone from being racist or problematic."
  • 39:30 - "From when this was initially bought up a couple months ago [...] in our small friendship circle group, and this isn't trashing on anyone this is literally my experience of it, DissociaDID asked us. They were just like 'hey, y'know, should we film a video or should we make a tumblr post?' … [I said to] make it on Tumblr so people won't get more aggressive and call them out more than they already had been"
  • 42:48 - "We were having a discussion and that's basically what we thought as well … I was like 'Hey, I heard there were comments being deleted, what's the deal with that?' and pointed out that silencing black voices in a post about BLM negates the point of making the actual post. [Chloe was] just like 'yeah but we've posted links' and stuff like that, 'deleting a couple comments or blocking a couple people that got aggressive-' - now I didn't personally see any aggressive comments. I was just like 'hey, this is problematic' and I kind of got to the point of going around in circles with Nin about it. I was just like 'Look', [...] 'it's your content, you can do what you like. You asked for my opinion but we seem to be going around in circles'. [....] She was saying it should be okay to censor/restrict her comments. I even said this: 'you may as well just take the BLM post down, because black lives clearly don't matter if you're going to be silencing them'”
  • 47:26 - "This is kind of where it got me really agitated, because again, we'd been going around in circles for the past hour about why silencing black voices isn't an appropriate thing to do on a post like that, let alone in general when speaking about racial issues involving black people. In response to me saying that, she said “our life matters too””
  • 1:00:35 - "I said 'I can't keep these friendship ties with someone okay with racist behaviours. I don't feel heard, loved, nor respected. It's invalidating as hell, this is my last message here.'"
  • 1:01:40 - "We had multiple accounts in the group chat because a couple of alters in the system have individual accounts. We exited the chat with our main but there were two other accounts still in there, one of which was mine. The message after we left the chat was 'JFC' - Jesus Fucking Christ - that was written by DissociaDID. What we said was 'writing Jesus fucking Christ is rude, unnecessary and invalidating as Hell.' ... 'This is my last message here, I can only hope that you wise up in the future.' . "
  • 1:03:40 - “They went through their settings and realized that some things were being restricted. … The other day they sent another message that they were talking to someone else … and basically getting advice on how to be a better ally and how mental health shouldn’t get in the way of that … and was asking whether they could call us to apologize properly.”
  • 1:05:00 - “… [They said they are planning on] doing a video featuring POC systems on their channel when they come back from their break … and [asked if] we wanted to be involved.”
  • 1:06:02 - “[It was] very performative allyship, that type of thing, like I was just very annoyed.”
  • 1:45:40 - “If we were to say something about the racism issue … we would be manipulated with … what she had said about Kai and we would be made out to be sexual abusers or sexual predators.”
  • This situation above was told a few minutes prior to the timestamp. Essentially, Nina and Kai bantered and flirted a bit, but nothing explicit. When they got home, Chloe was coming to the front. Kai whispered something into Chloe/Nina’s ear, wanting Nina to come back to front to continue flirting. Moxie acknowledges that this wasn’t right and Kai had apparently apologized for this later.
  • DissociaDID’s account of things was that there was non consensual touching and dirty things being whispered into Nina’s ear and even accused Kai of pinning Nina(/Chloe?) to the couch.
  • Kai reflected on this and did indeed apologize for overstepping any boundaries, but neither Moxie nor Kai remember anything about pinning Nina(/Chloe?) to the couch. Moxie says specifically that it didn’t happen, rather than “I don’t think that happened”
  • TLDR FOR ABOVE QUOTES: DD “All Lives Matter”’d Axolotls and accused them of sexual assault

14 Jun 2020: DD comments on VangelinaSkov’s video covering Axolotls’ live stream.

  • She recalls her side of things, saying that there were multiple overstepped boundaries, many of which are things that Kai said didn’t happen.
  • Following this, Axolotls posts a screenshot of Kai’s apology from May 28 of this year.
  • Axolotls’ channel was eventually deleted.

15 Jun 2020: DD makes two Instagram posts.

  • The first post is a six-part post titled “Race & Our Comments Policy.”
  • The post re-addresses Nadia calling herself Native American and Black. An apology post was made on Tumblr last year, but the apology along with the whole Tumblr was deleted.
  • She reflects on her experiences talking to POC and researching the issue.
  • She also claims that her behavior “was immediately amended and has not been repeated.” She “continue[s] to listen to constructive feedback on how to be more sensitive to the topic of Race within DID.”
  • She claims that the reason her Tumblr account was deleted was due to hacking threats.
  • She addresses the BLM post, saying that she deletes comments that are inflammatory/hateful/nonconstructive from anyone, no matter the race (see link above; this isn’t true).
  • She apologizes for not being better informed.
  • The second post opens with a description of a “dedicated campaign against those with DID and OSDD.”
  • DD details how she has been doxxed and claims that she never had any malicious or manipulative attempt behind any of her actions. She says she will not address things in detail because it is too complicated and there is too much.
  • She withdrew from the TOI EntitleDID conference and announced her departure from the online DID community.
  • She thanks her supporters and she hopes that “what we once dedicated our lives to will still be useful, supportive, and inspiring to those who need it.”

16 Jun 2020: DD confirms via Patreon that she is not actually going to stop making videos, unlike what many on Twitter have said.

  • She says she’ll make DID and other mental health content. She’s stepping away from the community but still feeding into it.

15/16 Jun 2020: Ed from Multiplicity & Me goes live, explaining that they were the ones that were meant to be in the Anthony Padilla video.

  • **UPDATE - SEE HERE FOR MORE DETAILS ON THIS SITUATION
  • There were concerns about M&M travelling in from Europe due to money and their baby, so they gave up their spot for some American systems to take instead.
  • Rather, DD swooped in and offered to pay for all of the travel costs.
  • Bullshit ensues, see the link above. Jess explains that the situation was resolved privately with Padilla. Padilla has since stopped working with the casting agency that he worked on for the DID video.

17 Jun 2020: The Entropy System goes live (and eventually talks on her Instagram story) about how DD posted about her suicide attempt because she felt that trolls needed to know the consequences of their actions.

18 Jun 2020: DD addresses Entropy’s claims on Patreon from the previous day and said she never meant any ill will in posting about her suicide attempt.

18 Jun 2020: Entropy posts a screenshot of a conversation on Instagram with DD

  • “People need to know how serious this harassment is. … This is public. The people doing this don’t get to assume we’re fine and that their actions don’t have knock on consequences” says DD about her post back in April announcing her suicide attempt and break.

23 Jun 2020: Fragmented Psyche has a “tell-all” livestream/upload, but it’s ultimately just a video trolling everyone hounding everyone else for drama.

  • People get pissed over this for causing them anxiety over Internet drama.

24 Jun 2020: The Entropy System goes live and talks about how she was in on FP’s trolling and talks a little about DD.

26 Jun 2020: After making a YouTube video speaking out against DD, The Others posted on their Instagram about how DissociaDID stans were sending hate.

  • The video on question “called them out for misinforming their audience [and] for exploiting their disorder for personal gain.” The Others did not mention any other controversies, but rather just expressed their own thoughts about the situation
  • The Others implore DD to break her silence.
  • DD responds by telling people to not try to send hate. Thanks DD very cool

27 Jun 2020: Bobo&Co goes live to talk about the drama.

  • Bobo expresses fear around speaking out, but she wants to share her side/experience.
  • “This is obviously about Nin. This isn’t about Pinata really, it’s about Nin. Because she was my best friend for a long time.”
  • Bobo has apparently felt uneasy about DD for about a year
  • Bobo asked the others at the DID Sleepover if she could bring DD to the sleepover after DD asked to come.
  • At the sleepover, there was a tea party and at that tea party Chloe got switched and Omega came out.
  • Bobo wanted to calm Omega down and brought her aside, but Omega starts wailing, sobbing, and grabbing at Bobo.
  • Bobo already had trauma surrounding suicide, so this wasn’t something that was easy to witness
  • Upon arriving home, Bobo had “a complete breakdown,” but going forward neither Bobo nor DD addressed it any further.
  • Bobo also addresses the assault allegations against Axolotls
  • Bobo didn’t see anything that was happening during the livestreams
  • After the livestreams, everyone went and hung out in pairs (DD and Axos were one of those pairs) and Bobo recalls hearing DD storm off
  • DD tells Bobo to keep her away from Axolotls, saying that Kai kept trying to come onto her during the livestreams and that Kai had pinned her to the couch; it apparently took Jade switching in to get Axos to stop
  • Bobo agreed to help DD keep her distance from Axos, but the night went on as if nothing happened. DD woke Bobo up early in the morning, saying that she wanted to go home
  • Bobo says that she has never felt uncomfortable around Axos. She had always felt safe around them and thinks that what happened was a misinterpretation, if anything happened at all.
  • Bobo details the Plymouth visit, which is the first time Bobo ever felt hurt by DD
  • Bobo prepares her house for DD and TP’s stay, but DD said that she got an Airbnb
  • Day 1: Bobo offers to meet DD and TP at the train and to get something to drink, but DD turns both offers down in favor of resting after traveling
  • Day 2: Bobo asked again if they wanted to meet up, but DD rejected Bobo again
  • Day 3: DD and TP met up with Bobo in the afternoon, brushing off their late meeting as flashbacks and anxiety problems (despite vlogs just showing DD and TP in bed)
  • Day 4: Bobo and DD & TP did not meet up
  • Day 5: DD and TP meet with Bobo again, briefly. For the 5 days that were meant to be for Bobo to hang out with DD and TP, they hung out for 2 of those days
  • Bobo felt like the trip was a Plymouth visit with her as a cameo; she “felt like a collab tool” and that she was just there to be in the vlogs
  • Bobo visiting DD was apparently “so much worse”
  • Bobo felt like she was not wanted, as DD and TP would go to bed around 7-8pm and giggle and laugh in bed without Bobo no matter who was fronting on Bobo’s end.
  • Jeremy and Kyle would apparently give snappy comments to/about Toast
  • Lots of money was donated by livestream watchers, but despite this, DD asked Bobo for 20pounds for the Thai food they bought; Bobo had 60pounds to last her the whole month.
  • TP left DD and Bobo alone at one point to exist as best friends, but after 20 minutes, DD notices that TP “had gone missing”
  • DD had to run after TP and Bobo was left alone again
  • One of Bobo’s littles, Layla, was treated badly
  • Layla has bad separation anxiety. Casey(Bobo’s partner? I don’t know anything about them) tells Layla to knock on the door upstairs and see if DD is there.
  • Layla opens the door and Jeremy shoots out of bed and pushes Layla out of the room, asking Layla what she was doing. Layla asks to see DD, but Jeremy says “no, you have to go to bed”
  • Layla notices a spider in the kitchen, goes upstairs again, and Jeremy chucks the spider out the door and goes back upstairs, once again leaving Layla alone. Layla spends the rest of the night awake and scared.
  • DD and TP were apparently screaming at Toast to break up with Casey after a fight. Toast said that it wasn’t his choice and reminded them that he was twelve
  • When DD had therapy, Bobo and TP went out shopping but TP seemed terrified of Bobo the entire time, “like she had just murdered their cat”
  • Bobo wanted to meet with DD before TP came back to the UK, but DD bailed on her. That was the last time Bobo saw DD
  • “She doesn’t care about any of us … She probably only became friends with me because I could get her to the sleepover. Once I was no longer helpful, I was gone.”
  • Bobo has messaged DD reaching out for help when she was in a bad place on several instances, but would get no response until days later, so Bobo stopped trying.
  • “She’s not gonna friggin’ answer me”, says Bobo when people ask her if DD is okay since the doxxing. Bobo clarifies that this is not just pre-integration DD, this is up until now.
  • Bobo was hesitant to speak out because she cares about DD. She doesn’t say any of this for drama, but she wants to be brave and put out what has been happening for years - “this has been years.”
  • Bobo knew nothing about the situation with Pinata - she always had a weird feeling/didn’t like them because of personal experiences, but never knew about the CP.
  • “They were so praised. They could do no wrong, neither of them.”
  • Bobo then takes questions
  • Bobo did not get any of the livestream donation money after the stream.
  • The reason Bobo has been away from YouTube is because of the DD drama; the farms was right when they said Bobo knew something
  • DD and TP were already dating when Bobo met DD at the DID sleepover, so Bobo doesn’t know if DD was “like that” before dating TP
  • TLDR FOR ABOVE STREAM: Bobo talks about several instances in which DD made her uncomfortable, upset, or excluded. This included Omega having a very intense and stressful flashback in front of Bobo (DD pushed responsibility for everyone onto Bobo) and treating Bobo like an afterthought when they were supposed to be “best friends” (treating a little badly, her and TP going to bed early and ignoring Bobo while she was visiting, barely interacting with Bobo when DD and TP visited, etc.) Bobo was afraid to speak up because of the power DD had

27 Jun 2020: Entropy goes live on Instagram and explains why they left YouTube

  • DD refused to change the title of her Trisha Paytas: The Impact video despite wishes for her to change it to avoid drama. People continued to panic on her behalf
  • When the TP situation happened, people were flocking to KiwiFarms and got upset in defense of DD. In the background, DD keeps defending TP despite everyone saying to stop defending them.
  • No one was comfortable living with TP for the weekend for the EntitleDID to Life conference. DD ignored everyone’s wishes and told everyone to not say anything to anyone publicly.
  • Following the above, DD leaves her infamous suicide Tweet and vanishes.
  • Entropy and some other systems were hounded by people asking whether DD was okay
  • DD ignored all of the advice Entropy gave and left the drama at an emotional peak.
  • The fanbase was overdrawing their bank account making sure Patron money went through; Entropy wanted to comment on what was happening, but they were scared.
  • DD was beloved by all, so Entropy was afraid of the backlash that would come with her denouncing DD. Entropy hated seeing her channel’s name next to DD’s
  • Entropy then talks about how her description of Lito brought her under fire; nothing new here, she had conversations on Twitter that included both helpful advice and violent threats.
  • Entropy did not leave because of this; she left mostly because of the DD drama, but the violent threats on Twitter did not help
  • She goes on to talk about diversity; not important for now because this doc is about DD
  • DD fans are included in why Entropy left because the fans wanted answers. Fans kept hounding Entropy for answers, so Entropy called DD out on Twitter
  • DD messaged Entropy after the Tweet was posted, saying that Entropy put DD’s life in danger
  • Entropy explains to DD that they and the other DIDTubers felt betrayed and hurt. DD responds by attacking Entropy and saying that Entropy sounded like she was straight out of KiwiFarms, accusing Entropy via voice message that she was only in this for the money and the views and wanted to support the trolls
  • This makes no sense because Entropy quit YouTube days earlier
  • Now that Entropy doesn’t have her channel, she’s floundering and in a bad emotional space
  • Thinking about going back to her channel made her break down crying because of the backlash she thought she’d face
  • Entropy will now respond to as little drama as possible; she will still be on IG and will still be at EntitleDID.
  • The livestream is no new information but it was important to take notes on
  • TLDR FOR STREAM: Entropy gives a timeline of events that led up to her parts of the DD Drama™ including telling DD not to milk the Trisha situation. The situation with her alter Lito was not the sole reason (or really a reason at all) for Entropy leaving YouTube. Rather, it was a combination of how DD treated Entropy, reactions from DD’s fans, etc.

28 Jun 2020: A protector from The Rose System, a (now former) Patron of DD posted on DD’s Patreon.

  • Rose is the same Patron that appeared afraid and confused with regards to Entropy’s livestream on June 18. Younger members of their system were usually the ones to use Patreon, and the post from Rose on June 18 was posted by one of these younger members.
  • According to Rose, the post stayed up for a few hours and then was subsequently deleted. No hate was left on the post; in fact, it got a couple of likes.
  • Posters on KiwiFarms also allegedly left a comment under The Others’ comment on DD’s YouTube community page. This comment disappeared similarly to Rose’s post.

30 Jun 2020: Trisha Paytas apologizes for the DID drama in her podcast.

  • Trish explains that what she saw in Padilla’s video resonated with her in some way, explaining that she experiences blackouts and gaps in her memory.
  • She apologizes for being ignorant on the subject and not getting a diagnosis, etc.

30 Jun 2020: DD responds to a comment on her community page

  • She claims that she hasn’t deleted anything off of her community page
  • She also claims that any fan who is sending hate her way is “not a true follower” of hers

30 Jun 2020: A buried comment from M&M surfaces on r/DissociaDiscourse

  • Not all of this is new information, but some notable things:
  • M&M said that “if needs must because it was so last minute, we would be happy to come over and use our own funds and/or suggest other systems” when a system known to be “endogenic” (a system without DID/OSDD), but they were uncertain because:
  • They’d just gotten over being sick
  • They didn’t want to take more time off from work
  • They didn’t want to leave their baby
  • M&M outlined this in a group chat that DD was also in, and then DD reached out to the casting agent, who responded with “MultiplicityAndMe were handling it”
  • M&M reached out to the casting agency (that Padilla isn’t working with anymore) and they replied that “they would pass this on and for us to enjoy our interview” leaving Ollie excited
  • DD eventually sent the group chat a screenshot of an email that M&M was supposed to get. Here’s where it gets snakey
  • The scout that DD reached out to originally said that M&M was handling things, DD “found an alternative email address to someone in the team and wrote to them instead, saying all the things we’d said about funding our own travel, etc. Although never speaking or interviewing prior, they were given that email.”
  • Despite claiming being able to fund her own travel, Pinata did say that it was “a quiet winter” for them financially…?
  • When Ollie confronted DD about this, DD said that “it was just business”
  • “They told us we had to apologize to them for blindsighted them by asking for an apology to begin with… they knew how much we at least wanted that opportunity to decide for ourselves, they knew we’d put hard work in, they knew we wanted it to go to another smaller system if possible with the time constraints”
  • “The fact that our decision was removed and Nin sought out another way to get in despite being told by the agent that we were handling it… it just felt very… un-friend-like.”
  • M&M gives thanks for allowing her to express closure. She doesn’t want to cause issues, rather, she wants to share her experience like others have.

30 Jun 2020: A buried comment from Entropy surfaces on r/DissociaDiscourse

  • This comment essentially summarizes how DD handled the whole TP-Drew-CP issue
  • The woman running the EntitleDID event held a Zoom call for everyone to voice their concerns regarding TP. DD chose not to participate in the call, “only showing up for a minute and saying she hadn’t had the time to give the pinata issue any thought because she was preoccupied with her parents being doxxed”
  • “Nin tried to shut down the conversation by saying we shouldn’t have any discussion about it publicly and it was better if all of us said nothing.”
  • “The exact thing she said over voice message was ‘I said once that the same thing that’s happened to them is what’s happening to you and Fragmented Psyche. They’re taking things out of context and twisting it. They’re using triggering words and triggering terms to try and force a reaction out of the community that they know will be confused and hurt and scared’”
  • “I don’t know if they’re still together but Nin comparing me to Pinata and playing off their actions like it was all a misunderstanding was baffling to me”

30 Jun 2020: Violent threats that have been received by DissociaDID critics surface.

  • Note - previously there was a Reddit link to these screencaps, but for some of the victims’ safety at their request, names have been blurred out.

01 Jul 2020: DD claims that she never deleted The Rose System’s post.

  • Those in the comment section confirm that Rose’s other few posts are there, but the most recent one is not.
  • Even Sergio Costa (if you’re new here, he’s a hardcore DD Simp™) said that Rose’s post was deleted  
  • Rose’s past posts prove that they are very clearly not a troll and was in DD’s Patreon well before the drama hit

01 Jul 2020: DD posts on her YouTube community page and says that she is going to take a “firmer approach” to dealing with hate

  • She announces that there will be an email for people to send documentation of hate, DDHateControl@mail.com
  • Upon further inspection, it seems like this email address is sketchy, as is DDHateControl@gmail.com (in case there was a typo in DD’s post). People begin to speculate if the email address is real.
  • I decided that the only way to check to see if the email exists or not was to see if the mail username was already taken. It was, so the address exists.
  • Eventually, people note that emails are bouncing.

02 Jul 2020: So many people have been without Patreon perks that there is now a post on the DissociaDID subreddit guiding people on what to do about it

02 Jul 2020: DD replies to a comment and says she’d already responded to the race issue last year (keep in mind the original lengthy apology was deleted from Tumblr) and readdressed it on her Instagram

  • She fails to really acknowledge the rest of the comment, which tells her to take a serious break to regroup.

02 Jul 2020: Likely in response to Patrons coming out and expressing their dissatisfaction, DD reminds her Patrons that her rewards are on hold for now

  • This does not address the Patrons who did not receive rewards pre-hiatus
  • DD offers a refund to a dissatisfied Patron. Whether she will go through with any refunds is hard to say because she has not refunded anyone for TP’s visa.
  • It is important to note that DD waited until the second of the month to post this. Patrons usually get charged on the last day/first day of the month

02 Jul 2020: DD explains why she took Rose’s post down from Patreon

03 Jul 2020: Several instances of emails bouncing from DDHateControl surface

  • It should be noted that not all emails bounced, but many did.

03 Jul 2020: DD claims that the reason emails are getting bounced is because of “an attempted hacking”

  • According to DD, mail.com allegedly shut the email down for a day due to the hacking. That’s not how cloud emails work.
  • Individual emails are not shut down even if an account is successfully hacked. Typically, an email will be sent to you if there is a suspicious login that requires you to confirm that it’s you or change your password, etc. It doesn’t stop the receiving of emails.
  • Servers only shut down and bounce emails when a hack is attempted on the entire platform. It also wouldn’t make sense to bounce emails being sent to the address if an email was hacked; it’d make more sense to block any emails that are being sent FROM that address

03 Jul 2020: DD says that she has never had any intention to start or engage in drama, saying that all she did was correct scientific facts.

  • I’m gonna include my opinions and commentary here:
  • DD did not have to respond to Trish’s video. She didn’t have to put Trish’s name in the title, nor did she have to make a followup video with Trish’s name in it
  • People are blaming Trish 100% for DD’s suicide attempt when DD has said multiple times that the attempt was because of several things, not just Trish. This is the impact that clickbaity namedrop video titles have. People miss the point and things get construed
  • I’m not going to question whether DD’s attempt was valid because to me, it doesn’t matter. It doesn’t make anything more or less okay.

05 Jul 2020: After some testing on r/DissociaDiscourse’s end, it’s determined that emails bouncing was an issue that wasn’t on DD’s end. Rather, it was a server issue. There are still problems with the statements she put out, however:

  • While mail.com has a good filtering system as far as spam goes, it doesn’t care if you get hacked. An anecdote told in the Reddit post linked above explains:
  • “Well, I got my friend in another country to hack in to my mail.com email, and not only did it not give me a warning someone on the other side of the world had gotten into my account, she was able to type in 16 random passwords without the site locking her out or questioning her, and I never got a single notification for it. This site has a really good filtering system but it does not care if you get hacked. We both accessed the account from different locations at the same time and nothing happened. Mail.com is not going to shut her address down for hacking reasons because it wouldn't register it in the first place (apparently). If you think you've been hacked, the site recommends you change your password and practice safe login procedures like signing out properly and not just closing the browser.”

07 Jul 2020: TP makes two community posts on their YouTube page. [Post 1 Imgur] [Post 1 Textdump]

  • The first post is a long one. I’m going to summarize/include quotes to the best of my ability.
  • Riven is apparently authoring the post
  • Pinata has been advise to “reciaim [their] voice” by professionals
  • Riven talks about their YouTube journey including the two years where they weren’t monetized
  • This YouTube journey fell apart because “a group of people wanted to see us and others with mental challenges get hurt” and claims that there are lots of fallacies
  • Pinata says that people’s shift in opinions was because “they didn’t understand what was being presented to them.”
  • Riven vagues some other DIDtuber for being a snake
  • Pinata gets that people are triggered, but explains that when people with trauma are triggered, their brain doesn’t function logically.
  • While this is true, I feel like seeing CP and being distressed over it is a very logical reaction. Maybe that’s just me.
  • “How could people see ANYTHING sexual in the drawings they did of cartoon characters, fully clothes (sic), just sneezing? Sneezing isn’t inherently sexual, only in specific circumstances. Fetishes aren’t sexual all the time …”
  • This one really got me. TP literally said the only way they can get off is through sneeze fetishism in their little livestream back in April.
  • “Jer and Nan both freaked out, assuming that their drawings MUST be wrong, since so many people are against us”
  • Riven talks about how they were chased off the internet and how they’ve seen professionals since that chasing off.
  • Professionals have allegedly said that there’s nothing wrong with TP’s drawings, nor should they be labeled as CP
  • Hate sites and critics were said to just be untreated narcissism
  • Not true but okay bud
  • The actual pornographic images that TP drew were apparently from a “private, adult website”
  • “We have been assured by a number of professionals that Nan has drawn nothing wrong, and certainly NOTHING REMOTELY RESEMBLING actual CSEM. It’s gravely disrespectful to people who’ve actually been part of CSEM, dealt with grooming personally, and have a long history with CSA to label something as benign as what Nan drew as ‘cp’”
  • I told myself I would keep this doc as factual as I could, but I have to powerlevel here. As someone who was groomed growing up with fetish art of cartoon characters, I can say with confidence that it is way more disrespectful to survivors to say that they’re overreacting to fetish art. It’s fucked up and to think that it isn’t is way more insulting and disrespectful than what TP is bitching about
  • Riven goes on about how children can’t consent, but “a cartoon cannot be exploited. Sexual drawings of cartoon characters CAN be exploited to groom children, but there’s nothing exploitative about a non-sexual drawing of a cartoon character itself. All the pictures of child cartoon characters Nan drew were non-sexual”
  • News Flash: The only way you can prevent these drawings from being exploitative to children in any context is to NOT POST THE DRAWINGS.
  • Riven pushes blame away from Nan/Pinata altogether and pushes it onto the “hate sites” that are using “disturbing language that was purposefully and maliciously used around TP’s drawings, and posts in the past.”
  • Riven bashes KiwiFarms for targeting other members of the DID community and complains about not having a voice anymore.
  • “Public advocates of this community, who are just traumatised  people themselves, are being dehumanised, being forced to apologise for things over and over with no avail, and having to endure aggressive bullying and slander from people within their own community”
  • There’s no way that this isn’t about DD
  • Riven talks about childhood trauma and says that they aren’t going to make DID advocacy their job again
  • “We will not give emotional or mental space to a bunch of lies written by a group of self-proclaimed nazis and incels about personal stuff from our past which has been twisted”
  • The post is eventually edited to address a rumor that TP propositioned a 13-year old
  • They explain that the kid in question was an unnamed 15-year-old alter in an adult body and that TP’s 14-year-old alter was dating this alter long-distance and that Kit was never interested in sexual stuff
  • TP explains that they’re embarrassed by the old porn posts.
  • “Nudity isn’t something sexual to me, but I didn’t understand at the time exactly what it meant to draw characters I liked nude.”
  • TP apologizes to people if the images they drew were used to groom/hurt others and to people who were groomed/hurt by cartoons in general
  • I’m not gonna accept that, thanks
  • “We never meant to hurt anyone. People were hurt though, and for that, we are so sorry.”
  • “There is nothing we can say that everyone will accept. … I hope people can move on in their own healing”
  • TP says they’ll continue to work on themselves
  • TLDR for these posts: TeamPinata comes out of hiding and says that people reacting badly to the CP drawings are not thinking rationally. Professionals allegedly have said that nothing TP did was wrong and basically just apologizes if anyone was offended or hurt. TP shifts the blame from them to those that are offended and labels anyone still critical of them as being from a hate site. Basically a huge slew of gaslighting
  • A thing to note here is that both of these posts use British English rather than American English. In an edit to the first (much longer) post, Pinata claims that the post has been peer reviewed.
  • “One of the professionals is a British Trauma Survivor Advocate, who helped us to write this in order to reclaim our voice”
  • There’s a ton of speculation that this advocate is DD.

07 Jul 2020: According to Fragmented Psyche, DD is still supporting Nan/Pinata.

  • DD apparently asked FP if they’d ever consider befriending Pinata again, to which FP declined.
  • FP has remained friends with DD in the event that she realizes what she did was wrong as she is still pretty young, but they “are about at our wits end of continuing a friendship with them, especially after their response to a text today”
  • FP is also “not confident that [Nin is] not still in a relationship with pinata (and as time goes on it’s feeling more and more like they are)”
  • “We figured that they were still together when dissociadid asked us if we would ever be friends with pinata again, because why else ask us? We know dissociadid has feelings towards us and that’s fine. However, not gonna stand by people who support and excuse pedophiles”
  • FP has also been posting on their Instagram story about the situation.

07 Jul 2020: A concerned fan posts on DD’s Patreon about TP’s community posts.

  • DD responds by telling this fan to not bring negativity to the Patreon page and doesn’t want to be updated on other creators.
  • “We are independent creators and only want to focus on education. Please help us keep Patreon and our YouTube focused on that and that alone”
  • The fan notes that some people think DD and TP are still together. As of the last update to this doc, there has been no response to this.

07 Jul 2020: DDHateControl@mail.com is linked to a Twitter account. 

  • @DissociadidC was created in July 2020, but whether this is DD or not can’t be determined. All we know is that the email address is attributed to this Twitter account.

07 Jul 2020: DID and Me posts a response video to Pinata’s return post. 

  • DID&Me calls out Pinata’s first post as “masturbatory, fuckin’ excuse-ridden bullshit post that was filled to the brim with gaslighting and really boiled down to ‘you guys overreacted.’”
  • “Today, I am reaffirming that they should have zero room in this community, that they don’t belong here, and that they need to leave forever.”
  • DID&Me references the sneezing video
  • “That was really just them fetishizing their entire audience because they got off on people being part of their little fetish without those people knowing. So every person who saw that video was victimized unwittingly.”
  • DID&Me alludes to a different situation that will be explained later
  • “This is the type of person who financially exploited somebody. Used one of their little sob stories to get money out of someone.”
  • “They also proceeded to groom one of the child alters to engage in disgusting behaviors”
  • DID&Me tells her subscribers to unsubscribe if they support TP because “this is a person who hurt someone who I care a great deal about”
  • “KiwiFarms, eat your fuckin’ heart out. I’m not gonna tell you who this person is. … It’s none of your business … but I’m not gonna sit here knowing what I know … they admitted that they lied about [the art being commissioned]”
  • DID&Me says that “fetish” and “sex” are one in the same and they can’t be differentiated.

08 Jul 2020: DID&Me makes a community post to address the previous day’s video.

  • In this post, DID&Me shares an account of an anonymous system who claims that TP groomed a young alter to send sexually explicit photos and $300 to them and then proceeded to ghost them.
  • “I don’t say this because I want legal action taken, and I don’t want to press any charges. This isn’t even a letter intended to reach Team Piñata. This is a letter to reach other victims. Because as well all know, me and my system are not the only ones. I am an adult but other people who suffer from this disorder are not.”

10 Jul 2020: DD’s Socialblade shows a 120,000 view loss, indicating more videos were privated.

11 Jul 2020: Team Pinata changes their mind about returning to YouTube via a community post.

  • Professionals have allegedly encouraged them to come back, but Pinata doesn’t want to, now that the internet hates them.
  • Pinata also addresses the DID&Me video’s claims:
  • “It’s come to our attention that someone has impersonated us to harm a system. It’s not in our code to disbelieve survivors, but certainly whoever hurt this system was not us. I would hope the culprit will be tracked down and stopped, and I think that can be achieved by a thorough look at the evidence.”
  • Pinata will not be making videos or appearing online anymore, aside from some interview on a different channel.
  • “We are sorry for our part in the hurt you feel.”
  • Pinata calls the community out for being toxic and dysfunctional “with all the drama and broken trusts”
  • Pinata claims that they will pursue therapy and recovery offline.
  • “At this point, there have been too many apologies disregarded for us to think another one will be productive. We ARE truly deeply sorry, and I hope the community can heal. Please take care.”
  • Comments are turned off for this post.

17 Jul 2020: A Kiwifarms user posts a link to a bunch of (many since deleted) DissociaDID videos

19 Jul 2020: DD reaches 1 million subscribers on YouTube

19 Jul 2020: Screenshots are found of two Instagram accounts:

  • One is ninamon_roll which many believe to be a DD alt account
  • Another is wizardly.jaybird (formerly wizardly.jemmy), an art account that features an art style eerily similar to TP’s.
  • Ninamon_roll follows wizardly.jaybird.
  • Ninamon_roll is private, but wizardly.jaybird was posting these arts through much of July 2020
  • If these are indeed PinaDID (which in all likelihood they are given jaybird’s art style, etc), then this is evidence that they were still together despite what DD said back in April.

19 Jul 2020: As KiwiFarms posts about these accounts, what is thought to be DD allegedly edited the ninamon_roll account.

  • This serves as further evidence that ninamon_roll is indeed DD

20 Jul 2020: Redditors point out that TP’s art signature and wizardly.jaybird’s art signatures are identical

  • Wizardly.jaybird is now a private account

20 Jul 2020: Some point out consistencies within ninamon_roll and DD’s other accounts.

  • There are also some slight changes in that account’s numbers. Follower count goes down and post number goes up.

16 Aug 2020: KiwiFarms rediscovers a video from July of Bobo&Co’s that I’m putting in the August section because nothing fucking happens in August.

  • Bobo apparently has a lot to say about the “drama”, but won’t because KF is watching
  • 9:30 - “I don’t know how 2 people, well, mainly one person, can fuck up so badly. And continuously so badly.“
  • The rest of it isn’t important

29 Aug 2020: A Redditor claims that DD has essentially copied parts of their inner world and/or trauma, etc.

  • Important to note that these are unprovable claims, but again, nothing fucking happens in August and it might be worth putting down.

4 Sep 2020: Commie uploads more of DD’s since-deleted videos, fresh with summaries. Thanks king.

4 Sep 2020: Many theorize that DissociaDID called into an H3 podcast.

  • The woman in question that sounds much like DD speaks at 24:08 in this podcast.. Lots of weird BDSM talk.
  • KiwiFarms discusses the possibility that this could be DD.
  • All in all, however, this possibility is very very slim as the timelines in the H3 podcast and DD’s relationship timeline don’t add up much at all. In the words of Commie, this is “not impossible but it is fairly unlikely” that this is DD.

20 Sep 2020: Sam, TP’s ex, spills some beans on Reddit.

  • He appears to confirm that DD and TP are still together at this time

20 Sep 2020: Screenshots are posted on KF of Sam’s AMA about TP and their sneeze fetish channel. Archived here

23 Sep 2020: Another Sam AMA.

25 Sep 2020: DD makes a community post announcing some plans for the following month.

  • She announces an Inktober-esque art challenge being done on her Patreon
  • Users will be able to suggest prompts for $5 and vote on them for $1.
  • Users then vote on their favorite art to be featured in videos or merch
  • Higher tier subscribers also get HQ downloads and a video of DD drawing
  • DD makes a disclaimer that she won’t be able to moderate well and that there are no other rewards offered due to uwu mental health bad uwu
  • Pieces must be trigger warned, etc etc
  • More importantly, DD says she will delete any drama-stirring posts.
  • From the replies and such that DD posts, this seems to just be a cash grab for new patrons.

26 Sep 2020: People are pissed about the cash grab. 

26 Sep 2020: DD addresses a comment that brings up many DD criticisms. Summary:

  • Claim to have never knowingly spread misinfo, this is why they cite sources
  • (part of education is fact checking your sources, DD, it’s not enough to just find them. You should also probably read them)
  • Says they’ve already addressed racism and won’t claim racial/ethnic labels for alters anymore
  • (it’s more than just that that you need to apologize for lmao, what about the ‘our life matters too’ that you dropped on Axolotls? deleting/filtering comments on BLM posts?)
  • Says they’re no longer in a relationship with TP and haven’t been for a while

26 Sep 2020: Another commenter probes more about TP.

  • DD responds that it’s complicated when alters are dating other alters in a system but ultimately, they aren’t together anymore.
  • This leaves me to wonder how long they actually were in contact with each other and dating each other (or… alters dating each other????) after DD’s public denouncement.
  • DD then deletes this reply to her response, that in essence agrees that she’s in charge of what’s on her channel but she can’t just ignore the situation

27 Sep 2020: DD makes another long-winded community post about her art challenge

  • TLDR, she’s keeping this to Patreon because people could abuse the hashtag publicly and she’s also donating to charity.

27 Sep 2020: DD ignores this question about why SaniTEA is still up.

27 Sep 2020: DD is overdramatic about legitimate concerns. 

  • Just a thought, but if you’re not ready to talk about it, don’t come back to the internet.

28 Sep 2020: Someone comments on a community post and says DD still needs to apologize.

  • DD responds. TLDR, DD doesn’t know what more the commenter wants and she values constructive criticism.

28 Sep 2020: Another comment on a community post, this time about the racial issues.

  • Sounds eerily familiar to “our life matters too” to Axolotls

 

03 Oct 2020: After the first rounds of art prompts, DD reveals a new alter, Mara.

11 Oct 2020: KF takes notice that SaniTEA underwent a name change after Reddit was talking a lot about it

  • The channel will apparently be deleted

11 Oct 2020: Axolotls references this doc when someone calls DD’s content educational. Many thanks

20 Oct 2020: The DissociaDID channel posts its first video in months.

  • Archive
  • The video is not of much substance. DD talks about her art challenge with a fancy new intro even though the art challenge is nearly over.
  • A disclaimer at the bottom of the description of her videos is present in seemingly all videos subsequent:
  • “Disclaimer: This channel exists for educational purposes only and we make every effort to provide the most accurate and up-to-date information. However, we are not qualified professionals. DissociaDID acts as a hub for collating scientific resources, and we combine those with advice from our personal experiences of living with DID to create content that is accurate and easy to understand. While we hope it is helpful and provides access to essential resources, DissociaDID is in no way a replacement for the work and advice of practising professionals in the mental health sector.”

20 Oct 2020: Bobo&Co tweets about DD in the wake of DD’s return

29 Oct 2020: Another vague from Bobo about DD

06 Nov 2020: DD announces the charity that she will be donating the proceeds of her art challenge to

  • Rather than copy pasting his entire post, just read what Commie has to say about this. If you’re going to click on any link that leads to KF in this thread, make it this one. It explains what is wrong with the charity she’s picked and its dubiousness.

11 Nov 2020: DD talks about her new Patreon tiers

  • Screenshots of tiers in question:

13 Nov 2020: DD returns to YouTube. I’ll spare you all and summarize everything:

  • New intro with the subtitle “mental health education”
  • DD talks about how much her channel grew and discusses how the attention she got required her to step back and get therapy
  • She needed a break because uwu mental health uwu
  • Valid reason to take a break, but like… come on, DD
  • Little quote box of her own quote at 1:50 that just says to prioritize your own health
  • There’s a lot of these unnecessary graphics in her video
  • She goes on to talk about “what she’s learned in therapy” etc
  • Mentions her art challenge and the sketchy charity she donated to
  • Talks about COVID and stuff, emphasizes in person support (nod to her fallout with her internet DID friends?)
  • Makes her little disclaimer in video-form: she isn’t a scientist, but she collates scientific information on her channel and explicitly states she isn’t a professional
  • As such, mentions that she called herself a professional in the past, but this was in reference to doing mental health YouTube as a job and not being an actual professional in mental health
  • Notes that she can’t speak for everyone with DID/OSDD
  • Yaps about Patreon
  • Elaborates a bit on why she couldn’t fulfill her Patreon tiers in the past
  • This is scamming people, DD
  • After going on a long-winded rant about her mental health, she reveals her new upload schedule which “isn’t weekly, but regular”
  • Implies that she will be doing things other than YouTube to “make a difference”
  • Like/comment/subscribe

15 Nov 2020: DD responds to some critics about her Patreon

19 Nov 2020: DD uploads a new video: PSYCHIATRIC WARDS!? What are they like? | A Beginners Guide To Mental Health | DissociaDID

  • Archive
  • This video is sponsored
  • Nothing particularly interesting in this video; pretty dry, but does imply that internet drama put her in a psych ward
  • She’s incredibly vague about whether she actually was in a psych ward over her break, but it’s not unlikely that that’s what she’s implying. However, she does give some odd claims (being followed into the bathroom, this is usually only done with people with eating disorders who have eaten recently; 2:1 monitoring but also being able to have your phone; bringing your favorite pajamas and blanket while being… involuntarily admitted?)
  • Notable words from Commie, who has worked in an inpatient facility
  • “It definitely was an inpatient stay flex but it doesn't align with what we know about her hiatus”
  • “Find me a nurse or officer who wants to stand there and make eye contact with a shitting lunatic anyway. I would say she was exaggerating on that point - evidence of her inexperience.”
  • “She is being very careful not to slip up and say something contradictory these days. She knows how easily her claims can be disproved.”
  • Another anecdote, specifically about the UK mental health system that seems to disprove more of DD’s video
  • “Chloe is likely expecting her critics to disbelieve her, and I suspect she has a ‘gotcha’ card. She might never flash it, but it would explain the smugness.”
  • Many speculate that DD was indeed admitted, but intends on using it to her advantage as she expects critics to disbelieve her. Personally, I’m on the fence, but I’m leaning towards her having stayed for 24h and using it as a gotcha
  • Disclaimer again about not being a mental health professional
  • Like/comment/subscribe
  • Note also that she’s labeling her sources as ‘helpful resources’
  • “She’s scary…… she looks like an alien… always staring...” - my girlfriend on this video

20 Nov 2020:  Some comments from DD’s video:

  • One (rape ment.) | Two (abuse ment.) | Three
  • It appears that filtered words do not include actually triggering things (like… y’know… rape and abuse), but do include buzzwords and TeamPinata mentions.

24 Nov 2020: Many commenters point out flaws in DD’s video:

03 Dec 2020: DD uploads a new video: Life with ALTERS!? | Living a PRODUCTIVE life with Dissociative Identity Disorder! | DissociaDID

  • Archive
  • “*gags*.... I have such a visceral reaction to her voice” - my girlfriend
  • Sponsored by SkillShare, of course
  • Generic DIDtube advice about communication
  • Post-it notes, journals, planners
  • Says amnesia is a good thing
  • ????? What
  • “When I was Nina…”
  • She talks a lot about how she felt about planning when she “was Nina” and….?????
  • 11:00 - People say DID is like never being lonely and that’s not the case!! Except when it is and Sally can comfort me through a breakdown!! But also the alters hurt me!!
  • Promotes own videos
  • Like/comment/subscribe
  • [pick up here later]

Credit for above: lesbianmoe on reddit, google doc

13 Dec 2020: SELF CARE with KYLE | A Beginners Guide To Mental Health | Dissociative Identity Disorder

        Spon by surfshark

        https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=C5CkMDIp2jE

20 Dec 2020: NEW!!! CHARITY MERCH! DissociaDID Draws 2020 & First Person Plural! | Dissociative Identity Disorder

        No spon

        Charity for FPP

        Receipts doc in desc

        https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nBku1oCPOU8

22 Dec 2020: Comes back to tiktok under name ninandco

25 Dec 2020: GL comes back to post Self Hypnosis with Kyle, which is later removed due to a copyright claim (1850)

30 Dec 2020: GL reuploads much of his back catalog with context since they were all privated during the drama. This video will also be claimed by DD but is up as of Mar 2021

31 Dec 2020: Insta post "No matter how hard the past is, you can always begin again"

01 Jan 2021: Self promo post on insta

02 Jan 2021: Cheesy ass quote about new beginnings on insta

03 Jan 2021: Weird relatable post on insta

04 Jan 2021: Selfie on insta

06 Jan 2021: Promo for her new video on relationships on insta

07 Jan 2021: Testimonial on insta from Dr. Rochelle Greding

08 Jan 2021: Book recs on insta

09 Jan 2021: post about how not rare DID is on insta

10 Jan 2021: Cheesy quote on insta

11 Jan 2021: MPD vs DID on insta

12 Jan 2021: Post on insta

13 Jan 2021: Post on insta

14 Jan 2021: Insta post

15 Jan 2021: Valarie Sinason quote on insta

16 Jan 2021: infographic on insta

16 Jan 2021: Shares video clip on insta

17 Jan 2021: DATING with MULTIPLE PERSONALITIES!? | Switch Caught On Camera | Dissociative Identity Disorder

        Spon by Native Deodorants

        First switch on cam since return

        https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=puaCm1aCx3s

17 Jan 2021: Video promo in insta

18 Jan 2021: Post about donations on insta

19 Jan 2021: quote on insta

20 Jan 2021: infographic on insta

22 Jan 2021: quote on insta

23 Jan 2021: Quote on insta

24 Jan 2021: Video promo on insta

24 Jan 2021: ALTERS - Family? Friends? Dating? WHAT ARE WE!? | Alter Dynamics | Dissociative Identity Disorder

        No spon

        https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2C2CcmWbya4

        Kyle

27 Jan 2021: Quote on insta

01 Feb 2021: Joan Coleman quote on insta

02 Feb 2021: Selfie on insta

02 Feb 2021: Posts tiktok

03 Feb 2021: Quote on insta

03 Feb 2021: Tiktok x 4

04 Feb 2021: Tiktok x 4

04 Feb 2021: Quote on insta

05 Feb 2021: Tiktok

05 Feb 2021: Quote on insta

06 Feb 2021: Tiktok

06 Feb 2021: Quote on insta

07 Feb 2021: Selfie on insta

07 Feb 2021: Tiktok

07 Feb 2021: RAINBOW MAKEUP TUTORIAL & ANSWERING YOUR QUESTIONS! | DID Q&A! | Dissociative Identity Disorder

        Spon by function of beauty

        https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wabXA6TxLPU

08 Feb 2021: Tiktok x 7

08 Feb 2021: Photos of DD in the snow on insta

09 Feb 2021: Quote on insta

11 Feb 2021: Quote on insta

11 Feb 2021: Tiktok

13 Feb 2021: Tiktok

13 Feb 2021: Quote on insta

15 Feb 2021: Tiktok x 9

16 Feb 2021: Tiktok x 2

17 Feb 2021: Tiktok x 2

18 Feb 2021: Tiktok x 2

18 Feb 2021: Quote on insta

19 Feb 2021: Selfie on insta

19 Feb 2021: Tiktok

20 Feb 2021: Quote on insta

21 Feb 2021: JADE - GATEKEEPER ALTERS | Dissociative Identity Disorder | DissociaDID

        No spon

        https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sxL43YON8sA

21 Feb 2021: Tiktok x 2

21 Feb 2021: Video promo on insta

22 Feb 2021: Tiktok x 3

23 Feb 2021: System Pride Day post on insta

23 Feb 2021: Tiktok x 2

24 Feb 2021: Tiktok

24 Feb 2021: Quote on insta

Around Feb 25 2021: Sergio copyright claims a bunch of DD videos.

25 Feb 2021: GL posts DissociaDID is Spreading Misinformation, still public

26 Feb 2021: GL posts Dissociadid lives in an illuminati cave, which will be later removed due to a copyright claim at 630 views.

26 Feb 2021: GL posts What the ISSTD says which will be later removed due to a copyright claim from DD at 2076 views. In it, he compares her back story to an SRA book and shows how similar they are

28 Feb 2021: Quote on insta

02 Mar 2021: Selfie on insta

04 Mar 2021: Tiktok x 2

05 Mar 2021: Tiktok x 2

06 Mar 2021: Quote on insta

08 Mar 2021: Tiktok

12 Mar 2021: Tiktok

15 Mar 2021: Tiktok

16 Mar 2021: Tiktok

18 Mar 2021: Tiktok

21 Mar 2021: Goodbye