Call out on Alfred

Call out on Alfred, other known as @Irltsumuri and @irlpina

Five reasons why we should cancel Alfred

One: He’s british

Two: His hairline is ugly

Three: Likes little kids and cats

Four: Doesn’t stand bts

Five: He looks like the guy from megamind

(keep in mind this above, the black underlined text, is a joke.)

Warning!

This doc will contain the following; Rape, abuse, animal abuse, grooming, sexual harrasment , gaslighting, misgendering , saying racial slurs, racism, suicide, stalking and things in those topics.

Before you read! ;

Please know english isn’t my first language, I hope you’ll

understand what I’m saying here.

I’ll be talking about my own experience with Alfred, as someone who used to be a mutual and as his old partner, I’ll also be speaking for the victims and ex-mutuals of his as well.

Another thing is that there might not be some screenshots for some of the cases, that reason being that my original account got deleted and screenshots weren't taken at the time.

You also may notice that in some screenshots that Alfred’s profile picture has changed to white or his username changed, that reason is because I went back to take these screenshots. My user and profile might change as well due to the same reason.

You can find screenshots on both @d3v1lb3tt3r’s story highlights and on @alfredarchives highlights

Again! This doc will contain very heavy stuff. If you believe this doc can possibly trigger you or anyone else, then please don't read it, but spreading the word would be very much appreciated.

Everything beyond this point is meant to be taken seriously.

Who is Alfred? ;

Alfred is a sixteen year old (seventeen on october the 3rd) trans male, others may know him from his past users; nubless.alfredo and irltsumuri.

What's the whole purpose of making a call out account and doc on a sixteen year old? He’s still growing, and you're making him look bad ;

The purpose for this account is to spread awareness of Alfred’s actions for people who may come across him in the future. The fact he’s a sixteen year old doesn't excuse his actions nor does the fact that he’s still “growing”. No, he’s just a bad person in general, and he shouldn't be doing this stuff to begin with, or be spreading lies about me and many of his other victims just so he can be seen as the “better person” and “innocent”.

You shouldn't be sharing personal information about Alfred and his family, especially pictures of himself ;

We aren't “sharing personal information”. These are stuff Alfred has shared, posted and talked about himself, if it's something considered “personal'' then he shouldn't be talking about this to every single person who he barely knows. Again, Alfred has shared these pictures with everyone, even people he barely talks with. We are not sharing “personal information” when he’s doing it to himself. Another thing, how come this is okay for him to do? He himself has shared personal information of his past mutuals and the kid he has groomed.

This all couldve been taken care privately, this is just stupid ;

I have given Alfred so many changes to keep all of this private, under one condition; for him to leave me and my friends alone, and to stop trying to contact us. He decided to instead stalk, harass and spread lies about me and so many others with no given context. I’m not allowing him to get away with this. He has been doing this for years now. None of this is “stupid”.

What year did all of this begin? ;

Alfred says all of this happened in 2018, when he was just thirteen, but this is false. This all happened in 2019, he was fourteen at the time, and was going to turn fifthteen soon.

Please do not attack or say anything slightly negative towards these situations, especially if about the victims. You do not have a right to say anything negative to these victims, you did not go throw what they had.

I’ll also show some of Alfred’s past “apology” posts addressing these

situations to say what really did happen and how Alfred is in the wrong.

Now, let's get things started now

The victim Ivy goes by he/they/she, but prefers he/him the most. Respect his pronouns. I’ll put boldness on him when talking about Ivy.

Chapter One

Grooming

Malonfig

Ivy, otherwise known as malonfig, is a victim of Alfred’s grooming and abuse.

The two of them began to talk through a group chat they got added in early 2018, later on in the friendship they began to VC (voice call) together. A week later Alfred would confess his feelings for Ivy. During the day of the confession, Ivy was just 11 YEARS OLD while Alfred was 14 YEARS OLD HIMSELF. Ivy was uncomfortable with the confession, and who wouldn't be in this situation? It's a whole three year difference, not only that, but they just met. They still accepted his confession because they wished to not ruin their friendship, even though they felt nothing for him.

After two days of dating, Alfred would later confess to Ivy that he had humped his pet cat pretending it was Ivy themselves. Ever since the beginning of the relationship it was extremely abusive and full of Alfred’s selfish needs. Alfred began to emotionally, physically, and mentally abuse Ivy, he would even “joke” about abusing the minor.

When the eleven year old would vent about their personal problems Alfred would threaten to break inside of Ivy’s house to rape and abuse them, and after this he would once again ask for voice notes and pictures. This has led Ivy to realize they have trust and attachment issues. A lot of awful things would happen between them. Especially sexual stuff for a relationship between an eleven year old and fourteen year old.

As the relationship continued, Alfred would break up with Ivy due to “mental health reasons”. On the very same day, three hours after their break up, he would announce about having a new girlfriend. Ivy would later on confront this to Alfred, which led them to get in a fight and Alfred to block them. Alfred would later on turn a friend group of ivy’s against them.

Ivy would later on find out that Alfred and another abuser actually planned this out. Keep in mind both abusers abused Ivy during different times, but the two of them were great friends. Ivy’s other abuser had their account information and has deleted their account, which means all of the proof of this happening has been deleted. You could only imagine the amount of pain Ivy has felt during this situation.

This was Alfred said about the grooming on his “apology” ;

You saying this situation doesn't make sense because you feel like it wasn’t grooming doesn't mean it isn’t grooming or that never happened. Ivy was groomed by you, people had witnessed the grooming, you were never uncomfortable, in fact you even encouraged this act and agreed.

(Screenshots on alfredarchives)

This is the screenshot of Alfred encouraging the minor in the act. You even said the eleven year old could be your wife in one of the screenshots. What made you think this was okay to say? Or even do? You call this disgusting right? And that you were uncomfortable, right? Then why didn't you say anything, why didn't you tell them these types of jokes shouldn’t be made, huh? You were fourteen Alfred (about to turn 15 soon) while Ivy was eleven, you know what is right and wrong in this situation, so don't act like you didn't encourage the act in any way. Ivy is not the one to be blamed, they were groomed by you to think this was normal. You were in control of them.

The reason why there aren't any screenshots of you asking the minor for nudes is because the account got deleted by your best friend, but even so, you had admitted to wanting nudes from Ivy to manyyy people. You had admitted your past friends, but not only them, you had admitted it to me when we were on a call together. You said you asked nudes from Ivy when you guys dated, but never did anything with them apparently. I even mentioned it to you, you said nothing against it, but you did say this ;

Here I’ll be talking about the “rape jokes/threats” part on his “doc”

Be more specific, you threatened to rape and abuse Ivy, you threatned to do this to an eleven year old, you did not only threated them, but so many others. This is another proof of grooming, threatening a minor to do horrible things is a way to gaslight them and to make them feel powerless against you. Don’t say you didnt know what rape is, you had an idea how bad rape is, but still continued to “joke” about it so you could make yourself seem tough.

(Below is a screenshot of my conversation with Alfred about this topic)

To explain things ; Alfred is saying that he “doesn't remember asking Ivy for nudes”, and that he feels “awful” for not remembering it happening, but goes along with it, he never denies doing it unlike these days. At this point he “explains” himself why he asked for nudes, why he would threaten to rape and abuse others. The reason why is because he wanted to be seen as a mixture of his kins, he would later on self diagnose himself as a sociopath and made himself “act cold towards others'' because he didn't like being diagnosed as autistic, nor did he want to be seen as weak. I don't know why he would think being autistic would make him “weak” but he thought that way. (the self diagnosing part will be important later)

In other words ; Alfreds has admitted in wanting nudes from the minor, but he never “did” anything with them (god i hope so, imagine keeping nudes of an eleven year old, that makes you a pedophile) and he was completely aware of knowing what rape is, he simply didnt care and kept making them. He has and still is lying to others about this. He admitted this to me once in a call

The callout post on Ivy

In june 2020 Ivy decides to become mutual once again with Alfred, they forgot what he did to them due to memory issues and has believed that he has actually changed, just like he claims to. Alfred acted extremely friendly towards them, but days later he would later talk behind their back on chats he was in and to his friends on dms, mainly complaining about their kins, and would later on make a call out post on them. In the call out Alfred brought up Ivy’s family abuse and would fake claim their trauma, he would also mention an old nude account they once had (keep in mind ivy was groomed to believe this was considered normal, after finding out how harmful this was they quickly apologized for it.) and leak old messages of dm’s of Ivy with other people.

(Below are screenshots of his “call out” post on Ivy)

( roxy was alfred’s past best friend ; the one who deleted Ivy’s account and groomed Ivy as well)

I believe we can all tell what's wrong with this post.

No, it's not the fact that his “call out” post makes zero to no sense, it's not his poor sentence and word choice, nor the fact he’s extremely ignorant.

It's the fact when Alfred was writing this Ivy and him were on good terms, when Alfred finished writing this it was a huge backstab to Ivy. They had no idea that this was going to happen.

He says that Ivy shouldn’t bring up his past actions...looks who’s talking. Unlike Ivy, who didn't know what they were doing was considered problematic due to grooming, and the fact they were just eleven years old with a HUGE platform and being taken advantage of by others. Alfred did know what he was doing, he knew it was considered problematic, he loves being problematic on purpose, but that never stopped him and he was fourteen. There's a huge difference between the two. If anyone is an attention seeker it's you, Alfred.

Children tend to lie a lot for attention, it's normal for them to do stuff like this, that doesn't mean that they should lie about something so serious, but it's normal for kids to lie. Hell, Alfred lies a lot himself and he's sixteen, turning 17 in October (2021).

You didn't even break up with them because of their “ ‘dramatic ass’ “. You broke up with them because of “mental health issues”, then three hours later you got together with someone else.

They weren’t accusing you of rape, no, you yourself had said to them that you would break in his house to rape him. He then begins to insult her and saying how he has changed, I'm sorry, but he hasn't changed at all. This “call out” post is the very proof that he hasn’t changed

Yes, Ivy has done some bad things in the past, but you need to understand this is an effect of what grooming does to minors. Your grooming on Ivy has affected them horribly. You’re the disgusting one Alfred, not them.

Imagine calling a poor eleven year old, who you abused and taken advantage of, your abusive. If anyone is an abuser here, it's you, Alfred.

The aftermath

After the “call out post” Alfred made on Ivy, Ivy would later on repost the post itself on their account to debunk it. Alfred was now getting back slashed on the post after Ivy’s stories and would later on “apologies” to Ivy about his actions.

(This screenshot is Alfred sending his “apology” to Ivy, Alfred often sends screenshots of his “apologies” to his friends so they can see that he isn’t “a bad person)

If youre apologizing to someone for something HORRIBLE you've caused- being threatening them with rape, abuse and even grooming them, the victim being friends with you once again is most unlikely to happen. It doesn't matter if you're “uncomfortable” around Ivy. What does matter is Ivy being uncomfortable and feeling unsafe around YOU. He’s the victim, not you.

Below is the post Alfred made after the call out and “apology” he gave to Ivy.

I'd like to debunk some stuff he says here. Alfred is the very same guy who kins people with little information, especially from series he isn't even familiar with. He’s just very ignorant. Alfred feeling “stressed'' out at the moment or being impulsive doesnt give him the excuse to lash out or even talk behind Ivy’s back. He has indeed sent people to attack Ivy, he’s gotten past mutuals for ours to create burner accounts to harass and reality check Ivy.

Alfred’s obsession with Ivy

Alfred has a very….strange obsessed with Ivy. He constantly talks about him no matter what, even if his friends have no intention of knowing about the situation those two were involved in, he always has to bring them up and to “explain” to everyone how Ivy is a “horrible” person. The messages and posts below are examples of Alfred’s obsession with the minor.

Below are some of the many conversations he brings up Ivy.

(These screenshots are after Alfred made “peace” with Ivy.)

No matter what, even after he “apologized” to Ivy, he constantly wants to paint him like the villain and purposely leaves out important information about the situations to make himself look like the innocent one. Alfred has no respect for anyone nor has any regret in harming others.

(Below are screenshots of Alfred being judgemental towards Ivy.)

Once again, Alfred does the very same thing. He kins characters that barely have little information and genderbends ( especially male ones). He’s being judgemental.

Chapter Two

The cat situation

2018-2019

As stated, this all began after two days both Ivy and Alfred began to date. As time passed it slowly became a rumor, a lot of people heard about this situation, but there wasn't much talk about it. Alfred would talk about this situation to some of his friends, admitting that yes, it did actually happen, but as time passed he would later on deny this, saying it was all a twisted joke. This topic was then left behind, until late 2020 where Alfred would once again bring up the topic to his friends.

September, 2020

He would later on mention this to me later on the relationship. This was brought on a discord chat, it was Alfred first mentioning his victim; Ivy. He was “ranting” about how they should’ve never sent any nudes or voice messages of themselves, I tried explaining to Alfred that he shouldn't be blaming them nor even be talking about this situation. I, myself, am a victim of both grooming and being pressured to send nudes in the past, so seeing Alfred saying that about someone who has been threw the situation I had once been caused me a lot of harm, the very much I could do is try to explain to him how it wasn't nor ever was their fault, he would later on respond with “But she shouldn't of done it anyways”, when he notices I didn't answer the message he decides to spam my discord with random okegom picture to attempt to hide the messages, and then he changed the topic by asking me to help him write an apology. I never noticed the message.

December 21, 2020

The second time he mentioned this to me was in another discord chat, originally he was going to mention this to me in a call, but I was busy at the moment, so instead he typed it on message. He would later on in the message straight up confess that he did actually molest his cat, from the way he was describing it I had a somewhat idea what he was saying, but wasn't completely sure, so I waited. He notices that I'm not responding, so he decides to spam me and calls me. Alfred panics when I don't answer the call and does this ;

(How the conversation started, please keep in mind that i didn’t know that he was going to talk about molesting his cat, if I knew I would have responded differently.)

(This is is when he notices that i didn't answer the call)

I was surprised by what he told me, I felt sick and confused. I didn’t know what to think, I didn’t know what to believe. He said he was going back and forth, but he didn’t touch his cat or “do anything sexual”. It was confusing. I told him I needed some space to calm down, which he doesn't respect. When he sees I dont reply once again he begins to spam me messages and videos to “cheer” me up. Once I “felt better” he acted as if the conversation never happened, he would tell me that he never touched his cat, and over time he didn’t mention it to me again.

Admitting it

I believe this happened just some days after I broke up with Alfred. One night I received multiple messages from a good friend of mine. He seemed panicked so I quickly went to see what was going on. In these messages that my friend sent me, Alfred straight up confesses to my friend that he actually humped his cat. For real this time, he even mentions how his own parents know about this.

(Below shows the messages of Alfred admitting to it and trying to defend himself)

You “dry humping” your cat doesnt make the situation any better. It's still a sexual act, even if you didn’t “feel anything sexual”, even if you were acting like a “fictional character”. At the end of the day you still molested your cat.

Not only did you admit this to my friend, but yours as well.

Here’s another case of Alfred admitting to about the situation to this friend.

Alfred would later on deny all of this, saying that he only admitted to it because he wanted everyone to “leave” him alone and to give everyone “what they wanted”. This is a very poor excuse.

This isn’t related to the cat situation, but it’s still an unsettling comment he made.

At the time of this screenshot it was 2018 and his friend at the time (the one who took this screenshot) was just 12 years old

(It’s unclear what he meant about this, and I don’t even want to know what he meant. I believe what he is "joking" about is molesting an animal)

Racism

Alfred has a very long history with racism, he has been caught saying racial slurs that don't belong to him, nor can reclaim ever since 2018.

Below is a screenshot of Alfred saying the n word to one of his old friends

(These screenshots are from 2018)

Oh but this isn’t the end yet, there’s more.

Throughout his relationship with his last ex girlfriend (whom I will not name due to privacy reasons) he would constantly make Anti-Semitism towards her, keep in mind he was completely aware that she is jewish, but of course that didnt matter to him, nor did he ever aplogiezed to them for making those joke. It doesn’t help that Alfred would guilt trip his ex and treat them very poorly.

This event that we are going to talk about happened around mid 2020 I believe, if my memory is correct, my apologies if these take place during a different time. What happened during this event was that Alfred wrote something very problematic as a good night. Which, "surprisingly" involves nazis.

(Below is the screenshot of Alfred's post)

Alfred blames this on him just being impulsive, saying how he "guesses" that the whole post wasn't a good idea. Who has to "guess" that joking about nazis wouldn't be the greatest idea.

November, year 2020,

Alfred confessed to me that both him and his older brother (who is 19 at the time I believe) both say the “funny” n word. I was furious with Alfred, telling him that isn’t something he should be saying or even find funny, especially when he’s a white, and not a black person. Alfred would later on “apologize” to me saying he would never say the word or even make fun of it again.

Some days after the talk me and Alfred were on a call, we were just making some jokes about his persona until he said “yeah aha he’s a n/ ”. I was completely shocked by what he just said, and when he realized what he said he quickly began to panic. He began to moan and groan as he apologized, I hung up on the call as I tried to process what the hell just happened. When I finally collected my thoughts I was quickly greeted by Alfred’s vent posts.

I didn't know how to feel about this, but a big part of me was extremely worried. I reached out to him and tried to calm him down. Once he calmed down, I told him how much this has affected me negatively and told him we should take a break from each other. He agreed to it, but he never respected the break. Over the week Alfred would constantly try to get in contact with me, sometimes I would give in and talk with him for a bit, but always returned to the break, unlike him, who just kept trying to text me.

I believe this happened a month after our “relationship break”, Alfred ended up getting blocked by a enstars meme page we both followed at the time. The reason he got blocked from this account is because he made a racial comment underneath the post.

(The context behind the photo (which isn’t loading because he has deactivated this account) is a screenshot of Alfred commenting underneath a post he has spend me saying “Sorry I don’t speak -”)

A pattern I’ve noticed when pointing out Alfred’s racial comments is that he always excuses it as his “humor” being offensive. In the past he has excused this for being “uneducated”.

Alfred knows what is and isn't offensive to people, especially to people of color, I’ve told him and explained it to him multiple times. He isn’t a baby that I should be teaching what is racist because of how “uneducated” he has been the past years.

(In this screenshot above Alfred then begins to use his autism as an excuse and starts saying how he wont have a successful life thanks to it.)

Another similar situation like this happened some weeks before we finally broke up. I forgot how the conversation started, but I remember that I just had enough with Alfred’s racial jokes and wanted to do something about it.

(Below are the screenshots of the conversation)

This wasn’t ages ago, I remember seeing this months ago when we began to date. This wasn’t a long time ago like he claims.

(Below is the screenshot of the memoji i was talking about in the conversation)

You can't look at this and say there isn’t a problem here, It doesn make it any better that he was using a monkey emoji as well. Alfred didn’t seem to understand, nor did he seem to care, on how this is a big problem.

April, 2021

Alfred decided to change his name to “tsumuri”, he named himself after this character from okegom. There isn’t a problem with changing names, a lot of people do it all the time, especially after characters they like.

The real problem is that the name is Japanese and Alfred himself is not japanese.

When we (me and the rest of the admins) decided to call him out on this and how it was racist of him to do this he responded very immaturely.

The first thing he said is that tsumuri is actually a french name. Which isn't true in the slightest, then he decided to mock us when we called him out.

(Below is the screenshot of his story that someone sent us)

Fun fact!! White people can’t name themselves Japanese names!! Wanna know why? The answer is very easy, it's because they aren't Japanese and Japanese people themselves feel disrespected. Japanese people had always been treated as some type of aesthetic instead of actual living beings. Alfred naming himself Tsumuri isn't in his best interests, considering how racist he can get.

March 15, 2021

Alfred's racism has only gotten worse at this point. One day a friend of Alfred's had reached out to the

AlfredArchives account and showed us the following screenshots.

(Alfred later one decides to message this mutual of his on discord asking “what did I do wrong this time”, when he notices that they aren’t replying he decides to message their friend.)

(Keep in mind Alfred's mutual is a guy, he is misgendering his own mutual, This isnt the first time has misgendered a mutual.)

not only that but he says how blm is all over the place, which definitely doesn't make him racist.

This definitely does make Alfred racist.

Someone's life, especially if they are colored, isn't political. People get murdered all the time just because of their skin color, culture and race. This isn't political, and this is something I've explained to Alfred multiple times before we broke up. This isn't Alfred's first time being explained this.

Alfred simply doesn't care.

If it isn't about Alfred's wellbeing, he simply doesn't care.

July 31, 2021

Another friend of Alfred messages, but this time it was on B1tt3rd3v1l (Other known as the second call out account on Alfred).

This friend of Alfred's ws giving us an insight about their friendship with Alfred, saying how toxic their friendship has become over time. He would demand so much from them when they could do so little.

Later on they mentioned how less than two weeks ago that they both were in a VC together and how much Alfred was making jokes about hitler and ww2. He went so far to compare MY ACCOUNT and this WHOLE SITUATION TO THE HOLOCAUST. It doesn't help how this friend of Alfred so happens to be jewish and has antisemic trauma, which Alfred is completely aware of. If you don't see the problem with this, then I don't know what to tell you.

(Below is a screenshot from alfred’s account)

This is what Alfred responded to the racism on his google doc

Alfred is once again pulling the “I didn’t mean it so therefore-” card, just because you “didn't mean it”,which I doubt, doesn't make the situation better. You knew exactly what you were doing from the very beginning.

This isn’t the first time you had said a racial slur during a call, don’t forget when you called me a beaner once and when I told you to not say it because its a mexican slur you repeated the slur

again and called it stupid.

This isn’t the first time you have done this, you have been doing it for years and you never had a problem with saying this stuff until people call you out, then it becomes a problem and you start crying for people’s apologies and that you “never meant it that way”. This wasn’t an accident by the way, you

were fully aware of this and even admitted that it wasn't a joke. Your apology to this is full of shit.

Chapter Three

Antipsychotic

Ivy and other psychotics are the one of the biggest victims of Alfred’s ableism. Ivy being the main victim to this. As shown on ivy’s part of the doc, Alfred would often decide him as some type of sick person who wanted to harm others.

Alfred would even make fun of other psychotics that were/are IRLS of his kins during our calls, he often picked on these peoples coping mechanisms, like having certain aesthetics and having certain hobbies to help them function during hard times. He would make fun and harrassed psychotics for the slightest of things.

(the following screenshots shows Alfred’s past posts about psychotic people)

Very ironic seeing this come out of Alfred because once he found out that one of his mutuals double his kins he threw a massive hissy fit.

Not to mention that Alfred's hatred is not only towards psychotics, but systems themselves.

I cannot show any screenshots for this situation due to privacy reasons, but an ex mutual of Alfred’s is part of a system and is a wadaranohafa introject, when Alfred gets informed of this he tells them that his girlfriend, sully, is “wadda (HIGH KIN)”, meaning he sees his girlfriend as the “real” wadanohara. I don’t understand why you would even mention this to an introject, but he did.

Below is Alfred’s response.

(The system part is not mentioned since this happened months after)

These types of stuff are not jokes, they should never even be considered as jokes. I have no idea why you have to call everything harmful that you did a “joke”. I agree, telling doubles to go kill themselves is very long, but you saying these horrible things about psychotics makes you part of the problem as well.

Stop making excuses for yourself because they are not helping you at all.

Contacting ex friends

(Due to personal reasons, some of these mutuals aren't okay with showing screenshots for this part, I hope you all understand.)

This is a very habit that Alfred has, once friends of Alfred decide that they had enough of him and finally cut ties with him, he always tries contacting them multiple times, often crying for their apology and for them to be friends again. When these "apologies" were successful Alfred would instantly get these mutuals of his to go against people who had once wronged him.

This ex mutual friend of Alfred's has made it very clear to Alfred that they want nothing to do with Alfred since we broke up, but Alfred didn't listen at all and would get mad at this mutual for not taking his side in this situation. Over the past months he would always reach out to "apologies" for his actions, saying how he did not act appropriately and how much he regretted everything. My friend would always reply saying how they didn't want Alfred's apology, instead they wanted to be left alone, Alfred would either always give a hissy fit or end up blocking this mutual.

Another similar case is when Alfred contacted a mutual who has suddenly become active after a year. They aren't every aware of what happened between me and Alfred, but they knew that he couldn't be trusted at all.

This mutual was okay with sharing their screenshot with me of the message that Alfred sent, they had also told Alfred multiple times that they want nothing to do with him.

Final

My experiences with him.

First meeting, summer July 2019

We first met in a chat called Pad Isle. It was a chat filled with a lot of okegom creators and fans. During this time I never knew about Alfred's actions, I’ve just heard his name before in the chat, but never about his past. My real warning about him came from a very good friend of mine, someone who used to be friends with him and witnessed his actions. They told me of what he’s done in the past, saying how he was extremely abusive to his own past partners, and not an overall good person nor friend, he was extremely problematic. I was disturb by this news, ever since that day I always tried to avoid Alfred and started to grow uncomfortable towards him. He would text me privately, but the conversation ended quickly. As the months passed by, I’ve heard from him less everyday. The last time I’ve heard from him is when he announced he was going to the hospital for his eating disorder.

Second meeting, April-May 2020

Me and Alfred began to talk once more when his new account got added to pad isle. We talked a lot in calls and started to slowly get to know each other. He would often demand art from me during these calls. Don’t get me wrong, I love drawing for my friends, but this was constantly. When I forgot about the pieces he would remind me to finish them, almost forcing me. Even so, our friendship continued. We mainly “got along” because we both had “horrible pasts”, we bonded over being “horrible people” and “trying to move on from our past”.

Some weeks after breaking up with his ex-girlfriend, he confessed his feelings to me. I always had a strange feeling about the confession. One reason being that not so long ago he confessed to his other crush, who was a mutual friend of ours at the time. The second reason was the fact he truly didn’t know me at all, he didn't know my name nor age at the time, but I decided to ignore those thoughts due to the fact I also had feelings for him, but unlike Alfred I did know him and I believed that he has actually changed. We began to date on may 6, 2020.

The relationship

Within a week of our reconnection we began to date.

At the beginning of the relationship things were pretty good, we talked a lot and had fun, that was until the Arlo drama became public. I didn't know how to react to the situation and lies being told by my past abuser. During these times I was starting to get very emotional and panicked a lot during these times, I was a wretch.

While a partner would normally comfort you, reassure you, and help you during these terrible times. Alfred just watched me meltdown. He would comment under Arlo's "apology" post and later leave me on read until the next day. I needed emotional support, I shouldn't have been left alone with my racing thoughts, I should've been offered help, but I never received it. When I brought this up the next day Alfred would say that he thought I needed personal space, he never apologized or checked if I was okay afterwards.

When Alfred got into his drama he would always ask for help, and for me to help him with writing his apologies. I wanted to be the best partner I could be, so I helped him. I helped write all of his apologies to his friends, I even advised him what to not and what to say in these messages. He never bothered to return the same favor to me when I was at my lowest.

At this point Alfred would only message me when he needed “help” with writing his apologies and to get people off his back. I always tried to make others understand him, even if he was in the wrong. I cared about him a lot, I wanted to stop seeing people harass him, I hated seeing my own boyfriend be seen as this terrible person by many people. It broke me just thinking about it, but the truth is that everyone has the right to believe this for everything he did.

From grooming minors, sexually harrasing, maniplulating and gaslighting his friends, and for even doing the same to my own friends.

Everyone had and has the right to hate Alfred.

This harassment Alfred was getting began to affect my health. His mistakes affected me twice as much, because I was the one defending him. He always found a way to brag me down with him.

So, one day I told him how I wouldn’t be able to help him as much with his apologies as I did before, because I wanted him to realize his own mistakes, and to be sincere to everyone, but even so, this didn’t stop him, even after I told him I wasn’t mentally prepared.

He claimed to “care” about me and even “respect me”, which is false.

When he had “nightmares” he would demand to check my DM’s from all of the accounts I had at the time.

Sometimes he would compare himself to my past abuser to gaslight me just because "I didn’t share the same humor as him".

When I told him I needed some time alone after telling me some shocking news, he would always spam my accounts until I finally responded. He did this when I told him I wanted a week break from him.

Everytime I pointed something out to him or even tried to correct him, he would make it seem like I was always against him. As seen adove, he would excuse himself by saying he “wasn’t educated enough” and “thanks to his autism-” he always had excuses for his actions. He would even go as far to compare himself to my past abuser at times. When I needed help.

When I needed help he would always talk about himself. When I couldn’t sleep at night he would always talk about kin related stuff and drama he was facing. Alfred would always complain about me not opening up to him and not sharing the same humor as before, for not being “myself” around him. He once said that the person I once was “blinding” to him.

The relationship would grow only more and more toxic over time, he would get jealous by the way I joked and talked around with my friends, leading me to isolate myself away from them. I was too afraid to leave him. I didn’t want to be alone, I didn't want anything bad to happen. I didn’t want him to hurt himself, It made me feel so scared and it didn't help that Alfred once told me that I’m the only reason he has committed suicide yet. That I was the person who "made him a better person" and only I could make him feel so happy.

This relationship was a nightmare.

The breakup and Valentine

So a lot of people are confused by this news- so let me clear some things up. I didn’t break up with him when I discovered the callout account, I actually didn't know it was even a thing after I broke up with him.

This all began with me realizing that over time, I was just never happy with Alfred. I always found myself losing feelings for Alfred constantly , the relationship became very draining to me, I even told Alfred how I was losing feelings, but wanting to “fix” our relationship, because I didn't want to leave him. Even though I didn't want to end our relationship, I always felt so stressed to the point my hair was beginning to fall out.

One day I reached out to my good friend, Valentine, for some relationship advice . I’ve known Valentine for a very long time now, she is one of my closest friends I have, and when I found out that Alfred made a rape joke towards her- it absolutely broke me. What's worse is that this didn’t happen months ago, it happened three days ago.

Below are screenshots of Valentines and Alfreds conversation.

Keep in mind my friend gets very uncomfortable by these types of subjects and Alfred had read her carrd multiple times. I confronted Alfred about the situation, asking him why he did it. He was quick to defend himself saying it wasn't meant to be taken that way.

The screenshots below is me confronting Alfred

I kept telling him; either he meant it or not- it made my friend extremely uncomfortable. He first went to apologize to my friend, his apology was half assed like always. He said that he thought valentine was going along with the joke and how he wouldn’t tell that she was uncomfortable (a lie by the way, you can clearly tell she wasn’t enjoying it.). He even went as far to tell her he hadn't made those types of jokes in so long, and ever since he's “changed”. My friend wasn’t having any of it so Alfred decided to tell her to “leave him alone”.

When he was “apologizing” to my friend I told him I was breaking up with him. He told me how he didn’t mean it and that I should leave him alone. I told him even if that wasn’t his attention, the damage was done and I wasn’t going to deal with this type of behavior. I tried expressing how much the things he’s both said and done to me were damaging, but he completely ignored me. Alfred kept going on and on about how it wasn’t meant to be taken that way, I told him to stop excusing himself and to accept what he’s done which he responded like this. He wasn't understanding at all.

(Below are screenshots of my and Alfred’s conversation)

I didn't appreciate the way he reacted, so I snapped back at him. I told him how he was acting so childish. He wasn't understanding at all, so I decided to tell him I was leaving. After blocking him, he decided to get in contact again after some minutes by using his main account; @irltsumuri. He messaged me saying in a threatful tone that if I wanted him to improve then I shouldn't make a call out post on him. It shocked me how he cared more about a call out post than my very own feelings. After breaking up he posted this image on his account.

Stalking

I’m only the one out of many people Alfred has stalked in the past and currently. During the break up I told him I wanted no contact with him, then he went on his second account telling me not to make a call out post on him if I wanted him to “imporve”.

After the breakup I began to notice how a lot of Alfred’s mutual’s were beginning to watch my stories, so I posted a story saying “I don't want Alfred or any of Alfred’s friends watching or visiting my account”, but they only continued to stalk me. I was getting paranoid at this point and put the account in private. Even so, Alfred somehow still got information out of my account. I didn’t know how or who was giving Alfred this information, so I removed a lot of people, this wasn't helping at all and Alfred was beginning to bother my mutuals.

I didn’t appreciate the fact he was contacting people that weren't involved nor wanted to be involved in this situation, so I privately messaged him. As we messaged he later on admitted to stalking me with a burner account. The account went by the user @dareallobco, he even used that account to message an old victim of his and even defended himself saying he’s a “teenager”.

(Image stolen from @alfredarchives)

I felt sick, Alfred saw everything I was posting and I never noticed, I didn't notice until he told me. Alfred would later apologize to me saying how he would never stalk me again.

I think we all know that this never happened, Alfred never did stop. It only got worse at this point.

Another stalk account he made went by the user @adauchi.core, It was basically an account that posted a lot of Okegom images that were run by "two people". The real treat is that this account was never ran by two admins, it was ran by someone who pretended to be two people so I won't suspect it being Alfred.

I found out this was being run by him because it was one of the first accounts that would watch my story within the first seconds of it being uploaded, Alfred would take screenshots of the story and send it to one of his friends who happens to be a "spy" for me. Alfred would always say how nobody is stalking me, not him or any of his friends, but if that were the case, then how was he getting these screenshots?

One day Alfredarchives posted a video making fun of Alfred "disappearing" from his account and days later coming back to it. Adauchi.core seeing first that video from the rest of the followers asked who made it, you know, so Alfred could know who is getting all of his information from his account, but Alfredarchives quickly noticed that this was Alfred himself by him slipping up.

As soon as Alfredarchives called him out he was quick to delete the account, trying to cover up his tracks.

The last user he’s used is an account that goes by @sucrosexx. Alfred pretended to be a whole different person while spying on me, at first I didn't think a lot about this, until iI noticed something fishy. Sucrosexx requested one of my friend's spam accounts...which nobody, but me and Alfred knew the user. When we called him out on this he excused saying “ you don't know how tempting it is “. I had a really bad panic attack because of this,I lost my temper and would begin to spam him, he would later blame me and call me disgusting for acting this way.

As we speak now (03/29/2021),

Alfred has made a stalk account to spy on this account and to watch our stories last week

Alfred has “magically” found my new account on his suggestions, which is another excuse he once told me. This happened a day before I responded on his google doc apology. (07/6/2021)

The playlist

So, in the making of this document I wanted to make a harmless playlist called “canceling Alfred”. The playlist is completely harmless, there's no songs about causing any actual harm to Alfred, most of the songs are kpop related. If you want proof the playlist itself is still up.

The real problem began when Alfred decided to make a playlist about me just days before I made mine. The playlist is no longer up, but a lot of the songs were violent. One can say that violent songs can be harmless, but I doubt it.

Alfred has admitted to one of his old friends that he wants to beat me up, punch me and smash my head against a mirror to remind me how “ugly I am”.

This is what Alfred had to say about me in his apology

You were abusive to me, but not in the way you are describing it. You used me, you used me for you stupid, meaningness apologies, YOU MADE ME write all of those apologies. You had never made a property apology for anyone and actually meant it.

Don't say I was a complicated person to deal with, we all have problems, I can even admit that I was the perfect partner, but I tried supporting you in your lowest, even if you didn't do the same for me. When I would visit my abusive dad I would always hope that one night that you would comfort me, but no, you only made things about yourself. You never tried helping me when I needed someone and when you did you would always shove it in my fucking face, almost as if you were praising yourself for doing the bare mininum.

I suffer from paranoia, and it only got even worse from the endless accounts you made to harass me and my friends. I don't know how you even have the balls in trying to apologize for this when you have been doing this for years now and you saying it was just you having a "little nose" sucks. It sucks because you aren't even sorry for doing this.

Its been a year now since we had broken up, and I still haven't healed from all the trauma you had caused me, me concentrating on something that "matters'' is not going to help me heal at all. Want to know why? Because your version of "concentration on something that matters" means not making this doc, it means not being able to finish this and throwing it to the side, besides how the hell am I supposed to do that when I always have to fear for my fucking life knowing that you are still in this app? Who says that you aren't stalking my account again? I didn't notice then how am I supposed to notice now? I don't even trust in you at all. How am I suppose to concentrate on something that matters, thats just fucking bullshit. You had taken everything from me, you horrible piece of shit.

Now, for the final part of his "apology".

Nobody wants to be on good terms with you, what everyone wants, including myself, if for YOU to leave us all alone. We never want to hear from your story ass again. We want nothing to do with you and we have the right to not be around you. Nobody here is just as bad as you, I had never heard of anyone sending you a gore video of a rabbit, and I have no idea why it even affected you when you literally offered complete strangers on the internet a picture of a rabbit being killed. If you wish to not fuel any drama then stop trying to contact us, stop talking behind peoples' backs, stop making fun of people who have mental illnesses while you claim to be an "IRL", which you aren't at all. Do us all a favor and get off of the internet, nobody will miss you.

This doc is to spread awareness of Alfred's actions, Alfred is not a good person nor is he "misunderstood" like he claims to be. If you were able to even cross paths with Alfred, please, block him. He isn't the type of person you want to be around. He is extremely draining, toxic and honestly sucks as a friend/boyfriend. He treats his friends like shit, he doesn't care about their boundaries, he is completely ignorant. Don't trust his girlfriend sully either, she has dated many of her friend's past abusers and was even friends with my abuser arlo. Alfred and Sully are both terrible people. This is coming from someone who has dated Alfred for almost a whole year and was friends with sully in the past.

For once, take responsibility on your actions and don't blame it on "cancel culture".

You are being called out for a reason.

These are the accounts he currently is active on, if you see any of these follow, request or even message you please do block them.

This is the end of the doc.

I am deeply sorry to all the victims who had been affected by Alfred, and had been painted as villians by him. You guys aren't villains, manipulative, or horrible people Alfred claims you to be, and I'm sorry I couldn't help you at all. You're all so strong, and I thank you all for trusting me to share your stories. I hope you all have a healthy recovery, and if there's anything I can do to help you guys please let me know. You all deserve to be happy.

Thank you to all my friends who have supported me ever since I decided to end my relationship with Alfred, and to everyone who has shared their experiences about Alfred with me and the rest of the account members. I loved working with you all through this painful experience.

I loved making jokes about Alfred with the account admins, I loved having the funny small moments where we would all laugh together. Finally this can come to a stop, for now i believe, at least this doc will be finished now, which has taken almost a whole year to write. I apologize for it taking so long, but I hope it can be helpful in the end.

Thank you all so much for reading.