Q: You know what i think, i think that this is so clear and easy and
effortless that all i need to do is let go of everything and take each
moment (or this moment) in and enjoy!
It's when i start thinking OR listening to thoughts that all this crap comes in. SO, whatever this is, is just this beautiful LIGHT moment!
A: Reality is inescapable. Therefore whatever aroma is followed with
honesty, not conceptual but real brutal honesty, will reveal itself.
Nothing false can be applied through any sort of teaching or pointing,
simply because the false, even false pointing, reveals itself in
honesty. And reality cannot be hidden or difficult, simply because
whatever Reality is, it MUST be already here and now. It MUST be
already the case, or else it wouldn't be reality - it would be more
concepts.
Therefore pure, peeled back reality is pointed to. That's it.
Reality without the overlay of concepts, which is what "relative
reality" or "identified reality" really is. It's reality, translated
by mind. And in this translation, the primary concept is "I AM".
The obvious and clear reality, you KNOW you ARE, you are
self-evident - THAT is translated by mind into "I AM" - but that
becomes "I am so and so". I am this body, I am thinking, I am jeff.
This insistence on the TRANSLATION as reality MUST, by definition,
insist on the opposite of this translated "I AM". The opposite of I AM
is WORLD.
Therefore look at this I AM - what is the nature of it? The
certainty of BEING is translated as BODY-MIND, as "jeff". The
body-mind-jeff is a translation in mind of the already-present certainty
of BEING. Then that leads to the subject/object equation - I AM seeing
a tree. There is no "I" seeing a "tree". There is only BEING,
absolutely certain BEING - and the story is "I am seeing a tree".
There is no such thing in direct experience. Look right now - the
only place "I am seeing a tree" can come in, is through thought.
Through concept - requiring assumption of a separate "I" seeing a
separate "tree". It's false, already.
Reality is just THIS, right here and now. THIS contains no "I" and
no "tree". THIS is wholeness. Seeking wholeness requires the
conceptual formation of an "I" who seeks. There is no such thing.
Wholeness IS, already. Wholeness is THIS - nothing is needed, nothing
can be added, to MAKE THIS whole.
This is the core teaching of Advaita Vedanta - THIS, right here and
now, is Advaita - not-two. One, without a second, even if the "second"
arises in concept - it's known to be only a concept, only a
translation, which can never divide the wholeness of this very moment.
So the mirage appears to be water until it's seen that it's only water
in appearance - the mirage still seems to be water yet the falseness is
clear - the belief that it IS water has fallen away. What IS, remains
as it is. Only the belief in "water" is gone.