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I would like to apologize for things i did in the past that many are bringing it up to me

First the n word:

In the beginning of the month, i was having an bad day, and one of things that happened for me to dislike it was me singing a Kendrick Lamar song that contained the n word and i was just following it and said the n word along with the lyrics, i instantly got mad at myself for saying it and later on vented about the day in a server with my friend, who was mixed

When i talked about it the music part, they said that i could say it, since im mixed as well(proof below)

As i said to him my father was mixed and my mom white, and that my dad's mom was black, and his father was white

Later on, i would learn to not say it, as it isn't really right for mixed people to use a slur made for black people

I already stopped saying it but i will apologize again for saying it

It was foolish of me and my friend for believing we could say it, i will not say it ever again

The joco situation:

Some weeks ago, joco and basil(used to go by ragna) broke up as joco said he was kind annoying and could hate on things she liked(i find that stupid and not a good reason to break up) then, in the day after me saying the n word, i was stressed from the day before and lashed on basil, soft blocking him and just being an general asshole to him, i already apologized to him about but i will say it again

I was stupid and shouldn't have lashed on you basil, i'm truly sorry for what i did to you, all the bad things i said to you, i regret them and don't represent who i am now

Next in the same day, joco soft blocked him and called him annoying and said “i'm glad i broke up with you”

With then basil retaliating with a thread of her being an general asshole to him, abusive basically

Making shitty and rude unfunny jokes to him, and just going to far with it by saying he should be sent a cartel execution video of his family

Initially i thought it was mostly exaggeration, since i was more friends with joco and was on her side at first

It was foolish of me to do that, i should've known better and kept my mouth shut about all of it, the subtweet about basil, soft blocking him and defending joco

Now i'm more careful in situations like this and i dont talk about something like this until i'm sure of what I'm saying and am well informed on it

Then joco made an apology thread on it, admitting to everything, apologizing for everything and saying they would changed from it and grow as an person

I believe in that, than people who did something like this

Not a crime or anything like that, but mistakes than they recognize

I believe that these people can change, of course if they show signs that they didn't it all falls apart

And from all that i seen from her, she is changing, of course she didn't immediately change but she is working on it, tho i don't spend much time with her so i can't totally confirm she is better now, she show signs that she is slowly getting better

What joco did was bad, she did Horrible jokes that shouldn't be made, especially to your partner, she is changing from it and owning up to it, she didn't try to justify what she did, she's trying to apologize and change from this

Marie.

Now i know him since the beginning of the year

Met on Krisskulls server and considered him a friend at the time

After some drama that aren't important rn i started to distance myself from him and i started to have a different opinion on him

I started to find them annoying, it was dumb of me to just ignore him and be an asshole about it, i apologize for that but my opinion on him still haven't changed, i find you annoying but that doesn't mean i can an asshole to you, i apologize for those times, i prefer if we stop interacting and not talk to each other

But one last thing is your beef with my girlfriend, first the thing with the 37 year old, i do agree that the reasoning of “his a transformer fan” is stupid, she did ban him and regretted it, she literally was asleep before all of that happened, and the thing with pllayer(friends groomer that was hiding in her server) is stupid, literally nobody cares to look st his green dash on his profile, sure we should've checked Earlier but we already banned him, it was already resolved

Lyzi and I’s ‘sexual jokes’.

Lyzi and I had been making jokes for example  me ‘sucking her off’ and just in general sexual jokes. Her and I are both minors (me 16 her 17), We keep our actual sexual life/relationship private and to clarify anything else our sexual relationship is consensual  

We made these jokes sometimes but we’ve stopped already. Again, to clarify another thing ,I have asked her to stop with making these jokes in public spaces

I hope y'all can forgive me, for those who dont, i ask at least to not say im racist or any of the to things you all said about me, Because im not any of it

I thanks everyone who is my friend rn and gave me support, none of my actions are justifiable, but all of them are already apologized and i changed from it

Im not that anymore.