Heyo, I would like to start by mentioning that NONE of these exercises and the shared resources are used for diagnosing or treating any illnesses.
It will not solve any problems, whether we’re speaking of financial problems, mental problems, traumas, upsets or family issues. It just works on changing the perception.
PLEASE READ THE INTRO SECTIONS AS THEY’RE MOST USEFUL TO THIS INQUIRY BEING SAFE. Also ask questions where things are unclear, I’m not a native english speaker.
For some reason, it seems necessary to write this down: Michael will not take responsibility for however anyone else uses this guide on their own, this is the path I. The responsibility lies with you to just close this guide and say “fuck this guy” if you feel otherwise.
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Most importantly, if you feel unwell or things are WEIRD, physically, mentally or emotionally, while in this process, YOU CAN JUST PAUSE FOR A LITTLE WHILE, as long as you need; it’s alright, it’s healthy and of course recommended.
The insights will be here when you’re feeling better. Speak with close ones, reach out to people that are on the path or talk with a therapist if you feel the need to verbalize how you feel
As for anyone who’s looking for gurus and illuminated ones, please see they are only humans, even the teachers.
What is stream entry? It’s the breaking of the first 3 fetters according to the Pali Canon (details here: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Sot%C4%81panna).
More detailed, it’s seeing through the fetters (illusion of):
Important note: NSE/Breaking the first 3 Fetters/Stream entry is not dealing with the whole sense of the SELF, only the small sense of self or rather, the sense that we could somehow be a:
Instead we see all these are processes that we are Witnessing and they’re happening to the body-mind.
More in the diagram and tweet below, what we’re doing now deals only with the 1st lens:
Detailed explanation: https://x.com/Plus3Happiness/status/1821196812792844640
Graphic below: Perceptual Changes in the visual field between Self-State and post NSE/Stream Entry/
The only thing that changes with Stream Entry, experientially, is the way that reality/things are perceived aka what is coming in through the physical senses(or ‘doors of perception’) (seeing, hearing, taste, smell, sensations & existence of thinking but not contents of thoughts) and how that’s interpreted. You’ll perceive reality more directly instead of feeling ‘at a distance’/from a spectator seat.
Note: after Stream entry happens, you’ll have a honeymoon period, which depends on your situation, after which you’ll see yourself ‘selfing’ or rather ‘reacting’. It’s not like you slid back you’re just more AWARE. The great part is you can also just return to being present easier so that helps, you can pretty much pause the thoughts for a while (I use ‘you’ as a pronoun only here)
It’s that stream entry is, for the most part, the start of a larger path. If you did get it, Kevin’s website helps on this issue: https://www.simplytheseen.com/fetters-45-guide.html. You can always tag me here or DM on wherever you found the guide so I can clarify some things for Desire/Ill Will that would have helped “myself”, but are not in there.
You can also refer to the RESOURCES FOR SAFETY above as well.
And as the saying goes – “Before enlightenment, chop wood and carry water. After enlightenment, chop wood and carry water.” Keep this in view, good luck!
All the exercises are based on direct insight, which is a fancy way of saying it’s based on your own personal and Direct/Actual Experience e.g. day to day experience, the same you use when you grab a cup of tea.
Intellectualizing is rather detrimental (you’ll read later why). ‘Seeing’ refers to both ‘sight’ as the physical sense and also ‘see/experience on your own’.
If there’s one thing I’ve observed, it’s that it is quite similar to getting in sets and repetitions in a physical gym. If you’re outside waiting in line at the bakery, at a doctor’s appointment or sitting on a park bench, most of the exercises lend to practice there.
DO NOT DO THE EXERCISES WHILE DRIVING A CAR, ON A BIKE OR ANYTHING REQUIRING ATTENTION.
Don’t be reckless and take care (i’m saying this from first hand experience of hitting dumpsters on the sidewalk and almost crashing my bike while doing labeling practice).
These places are where I found my exercises and I’ve mainly put together multiple ways of stabbing at identity – not exactly needed to read through most of these if you do the exercises, just for reference ++ to reveal there’s no claim of “I did this by virtue of my own self illumination” yada yada):
A picture done by Roger Thisdell (https://www.rogerthisdell.com/) and i’m not super sure where on Reddit i found it initially, that does a pretty good job of explaining changes in perception after Stream Entry (2nd picture, the Witness is the one that matters for now):
Below will be the order of the exercises I’ve used, but I wouldn’t say it’s the best order necessarily. I’ve lucked into finding ‘solutions’ in the exercises from Liberation Unleashed that patched the gaps they have that made it easier to see through the assumption of a ‘Self’
LU also asks some questions at the beginning of the inquiry which is feel like they ‘trigger’ in a way people that in no way makes any sense and seems more unproductive than useful, especially for people that are really adamant in ‘being right in their beliefs’.
If you read the doc and at one point you get stuck, do comment and let me know where the confusion appears.
I’m trying to find a picture/description, best I can show visually is “it’s like you’ve put the VR headset, but forgot it’s on so everything seems to be directly experienced”.
I (and possibly most people) felt kinda existentially threatened initially by “there is NO SELF” (you find that reading the questions found in my thread here for reference) because “I KNOW I EXIST TF YOU MEAN THERE IS NO SELF”.
In a kinder phrasing – “you” definitely exist physically, “you” think, “you” feel and also the structure of “you”/’self” is a lot of ways of identifying with what the body-mind structure does and put a ‘me’ label on it. Don’t fret too much AND also don’t worry, you exist, is just that “you” is a pronoun and living is a bit more than just words.
I would suggest going once at the beginning of this process through all the exercise and testing them. Not all need to be done repeatedly if you feel like you ‘got it’ experientially, but for the most part I’ve done most of these daily. Will try to use a ‘once’, ‘until it clicks’ or ‘daily’ tag for most of them.
If you haven’t reviewed the website resources section, than I can just let you know you should definitely read these:
Most important to understand from the second link is this aspect: currently you interact more with your imagination (what you think you see) vs perception (what is actually out there).
You want to get to the point where you perceive MORE & imagine less (last picture).
https://thelastpsychiatrist.com/2011/10/how_to_draw_not_about_how_to_d.html -
This article has 3 exercises, detailed and showcased below, which will help you develop a feel for seeing objects separately instead of your sight being one big lump of ‘something undescript’
Do these for 5-10 minutes each, you’ll notice your sensory/visual clarity increasing
NOTE: NONE OF THE PRACTICES BELOW ARE TO BE DONE WITH ACTUAL PEN AND PAPER, YOU LOOK AT THE IMAGES OR YOUR HAND AND ‘IMAGINE’ YOU WERE USING A MENTAL PENCIL TO DRAW WHAT YOU SEE.
Practice #1
Trace the outline your own hand with a ‘mental pencil’ and then move on and start mentally tracing the small little lines in your palms (no need to use something like the below “frame”)
Notice how your brain is switching between “this is my hand” and “this is just image, colour, shape, form, some physical sensations)
Practice #2
Trace the below reversed image in the same way, notice how the brain starts trying to move between ‘it’s a dude’ to ‘no it’s just shapes, colours and lines’
Notice how your brain is switching between “this is a dude in a jacket” to “this is just image, colour, shape, form), moving from abstraction to direct experience and back.
Practice #3
Tracing backgrounds to see the foreground/actual objects– for this one you’d trace the blankspace, the space around the chairs and where would be just ‘the air’, not the object
Notice how your brain is switching between “this is a chair” and “this is just image, colour, shape, form” and also how the brain seems to make “real-er” either the object when focusing on it OR the so called blankspace on focusing on the emptiness.
<><><><>Note: I’ve made templates inside a notes app for the ones below and did them daily as working with Direct/Actual Experience/Tasting the pudding is the most important aspect; this way you can keep track of doing these exercises fresh each day <><><>
Preparatory notions Emptiness or Essence-less-ness & Free Will
Emptiness
Fortunately, the ‘emptiness’ Buddhism talks about has nothing to do with what nihilistic western philosophers think about.
Simply said, in buddhism ‘emptiness’ refers to the “lack of intrinsic essence of things”.
For example, taking the image below.
Sure, you might call it a glass for water. But another might project on it that it’s a vase, a really crappy pot or something to keep buttons in.
As such, it’s not that things are empty, it’s that they lack a definite nature, and we end up projecting our thoughts, labels, concepts upon them, depending on our purpose.
What is immediately obvious is the color/lack of colour about the image, being able to feel the sensations of it and all “purposes” and “meaning” is projected like a film in a cinema upon “what it is and what it’s for”.
The subject of “Free Will”
This gets us into a seemingly tricky subject of “free will”, but that’s just to the western mind intoxicated in layers of concepts and abstractions.
“Free will” presupposes we can take ANY decisions at ANY moment. Alright, if you happen to believe in free will right now, could you do a few things for me:
Unless you’re above our physical plane, you likely can’t do the above (and if you can, please DM me, i have a couple of business ideas, we’ll get rich in no time).
Other examples:
This of course doesn’t mean turning nihilistic, au contraire. You have conditioned will, where the conditions are simply natural factors (such as temperature, gravity), genetic (would have loved to freely will myself to about 1.8m in height, but no luck), social (you were born in certain society in a certain moment in time) and so on.
You can say you have “free won’t”, in the sense that conditions might arise (like getting cold), but you can choose to do something else about them (put on a sweater).
See? We’ve solved this conundrum while keeping quite a lot of power of choice.
If you want to learn more, here’s a talk from Delson Armstrong, enlightened teacher and Arhat, 4th path on the more traditional Buddhism model, speaking of “free won’t”: https://www.youtube.com/watch?si=Tp0nYBVX3R9Ej97V&t=1437&v=PzX6j4CijMU&feature=youtu.be
PLEASE DO THIS ONE FIRST TO UNDERSTAND EVEN BETTER WHAT DIRECT EXPERIENCE FEELS LIKE
UNDERSTANDING DIRECT EXPERIENCE
Part I
The distinction between mental activities (thoughts and images primarily) and direct experience of the five ‘body’ senses should be pretty obvious – perhaps you’ve even been meditating for quite a long time and think you are already very familiar with this difference.
However, it’s surprising how we can subtly ‘mentally simulate’ direct experience and this can hoodwink us into believing that a thought or image about an experience is the same as the direct experience itself. Before starting any experiential insight practice, it’s important to be clear – experientially – about the difference. This is actually very simple – the main thing is just to notice.
Sit with your eyes open, look at what is appearing.
Note this as a direct sense experience of seeing. Close your eyes and imagine the scene you were just looking at. Identify this as a mental activity – imaging. Repeat until you’re completely clear about the difference.
Now with hearing. If you’ve got a bell or some kind of musical instrument you could use that – or put some music on, for instance. Imagine the sound, then listen to the sound. Mental activity … direct experience. Know the difference, directly.
With body (tactile) sensations: try mentally imagining / naming ‘hand’, ‘foot’ and other parts of the body and then bring attention to the direct sensations of the part you’ve just named.
Notice the process: is it ‘hand’ … mental image of hand … actual sensations of hand? Or what?
Or, try it by imagining lying down on the floor. Then lie down, feel the pressure/weight/sensations of contact with the floor. Or, imagine crossing your legs. Now cross them. Similarly, you could imagine walking, then walk, imagine pinching your skin, then pinch …
Try something similar with smelling and tasting – have, say, a sultana or small piece of fruit available (but far enough away that you can’t smell it). Now imagine the smell / taste of the fruit. Note this as ‘mental activity’. Now pick up the fruit and smell it and eat it, noting this as ‘direct experience’.
Questions:
DE or AE (abbreviations for above) is:
Seeing
Hearing
Feeling (Sensation, not emotion. Emotion is Sensation plus made-up thoughts & labels)
Tasting
Smelling
Thoughts Arising (but not their content)
Direct Experience - Labelling Daily Activities
Seeing a cup, simply= image/color
Smelling coffee, simply = smell
Feeling the warmth of the coffee cup, simply = sensation
Tasting the coffee, simply = taste
Hearing the spoon stirring the coffee, simply = sound
Thought about drinking the coffee, simply = thought
Just break down daily activities into these categories (which are all Actual/Direct Experience) and report back with lists exactly like the one above.
WRITE DOWN several of your own observations in a list *exactly* like the one above, please. Same word forms. Same order. EXACTLY.
Lunch
touching the knife, simply = sensation
smelling the chicken, simply -= smell
hearing the oil, simply = sound
smelling the chicken cooking, simply = smell
seeing the fridge contents, simply = image/sight
seeing the pan on the oven, simply = sight
washing the utensils, simply = sensation
tasting the chicken, simply = taste
holding the fork, simply= sensation
tasting the pasta, simply -= taste
Here is an exercise which examines the way in which the mind labels experience - it takes about 20 minutes and you will need a pen and paper.
This exercise is broken into 10 minute lots. For each 10 minute period pay attention to any bodily sensation i.e. is there any tightening, or any relaxing?
For the first ten minutes write down what you are experiencing right now using the word “I”.
For example:
I am sitting on a chair,
I am hearing a clock ticking,
I am looking at a computer screen,
I am feeling hungry.
Get right to the point, no past or future fantasy, just a plain description of your experience right here and now.
i am sitting on a bed
i am holding the laptop
i am looking at a screen
Then for the next ten minutes continue writing down what you are experiencing but this time without using the word “I”. Just describe the experience as it is happening using verbs.
For example:
Sitting on a chair,
typing,
breathing,
blinking,
At the end of the twenty minutes compare the two ways in which the experience was labelled and answer the questions to yourself:
1. What is here without labels?
2. Do labels affect the experience or just describe it?
3. Did you notice any differences in the body?
The purpose of the above exercise is to realize how words are not realities, they are only labels pointing TO realities. As such, what a words ‘is” is different from what a ‘real thing” is.
You’ll answer each question above as for the exercise; most peopl get it pretty quickly and realize that ‘THEIR NAME’ is not the same as “WHO THEY ARE’, to start with, and that applies for a lot of the words, “I” included.
Have a look at a LEMON (or any fruit you like.) If you have a ‘real’ lemon, you can use it for this exercise. Google for a picture of a lemon.
When looking at a lemon, there's color; a thought saying ‘lemon’; and maybe a thought saying, "I'm looking at a lemon."
What is known for sure? Color is known and thoughts are known.
What about the content of thoughts, what they describe?
Actual experience does not refer to thoughts ABOUT something…because that is only just more thought.
Actual experience is sound, thought, color, smell, taste, sensation and the fact of thought arising, but not its content.
Is there really a ‘lemon’ here, or only color and a thought ABOUT ‘lemon’?
Can ‘lemon’ be found in actual experience?
While these thoughts are known, what they talk ABOUT can't be found in actual experience.
This is what is meant by "looking in actual experience." What you know for sure, and, is always here.
Taste labeled ‘lemon’ is known
Color labeled ‘lemon’ is known
Sensation labeled ‘lemon’ is known (when lemon is touched)
Smell labeled ‘lemon’ is known
Thought about/of an ‘lemon’ is known
However, is an lemon actually known?
Part I
Emotions are only Sensation plus a label & a story.
Notice that only the Sensations are Direct Experience .The rest is made up.
Thoughts will not stop. That's not the goal. You will simply see through them & not believe their content.
Being made up stories, it can be said that no thought content is true.
The same way you always have, but with the awareness that it's all made up.
Shakespeare got it,
"All the world's a stage and men & women merely players."
Note about part I & “emotions”:
Some psychological/therapy models centered around “feeling your emotions” in a narrative way (instead of a raw direct experience way) can be active hindrances and can contribute more to your suffering. E.g. these narratives can keep you stuck in the past, or keep you looping and ruminating over your misfortune.
Instead, try feeling the sensation without the narrative.
“I feel resentful” is an abstraction. It implies that there is a narrative and series of events that you feel “resentful” about. Can you “feel resentful” without this story?
Part II
Okay have you got all of that? Ready to LOOK? Philosophical discussion won't do it.
It is about LOOKING, not how you answer questions.
ButtChair (or Back-bed or any other Body-Object interaction you prefer, such as Hand-Sweater or Leg-Jeans)
Please LOOK, in Direct Experience, for any place or point where your butt ends & the chair begins.
Is there any clear dividing line between them? Or only the Sensation with no clear division?
It is simple direct & nonverbal. Just LOOK.
Then write what is true.
Part I
Lift up your left hand and move the palms and finger a bit, randomly, don’t think too much.
Does it seem like you are doing it? Does it obviously seem like you are moving your hand or does it seem like it’s moving by itself?
If you are like most seekers, you’ll answer “yes, i do it”. And this is our starting point, let’s poke a bit at this.
Let’s answer a few questions:
You, the decider, doesn’t seem to have that much deciding power is it?
In case you feel this hasn’t made sense, try this second version
Part II
In a moment you will go and make a drink. If you don't feel like one right now it doesn't really matter but if you'd prefer, wait until you do.
Come back here (to where you're reading this) when you have the drink and are ready to sit down with it. But please avoid reading the next few questions until you are actually in place because otherwise it could ruin the usefulness...
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Ok. I'm assuming that you already have your drink and are ready to consider the following questions about how things happened?
Was a 'decision' noticed to go and get a drink?
Was an entity noticed deciding or choosing to get up?
Was there a decision to move legs in just the right sequence that balance could be maintained? That forward motion could be achieved? That no overshooting of kitchen would happen?
I'm taking it that legs did move and just enough to arrive where the kettle is? Was 'control' of legs exercised by a 'self' during all this?
In fact if there was an idea that 'I decide to get a drink' , did that 'decision' make legs move?
Or is it more that this thought 'I decide' appeared and then 'legs' did the moving entirely without a 'self' having to pull control strings or push levers , or even having to be conscious of anything in particular?
'Choosing' or 'deciding' can appear to be 'making things happen' because 'choices' do happen and 'decisions'. (An example would be arriving at a fork in the road and somehow one way is the way that gets 'chosen' by sheer necessity or lack of time. With more time, or a map, or both, thinking might be part of the ultimate 'choice' of route but whose decision is it… 'mine' , or 'the map's', or the 'lack of time,' or 'someone needs a wee wee soon' ?
Who, or what, is 'making' those decisions?
And in fact, are they choices or decisions of a 'me', or an idea ABOUT a 'me' that 'decides' ?
Here is a step-by-step description of how to look at thoughts. First thing is to sit for at least 5 minutes quietly somewhere, several times throughout your day.
Close your eyes and just notice thoughts. Don’t engage with any thought, just notice them.
1. Notice the current thought that is present.
Like when you sit observing the body, a thought might arise “this is my feet” or "here is a pain” or “my breathing is too quick” or “I am bored with this exercise” or “I have better things to do” or any sorts of thoughts.
2. This thought will pass and another thought will come. So just observe this thought passing.
3. Then wait for the next thought to come.
4. When the next thought is present, just notice it, and see how it passes.
5. Then wait for the next thought to come.
6. Repeat #4 and #5 many-many times.
Between the 2 thoughts there is a gap. It can be very short or subtle, just a second or a few seconds before the next thought come in.
This is how to look at thoughts:
Looking how they come and go, and Observing the short gap between them.
Noticing how the current thought is passing. And waiting for the next thought to come.
Personal note/practice extension: start noticing how the inner thoughts or what you’d call monologue can be verbalized and made to pass further when they bother you mentally.
Further, at times, especially when in comfortable settings, ‘you’ can talk for hours, WITHOUT thinking about what you’re going to say.
That’s interesting isn’t it? So in one case you have regular mental chatter which seems YOURS and it might seem you couldn't function without owning ‘your thoughts’, but at other times, you can go hours without thinking and still function just as well.
So you’ll find yourself in a situation where either “you control all thoughts” as in mental chatter is yours or “you control none”, like when you can formulate a phrase without planning. Lightly consider ‘what if thoughts came from a somewhere-ness and then there’s identification with it?
<< Note for the gap: Brent has shared with me this article that has helped others see the thought gap: https://buddhism-for-vampires.com/the-dead-dont-think. If you don’t like zen stories more on the sober side, you can just skip it >>
Last note:
After doing these for 1-2-3 days and even randomly in the day, you can give a read to the stories in Gateless Crashers mentioned at the top and see if there’s any hint of it making sense. For some it might be useful, for some the practice is enough.