Welcome!!
This is the final report of the project
"The Mission: Clearing of former Nazi concentration camps"
(The old webpage is visible under http://docs.google.com/Doc?docid=dzb63h5_36chf4pvd5&hl=en)
First of all: Why do places like former concentration camps need clearing and healing?
Well, according to Rupert Sheldrakes “morphogenetic field theory”, every object is surrounded by a non-visible energy field containing all information which defines the object in timespace. That means that everything that happens to an object or a person is recorded and stored in its personal field, which then interacts with other fields around it.
In the case of a former concentration camps, these interactions can be quite rough. In the present day, a lot of people get sick there, and strange animal behaviour gets reported frequently. Some people have suggested that there are higher crime rates in areas around camps due to their past and their presence in the present.
I have never been able to proove through crime statistics that the crime rates around former concentration camps are higher than elsewhere, but for me that didn’t matter. When an Austrian woman I’ve met in India told me she believes that to be true in her home county, I immediately thought that cleansing the etheric level of these places would be very beneficial, provable or not.
This idea stayed in the back of my head for quite a while, whilst I was working as a healer for squatters, drug addicts and homeless people in Bristol/UK. After some months of doing this, I felt an urge to reach more people through channeling healing energy. During a shamanic self initiation under a Portuguese full moon, I renewed my commitment to support the earth as much as I can in her ascension. I got asked by spirit what I would like to do, and the idea to clean former concentration camps surfaced again. This sounded like the perfect project for me!
I immediately started the preparations, thinking it could be done quite quickly. But in the end, the whole project took nine months^-^.
First I had to publish my project idea on the Internet, to raise the global awareness and bring the idea of cleaning the camps into the human mind, so that it could be made manifest more easily. That brought me a lot of support, but also a lot of critiscm to work with.
Then I had to raise the funds, and that took the longest time. I figured that life always wants to give us what we need when we need it, so the money would turn up as soon as I would be ready to use it. But I had to be ready for it, because one of the main reasons why we sometimes don’t get what we need is our incapability of accepting and allowing the gift, and that was where I had to start myself. With the help of Theta-healing techniques I changed my whole belief system about money, and through practising Taoist sexual Kung Fu I learned how to store, control and work with second-chakra energy, the seat of sexual and financial power. And sure enough, with nearly no “traditional” fundraising, the money turned up at the right time (bless all donators!!).
The other big part of preparation had been to get my body ready so that I would be able to channel the required amount of energy to accomplish the mission. For that I had to change my complete diet. First I started with some weeks of 100% raw food, then I did a 5-day colon cleanse finished with a liver flush. After that I kept a mainly raw diet to keep a high energy level.
Finally, after seven months, all the bits and pieces had come together. I was ready for the “real thing”.
There have been more than 60 former concentration camps all over Europe, plus countless subcamps (Dachau alone had 197!) I decided to visit only camps with a death toll of more than 2000 – a total of 35 camps. But through research I found out that 12 of them had been visited and cleaned by other lightworkers (bless em) already, all with the help of Orgon devices. So there were 23 camps left for me to visit.
I divided the whole tour into four, doing three small tours to visit the camps in south, middle and north Germany first, and then one driving through eastern Europe to do the rest.
To say it straight away: It was exhausting. To visit that many concentration camps and do healing there is a thing in itself, but to also travel 6500 km (mostly) on a motorbike and to sleep (mostly:-) in a tent for three weeks is a whole other story. Bring the two together, and you have a hardcore mission I’m happy I’m done with.
The realisation that it would be harder than expected dawned on me when I started my first trip to France and south Germany, and in the first night discovered that I had forgotten my tent. So I had to sleep outside at –2°C for four nights, next to fields where there was still snow laying around.
My mood and my enthusiasm reached a low peak point when, on my second trip through middle Germany, I had to endure a blizzard showering me with ice particles whilst driving with numb hand and feet.
Towards the end of the project the weather got better, but I still had to drive hundreds of miles every day… now, enough whining, it was exhausting but also very beautiful. Because working with healing energy and facilitating balance is beautiful, and this was a healing project after all!
The project had two goals:
1. To release all souls stuck within the dark vortex created through all the evil deeds performed in the camps, and
2. To balance and hartmonise all energies within the camps and their surroundings with the help of Orgon devices (check my website for more infos about Orgon)
To give you a rough idea on how I did it, I’ll describe an “average” concentration camp visit:
When I reached a camp I had to switch my mindstate and my energy level from “driving” to “healing”. I started with the first exercise of Falun Gong, which is perfect to open all channels in the body, then I shielded myself with the a simple form of the “Lesser Banishing Ritual of the Pentagram” and some lavender.
The 3 inch long and 1 inch thick quartz crystal, my main tool, had to be activated through sound, and my heartspace filled with love and compassion. Then I was ready to go.
Before entering the camp ground myself I drew a huge pentagram and invited all beings of light to enter the space and help as much as they could. You see, it was like a reverse NASA mission. I was alone “down here” whilst being guided and supported by thousands “up there”. We worked really well together as a team!
I received my main guidance from the Orgon Spirit, who showed me exactly where I had to place Orgon devices on the etheric level. This was done by drawing a small pentagram with the crystal, which opened a portal, a wormhole between dimensions which enabled the Orgon Spirit to enter this realm – that’s how I figure it works. I don’t know the details, I just felt that it worked.
These etheric Orgon devices (EO's) would be placed mainly on execution sites, prisons and other places and buildings with a traumatic past (e.g. medical laboratories or camp brothels). Between these sites another kind of Orgon device got installed, suitable for creating an orgonic field wide enough to encompass the whole camp. (For experienced Orgon gifters: The first kind of device has the same effect as an HHG, whilst the kind mentioned second is more like an etheric Underground Cloud Buster)
The angels held the connection between the EO's until I found a suitable place to bury the one "real" Orgon device I've made for each camp (nearly always between the roots of a tree kindly enough to watch over it). Once buried, the orgonic field was strong enough to stay in place till the balance would be restored, long after I left. (A lot of people thought I would get arrested for burying things on Memorial ground, but I was always protected and for this moment "invisible" to other visitors - my gratitude, Sylphs)
Some of my Orgon devices - not pretty, but effective!
Whilst I was doing my tour through the camps to place the EO's, I stayed in touch with the Creator and the angels (through a THETA-Healing meditation technique), but I also managed to keep my mind open enough to contact spirits who were still there and sometimes even see memories of the past.
My strict diet of bee pollen, gojiberries and nuts with honey kept my third eye very clear and open, so that I was able to see souls, demons and angels with my inner vision. Souls appaered to me like human-shaped lightfibres, sometimes misty, but most of the times astonishingly clear so that I could see the features of their faces (the projection of their intact self-image) and sometimes even the surrounding they believed themselves to be in (as they knew it before their physical death).
But seeing is not as important as feeling. I could feel the fear, the grief, but mostly the hopelessness these beings felt in an overwhelming intensity. So there was a channel, a channel I could use to break through the barriers of Illusion to reach what was left of their innermost self.
Feelings are the language of the soul, and a sophisticated language it is, able to transmitt much more information than the spoken word. So I opened my heart to them and sent them feelings of peace and love, of being safe and alright. Most of them were shocked to be contacted in that way, some even frightened. But they all relaxed as soon as I asked angels (which appeared very feminine to me) to stay with them and explain them their options - to either stay in the camp with their spirit bodies, now free of Illusions and knowing about their physical death (I only know about a handful of souls in Dachau who did that) or - to leave the earthly realm through a portal that would be opened soonafter.
This group of Angels and I developed a really good routine so that later on in the project I would hardly ever "see" spirits because they knew exactly how to care about them. If there were any lower astral entities or small demons (and there were nearly always some, because they fed on the low-frequency vibrations of fear, grief etc which the lost souls in the camps generated) I would ask Archangel Michael to catch them in a golden net and lovingly guide them through the portal.
The portal - another very important part of the cleansing. When all EO's had been put in place and the Orgon device buried, I used to find a secluded spot where I could do what I called "the ceremonie". Inspired by Drunvalo Melchizedek´s descriptions of similar work in South America, I started with creating a huge octaeder enclosing the whole camp. Then I made sure the portal would lead to the right place, by inviting the spirit guides and guardian angels of all souls who would pass through, and by making sure that the members of my divine collective who had volunteered to look after the souls AND their spirit guides were present.
Then I lifted my arms, invoked Archangel Zadkiel and St.Germain to help me - and opened the portal, a huge purple flame bridging the realms. This has always been a moment where I expected a huge sound - and was surprised by the silence. As soon as it opened, I told the angels who had stayed with the souls to bring every one who wished to leave safely through the portal to their guides on the other side.
With my inner vision I saw them as beams of light shooting into the flame - and I could feel it in my arms, as if I had to hold something very heavy. The crystal in my right hand started "oozing" energy - it felt as if warm water flowed out of it over my hand - a very weird feeling. When the souls were gone, Archangel Michael flew through with all not-so-loving entities as his luggage.
When everything had passed through it, the portal got closed by Zadkiel and my arms fell forward towards the ground. Sometimes, when some thousand souls had passed through I felt really exhausted, like I would feel after giving six treatments in a row. And I was happy - the camps felt empty, now the Orgons would do the rest.
Of course there is no "average" concentration camp. Every camp has its own history, its own stories - stories too violent and heartless to comprehend, stories so "inhuman" one really has to think about human nature.
The brutal simplicity of Struthhof - some barracks, a prison, a stone quarry to work yourself to death, and if that didn't do it - a gaschamber.
The burial mounds (10m - 5m) of Bergen-Belsen: "The grave of 5000."
The execution ditches of Majdanek, where 14,000 were shot in ONE night.
The barrack there, filled to the brim with shoes of the former inmates, men shoes, women shoes - and tiny children´s shoes.
An example of icecold, rational thinking - the exterminatiuon camps in poland, built as a "Final Solution of the Jewish Question". I've been to Lublin. This camp existed only nine months - in which 900,000 people got murdered.
And, of course, one of the main symbols of the Holocaust: Auschwitz-Birkenau. 1,200,000 perished in the two buildings housing the gas chambers and Dr. Mengeles "medical" laboratory.
I believe these numbers are too big to be comprehended. Who can picture the pain, the agony of so many people? It's too much.
Some people told me that what I wanted to do would be unrespectful to the dead, and that I am completely mad to think I can "heal" something like the Holocaust with some crystals.
My answer to that is, that for me as a professional healer, it is very clear that healing is a very complex process. In the case
of the concentration camps, millions of souls, human and otherwise,
have to work together on that task. Victims have to forgive their perpetrators, perpetrators
have to forgive themselves, and all have to remember that they love
each other, for we are all One. Victims and perpetrators are the same
consciousness. To accept this was one of my big personal lessons I had
to remember on this journey - We are all One, there is no good and
evil, there are only different shades of consciousness, and even that
is an Illusion.
Only infinite love is real.
That means that everything that happened in the concentration camps, everything that ever happened in all the wars we fought, every pain we've caused and every pain we've experienced - Is due to love. We, as souls, as God-particles, love "each other" (in the Illusion of Duality) so much that we give each other what we need to evolve our consciousness - even if it hurts.
This is hard to swallow, and even harder to truly understand. So don't beat yourself up if you can't take it as your truth yet - and please don't beat me up for trying to grasp it myself!
And about the accusation I would be unrespectful to the dead: I have so much respect and compassion for "the dead" that I try to help them. In my belief and validated through my own experience, "the dead" are more than memories. They are living, feeling beings who only temporarily have no physical body. In my story, what I've done in the camps has freed thousands of beings of the Illusion of suffering and made it possible for them to continue their soul´s journey and therefore it was a sucessful caring and healing project.
The same answer goes to the people who asked me why I spent so much time and money on something that happened in the past instead of caring about people who suffer today. With the addendum that I care about people who suffer today, too, but we can only make this world a better place if we all work together and do what our heart tells us to do, because our heart knows the divine plan much better than our mind.
From my point of view, this has been a very sucessful project. Thousands of souls have been released, as well as dozens of other entities. 23 concentration camp grounds in eight countries have been cleansed and harmonised with the help of the Orgon Spirit and are watched over again by powerful Guardian Spirits.
Hopefully this project will help millions of people to accept the past and to not forget the lessons it holds for us. May Jung´s "collective unconsciousness" of the Germans, the Jews, the Polish and all other nationalities, cultural groups and religions find peace and love as a common base. May all beings in all worlds be happy and at peace.
And maybe this project has even affected politics, because the British Prime Minsiter Gordon Brown visited Auschwitz twenty minutes after I buried the Orgon there.
(I'm happy I arrived there some minutes before the Secret Service :-)
I don't know exactly what happened during the project, and for sure I don't know how it will affect the present and future earth. All I know is that what had to happen has happened, and that I did my part in this project well.
It would have been impossible without the help of many, many beings, to whom I have to say thanks now.
First of all, thanks to God the Creator for creating this wonderful creation:-) - worlds over worlds full of wonders!!
Camps visited:
1. KZ Struthhof, Natzwiller, France
2. KZ Kaufering VII, Schwabmuenchen, Germany
3. KZ Dachau, Dachau, Germany
4. KZ Muehldorf, Muehldorf am Inn, Germany
5. KZ Flossenbuerg, Flossenbuerg, Germany
6. KZ Buchenwald, Weimar, Germany
7. KZ Dora-Mittelbau, Nordhausen, Germany
8. KZ Langenstein-Zwieberge, Langenstein, Germany
9. KZ Neuengamme, Hamburg, Germany
10. KZ Bergen-Belsen, Bergen, Germany
11. KZ Emslandlager (KZ Boergermoor, KZ Esterwegen, KZ Neusustrum + 12 subcamps), Germany
12. KZ Ravensbrueck, Fuerstenberg/Havel, Germany
13. KZ Stutthof, Gdansk, Poland
14. KZ Majdanek, Lublin, Poland
15. VL Belzec, Belzec, Poland
16. KZ Lemberg, L'viv, Ukraine
17. KZ Plaszòw, Krakau, Poland
18. KZ Auschwitz-Birkenau, òswiecim, Poland
19. KZ Gross-Rosen, Strzegom, Poland
20. KZ Theresienstadt, Terezin, Czech Republic
21. KZ Jasenovac, Jasenovac, Croatia
22. KZ Risiera di San Sabba, Trieste, Italy
23. KZ Ljubelj, Trziç, Slovenia
A small krematorium-oven (KZ Gross-Rosen) | An extraordinary Memorial (KZ Jasenovac) | My collection of handouts | My bike and my tent - home for two weeks |