Liz
knew he was right behind her. Normally, it wouldn't be hard for
everyone in the run down bar to notice someone new walking in the door,
but Liz knew her target too well. He could walk into a room stark
naked, and no one would ever see him, unless he wanted them too. Liz
smiled, as she thought about what she'd do with that little trick.
“Locke...”, the man whispered.
Rolling her eyes, Liz motioned to the chair across from her. “Have a seat, will you?”
The
man grinned slightly, and moved over towards the chair. “I find it
funny that no matter how well I hide, you're never frightened by me.”
Liz
shook her head, and toyed with her drink. “You scare me bout as much as
a house cat. Something pathetic trying to be mysterious.” Finishing the
drink, she set it down on the table roughly. “What's there to be afraid
of? Whatcha going to do, rub up against me?”
“Hardly.”
“Pity.” Liz smiled. He was playing her little game, as he always did.
“The
unknown is far more terrifying than anything I could ever do to you.
The pity is that you haven't the capacity to accept that the universe
expands beyond your own feeble mental ability.”
“Here we go, hosing the decks down with testosterone. Really, do you have to be so male?”
“Need you bring sex into it at all?”
Liz leaned towards him. “Babe, I
always
bring sex into it.” Liz licked her lips. “Then again, you're the one
making the assumptions, and posturing. If your toned it down a bit,
maybe we could actually get somewhere?”
“Certainly.” The man
grabbed her shot glass, and started playing with it. Liz looked at him
annoyed, but he obviously didn't care. “Tell me, what do you know of .
. . the situation?”
Wanting to laugh at the melodrama
unfolding before her, she leaned back in her chair. “It's always 'a
situation' with you, isn't it? What an exciting life you must lead.
Being told where to go, who to kill.” Liz paused, as a rather drunk man
bumped into their table. He muttered an apology that must have been at
least hundred proof, and stumbled off. Liz leaned across the table.
“Tell me, do they pick your socks for you too?”
Looking
remotely surprised, the man leaned in close to her. She could feel his
breath on her cheek. It felt oddly cold. “My socks are none of your
concern. My life is my own.”
Smiling, Liz dropped her voice
to just above a whisper. “The only time I'm concerned with clothing is
when it's not on the floor.” Leaning back, Liz looked him over once
more. “I'd hardly say your life is your own.”
Slightly
perturbed, the man closed his eyes. “I make it what I choose, as such,
it is my own. I understand my destiny . . .” He opened his eyes, and
started at her with an icy gaze. “. . . something none of your race can
claim.”
“It's funny you bring race into it. Part of me doubts
you even know my heritage. Not that it matters.” Liz paused,
considering her words. “Funny thing, destiny. You can't figure it out
by looking into other people's crystal balls. Trust me, I know. I have
no destiny, therefore, I know mine intimately. You, on the other hand,
actually exist, so your destiny is as fluid as time itself. I highly
doubt your associates tell you the whole truth . . . including what
they know about your future.”
The man chuckled, and
started spinning Liz's shot glass. “My associates tell me far more than
you know.” Before Liz could register movement, she felt his presence
behind her, and heard his voice in her ear. “My friend . . . enough.”
Liz shuddered, and nodded. “Posturing and showboating aside. We have
business.” He took his seat again as he spoke. “As you can see, I am
far more than I seem. As are you.” He paused, selecting his words
deliberately. “I was instructed to talk to you, though I feel talking
is your responsibility. I am here to listen.”
Liz took a deep
breath to compose herself, and swallowed hard. She hadn't expected this
little trick of his. She wasn't sure how he did it, but she knew it was
Overseer training. She knew he'd been trained, but she didn't know how,
or in what skills. Now, she had a very good idea. That knowledge gave
her some leverage over him, if she used it properly. “At least they've
trained you better than some of the others.”
The man raised
an eyebrow. “For one who acts like she understands their organization,
you demonstrate a clear lack of knowledge about the truth of who we
are.”
Liz knew she had to press her advantage, and break the
verbal stalemate. Her eyes darkening, she looked right at the man, and
spoke with a dark, low voice that had a force which seemed very
unnatural coming from Liz. “Now, Praetorian, it's you who demonstrates
a clear lack of knowledge. I'm here because your beloved Overseers
agree with my master that you need to be . . . awoken. These past
years, you've become a loose cannon. They doubt your ability to
function independently and complete their work on your own. You didn't
bother to check much deeper into my background before this meeting. You
found the connection to Jonathan Simon, but you didn't find out much
more about him then public record. Once, long ago, you would have been
much more thorough. Now, my dear Praetorian, you've become lax; secure
in the knowledge that you're the only one who knows of the Grey, the
Overseers, and the nature of the universe. You're not.” Liz smirked,
and then took her shot glass, and started spinning it on her finger.
His
reaction was hard to gauge. At first he seemed upset, though his
intense scowl seemed to communicate concentration moreso than it did
anger. Liz didn't care. She had shocked him, and the shock had
generated the response she wanted. Glancing around the bar, she noticed
that for the entire conversation, no one had paid her any attention.
She wasn't used to that. Before she could follow that train of thought,
the room seemed to dim, and the sounds around her became hollow. She
felt as if she were suddenly trapped inside a glass bottle. Then,
before she could investigate this new sensation, it was over, and
everything seemed perfectly normal. It took her a full seconds to
register that the shot glass that had been spinning on her finger a
moment before no longer existed. Liz glared at Caenus, angry he'd do
something as flashy as that, and realizing she'd completely misread his
reaction.
“My abilities are as in control today as they have
always been," the strange man said softly. "Be sure your master
remembers that it was I who sought the overseers, not they who sought
me. I am in control of my own existence. If your master wishes another
pawn in his little game so be it. I'll play the role as long as I must,
but your will never again address me in such a manner.”
“You
are so thick, it's incredible! My master isn't playing a game. He's as
much a pawn as you are! He works for the Overseers same as you do. I
really can't believe how thickheaded you are. It's not your abilities
anyone questions; it's your methodology. You're lazy, not out of
practice, you twit.”
“And you're far too confident for
someone who cannot see more than an inch in front of her. This is
besides the point. You mentioned Simon.”
“Yes, I did.”
“What
concern is the private life of a telepathic serial killer to me? He's
been incarcerated indefinitely, and the last I hear, that shallow
projection he created was to be incarcerated with him.”
Liz
almost took offense at the remark, but then remembered that he was
referring to Silvia, not to herself. Realizing there was only one way
to get the reaction she wanted, Liz looked at him, her face devoid of
emotion. “Kill me.”
Caenus paused. Liz could see he was
tempted. “I know better than that. I'm of no use to this particular
mission without your help, and as such, I'm stuck with you. However, if
you continue to belittle my methodology, I will gladly oblige.” He
paused, and saw that she was still staring at him intently. “Tell me,
have you ever been to hell? Because, I have . . . and I know they're
reserving a room for you.”
Liz's eyes narrowed. “I've been told home is where the heart is.”
“In order for that to be true, one must first have a heart. Which is perhaps why I am homeless.”
“How true. But no, I've not only gone to hell, I know it intimately. I was born there.”
“That explains a lot. Now, enough of this. We are both professionals. What of the mission?”
Liz looked at him blankly. “What mission?”
Caenus
was growing tired of the conversation. Liz could see he was getting
annoyed, but she had to keep playing the game, till he gave in. “As a
pawn in a game, I'm instructed on where to go. I was told to meet you.
Obviously, I am to be sent somewhere for a purpose. What purpose?”
“Thick
as brick as usual. There's no mission. I'm here simply to give you
information. I've been trying to do that since you showed up.”
“Don't toy with me, bitch.”
Liz
felt the anger well up inside her. She knew how to get the result she
wanted here, she could feel the future pulling her mind in the right
direction, she felt the Sooni part of her screaming to be allowed to do
what it did best. Knowing it was the only way, she let herself get
angry. Looking right into his eyes, she summoned all the anger she
could. “The last person to call me a bitch died where they stood. As
will you.”
“Very well. I'll make a deal with you. You kill me now, or else you give greater respect to that which you can't understand.”
“Deal.”
The moment she said that, she struck. Her movements were swifter than
even a full blooded Sooni, thanks to the Overseer training she, and
Simon had experienced. She focused all her will into that one, single
blow, and missed. It wasn't that she didn't hit him, she'd moved so
fast that he'd had no time to react. She passed right through him. He
wasn't incorporeal, and he was definitely not a hologram. It was
simply as though the space that he occupied . . . didn't exist. Having
no time to react, Liz found herself on the floor in a very undignified
position. She still had enough of her will focused that she was able to
recover much quicker than anyone else would have been able to, but she
still had, for the brief moment, been lying on the floor where she'd
fully expected Caenus to have ended up.
Caenus smirked at
Liz, as she stared back with hatred. “You may be immortal, at least as
far as this endeavor is concerned, but as you well see, I cannot be
touched, unless I wish it.” Before Liz could realize what has happened,
his voice was in her ear. “You make have been born in hell, but I was
born in this.” It changed locations again, this time to her left.
“Imagine a life lived in the focus you just demonstrated.” Again, he
changed locations, this time, sitting at the bar, a few feet away.
“Imagine the power.” Instantly, he was sitting in his original seat.
“Imagine the loneliness.” For this entire demonstration, Liz had been
standing perfectly still, noting his movements. He didn't move with
great speed, like she did, instead he seemed to step out of existence
in one place, and into existence in a different location. She made a
note of that. “Do not dare, Lizbeth, to think that I am part of the
Overseers' Flock.”
“Well, there is more to you than meets the
eye. You actually have a personality. What's more, you can be hurt
which means you're still human. I like that.” Her pose was still rigid,
but her anger was fading. She had to admit to herself that they were
much alike. She made her decision, as she returned to the table. “Now,
it's your turn to listen.”
Liz took a deep breath, and
started preparing herself. Her abilities were three fold; one came from
her Sooni heritage, another from the Overseers, but the final came from
Simon. It was by far the worst of the three. Looking directly into the
Praetorian's steel blue eyes, Liz began. “No one's told you the full
truth. Not even the Overseers. You, and your ability are a tool for
them; your freedom an annoyance they tolerate. What you, and most have
failed to see is the extent to their meddling. Because I happen to be
nothing more than a shadow of existence, I can tell you, where others
can't. They asked me to try to tie you down, rope you in, and get you
to shape up. Because you earned a small shred of my respect, I'll do
something more; I'll tell you the full extent of their meddling.
However, because I was born in hell, I can't give you something,
without taking something. I need you to let me touch you. No games, I
promise. Oh, as a warning; this will be one of the most excruciating
experiences of your life. However, you'll at least know.” Liz continued
to look directly into his eyes.
Without a word, without even
a moment's contemplation, he held out his hand. “Very well.” Liz took a
deep breath, and then grabbed Caenus's hand. In a moment, she saw his
back arch, and his eyes clenched tightly. His mouth moved, as if he was
trying to call out in pain. Liz felt him completely release all
defense. She knew all too well what he was seeing, and experiencing,
and she was sorry she had to share this with him. Very sorry in deed.
Letting
go of his hand, Liz stared down at the table. The Praetorian convulsed
as he gasped for air, trying to breathe. Even before she looked up, Liz
knew she'd changed him. When she finally looked at his face, shock
overcame her. His eyes, which were once a brilliant blue, were now a
bright crimson red, normally a sign of a Sooni who's lost complete
control. A thick red tear ran slowly down his cheek, carving a gruesome
scar in his face beneath his right eye. When the tear hit the table, it
fizzled, and burned the table before evaporating, leaving a charred
crater behind. Liz imagined that the heart The Praetorian sitting
before her claimed to lack was much in the same state at this moment.
“I . . . I didn't know.”
Liz looked at her hand. “I assumed as much.”
“Why? Why did you show this to me?” Caenus looked at her with bewilderment, shock, and rage flashing in his red eyes.
“Simple.
Because you, like myself, are nothing more than a tool. Tools deserve
to know the intentions of those they are being wielded by. Plus, while
I may be a cold, heartless bitch, I still occasionally try to do what's
right.”
“Thank you . . . .” Without warning, the room grew
darker. The seedy bar seemed to respond to his mental command as he
was first cloaked by the fabric of space itself and was then enveloped
by it, disappearing completely. A single word was left lingering on
the air, reverberating much as the sounds of the world had within her
glass bottle when Caenus pulled his trick earlier.
“. . .Simon.”
“For
now. Not forever. Bet on it.” With that, Liz got up and walked out of
the bar, paying no heed to the shot glass still spinning on the table.